#he! wrote! it! about! seongwha!

[song-tam]

i havent listened to thank u by ateez in literal months and then i did for the first time in a while today and i am wailing lying on my floor

[jayzissleppy]

sweet over spicy

You're my water when I'm stuck in the desert You're the Tylenol I take when my head hurts.. inspired by best part - Daniel Ceasar

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 🫧 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

includes ; established relationship, non idol au, fluff overload, seongwha is head over heels for reader pet names: love, darling (nothing bad to be worried about just a cute fluff) 😵‍💫

a/n ; i wrote this on impulse at 3AM so please be nice to me on this one, this is also my first time publishing my work !

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summary: you'd choose sweet over spicy anyday, you couldnt handle spicy food or spicy interactions, and sweet was just your favourite oh, and how your boyfriend seongwha was just that...

"love? i brought you some fruit." the study doors opened and the room was now filled with the scent of fresh fruit and your boyfriends voice.

"thank you seongie, you didn't have to." you say looking up at him feeling guilty.

"i thought you might need some, you've been in here for 4 hours now, don't you want to take a break?" you lightly chuckle.

"i don't know, i mean im almost done with writing my draft for this week"

you thought that being an author would been easy since it was something you always wanted to do, theres some days where your cooped up in the study and some days where you dont write for nearly a week. sometimes writing a romance novel is worse than an action novel, the plotline, character development, everything its too much, and seonghwa notices that.

"y/n, thats why its called weekly drafts. you're supposed to finish it in a week, not a day. your overworking yourself, just please lets take a break?" seonghwa says tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.

i mean an hour break wouldn't hurt right? you think to yourself as you push up of your chair to stand.

"just for a little bit okay?" you say while seonghwa smiles. "but not anything tiring love."

seongwha takes your hand and pulls you out the study and hands you your favourite hoodie and earmuffs.

"does a midnight stroll sound good?' he asks.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 🫧 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

walking hand in hand around han river, is most definitely the break you needed. the sound of crickets and the leaves blowing, it was relaxing.

"should we make a stop at a convenience store?" seongwha said swinging arms as you held hands. "hmm? i think i could do with something to drink" you smiled.

at the convenience store you and seongwha bought your ultimate favourite childhood drink, ramune.

bleggh.. "i dont remember it tasting like this you" said laughing. seongwha pulled his face as he drunk from the bottle.. "i think they.. cough .. changed the recipe" you both burst out in laughter. the laughter continued as seonghwa had hiccups and could barely speak a sentence without being cut off "should we.. hiccup.. get some rice crack..hiccup..-ers?"

you were almost on the floor in tears. upon leaving the store you noticed that there was a claw machine outside that had hello kitty and dear daniel, the most iconic sanrio couple other than kurmoi and badtz maru. you decided to quickly pull out some coins and try to win the plushies.

"should i help you darling?" seongwha said coming up behind you and placing his hand on yours. his hands were cold, but you didnt hate it. he used his hand to guide yours to the bag that hello kitty and daniel were inside, and within seconds the coldness of his hands filled yours with warmth. in that exact moment you though over and over again about how much you love seongwha. looking back at the time you first met, it truly was not a coincidence.

you were walking down the busy street of gangnam to get to your book signing event when you accidentally bumped into someone. your ipod played fell to the floor and so did his. you apologised to him and picked up your ipod before beginning to rush again. " excuse me, you have my ipod !" he shouted. you turned around and ran back to him to trade your ipods and laugh at how your both listening to the same song. "i see you like daniel ceasar too" he laughed. you smiled before beginning " i really have to run, but im really sorry about bumping into you, i hope the rest of your day is better" you said getting further away from him.

"but this just made my day the best" he whispered under his breath watching as you disappeared through the crowd, and luckily enough you ran into each other again.

you were taking a bus to gimpo airport in seoul when you sat down in front of him him. he watched over your shoulders as you looked for a song to listen too.

"i suggest best part by daniel ceaser" he said trying his hardest not to look like a creep. you immediately smiled when you saw his face and the ipod in his hands. he was hard not to forget, little studio ghibli stickers on it. "you have nice music taste" you replied putting the song on still smiling. "where are going with a suitcase?" he asked. "oh im leaving to japan for a few days for my book signing event."

"what books have you written, i might have one" he said showing the tote bag he had with him. "well i've written quite a few.." as you go on about the names of the books you've written you watch how his face lights up. "your her? the y/n?" he says shocked. you smile a little embarrassed. "im headed to the airport to get my book signed by you, because i was to late the last time." he said pulling one of your books out.

wow, to think that he would be a fan of yours is unbelievable i mean, he looks sweet, nice hair, gorgeous eyes... as you continued to think about every feature of his you realised just how pretty he was. to call him pretty was even an understatement.

"well i wouldnt mind signing one now.." you smiled lightly.

"actually.. could you also .. um.. could i have your number. not like a fan but i'd really like to get to know you sometime or take you out to dinner." he said getting embarrased and avoiding eye contact.

"id love that."

while in japan you and seongwha texted for hours, sharing the same timezone made it easy as well. and when you got back from japan he picked you up from the airport and took you to that promised dinner date. you talked throughout all the seasons, summer, autumn, winter and spring. the only thing that did change between those seasons were your feelings for eachother and the next thing you knew it was winter 2022 and seongwha and you were outside walking in the snow, planing to go ice skating, when he took your hand in his and spoke, "y/n its cold right?, but im not cold at all, my hands may be cold and so could my face, but my heart is warm and thats because of you. you've made every season have a new meaning behind it, summer used to just be 'summer', but now summer is when i spend my days at parks with you, reading, having a small picnic and when i least expected it. you were apart of more than just seasons, you invaded my everyday life. id walk past a flower shop and notice tulips and buy them out of impulse because they reminded me of you. i'd think of things that reminded me of you, till you were all i thought about. i loved the way your voice echoed through the back of my mind when i missed you most, or when i still felt the lingering kiss you left last winter as an 'accident'. well, if this is an accident i apologise but y/n, i love you, everything about you, would you allow me to be yours?" you would cry if you could, but you were afraid of your tears freezing. "seongie..i'd love that.. i love you" you say sniffiling the tears back. he placed his cold hands on your cheek pulling you in for a loving kiss. "thats not an accident right?" he said. you laughed "no.." and all of a sudden the coldness in his hands turned to warm.

"love?" he called out to you, waking you up from daydreaming. "i got the plushies" he said smiling and holding out the bag to you. you kissed his cheek "thank you seongie, you're too sweet !" you took the bag from him, as well as took his hand yet again. "lets go back?" he hummed a response.

while walking back seongwha suggested you sat down at a bench for a bit.

"y/n love, remember this?" he said pulling out his airpods and putting one in your ear as the melody finally hit you.

'I just wanna see I just wanna see how beautiful you are You know that I see it I know you're a star Where you go I follow No matter how far If life is a movie Oh you're the best part'

you smiled as you turned to face seongwha, stars from the sky reflecting in his eyes. seongwha softly sang along while intertwining his fingers with yours. "what should we have for dinner, sweet tteokbokie or spicy?" you looked at him intently, before leaning over and giving him a soft kiss.

"sweet, id choose sweet anyday"

end note: hihi ^^ i finished this quickly so i could focus on school so im sorry if this is a bit rushed, but i hope you enjoy! please dont forget to reblog to help me get more recognition as im a new! you may leave kind criticism !

[atinysunbaby]

Your concert headcanon was so cute. Could you do one like that but ateez falls for a fan at a fansign❤

⏳Catching ateez's attention at a fansign⏳

💖Park Seonghwa💖

Waiting for your turn to meet ATEEZ, has your heart beating like crazy. Never in your entire life, have you been this exited.

But you're also nervous, hands all sweaty and shacking slightly. The closer you get the more you become anxious.

Even after all this time waiting to finaly have this opportunity. Now that you're almost there, it feels unreal.

When the seat in front of you is finaly empty, your friend gives you a small push from behind.

Here you are, face to face with none other then Park Seonghwa. He takes your hand in his, smiling at you reassuringly.

The whole time, you were panicking. He was looking at you from the corner of his eyes, noticing your nervousness.

It's the first time since a while that someone caught his attention. You look cute and precious in his eyes and he just wants to make you feel comfortable.

For the small time talking with him, he made you calm down. You just enjoyed it and forgot about everything else.

When you have to move forward, Seongwha grabs your wrist and hurriedly write something on it.

He hides it with your shirt and winks at you subtly before you get to the second member.

Once you look at what's written on your skin after finishing talking to every member, you gasp. Your eyes searching for a certain person.

