#he is not mentally healthy ik but that probably began at a very young age

[yingdu-lover]

what if the reason cheng xiaoshi's parents didn't return is because of lu guang's continuous intervention

what if the bahati fire had something to do with lu guang

lu guang and shao yuanyuan's actions are causing disturbance to each other's goals.

but ykw

link click is not that predictable.

and lu guang certainly will not be a typical unhinged yandere or crying yearning mess. We have really seen extreme polarity - he has been on the verge of extreme vulnerability and then he snaps, he can really be a cold blooded murderer with a smile.

While watching S1 and S2 I really thought about Mirai Nikki cause it is also one of my favourite animes. Yuno Gasai, I love her.

But Lu Guang is very complex, man. He is a tsundere, but not quite. Yandere, but again he deviates. Even after so much, it's actually amazing that he still can feel softer emotions for cheng xiaoshi (and qiao ling too).

now I am actually considering something. Maybe Lu Guang's fate was also propelled by some triggers. He also got involved somehow.

Now I am thinking about li haoling 's statement

" cheng xiaoshi and lu guang's relationship is very pure and innocent"

well... technically, it isn't!

there is so much deceit, conspiracy, politics, the notion of ' breaching trust ' and how much of it is actually situation sanctioned and lu guang's deliberate actions? we don't know. lu guang actually kind of feels he deserves punishment, he thinks he deserves to die perhaps. when li tianchen stabbed him, man. he probably hoped he should die

If death is an unchangeable node, then let me face it now

lu guang probably knows he can't stay in cheng xiaoshi's life.

am I a man more sinned against sinning?

but definately

I have that within which passes show

I am not gonna 🤥 lie but this feels more doomed than I thought

but then again we don't know about a lot of variables.

I have absolutely no idea HOW they are gonna start season 3. I don't even know what to expect. The suspicion that lu guang might have killed other people and maybe innocent ones too - is an intriguing thought. I am tossing that in the backside of my mind.

But, I have faith in Li Haoling when he said,

"Lu Guang is a complex and delicate character"

Guang-guang is under a lot of pressure

His body is carrying too much of the past

You've been through a lot, Guang-guang

Let's try to be nicer to Guang-guang from now on

uhhh... as a destructive thinker...(but no link click is totally capable of portraying it but I don't wanna name it