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.𖥔 ݁ ˖ cyborg! renjun x afab creator! reader; please let me help you...it's what i'm meant for.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ warnings: 18+ MDNI, nipple play, self fingering, whimpery and beg-ish renjun, fast learner renjun, making out, slight oral (f), pent up frustration being taken out on reader, p in v, creampie, not proof read, etc...if i missed anything let me know pls ;P

⊹ ࣪ ˖ author's note: INSPIRED BY THE SONG THE MACHINE BY REED WONDERS & AURORA OLIVAS ( listen to it if you haven't, such a good song! ) thank you so much for 300+ follows! it means so much to see you guys wanting to keep up with my writing 🥹 as a little thank you, here is this fic for you!

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You were stressed.  

Beyond stressed at that.  

You looked towards the papers in front of you with frowned eyebrows as you mentally cursed at them for making you so stressed out. you let out a deep sigh as you ran your hands through your hair before resting your head at the crook of your arm.  

Renjun assessed you from the corner of your room as he scanned through his system trying to figure out the exact solution for him to help you. He softly called out your name, to which earned a soft hum of a response from you. 

“Do you wish for me to help you in anyway?” he asks as he looks at you with the softest expression you have ever seen him give you.  

Great. You thought. I’m being pitied by my own creation. This causes another sigh to escape your lips before you turned your head to the side to fully look towards him. “I’m okay Renjun. Just —” another sigh. “— just having a hard time trying to figure out this equation here and nothing is working.”  

Renjun frowned towards you as he knew there was something more than this and he could not pinpoint the exact reason as to why this made his chest hurt. “But —”  

“Really I'm okay, Renjun.” you said as you tried to give him the best convincing smile you could muster.  

Not fully convinced at this point, Renjun lets it go as he knew it would cause an issue with you and he did not want to see you even more stressed than you already were.  

Renjun knew why he was created by you. At least he understood why you did. You were lonely, and just wanted someone that could love you and fully understand you as the way you were without changing who you were for anyone. But he could not understand why you never used him like he was supposed to be used for. It broke his heart, well his metaphorical heart, to know that you were hesitant to do more with him as he wanted to do so much with you. He just did not want to push you.  

You always rested with Renjun by your side in bed, it was your way of making sure you got your full rest. But for some reason, tonight you were having a challenging time getting that said rest. You kept tossing and turning trying to find the most comfortable spot on your bed. A sigh escapes through your lips, and you lay your hand on your forehead as frustration crawling through your entire body.  

A thought crossed your mind that made your body flush at the thought. You turned your head to the side and were met with Renjun’s figure sleeping soundly next to you. Blessing your past self in the moment for creating the program in which he would require a certain amount of sleep to properly function. Not wanting to waste the open window you had, knowing that in an hour or two, Renjun would wake up soon as his sleep cycle would be ending.  

You started to mess with your nipples through your shirt. As you continued to tease and roll them with your thumb and pointer finger, you gently removed one hand from a nipple and used to trace down your sternum and down to your navel, creating a ticklish sensation that causes you to sigh in content. You finally reached the band of your underwear; you slowly pushed your hand underneath the waistband.  

You bring your fingertips down towards your folds. Completely passing your clit wanting to further tease yourself and moved towards your entrance where you knew you could gather enough slick to mess with your clit. Once you felt that you had gathered enough slick on your fingertips, you moved it towards your swollen hood and gently applied pressure on it. A shudder of a moan escapes your lips at the pressure you were creating as this was exactly what was going to help you sleep for the rest of the night.  

Slowly, you started to apply more pressure as you started to move your fingertips in the way you liked it so on your swollen clit. Small moans escape your lips as the sensations you were creating were descending on your legs. As you started to pick up the pace, a loud moan slipped through your mouth which caused you to cover your mouth with your free hand and quickly cast a glance towards Renjun.  

Biting your lower lip, you remove your hand from covering your mouth and bring it down towards your wet folds. You started to feel around your slicked entrance, collecting as many fluids as possible around your fingers before you slowly slipped one into your entrance.  

As you started to pump your finger inside of you, one finger became two fingers inside of you as you continued to chase after your height. The slow starting out pace you had quickly turned into a faster paced on as you started to follow the pace you had on your clit.  

So, entrapment in your blissful world of pleasure, you failed to notice how Renjun stirred a bit before waking up fully.  

Renjun felt himself blink his eyes slowly, adjusting them a bit in the dark room. His senses slowly came to him and the first thing that did was his hearing.  

He could hear the way you let out muffled moans through your mouth, the squelching sounds that came out from your entrance as you fucked yourself with your fingers.  

Could this finally be it? Renjun wondered. Can this finally be the time she uses me as she intended me for? 

Renjun tried his best not to make his presence known now as he was not sure how you would react to him waking up and just listening in on you trying to pleasure yourself.  

So, naturally he waited. 

Minutes continued to pass and Renjun continued to lay idle as he heard you pleasure yourself. He felt completely perverted knowing that he had not made his presence known to you, but he did not want you to stop because...it felt like he was the one helping you reach your peak.  

You were about to reach your height when you heard the smallest sound of a whimper. Too into pleasure you just thought it was yourself, so you just continued chasing the feeling within you. Just as you felt the feeling tighten within your core, you heard the faintest whisper of your name.  

You turned your head to the side to see a completely flustered Renjun looking at you with such doe like eyes and a deep flush on your face.  

“y/n...” he whimpered your name again in such a breathless way that it completely took you over the edge.  

Unexpectedly, you felt your core tighten completely and release in such an intense manner that it made you see stars briefly. You knew you were close to an orgasm but, seeing Renjun’s expression and the way he cried out your name was enough to set you over the edge.  

Trying your best to catch your breath, you turned your gaze to Renjun.  

“How long —” you cut yourself off as you felt your skin flush at the thought of how long he could’ve been watching you. “— how long have you been watching me?” you question as you placed your hands on your chest.  

Renjun felt his ears heat up as he avoided your gaze for a moment as he didn’t know how to put into words the feelings he felt while watching you. “N-not that long.” He said gently and watched with a calculated stare for your reaction.  

You turned to face forward to stare at the ceiling as you tried to understand the situation fully and to put all your thoughts together. You knew that Renjun would wake up at any moment the moment you started to pleasure yourself but to be fair you didn’t think it would take you that long to finish.  

All it took was to look at him and hear him say your name. That one voice spoke in the back of your mind, though as much as you wanted to be annoyed with it, you knew it was right. It was right in the way that you were scared to even admit to yourself for a while now. You knew the reason why you built Renjun, and the sole reason as to why you created him the way you did. It was to help you get through the loneliness you had but to also help you with any pent up stress that you had. And yet...you never used him in such way as you started to see him as a human being.  

Renjun did have a program where he could understand and fully act like a human being himself, but you still held back just because you weren’t sure you were the one that was ready to take it there with him.  

So caught up in your own thoughts, you almost missed the way Renjun moved closer to your side and placed a tender hand on your face and gently turning your face to where you can face him.  

“Please —” his voice breaks. “— please let me help you.” he begged you as his eyes started to water a bit.  

You were completely stunned at his reaction. You didn’t know what to say or what exactly to make of this situation but, your body had a different thing to say in the matter. Before you could even fully process what was happening, you leaned into the little bit of space that was left between the two of you. You placed a tender kiss onto Renjun’s lips to which he recuperated back. The two of you slowly explored one another's mouths, trying to figure out the pace the other wanted to place.  

Completely enamored with the taste, Renjun couldn’t help but place his hands into your hair, slightly pulling on the strands collecting the moan that rushed out of your parted lips and pulling you much closer to him. Going off of instinct alone, Renjun pulls himself up from the bed and pushes your legs open with his knee creating a space for his body.  

The moment his knee made contact with your quivering nerves, you let out a whimper into the kiss as you involuntarily rocked your hips on his knee trying to chase for that delicious sensation that was overstimulation.  

Renjun pulled away from your lips and started to place tender kisses along the column of your neck along with small bite marks in between each kiss that only elicited the prettiest moan he has heard leave your mouth this whole night so far.  

I wonder what she would sound like when I kissed between her legs... Renjun couldn’t help but wonder to himself as he started to leave open mouth kisses down your navel and on each side of your hips. The moment his lips reached your lushest thighs, he couldn’t help himself but teasingly bite them as his hands slowly made their way down. When his hands reach your thighs, he grabs a handful of the fat of the thigh that causes a whimper to escape your lips as you prompt your elbows up to take a look at him from your hooded eye lids.  

