#haters dni you drain me

[iheartcoffeecakesm]

"Anything" 💙 Curly x Anya

art credit: seagummies on twitter

warnings: angst, topic of miscarriage

this is a good ending au of mouthwashing! if u are a hater, then dni🥰 this post aint for u, babe

Chapter 1

Jimmy had been dead for the past few months due to the crash. The crew has been slowly rotting. They have lost all hope, and for good reason. Daisuke and Swansea are unconscious because of hunger and exhaustion. Curly and Anya are slowly losing grip. Despite all this, the beautiful glowing screen still showcased the moon and stars. Curly's hair sticks to his face due to anxious sweat. "Well, we had a good run. Didn't we." Curly smiled. Anya laid beside him and she smiled despite the tears rolling down her face. "Yeah." Curly's breath hitches "Anya... I'm-”

Curly opened his eyes with a jolt. There he was, in the hospital. His whole body was aching. A nurse walked over to his bed, "How are you feeling, sir?" His eyes widened harshly. "Where is my crew?" He yelled. "Are they okay? Is Anya alive? I never got to tell her I'm sorry!" Curly's heart beat spiked. Thinking about Anya's distressed face made him feel nauseous from guilt. He placed his head in his hands, as if grappling with reality. The nurse spoke gently to try and to calm him down, "Everyone is okay. Some are still waking up." He sighed, feeling relieved. A doctor came into the room. "How did we survive? How are we home?" Curly was more than shocked. The doctor walked up to him, holding his papers. "Another space ship found you guys. Some astronomers were on an expedition in the area. You all were very lucky they were out there." The doctor said, cracking a smile. Curly looked down at his hands. "What room is Anya in? If you don't mind asking." Curly asked quietly. The nurse responded, "Room 25. And this is 24." After doing some basic checkups, and giving him some medicine for the pain, the doctor and the nurse left. Curly laid there, alone with his thoughts.

A few hours pass by, and unable to just sit and do nothing, Curly sneaks out of his room. He finds Anya sitting down in the lobby. The moon light shining on her in her hospital gown. She looked tired as usual, and mentally drained, but she still smiled faintly when she heard his voice. "Anya!" He cried out, limping towards her. She looks up at him and smiles with tears in her eyes. He wrapped his arms around her and cried. She held his head gently. "Anya... I-I I'm so sorry. I should have done something. You already had told me that you felt uncomfortable around him. I felt like I was losing my mind. I didn't know what to do. I'm so sorry that I made it seem like I didn't care. I care so much. I will do anything you want to gain your forgiveness. We don't have to ever talk again if that's what you wish. I'm so sorry, Anya." The words came out almost pleadingly, and rushed. He couldn’t hold back a sob. "Captain-... Curly. Our worst moments don't define us. I don't blame you for what happened, we were in the middle of space. But it will still take me a long time to heal. Thank you." Anya was always the more quiet kind. She didn't know how to respond. After several quiet minutes spoke quietly, "I lost the baby." Curly looks up at her, his eyes slightly wide. To not offend her, he asked honestly, "How do you feel?" Tears rolled down her face, as she stared at the ground. "Empty.”

In the morning, Curly and Anya met up with Daisuke and Swansea. It seemed they were recovering well. The crew all sat together in the lobby. It was surreal, everything felt so much lighter. Almost happy. "How are you guys doing? What do you plan on doing after this?" Curly asked. Daisuke's face lights up, "That was totally crazy! I'm happy we survived. I can't wait to see my mom." Swansea pops in, "Heh, It will be nice to be with my family again. No more pony express. I get to be a retired lazy old man!" Swansea chuckles. Anya and Curly look at each other smiling. It felt like a dream.

