#he doesnt want his punishing ways to become pleasure for you

[warper-in-training]

Contradictory to popular belife, Lucifer hates bdsm and kinky sex. Maybe he'll accept to tie up his partner or something light like that, but nothing extreme or containing toys.

He hates vibrators and similar toys, he prefers to be the only source of your pleasure.

[haitanisbug]

Yandere Bonten

Includes: Mikey, Sanzu, Ran, Rindou, Kokonoi, Kakucho

CW: MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. 18+ ONLY. Yandere themes implied kidnapping, torture etc etc.

MIKEY

It's taken a long time for you to warm up to Mikey, and he’s aware. A part of him almost doesn't want you to fall in love with him because he knows he's undeserving of it. He left all of his old friends, he wasn't able to protect his sister and his older brother, so how in the world is he supposed to protect you? The guilt of knowing he doesn't deserve you or his love rips at him every day but that doesnt stop him from keeping you safe and secure with him at all times.

You have the least leniency out of any of the other darlings. You can go outside, you get to travel with Mikey, you get to see other people, but the catch is that you don't have a moment to yourself. Ever. You're always in Mikeys eyesight. He sits you on his lap during Bonten meetings, he takes you with him on dangerous jobs but has got you secure in his car. He’s so paranoid about you leaving him or someone taking you away from him that he doesn't even trust you with any of the other Bonten members or any bodyguards.  You're on a metaphorical leash at all times and Mikey has no problems with keeping that leash short. This angered you so much at first. Never having a moment to yourself really messed with your sense of self. You hated Mikey for it, in the way he almost treated you as if you were an object. All of his actions towards you are calculated too. He forces you to wear a necklace with a tracking device. You can't take it off, and you know it’s just a glorified collar.

You can't stand the way he flaunts you to other people. In every meeting he ever has, the other person stares at you while you sit prettily on Mikey’s lap. It's been hours of you sitting there, Mikey conducting business and it's boring. It has you squirming to at least walk a bit, but Mikey is paranoid about you even walking around his office when someone else is in the room.

His grip on your hips tighten and he’ll whisper into your ear “Be a good girl and sit still. You don’t want me to be unhappy right?” He reveres you more than anything, and once that becomes obvious, how he despises making you upset, how he treats you like a queen when around the other Bonten executives….. You start to fall for him.

SANZU

Does not see his darling as anything but an object that he can use for his own desire. He takes pleasure in making you cry, in doing things to your body that harms you in any way. He's a sadist. Loves pain and loves inflicting it. In his mind that's how everyone is. Where's the joy in life if you don't get to experience the sensations of pain? This is what makes him the most dangerous yandere. Because he's delusional about it all. He thinks you want to be with him because you enjoy this sort of pain. He thinks you love him because of it. Any action that he draws out of you, screaming, crying, shivering, all of it is done because you enjoy it. At least that's what goes through Sanzu’s head.

He's strict too but he changes the rules every day. Some days he demands you greet him at the door with a kiss, but the next day when you walk up to him to place a kiss on his lips he’ll get angry and punish you for not following his rules. “I don't want you to greet me with a kiss, I want you kneeling at the door in front of my feet by the time I walk in. I told you that yesterday that's how I want to be greeted, '' he says. He didn't tell you that. He never tells you when he changes the rules and he does that on purpose so he can have an excuse to punish you.

He gets a thrill out of seeing the confusion in your eyes and how you jump every time he walks into the room. You never know when he’ll punish you because you never know if you're doing something wrong. You're terrified constantly, and Sanzu loves that power. It riles him up knowing he has your life, your emotions, every reaction from you in the palm of his hand.

He walks into his penthouse with bags full of gifts that he went out and bought earlier that day. He was in a good mood, and the thought of spoiling his darling in some designer clothing excited him. He couldn't wait to get back and dress you all up so pretty, then rip it all off of you and fuck you into tomorrow. When he walks into his bedroom the first thing he notices is the chain that usually keeps you tied to his bed post has been broken. You're on the floor in the corner of the room shaking, eyes trained on the handle of the door he just swung open. Sanzu’s eyes drift to where yours are looking in fear and he notices scratch marks on the wood. It all clicks in his brain. You were trying to fucking escape. Despite his initial anger, Sanzu laughs. You jump at the sound, trying to curl further into yourself.

“See now darling, I was trying to be nice to you today.” He places the gift bags down and walks towards you. You let out a sob knowing what's about to come. “Guess this is what I get for  being a nice guy, huh? Torture is the only gift your getting today.”

RAN

If Sanzu is the worst yandere to have, then Ran comes in at a close second. Ran is sadistic but only if you break his rules. He’s extremely strict and has a set of rules that he wants you to abide by and must learn them. He has no qualms with doling out cruel punishments if you don't follow what he says. He knows you don't love him back. He's a smart guy, he doesn't miss the anger that's pooling in your eyes when he's burning you for speaking out at dinner. He doesn't miss the curses you direct at him under your breath when he has you over his knee, spanking you for not cleaning up the penthouse properly in his absence.

He's aware. And it does make him sad at times. If you only listened. If you didn't speak out so much he wouldn't have to hurt you. If you only got rid of your selfish tendencies and chose to love him, then he wouldn't have to punish you so much. But the game is fun too. Whittling you into his perfect little housewife is something he’s come to love. He almost welcomes the brattiness because that means he gets to correct you. He’ll take your feisty nature and transform it into one of reverence for him and him alone. In no time you'll be at his feet thanking him for the life and love that he's given you. Yea he doesn't like your selfish nature but boy is he taking great enjoyment in ripping that way from you.

You’ve disobeyed him again. Doing what? Doesn't matter. There's a long list of rules that you break often to get on Ran’s nerves. He was planning on having a sweet night-in with you. Maybe watch some movies and, if you stayed perfectly still warming his cock through the whole movie, he might have even let you have a slice of the cake he bought earlier that day. But you had to fuck up, and Ran wont let that go. He’s had you over his knee for the past hour, his baton in hand. Every spank on your bare ass needs to be followed up with you counting the number and a  ‘thank you’. But your cheeks are ruined at this point, and you’re trying to slide up the bed to get out of his reach. Another spank comes down on your ass and you let out a shriek. This one definitely broke skin.

“Twenty.. Twenty-five, thank you.” You're sobbing into the mattress, broken pleads falling from your lips. Ran just smiles and taps the reddest area of your skin with his finger. You jolt and reach back to push his hand off, but he grabs your wrist and secures it on your back giving it a hard squeeze.

 “I know it hurts, honey, but this is what happens when you don’t do what I say.”

RINDOU

Ran is cruel like his brother but unlike Ran, Rindou doesn’t take pleasure in the punishments he gives you. His are harder than Ran’s though. The purpose is to teach you, to warn you and to rehabilitate you. He leaves permanent marks and they leave you sobbing on the floor for hours. Since his punishments are to rehabilitate you, they’re not for fun like Ran’s and he doesn't draw them out. They’re precise, calculated, and deserved depending on the severity of your screw up. His goal is to make you into the perfect darling and do it as fast as he can. He doesn’t like the game, and sees no point in it. He wants your soft and doting touch on him now. He wants his feelings of love and your lips on his shoulder blades now.

So he’ll get the punishment done and over with, then scoop you up in his arms and console you. Telling you that “it will be worse next time but if you learn to obey me then I won't have to hurt you at all.” He’ll run a bath and drop you in, kissing your forehead as he treats the wound he just inflicted on you. It's tiring. You haven't felt another human's touch in so long, and you certainly havent been allowed to speak to anyone either. So when you're broken, exhausted from crying after these punishments, a part of you welcomes Rindou’s touch. You lean into his kisses and accept them knowing that it's all the touch you will ever get. Your future is wrapped up with Rindou and only Rindou.

He knows you’re starting to rely on him for physical comfort. That’s something he can work with. If you start seeking his physical touch then you'll start seeking him for mental comfort soon too. And emotional comfort won't be too far off. Rindou just has to say the right things to get you to fall in love with him now.

“Don’t you know how much this hurts me?” he says softly as he’s washing your body down in the tub. His touches are light and so very careful around your injuries. You look up into his eyes, and it's true. Some sort of pained expression is deep in his eyes. You think he's trying to mess with you but, if he didn't truly care then why would his touches be so gentle? Why would he sound so hurt?

 “ ‘m sorry Rin.” you whisper, arms going around to tug his neck closer to yours. You bury your head into his shoulder, a sigh falling from your lips along with another apology. Rindou just smirks as a hand comes up to cup your head. Yea, he thinks. All it’ll take is a little encouragement, and you'll be his sweet housewife in no time.

KOKONOI

He absolutely adores his darling. Spoils her to the max. He's aware that she doesnt love him back. Hes not stupid. But that's where the spoiling comes in. If he can make his darling understand that her life was shit before him, her life was nothing, and Koko has improved it by getting her whatever she wants...then maybe he can get her to fall in love with him.

 He's not as strict as Ran but he definitely has a few rules that need to be followed. He even enjoys taking you out on shopping trips.Theres a bunch of rules and conditions that go along with trips like this (trackers being placed on you, your hand in his at all times, eyes on his or at your feet no matter what, you can never answer questions directed at your or talk to anyone when out and about) but it could be worse. At least you get to see the outside world. And the rules that Koko has are always particular. You had a few mess ups at the beginning but after a while the routine and following them became pretty easy.

Koko likes picking out what you wear every day, and if you want to change at any time you have to ask him permission first. Asking permission to eat certain foods, or do certain hobbies throughout the day also have to be done. But at least he lets you do these things. He lets you partake in hobbies and occupy your mind while he's gone, and once you get used to asking permission  all of it comes quite naturally. You become his sweet demure, almost bimbo wife. Someone who can't even think or make decisions without having to ask Koko first and that's how Koko breaks you down.

After a while you start to agree that living with Koko isn't bad. He's a terrible tease, he gets rough and handsy at times, and he raises his voice once in a while, but he provides everything for you. You’ve never been so physically spoiled in your whole life. Closets full of clothing and new toys and shiny jewelry. And he provides for you mentally by making all the hard decisions in life for you.

Koko is sitting on the couch of your shared bedroom. Smoking a cigarette and going over budget accounts when you strut out of the closet catching his attention. You've got on a flimsy little number of a lingerie set; baby pink with lace and bows and straps spaced all around it. You know it’s Koko’s favorite color on you, not because he's told but because it's the only color lingerie he ever buys for you. His eyes are trained on you as you make your way over to him, plopping yourself on his lap and slinging an arm around his neck. Koko blows a puff of smoke to the side before leveling you with a lidded gaze.

 “Damn doll” He lets out a low whistle bringing a hand to the back of your neck and tugging you towards his face until your lips almost touch. “I'm the only one who gets to see you like this, understand?” He doesn't wait for your response before he's smashing his lips onto yours.

KAKUCHO

Kakucho is in love with his darling. Truly thinks you were made for each other and that the  world brought you together. So he doesn't understand why you shy away from his touch at night, or flinch when he walks into the penthouse after a long day of work. He doesn't force himself on you, yea maybe he did kidnap you from your old life...but you weren't receiving the proper type of love. No other man has treated you the way that you need...that you deserve. Kakucho adores you. He showers you with affection. He gives you small acts of love and doesn't force himself on you. So that must mean you love him back right? He totally thinks you do in his mind. I mean he's heard the horror stories that Ran told him about Ran’s own darling. You've never done anything like that to Kakucho. You don't act out on purpose, so that must mean you do love him!

He's the most lenient of all the yanderes, he lets you have free reign of the mansion. He lets you have access to TV and internet (although he's tracking you when they are in use. Can't have you messaging other men right?) The only thing you basically can't do is go outside without his permission. He takes you on dinner dates, he allows you to order things to be delivered to the mansion. Overall he's understanding and wants your love so he allows you to do most things. But that doesn't mean he isnt filled with worry about you. He's got cameras set up around the penthouse at all times. He monitors you from his phone. Of course you don't know about the cameras but what you don't know can't hurt right? Ignorance is bliss afterall.

Kakucho has got you wrapped up in his arms, laying back in bed after a long day of work. You aren't saying anything, in fact you're stiff as a board and Kakucho is getting frustrated. You're lovers, so why won't you act like it? You've barely said a word to him since he got home, and you avert your eyes every time he tries to meet your gaze. He thinks it might have been the blood on his fists that scared you tonight, but then again he comes back with blood on him most nights so why are you acting cold? Kakucho has had enough so if you won't be the sweet lover he expects, then he’ll have to draw it out of you.