“W-what are you doing?” you asked out of breath as you felt your heart hammer even harder in its place in your chest.  

“I wanna taste you...” Renjun muttered as he placed a small kiss on your clothed clit.  

Before you could say anything to Renjun, he pulled your panties to the side and kitten licked your sensitive nub. Not being enough for him, he licks a strip from your entrance up to your clit with the fat of his tongue.  

The sensation of Renjun just licking up and between your folds was enough to send your toes curling and your eyes to turn to the back of your skull. He continued licking and sucking your folds as his goal was to suck out as much of those delicious moans out of you as he can.  

Remembering the movements you did on yourself you reach your own high earlier, Renjun softly placed the pad of his fingers on your entrance as he only wanted to gather up as much slick and spit as he could before he pressed his slicked-covered fingers onto your clit.  

This draws out a high pitched moan from you as he started to create tight, small circles on your clit. At this point you were a panting mess as you wondered how he knew your body so well. 

“H-how —” you cut yourself off as you felt his tongue start to gather up as much of your sweetened slick as he could on his tongue.  

“I’m just applying the things I've seen you do on yourself.” Renjun answered between licks as he couldn’t get enough of your taste.  

As he continued, you felt your stomach tighten as he started to flick your clit. “P-please not like this —” you cried out as you arched your back off of the bed.  

Renjun stopped all motions and looked at you for a moment. “Do you want me inside of you?” He gently asks as he starts to sit on his knees, waiting for your answer.  

You nodded your head as you hurriedly answered him. “Yes! Y-yes please I want to finish on your cock.” you said as you looked at him with such a deep and pretty flush on your face, only making him lose his composure even more.  

Without answering you, Renjun rushes to lean into you for another heated kiss as you opened your legs wide for him to be able to insert himself between your legs. As the two of you fought for the little bit of dominance in the kiss, you started to push down at the sweats that laid on his hips with your feet as you felt yourself growing desperate for not having him inside of you. The same was being done with you, Renjun took hold of your panties into his hands and just ripped them in half as he didn’t want to wait any longer as well.  

Once you were both successfully naked on your bottom halves, you both pulled away from the kiss and looked down towards where Renjun’s cock was resting painfully hard on your thigh.  

Oh... you knew that Renjun was packing, for God’s sake you were the one that designed it for him. But seeing it for the first time in such way...it was making your mouth water at the pretty sight before you.  

Renjun was on the thick side of the things, with the prettiest shade of pink for his tip. A couple of throbbing veins adorned the side of his cock that you were just dying to feel inside of you.  

Before you could say anything to him, Renjun took hold of the base of his cock and guided it to between your folds to gather up as much slick as he could. Feeling like he needed his dick a bit more wet, he spat on himself, and your glistening folds a couple times to where he gave a content smile. He then guided his tip towards your awaiting entrance.  

Renjun started to slowly push his fat tip into your tight entrance that caused for a groan to leave his lips and for a moan to leave yours. He continued to push himself inch by inch until he was fully seethed inside of you.   

You knew Renjun wasn’t moving as he was letting you adjust to his size considering he didn’t fully prep you for his size, but how could think about him adjusting when you needed him to start moving or you thought you were going to go crazy at the stillness.  

“Renjun...s-so full.” you whimpered as you placed your hands on his shoulders and lightly dug your finger nails into them creating half-moon indents. 

He slowly started to glide against your gummy walls, and you swore you felt one of his veins thump violently inside of you. Renjun swore under his breath as he tried to hold in his load as he didn’t want to ejaculate prematurely just because of how your warmth was consuming him whole.  

You watched the way Renjun couldn’t take his eyes off of where the two of you became one. You watched the way his eyebrows frowned in pleasure as small pants started to come out of his mouth. Renjun’s gaze switched up to you to see how you were handling everything, and he swore he felt something within him snap at the look of ecstasy on your face.  

Without much warning to you, Renjun pulled out almost completely just leaving his tip inside of you and thrusted fully in one go. This caused you to arch you back off of the bed with a squeal.  

“S-sorry! Did I hurt you?” Renjun panicked as he completely stayed still inside of you as he wasn’t sure how to take your reaction.  

“N-no just — ah! — just felt so good.” you moaned out as you felt Renjun’s tip nudge slightly at your cervix.  

“Oh...” he muttered quietly as he looked down at where the two of you connected once again before he started to create a fast pace.  

Short, quick pants leave your lips as you tried to keep up with the fast pace Renjun was going at now. You felt more of your wetness sleek out of you as you watched the way he was completely zooned onto your stomach as he watched the way each time, he pounded in he could see a slight bulge through your stomach.  

You went to say something to him when he suddenly started to pick up an even faster pace and was hitting that spot within you that you yourself couldn't even get to.  

“F-fuck — mmgh! —  you feel so good.” Renjun grunted out as he took hold of your legs and pulled them over his shoulders, putting you into such a mean mating press.  

“Junie!” you cried out as you felt him go into a deeper angle inside of you.  

“Made me wait for so long for you to use me the way I was intended to.” he said as he pushed your thighs down further against your chest.  

“Had to fucking watch you fuck yourself with your fingers for you to even let me fuck you.” he grunted between each thrust as he pushed down on your hips, so you wouldn’t move an inch as he continued his ruthless pace on your wet cunt.  

At this point you were a complete squelching mess as Renjun kept fucking into you relentlessly. You felt your mouth fall open as silent moans fall through your lips as he continued to hit your g-spot with such precise hits.  

“Did you enjoy the fact that I was watching you the whole time baby, hmm?” he teased as he pressed down on your neglected clit causing you to arch your back as much as you could off of the bed. “Tell me baby, did you?”  

You felt your head move up and down numbly as you felt yourself getting completely dumb on his delicious cock. Renjun took hold of your face and squished your cheeks together in such a degrading way that you felt yourself clenching, causing Renjun to falter a bit at the sensation.  

“Use your words when I’m talking to you.” Renjun said as he leaned his face down to where your lips grazed one another.  

A breathless moan leaves your squished lips as you nodded your head which quickly followed a squealing response; “Y-yes!”  

“Such a good girl.” Renjun groaned out as he placed his lips on yours as he let his hand go from your face as it loosely wrapped around your neck.  

As the of you made out, Renjun created faster and tighter circles against your clit making you whimper into the kiss that he swallowed as your tongues glided against one another. Your felt your core starting to tighten signaling that you were close to your second release of the night.  

“I’m — ngh! Ah! — I'm close!” you moaned out once Renjun moved away from your lips to lean down and place love marks on your breasts before he started to lap his tongue against your sensitive nipples.  

Renjun knew you were close to the way your velvety walls start to contract against his cock in such a delicious grip that he was so close to blowing his load inside of you completely.  

“Can feel you clenching so tightly around me baby...” Renjun said as he felt his thrusts become staggering and somewhat sloppy as he knew he was also close.  

“Junie please, please, please come with me!” you whined out as you started to feel the tightening sensation become too much causing for tears to brim against your water line.  

“Fuck baby.” Renjun moaned out as he started losing all resolve in holding out as much as he could.  

With a small whimper, Renjun looked into your eyes, and you too saw tears brimming at his water lines as the sensation of cumming was all but new to him. You took hold of his face in your hands as you knew he was having a hard time letting go.  

“Come with me baby.” you whispered gently between the two of you.  

With one last hard thrust, he came with a mix of a whimper and grunt as the gentle, fucked out expression and words you were giving him was just the right push he needed.  

As you felt ropes of his cum start to paint the inside of your walls, it was what you just needed as your core tightened completely before releasing in such an Earth shattering orgasm.  

You felt Renjun start to soften inside you as you both tried to catch your breath. Renjun placed his forehead against yours as the two of you basked in your post-sex glow. Slowly, Renjun removed himself from inside of you with a low hiss before he laid by your side and wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you into his side.  

He gently moved the strands of your hair that stuck onto your sweaty forehead out of way, he started to place gentle kisses along your face before he landed on your lips, kissing you gently.  

“Don’t do that to me ever again please.” Renjun whispered against your lips.  

“I promise baby.” You whispered back to him with a small kiss.  

Renjun leaned down and connected your lips into another gentle kiss, sealing the promise between the two of you as he held onto you tightly by his side.  

a/n: thank you for reading and thank you again for 300+ follows!

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Part Five: Hogwarts Dreams at Night

“Do I chose the one that I love? Or the one that loves me?”

Starring: Lee Jeno, Na Jaemin and Haung Renjun

The final part.

Thank you all for reading.

Warnings: None. Just a bit of smut.

