#hbd dear paula '24

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"Bet It All On Black" [Locked Vers.]

YOU LOOK SO GOOD IN BLUEEEE- THANK YOU SOSO MUCH TO @catsinnamon FOR THE COMM !!! PAULA LOOKS SO PRETTY !! Holding plushies of her two boys <3 Will you be pulling for her? 🤨

borderless and rambles under the cut! Find other birthday pieces for Humanity's Hope here! [Unlocked vers.]

You guys already know I had to get this, I've had the idea since last year, I was just waiting for Mammon's card to come out. I'm so happy - I almost screamed when I saw the final piece. It's better than I could have dreamed 🥹 Thank you sm Sinna. It's been amazing seeing you grow as an artist, and I can't wait to see where you go. I've wanted to get something done by Sinna for forever, and now I finally have !!!

Concept sketch I gave to Sinna if you're curious LMAOO. I'm posting this all from the bus, help. Genuinely sososo happy, thank god for Tumblr not having a text limit. Happy early birthday to me and my mc <3 Unlocked version coming tomorrow !! >:)

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"Bet It All On Black" [Unlocked Vers.]

LET'S START A WIN STREAK !! THANK YOU TO @catsinnamon FOR THE SECOND PART OF MY BIRTHDAY COMM !! Take Paula's hand for good luck!! I heard it boosts your odds of winning? If you can get past Mammon at least.

Humanity's Hope masterlist can be found here! Rambles and borderless under the cut!

[locked vers.]

HAHA here's the borderless version. It's like she's gonna take Mammon's hand 🥹 ALSO, notice the rings on her hand? I like to imagine Solomon's ring (index), if he had a secret message one, would have been a diamond. She cherishes those rings <3 though the polyship wedding bands will definitely be different hehe. For now, they're just fiance's

We won't get to see Solomon's card till next year, so I ended up going with having her demon features mixed with her human world outfit just like Mammon! Auggh she looks so pretty, I can't thank Sinna enough !!

Kinda embarrassing but Tumblr gets my sketches I sent Sinna. LOL NO JOKE I SAID "y'know how Sykunno covers his mouth when he laughs? Yeah. Paula too." Ajdjwj it's so crazy seeing all the artists I comm making my dreams/silly doodles a reality.

Anyway. Happy birthday to me and Paula! It's been the best birthday I've had in years. Thank you everyone 🥹 Love you guys

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"Wherever you go that's where I'll follow"

Mammon and Solomon reaching their hands out to Paula. She no longer has to hesitate when accepting them. She knows by now that she can trust them, and she'd follow them to the ends of the Earth. And the two of them would do the same for her as well.

First birthday comm is by the lovely @/bumibabes !! Humanity's Hope master list can be found here!

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"A date involves dancing, y'know?"

Up next we have this lovely comm by @/kami_kakari on Twitter !! They did such a good job with this !! I can't believe they brought this to life with my dumb sketch, but designing the dress was so fun!

I've known of obey me for a long while, my original account even had Levi's witch card animation. My phone died though, and I ended up losing that account.

I didn't pick up the game again until TTWF event! I think the free pulls lured me back in. But anyway, I wanted to get a piece with this in mind. How it all started <3 Find my master list for Humanity's Hope here!

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"Empty without you"

Imagine getting thrown into the past and feeling like you lost your soulmate. There's an empty feeling inside your chest that you're afraid will never go away, because what if this is forever? At least you have your necklace... But it's as much of a reminder as it is a comfort item.

BIG THANK YOU TO @/BUMIBABES ON TWITTER FOR CREATING THIS !!! PAULA DEMON FORM/DISGUISE LET'S FUCKING GOO !! Third piece for Humanity's Hope collection!

This was so much fun to design, I'm glad I finally have a reference for her demon form. Most of her outfit is pulled from Mammon, as he's the demon she's closest to (lovers). But pieces like her arm sleeves and waist- both mesh- are pulled from Levi, and the fact that she has a tail. Tattoo and waist chain are pulled from Beel, despite the tattoo being Mammon inspired.

The caption is from Flu Game by FOB, because I feel like it really relates to Paula. You can read the lyric ramble I did on it here.

But yeah. I imagine she spends a lot of time on the roof of cocytus hall alone, hurting Solomon in the process as she isolates herself. Sometimes he'll walk up to the window she climbed out of, and he can hear her crying. I'd like to think he finally has enough and climbs out onto the roof with her, and they have a long talk. He's been hurting just as much as she has, he misses Mammon as well.

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Humanity's Hope

A master list of every piece I had commed for my/my MC Paula's birthday this year! Mostly inspired by past birthday cards.

"The Stars Know Your Name" [Locked Vers.] - TBA! Inspired by Mammon's "A New Contract Card" and Solomon's "A Delicious Meal For All" birthday cards! Pajama version has a chokehold on me.

"The Stars Know Your Name" [Unlocked Vers.] - TBA! Inspired by Mammon's "A New Contract Card" and Solomon's "A Delicious Meal For All" birthday cards! The colored writing is so pretty.

"Are You Watching Closely?" [Locked Vers.] - TBA! Inspired by Mammon's "Illusion Birthday" card. Have I ever said Paula knows card tricks? Mammon fell deeper in love the day he found out.

"Are You Watching Closely?" [Unlocked Vers.] - TBA! Inspired by Mammon's "Illusion Birthday" card. Their outfits were all so pretty.

"Wherever You Go That's Where I'll Follow" - Paula reaching for Mammon and Solomon. She never wants to let go.

"A Date Involves Dancing, Y'know?" - The event where it all started (for real this time), The Three World's Festival 2022. This game has changed my life, and this was only the beginning.

"Empty Without You" - Crying alone on the roof because you feel like half your soul is missing while stuck in the past. Demon form/disguise debut! You can also read this about Paula's feelings on being stuck in the past.

"Bet It All On Black!" [Locked Vers.] - Inspired by Mammon's "Casino of Memories" card. She looks so good in blue, huh?

"Bet It All On Black!" [Unlocked Vers.] - Inspired by Mammon's "Casino of Memories" card. He's leaving all bets up to her.

Will link pieces as I post them <3 Some to come later, stay tuned!