A few days went by, and the crew slowly recovered. Everyone was released from the hospital once they were fully recovered. Getting back from the hospital was refreshing. The sterile white rooms grew to be nauseating. He could finally go home. Curly pulled up to his home, the sight of his big white house with blue shutters made him smile. That company never cared. Some random astronomers were the ones who cared enough to save them. He was free from that stupid job. He hated being glorified, he soon realized. Curly felt like a monster after everything that had happened. His loving pet guinea pig was waiting for him in his bedroom. Curly’s mother would take care of her every day while Curly was gone. Whenever anyone visits, they are surprised that he has such a small creature when he's such a big guy. Almost every time someone says the classic "Wow. I thought you would have a dog of some sort, captain." He sighed and flopped on the bed but gently held Daphne. He felt so relieved to be home, after all this time. But every time he tried to close his eyes, he would see Anya's crying face

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sooo this is my first fan fic ever that im gonna actually commit to😭 plz be patient. also, im gonna try to write the miscarriage plot as realistic as possible. i have had multiple friends and family that have suffered from miscarriages

[toipandan]

Welcome to my blog!

ABOUT ME

🌷ใบเตย / เตย / Baitoey / Toi / Pandan 🌷22 (October 14th + Libra) 🌷SEAsian (คนอีสาน) 🇹🇭 🌷Transmasc Nonbinary (He/They, no feminine pronouns please!) 🌷T4T AroAce Achillean 🌷INTJ 🌷Neurodivergent (use tone tags please! but please don't use "/nm and /srs" together, because I assume you are passive aggressive at me) 🌷iPhone X + IbisPaint X + Finger Artist ART STATUS

🌷Request: Closed (Preferably with Object Shows (mainly II and BFDI series) and Happy Tree Friends, please! But I can be rather selective) 🌷Art Trade: Closed (Mutuals only, unless we are close outside my friend group or I ask other artists for art trades) 🌷Commission: NEVER Want to see my works? See #my art! For works for me? See #for me! All artworks that I made for everyone is listed as #art requests and #art trades! P.S. Also check my friends' arts on #mutuals art! THE ONLY GIJINKA/HUMANIZED DESIGNS I MADE ARE - Inanimate Insanity (All Contestants of 3 Seasons, MePhone4, MePad, Toilet, Steve Cobs and MePhoneX.) - A few BFDI series (I am not going to list them all, but you can ask if I have design of them or not) - Happy Tree Friends (Almost Everyone except Splendid, Lifty, Shifty, Pop, Cub, Disco Bear, Flippy, Cro-Marmot, Lammy and Truffles.) My Watchlist Here!!!

BOLDED BOUNDARIES

Due to language barrier, I speak English and Finnish ONLY! Please don't come for chatting me in Thai language, thank you!

For personal reasons, I will not list all social medias and majority of them are in private. /nm /info

As I use EEST in my area, I am mainly active until 2 AM.

Before you ask for art thing, I tend to be picky and selective from other interests that I don't have in neither primary nor secondary interests. This is why I mainly prefer to draw primary interests such as Inanimate Insanity and Happy Tree Friends (see below), since I think it's easier and faster to do! However, gijinkas from other medias are acceptable, as long it's not problematic imo.

As mentioned earlier, please check art status before you ask something!

Request and Art Trades might take longer due to my mental health or how busy I am, please be a patient. /lh /gen

For BIG THIN ICE, I will not draw Nickloon (II Nickel x II Balloon) as a romantic. But I am still able to draw them for platonic/friendship instead, as long you don't tag them as a ship. You can still interact with me btw.

As I made my art filled with love and passion for hardworking, please respect my personal headcanon. While it's okay to have different headcanons. For art related in general, please don't leave an unwanted criticism without my permissions. Any negative or bigotry comments are not allowed here.

As I am an Autistic, please be mindful for communicating with me

When requesting/art trading, please keep it SFW

I might not respond to comments, asks and dms so much, as I have difficulty communicating with strangers and draining my energy. So please do not get upset if you are ignored, I always read messages but it takes more time respond it. /nm /gen

Please don't treat me as a your personal therapist, I am not professional and it's not my place to do it for your own health /srs

Basic DNI (I will block you if you are bigot or weird in general, but blogs like heavy hater/negative blogs are not welcome due to personal reasons.)

