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honeydewtual · 4 days ago
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Most Replayed Youngbin Moments
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ggthydrangea · 2 years ago
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hi tabi my dear!! i'm sorry for my late response 😭
yes exactly!! it's freeing to do stuff alone sometimes, it kinda started bc one summer i wanted to watch a scary movie that came out (hereditary) but no one would watch it with me LOL so i decided i'll just go by myself. i used to worry what other people would think but i realized i quite enjoy my own company so now i'm more comfortable doing it! (and of course, since im a minho bias, this reminds me of his latest vlog where he went camping alone haha that was such a comfy cozy vlog 🥺 my mind is still there)
dont worry, i have "cannot shut up disease" too so i totally understand 😂😂 i have also heard of rowoon but i don't think i watched the dramas he was in! also chani was in that snow prince stage last year with mark and lino 😁 and oh my gosh, that mirotic stage with taeyang and hyunjin 😳 taeyang's pose in the beginning AHH
wait i know some of these sf9 songs you mentioned!! i LOVE o sole mio, what a great song. and i've seen the dance practice for KO because of that beginning part where they're rotating the members, that is simply insane!!!! i listened to all the other songs you sent, and they are really catchy omg?? and their choreos are so cool!! is taeyang the one in the sleeveless shirt in the now or never mv? hahahaha. also i love your sf9 info doc <3 it seems like there are a lot of quiet cuties in the group hehe 🥺 i love that!!! also i watched the horror dance prank video LMAO youngbin saying "i was really looking forward to seeing a ghost" famous last words and the way they all freaked out when the bat fell from the ceiling
yeah snowboarding/skiing are so expensive so we'll see if that happens hahaha 😅 i kinda know how to skateboard though and it seemed fun but idk! def one day it seems cool to learn. oooh have you read any good books lately? i like to read as well ^^ i havent watched any anime recently but i have watched a good amount (did you watch/read spyxfamily? that was the last one i watched i think and it was pretty funny). what video games do you like to play? im only a casual gamer, kpop takes most of my brain space 😂😂 i still havent finished zelda botw lol. and that is so cool that you dance too!! how did you get into dancing? i dont know anything about dancing and it always fascinates me to watch dancers move their bodies the way they do!! there is this duo whose dances i really like to watch (i didnt know this when i first found him but the guy, sean, actually did a dance collab that i love with taeyong and mark from nct too!! (also god mark is so hot in that video hahaha)
All good no worries! I can be slow to respond myself, and life happens!
Oh nice! For me it started in college, just with how classes and stuff worked out, I spent most of my time alone and had to go out of my way to hang out with friends, and I started to enjoy some of that alone time, I like just vibing sometimes.
I wish I could tell you what dramas he's been in, but honestly I'm really bad at remembering anything. XD The Mirotic stage is a lot but it's also fun!!! All of them killed it! Those stages with different groups together are so fun, a multis dream come true. 🥺 Now if there could somehow be a stage with both Chan and Taeyang I would die happy... 😂
You have good taste if you love O Sole Mio. 😔 I'm glad you like them all!!! Lemme check to see the only one I remember being shirtless is Hwiyoung... Okay Taeyang does have some shirtless outfits but so does Hwiyoung so I'm not sure which one you're talking about for Now or Never. XD
I'm glad you love my doc!!! I really love sharing SF9 with people so it made for a nice little reference to help! Haha that video... Those poor guys... It was so funny but I also felt so bad for them. 😂
I haven't been reading much recently, but earlier this year I read this YA dystopian book called Unwind! It was really dark but also really interesting, I liked it a lot! How about you?
I'm so behind on anime but I love some of them out there, I could ramble forever just talking about my favorites. I did watch the first season of Spy x Family, it was cute!
I don't game much these days, but I like a lot of the Nintendo stuff like Legend of Zelda, Animal Crossing, Pokemon, but also smaller series like TWEWY, Style Savvy, all sorts of games!
My mom wanted me doing something active and after looking around she somehow found Irish dance, I'm not sure how. XD This was back when I was a kid so I don't really remember. Dancing is so fun I love it a lot!!! Ooo those are really cool!!! I'm nowhere that good I just do it for fun, but I love seeing good dancers, it's so amazing to see all the things they do!!!
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latte-fairytaekwoon · 4 years ago
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𝑺𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝑫𝒐𝒘𝒏 (𝑲𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒀𝒆𝒐𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒈) 𝑹𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅
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Pairing: BFF! Kang Yeosang (Ateez)/ BFF! Reader (Female)
Genre: Smut, Slight Angst, Fluff, Non Idol! AU.
Synopsis: Yeosang decides to show and prove to his best friend that slow and sensual sex is superior to rough fucking.
Word Count: Around 3-4K
Warnings: Mentions of smoking/drinking, oral sex (f receiving), fingering, nipple play, semi-drunk sex, sex taping (with consent), sweet vanilla sex with music/ led lights in the background, protective sex that transitions to unprotected (always do safe sex), creampie, best friend/ non-romantic relationship (?)
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"Room for one more?"
Turning her head in the direction of the deep, husky voice next to her, Y/N shrugged her shoulders.
"I don't really care. Not my place anyhow."
She lifted the almost finished cigarette to her lips. Taking a small puff of it, she blew out the smoke with then turned back to the dark brown male that had now taken a seat next to her on the porch.
"Want the last one?" She held up her cancer stick for him to take.
"No thanks." He shook his head.
Y/N scoffed at that. "What? Not hard enough for someone like you?"
Throwing the tiny butt onto the ground, she didn't care at all to put it out. Rolling his eyes, Yeosang extended his leg to finish the task of making sure she didn't set anything on fire.
"Sucker." Y/N repeated what she'd often call him.
"Dumbass." He counteracted her attack with his own nickname for her.