Words:7k

Enjoy;)

When you woke up this morning you thought the uncomfortable feeling in the pit of your stomach would have left. Hoping sleep would make all your worries fade away. And they did for a moment. During that quiet peaceful time when you first wake up and the sun shines through your window. The silence in your room. The only sounds coming from the birds chirping just out your window. That was your peace.

But when the weird feeling returns that peace falls apart and instead you are met with the same unrest as yesterday. There were three boys at the train station waiting for you to choose who you’d sit next to. It shouldn’t be a big deal and it shouldn’t be that hard of a decision.

You played the entire scenario out in your mind searching for a logical way to decide and explain this entire situation.

It shouldn’t be a big deal because all three are your friends. It shouldn’t be a hard decision because you had just made up with Jeno and he was your best friend.

But it was a big deal. You wanted to sit with Jeno since you had just figured things out. But Renjun and you had gotten so close. You considered him one of your close friends. And Jaemin, you hadn’t spoken to him much of the time off but in the moments you did, they were sweet in his weird way of being lovely.

You huffed rubbing your eyes. Throwing the covers back you didn’t even bother fixing your bed. Too annoyed at the sheet that got ruined from the tossing and turning you had done the night before. This felt like an even bigger deal when you thought about the future. How eventually you had to divide your time and attention between hangouts, lunches, parties, and phone calls. It was just starting with a train ride.

You had just finished brushing your teeth when you realized the time on your phone. Almost dropping the toothbrush you rushed out of the bathroom. Trying your best to get changed and ready you ran down the stairs. Your mother is already by the door leaning against you.

“I’m late,” you rushed. She nodded, “I know,” she frowned. She opened the door looking over at your father who chuckled. She rolled her eyes and shut the door behind you. It felt like your mother couldn’t walk any slower on her way to the car. You huffed crossing your arms over your chest leg bouncing up and down.

After chewing on your fingernails for a good minute you annoyedly pulled out your wand. You sighed checking to make sure no one was around. When the coast was clear you stepped out. Your mom closed the trunk of the car when you reopened it. She went to speak but stopped when you grabbed your luggage.

“What are you don’t?” She asked seeing your wand in your hand. You handed her your luggage. She took it without hesitation. You grabbed her arm and used your other hand to wave your wand.

“Apparition,” you said. Both your bodies lift off and disappear. You both landed in front of the station. Your mother shook her head. A short gasp left her lips. “Please warn me next time,” she spoke dusting herself off. You took your luggage from her walking off. You not only wanted to hurry to the train. But get there before you run into any of the boys. You hoped to find Yeri.

Your mother followed behind you. You moved fast through the crowd of working people. Never in your life were you this much in a rush to return to school. Normally you were on time for things. Your mother chalked it up to that. Once you arrived at the platform you ran through the wall reaching platform nine and three-quarters. Your mother appeared behind you out of breath.

“What’s the rush? Already wanting to leave?” She joked hands on her knees. You smiled turning to her. Feeling your body slow for a bit you turned to hug her goodbye. She embraced you pulling you close. She squeezed you a bit. “I’ll miss you,” she said slowly.

“I’ll be back soon,” you said with a warm smile. She fixed your robe a bit before bidding you goodbye. You walk off onto the train. Thankfully finding no sight of the boys. As you walked further into the train you found yourself searching for Yeri. So hard you almost missed Renjun. There he was holding his carry searching for a seat. Thankfully he turned in the other direction disappearing further down the aisle. He, luckily, hadn’t noticed you.

He struggled a bit but eventually placed his bag away. He slid open the compartment door and then sat inside. He closed it just as you made your move. Swiftly avoiding him you found an empty compartment.

Hesitantly you sat down inside. Every footstep down the aisle sent a small jump to your heart and stomach. Somehow every male started to sound just like Jeno when he spoke or Jaemin when he laughed.

You turned your body keeping it to the window. Seeing your mother. You waved to her and she waved back. You shifted your eyes a bit seeing Yeri. Thankfully her eyes met yours. She smiled wide as she ran to the train. Saying goodbye to her parents.

You could hear the rustling in the cart. You chuckled assuming it was Yeri. The compartment door slid open exposing Yeri. You smiled wide at her standing up to greet her. She wrapped her arms around you giving you a good squeeze before letting you go. “I’ve missed you,” she said holding onto you tightly. You tapped her a bit. “Me too,” you said patting her shoulder. Your face stuck between her neck and shoulder.

She let you go sending you an apologetic smile. “I’m sorry Y/n. It’s just nice to talk to you in person rather than on the phone,” she said. She stepped inside the compartment sitting across from you. She shut the door once she sat down. She didn’t even wait to get comfortable. She immediately jumped toward catching you a bit off guard.

“So who did you choose to sit next to?” She asked. She wiggled her brows a bit. You sighed you wanted to escape the drama. Yeri just couldn’t help herself.

“You,” you joked. You chuckled a bit causing her to frown. She pouted, “I’m serious. My cousin wouldn’t stop talking about you,” she said sitting back annoyed. Mainly the fact, that Jaemin wouldn’t leave her alone. “Really?” You asked a bit unsure. You crossed your arms over your chest. “Because he barely texted me during the Holiday,” you said. Yeri eyed you suspiciously.

“And that bothers you?” She asked skeptical of your sudden care in Jaemin’s interest. She leaned forward a bit placing a hand under her chin. You sucked in your teeth brushing her off. You knew talking to her would only add to the truth you were trying to avoid.

You sighed shifting a bit in your seat. “I mean kind of. It made it a huge deal to confess his feelings to me, and now I barely hear from him,” you said, a bit hurt. You sigh, turning your head to the window of your cart. You watched as Renjun passed by briefly searching for a seat. He looked into your cart eyes meeting yours. He smiled opening the door.

"Can I sit with you guys? I have been searching for somewhere to sit and all the other cabins are taken," he asked slight desperation in his tone. You looked over at Yeri. She shrugged putting her hands up leaving the choice up to you. You nodded scouting over. Renjun thankfully stepped inside sitting beside you closing the cabin door behind him. Shortly after he sat down the train began to leave the station.

Once you no longer could see the city behind you and were left with a breathtaking view of the open grassland you let yourself relax a bit.

"How was your holiday break?" Renjun asked both you and Yeri. Trying to break the silence. Yeri smiled seeing you not respond. She turned to Renjun. "It was well. I got a new car," she said with a small smile on her lips. She turned to go again slightly wanting to cheer you up from your thoughts.

"Jaemin was so jealous," she began chuckling a bit as she remembered the moment. "When my parents gifted me the car his jaw was completely on the floor," she laughed a bit. Renjun did as well picturing how in shock and how angry Jaemin probably was. "What did Jaemin get that made him so jealous?" Renjun asked laughing a bit more at Jaemin's pain.

"They got him socks," she laughed a bit harder. Bringing her hand up to cover her mouth a bit. Renjun did as well. Eyes squinting harder as he continued to laugh. "Socks? Didn't he get a dragon last year?" Renjun asked somewhat surprised by the shift in gifts. Last year Jaemin's new dragon is what almost got him expelled the third time. He decided it would be a bright idea to bring the baby dragon to school. It was fun until it flew onto the field during the Quidditch match and almost burnt everyone to a crisp.

Yeri nodded. "The school took it away. It is at a dragon sanctuary now," she said her laughter dying down. Renjun's did as well. Once it did he turned to you. Now suspicious of your sudden quietness. "Y/n is everything alright?" he asked. You blinked a bit removing your hand from your chin. Refocusing yourself from the window and at Renjun.

"I'm alright. Just tired," which wasn't a full lie. You hadn't gotten much sleep last night. Yeri sighed looking out the window of the cabin. Renjun frowned not sure how to help you. He wasn't good at helping others with their emotions. Yeri's slight frown shifted into a smile when the little old lady came down the aisle with the cart of sweets. She tapped on your knee rapidly catching both your attention and Renjun's.

She opened the door causing the old lady to stop. "Shall we get one of everything?" she asked the both of you. Renjun looked over at you with a warm smile. "Why not?" he suggested to you trying his best to lighten you up. You exhausted out a smile stretching a bit. "Renjun you do not like sweets," you teased. He brushed you off. "That is my mother. She does not allow me to enjoy sweets but she is not here right now is she?" he sent you a sly smirk causing you to chuckle a bit. You turned your head to Yeir nodding a yawn leaving your lips.

She excitedly turned back to the lady. She and Renjun picked out the sweets while you watched a small smile on your lips. Yeri turned gesturing for you to come closer. You complied adjusting yourself to sit closer to get a better view of the cart.