[sillysadduck]

do you know any other blogs where they hc yellow as a child

Oh dear what a hard question... There's not a lot of us as far as I know😭 it's hard to tell yknow, most people avoid the topic to avoid getting hate (can't blame them, I'm an example of what happens when you have an unpopular opinion) so I don't want to assume. There's very few people that openly post about it because of how terrible some individuals are.

@pizzarslice has only posted dhmis three times but he has ADORABLE art the one where they take him on a stroller melted my heart I'm always waiting for new art from him (:

@kitteypwince also, they're a really cool artist and one of the people who draw the trio as a family <3 super lovely art too! They draw Yellow super cute

@myshredda is an amazing writer, and her posts are so fun, her fics are the best and she shares the hc too! Her interpretations of the trio are amazing highly recommended ♡♡ she writes Yellow so cute and we have super similar ideas of the guys, one of my faves

@angelxd-3303 draws the trio as a family too and yellow as a kid!! Her art is super lovely I recommend her blog too :)

Anyone else who shares this hc and posts about it feel free to comment or reblog so I can add you if you want!!♡

Edit:

@froqqimilq

@justanartisticduck2

@creative-time

Will be adding more later :D hope this helps

[toipandan]

Welcome to my blog!

ABOUT ME 🌷ใบเตย / เตย / Baitoey / Toi / Pandan 🌷22 (October 14th + Libra) 🌷SEAsian (คนอีสาน) 🇹🇭 🌷Transmasc Nonbinary (He/They, no feminine pronouns please!) 🌷T4T AroAce Achillean 🌷INTJ 🌷Neurodivergent (use tone tags please! but please don't use "/nm and /srs" together, because I assume you are passive aggressive at me) 🌷iPhone X + IbisPaint X + Finger Artist Want to see my works? See #my art! For works for me? See #for me! All artworks that I made for everyone is listed as #art requests and #art trades! P.S. Also check my friends' arts on #mutuals art ART STUFFS THAT I MADE SO FAR AS OF LATE 2024 #object shows community #battle for dream island #inanimate insanity #happy tree friends #elsword #genshin impact #pokemon

THE ONLY GIJINKA/HUMANIZED DESIGNS I MADE ARE - Inanimate Insanity (All Contestants of 3 Seasons, MePhone4, MePad, Toilet, Steve Cobs and MePhoneX.) - A few BFDI series (I am not going to list them all, but you can ask if I have design of them or not) - Happy Tree Friends (Primary Main Cast, Nutty, Sniffles, Flaky and The Mole. The rest who aren't on the list will be redesigned as humans later.)

My Watchlist Here!!! BOLDED BOUNDARIES

Due to language barrier, I speak English and Finnish ONLY! Please don't come for chatting me in Thai language, thank you!

For personal reasons, I will not list all social medias and majority of them are in private. /nm /info-

As I use EEST in my area, I am mainly active until 2 AM.

Before you ask for art thing, I tend to be picky and selective from other interests that I don't have in neither primary nor secondary interests. This is why I mainly prefer to draw primary interests such as Inanimate Insanity and Happy Tree Friends (see below), since I think it's easier and faster to do! However, gijinkas from other medias are acceptable, as long it's not problematic imo.

As mentioned earlier, please check art status before you ask something!

Request and Art Trades might take longer due to my mental health or how busy I am, please be a patient. /lh /gen

For BIG THIN ICE, I will not draw Nickloon (II Nickel x II Balloon) as a romantic. But I am still able to draw them for platonic/friendship instead, as long you don't tag them as a ship. You can still interact with me btw.

As I made my art filled with love and passion for hardworking, please respect my personal headcanon. While it's okay to have different headcanons. For art related in general, please don't leave an unwanted criticism without my permissions. Any negative or bigotry comments are not allowed here.

When requesting/art trading, please keep it SFW

I might not respond to comments, asks and dms so much, as I have difficulty communicating with strangers and draining my energy. So please do not get upset if you are ignored, I always read messages but it takes more time respond it. /nm /gen

Basic DNI (I will block you if you are bigot or weird in general, but blogs like heavy hater/negative blogs are not welcome due to personal reasons.) MY INTERESTS BELOW

Have a nice day depending where you live in! :D /pos