“Tell me how much you love me.” You jump at the sudden sound of his voice, but you still don't say anything. “I said.” Kakucho repeats “Tell me. How. much. you. love me.”

“Kaku…. I-” you stop for a second.

Kakucho isn’t known to get angry with you, but you still want to choose your words wisely. You don't know if he’ll ever flip. If his disposition will turn sour at a moment's notice with you. You've seen the way he comes home. You know what he does for a living and you never want to be on the receiving end of that violence.

So you swallow the bile that rises to your throat, and with a tongue that seems heavy with salt you say “I’m madly in love with you. You’re all I ever think about, Kaku.”

He's too pleased with your answer, humming as he kisses the top of your head to notice the shake of your fingers and the sole tear that slips down your cheek.

[simpforhoon]

enha legal line as subs!

Pairing: sub! hyung line x dom! reader

Genre: Smut ( mommy kink, degradation, praise, use of nicknames, pegging etc)

Word Count: 0.6k

Warnings: smut

A/N : okay so this was slightly out of my comfort zone but I really wanted to try some new things, and sub! idol writings are not my forte but I hope it did it justice!!

heeseung :-

this guy could honestly swing either way

most nights hes either very very obedient or extremely bratty

he definitely wants you to take care of him, he doesnt like doing any work🙄🙄

I see him really being into like bondage, and blindfolds, gags and stuff like that, he enjoys giving you unrestricted control over his body

he trusts you with it

when hes bratty, he would be such a tease, if you’re at work he would send you some very risky photos and have you run back home to punish him

edge him and make him ride your thigh please cause even if he says he doesnt like it. he secretly loves it😳

I feel like hes the brattiest out of all the members honestly

but he has a praise kink, he said it himself that he likes to be praised, I feel like that would apply in bed as well

jake :-

obedient little puppy🥺🥺🥺🥺

all he wants is to please you and he will listen to everything you say

whether its sucking you off/eating you out or having you peg him, he trusts you to give him his pleasure as well

he is definitely into some minor forms of pet play, he enjoys being called puppy, and dressing up with a cute little headband and a fluffy tail.

for sure, 100% has a mommy or daddy kink

he would have such adorable little moans and whimpers and he would be so loud and extremely vocal about what he wants.

jay :-

I feel like jay would be a power bottom😳 but at the same time he just wants to be taken care of

he likes telling you to do things to him but at the same time have you be in control

he wont admit it but he likes to be praised and be called a good boy and be told that hes doing well.

this is a random thought, but I feel like “prince” is a favourite nickname of his

he would groan a lot, and I think he would definitely be into getting hand jobs?

you didnt hear this from me but he likes being spanked for sure-

something about seeing his cute little butt all red and bruised in the morning does something to him

probably has a sir/ma'am/mistress/master kink

sunghoon :-

he is for sure the shyest out of all of them!!

his face would just become so red when you ask him to be more vocal and would cover his face with his hands when you’re pleasuring him

he would stammer and stutter a lot and just get so lost in the way he feels he would forget about everything else

he is for sure into pegging, and would beg you to let him ride your strap

he said that hes indecisive, so he would definitely let you make all the decisions and he knows that you would make him feel good no matter what

he is so into being degraded and being called a pretty slut

he would be so pretty with his face all flushed and his lips parted oh my gosh

[yellowbluemoonshine]

(Re)writing Fruits Basket

Thanks for the ask, anon, this was something i would like to talk about before so i am glad you did :)).

There are things that definitely should’ve changed/never happenned in Fruits Basket. Also there are things that could’ve been better and the things i personally would like to change so here we go.

I think we should’ve seen more insight of Tohru. After all, she is the main character. I wish she take the control of her own story and become the narative of it, instead of hearing everything from other characters. We also should explore the side of her that she saw dirty, that she would do anything to feel secure because i think showing characters capable of being dark makes them more real and human. It should’ve happenned with Tohru too. This side of her should’ve been more explored.

Tohru should’ve treated more realistic, not everyone realize her pain and kindness and they shouldnt keep narrate her as if she is angel, its unrealistic. Because not everyone can love everyone, no matter how good you act, most people wont realize it and its okay. So basically that ‘main character’ and ‘shoujo’ power shouldnt happen. She is just a normal girl and she should’ve been treated that way. Tohru’s unhealthy behaours such as toxic positivity and people pleasure should’ve been adressed and she should learn to deal with her feelings better. That she stop smilling always and let her feelings be free.

And i think her parallels with Akito should be one of the biggest focus in story than romance.

Before continue, i would like to erase or at least adress every toxic and exist ideas in story. Just imagine that they all gone. Its a story about invidual’s importance than sacrificing their happiness for everyone, that its both important. Just imagine that they all adressed one by one and characters find the right ways. Because being ‘good’ person doesnt make you less toxic or justifiable. Its about challenging yourself every day so characters also should face consequences of their actions, not just one character.

Tohru’s besties Hana and Uo are still protective of her cause she make them worry but they are not overprotective or at least, later they should realize that they made Tohru more fragile by constantly trying to protect her.

The rivalry between Kyo and Yuki was more dramatic and brutal than comedy relief. Because the tension between them would be more than just comedy and simple fight.

I think Momiji is really cute little boy (kinda reminds me of Misha from Vnc). Foolish traveler story doesnt exist, he just mentions that Tohru’s kindness is not her being stupid to others and he wants them to realize her because in this story, not everyone realize her. He relates Tohru about this cause others dont realize him either in a way.

He is very fond of her and projects her mother issues on her, thats why he feels jeolous of Kyo, he doesnt want to loose his mother figure. He never view her as romantic interest. + Momiji doesnt really change when he become teenager like that.

Kana didnt loose her mind cause of what Akito said because thats ridicilous. Who would care random teenager’s words and loose their minds? Some maids blame on Kana for it, all the pressure around Kana made her give up and lead her to blame herself. Which is the side of story not many zodiac members know about.

Akito didnt try to kill Rin twice, the reason is its simply unnecessary. One time was enough for the plot. And it didnt happen with pushing from the window. (and its also pointless to get Rin hurt pyshically so its unnecessary). When Akito learnt Rin was going out with Haru, she put her to cat house and cut her hair. She put her there as punishment, later she let her go by thinking she understood her lesson. Its obviously traumatized Rin. Later, we met Rin with short hair at the first time. Later in story, we find out why her hair become like that even though it was shown as long in Haru and other zodiac members’s memories.

Kyo rejects Kagura and talk about how much uncomfortable he felt around her, that he doesnt love her cause she never give him a break, that she doesnt respect him as person, calling her out for her abuse. + Arisa never beats Kyo but just tease him as joke.

Ritsu was shown with his boy clothes when he was introcuded. He was seen as shy boy and at the end of story, he was shown in girl clothes as growth cause thats what who he really wants to be, that its okay to be himself, that he can enjoy with what he likes.

Haru had a love triangle type of relationship betwen Yuki and Rin and it actually adressed, instead of treating it as joke.

Rin and Haru never slept but they just kissed each others when they started going out. And actually they were more than just lovers, they were besties who supported each others. Also Rin never saw her body as something she can offer to others.

Ayame had a thing for Hatori and he is just besties with Mine.

Not every zodiac members like each others and they dont do that banquet meeting anymore cause they dont need it, they are free. Story also should’ve adressed other character’s flaws too, not just certain ones. And it shouldnt been treated as comedy relief.

Rin also gets friends outside of Tohru at school and after Tohru and Kyo talk, Rin and Kagura understand each others more and gets closed, like sisters.

And when Haru learnt that what Akito did, thats when he got mad. Also other zodiac members learn it later and feeling bad for not realizing sooner. Not just them, it even make Tohru uncomfortable so her lack of empathy towards Akito increase too.

Kureno always saw Akito as cute younger sister or even like his own daughter so naturally, he never had romantic or sexual desire for her. He witnessed her suffering and he decided that he had to protect her, even it means ignoring other people’s suffering. Because to him, his younger sister’s happiness was more important than anything. He also felt responsible for her.

And Kureno and Uo didnt have some kind of love story. Arisa had one sided crush/interest cause he was looking like male version of Tohru but Kureno never see her that way. Tohru wanted to see him cause she thought he needed to be saved too. The reason why Kureno decided to talk with Tohru because he saw her positive effect on zodiac members and decide to talk about his and Akito’s side of story. At the end, Kureno had a last talk with Akito at hospital. They talked about their feelings and suffering. And Kureno decided to leave for a while. They both wished happiness for each others.

Shigure, just like Kureno never really had romantic or sexual feelings for Akito but he was obsessive with her. At first, it was shown as he was obsessed with Akito, this is why he got jeolous of his secretive relationship with Kureno. He didnt sleep with Ren but he helped her in some authority cases, this is why Akito told him to leave from here. Then Shigure to decide to use zodiacs for his goal and after some time pass in story, we learn that what he was truly obsessive about was the connection between god and zodiac members.

Because of his neglective family and his position as zodiac in Sohma Place made him search a reason to live. He thought that he could achieve it by being the ‘special one’ for god so he used everyone for the sake of it. He is still the same jerk. But at the end, after the curse, he felt empty. At the end, he realized that what truly gave meaning to his life was his connection with zodiac members, not the ‘bond’ but it was too late because he used them as tool and in the end, most of them left him too. After all, actions have consequences. He also gets punched.

Katsuya was a few years older than Kyoko, they were in same high school. Katsuya’s father realized that Kyoko needed help so he let her live in their house to become family which lead Katsuya and Kyoko’s falling in love with each others. Then years later, they get married and have Tohru.

Akito never really fall in love with anyone, she was just really confused with her relationship with parents, maids and zodiac. She was acting flirty unconciously cause of Ren. She unciously imitate her mother’s seductive behavours sometimes.

Hana never had any interest on Kyo’s father even as joke but she casually tease him about Tohru. But when she randomly saw Akito at school, she found her hot without knowing who she is.

Kyo never witness Kyoko’s death. We dont need two death story to make it tragic. Its also cliche. Kyo met with Kyoko when he ws young but he never saw her death. When he found out that Tohru was her daughter and she id dead, she felt regret without ever telling her to goodbye.

(Honestly, maybe it would’ve been better if Tohru didnt end up with Kyo, instead they are just very close friends/they just became like that in the end).

EDIT; Ok, i think i would make AkiTohru canon, thats far better than this. Also, i would make KyoYuki canon too cause Tom and Jerry are belong to each others and should be together and Tohru would be the one of the biggest ship of it. Yep this way, its better. And the idea of ‘eternity’ with Akito should happen just like Ei’s story in Genshin Impact too. Yep, yep, this way better.

I also think there should be another character besides Tohru who can be actually parental figure for zodiac members. Tohru’s taking mother role at young age is unhealthy and it would be very limited so there should be one more character besides her to help them. Maybe Kazuma can be one or another person who can fulfill that role.

Rin should’ve meet with Akito after Akito’s change and Rin lash out and scream about her pain and how she will not forgive Akito. I think they both need this talking at least. Akito also cries too by hearing, it lead her to understand the suffering her actions caused to others. Akito’s crying made Rin surprised. She doesnt forgive her there but now, she understands her change and why others are open minded about Akito. And they both just leave.

Story was longer than it actually was. We saw about the Sohma place people more and Tohru met with them and it actualy broke her, even lead her to act angry sometimes. And actually seeing parents like that made her feel so sad and frustrated.

Also story focus on more actual villains of story, abusive parents and how much it hurts their children. This part of story should’ve been adressed more. And their children should realize this too, that they also dont have to forgive them and they can have life without them too.

We should get more side of Akito. Since she was a character who will eventualy get redemption and the real curse is not just zodiac’s, its also her side, it is important. We get backstory of how she was groomed since her young age, as the lead of that place, as god, as ‘special one’ and how maids take advantage of her. Even after her encounter with Tohru, we get see her struggling and suffering more. Story doesnt end there.

After reaching out to Akito, Tohru request Akito to end the curse and Akito says she doesnt know how. Eventually they all become free, when they let go including Akito herself. It happens later.

At the hospital scene, when Akito asks ‘Why they they help me? Why are they kind to me? Why are you kind to me?’ to Momiji and he answers with ‘Well, you needed help so....isnt it only natural?’ with a smile on his face.

