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"Until the last light goes out, Phi will never let go of Day's hand."
LAST TWILIGHT (2023) dir. Aof Noppharnach Chaiyahwimhon coming November 10
quote by lang leav | mock trailer vers.
#asiandramanet#asianlgbtqdramas#last twilight#last twilight the series#morkday#jimmy jitaraphol#sea tawinan#thai drama#countaspieceofme#userjjessi#tonanons#mjtag#lextag#uservid#usertoptaps#userconcrete#tosnimeat#usertaeminie#tuserchlo#ninisdarlings#lightmiup#becauseigtf#today has been a very normal day#as yall might know haha#haven't even cried#i say like a liar
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Why am I always blamed for my sister’s disgusting living situation, I get we share a room, but I own significantly less than her. I don't have the money to throw away on thousands of plushies, posters, and music shit. I have clothes, what's on my dresser, a guitar, the plushies and blankets on my bed, my portable desk with accompanying tech, my phone, chargers, power strip, shoes, AND one poster. SHE FORGETS THAT ALL MY SHIT IS IN THE FUCKING BASEMENT WHERE SHE FUCKING PUT IT! OR I THREW AWAY BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT/NEED IT.
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Physically at the office, mentally in Raph's arms as he carries me like a potato bag around the lair.
#I'm not made for corporate jobs girl#I just wanna look pretty and write dirty smut#I miss being around here so much#haven't even got the time to answer the cute tag games you kindly invited me to participate in#* cries in adult life *#tmnt raphael#tmnt#tmnt x reader#tmnt raph x reader#tmnt 2007 raph#tmnt 2007#tmnt 2007 x reader
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PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE IT'S HAPPENIG IT'S HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOT OKAY I AM GOING TO DIE
IT'S 50TH HUNGER GAMES IT'S ABOUT HAYMITCH'S GAMES
SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UPPPPP
Given we know how his story goes that book is going to ruin me AND I AM SOOOOO HERE FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am unwell
#suzanne collins#catching fire#mockingjay#everlark#I CAN'T BELIVE THAT THIS IS HAPPENING#i'm sorry if it has maybe been a well known fact that she'll write his story I HAVEN'T KNOWN THAT#i literally started crying moments ago when i saw thissss#PEOPLEEEEEEEEEE 16YEAR OLD ME WOULD BE SOO HAPPY IF SHE KNEW THAT SHE'LL GET HIS STORY#you don't even know how i cried when i first read about it#also when i watched that famous fan made youtube video of 50th games#thg#the hunger games
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#remembering that one time i was 12#and my mom signed me up for a competition hosted by fucking harvard without telling me#about shopee's business plans#and what they could do to profit or sth#and i balled by eyes out crying bc i couldn't understand anything (neither could my teacher at school)#and mom wouldn't help me#so i cried some more#and she yelled at me bc she already put in money#ig now history is repeating itself#cuz my mom is telling me how she wasted her money on me for ielts#because i couldn't understand a single thing in the reading section (pt 3)#because the topic was fucking finance (AGAIN) and i could comprehend what it was saying#i just didn't understand what it meant#same thing went for a stephen hawking book once#discussed theories i haven't even touched about in schools#i dont think 13 year olds are supposed to be forced to consume medias about finance and politics and academics all the time#i mean im 13#im taking ielts soon#thats 3 years earlier than the minimum#which is 16#likehonestly#i dont wanna do this#anymore
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the biggest of thank yous to @princington for bringing pnw au: summer to life with such care! 🥺🥰
#i haven't cried several times over these no sirree!! not me!#(me when i lie)#pnw au#wn art#an even bigger thanks to prince for bringing so much beautiful art to life for this fandom!!!#no greater high than that of prince art. i said it. i stand by it#thank u thank u thank u#how do you capture the way they look at each other... it's magic#support your local artists commissions are a win/win for everyone involved!!!!!#the berry scene and the canoe scene... my beloveds
