#hbdbarish

[0721am]

باریش عزیز من

it's Persian. it says “Barish Azizamann,” which means “My dear, Barish” accordingly to three different translating website. 🤍

in the morning, I had no idea what to talk and left the task to the day, hoping that I'll find something interesting. indeed, I found something really cool.

recently, I've been hearing songs by JoBros, and their songs took me back to the time when I enjoyed watching their Disney movies. growing up, I was huge fan of them, especially Joe Jonas. (he's my favourite Jobro!) Well, my 10 y/o self had a cute crush on him.

there is this song called “This is me” from Camp Rock.

I love this song soooooo much to the point that I still remember the lyrics, and I suck at remembering the lyrics. 🫣

oh, wait, the chemistry between Joe and Demi was the peak chemistry for my 10 y/o. I gushed over their chemistry so hard.

i hope you do enjoy their chemistry and let the light shine on you, babe! 🤍

also, I hope you're noticing the small stuffs I do in these posts apart from what I write, hehe!

my day was mundane. i usually stay awake entire night coz I sleep in the afternoon. I find night peaceful. i binge-watched Bridgerton and started with Queen Charlotte. the lunch was scrumptious and devoured it to my heart's content — daal and dahi. it's 10:10 pm now. I'll be having my second cup of Chai and watch Queen Charlotte.

I'm waiting for the day to breakfree from the clutches of the life. till then, I shall enjoy the time, hehe!

I hope you had a lovely day, azizam! 🤍

17 days to go! @thelilacdews

— yours, Teeeee!

[0721am]

as of now, my life is still the same with the ups and downs becoming dramatic. but, from this Friday/Saturday, I think my life will slowly change for better. slowly, one step a time.

and, yes! Still With You’s royal entry to the Spotify is definitely a matter of celebration. how can a man write and sing to us as if he is hopelessly in love?>⁠.⁠<

It's the Third!

Hey Love!

Hope it's been good out there. It's already the 3rd day, My life's been pretty average and super busy, wonder how it's been for you.

Today, finally "Still With You" get's it's royal entry to the spotify, definetly a matter of celebration, ain't it!! I absolutely can't wait to stream the heck out of it. Since we're talking about it anyways, here's some of the beautiful lyrics JK pinned down that I'm sending to you...

Behind your faint smile looking at me, I’d like to paint a beautiful purple color Even if our steps might be in different frequencies, I’d like to walk on this path with you Still With You

18 days to go....... 💜

@0721am

[0721am]

carissimo barish,

last night, the schedule of “Seven” threw me off-gaurd. heavens, I was sentimental at the display of Jungkook’s ARMY tattoo, and I noticed the it. “IT” being Jungkook's naked glory masked gracefully behind his hand. HIS RIPPED BODY was too ravishing. so buttery smooth. of course, duh, I screamed at the top of my lungs upon the realization. 💀

only Bangtan makes sexy stuff out of sentiments! 🪄

nonetheless, I was over the moon at the schedule because we're having double feast. a serendipity! we're gonna enjoy Jungkook's “Seven” and his ripped body. *drools* oh, I forgot the important fact — his sizzling on-screen chemistry with Han Sohee in the Seven's MV.

bestiee, we need to be PREPARED for the impending rollercoaster of emotions! well, I'm certain we'll enjoy this to our heart's content, hehe. 🖤

—

it's 2nd of July. these days, I find the word “second” precious. the past few months had been a learning curve for me. I learned many valuable lessons and recollected forgotten happiness. upon reconnecting with you, I felt our friendship matured and begun the second chapter. do you feel the same? i feel the shift. i love this second chapter! a good one. haaaaa, what a journey, dearest!

let's make each day count, my love! @thelilacdews 🖤

nineteen days to go.

— yours, Teeeee!