"Why are you even out here? Wouldn't you rather be inside and join in on the fun?" She asked him.
Picking up a nearby stick, Yeosang began drawing random shapes on the ground below him.
"What do you classify as fun? I mean, besides destroying your lungs and aging faster."
"Haha, you're so fucking hilarious." Y/N replied sarcastically.
"As if you're any better Yeo. I'm surprised you're not stumbling back to your shitty apartment with either Hwa or Joong helping your wasted ass."
"Need I remind you that you practically live in my so called 'shitty' apartment cause your roommate can't stand you at the dorms." He snorted at her.
"It's not that she can stand me! I can't stand her bringing her douche boyfriend in the middle of the night or at odd hours of the day just so they can fuck each other's brains out!" She exclaimed in frustration.
Smirking at her, Yeosang couldn't help himself as he said:
"Maybe you should get your brain fucked out once in a while. Might help you be a little less bitchy."
Y/N scoffed.
"I'm not bitchy and I certainly don't need it."
"Your face says you do. Like seriously Y/N, when was the last time you got a good fuck? Let me guess. Probably 8 months ago when you let Youngbin pound you behind the bleachers?" He laughed at her.
"Ok! You know what?! Fuck you Yeosang! I can't believe you brought that up!"
Standing up, she began to storm away from him, away from the party and decided to just go to the nearest bus stop so she could go hide under her bed and pretend she didn't exist. Crossing her arms over her chest, she shivered slightly when a slight breeze blew against her. But still she continued walking, not paying attention to the voice calling out for her from behind. She had gotten a block away from where she was when she heard the sound of something scraping against the pavement behind her.
"You're hard to find." Yeosang came up next to her, his feet firmly planted on the skateboard under him.
"And you're hard to get rid of." She threw a passive aggressive smile in his direction.
"Listen..." Shifting the board to the left, he blocked her from walking any further.
"I'm sorry ok? I didn't mean to upset you." He apologized.
"You didn't really upset me.....I just hate bringing that jerk up again."
Yeosang chuckled at her pouty expression. Getting off the skateboard, he kicked down on one of the sides, making it fly up so he could catch it with his hand and tuck it under his elbow.
"Come on. Wanna hang out at my place tonight?" He offered.
"Still got leftover booze from last time?" She asked in anticipation.
"Now who's the alcoholic here snip?"
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It was well past 11 and Y/N had already downed more than half the bottle of the hard liquor. She lifted the glass up again to her lips when she was stopped by her friend beside her.
"Easy tiger. I think you've had more than enough."
Taking the bottle away from her, he wiped the top off before taking a quick gulp before setting it down somewhere next to him.
"I'm not even drunk yet.." Y/N mumbled out.
"Certainly not, but you're definitely not sober. So I'd say you're just a tad bit tipsy."
Y/N shoved him with her shoulder when he tried to lean his head on her.
"No. Go away. I'm still mad at you." She barked at him, clicking her tongue in annoyance.
"So I take it I'm sleeping on the couch again?" Yeosang raised an eyebrow at her.
"Well I certainly aren't. Shit's uncomfortable af."
Standing up, she threw her crop sweater over her head and tossed it somewhere in the room, her black shorts soon following after. Yeosang barely batted an eyelash at his friend's actions, so used to her walking around half naked around his place.
Slumping down on the bed, she reached into Yeosang's dresser and opened the drawer, knowing she'd find his stash of tootsie pops in it. Picking out a cherry flavored one, she unwrapped it and popped it in her mouth, discarding the wrapper on the waste bin a few feet away from her. Turning on her back, she hummed softly before taking the lollipop out of her mouth momentarily to pat on the empty space next to her and say:
"Sangie, come here. I wanna cuddle."
Yeosang grumbled at her words.
"Whatever happened to me sleeping on the couch?"
"Never said you should. Now come on." She repeated at him.
Yeosang sighed in disbelief, seriously questioning why he even put up with his friend for so long. Removing his plaid pullover hoodie and black skinny jeans, leaving him in just a plain white T-shirt and his black briefs, he slid down next to Y/N and wrapped one of his arms around her waist.
"Happy now?" He inquired of her.
Y/N shifted a little so that they ended up in a more comfortable spooning position.
"Yeah I guess." She murmered softly.
Yeosang began to draw circles across her hip, occasionally pulling the side of her black panty and making it snap against her skin, making Y/N swat his hand away whenever he did.
"Can I have some?" Yeosang gestured to the candy in her mouth.
Pulling it out with a loud 'popping' noise, Y/N held it out for him to take. Putting it in his mouth, Yeosang sucked in it briefly then took a small bite out of it before handing it back to her.
"Heathen." Y/N derided him when she saw the mutilated lollipop.
"Puss." He snickered at her.
They laid there in silence for a few minutes, the only sound coming from them was the occasional sighs or hums that would elude from their mouths. Getting tired and bored of the painful lack of noise, Yeosang reached for his phone and connected it to his bluetooth speakers. Scrolling through his playlist, he smiled smugly as he found the one song he had been listening a lot to lately and did not hesitate to start playing it. Y/N jolted a little when the blaring of trumpets resonated through the room.
"Jesus fucking christ, why must it start in such an unholy manner?" She complained as she shifted a little in Yeosang's embrace.
Yeosang couldn't help but laugh softly.
"And you know that's not the unholy part about it."
Y/N couldn't help but smile at the sincerity of his words and especially not when the first verses started.
~Tell me what it is you wanna know
Finish up the bottle then we'll go, babe~
"Speaking of which, we didn't finish our bottle."
Y/N made a move to get up, but Yeosang pulled her back down, this time making her lay on top of him.
"Kang Yeosang!" She grunted at him, eyebrows furrowing at him.
"Snippy pants." He winked at her then placed a kiss to her nose.
