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trashbaget · 2 years ago

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“you’re a good friend,” my brother says once, in goodbye.

i tell him again, “i love you,” and i can hear the static in my voice. he doesn’t hear me at all—probably expects i’ve already hung up the phone—he’s singing so loudly. “enjoy your movie,” i say a bit louder. he shouts, “okay,” and i press the red button.

over a hundred miles away, in a hollow apartment, the quiet of loneliness is rustled by a mouseclick when i close a results page.

#not sure what to say of this except i love my little brother to fucking death #he is so sweet and lovely and he just melts my heart #one of my best fucking friends truly #he called for a quick emotional support pep talk because my family’s kittens are going to their forever home #he quickly spiraled mentioned he couldn’t remember the title of a movie and rambled out bits and baubles #i blinked and was opening google before i’d properly realized i had no idea what movie he was talking about and would Need to google #i am on the other side of the state spelling g as in grandma n as in nerd #i want to sob because i am. all the way over here and he is. all the way over there. and i can still be there for him????#i am loved??????#i have love to give?????#i am my little brother’s emotional support buddy and he is one of the most important people to me and i’m just really Feelingsed about it rn #i’ve just been in a really fuckin tough place recently and this seven minute phone call filled me with so much hope and happy #shut up im holding the trashtalking breadstick

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