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"Why did we eat so much?" you asked holding your stomach. The three of you slouched on the seats. "Thank God I wore my sweats," Yeri said slapping the band of her pants. Renjun chuckled a burping leaving his lips from the fizzy drink he had. You all busted out laughing from how loud he was. The students in the cabin beside you woke up from their nap from how loud he was.

As you continued to joke around. Trying to throw Bertie Bott's Every Flavour Beans into Yeri's mouth and watching as a ketchup-flavored jellybean landed in her mouth. You and Renjun both laughed not paying attention to the door opening beside him. Yeri shrugged, "It's not bad," she said nonchalantly as she continued to chew. "It's quite good," she said swallowing the bean.

"Let me see," the familiar voice spoke reaching into the box and placing a mysterious bean into his mouth. He chewed it humming at the taste, closing his eyes. "Cherry," he said calmly. He opened his eyes swallowing the bean.

"Can I come in?" Jaemin asked sly smirk on his lips. He could see Renjun's sneer through the corner of his eye. Yeri was stunned staring at Jaemin then you to witness your reaction. You tried to mask your shock but failed too. You swallowed before nodding. "Sure," you said it came out a bit rushed. Jaemin nodded as he stepped inside the cabin sitting beside his cousin.

Yeri scouted over from Jaemin so he took advantage of the extra space between them sitting and relaxing more on the leather seat. It was quiet for a moment. He sat with his back leaned against the seat. Legs spread apart. The back of his hand rested under his chin. His long fingers grazed over his lips.

The awkward tension shared between everyone by Jaemin's sudden presence was thick. For some reason, it felt weird to be so close to Jaemin. He was the one person you had wanted to hear from all break whether you wanted to admit it or not. But seeing him now in person made you feel anxious. You just didn't like the guilt surrounding you, especially surrounding yourself with Jeno. Who had waited for you at the station to ride with you?

Jaemin ignored the tension glancing around at you all. Yeri huffed rolling her eyes at her cousin. "Why are you here?" she asked. She knew her cousin too well by this point and so did you. You both knew he was sitting here just to tease you. Jaemin always enjoyed the chase, but not as much as he craved the rush he received knowing that his attempts on you were working.

"I'm just enjoying the ride with my friends," he said the word friends hissing off his tongue. He ended his sentence by meeting your eyes. He jerked his head. "You want me here right?" he asked you. He knew the answer. He just wanted to hear you say it. But you held yourself together.

You adjusted yourself sitting up straighter. You crossed one of your legs over the other. Fixing the end of your robe acting as if you could care less if he stayed or left. Even though deep down you wanted Jaemin to sit with you in the cabin.

Hogwarts hadn't changed when you stepped off the train and onto a boat. The only difference was the change in season. The cool autumn breeze had shifted into a cool winter chill. The ending of the Holidays and the beginning of the New Year. In which you had given up on becoming a 'new year new me'. With the situation constantly lingering around you there was no hope for change.

You made your way to your dorms Renjun right beside you. The two of you sharing stories from your holiday breaks.

"Wait so your cousin really did that?" you asked laughing in anticipation of Renjun's story. He nodded chuckling his face turning bright red. "He all came right out of his nose," he laughed. You laughed harder just picturing the idea of Renjun's cousin shooting eggnog out of his nose.

Your shared laughter died down once you reached the dorms. You both wiped a few tears from your eyes unable to stop your giggling once you stepped in front of the door. You both tried to shush each other but it was an utter failure. The same image played in your head. Once you both took a breath and let out. A few more gigglings you opened the door.

There were a few older students sitting in the common room. You and Renjun made your way through. Renjun even offered to hold your bag. You went to hand it to him. Renjun reached out until the bag was picked up by someone else.

You looked over seeing Jeno slipped his arm through the strap of your duffle. "No worries. I can take it," he said with a smile his eyes curling up as well. You decided again like earlier you wouldn't put your mind to the small things these men did for you. You would just focus on finishing the year.

So you nodded at Jeno. "Okay," you said leading the way. He looked over at Renjun giving him a slight shrug. Renjun sent him a rather forced smile back. Jeno having no clue continued to follow behind you. Renjun huffed ignoring the few stares he received from Jeno's friends.

Jeno dropped off your bag. Renjun decided he find you later. He dusted off his hands. Scratching the back of his head as he watched you unpack. You looked over at him. "Is everything alright?" you asked. He nodded clearing his throat. "Everything is fine," he spoke softly words lingering with the want of saying more.

"Is there anything you need then?" you asked closing one of your draws. Jeno shook his head. 'No," he released with a sigh. He inhaled then let his shoulders fall. "It's just," he began words dying a bit as he formed his thoughts into words. "How come you didn't ride with me?" he asked. When you didn't answer his brain began to scramble in panic. "Not that you have to," he cleared.

"I just thought, you know, because you said we could. I thought that meant we were friends again," he said. You sighed placing a few of your stacked shirts on your bed. You didn't know how much he needed that confirmation. "We are," you spoke hands resting on the folded clothes. "But if i'm being honest," you began. "It was just easier to sit without you," you said truthfully.

Jeno's eyes widened a bit. Thoughts raced through his mind. The worst kinds, did he make you uncomfortable? We're you still upset with him? You read the panic on his face. You looked up from the clothes picking them up and placing them away. Your back now turned to him.

"Jeno," you spoke but that was the end of your sentence before Jeno marched his way to you grabbing hold of your sides and pulling you into a kiss. It took you a moment before you kissed him back. He pulled you closer to his frame gripping your waist. Your hands reached up fingers grazing through his hair. He swiped his tongue at the bottom of your lip desperate for permission. You fought with him before he won over. Your hand left his hair roaming over his firm chest before he pulled away.

He held you close hands tightly holding onto your waist. Forehead's touching, the tip of his nose faintly touching yours. Both your chests rising and falling. His lips were red and puffy, and his bottom lip lowered. "Is that why?" he asked.

"Why what?" you asked through breaths.

He stared deep into your eyes. Glazed lips hovering over yours.

"We can't be friends?" he asked. You felt your breath hitch. Jeno's eyes flicked from your eyes to your lips. He leaned closer this time slower checking with his eyes if it was okay for him to kiss you. When he felt the grip of your hand on his shirt tighten pulling him in he knew his answer.

Just as you were about to kiss again a few girls came in giggling with one another. You quickly let go of Jeno. He stood there proud smirk on his lips. Watching as you tried to make sense of what just happened. You looked away from him finishing the unpacking you were doing. "I have to meet Renjun and Yeri for dinner," you said barely sparing him a glance. The girls who walked in swayed over Jeno as you rushed away.

Jeno watched as you left a warm feeling of hope forming in his chest. All he needed to do was take your attention away from Jaemin and you were all his. Because even Jeno knew he could never be your friend again. Not after he confessed to you and definitely not after he knows what you sound like when he kisses you.

You had reached the dining hall alongside Yeri. Finding her in the crowd of students. Renjun was already waiting at the table with a few of his new friends. You greeted them sitting with the rest of the group. While laughing you looked over to the table to the fat left meeting Jaemin.

He wasn't staring at you. Instead, he was giving his attention to a few of his Slytherin friends. Eating together and laughing just like you and your friends. However, feeling a pair of eyes he searched to his right then left soon looking in the direction of yours. Catching you he smirked licking his lips and eyes swirling with mischief. You could feel the heat in your face rise.

Renjun glanced over at you seeing you shift beside him. He followed your line of sight leaning over a bit and seeing Jaemin. He sneered at the sight of him. Why him? He thought staring a bit too long at the two of you flirting with your eyes. He knew deep down this was a fight he would lose. Trying to win you over when both Jaemin and Jeno are at heads for your heart.

What was he in that fight? What was he to you?

He made a mental note to ask you later.

Jaemin sent you another glance as he stood up leaving the dining hall. You turned your friends. "I'll be right back," you said standing up from the bench. Renjun touched your arm. You turned to him one leg out the bench and another still in. "Yes?" you asked him. He didn't want to let you go. He knew if he let you go that was it. You'd run off to meet Jaemin and for the rest of the year, he'd forced to see you with him.

But he knew this was it. There was nothing he could do. So he held on for a second longer and then he let go. "Nothing," he said quietly turning away. Yeri watched a small frown on her lips as his head fell. You gently pulled your arm away. "Oh okay," you said. Renjun sent you a small smile as you waved your friends off and left.