We see how sohma people start blaming on Akito for not being ‘proper’ leader. Even Ren tried to kill her. Which eventually made zodiac members realized that curse wasnt just on them, it also hers too as ‘god’. Because of Ren attempting to kill Akito, they realize that Akito cant stay here cause she cant even protect herself cause of guilt. She stays in mental hospital, gets help and Tohru and Hanajima often visits her. Later, Akito having a normal life with her friends at outside.

Since Tohru meets with Akito a lot, Kyo and Akito see each others a lot, (since they are friends), they even become actually friends. Sometimes Kyo tease her by calling her god and her change. It also kinda make Akito embrass about it and smile. After all, cat and god was supposed to be close but Akito and Kyo only become friends after they stopped being cat and god so it was funny too.

Tohru and we audience learn more about the old zodiacs and how much brutal it was even in past. Past gods were even more cruel since it was old times. Tohru doesnt just stay in house and coincidently meeting with zodiacs, she also takes action to look for them and learn more about the curse and of course, she is really curious of them too.

Everyone eventually get to learn actual curse of story.

And maybe this is just me but i would like this story to happenned in fantasy world, idk i think it would be more interesting. With a little more magic, more drama and action, it would be really amazing, i think.

Well, i could write more and more but you get the point. This is my version of it. Its a lot more fun. I imagine something like this, its a lot better, i think. There might be things i forgot to say but for now thats it.

[peterrparrkerr]

Next up is Coercion. I always wished you added another chapter or two to this.

The first time Tony takes Peter, Peter doesn't know why he's saying yes, trapped in his mind as his body gives in. He feels Tony take him apart, feels the pain and pleasure. Can do nothing but obey even still. When he wakes up alone the next day, at first everything is fuzzy and he doesn't know what to do. Then control returns and he can't help but fall apart. He thinks he's broken free of Superior's hold, so he does what any captured Spidey would. Tries to leave.

Only he gets no further than the balcony before Tony calls to him, commanding him to come back. Tony is very sensual yet deadly as he chides Peter. "Oh my little spider, I didn't give you permission to leave. Come back in where you belong."

And Peter tries to fight it but it's like he becomes a passenger in his own body again, even faster than what happened last time. Tony decides Peter should be punished for fighting, because he can tell the boy is railing against his mental control. So he calls Venom and has Venom prep the boy with his tongue while Tony uses his throat. After fucking him hard to the point Peter is raw and hurting, Tony whispers that if he wants control of his body, he should stop fighting and do what Tony wants.

Peter ends up working alongside Tony in the SI labs, creating all the things Tony commented that his people couldn't. It was the only way to stay in control. The same was true of Tony's penthouse. Peter submitted begrudgingly, because it was better to have his body then be trapped inside it at the whims of the Superior.

This fic. Tagging @snowstark!

Listen i love monster fucker Peter, and I wrote this with the thought of Eddie and Tony both fucking Peter 😭😂

With Tony's ability, I kind of based it off of vampires, and also from this book called Inkheart, so there's a little mix between the two!

Tony can turn it on and off as he pleases, and he doesn't have to look at people in the eye for it to be effective, though its more potent.

He kind of encourages compliance. Like, he doesn't full out demand Peter obey him, he just kind of suggests he should and he's so powerful that the thought of not obeying doesn't even register.

But definitely at some point Peter's will breaks through the suggestion just enough for Peter to think yeah this isn't good I should go. But poor thing doesn't even stand a chance when he's under 24/7 surveillance.

And plz I can just see Venom tongue fucking Peter as he chokes on Tony's cock until the boy is sobbing and desperate. And Tony just, suggestive says "its so much better here with us, isn't it? You don't really want to leave, do you?" And Peter just cries and shakes his head. Of course its better here with Tony and Eddie. He doesnt know why he'd wanted to leave anyway.

[beccascribbles]

hello can i request where suna, akaashi and osamu have a short gf and she just wants a kiss but he teases her and doesnt bend down to kiss her so she gets pouty and kind of ignores him all day even when he tries to talk to her

a/n - this one was so fun to write! i've never written for suna before so i hope you liked the way i portrayed his character. hope you enjoy!

call him sadistic but he loves the sight of you pouting up at him, straining to reach him

hands rest on his shoulders to help push you up further on your tiptoes

even with this, you are not close enough to place a kiss on his lips... and he knows this, smirks down at you lazily

"kiss me," you whine, much to his amusement

while an arm wraps around your waist, his head tilts up, leaving you with the perfect view of the bottom of his chin

you let out a frustrated sigh, hand coming down to smack at his chest as you lower back down

chuckling, he just holds you closer, ignoring the way you push against him to get free. suna knows you're pissed off but that just makes it more fun

finally, you wiggle free, shooting him a glare before stalking off towards the twins

he makes his way over, wrapping an arm around your shoulder, leaning slightly on you as he joins the conversation

stubbornly, you ignore him, acting oblivious to his presence, acting as if your s/o isn't currently leant against you

each comment he makes is passed over by you, a look of confusion flashing across your face if one of the twins reply to suna

"what are you talking about?" you question, feigning confusion as osamu replies to suna. mischief flashes in both of their eyes and they join you in ignoring suna

he is quickly becoming more irritable, finally stalking away from you. if he isn't going to be included in a conversation, why waste his energy?

this goes on for the rest of the day, you stubbornly refusing to speak to him

he finally snaps when you are walking home in silence, you acting as if he isn't currently holding your hand. all of his statements go unanswered, even ones which would normally elicit a laugh. he changes tact

"how was your day?"

it is met with silence, deafening silence. with a sigh, patience finally breaking, he tugs you around to face him. "if i kiss you, will you stop being such a brat?"

your gaze isn't focused on him, instead looking at something in the distance, just past his chest

this is the last straw. his hand comes down to grip your neck and he tilts your head up, finally connecting your lips in a kiss

you let out a satisified hum, sinking into the kiss as your hands go up to grip at his shoulders

he pulls away, eyes assessing as he takes in your grin of satisfaction

"i hate you," he states, watching the way your smile just grows wider

"don't lie to yourself," you tease, taking his hand and beginning to walk home again

he's not really the type to tease you. honestly, he finds it bothersome and pointless most of the time. however, there are times when the desire to deny you just takes over him

today is one of those days

you were feeling particularly needy that day and were currently curled up next to him on the sofa, head resting against his shoulder as you watched the tv. his arm was wrapped around you securely, hand resting on your hip bone

when he got up to go get a drink, you pulled at his arm, leaning up with the intention of getting a peck on the lips

instead, he ruffled your hair affectionately before heading to the kitchen, leaving you with a small pout he secretly found adorable

this circumstance wasn't what tipped you over the edge and made you ignore him

it was later, when you came up to him and wrapped your arms around his waist, chin resting on his chest as you peered up at him

"keiji," you said softly, causing him to look down at you with an soft grin. "can you give me a kiss?"

his hand brushed lightly against your cheek. it almost looked as if he were about to kiss you

then he turned away

frustrated, you tugged at his top, vausing him to look down at you curiously again

"kiss me," you begged. he seemed to consider it for a moment

"no"

that simple response with no elaboration infuriates you so much that you push away from him and storm into the other room. if he didn't want to kiss you, he could at least explain why

"stupid prick," you mumble as you sit on the sofa with a huff. "i'll show him"

for the rest of the day, you refuse to acknowledge him, fiddling on your phone, pretending you don't hear him. at one point, you turned the tv up to block him out, commenting on some annoying buzz in the background

by this point, he's had enough. this is why he rarely does it. it's because you get in a huff and act like a baby

"you're being immature, y/n," he states, watching you from the other end of the sofa. you simply huff. "is this really because i wouldn't kiss you? if you're that desperate, you would have found a way"

that statement irks you and you finally look at him, mouth opening to fire back a response. "if you weren't so fricking tall, i wouldn't have to beg you"

he simply sighs. he could comment on the fact that you are just exceptionally short, but you are talking to him again and he doesn't want to set you off. he's been punished enough

"come here," he says, opening up his arms for you. you happily crawl into his lap, curling up against his chest

"can i get a kiss now?"

he hums in response, gripping your chin with his finger and thumb, tilting your head up. lightly, he brushes his lips against yours

"aww, does someone want a kiss?" he teases, easily resisting your attempts to lower him

you flick him in the shoulder, probably a bit harder than necessary

"come on, samu," you moan, head tilted upwards as you look at him, balanced rather precariously on your tiptoes. "stop being stupid and kiss me already"

if you hadn't called him stupid, he probably would have kissed you right then. but, hearing the insult makes him want to tease you for a bit longer

"it's such a shame you can't reach," he goades, noting the way your eyes narrowed as you glared at him

"maybe atsumu will kiss me then," you spat, walking off with a slight stomp to your step (it's not to find atsumu, though that is what he is thinking, but to piss off osamu. you also acknowledge that hanging around in the corridor for much longer would make you late for class so pissing osamu off is just an added bonus)

the thought of you running to atsumu gives him pause, almost makes him reach out for you. then he realises the time and knows that you, being the studious person you are, would be heading to class

he assumes the space will give you time to cool your head before you come back to his after school

this assumption is proved incorrect when you fall into step beside atsumu, blanking your boyfriend and instead striking up a conversation with his twin

atsumu shoots osamu a wide, teasing grin, smug at the thought of being the one your attention is focused on. osamu's fists clench. this is low, even for you

when you arrive at his house, you follow atsumu to the living room and collapse onto the sofa beside him, asking him what he wants to watch

osamu watches from the doorway, his jaw clenching. he needs to do something, anything, to make you look at him

of course, his mind goes to food. he knows how much you love his cooking and is fully going to take advantage of that

he disappears into the kitchen and, after about ten minutes, you look around in search of him

"samu's in the kitchen," explains atsumu, gesturing in that direction. "probably making you something so that you talk to him again"

after a little while longer, which you pass chatting with atsumu about the programme on tv (it's a reality tv show, a guilty pleasure both of the twins enjoy indulging in), osamu appears from the kitchen holding a plate of onigiri

he puts it on the table in front of you, smacking atsumu's hand away when he reaches for the food

"will you talk to me now?" he asks as you stuff the food in your mouth

your lips pull up into a grin and you wrap a hand around his wrist, pulling him down beside you. you really don't have the heart to torture him anymore

you place a kiss to his cheek as he wraps an arm around you to hold you close. "this is really good. new recipe?"

"i've been working out the kinks for a while," he says, perking up as he launches into an explanation about what he changed and more

you make eye contact with atsumu, rolling your eyes slightly at the sudden animated energy taking over your boyfriend

and to think, he still hasn't bothered to give you a kiss yet

[corruptedconfessions]

A question for you about your recent dragon!kiri post

Is dragon!Kirishima the type to get hella jealous If his multiple darlings fall for one another? Or is it ok as long as they still pay attention to him? (Also consider a defiant darling falling in love with a submissive darling and being ferociously protective of their new love, refusing to let their dragon captor get close to either of them eheheh-)

Kiri is not the jealous type...as long as it stays within in his darlings. If anything he actually encourages his darlings to touch and get close to each other, it becomes almost a polyamorous type situation. If darlings only want to be with him, thats fine too! But if they want to have a little fun on the side and pleasure each other? Even better! Especially if he gets to watch...

He loves when his darlings get along. But...Any attention or affection for anyone outside his little treasures? That is...less tolerated. Luckily for him he just so coincidentally is a little peckish and while he doesnt normally eat humans he just cant help it. He swallows up the human that one of his darlings was getting a little too interested in and moves on with his day. (Perhaps he is a bit more clingy and huffy that night, wanting that specific darlings undivided attention for the night. Or he’ll want to stake his claim, remind his darling just how good he can make them feel~)

As for a defiant darling fighting him? Honestly it won’t go too far either way. Despite being incredibly impulsive and seeming stupid on the surface he is quite smart and calculated with his darlings, sure, his picking of darlings goes down to just ‘ooo! pretty! mine!’ before he dives and snatches em up. But he carefully spaces them apart. He never ever gets a new darling until the last one is fully and wholly devoted and loving towards him, settled into their place with his other darlings among his horde. So that submissive darling will be fully devoted to him and his orders, and he wont be too pleased about trying to be kept from one of his treasures. 