You meet his gaze and when you see he's smirking at you, you can't help but laugh and get your phone out. Shaking it slightly to point out that you'd call him.

💙Kim Hongjoong💙

When you take a seat in front of Hongjoong, you can't stop yourself from grinning from ear to ear.

The soft look, fluffy hair, cute smile and small hands waving at you, makes your heart melt.

He is even more beautiful in person, what you thought was impossible.

While he signs your album, he makes conversation with you. You ask him a few questions about a subject other then him being an idol.

The two of you are really into your own world. When the staff asks you to move, Hongjoong sighs disappointed.

"Well Y/N, I hope to see you again next time~ Thank you for your support and for coming today!"

You say your goodbyes and move from members to members, until it's over.

You wish it could have been a bit longer talking to each of them, but still are happy to have met them. You're lucky to even be here, so you definitely won't complain.

When you go back home, you open the album to see what they wrote.

You read all of the small message with a huge smile. When you turn the page again something falls on the floor.

You pick it up with curiosity and when you finally realise, you let out a scream.

"OH MY FREAKIN' GOD!" You're holding Hongjoong's photocard. One that you didn't have before.

Meaning that he definitely slipped it in there for you. Behind it he wrote his number and also 'text me'.

In the speed of lightning you manage to grab your phone and open it. Before you know it, your thumb press send.

You nervously wait for an answer and when you finally hear a ding, your heart misses a beat.

You start giggling excitedly, seeing that he responded.

💛Jeong Yunho💛

Yunho starts giggling seeing your flustered expression when he kisses the top of your hand.

Honestly, he doesn't even know why he did it. He doesn't usually acts like this, never he would have tought of doing that before.

But right now, seeing you makes him feel really happy. He wants to see you blushing and don't know the reason to his sudden interest in you.

You hide your face with your other hand and laugh quietly while the pretty boy in front of you, looks at you with a new found emotion.

Wooyoung who's next to him, catch on real quick and starts elbowing him on his side. He winks at the both of you weirdly, making your face redden even more.

Yunho pushes him playfully before turning is attention back on you.

"So... do you think we could meet again somewhere?" He asks shyly.

You tell him you'll try coming back to another fansign, but he shakes his head.

"I meant- like just the two of us.." He looks at you between his lashes.

You nod, exited but also unsure. He quickly pushes a small piece of paper and a pen for you to write a location.

You end up writing your address, not having any better ideas.

When you give it back to him, he hurries to hide it in his pocket, still making sure to be subtle.

You both try to hide your excitement, even when you move to the next member. You steal glances at each other, looking forward to that secret meeting.

💜Kang Yeosang💜

Yeosang sees you even before it's your turn to meet him. He notices you when you're talking with your friend and laughing, having the time of your life.

Once, your eyes meet each other. At that moment, both of your breath itches, but none of you smile or wave. You just stare, analyzing the other's reaction.

Yeosang notices your nervousness. He's about to smile at you and try to reassure you, but unfortunately Mingi grabs his arm to have his attention.

You let out a sigh of relief, not having been able to endure another second with his gaze on you.

Your cheeks are burning, and your heart hammering against your chest.

As time goes by, you only become more anxious. You manage to calm your nerves a bit when it's your turn to meet the first member.

But when Yeosang is right there, sitting in front of you. The same feeling comes back.

You both shyly make eye contact, he signs your album and try to find something to ask.

Surprisingly you make the first move, you compliment him on his muscles and his hair making him laugh.

He gives you back your album, not letting go of it when you try to take it.

You look into his eyes with a smile, but frown when you feel something slide in between your fingers.

Subtly, he puts a finger in front of his mouth as to signal you to keep it a secret.

🖤Choi San🖤

The moment you sit in front of San, he starts flirting with you.

He never did this with a fan before, but the exact second he sees you, he feels the need to do it.

You smile and laugh with him, the both of you totally lost in the moment.

Despite being caught of guard and completely flustered, a wave of confidence fills you.

You compliment him and make him become all shy. His cheeks heat up and he clears his throat trying to regain his composure.

He bites his lips from nervousness, and grabs your hands trying to look unbothered.

You can feel him tremble a bit, caressing his hand with your fingers to make him relax.

He gulps and looks down at your intertwined hands. His dimples makes appearance once again.

Then comes time to move to another member. He pouts, not letting go of your hand until Jongho steals it from him.

When they're saying goodbye, San looks like he's about to cry.

Seonghwa whispers something in his ear making him nod hurriedly.

He instantly starts searching in the crowd, stopping his gaze right on you.

He approaches the fans close to you and high fives all of them, till he reaches you.

He slips a piece of paper in your hand, trying hard not to keep staring and moving to the other atinys.

The first thing you do when you're out, is call him.

💚Song Mingi💚

Mingi sees the tears of happiness in your eyes. He coos and pets your head softly.

He smiles when you look at him and it becomes even bigger when you return it.

The feeling in his stomach is unknown to him. It's weird and he feels a bit anxious, but he feels good.

You start having a small conversation, both so captivated by the other.

Mingi's eyes never left yours and he listens to every words that are coming out of your mouth.

Not even when San starts hitting his shoulder playfully to tell him that you need to move.

You do though and tell Mingi, who instantly stops smiling. A pout replacing it.

You giggle and tell him you'll come back one day. He whines not wanting you to leave.

He's quite the actor, because when you arrive home and read the messages each one of them wrote. Mingi's has a little surprise.

You rub your eyes in disbelief. Right there, next to his signature, his number.

Still unsure and shocked, you start typing the number in your phone.

You press call and wait for a few rings. After what felt like forever, Mingi's cheerful voice is heard on the other side of the line.

❤Jung Wooyoung❤

He bites his lips, acting all sexy. Not even giving you the time to process being so close to him already.

He smirks when you let out a breath, knowing how much he affects you.

You playfully glare at him and he copies you, leading you both to a stare competition.

That is until Hongjoong interrupts the two of you by blocking your vision with his hand.

Wooyoung whines and grabs his arm, trying to bite it. You laugh at them both, the sound of your voice putting an end to their little fight.

Hongjoong apologizes for stealing your time with Wooyoung, but you shake your head to tell him you don't mind.

While Wooyoung looks at you, more like admiring you. He can't stop himself from checking you out.

When you give him back your attention, you actually catch him. He immediately looks away, blushing.

You giggle quietly finding it cute, how fast he lost all his confidence. He was so sure of himself earlier, but now he's the one flustered.

You grab his hand cautiously, unsure of the boundaries. Maybe he doesn't want you to touch him.

He intertwines your fingers, making you relax. He then asks for your phone and you give it to him confused.

He takes a picture of himself and proceed to type something, you manage to see. He's putting his number in your contacts.

Your eyes widen, he only hands you back your phone winking at you.

"Please call me later?" You nod at him eagerly. He chuckles and tells you it's time for you to move to the next member.

🧡Choi Jongho🧡

He seems pretty flustered, when you sit in front of him. He watches you, not saying anything.

You smile and try to get him to talk. He blinks and shakes his head.

Grins while answering your questions, laughs at a joke you make and blush when you tell him he has the prettiest smile.

He compliments you too when he finally gain a bit of confidence.

Unfortunately, your time together his over and he says goodbye with a lot of sadness in his voice.

But it isn't completely over, he manages to convince someone in the staff to give you a paper.

Your confuse when she approaches you subtly. She gives it to you and tells you not to tell anyone.

You nod and read what's on it. 'I want us to be able to speak more, maybe get to know each other. You can text me' with his number next to it.

You hurry to hide it in your pocket right when your friend comes back from the bathroom.

You pretend like nothing just happened, but you secretly exchange a few glances with Jongho.

He nods at you and you nod back, confirming that you'll contact him later.

You do exactly that, right when you get home. You both talk for hours and when you finally go to bed, you're the happiest you've ever been.

[spinster-sisters]

Crush. PSH, JYN

TW: dom! Seonghwa, sub! Yunho, sub! Reader,threesome, exhibitionism, degradation (use of the words slut and whore), bondage (male receiving), Sir kink, overstim (kinda, idk how much counts as overstim but im putting it here anyway), excessive use of the word wet, panty kink, buldging, k so heres the deal, in this thing yunho has a crush on both the reader and seonghwa and seongwha is probably also attracted to men based on the way i wrote this but there is no actually mxm interaction PHYSICALLY, also fun fact at no point anywhere in this is there the letters Y/N cuz i have decided i hate that shit and istead u get excessive pet names.

WC: 4k

AN: this is 4k words of pure smut, like plot if you SQUINT right at the begnining but even that is pretty smutty. ngl its prettyy shit. im sorry lol. also this isnt specifically idolverse or nah, it could kinda go either way so thats that i guess.