His hands began to travel down the curve of her lower back, momentarily resting on her ass, his fingers digging into her soft skin.
~I'm too phased, it's too late
But coming down is all I ever do, babe, yeah~
"Pervert." Y/N accused him when he slapped her ass lightly.
"You weren't complaining when Youngbin-"
Y/N silenced him with a kiss to his lips, her tongue running across his upper lip. Yeosang tried to capture her tongue with his teeth, but she pulled back before he got the chance, making him whine softly.
"Mention that atrocity one more time and I will blow up your dick." She threatened him.
Yeosang couldn't help but poke fun at her.
"I wouldn't necessarily say no. I've heard your blowjob stories."
Y/N smacked his chest.
"What?! You think guys don't talk about it around me? They don't hold back just because we're close." He ruffled her hair.
"What about you? How come I never hear any stories from you? Is our little Sangie an actual saint?" She jeered at him.
Yeosang smiled softly, his hands pulling on Y/N's bra strap.
"First of all, let me assure you I'm not little.."
Lifting his hips up slightly, he grinded against her so she could feel his semi hard on. Y/N widened her eyes momentarily, her subconscious wishing he'd repeat the action one more time.
"And I'm not a saint. I'm just not as promiscuous as the other guys, that are into rough fucking all the girls in our class." He explained as he moved Y/N's strap so it fell off her shoulder.
Y/N couldn't help but look at him incredulous.
"Seriously? Getting fucked like a pornstar is one of the best feelings ever. Best kind of sex there is."
"I beg to differ babygirl. I find it to be completely overrated." He mused softly before placing a kiss to her exposed shoulder.
~And I'm so down if you're ready
I'm floating but I'm heavy
And I'll show you if you let me, girl~
"So what? You mean to tell me vanilla sex is better?" She rolled her eyes.
Yeosang couldn't help the mischievous smile that formed on his sculpture like face.
"It's not just better.....it's superior."
Yeosang's hand grabbed the remote next to his lamp, which he promptly turned off. Clicking on the first button, the room instantly illuminated a dark red from the LED lights that Yeosang had installed when he first moved into the apartment.
"Want me to show you?"
Y/N hadn't even responded but Yeosang was already unclasping her bra. His hands caressed her exposed back as he patiently waited for her answer. Feeling brave, Y/N sat up to let the garment fall off her body and onto the floor. She looked back to see Yeosang's reaction. He bit his lip, his hands gripping the sheets beneath him in an effort to contain himself from touching her before she gave her consent.
Y/N leaned down, her hand cupping his chin.
"Show me then."
Closing the distance between them, she kissed him tenderly. Yeosang hummed into the kiss, his fingers tucking a side of her hair behind her ear.
~I don't know if you already know how
But girl, I got the feeling that you know now~
Yeosang's tongue pressed against her bottom lip, making Y/N chuckle, but nonetheless granted him access to her mouth. Holding the sides of her neck, Yeosang swirled his tongue inside her, before pulling her own into his mouth to gently suck on it.
"Hehet....you smell like alcohol." He said in between their makeup session.
"Shut up and kiss me you dork."
She pulled him back in and deepened their kiss, her mouth hungrily and sloppily kissing his, her lips trailing across his chin and jaw at times.
"Fuck. How desperate are you?" Yeosang asked.
"A whole lot, now can you fucking stop being the ass you are and get on with it?" She pleaded with him.
In a flash, Yeosang flipped her onto her back. Burying his face in her neck, he placed open mouth kisses across it until he found exactly what he was looking for when Y/N's breath hitched.
"Found you."
Yeosang began to suck onto the sensitive patch of skin he had discovered. Y/N tilted her head to give him better access, which he took complete advantage of. Yeosang only pulled away after making sure there'd be a crimson red mark for anyone to see the following days. Satisfied with his work, he moved further south and began to kiss down her sternum, his hands going from her hips to her waist.
His lips went from kissing in between the valley of her breasts, to gliding over and taking one of her perky nipples into his mouth. His other hand made sure that its twin wasn't left unattended as he pinched and played with it delicately between his long and slender fingers. Without realizing it, Y/N arched her back, making Yeosang smile against her skin.
"You're definitely enjoying this." He teased her, biting faintly on her tiny bud.
"Sh-shut up..." She mumbled.
"And I haven't even gotten to the fun part."
Yeosang dragged his mouth painfully slow down her stomach, placing open mouth kisses on several parts of her skin. Once, he reached her belly button, he couldn't help but feel a little playful. Pressing his face down, he blew against her skin, causing her to squeak and giggle at the vibrations.
"Sangie!" She gushed at him and his awfully cute action.
"Sorry." He apologized but the sparkle in his eyes indicated he was anything but.
When he realized he was in between her legs, only a piece of fabric separating him from her most intimate place, he looked back up at her, mentally asking her if she still wanted to continue. Maybe it was the partially drunk part of her brain or maybe it was the sober part, either way, Y/N nudged Yeosang with her knee, urging him to do something.
Getting the hint, Yeosang grabbed the sides of her panties and began to rid her of them. Y/N lifted herself up so the process was easier for him, and even parted her legs for him, her neediness wanting him to just do as he pleased.
Yeosang inhaled and exhaled sharply as he stared down at his best friend's glistening and almost dripping core, the astonishment and lust in his stare quite unmistakable. His hands wrapped themselves on the back of her knees, his body leaning closer to get a better look at her.
"Well?" Y/N chuckled when he stayed dumb for a while.
Smiling an ironically pure smile, Yeosang didn't take his gaze off from between her legs as he responded:
"It's pretty.......so fucking pretty."
Turning his head, he kissed her right knee tenderly, dragging his lips around it. Eventually, he began kissing up her inner thighs, both of them, leaving no spot unattended. Y/N began to breath more rapidly as she watched him earnestly inch closer and closer to her lips.