Kirishima may be very laid back by dragon standards but he still has very strong instincts. If there is one rule about dragons it is you never ever come between them and their horde. Defiant darling may get a small pass since they are also deemed as his, but that will amount to them keeping their life and nothing more. Anyone else would be charred remains on the floor before they could even think about keeping what is his from him. Darling won’t get off that easy though, they will be punished, and the nice happy dragon is going to go away now. He usually is pretty laid back, grinning and dopey, letting his darlings come to him on their own terms, waiting them out with ease. But if darling wants to act like this? He isn’t going to be nice anymore. It’s time to remind them exactly who they belong to, and their place. 

After all they are nothing more than a little human, a mere fly compared to his size and strength, and it is only his kindness that has allowed them the luxury of rebellion thus far. 

[another-stark-sub]

Smutty Saturday!! Wooooo 🎉 What are your thoughts on Tony’s kinks? What’s he into?

Tony's kinks??? I think itd be easier to list what isnt his kink

Jokes aside, this man is mainly a dom, but he is a switch at heart. Every once in a while, he will need someone to control him, especially when he feels like everything in his control is getting to much

When it comes to casual sex, Tonys all for orgies or threesomes or foursomes, just multiple people. "Its called teamwork, Cap. And the goal is to bring pleasure to everyone. Pay it forward."

And no, Steve never recovered from that

When he is a dom, he doesnt particularly have a daddy kink, but if his partner does, he wont deprive them of that.

The title that really gets him going is Master. His life is crazy and out of control, so in the bedroom, he gets off of that control

A big no no for him, though, is anything with blood. While he gets the appeal, after all he probably tried it once or twice, he doesnt like it. He doesnt like inflicting that kind of pain on anyone.

If he were to dole out punishments for a sub, its usually denial. Tony knows hes an excellent fuck. So depriving anyone of that is a punishment. He loves seeing his partner beg for him to the point of hysteria

Ignoring his partners sexual pleasures while said partner promises not to do it again and begs for even a kiss or a touch, that is so fucking sexy

If its not denial, its overstimulation. Its a punishment because he can and will bring his partner to the paradise over and over and over again, and then cockwarm. You kept on begging hom for sex. Fine! He will give it to you. For as long as he wants

Another kink, kinda goes with the master bit, is bondage. Hes not one for overcomplicated knots, but more for the restraining of his partner so they cant do anything

He loves giving pleasure and seeing his partner squirm to touch him, to pleasure him. Tony gets off on people offering him pleasure

He also loves exhibitionism, of any kind. One of his dreams is to have his partner wrapped around his cock during a meeting. Whether the other participants know his sub is sitting on his cock doesnt matter. Its just another way of showing you off. Youre his. And nothing can change that.

He does think of himself as selfish after all

Anything public also gets him off. He didnt like ot at first, but since his playboy days, he kinda got exposed in more ways than one. So afterwards, he started getting off on it. Let paps find him! Its not like its something they havent see before!

Tony gets pride from it if he does get caught. It means that hes that good at pleasing someone. After all, if he wasnt a good lay, then no one would hear his partner. So if someone does and happens to find them, its boosts his ego and he loves it.

Praise is a big one too. Giving or receiving whether hes a dom or a sub. Call him a good boy, and he will immediately become a willing sub, will do whatever you want just to be called that again

And even when hes in a dom mood, telling him that hes fucking you so well will just get you fucked even harder.

Other than blood, he really is up for anything though.

One thing he would hate to admut is that he likes vanilla sex just as much. Its not much of a kink, cuz its kinkless really, but Tonys an overworked, stressed out man. Sometimes he needs sweetness and just plain old making love

So, when he does find a partner, he will get off just because he loves them. Any time he sees you doing something that makes him go, "Wow Im in love," is also what makes him hard

[cosmosrival]

👀 Does Kama like to peg Ash? 👀

u know what... ? u know what ?

KamAsh headcanons (AND NSFW HEADCANONS) time!!!!!! i don’t care anymore i had fun writing the kama*master ones 

so have these !!!!! might also become a character analysis and trivia because i cannot stay consistent when im talking about them !!!!

reminder bfore i start: ITS FINAL ASCENSION KAMA. NOT THE OTHERS. 

ok we’re good now

i think kama tops by default in every relationship they’re in, but their true strength resides in the fact that they are vers. and i believe that ash is ALSO vers. because flustered kama is a luxury and super cute and delicious and BECAUSE YOU WOULDNT LET YOUR GOD OF LOVE TOP YOU ???? ARE YOU SURE ??? YOU WOULDNT LET URSELF BE PAMPERED BY UR GOD ? ARE U REALLY SURE ?

ash is very cute because he’s gap moe, his respect for parvati shows that he’s not just a rage machine and can very much think normally like ur regular gold hearted delinquent anime boy !!!! god i Love him... anyway, i think he respects kama enough to look out for them and worship them like a proper God!! i believe that ash would call kama things like ‘your divinity’, ‘your grace’ (and if u have some jp knowledge, i think he’d add “-sama” to their name) because they... are god? (i think arjuna and karna also call them like this !! polite mahabharatan warriors are good boys)

since ash never married in the epic, i like to think that it’s because he was very much focused on his duty and ALSO because his participation in the war was out of loyalty towards king dhritarashtra and hastinapur so he was... perhaps planning on getting married once the war Ends ??? HE WAS OUT THERE FIGHTING !!!!!!! but we all know what happened to him (sheds a tear) 

anyway i think he’d be a bit of a masochist. (the room falls silent and you all look at me)

SORRY THAT WAS VERY HARDCORE ALL OF A SUDDEN but hear me out, FIRST OF ALL this man was able to endure an immortality curse until lord krishna eventually decided to free him so he’d join the throne and SECOND OF ALL, in his interlude he speaks of looking for ways to repent because he regrets what he’s done. and since we’re kinky over here, i’m gonna throw gentle femdom in the mix bc i think it fits them and its cute. especially because kama is literally the best person he could apologize to. and the only person who’d make his repentance pleasurable (because its their mcfreakin talent !!!!!) even if it technically wasnt his fault, i think his need to atone would just... overpower that and he’ll want to do anything kama wants, just to earn a crumb of forgiveness (without being desperate about it because... HES GOT AN EGO STILL, COME ON)

i like to think that he’s tried to apologize properly before... in a tense moment when they’re both more calm and alone. but kama stopped him because it’d just make things worse. if kama loses the need to have a grudge, will they even be useful as a servant anymore ? would they forgive themself for being so lenient ? forgiving their murderer’s protégé when they havent even had proper revenge ? kamadeva might have been a benevolent god before, but now they’re a lot more malicious (mara...) and this pointless anger would just make them look like an idiot (because servant shiva doesnt exist (YET?)). and i think ashwatthama would understand. 

so he won’t say the words “i’m sorry” because it’d just hurt them. 

THO WILL HE STOP LOOKING OUT FOR THEM AND SPOILING THEM ? no he will not

kama would find him interesting because he’s perfect bullying fodder but as i said before, it doesn’t work on ash. HE’S A WARRIOR ??? A CURSED IMMORTAL ? DO U THINK THAT PETTY PRANKS LIKE THE ONES KAMA DOES WOULD AFFECT HIM ? “are you bored ?” he asks while they’re trying to surprise him from behind and jumpscare him, without even turning to face them. kama groans in defeat.

SEDUCTION DOESNT WORK ON HIM EITHER AND THATS SO FUNNY but thats where it becomes subtle, he grows attached to them because they’ve gotten used to eachother’s presence (and strength in battle... small things like that). love can be born out of simple things!! blatant bimbo seduction doesn’t work on him but when he comes to wake kama up, and they’re too lazy to get up or float and groggily order him to lean forward so they can hold onto his shoulders so he’ll lift them up when he straightens himself is...

he’d find it cute. they’re cute. when they reach the cafeteria it’s still quite early and he already knows what they like to eat and get their plate ready for them while they’re waking up and yawning. god... they’re cute... its so subtle and cute...

......ok time to be horny !!! (TOMATOES GET FLUNG AT ME)

i think that they’d reach this stage after a while, when kama just gives up on bothering him cuz he’s annoyingly strong (and ganesha is more fun to bother anyway) and since they’re around eachother very often, kama would grow comfortable around him. same for ashwatthaman ! they’re very nice to be around when they’re calm and just chillin. 

the only teasing kama hasn’t tried on him is being openly horny and come onto him, asking him things about himself. and ash revealing that he’s never done these sorts of things before (HES A LIL MAD CUZ ITS EMBARRASSING ... DAMN... !!!), i think it’d give kama ideas. I MLAUGHING TYPING THIS BC I DIDNT THINK OF HOW THEY’D COAX HIM INTO GETTING NAUGHTY YET AND IT SOUNDS LIKE A BAD PORN INTRO AHHHHHHHHHHH

ok yeah like i said i didnt think of the coaxing yet but knowing ash, kama could turn it into a competition and make fun of him a little and he’s ready to go. arrogant dummy. 

he’s polite but his arrogance is a charm point because he’ll def want to prove himself to the god of carnal love. imagine kama’s reaction when he actually outfucks them.

HONESTLY ? I BELIEVE HIS WARRIOR STAMINA WOULD JUST BE INCREASED ONCE HE BECAME A SERVANT. AND KAMA WAS NEVER A WARRIOR theyre a lavish and lazy god.

BUT THEIR EGO IS WOUNDED and their shocked reaction is cute and ash wants to keep holding them for a little longer

their sessions genuinely feel like hatefucking at first since they’re both weirdly competitive like that but then, guilt hits and kama feels like an idiot because they just came onto someone thats supposedly their enemy??? and they’re a bit distant in the aftermath, they almost... look a little shy. 

ashwatthaman isnt beating himself over it as much as they are tho. it felt good, he got to see a new side of them he never thought he’d get to see so intimately and... he outfucked God :) SO HE IS PROUD. but looking at them lying there, breathless and looking all sad worries him. so i can see him leaning forward and spooning them, holding their hand and kissing their fingers and it’s such a soft gesture, kama stutters and asks “Where.. where did you learn to do that.” and seeing their reaction, Ash blushes as well and explains that he saw his father kiss his mom’s hand once???? AND ITS... SUCH A CUTE AND OBVIOUS REASON. kama feels dumb for asking but it makes them chuckle. 

and i think seeing someone who constantly looks so tired and depressed, have a genuine little chuckle would melt ash right there. i think he’ll want to see more. 

AND FROM THAT POINT ON, i think kama would also get used to this... intimacy they start to share. when he wraps his arms around them he always hugs them in this protective way, as if he wanted to shield them from something. and when he holds them like that, they always feel the need to wrap their legs around his waist, hide their face against his neck and Allow him to cuddle them.

they both have an ego u know aha. so if u openly ask them about eachother, they’ll get embarrassed and shut u down. IT’S... IT’S NOT LIKE THAT (sweats)

it is. it is like That. 

ANYWAY THEYRE BOTH VERY VERSATILE and ash is pretty much into everything kama could teach him about. like i said earlier, he’s also fine with being manhandled, mostly the feeling of kama’s nails gently pressing against his skin, or being bit. i think he’d be into getting a lil feral.

a mutual once said that sexually liberated ashwatthama is hot as hell and i feel it in my bones.... kama coming onto him after a particularily short mission that got ash angry but not enough to let out some steam --> they get pounded into the mattress and they live for it because riling him up when he’s like that is actually really fun.

OBSESSED WITH THE BOTH OF THEM SLOWLY SEEING IT AS A GAME AFTER A WHILE... 

OH ash bottoming is also very cute. his first times would be awkward but kama is a pro at this anyways and i’m finally going to answer ur ask: YEAH HE GETS PEGGED !!!!! he finds out how excited he gets when kama calls him a good boy !!! and he never knew that he was into these sorts of things but holy shit it feels nice.

when kama gives him his first blowjob he almost loses his mind

what i really love about kama is that they can see how tense he gets, even if he’s having a great time, and i know they’d teach him how to relax. EVEN WHEN THEY’RE RIDING HIM, they’ll massage his pecs and his shoulders, set the pace and squeeze down on him just to hear him moan. stare at his surprised little face because he didn’t know he could make THAT kind of nois e ? ? ? ? ?