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#I've read it.#**** you just read fluff chaos and little amount of angst and here BUM#It took me almost 2 hours to read just one chapter I don't know why but no regrets at all#With all these emotional ups and downs#I have one novel that I hold on the very top of the angst stories (I haven't read that many books#stories and fics and can judge only withing that little I have)#but if mnmc keep going like this this I need to widen my place on top...#I've cried over Mojo again#The same scene and here we go again. how.#And then this one SORRY I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS#The way they triet each other#they both go through hell#All little details about their emotions#Their differences yet so many similarities#I don't like the angst is placed out of nowhere but this fic was BORN IN ANGST#I WANNA BITE BIG MAMA'S HEAD OFF#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE LEON KILL HER FRIEND#YOU WANTED LEO JUST TO BE SAFE BUT WHAT'S THE MEANING IF HE'S NOT#AND IT'S SO DARK IN THEIR CEILING THAT LEON COULDN'T EVEN SEE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH LEO#SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED AT ONE TIME#I DID COUNT WITHOUT JOKES HOW MANY TIMES I DID CRY DON'T JUDGE (I AM HARD TO CRY ON SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T CATCH MY ATTENTION I GUESS MY AT#ENTION IS CAUGHT WELL ENOUGH) 4 TIMES. 4 F***ING TIMES#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE I WANNA SEE CLICHE WHEN THEIR BROTHERS JUST BOOOM CRUSH EVERYTHING AROUND ON THIS AIRPLANE AND SAVE THEIR BROTHERS I WAN#A A CLICHE#I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THE END OF THE STORY WHEN LEON DIES HOW HE WANTED FROM THE VERY BEGINNING#I AM NOT OKAY OVER THE WAY HE TREATS THESE KIDS#OR LEO SUDDENLY A BOOST OF POWERS AND TELEPORTS THEM#ANYTHING#JUST NOT DEATH#AT LEAST NOT LIKE THIS
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my sleepy 1am brain just decided to compare Merlin every day in Avalon waiting for Arthur's return to 'Hachi: A Dog's Tale' (the movie where the dog goes to the train station every day to wait for his dead owner to return)
I— Just— Why??
#i haven't watched in probably more then 10 years#don't even actually remember the movie#except for that specific part#cause i cried SO MUCH#thinking about it now it's surprising i didn't relate to merlin's end sooner#that's my childhood and teenage traumas right there#both very similar#(if someone says “abandonment issues” I'll start throwing punches)#(don't call me out like that's it's rude)#bbc merlin#merthur
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sorry it's just that im obsessed with noir calling hobie 'doll' and 'darling' and 'sweetheart' and hobie calling noir 'love' and 'treacle' and 'pete' bcs they're affording themselves these little pieces of adoration and softness that their respective worlds never bothered to offer them
#and then they kiss forever and ever and are happy the end#smth smth a little piece of yourself in someone else smth smth trusting them with your language#i literally know this is 30's transatlantic slang and mle BUT THEY ARE IMPORTANT TO ME#haha wouldn't it be funny if i laid down and cried on the floor about two fictional guys who haven't even met in canon#im going insane i love them so much#there's something about those era and location-specific endearments that riff off each other so well#atsv#itsv#hobie brown#peter benjamin parker#noirpunk#punknoir#esophagus speaks#spidernoir#spiderpunk
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i hate when i can't figure out how to start a chapter
fucks up me right up :(
#cries in stupid#this isn't even about any aftg related (i'm in my klance feels rn trying to summon the brainpower to write a new chapter of an old fic)#but i can't. start it. which is precisely why i gave up Last Year when i was working on it.#and i haven't really touched it since because i started doing wipw and all my time is spent on that stuff now lol :')#anyway i'm angy and tired#diaerie
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Noteclan Moon 2!
so uh. Here's that aforementioned written piece. I think this is probably the best place to put it given that I want the end of the post to be about the end of the update:
It's still early in the day when Oatdawn and Beechdream set out in search of herbs, padding down the mountain into the forest of the valley.
Birds chirp and flutter in the trees. Iron-mud-red squirrels dash through the leaf litter after each other, oblivious to the cats trodding steadily along nearby. This forest is probably the liveliest place in several kilometres, other than maybe the shore of the lake. It’d be lovely, if not for the fact that all the animal smells are making it hard to find herbs.