"Oh-oh..."
Y/N gasped when Yeosang dragged the tip of his nose up her slit, making sure to press down on her clit.
"Fuck! You smell absolutely delicious babe."
Releasing her knees, he brought his fingers up so they could spread her folds apart so he could glide his wet muscle up and taste a bit of her. Yeosang couldn't get enough of her taste, as shown by his relentless effort in licking and sucking at her clit. One of his fingers began prodding at her entrance, swirling around and finally sinking inside her.
"Fucking hell Y/N, you're so tight and you're already sucking in one of my fingers. Seriously how long have you not gotten any dick?" He inquired as he added a second finger, beginning to scissor them inside her.
"Too. Fucking. Long."
Shutting her eyes, her hands went to Yeosang's hair and began pulling at it, her hips pressing against his face.
"Yeosangie..... help me..." She whined at him.
Paying attention to her needs, Yeosang buried his face in her heat once again, sucking and lapping enthusiastically, moaning occasionally as his 2 fingers slid in and out of her at a moderate pace. Y/N's chest began rising up and down, she could feel herself getting closer and closer to spilling all over her friend's face. The thought of her actually cumming in Yeosang's mouth riled her up more than she'd ever think it would. Yeosang felt her walls tightening around his fingers, clear indication she was about to cum. Being the teasing asshole he was, he pulled his fingers out and detached his mouth from her core, panting slowly from having been eating her out so passionately, some of her arousal smeared on his chin, upper lip and even on his nose.
"What the hell you jerk!?"
Y/N sat up, fully committed to smack him across the face, but he gripped her wrists as he forced her back down.
"Calm down Y/N, I promise you'll be cumming soon."
Leaning in, he kissed her forehead lovingly, sending flutters down her body. Her hand placed itself on his chest.
"Off." Although it was technically an order, she meant it more as a request.
Yeosang pulled his shirt over his head, allowing Y/N to gawked at his lean but toned abs and muscles.
"Fuck.......when did you start working out skater boi?"
Yeosang blushed and giggled shyly.
"Around the same time you began showing off your legs a lot more."
Y/N watched in anticipation as he began to remove his boxers. She widened her eyes when she saw her long time friend's cock slap against his stomach, the tip already leaking out precum.
"Holy shit. You weren't kidding when you said you weren't little." She complimented him.
Y/N reached out to try and grab it in her hand, but Yeosang swatted her hand away.
"You can suck my cock another time. Right now though, I'm dying to have it inside your tight hole."
Y/N clenched at the mere thought of having such a good looking cock inside her. She'd never outwardly admit it, but she always had a thing for visual stimulation and above average dicks.
Opening the drawer, Yeosang took out a condom and ripped it open with his teeth, soon rolling it onto his length. He slowly lowered his body on top of hers, kissing her softly as he aligned himself at her entrance. With a roll of his hips, he slid inside her, both of them moaning loudly. Yeosang let a few seconds pass before he began rolling his hips, starting at a slow and steady pace that matched the rhythm of the music playing in the background. His face hid in her neck, biting and kissing at her shoulders as his hands kept her waist firmly planted on the mattress.
"Fuck, you feel amazing Y/N." He whispered against her ear, making her sigh blissfully.
Wanting to dote on her more, he began spurting out a relay of compliments.
"You look so beautiful like this baby. Fuck! I wish I could capture this moment forever."
Feeling bold, Y/N held out her hand and began tapping around until she found what she was wanting to grab. She held out Yeosang's phone to him.
"Then why don't you?"
Yeosang groaned, halting his movements so as to not cum from her insinuation.
"Are you for real?" He wanted to make sure she wasn't kidding.
"Please just don't film my face. I don't want anyone to know it's me in case it gets in the wrong hands or you upload it to a porn site." She stated making him burst out in a lighthearted laugh.
"Oh honey I won't do that. I'm keeping this for my fap material."
Yeosang sat up as he turned on the camera. He began moving once the phone started recording the naughty scene taking place in his bedroom, this time going a little rougher than at first. He loved watching the way Y/N's tits bounced every time he pushed back inside of her. The red LED lights only made it more thrilling, adding a more erotic aesthetic that the camera captured perfectly.
~I'm burning up, yeah, all I see is red, ah
She said "Fuck me like I'm famous"
I said, "Okay"~
Yeosang's free hand ran across her stomach, momentarily pressing down on the bulge protruding from there. Then it began to squeeze at her breasts, fondling and groping them in a not too harsh fashion.
"Yeosang..... I need more..." She spoke out.
Yeosang pressed paused to help her out.
"Want more? Ok. Turn around for me baby."
~Push a little further on the edge
Crawl a little further on the bed, babe~
Pulling out of her, his hands helped her turn her body for him. Y/N immediately got on all fours, but Yeosang pressed his hand on her back.
"As cute as you look right now my friend, that's not what I had in mind."
Pushing her down, he made her lay her body on the mattress into a low doggy position. Y/N looked back at him with a questioning gaze.
"Trust me Y/N. It'll have you cumming in seconds."
Picking up his phone again, he was about to resume recording when Y/N's words made him snap up.
"Sangie please fuck me raw."
Yeosang swore he had a mini heart attack when she said that.
"Y..Y/N....what are you-"
"It's ok! I'm on birth control and I just really want to feel you and have you cum inside me." She confessed unashamedly.
Yeosang thought about it for a minute before deciding 'screw it' and threw away the condom that was wrapped around his dick. Pumping himself a few times, he finally pressed record again, wanting to capture the moment he entered his friend completely raw.
This time his thrusts were more deep and fast paced, wanting to have Y/N come as fast as possible, which wasn't going to take too long, if her now loud gasps and moans were a major clue.