[0721am]

Dearest Barish,

Uhm, so, we're finally at the countdown for our 25th b'day. I'm feeling surreal and definitely have not grasped the reality. Are we really going to be 25-years-old? In my heart, I'm still 17-year-old, constantly daydreaming and hoping. 🌼

I wasn't sure whether will you be able to do this countdown with me as your life is beyond hectic. I wanted to do this small tradition of ours, which I always eagerly anticipate every year. This tradition means a lot to me. A metaphor, an answer, a piece of evidence of togetherness, and alas, one of the beautiful moments of my life. Perhaps, you can join whenever you can. 🤍

So, it's the first day of July '23, and I hereby welcome you to the end of the wretched year. Good grief, we endured a tough year. I'm certain that our 25th b'day will be delightful, better than 24th and 23rd. 🕊️

This is the perfect day to listen to 'Spring Day' by BTS, as we move forward with courage and hope. 🌼

❝ 아침은 다시 올 거야

The morning will come again

어떤 어둠도 어떤 계절도

Because no darkness or no season

영원할 순 없으니까

can last forever❞

(I couldn't link the song as I don't have Spotify on my phone. Storage issues sucks, your honour!)

the Winter is ending soon. I'm eagerly looking forward to our 25th, especially with you.

Twenty days to go, my beloved! @thelilacdews 🤍

— yours, Teeee!

[0721am]

મારો પ્રેમ, બારિશ

good morning, my baby! @thelilacdews 🤍💜

last night, as I was wrapping up my work, a thought struck me.

usually, we receive gifts on our birthday. have we ever gifted ourselves on our b'day? what if we gift ourselves something? it can be anything — from an actual gift to a boundary or a resistance that you wish to set yourself free from. it can be ANYTHING!

This makes our b'day more meaningful, I believe. We choose to do something for ourselves. We choose us. You choose you. I choose me.

Have thought of any gift you will want to gift your 25 y/o?

3 days to go, my beloved! ☀️🌟💕

— yours, Tee!

[0721am]

менің махаббатым, Бариш

make a wish, dearest! @thelilacdews

often, I heard from my peers that 11:11 is considered Angel's number. one must wish for something when the clock strikes 11:11 in the morning and night. so, I've captured 11:11pm for you. I hope whatever you wish for comes true!

ah, four days to go, baby! just four days to go! oh my god!

— yours, Teeeeee!

[0721am]

Mín kæra, Barish

Coz of Seven, a song has been stuck in my head. So, I'd like to dedicate that song to you!

Main koi aesa geet gaoon Ke aarzoo jagaoon Main koi aesa geet gaoon Ke aarzoo jagaoon Agar tum kaho

Tum ko bulaoon, ye palkein bichaoon Kadam tum jahan-jahan rakho Zameen ko aasman banoo, sitaroon se sajaoon Agar tum kaho Main koi aisa geet gaoon Ke aarzoo jagaoon Agar tum kaho

Main titliyoon ke peeche bhagoon Main jugnuoon ke peeche jaoon Ye rang hai, wo roshni hai Tumhare paas dono laoon Jitni khushbooien, baag mein milein Haan, jitni khushbooien, baag mein milein Main laoon wahan pe, ke tum ho jahan Jahan pe ek pal bhi thairoon, main gulsitaan banaoon Aga tum kaho Main koi aisa geet gaoon Ke aarzoo jagaoon Agar tum kaho

Agar kaho to main sunaoon Tumhe haseen kahaniyaan Sunoogi kya meri zubani Tum ek paari ki dastaan Ya main karoon Tumse baiyaan Ya main karoon Tumse baiyaan Ke raja se rani Mili thi kahan Kahaniyoon ke nagar mein Tumhe le ke jaoon Agar tum kaho

Tum ko bulaoon, ye palkein bichaoon Kadam tum jahan-jahan rakho Zameen ko aasman banoo, sitaron se sajaoon Agar tum kaho

Main koi aisa geet gaoon Ke aarzoo jagaoon Agar tum kaho Haan, agar tum kaho La la la la la Um hmm hmm hmm hmm

Candidly speaking, I want to sing this song to you. Maybe I'll try attempting it when I actually become good at singing. This will be another surprise, hehe!

Five days to go, my love! @thelilacdews

— yours, Teeee!

[0721am]

драга моја, Бариш

today will go down in the history of our celebration as the best day ever! I'm never ever going to forget today. all thanks to Jeon Jungkook.