At least if they can’t find anything it’s not a long walk back to the cave, something she wouldn’t be able to say if she was by the lake. Oatdawn dreads things fairly often, and one of them is the walk back up the mountain if xe must get herbs from all the way down there someday.
She glances to Beechdream for a second. He went there just recently to get xir a fish. He doesn’t even like fish.
..This walk is rather lovely, actually.
The scent of a mouse hits Oatdawn’s nose. Yet another animal distraction, yet another small creature she wants to pause and watch. But her duties as a medic must come first, as always.
You could use the bile against ticks, her mind chimes, tempting her, though she knows..
She doesn’t realize xe’s stopped until Beechdream does as well, his head tilted in silent question.
Oatdawn flicks her tail to point to the source of the smell, and seconds later there’s a skittering in the leaves in that spot. She watches, amused(surely this twinge in her heart is that), as Beechdream lowers himself to a hunting crouch.
He fumbles the catch, which is probably for the best, though Oatdawn does struggle to believe that when xe catches a sharp bitterness in his eyes.
“When did you get so into hunting?” She asks, tone light enough to ease the edge in Beechdream’s eyes as he looks at xir. “I still remember- you used to hate it, didn’t you? And now you’re fishing and going after mice and challenging eagles, always out- when’d that happen?”
Beechdream stares at the ground for a second. “I got tired of not being able to.” He glances up to Oatdawn after a second, sees xir’s curiosity. “Like- skill wise? And from my job back home. I��m sick of being cooped in.”
“You did.." Oh, she wishes xir memory was better. "Camp security, yeah?”
Beechdream nods.
“You still went out to get brambles and stuff, though. Was that not enough?”
He shrugs. “No? I’m glad your plants are for you, but. Not for me.”
Oatdawn stills, considering. Xir eyes drift to where the mouse had been.
(That twinge in her heart, as xe watched Beechdream smoothly stalk along the forest floor, his movements precise and certain. Was that admiration or jealousy?)
Well. Even if she wanted to hunt, she doesn’t know-
“How do you.” She swallows, face hot. “how do you hunt?”
Any distance that’d been clinging in Beechdream’s eyes fades. “You-? Of course, you’re a medic. Ok, uhm-”
He launches into a very - dare xe say adorably - flustered explanation of a hunter’s crouch, glancing back at Oatdawn far too often(“I keep thinking- that clearly you know this so it’ll be rude to explain,” “snrk-, It’s not, I promise,”) for it to be a smooth process.
She does learn, though. And soon the mission of collecting herbs is forgotten, as Xe hunts for the first time. It takes a couple of tries but soon Oatdawn has a mouse clamped tight in her jaws and triumph settled nicely into that aching spot in xir chest.
She’s well familiar with having to talk around things, and lifts xir paw to set the mouse down on it to say “Thank you.”
Beechdream grins, and the two of them bask in the moment.
before Ochrewillow glances over his head.
“Oh. That’s rosemary.”
“..So it is, yes.”
Oatdawn stares for a second. “I should probably harvest some sprigs from that.”
So xe should probably give Beechdream the mouse.
Passing it to him is easy. It means that he stands there, apparently too busy holding it to help gather rosemary, but that’s fine. This is fine. He should get the credit for it anyway, he’s the warrior.
When she’s gathered as much as xe can easily hold in her mouth, Oatdawn turns to face him again. Beechdream pads closer, takes the mouse from his mouth with a paw and- sets it on her head?
“What? You’ve got good balance.” He says, grinning, and pads past her to start breaking twigs off of the rosemary bush. “Just- this size good?” He asks, holding a piece up.
Oatdawn goes to nod, then pauses, humming a m-hm instead.
this is really happening.
She really shouldn’t bring this back, Spirestar wouldn’t- Heronstar would. He would approve. They’re breaking out of the specialties now, aren’t they? Defenders and medics can hunt. Fighters can learn to build barriers. The kits are growing up without having to pick that strict a role, without a war.
Right.