"I thought you weren't going to come," Jaemin said leaning on the castle wall. The Moon shining and the night sky coaxing the Earth. Only candlelight and flames illuminated the areas they were placed in. You walked through the grass to him hiding the smile on your lips. He pushed his back off once you approached him.

"Glad to know i'm not predictable," you joked. Jaemin scoffed out a laugh. You stood in front of him. Hands together a feeling of curiosity and waiting for something to happen. Jaemin nodded keeping his eyes focused on you while you stared at every piece of grass on the ground. Jaemin took a step closer.

"Darling, did you get my letter?" he asked. He gently touched the side of your face. You relaxed in his touch allowing him to lift your head. Looking into his dark eyes. The teasing aura he released could not be masked by the look of want in his eyes. You nodded, and he smiled, hand falling both to his side. He couldn't hold back the bright smile on his lips. He looked up to the moon letting out a breath. You could see the faint gush of airflow. You shivered a bit. His hands come to your side.

Jaemin wrote you a letter when you left for the Holidays. You didn't see it until you came back. He left it under your pillow and you didn't see it until you changed the sheets. He however assumed you had gotten the letter and would have called him. So he kept his distance since you didn't respond, giving you time to think. But seeing you today made him realize he couldn't wait any longer.

"So?" he asked. "I want to be honest," you said. He waited for you to continue. You let out a breath. "I didn't get your letter until this afternoon when I went back to my room and changed my sheets," you said honestly. Jaemin nodded smile not fading but falling a bit.

"So I thought you didn't want to talk to me the entire break. Which I assumed was because you were busy," you said a bit quicker than you were speaking before. "Okay," he said understanding but wanting to skip to the part where you kissed him and confessed to him. If that is how it worked Jaemin wasn't too sure. He had never really done anything like this before. If anything he was more nervous than excited.,

"So during the Holiday break I worked some things out with Jeno and," you said sentence dying. You weren't too sure how Jaemin was going to take this.

"And?" he asked stomach swirling in anticipation of the worst.

"We kissed," you confessed. That was it. You watched waiting for some sort of reaction from Jaemin. You were expecting him to be not angry but upset. After the time you spent together, you kissed another man. You were waiting for him to walk away. Ignore you and let you go.

But he didn't. He just shrugged stepping closer to you. "Did you get it all out?" he asked. Stunned and not sure where this was going you took a small step back. "Get it out?" you asked. He nodded lips inching from yours now. "Tell him how you felt. Kiss and makeup?" he asked. You nodded cold air leaving your lips. The cool air is opposite from the heat on your back.

"But did it feel right? Did it feel like me?" he asked. You control the shake of your head. "Didn't think so," he said closing the gap between the two of you. You kissed back but felt more guilt in your chest so you pushed him off a bit.

"What?" he asked.

"I also slept with Renjun at the beginning of the year," you confessed now expecting the response you thought you'd get earlier. He huffed raising a brow. "Huh," he released looking away. Then he turned back to you. "I'm a bit confessed as to why but that was before us right?" he asked. You nodded arms still holding onto his arms that rested around you.

"Then it doesn't matter darling," he said leaning down to kiss you again.

Jaemin walked you to your dorm. Kissing you again before he bid you goodnight. He saw no threat in Jeno. He knew his place with you and was satisfied as long as you wanted him a part of your life. And no matter what or who you chose he knew he put up the best fight because he didn't fight at all. You were something worth fighting for against the odds, not against a man he knew could never love you in the way you desired.

But for you, it made things harder. You had to decide. Jeno or Jaemin?

You need some time to think about this. You made your way to your dorm to rest when you were stopped by Renjun. He stepped in front of your path. "Y/n," he said called. You stopped in your tracks. "Renjun?" you asked seeing his chest rise and fall. "Are you okay?" he looked as if he had run around the school ten times.

"I need to ask you something," he said through gasps. "Renjun you need to rest. Why are you so out of breath?" you touched his shoulder trying to guide him to the couch. He brushed you off shaking his head. "No Y/n. I need to ask you this," he said. "Renjun what is the matter with you?" you asked. "Are you well?" you asked him going to touch his forehead.

"I'm fine," he said grabbing hold of your hands. "I just need to know why," he desperately released. "Why what?" you asked.

"Why did you sleep with me?" he asked. You sighed turning away. He rushed to you. "It's okay if it wasn't out of love but you became my friend after. What does that mean?" he asked. You sighed, it was only fair you talked to him about it. The conversation was inevitable.

"It was because I was interested in you. Truthfully I didn't know it meant that much to you. I should have understood that," you confessed. Renjun nodded letting go of your hands and placing them gently on your lap. He sucked in a breath. "Okay. That's all I needed to know," he said standing up to leave. "Wait!" you called to him. He stopped with his back to you.

He waved his hand. "Don't worry Y/n. I honestly believe we are better off as friends," he said as he walked away. You watched him walk off feeling, in the only way to describe it, like an asshole. So you sucked in your pride and followed after him.

"Renjun wait," you called. He paused on his travels up the steps. He turned to you eyes a bit red. "Yes?" he asked. You felt the lump form in your throat. Seeing the sadness in his eyes made you feel worse. You swallowed that lump. Letting your hands fall from each other.

"i'm sorry," your head fell. A small frown formed on Renjun's lips. He hesitated for a moment. He was hurt but he wasn't angry, and he truly did enjoy being your friend. He stepped down the few stairs he was on and made his way to you. He lifted your chin shaking his head softly.

"I forgive you Y/n. I'm sorry as well. I should have been honest with you as well. I had feelings for you for a while and assumed you had as well. You are allowed to be with whoever you want and if that is not me then I can live with that. I'm very satisfied being your friend," he said swinging an arm around you and pulling you into a hug. You hugged him back as well. Smiling as your head laid on his shoulder.

"Want to rearrange the stars?" you asked lifting your wand and swaying it around. Renjun chuckled arm sliding off you. He nodded allowing you to lead the way to the window.

Over the last couple of days, you have spent your time with Yeri and Renjun. But when you weren't with them you would be found with Jaemin doing things a Hogwarts Student probably shouldn't be doing. Like now, you currently found yourself in the empty library while everyone else was at a Quidditch match. While you were up against a bookshelf while Jaemin was on his knees in between your thighs.

Kissing his way up your soft skin. Gripping onto the plush of your thighs and pushing your caves apart with his free hand. Licking his lips and flicking his eyes from yours to your pussy. Not even worried you were so exposed in a place where anyone could walk in. He watched, lustful eyes staring up at you as he swiped his tongue on your slit. Feeling his cock harden when you shuddered in his grasp.

He opened his mouth engulfing your clit with his tongue closing his lips and sucking on the bundle of nerves. He shifted between both sucking and licking creating a matter he knew you enjoyed with his tongue being that this was the fifth time he was on his knees for you.

He continued his assault on your core using his fingers to spread your folds. Coaxing his finger with your juice he glided down the line of your pussy and straight to your hole. Teasingly drawing circles around it before he slipped it inside. He smiled against your core hearing your choked moans.

"Keep quiet darling," he said leaning up and hovering over your lips. His lips glisten with your juice. He gently touched your chin with his clean hand keeping the other slowly, but rhythmically pumping inside of you. He turned your chin to an empty space between a few books in the direction of some unaware students. You gasped out of both shock and arousal feeling Jaemin push deeper in you.

He placed a peck on your lips before diving back down. Not too long after you released it in his mouth.

He helped you get dressed, and you eyed his clearly tight pants. "When are you gonna let me help you?" you asked. He waved his hand. "Don't worry about me darling," he said sending you a warm smile. You pouted reaching out to him. "But you never let me," you exhaled frustrated.

"I know. I don't need you too," he said. You took some offense to that feeling a slight pinch in your chest. He saw the look on your face. He chuckled shaking his head. "Trust me darling I want you too. But I told you when you're ready to give yourself to me then we can go as far as you want, but until then," he said placing a gentle kiss on your cheek. Then another below the shallow of your ear.

"I just want to pleasure you," he said. "Now come on. We have a match to attend," he said extending his hand to you. You took it jumping off the shelf and following him out of the library. Not being able to control the heat rising again on your cheeks.

At the match, Jaemin kissed your temple as he walked off to meet his friends. You waved him off as you walked over to Renjun and Yeri. Yeri pretended to gag and Renjun chuckled. You rolled your eyes sitting with them.

"What have I missed?" you asked. Yeri scoffed crossing one leg over the other. Renjun leaned over from her side. "Not much," he said shaking his head. "The game was delayed because one of the players hurt his hand," he said. You nodded thanking him.