Yunho had always had a crush on you, that much everyone knew, but when you and seonghwa began dating Yunho had decided to put his own feelings aside out of respect for both you and seonghwa. Maybe it worked for a while, a few months of being genuinely happy for his two friends finding love. Yeah, it was hard seeing one of his best friends get to touch you and talk to you in the way he wanted to, but the smiles that never left either of your faces were well worth it.

But then that night came.

He hadn't meant to see it. All of your friends had gone out to a crowded club, there was dancing and a lot of drinking. But with all the chaos of the night, nobody noticed when you and seonghwa slipped into the bathroom. A while later Yunho found himself needing to pee and made his way to the back of the club as well, but when he pushed open the door all thoughts of his original plans had left. There you were, spread out on the counter, chest heaving, tiny drops of sweat making their way down your neck. And there was seonghwa, standing between your legs slamming his hips into yours and a brutal pace, absolutely RUINING you. His back was to the door and your eyes were screwed shut, Yunho had only opened the door just far enough to see in so neither of the two of you had noticed him yet.

Yunho's first reaction was to close the door and pretend he hadn't seen anything, but he couldn't move, not once he heard the filth spewing seonghwas lips.

"My baby girl got so needy she needed me to fuck her with all of her friends around? What a little slut"

That was the first thing Yunho heard, and then whine that the words pulled out of you was damn near-pornographic, and it went straight to his dick. He only stood there for a few more moments before closing the door, but the damage had been done.

Did you guys fuck like this all the time? It felt so wrong, the perfect lovey-dovey couple Yunho had come to know were hiding such a dirty side to themselves.

Ever since that night, nothing has been the same. Yunho's thoughts of you turned more and more sinful than they had ever been, but there was something else. At first, Yunho thought it had just been the embarrassment of seeing such a private moment, but Yunho was now having the same amount of trouble meeting Seonghwas eyes as yours. Every time Yunho's mind drifted back to that moment Seonghwas figure was just as clear as yours, and although he didn't want to admit it, it was seonghwas words in the bathroom that made Yunho hard.

And that is how Yunho had come to discover that he had a crush and not one, but both of you. And almost every time Yunho took time to relive himself all he could image was seonghwas sharp and defined features manipulating your soft and supple ones into increasingly compromising positions, his calm voice eliciting those same desperate whines from you.

He knew this was fucked.

Yunho doesn't know at what point seonghwa became aware of his infatuation with himself and his girlfriend, maybe he had noticed him in the bathroom and chosen not to say anything, maybe mingi had told him one night in a slip of the tongue, maybe Yunho had told seonghwa himself while drunk. Either way, it all lead him to this moment. He was sitting in your bedroom with his back pressed into a wooden chair with seonghwa standing behind him binding his wrist together with a soft scarf you had lying around.

You sat on your bed observing the scene. This had all been seonghwa's idea, but you were more than willing. That being said watching your perfectly composed boyfriend secure the taller boy who had been stripped down to his boxers to a chair facing your bed was enough to have your face burning in the chilly room.

Seonghwa finished with the restraint and made his way in front of Yunho, who was already damn near star-eyed. Seonghwa reached out and clenched the man's jaw, forcing his eyes up to meet his own.

"Remember Yunho, you are here to watch. Not to touch. No matter how much you want to," seonghwa spoke in that calm domineering voice he reserved for moments like these. Yunho nodded eagerly as well as he could while his face was still in seonghwas grasp, his cheeks puffing out a little at the pressure.

Seonghwa let go of his face and ran his hand once through the younger boys' hair approvingly before both of their gazes fell on you.

You had been waiting patiently in the sweetest little lingerie set you could find. Seonghwa was still fully clothed, but he had a thing about having you look as pretty as possible before fucking you so hard you cried. With both of their attention now firmly on you, the cold of the room couldn't seem any further away, and with every step, seonghwa made twords you, you couldn't help but clench your thighs together in anticipation.

Finally, he stood before you, looking so beautiful it was unfair, close enough you could reach out and touch him. But you didn't, you knew better.

Seonghwa gave a wicked smirk at your sweet expectant face. The stage was finally set, and it was time for the show. He looked contemplative for a moment, before deciding on his first move.

"Lay back for me, baby"

You did exactly that, allowing your head to hit the soft blankets. Never breaking eye contact, however hard it was as your boyfriend looked ready to absolutely devour you. Careful not to block anything from Yunho's view seonghwa slowly climbed onto the bed on top of you using his hips to keep your legs in place and his arms coming down to cage your top half. He moved his head to your ear and spoke in his smoothest softest voice.

"Remember to be good sweetheart, we have a guest and I don't want to waste time punishing you tonight."

You whimper out a quiet "ok" before seonghwa placed a soft kiss on your temple. And he didn't stop there, your boyfriend only pulled back for a brief moment to observe your flushed face before diving back in.

Seonghwa was organized and neat in most aspects of life, but kissing was not one of them. His kisses are hard and wet. His exceptionally plump lips forced yours to follow his lead, prying your mouth open, nipping, and sucking at anything he could. Wet was the perfect word to describe it. Wet and amazing. Normally you would have waited for permission to touch him before swinging your arms around his neck pulling him closer but when his tongue found its way into your mouth toying with your own you needed someone to ground yourself.

To your surprise seonghwa had no objection to this instead threading his left hand through your hair pulling your head close as well, letting out a deep grunt in the process. His lips began to travel down to your neck and jaw, and now the sloppiness turned a little rougher. Seonghwa took a small break to speak, barely lifting his lips off your body but his voice still carried loud and clear.

" Don't hold back your sweet little cries, I'm sure Yunho would love to hear them"

Your mouth now free to cry out little by little at the way the cold air made contact with your now burning skin every time he moved. He was covering your skin in small red patches that would surely turn dark purple by tomorrow. You braced yourself on his shoulders when his lips came to rest of the swell of your chest. Seonghwas right had found its way under your knee lifting it a bit and caressing the underside of your thigh. You had finally become used to the sensation of his mouth on your body when he bit down. Hard.

You damn near choked. You threw your head back as a deep whine spilled sinfully out of you much louder than you intended. But it wasn't just you that was making noises, a deep guttural groan could be heard in harmony with your own from across the room. It was only then did you finally dare to turn your head to where Yunho sat. And you almost wished you didn't. The tall boy sat as hunched over as he could be, positively panting with desire his eyes staring, unblinking, and where you and your boyfriend were tangled together. Your eyes locked, Yunho was staring at you with so much hunger your heat throbbed, and your thighs clenched together. Seonghwas words cut through the tension bringing your attention back to him.

"My baby is so eager, looking so pretty as wrapped up for me. Just waiting for me to pull her apart."

You instinctively nodded.

"Yes, please. I'll be good I promise" you pleaded vacantly, still gripping your boyfriend for support. Seonghwas's right hand began to slide its way up the underside of your leg before moving around till he was palming the inside your leg.

"I know darling, I know you will"

A knowing smile graced his lips before he unhooked the clasp on your pretty bra, sliding it down your shoulders. You held your breath as he pulled himself back to sit on his heels still caressing your leg dangerously close to where you were currently making a mess of your nicest panties.

Seonghwa would never admit that he had a panty kink, but seeing you laid out for him in nothing but the thin little soaked scrap of fabric was scratching an itch that he didn't even know he had. He just had to take a moment to appreciate it.

Seonghwa turned his head twords Yunho. And speaking in that same clear strong voice.

"Yunho"

The boys eyed shaped up to meet seonghwas. Yunho, aside for the occasional moan or groan and been relatively silent up until that point. He looks at seonghwa expectantly. Your boyfriend sighed. Shaking his head for a moment.

"Yunho, when I talk to you I expect words." As he spoke seonghwa tightened his grip on your thigh, you let out a tiny moan. Yunho's eyes flashed to your thigh for a moment before realizing his distraction then flying back to seonghwas face. It was like he couldn't get the word out fast enough.

"Yes?" The word tumbled from his lips haphazardly.

"Yes, what?" Your boyfriend responded, clearly unamused, a scowl making its way onto his face.

Yunho visibly panicked, eyes darting around the room quickly. He didn't know what he missed. He looked at you for help. You knew what he missed, but you had no way of telling him.

"Umm," he began, still searching for the answer. Just when seonghwa looked like he was about to cut in a look of realization hit Yunho. He remembered the night not too long ago that he had come home from dinner, expecting the house to be quiet only to hear a specific word scream from your lips as he passed seonghwas room.

"Yes, sir?" Yunho asked, his eyes wide and pleading.

Seonghwa couldn't help his look of satisfaction.