July 14th, 2023 — you're fucking rockstar!

ah, my baby, how are you feeling after seeing and listening to "Seven!"? the day is almost nearing its end, and I'm feeling high. I've not grounded myself, yet.

we've exactly seven left for our b'day!

compared to the past years, this year has been a lot special. the vibe of our celebration is different. don't you feel it too?

and, Barish, thanks to you that I connected with a piece of childhood that was lost with time and tragedy. I realized how much I truly love make-up and fashion. seeing you dolling up for every occasion reminded me of my childhood. I don't remember how and when I stopped taking care of myself.

anyway, I want to appreacite and adora how much you take care of yourself despite everything that happened in your life. never ever giving up on your happiness is the best trait you possess, Barish. you held onto it tightly as much as you can even at the pinnacle of the storm. you're truly inspiring. I just love seeing you happy and being dolled up. you're so pretty!

ah, I wonder what you've planned for the b'day! I'm curious!

let's get for a seven, bestiee! @thelilacdews 🌟💜

[0721am]

người thân yêu nhất của tôi, Barish

*crack knuckles*

*crackles like an evil witch*

oh dearest, tomorrow, Jungkook will set the world on fire, especially our hearts. are we going to survive the Seven MV? God only knows! but before that happens, I decided to set your heart on fire.

aren't you curious?

darling, i've curated the finest piece of art! have fun!!

eight days to go, dearest! @thelilacdews

— yours, Teeeee!

[0721am]

mein Liebster, Barish

this is the German translation of "my dearest." in my head, I pronounced Liebster as Leeb-ster, which reminded me of Lobster.

Lobster reminded me of...

I wanna be a rap star lobster I wanna be the top I wanna be a rockstar I want it all mine I wanna be rich I wanna be the king I wanna go win I wanna be

bangtan's humour is elite. they make every emotional song into some kind of funky song.

I had a scrumptious fish curry with a side dish made of prawns for lunch, and the flavours sent me to heaven. I love fish curry, except for the part where I had to remove the skin from the bones. I never enjoy it. I prefer fried fish with fewer bones. What did you have for lunch today? I'm so happy that fate's magic turned out so beautifully. May your life keeps on attracting magical moments.

Seven's teaser IS OUT. I'm buffering. why does Jungkook look so tired when Sohee rants out something to him? what is "Seven" actually about? is the MV inspired by an AO3?

I can't wait for the song. Can July 14th come sooner?

bestiee, nine days to go for our b'day! @thelilacdews 🤍

— yours, Teeeeeeeee!

[0721am]

jaalallee koo, Barish!

today is really an important day in my life. after a long, long time, I've finally purchased a desktop. the desktop is from HP. it's fantastic! 🩵

I'm feeling hopeful about my future. i can finally begun to work on my stuff. I'm just happy and relieved, Barish. I can't even express it properly.

one small step towards the future! 🩵

i couldn't even sleep in the afternoon b’coz I eagerly waited to receive the product.

ahhhhh! I'm happy! 🩵

I wish for the day when we simply conclude, “It’s just a bad day!’ whenever we have crappy days, and not think how terrible the life is because the reality is genuinely good. I hope such a day arrive soon in our lives! 🩵

13 days to go, my love! @thelilacdews

— yours, Teeee!

[0721am]

αγαπημένε μου Barish

it’s 7th July. one week since the b’day celebration. two more weeks to go!

I'm glad that we were born in the 7th month, on a date divisible by the number 7. this makes us special.💜

we developed a deeper connection because of BTS, and their main significance is 7. this connection was crafted with finesse by the God.

we're really, really special. @thelilacdews 🪻

One history in one person One star in one person 7 billion different worlds Shining with 7 billion lights 7 billion lives, the city's night view Is possibly another city's night Our own dreams, let us shine You We shine brighter than anyone else

i need to talk about “Seven.”