HE’S EMBARRASSED but he doesn’t want them to stop

OH YEAH i wanna come back on the whole masochist thing (I GET SNIPED), him getting repentance and being punished through sex is both very liberating and hot as hell, especially when it’s kama. ashwatthaman moaning ‘your divinity’ like it’s a prayer is also hot as hell !!!!!!! IDK i just think that they can both get very intense, and also last a while, until they’re thoroughly SPENT.

...and leave room for softness. kama gently brushing his wet hair behind his ear, leaving him breathless and a little shy. they then lean in to kiss him and he immediately melts into their touch. but then they bite his lip. and he ... he Likes it but he could almost pout.

time to get a little angsty (i lock gazes with you) i think that after a long while of sharing such a relationship, ash would almost say The Forbidden Words in a daze. and kama deeply kisses him so he stays quiet. and they’re just staring at eachother, until kama tells him that he’s not allowed to say it. and if he does, it’ll almost be a betrayal towards shiva AND themself. they’ve grown impossibly close but neither of them can say Those Words because they both feel like they’ll break something.

also bc they both have huge egos.

but i think that deep down they really want to say them. 

another variant of this is kama wanting to make him admit it, have him say Those Words. but because of his blessing and respect towards lord shiva, he cannot. both because of the guilt and that it’d end up feeling like a lie, even if his touches, his kisses and the way he looks at kama screams otherwise.

BUT REE WHAT ARE THE FORBIDDEN WORDS

"I Won't Say (I'm in Love)" Hercules (1997).

is this enough of a clue ;;);)););;;))))))) HAAHA

THEY HAVE SO MANY LAYERS TO THEM ITS UNREAL

anyway shower sex hot !! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i also think that them mutually jerking eachother off is hot as all hell and ONCE AGAIN, flustered ash who doesn’t know what he’s doing (at first) is cute !!!! cute !!

ashwatthaman LEARNING from kama is also a big fave. they’re abt to bathe in kama’s luxurious bathtub they had master buy for them and they’re removing their earrings and he silently leans forward and bites their ear and suddenly their face is red. god. huge dummy god of love. i love them soooo much its unreal

THEIR DYNAMIC IS BASICALLY.. I WONT SAY IM IN LOVE but still look at eachother like they’re newlyweds everytime they get intimate and (sheds a tear) i think theyre super married

GOOD GOD .......BODY WORSHIP IS SOMETHING THEYRE BOTH HEAVILY INTO ALSO. both giving and receiving, even if kama is a lot less obvious about it and a lot more smug.

oh, i think ash would be the loudest between the two !! THIS ONE WAS OBVIOUS. hearing him like that would also coax kama into making more noise as well so its win-win 

ok to be honest i think i should draw porn of them being soft like... THERES DETAILS I HAVE IN MIND THAT ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO WRITE DOWN IN THE HEADCANON FORMAT and i’m too nervous about writing fics (looks away) but i have things to draw.

ANYWAY I THINK THIS GOT VERY LONG ????????? SO IM GONNA STOP HERE. IF U MADE IT THIS FAR: THANK U FOR LISTENING TO MY BRAINWORM !!!! 

[captain-jinguji]

Here's the Ranmaru one for whoever requested it (sorry i forgot lol my bad)

RANMARU KUROSAKI NSFW ALPHABET

Aftercare: how do they take care of their s/o after the act? Are they really into it?

Hates the feeling of sweat and body fluids on him and his s/o so he will almost always drag them into the shower to clean up. The only time he won't do it is if they've been going for a few rounds and all his strength has left him. 

Bondage: what's the furthest they would go in bed? 

Would try anything youre into babe. As far as you want to go is as far as he will take it. If you want him to be soul-leaving-your-body type of rough, that's what you will get. 

Cum: where is their favorite place to cum? Are they messy? 

Can get pretty messy but he loves cumming inside you the most. Watching his cum ooze out of you is so hot to him. Lowkey has a creampie kink and has definitely done it before. 

Dirty secret: what's something they'd never admit to their s/o? 

Has an impregnation kink even though he's not super excited about kids. He just loves the risk and the potential of it happening just because you've been going at it like rabbits. He wants to fill you up over and over until you have a small bulge from all his cum. 

Experience: have they done this before? Are they a virgin? 

Definitely not a virgin but his previous experiences were more like heat in the moment flings and definitely just to get off, nothing serious due to his trust issues. 

Fantasy: what's their ultimate fantasy? 

He doesn't know why but the thought of getting a throne, like an actual one, in like a dark castle setting and having you grind on his lap, his cock filling you up, as he "rules the kingdom" is an embarrassing fantasy he has. It would be so hot and so empowering to have that happening. 

Good girl: are they into the reward and punishment system? If so, more on his s/o or him? 

Eh. Like it's not a huge kink or anything but if you tell him how good he's in bed, of course his heart is gonna swell up with pride. You won't get much out of a casual "that feels so good babe" unless you mention to him that you're into it.

Hair: what's it like down there? 

Neatly trimmed. Hates when it gets too long and prefers if you also trim yours, but won't force you.

Intimacy: how are they? Is it sensual? Rough? 

Somewhere in between? He likes to savor the moments and start slow and sensual, but he can't last that way and ultimately pleasure takes over and his thrusts become long and hard. 

Jackoff: Do they do it? How often? 

When he needs to. Isn't seeking it out but sometimes his sex drive gets to him and he just needs it, ya know? 

Kink: what's their biggest turn on? 

Definitely has a daddy link that he doesnt admit but something that's even beyond that, he likes to take away all your control. Blindfolds, roped to bed, gag in your mouth, the whole shabang. Likes to know he's the one making you squirm like this and that you trust him enough to take care of you. 

Location: where's their favorite place to do it? Where's a no? 

Anywhere unusual. So outside of the bedroom basically. Loves to do it in the kitchen because "he gets two meals for the price of one ;3" 

Motivation: what gets them going? 

Your trust. This kind of goes back to the no control on your part thing. It's just such a nice feeling to be needed and wanted and that you trust him for everything. Makes him feel good and definitely turned on. 

No: anything they wont do? 

Share. He definitely does not condone threesomes or anything like that. Youre his and his alone. 

Oral: receiver or giver? 

More of a giver but does like to receive, it's just that he tends to lose control when youre down there sucking his dick so good and he isn't used to that yet. But boy when his mouth latches onto your core? You don't want it to end.  

Pace: fast or slow? 

Fast and sensual? Is that a thing? It's his thing. He starts out slow to savor the moment but quickly catches a new rhythm and that's slamming into you. 

Quickie: would they do it ? 

Not a huge fan of quickies but has done them before. Sometimes in the heat of the moment he just drags you off and has his way in a closet somewhere because wow he cant get enough of you.

Risk: are they into getting (potentially) caught?

Yes and no. The thought excites him but at the same time jealousy kicks in at the thought that someone else might see your body.  

Stamina: how long can they last? How many rounds? 

Imma be real he's so into it that he doesnt last very long. Average at best. Its something he feels embarrassed about but the sex is always so mind blowing that you don't mind. 

Toys: are they into toys? 

Oh yes. Loves the feathers the most because the amount of teasing he can do to you is insane. 

Underlying motive: Do they have one? 

Kinda?. Sex is to show his love and affection to you but sometimes it's just to tease the hell out of you and not get you (or him) off at all. 

Volume: how loud are they? 

Tries so hard to keep it within the grunt/groan range but sometimes you feel so good around him that he does let out a lewl moan.

Wish: what do they want you to do to them? 

Tease him in public. Not for it to end in public sex but please try it because he won't be the only one embarrassed.

X-ray: how big are they? 

Pretty decent, but more thick than long. 

Yearning: how badly do they need it? 

High sex drive but not over the top. If up for it whenever you are and morning sex is definitely his thing. Makes his day better. 

Z-ZZZ: how fast do they fall asleep after?

Again, doesnt like to feel sticky so he does take a shower and sometimes initiates pillow talk because he's so mellow and open after the act.   

[goonerpup]

I love walking in the woods. Hearing the little birdies chirping and the squirrels running around breaking sticks. Or maybe someone is following me? Nah. I like to look up at the pretty trees, not really paying attention to anything. I hear a stick break near me. I look towards the sound and I see a man. He looks nice.

"Hey mister" I smile. He just smiles at me and comes towards me. I keep looking at him. He grabs something from out of his pocket. I cant really see it. He walks behind, before I can react he has a knife to my throat. I gasp, tears immediately forming.

"Please, I didnt do anything!" I whimper.

"I know" he says darkly, pushing me towards the parking lot. I keep whimpering as we get there. The knife is sharp, he could kill me easily. When we come out of the forest. There is no one around. Just a black van. Classic. I struggle and squirm, trying to break free of his grasp. He doesnt budge. Instead he pushes the knife harder agaisnt my throat. My movements stop. He opens the door to the van.

"No, no, please!" I say before being grabbed by another set a hands from inside the van. He puts a cloth over my nose and mouth.

"Shhh, take it babygirl" I squirm and struggle. He huffs and waits. My eyes become droopy. I fall asleep.

I wake up, I cant see anything. I try to move but my arms are tied behind my back and I feel a chain around my ankle, probably secured to the wall. I whimper and cry through the blindfold. I dont want to die. The ground beneath me is hard and cold. No mattress, making my situation even better. I gasp when I hear a loud door open. Their footsteps are heavy. My breathing gets louder.

"What were you doing in the forest?" He asks. I dont answer him. I feel a sharp pain on my cheek. He slapped me. I cry harder.

"Just walking!" I shout. He laughs at me. Why is he laughing?

"Do you like dogs?" He asks. I nod, why would he ask me that?

"Good, because you're going to become our dog" he says sternly.

"No way!" I start squirming in my binds. They are very tight. I stop from the pain. My blindfold is taken off. I squint my eyes. I'm in a basement. Along with me being chained is a dog cage, some whips and some other things I cant see. I look back up to my captors. They look very similar. Brothers? They have dark brown hair with light brown eyes, tall and muscular. Figures.

"I'm not being a dog" I say firmly to them. They look at eachother and smile. They grab my ankle and unchain me. I look at then confused. They both smile at me. One of them grabs my hair. I shriek and whine.

"You will call me alpha. Understood" he says. I nod. He growls.

"Yes, alpha" I says shyly.

"Good girl"

The other brother comes toward me. I whimper.

"You will call me sir" he says.

"Yes sir" I say shyly.

"What a good dog" alpha says and drops me on the ground. My knees hurt. Alpha starts to pet my hair gently. I shake in fear.

"Your rules are, no talking without being talked to first, no biting, no escaping, no pleasuring yourself, always obey" I'm shocked. I dont want rules! I'm so scared.

"What if I don't follow them?" I ask shyly. Sir comes up to me and pull my hair back.

"Then you will be punished, spankings, whippings,kneeling, and other fun things" he smirks at me. I whimper as he lets go of my hair. I dont want to be a dog. Alpha walks to the wall of things I couldn't see and grabs what looks like a collar. I shake and squirm.

"No! Get away!" I kick his leg. He growls and lunges at me, he secures the collar around me and slaps my face hard.

"Obey, Mutt" he says. Sir just smirks. I'm so scared. Sir and Alpha look at eachother and alpha nods. Sir walks over and unties my arms. I slowly grab my wrists and rub them. Why did they untie me?

"Sit." Sir says. I'm confused, I am sitting? I don't move.

"Sit" he says again.

"I would sit if I were you" alpha says.

"I'm sitting! Im confused" I whine. They both laugh.

"What are you?" Sir asks.

"A girl?" I say.

"Wrong" alpha says.

"What are you"

"A girl!" I feel a shocking pain running through me. I scream. Aloha comes towards me and pets me gently.

"Shock collar"

"What are you?" Sir asks again. I get it now, I'm wearing a collar.

"A dog" I say quietly. I tense my body up, ready for a shock. Nothing happens.

"Good girl" they say together. Creepy. I sit like a dog. They both praise me. I feel warm. What's happening?

"Why am I warm?" I ask them. I get shocked again. What did I do? I look at alpha with puppy eyes.

"You spoke before we said anything to you" he says firmly.

"You're in puppy space" sir says. What is that?

"It when your mind set changes so you think and act as a puppy" alpha says. I just nod. They both smile at me and walk out. Where are you going!? Dont leave me! The words never come out.

A few hours later they come back with a plate of food and some water. Looks like a ham sandwich. I look at them and watch then set it down. I reach for the sand which and eat it slowly. Its good. Why are they watching me? I drink the water. I finish my food.