"Good boy,"

The words made Yunho's face light up.

"Now Yunho, what would you like to see?" Your boyfriend asked. This question clearly took Yunho by surprise.

"Come on, I know you have been imagining me and my doll doing all kinds of things," as he spoke his hand finally slipped inside your panties. Two cold fingers sliding between your folds. You shudder out a gasp. You were wet, unbelievably so. It took so little for his fingers to slip through your slick, toying with you like he had done so many times before.

Yunho momentarily lost his focus on seonghwa instead looking at the imprint of his hand through the fabric. He looked starved. But his eyes returned to seonghwa once again.

"So, what is it. What was your favorite thing to imagine when you touch yourself." As he spoke his fingers began to make slow tight circles to your clit. You moaned out again and grasped wildly for a moment to ground yourself against the blankets.

Yunho once again looked at a loss for words, this time unable to peel his eyes away from the dark stain in your panties and the forearm connected to the hand in them.

Yunho licked his lips slowly before tearing his eyes away to look at seonghwa. He spoke slowly, his words were shaky but certain.

"Please, just fuck her. Hard, like you, always do." He looks embarrassed by his choice, but your heart leaped at the idea, you wanted seonghwa inside you right at that very moment. He was slowly working you into an orgasm and he had barely even done anything yet.

"Really? Is that all you want?" Your boyfriend asked. "No special requests?" The circles on your bud speed slightly as he spoke. Your legs began twitching with every stroke. You had been so wound up this whole time that along with every jerk a small whine was seeping past your lips.

"Please, just," Yunho took a moment to gather his thoughts " please, I just want to see what you both look like when you ruin her."

Seonghwa looked at the boy pensively for a moment.

"Ruin her?" Your boyfriends intense gazed finally made its way back to you "that I can do" and almost exactly as his sentence finished your first wave of orgasm crashed over you. You were now spilling whines freely and rocking your hips into your boyfriend's large hands. You closed your eyes tight for a few moments. Before thinking about the exchange that just took place. Ruin you? Seonghwa was a serious man when he wanted to be, and if he promised to ruin you, you knew he would. And honestly, it was a little scary.

Finally, you opened your eyes. Your boyfriend had been watching you through your high, not stopping his hand and now that you were coming down a dull pain replaced began to radiate up from your core. You reached down to grab his wrist

"Wait. Please-" you began to plead, looking into your boyfriend's eyes, but your words were cut off.

"Well, Yunho. If I'm going to ruin her I'm going to have to prepare her. Wouldn't want her to break" you whined at his words as his hand began to speed up once again over your extra sensitive nub. He then glanced over at the boy who seemed just as transfixed by your pleasure-filled face as seonghwa. "unless you want that"

"Please," was all Yunho could force out "I just want to see"

Seonghwa finally pulled his hand out from the ruined fabric. Despite the numbing pain that came from his handy work you were already missing the sensation and your hand on his wrist tightened again.

Seonghwa let out a sigh.

"Sweetheart, how am I supposed to let Yunho see what I can do to you if you still have these panties on," he asked in a disappointed tone. You reluctantly released his wrist.

Seonghwa finally found the time to pull his sweater over his head, tousling his hair in the process. Now it was both you and Yunho gawked. It was something both you and Yunho had seen a thousand times, but there was still something awe-inspiring about the way he looked kneeling over you with his bare golden honey skin on display.

If seonghwa noticed the stares he didn't address them as he moved to pull your ruined panties down your legs. The anticipation was clear on Yunho's face as the wet fabric slowly made its way down your legs. Finally, he pulled them off the tip of your toes. Because of you and seonghwas position, Yunho still couldn't see your heat. To your surprise, seonghwa stood up quickly from the bed. Your panties still between his fingers. He looked at Yunho.

"You want them?" He asked letting them dangle from his hand that was still glistening with your juices. Yunho choked out a "yes, sir"

Satisfied with his answer seonghwa walked over to the man, leaned over him, and slipped the fabric into his bound hands.

Your boyfriend then returned to you on the bed, but instead of climbing on top of you, he sat down beside you.

"Open up baby"

It may be a bit late in the game, but you were finally coming to terms with what is happening. Yunho, one of your closest friends is about to watch you get fucked by your boyfriend, you had to look away from the man at the sudden realization. Slowly, you opened your legs and you heard the sharp intake of breath that could only be from Yunho.

"What do you think?" Your boyfriend asked pulling your legs apart even more. You shut your eyes tight, feeling embarrassed.

"It's pretty" was all Yunho could Say. You flushed even deeper.

"I know, isn't it? My baby has such a pretty pussy" you choked.

"Open your eyes sweetheart, I want to look at you"

Slowly you opened them, still keeping your gaze firmly on your boyfriend's face.

"No need to be embarrassed sweetheart. You look so cute" seonghwa said in a coo.

Seonghwas hand slipped further between your legs, spreading you open for Yunho to see. You couldn't help but sneak a glance at the man. He was almost drooling, as he licked his lips.

"She tastes amazing," seonghwa says dipping a finger into your still sensitive heat. You felt yourself twitch.

"Normally I would spend hours eating her sweet little cunt, but that wasn't what you wanted to see" seonghwa spoke with false regret. Honestly, Yunho looked right now like there was nothing else in the world he would rather witness but everyone knew he had already made his choice.

Your boyfriend finally decided to push 2 fingers into you all at once. You whined out at the sudden intrusion.

"I have to get her ready first, I hope you don't mind" seonghwa spoke with a chuckle. Because no, with a view like that how could Yunho mind watching your boyfriend's two long fingers push in and out of you over and over again each time bringing a little more wetness out of you.

At this point you were gone, the pleasant stretched of the familiar fingers moving inside of you was like a mantra pulling small noises from you like a song. Seonghwa was brushing the inside of your walls oh so perfect if was unfair.

"She is always so wet, pulsing around my finger with so little work. What a little slut." Your eyes shot open with a moan at his words. His pace quickened. With your still heightened sensitivity, you already felt your stomach tighten.

"Oh. Do you like that? Like it when I call you my slut?"

"Yes, sir"

"Do you like being a little whore for me?"

"Yes, sir"

"Do you want me to fuck you in front of our friend, just so he can see how much of a slut you are?" At that, you locked eyes with Yunho across the room.

"Yes please sir, please show him how much of a slut I am for you" Yunho lurched forward for the first time, his dick straining so hard against his boxers it must be painful.

Seonghwa leaned down to give you a quick kiss on the forehead,

"Good girl"

Finally, seonghwa focused all his energy on bringing on your next orgasm. Pressing deliciously against that special spot inside you while his thumb returned to your pulsing clit. You were already so far gone that it only took a few more direct strokes for you to come tumbling down once again.

This one lasted much longer than the first. And once again seonghwa prolonged it as long as possible by not stopping his hand once throughout the whole time. The pleasure came on waves, washing over you with so much intensity it was all you could do to keep moaning so loud the neighbors could hear you.

Finally, when he pulled his fingers out you took a moment to catch your breath. But it wasn't long before it was stolen again by seonghwa sticking each finger in his mouth one at a time a sucking them clean, never once breaking eye contact with the boy in the chair.

"Hmm, sweet" was all he said, before standing from the bed once again and undoing his belt. Seonghwa pushed his hair back before undoing his jeans and pulling them down his legs. At last, he stood in nothing but his black boxers. If you weren't struggling so hard to keep your eyes open after your climax you would have ogled but Yunho's hungry eyes were wide and fixed on the impressive size of the tent in your boyfriend boxers. Seonghwa spared him a glace before chuckling.

Your boyfriend turned completely to Yunho and pulled down the boxers as well. You knew what was there, so you understand the feeling Yunho was having to lick his lips like that. Yunho's arms once again lurched forward.

"Remember, no touching" was all seonghwa said before turning back to you. He says down on the bed beside you once again

"Come sit on my lap baby,"

You almost groaned. You felt like you could barely move and you would much rather he take you just as you are, but you know better than to fight him.

Seonghwa positioned you both facing Yunho, so he could have the perfect view of you both.

You tried to keep your self as steady as possible as lined himself up under you. Your muscles protested as you held yourself up. Finally, seonghwa took hold of your hips and pushed you down onto him all at once. The two of you both let out a satisfied groan. Your pussy felt used and abused but at that moment all you could think about was how nice it felt to be full. Your head fell back onto your boyfriend's shoulder almost immediately.

"Awe, do I make you feel that good, baby? You like it when I fill you up that much?"

"Yes, sir, I love being full. Love it when you fill me up." Your words were slurred together but loud. Seonghwa, using his grip on your hips. Helped you lift yourself only to be pulled back down again.

