#happybirthdaymisha

[urusorbetworld]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISHA!!! 👱‍♂️👏🏻🎉🇧🇷❤️🇷🇺

[ahaml3t]

Happy Birthday Misha! 

[mikeydeart]

Misha in his birth suit for his birthday

Happy birthday misha

[bisexualgoddess1031]

Happy Birthday to this beautiful man #misha #mishacollins #happybirthdaymisha #happybirthdaymishacollins #spn #spnfamily https://www.instagram.com/p/CS0TX8jtx25/?utm_medium=tumblr

[honestchick]

Happy Birthday, Misha Collins! We love you! We all hope you have a wonderful and fantastic birthday!❤

(This is from my Instagram account, I wanted to post it here) (I also put a link down below)

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[milo-winchester-4ever]

🥳🥳HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISHA!!! ❤🎂 @misha sending you a BIG HUG 😘❤ I love his big heart, his kindness, his weirdness ETC. ❤ HE'S A REALLY ANGEL 🥰👍🏻 God bless him always #happybirthdaymisha #happybirthdaymishacollins #misha #mishacollins #SPNFamily #handsome #areallyangel https://www.instagram.com/p/CEH-d6kHqsrsDjwL_M31RVsOV4NWVVIcHuX6080/?igshid=146yzrbduudbx

[swiftlymoniquesblog]

Perfectly Confused Angel- Part 6  (Happy Birthday, Misha!)

Warnings: Self-doubt (Cas), tooth-rotting fluff throughout, disappointment from God, Cas feeling like a failure.

A/N: To celebrate Misha’s birthday, I thought why not write a new chapter! And in Castiel’s POV too!

As always, requests are OPEN, feedback is welcome and let me know if you wanna be added to my tag lists!

-Monique

 Previous Chapter: Five

Masterlist

*******Castiel’s POV**********

I look down at Y/N as she moves her body closer to my side, sleep washing over her like a calm ocean wave. I smile as she hums in contentment, breathing in my scent, and I can’t help but wonder why someone like her chose to love someone like me? Of everyone in the entirety of planet Earth, why does she love me? She could be with anyone yet here I am, laying beside her and holding her close to me, as if I was afraid, she was going to slip away from me. That is my number one fear. I was scared to death that one day she would wake up and realize I cannot be what she needs. I am not human, therefore, lack what it means to be a human and to be in love. But I cannot tell her this. No, it would be unfair to her to tell her I love her and then say I can’t be there for her. Maybe this was why my father sent me here, to show me what it means to be human and to learn what it is like to fall in love with someone. Or, maybe I’m completely delusional for thinking an angel can actually be in love with a human. This isn’t me; this is my vessel. Yes, my vessel, Jimmy, is remembering what it was like to be in love. Castiel, the angel, is incapable of love. That’s what I’ve always been told my entire existence unless that was wrong. But why would anyone lie to me? Was I really in love or was this just a part of my temporary human experience? Whatever this was, I knew I loved Y/N and I needed to be with her for the rest of my life. She was and always will be my number priority, aside from the Winchesters. Oh no, the Winchesters. I was sent to earth to watch over them; what would heaven think knowing I fell in love with a human? And my focus was on her instead? It wasn’t that Y/N couldn’t take care of herself, quite the opposite actually. It’s just, I felt compelled to protect her and I wouldn’t let anyone tell me otherwise.

Angel radio would not quiet down enough for me to be able to rest with Y/N so I get up and lean in to leave a kiss on her forehead, leaving her to sleep. I step into the library and sit at the table, holding my head in my hands as I try to tune the noise out. I fail to do so, however, and just give up, trying to make sense of whatever I was hearing. I heard arguing and then a loud voice booming inside my thoughts.

“Castiel, you have failed your mission. You were supposed to watch the Winchester brothers, not fall in love.”

I recognized the voice as my Father’s and I could hear the disappointment, clear in his tone.

“Father, I know you are disappointed but the Winchesters are safe. I watch over them every night and I go with them on their hunts. Y/N just happens to be the person I can’t stay away from. I tried to fight how I felt about her but I just couldn’t; it’s impossible. How could you send me to look after the Winchesters and have someone as extraordinary as she is with them and not expect the human side of me to not long for her?”

I challenge my Father back and then, am met with silence. Maybe he thought I was right and I could figure this out on my own. It isn’t until I hear the sound of footsteps padding towards me, that I realize it must be morning.

“Cas, what are you doing here?” Sam asks, walking to the the opposite side of the table as me.

“I was trying to get angel radio to settle down a bit.” I admit, frowning.

“Oh, I thought you were with Y/N?” He looks confused, much like I tend to do.

“I was but it got too loud and I needed to talk to my Father. I didn’t want to wake her so I ended up here.”

“Is everything okay?” He asks.

“I think so. Everything is quiet so I hope that means everything is okay but my Father seemed…. disappointed in me. And-and I don’t think I am good enough for Y/N.” I admit and I begin to feel wet on my face.

