#have some mercy bc my mental health is being destroyed rn

[everlarksquell]

the fact that we went from peeta saying this before the first games:

« “I want to die as myself. I don’t want them to change me in there. Turn me into some kind of monster that I’m not.” »

to katniss in mockingjay being like:

« “I wouldn’t be shooting Peeta. He’s gone. It’d be just like shooting another of the Capitol’s mutts.” »

has made me incredibly sick, because in the end peeta’s worst fear became a reality. they turned him into something so twisted and unrecognizable that the girl he loved went from admiring his loyalty to his morals and beliefs to stating that he’s been irrevocably corrupted by the capitol and that she wouldn’t even be killing him because he’s already gone, and i genuinely hope coriolanus snow is burning in hell for it.