"Holy fuck" Yunho spoke in a quiet tone, watching where your boyfriend's dick was now disappearing inside of you.

"Don't use that kind of language" seonghwa spat out while staring to set a fast and deliberate pace, his focus instead on fucking you to tears.

"I'm sorry sir, it's just-" he seemed to be at a loss for words. " I can see you in her tummy"

At that seonghwa chuckled again. He took your hand and lead it to the spot on your stomach you could feel him inside you.

"I know, my baby is such a slut she isn't satisfied until I fill her up this much."

All of these words were filtering in and out of your ears but all you could focus on was the feeling of seonghwas dick moving inside of you. You were so sensitive after two orgasms not so long ago that your body felt utterly spent but every single time seonghwa trusted up into you felt like you could cry at how good it felt. It hurt, yes it hurt, seonghwa was big, that's why he spent so much time working you up, but even with that, you could still feel him stretching out your wall in the most delicious way. Every time he pushed all the way into you could almost cry at the sensation, not to mention how he rubbed against every spot inside of you in the perfect way. You were a mess of whines and cries and tears.

"She's crying" Yunho spoke in a shaking voice.

Seonghwa brushed your hair away from your face, looking at the tears streaming on your face. Your boyfriend placed feather-light kisses against your cheeks where the tears streamed down. A stark contrast to the brutal pace he was drilling his hips into your cunt.

You were clenching madly against him and he couldn't help but chuckles, though it was now somewhat airy as he was nearing his own climax.

"You gonna come, baby?" He asked.

"Mmhmm" you whined, head still rolled back as he fucked into your relentlessly. You were so close, every time he pushed back into you you cried out wanting him to make you come so fucking bad.

Seonghwa took told of your chin with one hand and forced your head forward making you lock eyes with Yunho. He looks almost as fucked out as you probably did. Forehead sweating, chest heaving, dick twitching. The sight made you clenched down hard.

"Who knew my sweet little baby, want people to watch her get fucked like a whore." you clenching tears streaming down faster than ever. The hand not holding your chin found your clit and once again began rubbing slow but rough circles onto the bud. You were so full and so close, and knowing that Yunho was seeing you like this, looking him in the eye while seonghwa fucked you almost made you come.

"What do you think Yunho? Should I let my little slut come?" He asked pinching your bud and delivering a particularly hard thrust. You gagged on the drool spilling from your mouth.

" yes, please sir, please make her cum!: Yunho almost shouted, looking crazed.

"You heard him slut. Cum."

And that was all it took. You were shaking and writhing on top of your boyfriend, head and eyes rolled back and your eyes saw stars. Waves don't even being to describe the way pleasure was moving through your body.

"Sir, it feels so good" was all you could say between the cries, and yes you were crying for real now. Short of losing consciousness, you were gone to the world. Lost in the feeling.

It took you several minutes to realize that seonghwa was still fucking you. But once you did you jerked painfully.

"No, no please" fell past your dry lips. As you moved to sit up. But seonghwas had kept you in place.

"You're not going anywhere baby, I still haven't cum yet and I am going to right in your little pussy."

It hurt, and you were crying, but all you wanted to do was be a good girl for seonghwa so you stayed put, letting him use you. You looked up at Yunho, your eyes glossy, mouth hanging open, probably covered in bruises as you always were when seonghwa fucks you.

Yunho moaned out, straining against the fabric keeping him tied to the chair.

At that moment seonghwa finally came. You could hear his groan through his chest and feel the cum spilling into you. Nice and full.

With a few more thrust seonghwa finally stopped. Allowing you to rest a moment before pulling you off him. You collapsed into your blankets. Feeling moments away from sleep, but you kept your eyes open. Seonghwa took a moment before standing pulling up his own boxers before moving over to where Yunho sat panting. He looked down at the boy and laughed.

"You came untouched?"

"Yes sir"

[kpopchangedmylife44]

Ateez: honeymoon thread

Hello fellow atinys, my blog reached 500 followers and I would like to thank everyone, who enjoys my stories 🥺 I’m really happy that someone out there gets to read them and it maybe put a smile on their face ☺️ So this is a 500 follower special. It’s a long thread and also kind of a sequel of my wedding post. I planned it for quite some time, but I also procrastinated and everything was overwhelming in life. Now I’m back (kinda) and will start to work on the requests I got. ✨

Hongjoong

Planning: although you both were extremely tired, you insisted to plan everything yourself, so it turned out exactly how you imagined

Location: Italy

Accommodation: several cozy hotels in bigger cities

Food: it’s Italy so you can bet your ass there is a lot of pizza, spaghetti and ice cream involved

Activities:

- you would start your honeymoon in Rome, where you wander around and fall in love with the city

- the architecture and museums are extremely beautiful, so you’re even more happy that you get to experience it with Hongjoong

- visiting Verona and pretending you were Romeo and Juliet (but with a happy ending)

- eating a lot and wearing comfortable clothes as you walk around so much

- Hongjoong is particular affectionate during this trip as he showers you with compliments all the time and never lets go of your hand

- exploring Venice by boat and singing some dramatic song that you once heard in a opera

- wearing couple jackets he designed himself which feature your initials 🥺

- he filmed parts of the trips as he would like to make a short film, which you could enjoy afterwards

Seonghwa

Planning: since you both hated it, you were hiring someone to do it for you, at least you had prepared a mood board and the general direction of your trip

Location: south of France

Accommodation: fancy all the way, either a really nice hotel or a little castle (or chateau how you say it in French)

Food: grapes in the form of wine

Activities:

- prepare yourself for the luxurious trip of a lifetime

- you’re arriving there and everything is ready for you both

- first are reFrEsHMents (which means alcohol)

- full course meals (and yes, this includes your husbands looks)

- boat trips and visiting tiny islands for the day

- taking a lot of selfies

- enjoying the sun and the food (and Seonghwa in swimwear)

- skinny dipping in the sea

- hot nights in the hot tub

- testing wine and feeling a little pretentious

- visiting a chateau and running around there like a music video

- Seongwha saying ,,so ha“ when he sees you

- kisses your hand and hair all the time and is more clingy (or thirsty) than usual

Yunho

Planning: you try to plan without the stressful part, so you ask a professional for help and it’s really smooth from this point on

Location: nationalparks in the USA

Accommodation: small hotels along the road (not Motels)

Food: normal restaurants, but also a lot of burgers

Activities

- it’s like a roadtrip, but way more comfortable

- you sleep in cozy little hotels and visit some bigger cities along the way

- wandering around the nature with Yunho is actually really fun

- although he is quite hyper around everyone he enjoys the calmness of your trip

- always holding your hand and kissing you

- you visit several national parks like Yosemite and could gaze at the stars during the night

- englishi Time

- he is no longer yunhoe bit yunhusband (i’m sorry)

- buys dumb souvenirs like mood rings which you religiously wear from then on

- thought that he saw a bear and almost started crying

- singing really loudly in the forest

- oh and also outdoor sex

Yeosang

Planning: 8 months before the trip, but he actually always had ideas; planned his wedding and honeymoon years ago when he first met you, he also made a mood board and it helped a lot

Location: Japan during the cherry blossom

Accommodation: a traditional house with a lot of privacy, an onsen but also room service, does not look like a hotel but has all the privileges

Food: lots of chicken; Japanese dishes, but also snacks whenever you go out to explore

Activities

- you would first explore Tokyo and visit everything the city has to offer

- as the city is really beautiful but also hectic, you would visit Nara-park and pet the deers to relax

- you would let some street artist paint a portrait of you both as it’s a really fun idea to remember the trip

- shiba inus everywhere and Yeosang melts every time he sees one of them

- ,,Look at how cute they are. We need to adopt at least one in the future“ (and you would, because they are so adorable)

- fotoshootings with the cherry blossom

- after a week in the urban area you would travel along the coast

- Yeosang rented a car for it and you stayed at different hotels along the way, which you also booked prior

- you visited a little island where a lot of bunnys live and had the best time there

- Yeosang always buys souvenirs whenever you visit a new city or attraction

- he especially loves the postcards as he plans to do a collage with them for your honeymoon fotobook

- driving along the coast would be peaceful and filled with laughter, Yeosang giggling to himself and feeling like all of this might as well be a dream

- ,,I never knew it was possible to love someone so much until I met you“

San

Planning: you booked the trip 6 months prior and you gradually became more and more excited for it, although both of you aren’t really into planning, you did it with a lot of excitement and talked about it for hours on end

Location: South Africa

Accommodation: a huge wooden house in the middle of a resort that focuses on reserving the wildlife

Food: a huge variety of fruits and meat, the dinner is a feast every single day of your stay (and so is your husband)

