#he also has a luck element so he would suck ass to play but thats the point

[homoeroticvillain]

there was some post a while ago that was like tag the last character you wrote about and last game you played. and for me it was nagito and star rail so i made the joke that that sounds like a crossover i would make and not tell anyone about. anyways guess what

[citiesfinest]

“i’m into you”

so Friday rolls around and its 5 am. im so excited to get to san diego for so many reasons, but mainly just one. but thats not the first thing i think of when i wake up in the morning. its, “how many things will go wrong before i get there” aka my awful airport luck. last night, i saw that the flight i was supposed to get on was cancelled and there was only one flight left that i could get on or else i wouldn't be able to make it. there is this god awful snow storm that came in last night and will last all weekend, the irony of my life.

the roads suck. like literally 13 inches of snow. driving there was horrible and hated it. i was probably going 20 mph but i also didn't care, i just needed to get to the airport. i made it, i parked, i checked in and i headed to the gate and by the grace of god i made it on the flight!!! i totally made a scene in the airport on how excited i was but i don't care.

made it in and was so happy to hear that Keaton hadn't left and she was still here so while we waited on her, we went and ate at barley mash. absolutely loved that place and their flatbread. so we ate and chatted and waited for keaton while i was excitedly looking at my phone to see if another picture was sent. such a girl i know but i don't even care.

she shows up and she IMMEDIATELY took me to chickfila. i mean thats love people. she took me to the sunset cliffs at point loma and it was beautiful. i could have just sat there forever. she took me by her house and then we grabbed dinner at this vegan place… i just got tea. needless to say, if you dont have burgers, its not going to work out between us.

she took me back to where i was staying while i very very patiently waited for our next plan. well since i suck at being patient it was difficult and even though those plans fell through, it only built the excitement more. i had to make the person grovel a bit but at the end of the day, i didn't care i just wanted to see them.

saturday comes, and we head to hash house a go go and the plates were bigger than my face. i mean, such good food and the place was so chill. i loved it. ran by a rite aid to see if they had any sweet tea, they didn’t. thats discrimination right there. 1 o'clock rolls around i get a text that says “ im coming over” “prepare yourself” best text ever. we pull up to the house and they said “ theres his truck” and i dont think i realized how excited i was until then. i came into this trip was 0 expectations. not expecting anything. but a girl can still crush on a guy right? which is what i did. i cant tell you how many times i pulled on that door handle to open the door until i opened it. and it was awesome when i finally made it to him.  it was at that point that i didn't want to take my hands off of him but im a respectable girl so i just kept that smile on my face. which didn't leave the entire trip. some time went by and we were all just hanging out and then they found out that a motocross event was going on tonight and i was immediately in. knowing that i would absolutely love it but it was fun to see him in his element, being at something that i knew he loved. so all in all, it was a great first date.

we left and headed to this bar that i cant remember the name of, and waited in line for what seemed to be an eternity. but we finally made it in and i loved the place. literally played so many good songs. he got this slushy drink with redbull and vodka and i tried it… yeah i still dont like redbull. but i got a margarita and it was so great. just being there with him was great. watching him laugh at me dance was awesome because i know im a bad dancer but he just went with it. we left that bar and headed to another bar called moonshine. it was everything. we walked the whole way there. there were strobe lights and a huge dance floor and it was heaven to me. we took a few shots and there was a sweet tea drink. he said that there wasn't that much alcohol in it but maybe that just proves that im a lightweight. we danced together and he caught me a few times but that was expected. he has the best personality and is hilarious which made the night even better. until the unexpected happened… we went to get food afterwords and there was my favorite sweet tea there and HE DILUTED IT WITH WATER. so gross. i literally poured that shit out immediately. that whole night was so great though. but it was still just the beginning. his friend asked him if he was headed back with all of us, as in where i was staying, i pretended to look away so that he could answer and i knew he said yes but before he did i was like in my head, “hell yeah he is”. so we get back to the house, i go into the room and i come out to find him laying on the couch. my first instinct was to crawl on top of him, but he hadn't even kissed me yet so i didn't do it. but instead, i brought him to the bedroom. i think we fell asleep 3 1/2 hours later….

i woke up probably an hour later to grab breakfast with marc which was great. it was good to get good conversation with him. he was hilarious how excited he was to get together, so much so that he wants me to get to know his family more and come back out. the pressure without our parents throwing us together is great. grabbed an uber back and headed home. took a quick “power nap” except we didn't nap at all. it definitely woke me up more. the morning went by fast, the guys played video games which annoyed my friend but i really didn't care. i was surprised it annoyed my friend so much because at the end of the day, they're guys. they opened their whole weekend for us, they should be able to chill.

we jumped in the car and headed to grab lunch at this sandwich place and that dip was so damn good. i mean so damn good. we went hiking at torrey pines and it was beautiful. this huge trail across the shore of the ocean. he is so playful and bad hahaha i mean the jokes that go through his mind, its hilarious because the same ones go through my mind. i told him that wherever he is one day “ whenever you think of something dirty, i will be thinking it too” he's super handsy which i like. he's easy to hang out with. i think then is when i realized, that i liked him but i also realized that if this doesn't go anywhere later on, i had a bomb ass time and loved it all. im such a live in the moment kinda girl so thats what i did. i enjoyed every single moment. especially when he would grab me from behind and pick me up. or when he grabbed my ass and the lady in the car said “watch where you put your hands” that was the BEST moment. we drove home and as soon as we got home, he pulled me in the room and i literally would've taken him down right there. but there were people outside the door and im a loud person. i went to take a quick shower and the rest of the night went on. the bbq was so good and they ran out of silverware and i ate with my hands, but so what.

we were getting ready to leave for the bonfire and saw him go into the room to grab his jacket, and i was going to follow him in but he came out so quick so i just ended up going in to grab it. and then i turned around and he was in there and he closed the door and asked for a piece of gum… and just knew. and he threw me on the bed and i would have taken him right then and there… again. he told me this morning that tonight would be worth the wait but im not a very patient person so the teasing was going to get good. we grabbed everything and walked out.

we headed to grab firewood and lighter and we found sweet tea at the store and i didn't think my night could get better. but that wasn't until i saw him jump in the water because he lost a bet. and seeing him walk out of that water was the greatest sight ever. like holy shit. he wasn't the only one who was wet. and then he like actually got me wet by grabbing me and soaking me. i was a little to excited to warm him up by the fire but he had a different idea of warming up. and holy hell it was incredible. he told me he was about to take me over in the sand and i told him “lets go” and trust me i think we both would have. we sat in the car after the fire and i had him hooked. the key was to build the suspense and when i told him the state i was in, i knew i had him. too bad he had to wait…

we got home and i went to change and he looked at me like i was crazy for putting clothes on… such a good look to get. we went out with our friends and sat down. i sat down on him at first but i knew if i stayed on top of him, i wouldn't be able to control myself to i moved to sit next to him. he was talking about playing a game with his friend but i he was good and said no. so i texted him saying “can we go now”. he laughed and immediately got up and pulled me in. literally pulled me in. i tried moving away to make him work for it and then he started tickling so i was like well fuck this just do it. needless to say, we were both sweating by the end of the night.

morning of he took me to get smoothies and donuts and headed to the airpot. great weekend. too short. still very surreal that i went down. but i would do it again. something about him intrigues me. but if anything, great times and memories came from it, and im glad i did it.

to the guy who will remain unnamed for now, this trip was one for the books