"Oh- oh my g-god!"
Y/N now understood what Yeosang meant when he said he'd have her cumming in seconds. With his cock pushing in and out of her rapidly it made the mattress underneath her rub against her clit in the most addicting friction she'd ever had.
"T-told you so.." Yeosang couldn't hide the shit eating grin on his face, which Y/N would have slapped off if she could see it.
Gripping at her hip harshly, he angled himself so he could hit that special spot in her, finding it quite easily after many practices in the same room from past lovers. Y/N tried biting her lip but it wasn't enough so she resorted to hiding her face on the pillow in front of her, muffling her near shrieking moans.
~You're buried in the pillow, yeah, you're so loud
But I'm about to show you, baby, slow down~
Lifting her head up slightly, she tried to warn him.
"S-Sangie...I'm gonna-"
She threw her head down again, not wanting Yeosang's next door neighbors to complain next day about the noise, given how thin the walls were.
Positioning his phone on the dresser, Yeosang crouched down and lifted her face up to look at him. She looked almost completely fucked out, her hair sticking onto her face, sweat beads piling on her forehead. Yeosang kissed her messily, his mouth silencing some of her moans as well as his own.
"Go ahead gorgeous. Cum for me. I'll be right behind her."
Yeosang let out a deep, gutteral moan when he felt her clench around him, her body shaking underneath him as she came hard. A series of cursing ensued as he spilled himself inside her, coating her walls with his cum. He slowed down his movements, but never halted them completely, wanting her and himself to ride out their orgasms. When he finally stilled inside her, he grabbed his phone again and held it close to where their bodies connected.
"Holy shit. That's so hot." He said in an almost gloating tone as he pulled himself out of his best friend and watched as part of his cum seeped out of her.
Turning off the camera, he reached for the box of wet tissues on his nightstand and began wiping Y/N down. Tapping on her shoulder, he asked:
"You ok there bud?"
Y/N let out a muffled "Yeah."
"Cute." He shook his head.
Turning off the music, he plopped beside Y/N, turning her so they could resume spooning like they were in the beginning.
"So....?"
Y/N opened her eyes and tilted her head to look at him.
"So what?" She looked at him rather puzzled.
"Do you agree now that vanilla sex is superior?" He wiggled his eyebrows at her.
Y/N hummed as she pondered about it in her head. Turning around so her body faced his, she pulled him closer.
"I don't know.....might need a little more convincing..." She joked.
Yeosang took notice of the slight smirk that tugged at the corners of her lips. Wrapping his arms around her, he kissed the top of her head.
"Oh trust me. I don't think this will be the last time...."
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~Song used here: Slow Down- Chase Atlantic ~
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beautifulpeaceangel · 4 years ago
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Namseon High School Series (SF9 x TWICE)
Let your eyes sparkle and shine with love as Project M brings you the romantic love stories of 18 high school students from the fictional Namseon High School. Join Hae-eun, Jonghyun, Ha-joon, Seul-ah, Hyun-jin, In-ha, Jin-hong, Ji-hye, Ji-na, Hyun-ki, Hyeon-woo, Soo-hye, Junho, Jin-hee, Seung-ah, Eun-seop, Won-hyeok and Ah-young as they give you a glimpse of their love stories!
#RowoonxTzuyu - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 1 - Love Notes] She watched over him but he couldn't see it. She loves him but he doesn't know it. Love Notes tells the story of Park Hae-eun (Tzuyu) and her huge crush on Namseon High School's new student Kang Jonghyun (Rowoon). However, Jonghyun doesn't see her as anything more than a fellow classmate. Will she be able to tell him how she feels and will he discover how she feels about him?
#ZuhoxJeongyeon - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 2 - Love and Hate] The more you hate, the more you love. Love and Hate tells the story of Namseon High School's Yang Ha-joon (Zuho) and Shin Seul-ah (Jeongyeon) who are sworn enemies. The thought of dating each other sounded so wrong to them. Their hate for each other gets tested when Ha-joon asks Seul-ah to pretend to be his girlfriend to stop girls from asking him out. She agrees because it was just a fake. It was only ever meant to pretend but before any of them realize it, things begin to change between them. Will Ha-joon and Seul-ah discover that their feelings actually go beyond hate after all?
#DawonxSana - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 3 - Once Upon A Kiss] The love story that started with a kiss. Once Upon a Kiss tells the story of Im Hyun-jin (Dawon) and Baek In-ha (Sana) who as kids, became friends. but their friendship was cut off by their mothers' dispute. Will time erase their friendship or will it lead to love and a happy ending?
#InseongxMina - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 4 - One Step at a Time] There is no way for a girl and a boy to simply be just friends. One Step at a Time tells the story of Kwon Jin-hong (Inseong) and Lee Ji-hye (Mina) who are best friends. Jin-hong falls for Ji-hye but is afraid to confess his feelings for her. Will Jin-hong have the courage to tell Ji-hye how he feels before it's too late? Can best friends turn into lovers with just one step?
#YoungbinxNayeon - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 5 - Really Like You] Once you start having feelings for someone, it's hard to turn back. Really Like You tells the story of Han Ji-na (Nayeon) who hasn't let anyone get too close to her, not even her mother or her best friend.  It may seem like a lonely life, but that's exactly how she prefers it: having very few attachments, no connections to her past, and no one knowing who she really is. Then she catches Choi Hyun-ki (Youngbin)’s eyes from the first sight and he wants to know more about her. It’s difficult because her guard is always up and she has a thick wall keeping herself from letting him in. Will Hyun-ki be able to bring Ji-na's guard down and let her know his true feelings and will Ji-na finally learn to warm up to someone?