Activities:

- the journey itself would be really cute as you were flying first class and cuddled all the way until you arrived

- San even mumbled in his sleep how excited he was to finally go

- when you arrived you took it really easy, just relaxing at the resort, which also had huge beds and a stunning outdoor area with a whirlpool

- the first evening you relaxed in that whirpool, while spotting some giraffes in the distance and it just hit you like ,,Wow, look how amazing life could be” (bish, I wish)

- you never really believed that you would ever be this happy, finding someone that you loved and going on adventures with him but here you are

- and of course San felt it too, but you just sat there enjoying it, holding hands and not saying anything

- the next couple of days included going on safari, climbing a mountain, standing under a waterfall and chasing sunsets

- it was the perfect balance between adventure and relaxing

- because of your husband you always felt a calmness by his presence

- ,,I wish we could do this all over again, San.“

- ,,Well, we have the rest of our lives to go on adventures like this.“ 🥺🥺🥺

Mingi

Planning: like the wedding itself it happened quite fast without much planning

Location: Australia

Accommodation: several hotels as you also rented a car

Food: some really strange exotic food, but mostly real meals with the occasional burger and cocktails

Activities

- the focus is on having fun, enjoying every moment and just going with the flow

- after all its Mingi, who has a lot of spontaneous ideas

- why not go snorkeling or run naked around the beaches?

- or that time he was convinced that he saw a shark and you both panicked and screamed (but it was a dolphin)

- going to a concert at the beach and dancing until your feet hurt and he has to carry you

- also sleeping at the same beach as you two were too drunk to find the way back to the hotel

- Mingi being extra clingy and giving some people the stink eye, who look too enthusiastically at you

- he wrote a rap for you (inspired by your honeymoon) and performed it by the ocean

- it’s like having the best trip of your life and realising it doesn’t end when you get home, because having Mingi as your husband is a great adventure and he spends every day trying to make you laugh and love life

Wooyoung

Planning: the location itself was decided a long time ago, but the activities are more spontaneous, just going with the flow

Location: Iceland

Accommodation: first in a hotel, then in a mobile home

Food: fresh food like fish and also a lot of snacks

Activities:

- your honeymoon and accommodation were a little unconventional

- you started in the city of Reyjkavic and visited the touristy sights

- you stumbled around the Icelandic phallological museum and decided to go inside for the lols (and had a lot of giggles)

- after a few days in the city you ventured out to the beautiful nature of Iceland

- it started at the blue lagoon, which was the most relaxing thing and you were just hanging out and sipping slushees (they are really good, I had the time of my life lmao)

- then you drive around and it feels like absolute freedom

- you feel like exploring a whole new world as they are a lot of waterfalls and geysers

- Wooyoung feels like he is falling in love with you even more (if that’s even possible) and if he hadn’t already, he would marry you then and there again

- star gazing as there is no air pollution and it’s amazing how many stars there actually are

- visiting the diamond beach, which sparkles and has you feeling like little kids

- long morning snuggles and random hugs throughout the day

- and he would also be your personal photographer and scream how cute you are

- your honeymoon would also include really random stuff (like the penis museum) like skateboarding in the middle of nowhere (like Walter Mitty - the absolute legend) or hiking because you felt like it

- never a dull moment with your husband that’s for sure

Jongho

Planning: he wanted everything to be perfect so you started pretty early (1 year before)

Location: England

Accommodation: small hotels with cozy interior

Food: pretty normal food, you also tried fish & chips once (and it was nothing special)

Activities:

- would hold your hand during the whole flight

- you started your honeymoon in London which you loved at first sight

- the hotel was really central, so you could walk to a lot of sights

- London by night was magical and you visited many museums which had great artwork and were free

- theater nights and going for a walk along the Thames

- after a week you started to explore the cities around London like Oxford, Brighton and Cambridge

- and everything was so stunning and with Jongho by your side you could literally cry, because does it get much better than this??? (well no)

- Jongho declares his love for you at least once a day and although it was so cheesy it still got you giggling and feeling all mushy inside

- he loves all the old buildings and biscuits, so you would probably visit again sometime

- it’s a really nice and somehow relaxing trip although you get to explore so much

[atinydise]

Secret admirer

Genre: Angst.

❦ Pairing: Seonghwa.

❦ Word count: 7k7.

❦ Requested: Yes, thank you! 🦋

❦ Masterlist.

You opened the classroom door slowly. You checked the whole room, trying to see if someone was there. When you made sure that you were alone, you rushed to the desk at the middle of the room. You put down your bag on the floor and looked for the things you brought. You pulled out a blueberry lollipop and the note that you wrote this morning. “You were really good yesterday. Congratulations on your first win,” you read quietly to be sure you didn’t write any grammar fault. As usual, you stuck the post-it and the lollipop at the corner of the table. Just after that you left quietly. Nobody could see you or for sure, your secret will be revealed.

Seongwha got in the class a bit earlier than the lesson time. He dislikes being late. “Oh, good morning Seonghwa Oppa*!” Greeted one of his classmates. He bowed politely, “Hello Min Hori.” “Someone left another note on your desk.” She said pointing at the post-it. Seonghwa walked to his seat. He took off the note and read it. “You should find this person and ask her to stop,” said Min Hori behind him. Seonghwa raised a brow, “why? It’s not annoying me.” “But it’s been 2 months now. You might be-“ The boy faced her, “it’s okay.” Min Hori didn’t reply when she felt the seriousness on his voice. Seonghwa knew that Min Hori was interested by him. She was pretty, totally his type of girl but it was clear that she was interested of his popularity since he’s an idol. “Well. See you later Oppa!” She said, joining back her group of friends. Seonghwa sat on his seat, still staring at the paper on his hand. Who could write that to him? It’s been few months and he couldn’t figure it out. One part of him thought that it was just a fangirl that was trying to get his attention but who would keep it anonymous so long. He stared at the lollipop. It was a new taste. He always got taste as strawberry, cherry or apple. But this one was unexpected. It was not an important thing, but he lingered on it. He put the post-it in his book and tried to focus on his incoming lesson. But for sure, he would try to find who’s writing these notes for him.

The next day, you were a bit more late than usual but still earlier than the other student. You rushed to Seonghwa’s classroom. When you settled everything, you stared at it. You didn’t know it would hurt you so much. You stopped to breathe when you heard someone talking in the hallway. You freaked out and excited the room as fast as possible. You ran to the 3rd floor of the campus and acted like nothing happened. The only thing you ignored was that Seonghwa saw you exciting the class. He couldn’t believe that you were his secret admirer. He noticed your sometimes in the hallway, but you never talked to him or show any admiration to him. Seonghwa was in your English class. He noticed that you were pretty good at it but never talked to you. If he knew, he would talk to you the first day. He loved how you were studying seriously but having fun with your friends in the same time. Without bothering anyone. Seonghwa would never think that you got any interest for him. The first day after the vacations almost all his classmate were congratulating him for debuting. He remembered that you didn’t. You got in the class and sat next to the window. You were acting like you didn’t or never cared about him while you were secretly giving him a cheerful note and a candy. The young boy entered in the classroom. He immediately saw these 2 items on his desk. The lollipop taste was similar as yesterday but something in the note intrigued him. “Have a nice day. I hope that you will be happy for the rest of your life. Thank you for being you! PS: You are doing really good!” Seonghwa tilted his head. This note seemed different from the other one. You were still rooting for him, but you seemed sad. He read over and over the note, trying to figure out what was going on. “Good morning Seonghwa!” Greeted Min Hori, getting in the classroom. He bowed to her and focused back on the note. The way you seemed sad when you wrote that, made him confused. “Min Hori,” he called her, finally facing the girl. “Yes, Oppa?” She smiled, happy to get his attention. “Do you know who’s Y/N?” He stared at her, desperately waiting for an answer. “Y/N?” She repeated. “Hum no… I don’t know her.” “Okay…” he smiled. “Why? Is she the person who’s writing you?” She asked pointing at the blue post-it on Seonghwa’s hand. “No,” he lied. Min Hori sighed and sat on her seat, being ready to study. Seonghwa was staring back at the note. He needed to talk to you at Monday. The whole day, Seonghwa couldn’t focus well on his lessons. He felt like something strange would happen. He couldn’t figure it out if it was good or bad.

