#hawnestly

[hawntin]

Rewatched MTR (2007) recently, saw Wilbur would've been born sometime this year (2024), binge-searched the tags, decided to doodle them for the first time, temporary interest increased.

I would've loved a sequel to this movie exploring more of the potential relationship with Cornelius/Franny and a happy Goob.

[numinousdread-a]

Here is another silly question since I haven’t been here in a while and things keep changing:

What does it mean to be rpc unaffiliated??? Aren’t we all technically a part of the rpc ??? Do ppl mean they don’t affiliate with fandom ???

[epidaleacalamita]

was informed that a recent warf update reworked the enemy armor scaling to be less stupid and changed formulas to make partial armor strip more useful and i always thought that armor scaling was the most annoying part of warf. had to hold an emergency strategic conference in my head to assess how stupid i would look if i reinstall the game after making all those posts about how it sucks and i hate it. and whether or not it's worth doing it anyway

[raprockcity]

make more since if akira were there but hawnestly i need to draw chili p more. Ok. anyway theyre havin fun they r friends here playin viddie games. (they are both cheating.)

[tteokdoroki]

aali!!! i hope you’re having a lovely day wherever you are 💛 just wanted to ask if you have any tips for writers just starting out with writing smut? you’re criminally way too good at it that i had to ask 🙇🏻‍♀️ no pressure to answer, tho! love u <3

hi my love !! sorry for getting to this so late omg !! hope ur well ily <3

hawnestly i think what helps me is listening to nsfw audios (not porn, porn sucks) for dialogue or inspiration for positions. augustinthewinter carried me when i first started out with smut!!! use a thesaurus because sometimes writing wet a bunch of times gets repetitive LOL and also focus on how you’d want to feel if you were in that scenario!! prioritise how you would want to be loved (or fucked hehe) because most of the smut I write is self indulgent and believe it or not i am a Virgin!! so its mostly me picturing how I’d like to get down n dirty!! the best works come from spoiling yourself !!!

but definitely nsfw audios… they’re the cheat code !! sorry i don’t have much advice :( but thank u for the compliment cutie ilysm 🫶🏾

[lmaonade]

hawnestly idk what im doing

[gaylittlerichie]

8, 12, 25 and 27 for the it fic asks !!

8. favourite eddie portrayal

my favouritest eddie portrayals are in it’ll all work out by @tozierlvr and ready to grow young again by @clownbrainrot

12. favourite portrayal of the losers’ dynamic

sensi scripsi scivi by nbfutureboy has a sweet one i seem to remember!! and of course my dearly beloved everything’s got that big reverb sound by dystopiary

25. favourite writer

dystopiary on ao3 :)

27. fic you’ve bookmarked and are excited to read

hawnestly im not sure for this 1 bc the second i see something i like i absolutely gobble it up within 10 minutes

it fic asks

[maixiem]

somebody's oc from twitter i hawnestly dont remember

[azurexsnake]

Hawnestly, there’s a million-and-one points that I’d love to punch Knives in the face over, but I can’t get over, “What are you talking about, Vash? Kni is dead. You killed him.”

I’ll never not get furious over it ever time how Knives uses his hurt to hurt Vash, even in his “dying” moments. How he holds onto his resentment that Vash didn’t choose him. Didn’t pick his side. How Vash didn’t deny himself- his hopes, his wants, his ideals, his beliefs, and his LOVE- to help him, and treats that refusal to abandon himself as betrayal.

I get that to Knives, it is. It feels like it. But he equally as much betrayed Vash. Drove him to hurt and act in ways he never would have otherwise. Gave him an impossible mission to take on alone- the same ways Knives took his on in solitude. But Knives acted first. He started it. Which sounds deeply ironic and trivial since he is the elder sibling (I am one myself, I’m allowed to say this). But, truly, Vash was only reacting to Knives pushing forwards towards a future he didn’t want. That he was uniquely capable of correcting when given the chance. And it benefitted plants and humans both.

Vash would have helped Knives. He wanted to save him- to find a way that they could move forward towards happiness together. But it would always include a happiness with humans that Knives couldn’t abide by because he never wanted to see past his own hurt. He took his trauma, made it his reality, and took measure to force it onto the rest of the world as well, his brother included.

To say that Vash killed him is ludicrous projection. Kni killed his own connection with the baby brother he cared so much about. It wasn’t Vash’s lack of want. It wasn’t humanity’s mistakes/misdeeds. Kni chose to do that himself and “killed” himself for his own dedication to a self-serving future.

And I’m not going to sit here and act like he wasn’t justified to an extent, in seeing what became of Tesla and the plants undergoing a Last Run. But it’s for those same reasons that I wish he had done things differently when Vash could have helped. Even in their dying moments, the plants still cried and reached out, hoping to be heard. Understood. Connected with. Saved. They wanted to be saved. Just like Knives. And Vash could have done it. Maybe not in the Last Run scene, but if Knives had just given him a chance to prove what could be when you don’t hold on so tight to the pain of yesterday… doomed by the narrative fr 🫠

[reliquarian]

i miss maciej’s furry design hawnestly. i need to scrabble together some furry scifi world or open up apotheosis as my main creature dumping ground.

look at him...

[videostak]

was gonna say some contrarian thing like "they shouldve remade og paper mario instead of ttyd" but then was like wait no cause like thats the only game with a different artstyle than the later established designs and that one actually has more in common with its japanese name in that it looks liek a story book and doesnt have as many 'paper' gimmicks as later games and if they remade it theyd change all the designs and artstyle to be in line w/ the later entries and ttyd is kinda perfect in that they can update the backgrounds and shading and everything but keeep the actual character designs the same since its paper images. i love og paper mario sooooo much i grew up w/ ttyd but hawnestly dont care for it much now lol. like idk its def funnier than og but also my mind works a weird way where even tho ttyd is funnier like og paper mario has the way more comfier vibe so i just enjoy its lighter humor moree n stuff

[hawntin]

Art for a non-existing made-up LPS series based on a prompt. Though I think it would make a neat series (teenage girl; actually a fairy) Could use a fairy pet for it or craft diy fairy wings like in those very old 2010s videos

[swaneton]

i actually dont mind more things being added to the dashboard i just wish those things werent the byproduct of cloning twitter or ads hawnestly

[epidaleacalamita]

hawnestly i think all the new missions that open up on 2nd playthrough of armort core 6 should jsut be available on first playthrough right away. okay i know they're tougher and balanced for players with more experience and upgrades and polished builds but hear me out. eldy ring had the tree sentinel be like. the first enemy you see after crawling out of the tutorial hole. and it gave you the option to jsut spend like 5 hours bashing your head against this guy while underleveled and undergeared. so if a first time ac6 player, no os tuning upgrades, barely anything unlocked in the shop, barely even know how to play the game good, goes to attack the dam complex for the first time and wants to throw hands with iguazu and volta then i say let them

[klausie]

Hawnestly i want a yummy treat and if you r goig to attack me for thag then get off my page ❌❌🐕

[cyberrats]

Hawnestly seeing how Phantom Liberty will change the game, we might wait and do a clean install and try to remake him when it comes out and completely replay it w/ him.

WE LOST CROW'S CC SLIDERS 😭