#JaeyoonxChaeyoung - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 6 - Love Phobia] Once someone has hurt you, you're so scared to get attached to someone again because you never want to have your heart broken again. Love Phobia tells the story of Jo Soo-hye (Chaeyoung), a girl who promised herself that she'll never fall in love again after her ex-boyfriend had left her heartbroken. She then meets Jang Hyeon-woo (Jaeyoon), a guy from her class who seem to be taking advances towards her. But what happens when an  offer from Hyeon-woo is to tempting and breaks Soo-hye's phobia of love? Will he keep Soo-hye's heart intact or will he break her heart and her fear once again to become true?
#TaeyangxJihyo - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 7 - Symptoms of Love] The first symptom of love in a young man is timidity; in a girl boldness. Symptoms of Love tells the story of Hwang Junho (Taeyang) who had his eyes on Kang Jin-hee (Jihyo) ever since he first saw her on the first day of school. He has been constantly bothered of a feeling he has never felt before. He finds himself always thinking about her. Will Junho soon realize the first symptom of him being in love?
#HwiyoungxMomo - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 8 - Crazy Little Thing Called Love] We always feel a little pain inside but we still want to keep that person. Even though we don’t where that person is today, what that person is doing, but that person is the one who makes us know this… Crazy little thing called love. Crazy Little Thing Called Love tells the story of Choi Seung-ah (Momo)who falls in love with Yoon Eun-seop (Hwiyoung), a member of the school broadcasting club after hearing his voice on the intercom. At the urge of her three best friends, Seung-ah follows the advice of the guidebook called Nine Recipes of Love, which can supposedly win the affection of the man of your dreams if followed closely.  Some of the methods described in the book sound outlandish to Seung-ah at first but she willingly tries them all eventually. Will she be able to end up with Eun-seop?
#ChanixDahyun - [SF9 x TWICE SERIES 9 - You Taught Me the Meaning of Love] When destiny knocks at your door, open it. Who knows, he might be bringing you the one you least expected to meet. You Taught Me the Meaning of Love tells the story of Sung Ah-young (Dahyun), a simple girl from Tongyeong who moves to Seoul because of her studies. However, one encounter changed it all. She meets Han Won-hyeok (Chani), a student of Namseon High School. After meeting each other for the first time, their lives seem to be intersecting each other’s ever since. What happens when they find out that their lives were intertwined ever since the beginning? Will they give their destined love a chance?
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kpoprunsmylifenow · 6 years ago
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Difficulties
Best Friend!SF9 x Reader
Angst/Fluff
Summary: You were a producer after your group disbanded at FNC. And then a mess ensues.
A special thanks to @atiny-lesgeddit and @youremytreasure98 for being my beta readers ❤️ 🧡 💛 💙 💜 💚
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(Love SF9. Do it.)
You’d been friends with SF9 since before they’d debuted. You’d became a trainee around the same time as Zuho and Rowoon. When they told you that they were finally going to debut, you were so proud of them. And eventually you ended up debuting as well, around the same time as their promotions for O Sole Mio. But after a couple of years, FNC decided to let disband your group. You’d only had one comeback after your debut, so all your members decided that it was coming soon. You all were sad to go, but you all kept in contact after your disbandment. So while your members went to pursue other careers, you stayed at FNC and became a producer there. You helped a lot of the older artists with their music, and even helped Zuho with some of his tracks for their upcoming album.
You were sitting in the studio, waiting on the boys to get there when you were writing down some lyrics for one of AOA’s possible songs for their comeback. The first to come in was Rowoon.
“Hey Y/N.” He said as he ruffled your hair.
“Hey Ro.” You said as you pushed him away.
“Am I the first one here?” He asked as he got comfortable on the couch.
“Yep. Juho should be here soon, but you beat him here.” You laughed a little as you texted Juho that he was now late. You and Rowoon talked about their upcoming promotions for their new album, and he was excited. They were going to go to the salon to get their hair dyed in a couple of days. Soon the rest of the guys came in. As you were getting ready for the members to go inside, you tasked them with deciding on who would go in the booth first. After a quick session of rock-paper-scissors, Juho was the first to go in. When he started to record his parts, you were happy he knew the tone that you wanted for their song, and he ended his parts quickly. Rowoon was next, only needing a little coaching on what needed to be emphasized and what didn’t, and soon he was done.
As recording continued, you were coaching the guys on things that needed to be changed, and Juho worked on putting the song together so you wouldn’t have to after they all left. When they all took a break, Juho let you listen to what he’d put together, and it sounded really good. You both were talking about what needed to be added, and the both of you worked through the break.
After the song was recorded, they all decided to go out to eat to celebrate, inviting you along since you helped to complete their new comeback album. As you got ready, you saw the vice president at your door. He was asking to speak with you.
After your meeting, you decided to call a raincheck on the boys, you definitely didn’t want to go out in the mood you were in now. And you had a lot of work to do now. FNC was planning on debuting another group, and wanted you to help train them. And they were in need of a new song, one from your old song book. So you needed to record a demo for them to practice to, for their debut. All the boys were sad, hoping to hang out with their old friend, but you promised them that you’d hang with them soon.
As the new group, Junoesque, prepared for their debut, you helped them prepare. You were exhausted, actually beyond exhausted. You’d helped them perfect their dance and get their vocals stable while they’re dancing. And you produced and wrote all their songs that would end up on their debut album. You and Taeyang helped choreograph their dances so you at least got to see some of your friends, but before long, you were stuck in the studio again working one more songs.
It was almost 2 months after O Sole Mio had been released and you still hadn’t had time to see any of your friends in SF9. You’d see them every once and awhile when they were going to practice, or when they were leaving. You’d gotten pretty lonely, only seeing people when they came to record some parts for their songs. So when you finally had a day off, you decided to spend it at home. And luckily so did SF9. You’d gotten a text from Youngbin saying that they’d gave them a day off, well Rowoon had to film today for his upcoming drama, but no one else had any schedule for today. You quickly replied that you were also free today, and that you’d like to FINALLY hang out with your friends. And not to long after that, you heard a bunch of knock on your door. Laughing, you opened your door to see your 8 best friends all trying to fit through your door at the same time.
