#have only come close to dark once and even then it was schmoopy lol

[howdoyousleep3]

No lie I need therapist Andy to be so obsessed with me to the point where he drives by my house at night and jerks off in his car at the thought of me sleeping in my house naked and so vulnerable or maybe he imagines me taking the time to just feel good before falling asleep

Anyway I need him to be dark and obsessed

Oh, he’d be dark and obsessed.

He leaves the first appointment you have with him and cancels the rest of his appointments for the day because he has to follow you; he can't fathom being away from you. Class/Work, the grocery store, dinner with a friend, home; he follows you to each place and pockets a plethora of information about you, his little pet.

Cue him jerking off in his car about all the ways he plans on forcing your every thought to be ones of him combined with the images of you running around town today fresh in his mind.

He later calls Bucky, your general practitioner, still in his car and on your street, to thank him for referring you to him.

“I knew she’d be perfect for you, pal. Be gentle with her, as gentle as you can be."

"You know I'll give her just what she needs..."

He’d first make you come see him twice a week, sometimes three times, would work quickly towards making you sit in his lap during your sessions because it’s the approach to therapy he thinks would best suit you and your needs.

"You need the reassurance and comfort of physical touch..."

As uncomfortable as it is at first, you trust him. And over a short period of time you come to look forward to the way it feels to settle into his lap and against his warm, sturdy chest.

He cuts you off from your friends and your family, convinces you that they don’t have your best interests at heart, that they’re the reason your condition has worsened, with their incessant and constant worrying about you.

"It's holding you back from your progress. You can't move forward when they're holding you prisoner, when they play a role in your regression..."

You realize he's right.

Then you realize he’s the only one you can trust, the only person there is to look after you.

And once your friends and family are at quite the distance, he'd go in for the metaphorical kill. He convinces you your anxiety is worthy of being hospitalized over, that he needs to see you every single day in order to make sure you're okay. Naturally, you trust him. And naturally, you come to rely on him for comfort and support.

There's no one there to tell you it's a highly inappropriate relationship.

That's why it's so easy for him to convince you to move in with him.

That's why it's so easy for him to tell you how to dress, what to eat, to transfer to online schooling.

But the easiness of brainwashing you isn't entirely bad. In fact, you don't see anything negative about it. Over time, you come to love Andy. You love the care he shows you, his obsession with you. You crave his attention and his touch, the way he protects you and doesn't let anyone talk to you, the way he knows your mind and your body.

You love your Daddy. You love being his little pet.

You can't remember a time before your Daddy, what your life was like without your Daddy.

And that's exactly how Andy likes it...