“What the?” I question as I bring my fingers up to touch by my eyes.

“Sam, what is happening?” I ask, growing more concerned.

“You’re crying, Cas. It’s what humans do when they’re sad or sometimes when they’re happy. It’s a way to release toxins from the body; it’s normal. As for you not feeling worthy of Y/N, I think that is ridiculous. I’ve known Y/N for a very long time and I know she loves you. That girl hardly ever lets anyone in, aside from me and Dean. So, the fact that she trusts you to let you in, says something about what you mean to her. Does this mean she’s let you see everything right now? No. But she is allowing herself to be vulnerable in the presence of you, Cas.”

I never thought of the relationship in this sense. I guess Y/N was more guarded than I originally thought but she trusted me; she’s letting me in. And according to Sam, she wasn’t raised properly. He wouldn’t tell me what happened to her when she was growing up, said she would tell me in time, but I knew it wasn’t good.

Soon, Sam and I could hear laughter coming from the other room; Dean and Y/N must be awake. Sam bids farewell and walks towards the sound of laughter before I decide to go or not. I can distinctly tell Y/N’s laughter from Dean’s; hers more feminine. I smile to myself as I think of her head thrown back and the biggest smile forming on her plump lips; the ones I’ve grown to love to kiss.

“So why is six afraid of seven?” Dean asks her as I walk in the room.

But before she could answer, I make my presence known and say, “Well, I assume it’s because 7 is a prime number and prime numbers can be intimidating.”

The room suddenly grows quiet as everyone just stares at me, before laughter erupts from everyone but me. What did I say?

“Oh Cas, my sweet, confused angel.” Y/N says, before walking over to grab the back of my head gently and pull me in for a kiss.

“What did I say?” I ask her when we separate.

“I was telling a joke and you just ruined it, asshat.” Dean said, a little harshly.

“Dean, be nice, geez!” Y/N glared at him before turning back to look at me.

“Dean was telling a joke. The joke was ‘why is six afraid of seven? Cause seven ate nine. But the joke is, eight as in the number, and ate, as in I ate a big breakfast, sound the same and eight is the next number in numerical order; six, seven, eight, nine. Make sense?” Y/N explained to me and a wide smile took its place on my face.

“Oh, that’s actually quite funny. Good one, Dean.” I say, looking to the older Winchester, who just seemed unimpressed.

“Thank you for explaining that to me, Honeybee,” I say and kiss Y/N’s cheek.

“Anything for my perfectly confused angel.”

Tags: @forever-trapped-in-my-dreams @markofdean79 @simpleboox @fandom-princess-forevermore @thwiso @grace15ella

[winchesters-angelcastiel]

Happy Birthday Misha Collins! Thank you for being the kind, generous man that you are, and for helping a lot of people. You are a real life angel. Wish you many many more birthdays, and hope you spend today with your family and friends feeling as happy and loved as you deserve!💜💜💜💜💜

[dadstielkline]

Reblog this if you hope Misha Collins has a very Happy 44th Birthday!

[mishacollinsthighsss]

I missed Misha's Birthday because I was too busy 😭 But anyway, here is something I made because of this special day and even if it's too late! Happy Birthday Misha! I hope you had a great day ❤🔥

(Please don't be too hard, that's the first video I made EVER) 😅🙈

[hermaeusrose]

It's his birthday 🥺 my birthday wish to him is for him to fully understand how much he means to people and how much of a difference he makes in people's lives ❤❤❤ I can't wait to see him again and give hugs and tell him just that

[mildlyconcernedallthetime]

Happy birthday Misha!!!!

[sketching-fox]

Painting a little Birthday Gift with nanquim ink and water! Music: Scheming Weasel faster by Kevin Mcleod

I tried create a Birthday gift with a little of a "gish" touch. Inspired by oriental art, water is the main tool here. Water is the softest thing but nothing can resist it! Softness overcoming hardness as the TAO said. Like small acts of kindness changing a world. Thanks for all inspiration!!!

[yourmishaboy-blog]

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

MISHA

FUCKING

COLLINS

He deserves all the good in the world

[nino-possy]

Happy Birthday my sweet Misha, you're the cutest, and the sweetest and you're always the kindest to the rest of our fur family, I love you so much and I hope you'll have a 100 birthdays. Happy Birthday 🎂 🎁 💙 💗 😘 😺😺 #Cat #Cats #Catlovers #Catlover #ilovecats #MyCats #MyKids #HappyBirthdayMisha #happybirthday #Misha https://www.instagram.com/p/BtiYdHfnUR5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nbg653vzbo0

[milo-winchester-4ever]

😊 🎉🎂🎁 HAPPY BIRTHDAY one of the kindness person in the world, a father, a real angel with beautiful blue eyes 😄😍, with a huge heart, funny, dork, handsome, and MORE!! 😍 😘 ❤ #happybirthdaymishacollins @misha #spnfamily #happybirthdaymisha #Supernatural