"Thank you" I say quietly and tense up. Please dont shock me. They dont do anything, they just stare at me. My eyes feel heavy. I'm just going to take a little nap. I close my eyes. I wake up and I'm on a real bed with only a collar on. I immediately cover myself up with a blanket. I whimper. I'm scared. I get off the bed and open a closet. I open it and find a cute yellow dress. Its short but better than nothing. I put it on and walk out of the room. Where are they? I dont see anyone. I realise. I'm alone. I can escape. I quickly run down the stairs and open the door. Unlocked. Dumbasses. I turn right and run. Going straight is predictable. I run and run till my legs hurt. My feet have cuts and bruises on them from the lack of shoes. I breathe heavily as I'm walking. I hear a snap. I don't bother to look this time. I start running again. I hear them. Both of them. They are much faster than me. I get tackled. My dress rides up. My ass showing. I whine as alpha is on my back and sir is standing in front of me. I dont even look at them. So close. I feel alpha move his hands down to my ass and he starts to grope me. I gasp and try to squirm and get him off. He groans. I made it worse. He takes his pants off and pulls his cock out. I cant see it but I know he did. I start crying. I dont want to be raped. I look up at sir and he is just smirking. Why dont they ever talk!? I feel alpha touching my asshole. I whimper and squirm. He spits on it and shoves his cock in. I scream so loud. I struggle but sir holds my hands. Alpha moans and keeps fucking me hard. It hurts so bad. I'm sobbing. I dont want to be here. I want to go home. I cry.

"Please stop! I'll be your dog! I wont run away anymore! Please stop!" I cry loudly. They ignore me. Alpha keeps fucking me. My body eventually goes limp. They laugh at me as I cry. The dirt getting on my face and body. I feel his cock twitch inside me. I hear a deep growl as alpha cums inside my hole. I whine softly. I have given up. Alpha pulls out and puts his pants back on and walks away. Sir grabs me and carries me back home.

"I'm sorry puppy but you aren't allowed to leave" sir says softly to me. I feel guilty for some reason. I just lay my head on his chest as he carries me. I guess I really am their puppy.

[blackheart-skz]

Ateez as Yanderes.

TW: Mentions of abusive behaviour, toxic relationships, violence, self-harm and other topics that might be triggering.

Note: I am, in no way, trying to romanticize or portray the persons involved as heroes. The behaviour of the characters is not healthy and extremely harmful. If you or someone you know sees such characteristics in someone, do not overlook it. Furthermore, this is a work of fiction. I am not trying to represent the idols through my writing.

Ahhh I'm actually not very good at doing reactions. I feel that for some of the members I did a sort of a mini scenario but then for others it's like a description oof. Hope it's not super bad.

Kim Hongjoong = Over-proctective

- Hongjoong's caring and protective personality was what made you like him and now the same personality makes you despise him

- Hongjoong does not trust you at all

- He thinks you're incapable of doing things without him

- He treats you like a porcelain doll that could easily break

- He has put a lot of restrictions on where you can go or what you can do

- He will not let you go anywhere without his permission or go somewhere without him

- He doesn't trust you with anyone

- People are evil and they could hurt his precious one

- He is very afraid of something bad happening to you

- If you even get a minor cut, he will freak out and will not even let you move

- You do not have the freedom to do anything

- If you ever say that you want to leave him, he will lock you up

- He thinks that you're not mentally strong enough to know what's good for you

- And that's what drives him become your guardian and imprison you in your own house

Park Seonghwa = Dominant/Narcissistic

- Seonghwa has a huge ego

- Rejection is one thing he never accepts

- He expects everyone to worship him and you're no exception

- You wouldn't have been forcibly taken away and chained in his basement had you not uttered the word "no" to his face

- If you do anything that he even feels was disrespectful or if you try to leave him, he will severely punish you

- He sees inflicting pain and other severe punishment methods a way to mold you into his perfect slave

- You have to be really careful to not displease him cuz his anger is unpredictable

- He will reward you if you're obedient at all times

- He also makes sure he is the only person you invest your time and effort in

- He is your master and your life should revolve around him and him only

Jeong Yunho = Jealous/Overly-sensitive

- Yunho started off as the best man ever but then as time passed, the good in him started fading away.

- He started getting jealous a bit too often

- And now it's a daily occurence

- He does not trust you one bit

- He downloaded a tracking app on your phone so that he can keep track of where you go

- You talking to any guy or girl makes him go absolutely nuts

- he threatens people behind your back

- He also twists your words a lot which is rooted from his lack of trust as well

- He thinks that everything you say has a hidden implication behind it

- Like seonghwa, he wants your life to be about him

- He doesn't like you giving attention to anyone else be it a person or a hobby

- So if you want to talk to your mom or write a bunch of poems as a hobby, too bad.

Kang Yeosang = Sadistic/Cruel

- Yeosang was very good at hiding his sadistic side when he first met you.

- He used his charming looks and soothing voice to make you fall in love with him

- Once that happened and you entered into a relationship with him, his true colours started showing

- He slowly started getting both physically and emotionally abusive

- His initial reason was to keep you with him but eventually he started enjoying it

- As much as he loves you, seeing you helpless and at his mercy pleasures him to no end

- He prefers using physical punishments over emotional anytime you disobey him

- He loves seeing you break piece by piece

- But he also likes peppering you with kisses and telling you how gorgeous you are

- which makes him even more scarier

- Trying to leave him is not a smart idea at all

- You try to run away and he breaks your legs

- He will never hesitate to use excruciatingly painful methods to keep you from leaving

Choi San = Manipulative

- Just like Yunho, at first, he treated you like a king/queen

- But then slowly he started becoming a bit too obsessive and wanted to be with you 24/7 and know everything that you did

- He wants to know every single detail of your life

- If you ever try to reject him, he starts guilt tripping you

- He says that you're ungrateful for all the things that he does for you

- Afterall, he did treat you like no one else in the beginning

- Your family and friends slowly start cutting ties from you

- You don't know why but San knows very well

- If you find him being too burdensome and call out his behaviour, he blames it on you instead

- He targets your weaknesses to justify his behaviour and make you feel guilty

- No matter what, he never admits that he's wrong

- If you try to blame him, he starts playing victim

- He makes himself seem so pitiful that you can't help but feel guilty

- If you ever try to leave him, he would threaten to kill himself

- He will make you feel like you're the bad one in the relationship

- And you'll not have anyone to go to either so it's a win for him

Song Mingi = The clingy/stalker type

- Mingi was absolutely mesmerized by your beauty when he saw you for the first time

- He wanted to talk to you but he didn't have the courage to so he just start following you around and keeping track of every move you made

- He found out everything about you from what school you went to to what your pet peeve was before he made a move

- It took him a year worth of courage to eventually talk to you and of course considering how much he knew about you, he also knew what he had to do in order to make you fall for him

- And it worked

- Once that happened, Mingi stuck to you like gum

- Now, he does not leave your side for even a minute

- He wants to be with you 24/7 and sends you over a 100 texts everyday

- If you try to leave him for even a second he'll throw a tantrum and cling on to you to you like a koala

- Has become too dependent on you and you would actually believe him if he says that he would die without you

- coming back to him biting his nails to the point that his fingers were bloody and him literally jumping on you when after you left him alone for not even 3 hours is enough proof for you to believe him

- He has never and never will hurt you but he wont hesitate to hurt others

- He hasn't yet but he surely will if you don't take his threats seriously

Jung Wooyoung = Delusional

- A very dangerous yandere

- but more than that a pitiful yandere

- He isn't able interpret your words or read your emotions

- He mistook your gesture of kindness as an invitation for love

- After helping him once, you started seeing him around a bit too often

- He started talking to you as if you guys were close friends

- You ignored him but he never stopped

- After a while, he started treating you like his girlfriend/boyfriend though you barely knew him

- At that point you realized that this wasn't normal and you needed to do something

- You told you friends and were planning to contact the police

- Wooyoung started noticing how people looked at him weirdly and he thougjt its cuz they were jealous of your "relationship" and want you guys to break up

- You had come to the final decision to report him but before you could, he kidnaped you and locked you up in his house claiming that he's trying to "protect" your relationship

- The more you try to push him away, the closer got

- Be it physically or emotionally

- None of your attempts to snap him out of his imaginary work

- His imagination is too far gone for him to come back

Choi Jongho = The selfish/violent type

- A bit of what you would call a spoiled brat

- A lot actually

- What he wants, he gets

- Even if that means hurting others in the process

- He's a selfish man and he isn't scared to acknowledge that

- Kinda like Seonghwa but not quite

-Unlike him, Jongho is aware of what he's doing

- Seonghwa's ego leads him but Jongho leads his ego

- Jongho doesnt hesitate to get violent either

- You disobey him, he punishes you

- But the fact that he remains calm both before the punishment and after shows that he isn't actually bothered by your behaviour

- He just likes the power he has over you

- To him it doesn't matter if you love him or not, you're something that he admires therefore he has to have you

- No matter what you do, his heart will never go soft and even if it does, it will only be to an extent where he let's you breathe freely

[sablesides-writing-corner]

Mulan and Loceit!

Sorry if it's not what you expected, havent seen any Mulan movie since I was little so I dont remember much about it ;-;

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Logan was quite content with his life, and he was rather smart for someone of his social status. But of course there was only one thing anyone ever seemed to want from him, a husband. He'd just never seen the point in love, or feelings in general for that matter, it all seemed pointless. Yet there he was, getting ready to see if he could ever land the husband his family so desperately wished he would. Make-up itched, and clothing to, everything itched and he hated it. He hated these pointless rituals and matchmaking, hated love, hated feelings. But he sat and smiled, because that's what a good son does, sits and smiles and gets a spouse to carry on his family's legacy. His grandmother had given him a cricket, he never understood how that was going to help him, it was highly unlikely that such superstitions were actually true.

But Logan found himself hoping his grandmother was correct in her assumptions as he walked to the matchmakers house. He hoped he wasnt sweating, makeup ran when in contact with liquids, he thought about how stupid makeup was again.

He wasnt sure when he'd been called, he barely remembered it, but next thing he knew he was sitting on the floor, pouring tea for matchmaker and pretending to have a genuine smile. He didnt have to pretend for much longer, the tea stains on the matchmakers face made her look almost as if she had a beard. She reached for the teacup, and Logan noticed the cricket his grandmother had given him poking its head out from the cup.

"Let me refill that for you-" he said, taking the cup quickly and trying to stall for time. The matchmaker eyed him suspiciously. Logan felt beads of sweat on his forehead and began to panic. This was a bad course of action.

Next thing he knew, or at least wish he knew, the matchmaker was on fire and screaming at him to get out.

"YOU WILL NEVER FIND A HUSBAND, YOU WILL BRING ONLY DISHONOR TO YOUR FAMILY!" the words cut through Logan like a knife. He didnt care about finding a husband, or feelings, or love. But he did care about family, and the disappointed looks from his own haunted him.

It seemed like the day couldnt get worse. Yet somehow, it did. Logan's mother was told she would be sent off to war, and there was nothing Logan could do to stop it. He'd stayed up for hours thinking and devising plans, watching his reflection in the pond, wondering what he'd done to become such a terrible son, when he came to a realization. He walked to the wardrobe his parents had always told him to stay away from, that it was for his mother only, he shouldnt touch it. But when he opened the wardrobe and took out the armor inside, he couldnt see why. Perhaps they thought him to fragile for war, but he disagreed. As he put on the armor and took the sword his mother used to show him when he was little, he felt stronger, smarter, even. He hadnt thought it possible for him to get any smarter than he already was, he suprised himself every day now it seemed. He raced to the stables and found his personal favorite horse, a tan palomino.

"You think you can handle a journey like this? It'll be a while before we can get back," Logan didnt know why he talked to the horse, it was such a stupid thing to do, but it seemed to understand him, he could have sworn he saw it nod. No matter the reaction, he climbed onto the horse's back and set off for the army, completely uncertain of whether or not he would return.

About half way through his journey, as Logan slept one night, he heard something moving in the field. He blinked his eyes open and looked up to see the shadow of a dragon on some stone. "What the-"

"GREETINGS MORTAL- IT IS I- REMUS!" said the dragon. Logan looked around, and noticed a small green dragon with brown lines on its nose nearby, the cricket was holding a torch toward it. "IM HERE TO TELL YOU TO-" the dragon seemed to notice Logan staring at him, "Oh-"

"You're here to help me." said Logan, who quite frankly was not expecting much from the dragon.