"So what were you doing that you had to arrive late?" Yeri asked suspiciously. You eyed her turning to her. "Why do you need to know?" you asked pursing your lips. She pretended to scoff offended placing a hand on her chin. "Just curious," she said turning away. Lifting up her nose. She side-eyed, arms crossing over her chest.

"You're staring," you called out. She huffed rolling her eyes. "I know you were with my cousin," she said attitude filled. You shrugged, "So?" Renjun eyed the two of you unable to tell if you were being serious or not.

Yeri exhaled sharply. "Are you two okay?" he asked. You nodded, "I'm well. Yeri?" you asked. She rolled her eyes but then let her chest fall. Soon her arms followed. "Yes. I just wish you told me!" she said. "I wouldn't care if it was someone else but Jaemin? Girl you have to tell me," she said. You sighed exhaling a small laugh. She whined, "I'm serious," you put up your hands. "Okay, okay," you said.

"Now, tell me everything!" she said. You shook your head.

"Not here," you said eyeing the people. Renjun raised a brow confused. But Yeri formed an o with her lips nodding her head.

After the game, Jeno searched through the crowd to find you. Once he did he couldn't hold back his excitement pulling you into a bear hug. Wrapped his arms around catching you completely off guard. You pushed him off feeling overwhelmed by his sudden affection. He watched inhaling and exhaling still trying to catch his breath from the match.

He still asked if you were alright. "I'm fine," you responded. He nodded smile forming on his lips. Feeling his adrenaline high he pulled you in again this time placing a kiss on your lips. You pulled away first and everyone continued to cheer. But your panicked eyes searched finding Jaemin's. He was visibly hurt and you watched as he walked off. You fully pushed Jeno away going after Jaemin.

Jeno was too occupied bathing in his victory to notice.

"Jaemin!" you called through the crowd but he continued his march. "Jaemin!" you called again following him out of the crowd and onto the path back to the school. "Jaemin wait!" he ignored your calls. You stopped for a moment. "Jaemin!" you shouted louder. He stopped turning to you.

"What?" he asked tone harsh. He had never spoken to you that way before. "It is not what it looks like," you began. He scoffed, "Oh really so what is it?" he asked. "I thought you told me you were over him," he stated. "I am," you exasperated through a short breath.

"So why doesn't he know that?" he asked wanting you to prove him wrong. To fight or something for him.

"Know what?" you heard his voice from behind you. You turned seeing Jeno walking closer to wear you and Jaemin stood. A small raindrop falls on your cheek. You sighed looking up at the sky annoyed with the timing over everything. Jaemin waiting in anticipation to hear your response. Jeno stood there still completely confused.

"Jeno I need to tell you something," you began. Jeno looked from Jaemin to you. You shook your head. This was not the way you wanted this to go. You wanted to speak with Jeno privately without an audience. Especially, after he planted one on you in front of everyone.

The rain began to pour as you stalled. Jaemin scoffed turning to walk away. "Unbelievable," he said. Jeno confused walked closer. "What is going on?" he asked eyes squinting at Jaemin and you. "What do I need to know?" he asked the two of you. Jaemin walked closer tongue poking the inside of his mouth.

"If she won't tell you I will," he said marching over, past you. "Jaemin," you called sternly. He looked over at you, hurt in his eyes but his anger wore like a mask. "What?" he asked. "Don't," you said lips forming a tight line. The rain began to pour harder. You could hear a few professors in the distance ushering the students inside.

"Jeno," you pushed past Jaemin. "I didn't want to do things like this," you said eyeing Jaemin. He didn't even budge. You huffed pinching at the ends of your robe. "Jeno," you called. His strong gaze was already on you. "Nothing," you said as you stormed off. You sent Jaemin a glare as you pushed past him again as you walked off.

The next couple of days were spent ignoring Jaemin. One of the nights you spent alone in the common room your studying had been interrupted by Jeno. He sat beside you in his pajamas. The fireplace lights up the space around you.

"Y/n it's late," he said sitting beside you. "You're still studying?" he asked looking down at your book. You nodded only paying half attention to him. "It helps me focus," you said flipping the page. You chewed on your lip as your eyes scanned the textbook. You tried your best to focus but Jeno sitting so close to you, freshly showered, made things difficult. You could tell by the few strains of his wet black hair that stuck to his forehead.

He chuckled eyes forming a smile. "Nothing has changed," he said sitting back. He sat there the rest of the time watching you study.

After two more hours, you finally shut the page with a yawn. He lifted up from the couch opening his eyes. You looked over at him with a smile. "You fell asleep," you said. He shook his head. "No," he slowly blinked. "Just was resting my eyes," you both laugh softly.

"Y/n," he called gently. "Yes," you responded. "Are we okay?" he asked. You looked over at him lost. "Why would think we were not?" you asked. He sighed shifting his weight to face you. "I just," the words fell from his lips a small frown forming. "Ever since the day with Jaemin we haven't spoken much and what he said has been lingering in my mind. I didn't want to pressure you into saying anything but I saw you here and figured I asked," he confessed.

You sighed placing your books to the side. You turned to face Jeno better. "Jeno I love you. I love you so much but I've waited for this for so long. For you to notice me. Pay attention to me. To love me the way I loved you, but truthfully I've realized that I've moved on from that longing. I love supporting you and being by your side," you said with a warm smile placing your hands over his.

"But that is as far as my love goes for you," you said trying your best to let him down easy. Jeno wouldn't deny his hurt. But if there was anything he learned from last time he wouldn't get angry and walk away. So instead he swallowed his pain and nodded understanding.

"I won't lie it hurts to hear that you don't see me that way. But I'm grateful to know that you still enjoy my company," he said with a sad smile. He stood up from the couch letting his hands slip from yours. "You are a good person Y/n and a great friend," he said accepting defeat. "I'm sure you will make anyone that you invite into your life happy," he said.

"Make sure they understand how much of an honor it is to have you in their life," he said leaning down and placing a kiss on your forehead then he walked away.

This time you didn't feel sad. You only felt warmth. It was time to let the fantasy of Jeno go and accept the fact that you were in love with Jaemin even if you were upset with him.

Jaemin had seen Jeno in the courtyard about a month later since you two had fought. His arm hung around a Hufflepuff girl. The two enhancing flirty glances and giggles. He walked past the couple a small smile on his lips. Walking further into the school he found you sitting on the steps. Hair wrapped up and pencil between your teeth. He made his way to you without you noticing.

"Y/n," he said. You sent him a "hm," as a response to being involved with your story to look up. He usually found you hear reading or studying. He'd always come to bother you. Disturb your peace. This was the first time he was here to apologize.

"Darling," he called softy foot gently tapping against yours. You couldn't deny the nickname caused a small shift in your mood. You knew what he was here. You just didn't want to give in too easily. He huffed rolling his eyes knowing you purposefully ignoring him. He sat beside you placing his bag between his feet.

"Why do you ignore me?" he asked nudging your shoulder. You tried to bite back your smile. He smiled teasingly knowing if there was something he truly could at was annoying you. He watched you try to hide your smile and it only made him want to try and grab your attention more.

"Darling," he sang leaning his head down. He sighed resting back. "Fine. Then I shall just wait here for you to speak," he said. And he truly did. He waited a total of ten minutes before you were finished with your book. "Oh Jaemin I did not realize you were there," you acted as if you were surprised. Jaemin scoffed causing you to chuckle. You quiet your laughter though.

"I'm still upset with you," you said crossing your arms over your chest book dangling in your hands. Jaemin leaned over trying to get your eyes to look at him. "I understand, and i'm sorry," he said. You looked over at him soft expression on his face.

"I'm sorry," he said again sincerely reaching his finger out to touch your hand. You let him allowing him to bring you closer to him. "Darling," he spoke. "Yes?" you asked. "May I take you out this weekend?" he asked. You let out a small chuckle. "You are finally asking me?" he blushed a bit turning his cheek away. You were awed at his flushed face.

"Is that a yes?" he asked. You nodded, "Yes," you said. He reached down placing a kiss on your lips.

There the two of you were laying in each other's arms. Wrapped in a blanket and staring at the moon. You had fallen asleep in Jaemin's arms exposed body covered with both the comfort and heat of his. He smiled fingers grazing against your skin and placing a kiss on the side of your head.

Soon after a few beats your heart he fell asleep as well dreaming of you.

Hogwarts truly does dream a night. Which happened to have been the title of the book you had written and placed on Renjun's pillow with a small note thanking him all those years ago for the 1,000 Magical Herbs and Fungi he had given you. Giving him a gift and finally discovering what you wanted to do after your time at Hogwarts. You wanted to become a writer and you had given your best friend the first draft of your piece.