The next Monday, Seonghwa woke up early. He was so frustrated that he hadn’t slept well the whole weekend. He couldn’t focus well on his practice too. When his teammates asked him if everything was okay, he just nodded and said that he was tired. But they were not stupid. It was just a matter of time before they confront him. When he grabbed his school bag, he accidentally tossed the pile of book in the floor, waking up his roommate, Hongjoong. “Hwa…” he complained turning around in his bed. “What are you doing? It’s early….” “I need to talk to this girl.” Hongjoong sat up, “What? The girl who’s writing these notes? You will finally talk to her?” Seonghwa nodded, “see you later Joong.” “What? Wait Hwa!” Yelled Hongjoong, trying to stop his member. But he already left, without paying attention to the leader. The eldest member left the dorm, quickly as possible. Outside, it was still dark. Only the streetlights were turned on. Seonghwa was walking faster than usual. Anticipating your first meet. But finally, he stopped. What could he say to you? Does he need to stay serious? Or does he need to show you that he liked your little attentions? He started to freak out. “What should I do?” he whispered. Seonghwa stayed still, alone in the street. Thinking about how he needs to act. He blew deeply to calm his heart, beating in his chest crazily. He collected all the braveness he needed and walked to the campus. In front of his classroom, he opened the door slowly, trying to see if you were there already. But the room was empty.

He sat on his desk, waiting for you.

But you never came.

At first, he thought that you saw him and decided to run away, but he didn’t hear any footstep or noises that can show your presence. He waited like that for almost 1 hour. All his classmates got in, one by one. But you never appeared. “Hello Oppa!” Greeted Mingi. Seonghwa didn’t reply, to lost on his thoughts. “Oppa?” repeated Min Hori. Finally, Seonghwa lifted his head to look at her. “Oh hi,” he bowed politely. She smiled, “do you spent a good weekend?” He simply nodded. “Oh, I asked my friends if they knew this Y/N-“ she started. “Really?” he shouted, standing up. “Wow. You are really into her.” She said, surprised and disappointed by his enthusiasm. Seonghwa blushed lightly, “Huh… No. I don’t even know her.” “Sure…” she whispered. “Whatever. She was in 4th grade and had only few friends here.” “Why are you talking about her in past tense?” He raised a brow. “Oh.” She only replied, embarrassed. “What’s going on?” “She moved out of the town during the weekend.” She explained. “What? Moved out where?” asked Seonghwa. “No one knows not even one of her closest friends here…” Seonghwa sat down back on his chair. He couldn’t believe that it was happening to him. He couldn’t say that the was devastated since he didn’t know you well. Even not at all. But he was sad. Really sad to know that he wouldn’t get your cheerful notes anymore. Sad to realize that he wouldn’t get the chance to talk to you, at least one time. He would never know why you left these notes and candies for him every day. Were you in love with him? Do you wanted to be his friend? Seonghwa sighed, brushing his hair, frustrated. “I can search a bit more for you if you want.” Said Min Hori, seeing how the boy were disappointed. He shook his head, “It’s fine. You did a lot already.” Seonghwa stood up, grabbing his bag. “Where are you going?” asked Min Hori. “The lesson will start soon.” Seonghwa bowed to her, “I prefer going to back to the dorm. I’m not feeling well. I caught a cold.” He lied. “Seonghwa Oppa…” “Don’t worry for me. See you tomorrow!” He smiled, leaving the classroom.

Knowing that you moved out, felt like an electric shock for him. All the way back to the dorm, the only thing he could think was you. He ignored why you got this impact on him. Was it because you ignored him? That you made him feel like he was a normal human being and not an idol? Seems like your attention attracted him more than he thought. He stopped at the crossroad. Waiting the green light to be on, to cross the street. As he was sighing of frustration, a van stopped in front of him. Turning his head to look at it, like an instinct, he spotted you. His heart missed a beat. You were looking right at him in shock. Probably freaking out, thinking that he would come and scold you for being a stalker. In reality, he was thinking the opposite thing. Seonghwa was froze, his body wanted to run to you, but see you randomly like this, feels like a dream. He was looking right at you, not breaking the eye-contact you had. “Y/N,” he whispered. The sound of the honk coming from his right, bring him back in the reality. He stepped back safely on the street. The van drive away. His eyes stared at the vehicle leaving. Will he be able to see you again one day?

*Oppa: means “older brother of a female person”. Or older brother, very close friend who is older (but not much older), romantic interest, boyfriend, and sometimes even husband.

[loonyginger]

» the devil within.

genre: angst

pairing: park seonghwa x reader

word count: 1.4k

warnings: murder, character death – don’t read if you’re uncomfortable with any of these!

a/n: Hello, after a long break I’m back with a short drabble. It’s the first time writing something like this so please have mercy. Also, I wrote this in the middle of the night so I apologise for any grammar mistakes, whatsoever. Anyhow, I hope some of you like it. :) – V.

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You had no idea how you ended up here. How you ended up in this situation which didn’t offer you an option to escape. Captured in a large, dark unfamiliar bedroom which didn’t allow you to see properly. The light of the moon that shone through the window which was tightly locked was the only source of light you got. But what has happened? The last thing you remembered was when you left the convenience store with a small bag filled with various versions of ramen. After that, your mind went completely blank.

Fear flew through each vein of your body which came close to panic due to the fact you had no clue where you were and more importantly, who brought you here. You had never seen this place before and when you let your gaze slide to the window you could see nothing but trees. No city lights, no other houses, absolutely nothing.

Before you could even continue to think about your current situation, you could hear how someone opened the wooden door which lead to the room you were locked in. Within a second, you swirled around only to take a few steps back towards the farthest spot away from the door. Adrenaline rushed through your body, eyes widened in fear but also curiosity as a dark figure appeared. You couldn’t make out who it was due to the lack of light, however, the silhouette of the person appeared to be oddly familiar.

Upon the sudden familiarity, you stopped within your tracks in an instant. Brows furrowed in utter confusion as your eyes tried to identify the tall figure. Why did it seem so oddly familiar? Your question got answered as soon as said figure took its final step into your direction, stopping right at the spot where the moonlight brightened the room and revealed the features you’d recognise everywhere.

“S-Seonghwa?”, you choked out, not being able to hold back your tears any longer. Within a second, you left your safe spot only to rush across the room, right into his arms without even taking a closer look at him. You didn’t question why he was here. For you, it only mattered that he was here. Hot tears streamed down your cold cheeks, burying your face into the crook of his warm neck as comfort.

“How did you find me?”, your body still trembled just like your voice did, his arms snaking around your waist in order to keep you close to the warmth of his body. Nothing but silence followed. Your boyfriend simply held you tightly in his embrace without the intention of letting you go anytime soon. As you still haven’t received any sort of response after several seconds, you allowed your head to move just a little backwards in order to gaze into the eyes you’ve fallen for three years ago.

But as you let your own eyes lock with his, you could immediately sense something was off. Instead of the lovingly gaze he used to watch you with, a now cold glare laid within those dark eyes. And it sent down a shudder down your spine in an instant. You had never seen him giving you a glare like that. Actually, you’ve never seen him shooting anyone a look like that.

Your mind was a whole mess. Despite not knowing how you ended up here you also wondered how your boyfriend was able to find you here, giving you the coldest and most emotionless look, you’ve ever received. Your chest tightened as you inspected each detail of his features which brought you to the horrific conclusion that this person might look like the love of your life, however, this was not the man you’ve fallen in love with. What happened to him?

“Seongwha? What the hell is going on?” You demanded to know, trying to keep your voice steady which didn’t really work out. One could still hear the fear lingering in it, especially a person who knew you best, like the male who still had your arms wrapped around your frame.

“I brought you here”, he finally spoke up. But those words which left his mouth were as cold as the eyes that inspected your facial features closely. Your forehead wrinkled upon the sudden confession of your boyfriend which left you somewhat speechless. It made no sense. With each second that passed, you felt more uncomfortable being close to him which sounded ridiculous to you considering he was basically the person you enjoyed to be around the most.

“What– why?” You shifted your body in an uncomfortable manner, trying to escape his grasp but the raven-haired did not loosen his grip, in fact, he tightened it even more. Suddenly, a small smile crept on Seonghwa’s lips, but not that kind of smile you expected. It looked far from the smiles you’ve seen on him … it was malicious.  

“The less you know, the better”, he muttered, his voice was being surprisingly soothing which honestly scared you. What happened that he was acting all weird in front of you? What was this all about?

Despite the fear which spread through your body, you couldn’t bring yourself to tear your eyes off the devilish, yet angelical features of the man in front of you. The man you’ve called your boyfriend for nearly a year and the man you trusted the most.  

Only seconds later, you felt a sharp pain near your abdomen which soon subsided and got taken over by numbness. Your eyes widened in both, disbelief and shock due to the sudden impact something sharp made with your flesh. The time seemed to stop instantly and yet everything happened so fast. As your eyes travelled down your body, you could see the long blade of a katana being buried in your abdomen. Your mouth fell agape and you weren’t sure if it was the fact that your boyfriend just stabbed you or the fact that you knew your time has come far sooner than you expected it to be.