There were multiple hellos and pushing to get through the door all at once. You saw Juho standing in the back, with Inseong and Youngbin, looking at all the boys. Eventually they all fell onto the floor and entered your apartment.
“Hey guys.” You giggled as you walked into the kitchen.
“Y/N! We missed you!” You heard Dawon yell after they all had taken off their shoes. And soon you were developed into a big group hug. After you’d hugged all the guys, you all decided on watching a movie and ordering take out. So while Jaeyoon and Inseong were out to get some snacks, you and Youngbin ordered enough food for everyone.
After everyone had gotten back, you were settled on the couch with Jaeyoon, Hwiyoung, and Chani. Dawon, Taeyang, and Inseong were on the opposite couch. And Zuho and Youngbin were on the floor, comfortable with a bunch of blankets and pillows. And then there was a knock at the door, which was weird because you wasn’t expecting anyone else since Rowoon was filming. So when you opened the door, you were surprised to see Rowoon standing there.
“Miss me?” He asked as he stepped through the door and pulled you in for a hug.
“Oh wow. I thought you were supposed to be filming!” You said as you pulled him closer in your shared hug.
“I was. But I finished early and saw that Youngbin was here since you finally have a day off.” He ruffled your hair, while you rolled your eyes.
“Come on, we have take out, snacks, and movies.” And that’s how you got comfortable with all your best friends in your living room, having a much deserved break. But sadly, you had to return to work early in the morning.
As soon as you stepped into your studio, you were called to a meeting about Junoesque and about their comeback concept, and what kind of sound FNC wanted them to have. You were in this meeting for almost 3 hours, most of it was after the group had left, so you could speak to the president and some of the other producers after their concept had been decided. When you finally returned to your studio, you just laid on your couch, head in the cushions, wanted to sleep for eternity. You now had to write at least 7 new songs to put on their album. And that’s how Juho and Chani found you. You had been laying there for almost an hour, just wanting to get everything done so you wouldn’t have to do it later, but you just couldn’t write. You had no inspiration. You’d asked if you could use some of the other songs that you’d wrote, but they wanted something fresh off your brain.
“Y/N?” You heard Juho ask as you heard someone sit in your chair.
“Leave me be. I’m fine.” You said as you turned to look at the 2 boys.
“You look like you could use a break.” Chani said as Juho smiled a little.
“I can’t. I haven’t even started yet.” You sighed as you rolled over and ran your hands over your face.
“Well you’re obviously not gonna get anything done by this, so come get some food with us and maybe we can help you.” Juho said as he pulled you up.
“Fine.” You sighed as you put your shoes on and walked with the boys to the coffee shop that wasn’t too far from the company. As you ordered your usual, you saw some of the girls in Junoesque sitting in a booth. You waved at them, as you walked towards the booth that Juho and Chani had taken while you went to get everyone’s drinks.
When you told them what you’d been tasked to do, Juho was surprised.
“They want a whole entire new album, written in 2 weeks? That’s crazy.” He said as he shook his head and ate some of the muffin he’d gotten.
“And they won’t take a look at any of the stuff you’ve written before?” Chani asked.
“Nope.” You sighed. “They said that they want it to be fresh and right off my brain.” You ran your hands over your face. “And that’s not all. They want me to put them as my priority, so that means that I’ll be there producer, almost solely.” You took a sip of your drink. “Which is fine, but if they do this every time they have a comeback I’ll be burned out.”
“Hey. It’s okay. Maybe you can get some help from other producers and me.” Juho suggested as you nodded your head.
“That sounds like a good idea. My studio’s a mess because I’ve been trying to listen to other music or look at something and get some sort of inspiration, but it didn’t work.”  You said as you saw one of the girls in the from Junoesque whisper something to the other girl beside her. You narrowed your eyes, but thought nothing of it. You hung out with Juho and Chani a little more, and ended up going back to your studio to write, since you thankfully had finally gotten some inspiration.
As you were writing in your studio when there was a knock.
“Come in.” You said as you turned towards the door. In came one of the girls of Junoesque, it was the leader. “Hi Mia. What can I do for you.” You asked as you turned back to your notebook.
“Uh. I don’t really need anything, but some of my members saw you earlier and I wanted to ask you something about it.” Mia said as she closed the door.
“Oh, I saw them when I was out with Juho and Chani.” You stated as you wrote down some more lyrics. “But what about it? I’ve known Juho since I was a trainee here. And I helped produce their last album.”
“Well, one of them said it looked like you were being too friendly with Juho, and I uh, just wanted to tell you.” This made you stop, putting down your pen, and turn around.
“Too friendly?” You asked as you narrowed your eyes.
“Yeah. They said that you looked like you were on a date with Juho, but that Chani was just there to make it seem like you weren’t on a date.” She said as she rubbed the back of her neck. “And she may have went to our manager and told them.” You groaned and rubbed your face.
“I’m guessing your manager went to the-” Just then you got a message to go to the president’s office. “Well nevermind. I got my answer.” You sighed, and got up to go to the office.
When you entered, there was Juho, sitting in one of the chairs, while the president sat behind his desk. As soon as you sat down, he started talking.