Fin

OMG, I finally finished. I am so sorry for the long wait but if I'm truly being honest I was just lacking in creativity. I kept crashing and burning when I first started writing the final part. So I put it off for a while. But now I was finally able to get back up on my feet and complete it. Thank you all for reading my series Hogwarts Dreams at Night. I hope you enjoyed this series just as much as I did and please look forward to my future work!

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[5:02 p.m.]

Pairings: Renjun x Reader

Words: 551

Warnings: absolutely nothing but fluff

Synopsis: 

Renjun and yourself find a moment of solace in each other’s company.

“Where are you going?” You asked, watching Renjun as he got up from his seat on the couch.

“To the roof, to stare at the stars for a bit. Do you... wanna come?” He asked hesitantly gauging your expression.

“Really? I’ve never just sat out and stared at the stars before. Yeah I’d love to.” Grinning, you smoothed out your pants jumping to your feet.

Jaemin whined next to you, muttering something about Renjun never inviting him. 

You giggled, following the other boy outside and towards the stairs. You were already nearly on the top floor, only two more flights to the roof.

Your footsteps matched with his, the only sound echoing off the walls as you trudged silently to the look out.

Renjun leaned against the heavy door, faded and old with scratches of sliver marks lining it, evidence of age and wear. Although it didn’t whine as it slammed shut behind you, the sound making you jolt slightly.

You rubbed your arms at the sudden coolness of the night air. You smiled at the feeling, it smelled of early mornings while camping, fresh and dewy. How it managed that you didn’t know, city life didn’t really tend to treat the air well.

“Do you know any constellations?” You asked, eyes trained on the sky.

“Yeah, that’s Orion’s belt.” He pointed up and you followed his finger. 

“Oh, do you know where Mars is?”

“No, you can’t see it now here. Why?”

“Oh, it’s just back home it was always the brightest and I’d find it first. It’s crazy how different things are here.”

You glanced at him and found that he was already looking at you, a soft knowing smile on his face. 

“Yeah. But there’s always the North star. It’s always the same. Just think that back home it’s there too. The stars won’t change on you, they’re always going to be there for you.”

“Is that why you like them?” You asked, watching as he turned back to watch the sky.

“No.” He trailed off and it didn’t seem like he was going to finish.

You leaned back until you were flat on the ground with nowhere to look but up. You placed a hand under your head, resting on it like a pillow.

Renjun followed suit, after stripping off his jacket and offering it to you.

You smiled as he forced it under your head, letting the moment pass. 

“Thank you.” You thanked him, face slightly heating up at the gesture. “So you usually do this? Just sit out here and stargaze?”

He laughed quietly, “Yeah. I usually play music but my phone’s dead.” 

“Oh. I would offer but I left my phone downstairs. But that’s okay, we have each other right?” You giggled at your lame joke.

“Yeah. Music to my ears.” He teased, voice dripping with sarcasm.

You laughed shaking your head, “Hey. You don’t have to sound so disappointed.”

His head lolled to the side, eyes smiling at your profile. 

Renjun sighed contently, turning back to stare at the sky, “Yeah, this isn’t so bad.”

You hummed back, your heart pounding so loud you were sure that he could hear it. Perhaps he was being courteous and ignoring it for your sake.

Or perhaps he was too busy worrying about his own heart.

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[nanasarea]

Love, Lux, and Tulips IV

Prompt: Your mom and Jeno’s mom were best friends, so you grew up together as one big family and became best friends, but once you started Lux academy, you met your new crush Renjun, who became a tad jealous, to say the least.

Genre: fluff, angst, rich!au, magic!au, suggestive

Pairing: childhood best friend!jeno x reader x classmate!renjun

Word count: 1k

a/n:  title credit to @neocitybynight​ and dedicating this whole series to @neocrush​​ bc i love val !!! ALSO mostly NOT PROOFREAD, and pls hype it while I sleep 😪

Tag list: @legendnct @mjlkau @neocrush​ @nanaliightx​ @delphiskpoporacle​ 

TW/warning: suggestive (?)

series m.list / main m.list / ltt m.list / I  II  III IV V

“Hey, buddy, what’s up?” His friend, Haechan interrupted by putting his hand over the boy’s shoulders, causing the arrow to fly to a different target, which just so happen to be between you and Jeno.

“God damn it, Donghyuck.” Renjun angrily whispered.

“J-Jen-” You whispered as you turned your head towards your best friend and so did he. You looked at each other, both of you sitting on the opposite sides of the car before he put the popcorn aside on the seat behind you and quickly leaned towards you.

“Je-” “shush, don’t say anything, just let me kiss you, please.” He whispered, cutting you off and staring at your lips before making eye contact with you, as if waiting for your permission, but instead of saying yes, you just tilted your head so that your lips were connected.

“Donghyuck, I will kill you.” Renjun sighed, looking away from your car and redirecting his attention at his friend next to him. 

““Y/N, do you think this is a good id-” “I just, really wanna kiss you.” You cut him off as he looked at you, as if to ask if you’re sure about continuing, to which you slightly nodded while pushing him to sit down on the bed and making yourself comfortable on his lap before kissing him again.

You and Jeno had left the drive in earlier, as both of you didn’t want to be spotted kissing one another, but weren’t the biggest fans of pda either. Once you got home, you wasted no time in connecting your lips again.

“Jen, I-” “What is it?” He asked, seeing your visibly nervous state. You weren’t entirely sure if you were nervous because it was your first time making out with someone or if it was because it was with Jeno.

“I-I need to ask you something. Have you ever thought of this before?” You asked, running your hand up his neck and into his hair, avoiding his stare, until he placed his pointer finger under your chin and pulled your attention onto him.

"Kissing you? Yeah, for some time now.” He admitted, the eye contact making you even more flustered, which caused you to remain speechless in front of him, but words didn’t matter, what mattered right now was his lips on yours.

You try to hide your flustered expression by continuing to kiss him as you tugged on his hair, which caused a moan to slip from his mouth and into yours, which only made you deepen the kiss as he wrapped his arm tighter around your waist, pulling you even closer.

“Y/N, I don’t mean to sound too needy, but I need you.” He whispered into the kiss before he trailed kisses down your neck, softly sucking a piece of skin between his lips with every kiss.

“Please don’t stop.” You tilted your head back, causing him to smile into your neck. He tugged at your shirt to allow easier access to your neck, softly kissing the spot he started sucking on before lightly digging his teeth into your skin, wanting to please and impress you, but not entirely being confident in himself, as it was his first time.

Thankfully, your moans gave him the encouragement he needed to make him confident enough to take it one step further.

“Can I take your shirt off?” He asked, looking up at you. His eyes weren’t as soft as you’re use to them being, they weren’t filled with the usual innocence you were use to, instead, you saw a mixture of love and lust in his eyes, which sent shivers down your spine, and at that moment, you knew that you wanted this, now more than ever. 

“Only if your shirt gets taken off too.” You manage to say as he smirks at you before taking the hem of his shirt and pulling it off of himself before laying his hand on your cheek, pulling you closer for one quick kiss before pulling away and helping you take your shirt off.

With both of your shirts, and soon everything else thrown into the corner of the room, you mentally thanked your cousin for jokingly upplying you with condoms, and it’s safe to say, jeno did the same.  

“What’s wrong?” Chenle asked before sitting in front of his friend, who looked so sleep deprived, that he could pass as a racoon.

“Y/N got with Jeno because I can’t aim.” Renjun sighed, which caused all of the people in front of him to look at him wide-eyed. 

“That’s rough, buddy.” Chenle laughed, to which Donghyuck said “I’m sorry again, for making you miss your shot, but that sentence would be so funny out of context.”

“Don’t patronize me.” Renjun said before looking over at the two of you, all cuddled up, talking to Yeri and some of their other friends, when he noticed the hickey on your neck and quickly looked away, feeling like this was karma for trying to meddle with love. 

“You feel bad, because despite liking y/n, you fear that you shouldn’t be interfering with her and her life, especially the aspect, where someone else is affected. If you were confident enough, you could just go over to her and tell her the truth and hope for the best, but you’re not just scared of rejection, but also afraid of losing your friend.” Chenle’s words rang in Renjun’s mind when he realized how fucked him it is what he did. 

He was right, he was just too stubborn to admit that yes, he’s scared of rejection, but also, he’s afraid of losing you, one of the most amazing friends he’s ever had in his entire life, and he wasn’t going to let his mistake ruin his or your life.