She just did her first, and hopefully far from last, hunt.
and now we resume our regularly scheduled comicing, with a Veilbreak and Rainpaw patrol!
ah yes. neon orange. a sure sign that Plot lurks the area.
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For anyone who skipped the written scene, Sílexclan wasn't the only name dropped; Oatdawn also thinks of a cat named Spirestar.
I don't plan on doing the huge written pieces often, but I had a lot of fun exploring it. One thing I've Not been having a lot of fun with is keeping these damned lineless cats from blending into the background. if anyone has any tips they'd be much appreciated
I'm still like. Hoping to eventually start updating more frequently. The reason this took so long is in large part because I started college partway through making it. So far I'm relatively low on homework though so here's hoping
So yeah! Hope you all enjoyed and that you have a lovely day!
#clangen#noteclan moons#noteclan#heronstar#veilbreak#tallsilk#pipitpaw#oatdawn#beechdream#rainpaw#Sílexclan#the amount that I care about these digital cats. is truly ridiculous.#I have paced around the room so many times over them. I have cried so many times over them. I'm barely even started with this#my computer overheated the other day and wouldn't turn on and my Only thought was 'oh god I haven't backed them up recently'
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did anyone else read flowers for algernon.... i read it earlier this year for school and i just remembered about it and how much i loved it. i remember looking for a fandom but got almost nothing other than it being just another book in those "books that made me cry" videos </3
#i literally cried in class reading it yall#that shit was GUT WRENCHING#flowers for algernon#i only read the excerpt for class though#but i bought a copy of the actual book :3#i haven't read it yet tho bc im reading some other stuff rn... swearsies once im finished with those ill read ffa#i even hyper fixated on it for like 2 weeks LMAO
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Posting this one on its own in honor of the absolutely horrifying and disturbing dreams I had a few nights ago that, upon waking, had me more exhausted than I was before I went to bed in the first place 😀
#i hate when this happens#do you ever have a dream that you-and you-do would-would do-and you#lackadaisy#lackadaisy cats#lackadaisy memes#lackamemey#mordecai heller#mordecai monday#lackadaisy mordecai#in one of the dreams it was about Inside Out 2#I haven't even seen Inside Out 2#But in the dream there was an emotion called Stick-It-In-Your-Eye#I couldn't make that up if I wanted to#Apparently I could though I was just asleep#daisy may cries#daisy may story time
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#taking an unofficial break until i feel better about everything 😭 perhaps until the end of june or maybe longer#i'm sorry for my low energy#i realize that i already haven't been engaging properly ever since i got injured#and part of me wants to :') i miss a lot about being in this space and it's been a little lonely stepping away#but i also think i haven't been happy with myself for awhile now#i just feel a bit#like i'm on the knife edge of giving up and that things that should scare me don't even properly register#& it feels like the pockets of happiness in between are not enough to sustain me through it#ah. just cried for a long time#there is a lot i've been thinking about but i think i won't talk about it on here :')#i'll be back in some time 🫡 if you need me feel free to shoot a dm on here or on discord
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People who think characters have to kiss to have a deep romantic connection have obviously never read a good fanfiction
#it is what is it#what do you mean they touch forheads while one of them cries and haven't even kissed yet?#they are killing me#the tension omg#fanfic
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Prefacing this with I loved both this show and these two episodes:
I think the ending would’ve been better if they committed to Agatha being dead. I really do. I get that they’re probably trying to pull the “oh there’ll be more of those two” but I don’t think they needed to.
I think the ending would have been far more meaningful had Agatha stayed dead, her coming back as a ghost definitely makes sense and definitely holds merit for Billy’s story especially, but I really do think her being dead would’ve tied the story together so beautifully.
I loved episode 8, I loved the beginning of 9, I am disappointed by the ending though. Nevertheless, I loved this show. It was fantastic, I’m so glad to have watched it and I will probably rewatch it a million more times now that it’s over.
#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#i cried#not a small amount#it was very well written#i haven't enjoyed a show this much in a very long time#still great even if the ending wasn't my favorite#I can see why it they did it the way they did#i will miss this show
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