HOLY MOLY, JEON JUNGKOOK! is this man on a mission to melt our hearts with his naked glory and smooth ripped body?

this man really has an affinity to strip tease us. I honestly thought the song will be emotional since it was titled “Seven.”

but, nope.

damn, his body is so hot. so smooth. clean. i wonder how he smells. argh, I’m losing my mind!

loooook at him! gaaaaaaaaaah, so gorgeous, so sexy, so hot. I’m losing my mind. HIS ABS? perfect. HIS FACE? beyond perfection. guess what? his pants are ripped from behind. the man could’ve flashed his ass. such a tease, I swear to God.

ahhhhhhh! (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

how are we going to survive this hotness?

in all honesty, I’m happy Jungkook is releasing the album in July. His stuff made our celebration even more special. We’re celebrating two different occasions, and what’s better than this? I hope every July, henceforth, be blessed like this!

14 days to go! 💜

— yours, Teeeee!

[0721am]

mi querido Barish,

there is only 30 minutes for the new day to arrive. I hope your day went well! 🫐🪻

I was down with flu, and my entire day went in recovering from it. thankfully, it was a mild one. so, I think I'll recover from it very soon.

but, I miss one thing — ice-cream. I love ice-cream so, so much. ah, now I can't eat them.

my go-to order for the ice-cream ranges from Jungkook's ice-cream adventure to mundane flavours. I've tried various combinations, but none tasted heavenly like DBC — death by chocolate. just pure chocolate heaven with three scoops of chocolate ice-cream, chocolate syrup, brownies, and choco-chips sprinkled on the top. also, I eat plain, old Vanilla flavoured ice-cream too. I tried butterscotch, blueberry! ohhhhh, my another favourite is cookies and cream. i don't like Oreo, but I love it with ice-cream!

i like eating Gulab Jamun with ice-cream. I've not tried the ice-cream sandwich, which I'm thinking of trying it soon.

ohhhh, I forgot abt the scrumptious fried Vanilla icecream I had at the Japanese restaurant. I had it in 2018 and never got an opportunity to have it again. life, meh. the hot, crispy texture and cool Vanilla ice-cream was explosive. it's definitely like eating spicy Pakora with Chai. just scrumptious and finger-licking-delicious.

what's your go-to order for ice-cream, baby? 🍨

and, here is a song for you! I love this part of the lyrics, which aptly conveys my feelings.

All the reason I can laugh out All the reason I sing this song I'm thankful for being next to you I'll try to shine more brightly On a starry night Hope my you sleep tight Shinning purple light Thankful to be by your side now.

hope you sleep tight, my love! @thelilacdews 💙

15 days to go!

— yours, Teeeee!

[0721am]

प्रिय बारिश

good day, brew-ti-ful! I've decided to mocha 5th July '23 brew-ti-ful with my coffens puns and funs.

dearest, words can not espresso how much you bean to me. you're like coffee — steaming hot and magically makes life better. you're truly mug-nificent.

you mocha me smile. you mocha make July so brew-ti-ful that I eagerly look forward to it. 🤎

while writing this post, a question popped in my mind:

since you know to make a cup of coffee, doesn't that make you a barishta? 🤎(⁠>⁠ ⁠ਊ⁠ ⁠<⁠)🤎

although I'm not a fan of coffee, I’m wholeheartedly in love with the smell of the roasted beans, the warmth of the cup, and floating milky froth.

my go-to order is either Latté or Cappuccino with three pumps of Vanilla syrup and with a slice of Red Velvet cake. what's yours? I'm curious! 🤎☕

Thank you for bean my friend. we’re the perfect blend! hope the day went well for you, my darling. sending you a whole latte love. see you tomorrow!

16 days to go! @thelilacdews 🧸

— yours, Teeeee!

[0721am]

내 소중한 Barish,

it's 3rd July, baby! why does it feel like time is flying faster? ah, anyway, I want to share the OST that has captured my heart. it's from the show, “King the Land,” and I love it so much. ❣️

by the way, the man is damn hot.

today the weather is gentle and warm, which reminded me of Hobi. i miss his cute laugh and vibrant presence so, so much. everything feels dull without him. every time a member posts something, his comments on their posts always brought a smile on our faces. I hope he is doing well in the military! and, can you imagine how buff he'll be when he returns? gosh, I can't wait to read all the fanfictions on Bangtan's military returns, especially the spicy ones. 💋

gaaaaah, bestiee, I hope today is lively like Hobi's. sending you all warmth and love from your neighbouring country! @thelilacdews ❤️

eighteen days to go!