He made one more glance at the two of you before throwing his head back and sighing and saying “I have to fix this.” and got up to walk to the two of you.

“Y/N, Jeno, we need to talk.” 

[sunflowerhae]

Linger

Episode • 6/8

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•it had been exactly a month since prom.

•life was, going pretty shitty.

•you, Yerim, and Miri started sitting alone again

•you told them they could sit with the dreamies if they wanted

•they did not want

•you kept making sure Yerim was okay, bc you knew she missed Jeno

•she was astonished

•that you were worried about her in a time like this

•but she was ur bsf bruh

•ofc you were gonna be worried

•the dreamies moral was not doing so well

•day after the prom, Jeno came over to Jaemins to apologize for the whole “breaking-your-nose” thing, and he brought the rest of the dreamies

•and Jaemin looked like he hadn’t slept that night

•to be fair, he hadn’t

•he played it off like he really didn’t care

•and he said he looked like shit bc he was drunk last night and bc he had a broken nose (ok to be fair it wasn’t Broken it was bruised jaemin is just dramatic)

•he didn’t want anyone to see him sad

•you were the only person Jaemin let in on his REAL emotions

•(boohoo bitch)

•and he obviously couldn’t let you in on how he felt

•so he just did what he always did

•stuffed it down and placed a pretty smile on top

•school was weird now

•the dreamies were used to having three girls in their friend group

•so now it seemed, quiet

•Jeno

•was N O T doing so well too

•he would try to get Yerim to talk to him every day

•and she was just, like, not budging

•and you could tell

•and it hurt you

•you didn’t want her to be sad, just bc u were

•she needed to be happy F O R you

•so one day at lunch, you decided to suck up every last shred of confidence you had (literally nothing) and walk into the cafeteria

•usually, you and your two friends ate lunch on the roof

•it was quiet, and the breeze was nice

•you stopped while you were friends w the dreamies, bc they sat in the cafeteria

•so you hadn’t been there in a month

•and you also kind of looked like shit

•you prayed Jaemin wouldn’t be there

•you had barely seen him this month

•only in passing really, and everytime you did he had Cynthia clutched on his side

•ofc you did see him in math, but lucky for you, the teacher moved the seats! And you and Jaemin sat across the class from each other

•him in the far left back, and you in the far right top corner

•paths: not crossed

•(i mean it was a coincidence right? it wasn’t like even the teachers knew what was going on bc it was the hottest gossip in school? right?)

•(tell anyone and he’ll deny it, but Jaemin was actually thankful for the seat change. He stares at you in math now,,like regularly. The teacher was once like “Jaemin, care to explain what’s so important abt y/n that you feel the need to stare at her.” In front of the whole class and you turned and locked eyes w Jaemin for the first time in like 2 weeks and Jaemin wanted to give in so bad. So so bad. Be he instead just scoffed and said “astonishment that someone could be so ugly ig” he got a lunch detention and had to apologize to you but he never apologized)

•prayers never do seem to get answered tho

•because there he was

•in all of his beautiful glory

•with Cynthia no where to be found

•for the the first time in a month

•he had dyed his hair pink, which you saw, but never said anything about,

•obviously

•and he did not see you coming up.

•none of them did

•except Jeno, who was in your clear line of sight.

•you didn’t say anything, just motioned a couple feet away for him to talk to you.

•at the sound of Jeno getting up, all the dreamies looked at him in confusion

•”I have to go talk to someone real quick”

•and then he scurried off

•and naturally, they watched hiM

•and boy

•when I tell you they were surprised to see him walk up to you

•they were S U R P I S E D

•you couldn’t see, but Jaemin looking at your with whole ass heart eyes

•it had been a month since prom,

•and Na Jaemin missed his girlfriend

•he couldn’t get Cynthia off his back

•and the dreamies acted different around him

•more closed off

•which he understood

•he felt Terrible™️

•he just wanted you to feel pretty again

•that’s all

•he used to sit there and think of different ways to tell you you’re pretty

•and he can see now, that you definitely don’t feel beautiful

•he definitely felt like he was a piece of shit

•he still hadn’t cried

•but he did want to

•he just couldn’t will the tears to come

•but he couldn’t help but think

•that even with a lose hoodie, and some jeans and some converse,

•you looked absolutely stunning

•Jeno came back from talking to you like five minutes later, and you didn’t even spare Jaemin a glance as you walked out of the cafeteria

•when Jeno sat back down, all of the dreamies leaned in forward, waiting for him to tell them what you said

•Jaemin tried not to show interest, and choose to instead look down at his phone and scroll through Instagram.

•He wasn’t even looking at the photos tho

•he was listening to Jeno

•”so?” -hyuck

•”so what?” -Jeno

•Jeno said stan Loona

•”so what did y/n have to say?”

•Jeno concentrated his attention on the table, before looking back up at the group with tears in his eyes

•”Jeno..” -Renjun (with raised eyebrows doe)

•the infliction in his tone got Jaemin looking, and damn was he surprised to see Jeno crying

•”that was barely y/n. That was like a shell, or a ghost Of the girl we knew. She was so,,fragile. She was telling me that she knows Yerim misses me, and she knows that I’m a nice person deep down. And that she wants to see us end up together bc it’s what we deserved. And she was telling me that I need to hold out hope bc she was going to talk to Yerim and get her to unblock me.”

•there she was

•there was that thing that Jaemin missed the most about her

•even if she’s the one going through something, she always cared for others.

•”oh and..haha”

•Jeno got everyone’s attention once more

•”I told her that we all missed her. And that Haechan keeps complaining about no one being as good as her at overwatch”

•”what did she say?? Is she gonna join my game? I keep messaging her and inviting her to join and she never does” -Haechan actually sounded super torn about this

•”she didn’t say anything. She just said,,,she just mumbled to make sure that all of you are well fed, and that Jisung doesn’t stay up too late on video games. And then she walked away.”

•Jisung started crying again, i mean he let out a lil squeak it his name and then looked away for a second. but when he look forward, anyone could see the small tears that glistened down his face, and the smoothly hand of chenle rubbing his back did not help in stopping them

•”oh! And she said that she still loved us all, even though we hurt her.”

•jaemin didn’t want to hear anymore.

•he just silently got up and walked out of the cafeteria.

•but Jeno knew what he was doing

•he was deflecting

•always deflecting

•so he followed him

•and when they were standing in the hallway together, Jeno finally asked (yelled at) Jaemin the one thing he’s been meaning to ask him for a month

•”do you even care? Did you even like y/n? You’re such an asshole Jaemin! Don’t you regret anything you said to her? I feel like shit, absolute shit! I can’t get it out of my head, and neither can any of the other dreamies! And we didn’t even say anything to her, you did! So did you actually ever care about her?!”

•Jaemin wanted to scream yes

•he wanted to shout it from the rooftops and tell anyone who would listen how much he loved her

•but he was a weak weak man (boy)

•and when he saw you coming down the hallway

•he didn’t know what else to do

•so he’s like “ofc I don’t give a shit abt her. I seriously just wanted to get in her pants. And she wasn’t even a good fuck anyway”

•u hear

•u start crying

•again

•u really thought you were getting over it but u were really just turning off

•and u lowkey have PTSD from that night

•like u would get nightmares -like Bella swan nightmares when Edward left her ass in the woods

•and you have Commitment/Trust Issues™️ now

•fun

•so you and Jaemin are just standing there, having this staring contest.

•and he smirks at you

•and Jeno turns and sees you and he’s like “fuckkkk”

•and you just put your head down and head into the bathroom to the right

•and Jeno looks back at Jaemin

•and shakes his head in disappointment

•and walks back into the cafeteria

•Jaemin wants to die part 282636

•my man just decides to dip for the rest of the day

•and goes to the lil bench overlooking the city that he took u too a lot

•and starts like

•sobbing

•for the first time

•and now he feels like super vulnerable

•he can’t stop crying

•and if he doesn’t start letting out his emotions again

•he’s gonna explode

•so that’s when Jaemin starts writing you notes again

(y/n deserves better bruh)

{taglist}

@ivietea @fiveguysgoodbyeguys

@comically-sleep-deprived @woosans-sann @mozartwasajungkookstan @littlefluu @cxcxlxlee @jaesluvklub

@uyuzo @sweetie-yoongi7 @marklexleaf @infatuated-with-you

[renjunniex]

Alright, can someone make some more Renjun social media aus (single or series)? Ya girl really thirsty for some Renjun 🤧💕 (like always)