"I know more about this than you do, violence is my thing," said Remus the dragon, who was small and nonthreatening.

"I'm sure you do," said Logan sarcastically, but he decided to e

accept the dragon's help anyways, he supposed a talking dragon for company was better than no company at all.

He hadn't expected this to be an easy feat, not remotely, but the addition of General Deceit was something he absolutely couldnt wrap his head around. The general had scars all along one side of his face, he almost looked like he had scales. The rest of the army found him intimidating, Logan found his pushing frankly annoying.

Logan would make one mistake and hear "I've seen better from a servant," behind him. It was, to be frank, a drag. Remus tried to help him several times, but that only seemed to get him into more trouble.

"Alright, I think I've seen enough from you," Deceit's eyes were cold and unforgiving as they bore into Logan's own, he'd never been scared of the general, but this particular instance was an outlier. "Your time in this army is done, I expect your things and you to be gone by morning, Logic," the name had been used on a whim, Logan frankly didnt understand how anyone bought it, but that wasnt his place to say. He watched as Deceit stormed off to watch the other recruits, and he made a decision. He was going to practice until Deceit had no choice but to let him stay.

It worked like a charm, Logan would never forget the look on Deceit's face as he gaped at Logan, sitting atop the log that so many others had desperately tried to scale the previous day. He took great pleasure in Deceit's revocation of his previous command. But this was a war, he had to remember that.

It hadnt really felt like a war, hed been having so much fun talking with the other recruits, and been so caught up in hiding his identity that he had almost forgotten. Which was why when they came upon the decimated remains of another village, Logan didnt know how to cope. They were overtaken soon after, and amid the confusion Logan had managed to screw something up that he couldnt repair.

"What, exactly, is this?" Deceit had his hand wrapped around Logan's arm, despite the opposing armies supposed defeat, Logan had made a grave mistake. He had forgotten all about the markings he'd left on his arm the day of his matchmaking, he'd hoped they would have come off by now, he wished they had. "So you're not even a soldier, then?" said Deceit, the hiss in his voice clearly audible. Logan tried to sputter out a response, but to no avail. He was left there, in the cold, as the rest of the army fled back home. Remus tried to console him, but it was no use. He'd failed to gain honor in any situation, he wasnt a good husband, he wasnt a good soldier, and he wasnt a good scholar. He wasnt good enough at anything.

Logan's horse whinnied, he turned around to see his enemies rising out from where he'd thought they'd disappeared. Frantically, he got back on his horse, Remus latched onto his shoulder, and fled back home, hoping to warn Deceit before it was to late.

The journey seemed endless, but finally, Logan made it. He searched the crowds and streets for Deceit, catching a glimpse of his yellow eyes withing a parade.

"Deceit!" he rode up beside him, the man ignored him. "Deceit, the armies didnt die back at the mountains, we're all in danger! You have to listen to me!"

Deceit turned to face him "I dont take orders from a low-class man who couldnt even land a husband, you are not a leader, and you are not a soldier, stay in your own line." he growled. Logan glared and lead his horse away.

"How dare he! Well if he doesnt want to listen then we can just watch everyone die from out here!" said Remus angrily. Logan ignored him, he was to busy trying to formulate a plan so his idea wouldnt come to fruition. He finally landed on something, but it still required Deceit's help.

By the time he'd returned to the palace however, enemy forces had already arrived. He enlisted the help of some of his army friends as a distraction and ran off to find Deceit.

"Do you believe me now!" he said, halfway sarcastically. Deceit through him a sword and rolled his eyes. Together they fought through the army. Logan had never really noticed it before, but Deceit's intimidating demeanor was actually very pleasing to him, and he fought quite well for someone with so many injuries so close to his eye.

Logan hadnt expected any rewards, he'd expected a reprimand, punishment, maybe even death for what he'd done. Yet as he faced the crowds of people cheering for him, he felt happier than he ever had in his life, he watched Remus giving him a thumbs up, watched his parents beaming up at him from the audience, and then he felt a hand on his shoulder.

He turned to face Deceit once again. The man rubbed the back of his neck with his hand. "You uh, fight, well, for someone-"

"So nerdy?" Logan finished his sentence for him. Deceit flushed and Logan laughed. He said his goodbyes and headed back home.

He'd fully expected there to be no more suprises in his life, fore everything to go back to normal as soon as he put everything back in place. He should've known better, his life had been nothing but surprises recently, but at least this surprise was a pleasant one. Deceit's smiling face was a sight Logan had only ever dreamed of seeing again, and his words were something that caused even more joy.

"I'm in love with you, Logan, I dont know how or why, but its true," Deceit had told him. And Logan had smiled, hed felt it to, he'd never known what the word meant before, hed always thought of himself as a glitch in that particular system, yet here he was. Young, clever, and in love,and what a set of things to be indeed, he wouldnt change any of it for the world.

[windschildfanfictionwriter]

The Post War Draco Arguement

It seems like everyone is weighing in on the idea of Draco Malfoy’s post book arc that apparently makes him a ‘good person’ because he ‘grew up’ and no longer tried to murder people or delight in their torture/death. 

Yeah. No. 

Harry, Ron and Hermione literally saved Draco’s life in the room of requirements and not even an hour later Draco is telling Death Eaters he is one of them in order to try to spare his own life. 

Draco didn’t become good. He just realized that he would go to jail and be punished for his misdeeds if he didn’t put on some good boy pants. He’s not pretending to be good, he is a coward who is too afraid to be the bad person that he was. 

There is nothing in the books, in all seven books, to suggest otherwise. There are moments when he is terrified, traumatized, unbearably scared of the negative consequences he has wreaked upon himself, but there was no point where he felt compassion for others or regret. There was no moment where he went to Ron and was like... hey bro, you know how I poisoned you? You know, almost murdering you? Like, I’m totes sorry about that. I regret not only trying to murder Albus Dumbledore, but all the terrible side accidents that happened because of it. That must have been really painful and horrible for you, choking and suffocating and all that. 

Hey, Katie Bell, you know that horrible curse I put on you? Yeah, my bad. Knocked you out for your last season of Quidditch and nearly murdered you too, and destroyed all semblance of joy for your graduating year, but uh... totally wasn’t aiming for you? 

Nope, no remorse or regret, just gonna cry like a little fucking bitch in the bathroom about MY problems. Totally points to redemption. You betcha. 

The fact that people treated Ron like he was being immature for holding a grudge against him? Made me fucking livid. 

No, no, no, we don’t forgive people for trying to murder us. That’s just not healthy. “Forgiveness is not for the perpetrator, it is for the victim.” Some people will say. “So that they themselves can move passed the past and live a healthier life.” Sorry, but there’s a hard pass on that. 

Things that can be forgiven with time? 

A bully. 

If Draco had only bullied them, then sure. You’re both adults now. Maybe they’ll never be friends, but some hurtful words and such can be forgiven. 

But Draco Malfoy demonstrated time again to go passed simple bullying. He’s demonstrated pleasure at the thought of someone else’s death, has shown that he himself would want to be the cause of it, he attempted to murder Dumbledore- in the process nearly killing two students, and showed no remorse what so ever for either events. For either person. 

Only for himself. 

Draco Malfoy is a coward. He should have gone to jail for attempted murder, assault, endangerment, AND for being a Death Eater. Say all you want about him being a ‘child.’ He was well passed childhood. He was a teenager who was one year away from being an adult in the eyes of the wizarding world. Young enough to be forgiven for mistakes (because everybody makes them) but not young enough to be forgiven for attempted murder. 

And before anyone comes up with any weak ass arguments about him having his parents held as hostages... are you out of your god damn mind? Draco was thrilled to be made a Death Eater. He practically glowed with the joy of it on the train ride. Your little head cannon is just that. An imaginary thing that doesn’t exist. No one was a hostage. 

No. Voldemort gave Draco a job he couldn’t possibly handle and sat back to watch the shit show unfold. Daddy was in jail and Mummy was off and making deals with Snape and her sister so they were no where near being held hostage by the dark lord. 

It was only when Draco realized how outclassed he was, how much of an idiot he was for thinking that he could do this, that his fear of not being able to complete the task (not the task itself, mind you) overwhelmed him and made him realize that his life was truly in danger.  

One of the failings of the books, I always thought, was allowing Draco Malfoy to (essentially) get away with everything. His family remained alive. He was safe. Free to get married and have kids, apparently. It was only the disdain of the the wizarding world he had to deal with and that seems to have been all but forgotten by the time the epilogue rolled around. 

While people like Tonks and Lupin, Sirius and Cedric, Fred and Colin and many more died... this motherfucker got to live. 

Its quite sickening. 

And then good people like Ron are just expected to shake his hand and let things just... be? Fuck that. Draco Malfoy deserved to be poisoned and cursed and dropped off the Astronomy Tower with the entirety of Hogwarts applauding his death before heading off to the Great Hall for tea. 

The trope of Draco Malfoy being ‘misunderstood’ is as unjustifiable as the one that states Ron Weasley is a bad friend. These tropes are born out of a problem with culture. The idea that the ‘bad boy’ no matter how terrible he is, no matter abusive or sickening his behavior can always be justified by a shitty passed or other excuses (Draco). On the other hand the idea that a genuinely good person who stands beside the hero is unforgivable for having moments of weakness, of being human, and who is not perfect is also apart of society. The sidekick who has one bad trait is considered to be unworthy while a bad guy is considered misunderstood for having one line in one book that wasn’t absolutely bad. 

Romance Novels are filled with Draco Malfoys. They glorify his type. My best friend (who adores the trash) went on an on about an assassin who kidnapped this woman against her will (but for her own good, apparently). This assassin forces her to stay on this island with him. Yet he is misunderstood. He was horribly abused as a child and had these malicious terrible things done so despite the fact that he is holding her against her will, he is the good guy. 

Another book summary from my bestie? This guy ignores this girls safe word and goes too far. Repeatedly. But no, its not his fault! Because he was raised this way. He’s a good guy. Really. 

Again and again and again she tells me about these romance novels and it truly sickens me. That woman are so into this concept. That the guy who is abusive and horrible and mentally fucked up is more desirable and interesting than the well rounded, genuinely good people in the world. 

She has never, not once, described a healthy relationship in the hundreds and hundreds of books she’s read. Its all equally sickening. 

Which is why people find Severus Snape to be good. It’s why people prefer the Draco Malfoy’s to the sweet Ronald Weasley’s. They have a fascination with the mentally fucked up. They find a thrill with unraveling the reasoning behind it and for trying to draw out the good in all that fucked up-ness. 

The Romance Genre is the highest grossing Genre in all of literature. More than Sci-Fi or fantasty or Young Adult. This Genre, primarily bought by woman, is filled to the brim with abusive, terrible behavior that is glorified and giggled over. 

Because its popular. 

Because it sells. 

That is why Draco Malfoy is popular even though he has no right to be. It is vicious and ugly and sickening, but true, none the less. People like abusive assholes and they’ll fall over themselves to give them excuses. 

#Anti-Draco #HarryPotter #DracoMalfoy #Bully 

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The Homestuck Epilogue and Analysis of the Text as a Whole (brief)

EPILOGUE SPOILERS AHEAD 

As many of you in this fandom have recently born witness to: The Epilogue is finally here. It begins with a prologue, with John being disillusioned from the world and Rose telling him that him going back is essential. In the beginning of the story we are introduced to the idea of things which, viewed from the lens of the greater story, are not necessarily measured in terms of one person’s moral stand point of “Good” or “Bad”, rather Essential and Inessential. This is the axis upon which Vriska turns, this is the path of events which Rose can see, and this is the stage upon which the conflict of our two Narrators comes to pass.

To understand the Epilogue, we must first, briefly, summarise some of the core themes of Homestuck. These, in short being: The Agency of the Characters, The Narrative itself as the Villian, and the meaning of Freedom. 