You’ve trusted Seonghwa. You gave him all of you which turned out to be a fatal mistake. A mistake which would cost your life. Yet, you couldn’t bring yourself to hate him – no matter how hard you tried. He could hurt you in the most unforgiving way and you’d forgive him nonetheless. You just couldn’t bring yourself to despise him. You could never.

“H-Hwa?” Too deep sat the shock by the sudden change of the person you trusted with everything you had. His dark eyes lingered upon your trembling figure, reflecting not a single emotion as his large hand put more pressure on the handle of the katana without any regret.

Instead of backing away, however, you didn’t even move an inch away from the spot you stood the past few minutes. Not that you could have moved away. Compared to Seonghwa, your features clearly revealed the emotions you currently experienced. Sadness, confusion, betrayal and even more which you couldn’t name properly. Too much was going on in your head. Did you not matter to him? No, that couldn’t be. All those wonderful memories you shared. They couldn’t have been fake, could they? All the joyful days, lovely evenings and sinful nights – there’s no way he was able to fake all of that, right?

“I’m sorry it had to end like this, y/n. I actually really liked you. But a job’s a job”, he whispered close to your ear, his hot breath sending shivers down your spine one last time right before he pulled the sharp blade out of your body, removing it completely which eventually caused you to collapse down on the ground right in front of him. Your eyes desperately searched for his for any kind comfort. Comfort you wouldn’t find in his eyes. That couldn’t be it. No. You were young, you still had lots of things planned. You wanted to marry, have kids, travel the world. You wanted all of that with Seonghwa and all those dreams ended within five minutes. Despite your current state, you could clearly feel how your heart shattered into thousands of pieces but soon, you wouldn’t be feeling anything anymore. It was the shortest, yet most devastating heartbreak you ever experienced.  

[ateezmakemeweep]

I'm so happy San is here🥺 he's my ult so I'm glad you wrote about him as a sweet tiny man🥺 also it's time for Seongwha to grow some ballsss

of courseee🥺🥰 and jckckc he will....maybe

[at1nys-blog]

Guessing name game

I'm not Korean but I kinda remember the alphabet so when I saw Ateez's last pictures on IG I thought I could guess the names

I'm 110% sure this is San because he had the easiest name in the group and I remember how to write San in Korean so... yeah this is San I don't know what he wants to do during korean thanksgiving but ok

In the beginning I was not so sure about this one but then I saw again the name and notice this ㅇ in the end of the first part of the name and but is not the only one because SeongWha and HongJoong have the first ending alike I had to check the second "symbol" and look if there was another one and yes, so basically this is how I guessed the name.

Ok since I remember some of the korean alphabet I can tell this was JunHo... ok no. Since JongHo and JunHo end up both with Ho=호 I checked the Hangul to see what pic has the same "symbol". Easy.

Since I'm a good Atiny and I know basically everything about them while watching this picture I was like... "uhm it looks like a spa" he really like spas then I check the Hangul and putting together what I remembered this is Mingi's drawing.

This was the easiest after San but I managed to guess it after the 100th time I was staring at it. The hint is...

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The HAIR COLOR. The only one that has red/strawberry red hair is my bias but you know, in the kpop world you can't remember a member from his hair color because they change it ALL the time. I use the ng trick once again and putting 2+2 together I knew was him btw he is not sleeping he's resting his eyes because he had too much meditation.

I feel like a bad Atiny now because I didn't recognize the most beautiful human being/leader/my bias the first time I saw this.

I have to explain again the ng trick?! I hope no so moving on. On the left with have Yeosang and I know this most for the Hangul I recognize as his name, while on the right pic we have Seongwha. He really like to cook and he is a good cook, so yes is Seongwha.

I'm sorry for every Wooyoung's stan out there but yes, I knew it was Wooyoung just because it was the last one. At the beginning I thought was Hongjoong because he loves being an Idol and be on stage in front of his fans but yeah after reading and noticed something was wrong I swear to God I relay too much on the ng trick I had a second thought.

Now if you can translate what they wrote on the drawings can you leave a comment?! So I can understand better what they want to do on Korean thanksgiving?!

[whatudowhennooneseesyou]

Yo yo

I saw you wanted people to ask for spicy natal chart analyses 👁👄👁

I know you already did it for seonghwa but it there more stuff you didn't wrote?

And maybe for mister changbin and han 👹

Btw about yunho the biggest dilf... 🤡 I won't say anything I just feel dumb to have him as bias AND having dad issues lol HELP

Hey, there is way more kinks Seongwha is into.

I already posted one for Jisung.

Aww, don't feel dumb.

He would be the perfect daddy 😝😝

[jayzissleppy]

i'll wait forever..

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 🫧 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

includes ; hongjoong x reader, your ex boyfriends brother trope, hongjoong has been in love with you for months, confessions, fluff and a little speck of angst pet names: princess

a/n ; i literally wrote this on call with my friend while we were just fooling around writing diary entry's and i decided to edit and publish it !

words: ___

summary: your boyfriend seongwha cheated on you hours before and you thought you needed some air, so while you sat on your porch at night taking in the silence, you received a visitor.

you sat out on the porch of your house. you needed air, and a lot. this would probably be the most agonising night you'd ever have... he cheated. seongwha cheated.. and not with just anyone... the girl he told you not to worry about.

while zoning out with the cold air and silence you heard a knock on the window and turned to see where its from..

"y/n.. are you okay?' it was hongjoong. seongwha's younger brother.

"did he send you here." you replied sternly. 

"no, i came here on my own"

"well you shouldn't have."

"i brought you your favourite snacks" he said lightly throwing a basket with a pink bow to your poarch. 

"...." 

"where my thank you?" he said.. i could hear the smile in his voice.. the smile that always taunted me when i was over... the smile i fell for. 

"thank you.."  

"so, can i come up?" he said already almost at top

"i dont mind.." you replied.

your breath hitched as he got closer to the top.. his blue hair glowing under the moonlight.. you immediately felt comfortable..you were safe with him.

"why are you crying, princess?" 

"hongjoong.."

he sat next to you, taking your face in both of his hands. 

"your going to be okay"

you cried.. cried.. and cried and who sat there for you while i cried. hongjoong..

"princess.." he said, you could hear the worry in his voice 

"dont cry over a man who didnt deserve you" 

"but he was the only man who made me feel like i was worthy of being loved.." you replied wiping your tears.

"i guess you never looked my way.." he lightly laughed.

"what.." you said, breathless.

"y/n.. ive been here, ive loved you. i love your smile when you look at me, even if it was as just friends.. i love the way your laugh echoes through the walls even if it wasnt for me. i love when you dress up for pretty dates, dates i only wish i took you on.. y/n. ive loved you."

"... hongjoong"

"i know this isnt the right time and im sorry but i cant let you cry over someone so shitty..you only deserve the best.. even if its not me. i was and forever will be lucky to have loved a girl like you"

"..hongjoong.."

"i know its bad but-"

"hongjoong!... let me finish.." you sigh "i regretted ever moment i stepped into that house and it wasnt for you, every time i got dolled up i thought how you'd react. i only came on somedays cause i knew seongwha wouldnt be home.. i came there for you."

"... your not kidding right?" he said shaking

"hongjoong.. im not ready to be in another relashinship yet and especially with my ex's brother, but.. if your ever willing to wait for me, please do.."

"ill wait for as long as you need, ill sit up and watch the moon dissapear and the sun rise, id wait till the end of the earth if it means i get to love you"

you take his hand in yours, his hands are freezing. 

"should we head inside?" you ask pulling him up off the ground

"id like that" he says with that loving smile on his face

*bzz...bzzz* 

hongjoongs phone screen lights up 

 .hwa is calling

you look up at him signaling he can answer

"where are you" seongwha asks

"why do you care.."

" you better not be with her"

"sorry but he is, i mean..why wouldn't he be." you say into the phone, ending the call.

you take his hand and lead him inside your room. 

"do you need a hoodie?, your freezing" 

"..."

"what are you looking at me like that for you"

"your..wow."

"what" you say giggling

"y/n, im being so serious right now, but i dont think i can wait. please. "

".."

you lean up and give him a quick kiss on his check.

"wait just a little longer?"you say smiling up at him. 

he tackles you onto your bed, digging his face into your neck gigling.

"ill wait forever for you"

note: i know this was short but im working on another book right now and i just wanted to leave t his here, please be nice with the criticism, i didnt have much motivation to write this, as i said i wrote it for fun on call with my friend, thank you for taking the time to read this !