#havent researched many but. its in a location i think ill like weather wise and apparently they have a decent entomology program
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mothbeasts · 3 years ago
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I am so tired right now that's probably why I'm making my own posts but!
I cannot wait for my appointment to talk about getting medicated for my adhd because. Wow I am feeling the effects right now
#i cannot focus on Anything and it's hell#i want to clean but i want to draw but i cannot do either of them for some reason. no games are fun but videos aren't either#im so understimulated at all times and i feel awful about it because that means i talk a lot!#so then my anxiety kicks in and goes 'stop trying to interact on discord. you're talking too much that's annoying'#and i cannot focus on my schoolwork which is Also Hell#because. like. ive gotta do that by the due dates.#and we haven't sent in any medical stuff yet i think???? idk?????#its an online school so i dont even know if they can accomodate my hell brain#and on top of this my Weird Brain Goo is back again! wow! i hate it here! dont wanna just talk about that but grrrr.#it is Unpleasant. all im gonna say. at least the headache from yesterday is gone#but based on previous Brain Goo Events. No clue why it happened because it's usually in specific situations.#maybe that weird fucked up dream i had did it.#and to top it all off. my sister clogged the toilet and we don't have a plunger for some reason. yaaaay. can't wait to move out.#but on the bright side!! in a few months i might get to tour the college i want to go to#havent researched many but. its in a location i think ill like weather wise and apparently they have a decent entomology program#based on a quick google search#if anyone knows good entomology colleges in the northern us please let me know because. I want to be cold and also study bugs#and i got a Big Art Commission from a family member (a whole $250!!!!!)#gotta. study more art refs for the style and get to work on that soon#anyway thats my Occasional Ramble that happens back to silently reblogging for a bit
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