— yours, Teeeee!

[0721am]

21st July 2023 neighbouring country

என் அன்பே, பாரிஷ்,  @thelilacdews

One of the famous quotes by Shakespeare is - "With mirth and laughter, let old wrinkles come." Nah-huh, we are not going to let the wrinkles near us. As active members of Seokjin-the-great community, our Father, Kim Seokjin, blessed us with eternal grace, dad-humour, and beauty. You and I shall age like a fine wine!  

Fret not, my dear friend - our journey henceforth shall be smooth as butter. (Yeah, very smooth!)

Happiest Birthday, Barisha! You are admired, loved, and appreciated more than you will know. Well, dearest, I will let you know so that you feel sincere affection. May joy and peace bloom in your heart year along. May your life fill every year with love, sweet devotion, and money! 

While searching for some pictures for the birthday post, I landed on the lyrics of 'To You' by Darumdarinda Gang, Seventeen. Darumdarinda was stuck in my head for the past few weeks, hehe! 

The verses go like this —

In a swirling day You've given me a piece of happiness You've placed all of the smiles in the world in my hands So even if I run out of breath on a steep road Even when I lose my path during a cold day We're still holding hands with warmth

I had always spoken about holding hands. That's why finding these verses was a pleasant surprise to me. These words precisely capture and convey my feelings. You, who inspired me to go after the happiness and joy I lost over these years, are so dear to me that I no longer find the future dreadful. Well, the future is intimidating but not scary anymore. All of this is because of your constant love and care. 

Where you are is where I want to be. Your friendship is not just a word or a simple label; it's a place, a home far away from the darkness that is our chaotic world. 

I'm so excited to welcome 25 with you. Deep down in my heart, I feel this year will turn out well for us, although I'm curious about 25. What kind of moments will we share? What kind of happiness will we enjoy? I'm utterly-butterly curious! 

Barisha, so much has happened in your life. You graduated, landed a job, and even got a promotion. Many years of hard work are finally paying off. You're reaping what you sow all these years. 

You graduated when we had a conflict. I feel sad thinking I couldn't be part of your big day. I'm really proud of you. And I apologize for being a terrible person during those moments. Honestly, I didn't know whether to wish you or not. My experiences taught me to stay quiet. I don't know what to feel about this anymore. One thing is for sure — I do not wish to miss any special moments in your life. Your happiness means a lot to me. Being there for you in your happiness makes me feel alive. I wanted to send you a bouquet for your graduation. Of course, duh, I'm broke. So, I'm sending you a mood board of flowers that have special meanings! 

Our birthday perfectly fits in the calendar where the surrounding events are significant to us. BTS's birthday is on 13th June. ARMY day is on 9th July. BTS always plans something for ARMY day. This year, we got SEVEN from Jungkook, our puppy hopeless romantic human. This universe plans for our birthday more meticulously than us. She knew that we deserved the best. 

As I always said, you were the answer to my prayers. 

I love you for many reasons. Because you're genuine, sentimental, and the most fantastic person on this planet. Because you work at our friendship with as much care and focus as you do when you go on an art-hunting spree. Because with you, I never felt lonely and scared. Because you make world a better place. Because you believe in me. Because you gently held my vulnerable side and protected it with your everything. Because I feel safe with you. Because whenever I forget who I am, you always remind me of things that makes me. Because of you, I connected with many parts of myself. Because you are simply amazing. 

I love you to the moon and back. I love you more than your Pogo loves you. Sending loads kisses and hugs to you! 

You're the best thing ever happened. 

I want to raise a toast!

I met you when I was 18.  Now, we are celebrating our 25th birthday together.  Seven years of friendship.  Six years of celebrations To the happiest memories, more and forever. 

Once again, Happiest Birthday, darling! I love you so much, Chingu-yah. VMIN will die of jealousy if they learn about our friendship, hehe. Thank you for putting all of yours into our friendship. Have an amazing day, my sweet love!

— with love, Teeeee!