We will begin with the meaning of Freedom. What it means to be Home Stuck. Homestuck is not named simply as a joke about the start of the story, but its name rings true as an abstract way of representing the main objective of its characters. To win, and be at peace in the new Universe. For you see, much like Problem Sleuth, they only leave the house at the very end. But this only makes sense if you understand the Symbols because as Rose Lalonde, Seer of Light, One who Understands the Narrative’s Focus, explains: “The symbols holdall the power”. As you are probably all aware, the entire story focuses on the fates of the characters as they toil through the Alpha Timeline. As we later learn, this “timeline” is not the one which leads to the most fortuitous outcome, nor is it one which allows all characters to have equal relevance or fulfillment. It is simply an extremely specific series of events which allows the main villian of the Text, Lord English, to exist, take pleasure in his wanton destruction, and then die and be reborn all in a circuitous loop. Sure, the kids “Stop” Lord English in the end, but their Victory is more defined by their escape from their terrible, dire, and tragic situation. They enter their “Roles” by way of Sburb, which is symbolised by a House. A human house, a troll house, it doesn’t matter. It ends with them escaping through the door never to be truly seen in the comic again. They finally leave The House, and by House I mean the Narrative, which for the purposes of this examination is essentially interchangeable with Lord English himself, because in truth that’s what he represents. 

Lord English is the main villian of homestuck, but what he represents is a core theme of understanding the story. Lord English’s character design is essentially made to be a charicature of Andrew Hussie himself, the worst, most vulgar and horrible parts of his prior works. Gamzee, shitty clowns, Equius: Horses, Dirk, the narcissism and stuckupishness of his own narration, and Caliborn. The “Tortured Artist” who complains that “Internet Teens” don’t understand his “Masterpiece”. Sound familiar? But he also represents the Narrative itself. The awful cycle which the characters are subjected to suffer in. the Lord of Time itself is a classpect which means “One who Controls Time, One who controls Others with Time, and One who controls Endings, the wrapping up of plot threads, and Certainty” Which is exactly what the Alpha Timeline is. Lord English is representative of a DM, or storyteller who insists that everything must be done THEIR way, who is rigid and controlling about what they WANT to happen being what HAS to happen and any deviation of the sort will either be not allowed or punished. Therefore, the villian representing this shows a core theme and belief of the story. That controllers and rigid authoritarian storytellers are something evil. Theyre the bad guys here. On the flip side, The Rigid Authour’s nemesis in the end is the Muse of Space, Calliope. Someone who “Inspires others with her Creations, Inspires Creation, or Is inspired By creation, expansion, worldbuilding, and co-operation.” She is a caricature of the Fandom. Who desires collaboration and working together. This is a core element of SBURB, that a good session (Which in and of itself borrows themes from both GAMES and STORIES) can only happen from a collaboration and understanding between individuals. This is a core element of the Epilogue. 

Now, to understand how this all ties into the Epilogue, it first needs to be understood how fucking Meta homestuck is, and WHY the Narrative is the villian. It’s because, for a story to happen, the characters must suffer. Endure drama, heartache, weird adventures. Because otherwise there would be no story. Kevin from Home Alone gets left behind every year. If he was a real child, he’d probably need therapy about that in his older years, but Kevin is not allowed to have a happy, non abandoned christmas, because then they wouldn’t be able to make any more Home Alone’s. So Kevin has to suffer for the Narrative to continue in its existence. Precisely the fact why Homestuck ended where we couldn’t see them walk through the door. If we were to see that, then they wouldn’t truly be free of the narrative because the sole ability for us to be able to witness that would mean they’re still trapped. This is why the credits are in the format of Snap Chat. It allows the audience to have a small window into their lives whilst showing they’ve truly escaped and are allowed to live like real people.

But here again comes our problem. For the Epilogue to exist as a compelling story, the characters would have to experience conflict for that to happen. But the Epilogue does something interesting. It formats it in the style of a Fan Fiction. Because whilst Homestuck plays with the ideas of how restricting a story would be if the characters were real people, the Epilogue plays with the idea of what is, and is not Real to a story in the first place. What can be considered “ Canon”, and does that really matter. In the Meat and Candy halves, as referenced by Dave later on in the Candy section, when you flip a coin, in the short instant before it falls the two offshoots of the result of that perfectly equal choice come to exist. This was the nature of Calliope asking John which he wanted to pick. By doing so, she gave the opportunity for an alternate version of himself to live where he would die and so forth. The John who ate the Meat may have died but by doing so allowed all of creation to continue. Even though he didn’t get what he thought he wanted, he died in a relationship with terezi after his life had meaning again. Candy john got what he wanted. A relationship with Roxy. He got to live. But these things, in the end were not what he’d hoped them to be. His other self got to be with terezi. The same is true for the other characters. Karkat lost the presidency in Meat, but in Candy he proved he’d make an excellent leader. In Meat, Davekat became canon, but in Candy dave lived to be romantically unfilfilled but he got to meet Obama and achieve an ultimate catharsis of the self.

But the thing is, these choices, in a sense ARE perfectly equal. There is no evidence in the Narrative, that one is inherently more Canon than the other, because it is directly stated that they both exist outside of Canon. If both exist outside of Canon but are not Fanon are they both True? Or is truth relative. I believe that the Epilogue was a way of seeing what reality would bring to these characters, whilst filling out two different paths. One where they got something and one where they didn’t. And this also comes to the sub plot of the battle of the two narrators. As Calliope mentions in Candy, when it becomes obvious that the speaker had an agenda you begin to wonder whether it simply came to light who the speaker was or if they had been using their subtle passive influence all along. We barely even notice in Meat, because Dirk’s typing quirk is identical to the quirk used by Andrew Hussie himself. Whether he is simply an alternate version of Dirk Strider in canon... up for debate. But this also begs the question. If the stories are outside of Canon, and the Authour can change, then who is the executive on saying what happens and doesnt? The Epilogues are explorations. Not closures, but exploring what would happen in situations. It offers the idea that anyone could narrate about a series of events happening outside of canon,and it would be just as feasible and valuable as anything else outside of Canon. Therefore... Your fan fictions have just as much narrative Truth as those, and if those had some truth at all then do yours also? Or if your own stories are false then so are they. These are not meant to be taken as the “missing link” of the end of Homestuck, but simply filling a gap where a prior hole has already been filled. The end of the story seemed to have the characters so briefly meet but here it was FILLED TO THE BRIM with dialogues. So take of it what you will, because in the end, what it meant by “Above the Line, All is true and below it is all things which are insignificant” means that literally whatever you imagine could happen has an equal chance of happening in another “Outside of Canon” timeline. But what it meant by “The Important and the Unimportant will never again meet” is that Homestuck itself will never explore these things. That was it. What happens next... Is up to all of you.

-The Knight of Breath

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After nearly a year of being by Kyungsoo’s side, tonight would be the last night you’d see him. You were needed to film for your next project, while he had to practice for his comeback with EXO. Thankfully, you two could lounge around in a hotel room until it was time to go out to the red carpet and promote your film.

The two of you had grown incredibly close during your time together. It had started with having lunch together in the trailer, and now the two of you felt like you could take on the world together, though you’d have to do it on the down low. You had to keep the relationship hidden for the sake of your reputation, and his career. His band was at it’s peak, it wasn’t fair for him to be pulled down because of you.

The thought of not having time to see each other made you both feel nauseous; you’d become so dependant on each other and so used to being in each other’s presence day in and day out.  You couldn’t sneak into the EXO dorms to sleep with him on a given night. You’d have to go cold turkey.

During the three-week promotion, you used each other as much as you could, memorising every inch of each other; every mole, scar, stretch mark would be etched into your brain to keep you satisfied while apart.

You wanted your last time together to be memorable. You’d both come up with a plan for how the afternoon would play out, and how it will be something you could both look back on.

So here you were, laid at the edge of the bed dressed in a black silk nightgown, a collar and cat ears with his hands down your underwear, rubbing lazily over your bud while his lips attacked your neck with wet kisses. “Purr for me, Kitten,” he breathed against your skin, his fingers apply more pressure to you causing you to whimper. 

Your body gave away that you were close to your climax; your hips began shamelessly moving against the pads of his fingers in attempt to get yourself there faster.

Kyungsoo parted from you just as you were about to hit your orgasm to go start the camera recording the blissful sin you were about to partake in, leaving your kicking against the mattress.  

He returned to you, gripping your thighs to lean down and press kisses against your core. “Tell Master how much you like it when he kisses you here,” he smirked against your hip before he sunk his teeth into the flesh, creating his mark on you. A mewl was all you could offer him as a reply; you knew either way that his teasing would go on until you were seconds from imploding from frustration.

Kyungsoo pulled away from you when you didn’t give him a reply. “Are you disobeying Master by not answering?” he asked, a thick brow raising as his eyes trailed over the dewy skin of your face. “You know Master hates it when is Kitten doesn’t do as she’s told,” he moved to sit at the edge of the bed and patted his lap. “Come here. Get your punishment,” he glanced at you over his shoulder. “Don’t make me wait,” the tone was serious, making you comply and lay yourself over his thighs. “Count for me,” the black silk of the nightgown was pulled up around your waist and his hand rubbed a circle on your clothed  cheek before delivering a slap to it.

“One,” your eyes squeezed closed in attempt to help numb the dull pain that was sent through your body. “Two,” you hiss this time, the pain now sourcing from the other cheek. “Three,” your fingers dug into the carpet to keep yourself still. “Four,” the final blow allowed you to release a sigh, your body now limp in his lap. “So you can do as you’re told, Kitten,” he hummed, removing your panties so his hand could rub over your rear once more. “Stand up and take that night gown off for Master. He wants to see you.”

His hands held your waist to help you up to your feet, positioning you between his legs. Your eyes locked down to his as the silk was slowly pulled over your head and thrown to the side. His hands replaced the fabric, rubbing all over your exposed skin, causing you to shiver. “You like that?” he smirked up at you, to which you nodded. “Are you going to make lots of noise for Master?” he leaned forward to being a bath of kisses down your stomach, stopping above your woman hood. 

“Yes,” Your fingers came to his hair, gently pushing the soft strands away from his forehead. “Yes what?” a finger raised to lazily stroke over your clit once more “Yes Master,” you bit your lip as fingers gripped his hair. “Good,"  his hands left your body to free himself from the black trousers he wore, your eyes watching as his cock sprung free from it’s prison. “Turn around,” his fingers wrapped around his length, pumping slowly.

You turned to face the camera, the red flashing bulb making you nervous. Kyungsoo’s hands on your waist once more chased away that feeling, making you smile. He guided your hips down, sinking you onto his cock while his plump lips pressed to your shoulder. You quivered at the feeling for fullness he gave you, making him smile against you skin. “You like when Master fills you up, Kitten?” he let out a moan of his own when you tightened around him. 

You were given a few moments before his hands began to guide your hips in slow circles. “Can you ride Master, Kitten?” the warm hands left your hips to be a support against the bed. “Ride him well,”

Your hips began to raise and fall slowly, warming up to the feeling of him inside of you. Your eyes fell closed as the pleasure slowly seeped through your body, the bell on your collar ringing quietly with the descend of your hips. Your hands came to rest on his thighs to support you while your so the speed of your hips could increase. 

You heard a quiet moan leave Kyungsoo’s lips when you clenched around him, making you smirk. “Feel good, Master?” you asked, circling your hips against him.  

“Not good enough,” he roared, moving you to lay on the bed. He repositioned himself between your legs and slammed into you. The small bell around you neck added to the melody of his skin slapping against yours. “I’ll have to always be on top,” he muttered through clenched teeth, moving your arms to hook around his neck before he gripped your hips, keeping you place during his assault. 

Your eyes squeeze closed was his sign that you were close to your climax. So he decided to help you, fingers coming to your clit, rubbing over the nub to add to the intensity. Your body responded by jolting up into his; your chests now pushed together. 

He leaned down to press your heads together while you both basked in the final moments of the intimate activity before you both exploded into a blissful blur of pleasure. “Cum, Kitten,” his tone was trying it’s best to stay demanding, but the shaking was still peaking through. 

Your body arched fully off the bed as the electricity of the orgasm rippled through your body. A mix of slurs and his name fell from your lips. His own line of curse words left as he pull out of you.

You watched him paint white ribbons on your stomach through hazy eyes before giggling and relaxing fully onto the soft bed. 

A final kiss was pressed to your head before he stood to turn the camera off. He returned to you, falling next to you and pulled you to his chest, where you nuzzled into his chest. “That’ll be fun to watch back,” he whispered, fingers playing with your hair lovingly. “Now let’s go shower before they call for us.”