“I’m guessing you’re wondering why the both of you are here.” He said as he folded his hands on his desk. “Well, earlier I was informed that one of our newly debuted members seen the two of you out at one of the coffee shops near here. They said that you looked to be on a date, even though Chani seemed to be there.” He paused and looked at the two of you. “Now we both know that the two of you are some of our best producers here, and you’ve never caused a problem. But we can’t have this happening again.” He leaned back in his chair. You looked over at Juho, seeing that he was stone faced. “Y/N since you’re working on Junoesque’s new album you should be busy. And Zuho will soon be going on tour, so that shouldn’t be a problem. But until then, you two are to not be around each other, even if there is other people around. This is in public and in private.” He said as he sat up again. “Any questions?”
“What if Zuho is helping me work on some of Junoesque’s music?” You asked as you tried to look nonchalant.
“We’re planning on this album being solely produced by you, so Zuho or any other producer will not be helping you with their new album.” You nodded and looked away.
“Since there is no more questions, you both can leave.” He said as he stood up. The two of you stood as well, bowed, and left quickly. You tried to talk to Juho but he just walked away. You were worried about him, so you texted Youngbin about what happened. He texted you back that he’d look after him and that it’d be fine.
As the weeks went on, you grew more worried as none of the guys in SF9 talked to you any. If they’d see you in the hallway, they’d just walk by you, barely even looking at you. As you finished Junoesque’s album, and then you were tasked with helping them learn the choreography that the choreographer made for their title song. And then not too long after they’d perfected it, Junoesque was making their comeback. When you started working with AOA to release their new album, was when one of your oldest friends in the company decided to finally talk to you. At first it was Rowoon. He’d caught you in an empty dance studio, just laying on the ground looking at the ceiling.
“What are you doing?” He asked as he came into the room.
“I’m surprised that you’re talking to me.” You said as you refused to look at him.
“Yeah well, it was either ignore you or get in a lot of trouble.” He said as he came closer. “But you didn’t answer my question.” He leaned over you.
“Well. I just got done with a dance that I’ve been instructed to help the choreographer with.” You said as you threw your arm over your face.
“Why are you helping choreograph? You’re a producer.”
“I’m glad you realize that, but ever since that shit with Juho they’ve been working me to the bone. I haven’t had a day off since that one we had when we all were at my apartment watching movies.” And that was almost the 2 and a half months ago.
“Really?!” He was surprised. “They haven’t let you rest at all?”
“Not for more than a couple hours. I’ve resulted to sleeping in my recording studio and avoiding people as much as I can.” You said as you struggled to turn over.
“You need to ask for some time off.” He said as he helped you roll over. “You really look like shit.” He laughed a little, but stopped when you didn’t laugh.
“I should but I can’t. They’ve really been on me since the whole situation. My manager agrees that I need to do everything they ask for so that I can do the things I want.” You got up from the floor and stumbled, thankfully Rowoon caught you before you fell.
“You’ve lost a lot of weight too. Y/N you really need to start caring for yourself. You look like you’re about to waste away.” He said as you got your footing again.
“I’ll be okay.” You said as you started towards the door. “I’m guessing y’all have practice to I’ll leave.” You were almost at the door when the rest of them started to come in. The first in was Dawon, he was joking around with Jaeyoon. But the two of them froze when they got through the door. Inseong and Youngbin were next. Youngbin saw you and his eyes widened. You slid through the door before the rest of them got there. As you disappeared, you didn’t see the looks that all of them were sending you. They were worried, especially when Rowoon told them what you had told him.
The next time you saw any of the guys with SF9 was when you were in a meeting for their next album. You were sat across from them, and you could see all of them looking at you every once and awhile. You and Juho were the two who talked the most, since you both produced. When the meeting ended, they decided that you would only help produce some of the songs. Since they wanted to Juho to produce most of the songs on this album. When you were leaving, Youngbin stopped you.
“Hey Y/N wait!” He yelled after you and ran to catch up with you.
“Hey Youngbin.” You said as you continued to walk back to your studio.
“We’ve been wanting to hang out, but you’ve been so busy.” He said as he caught up to you.
“Yeah. I’ve been really busy.” You said as you reached your studio. “But we can hang out later. I’ll be helping with the album a little.” You patted his shoulder and went into your studio, shutting the door before he could say anything else. You sighed and felt like you wanted to cry. You didn’t know why they were trying to talk to you again after ignoring you for so long. You heard Youngbin say something to Inseong, and then they both walked away.
Youngbin’s POV:
“What did she say?” Inseong asked. He sighed and shook his head.
“She’s really closed off now, but she said that we would hang out when she’s helping work on the album.” He ran his hand over his face. “I’m worried about her.”
“I know Binnie. We all are.” Inseong patted his shoulder and they walked away from her studio. When they got to the dorm, all the guys were sitting there, waiting on the run down of what Y/N had said. When the 2 oldest entered, everyone knew by the look on their face that it wasn’t anything good.
“She said she’d hang out when she’s helping with the album, but she’s not looking so good.” He said as he sat on the couch. “She’s really closed off, and I’m guessing that’s because we wasn’t talking to her because of our managers.”
“Then why don’t we tell her?” Taeyang asked as he pulled the pillow in his lap closer to his chest.
“Well we could, but she might think that we cared more about our image rather than our friendship. Especially with Rowoon and Juho.” Inseong said as he looked over at the 2 boys sitting on the couch. Juho had been really quiet since everything happened. He had tried to tell the president what had really happened, but he’d already decided what he wanted to do. So when he told the 2 of you that he didn’t want you near each other, he kinda just shut down. You’d been with him for the whole time when him and Rowoon were trainees. And you’d continuously supported them after their debut. You even stayed at FNC after your group disbanded, just so you could be around your friends. And he kinda felt like it was his fault. But the boys assured him that he’d done a good thing by taking you out to get some inspiration since you were obviously stressed out.
“I think she’ll understand. She’s been in a group before, and she’s still managed by FNC. And if she doesn’t then it’s gonna suck but she’ll eventually understand.” Jaeyoon said as he patted the 2 boy’s shoulders.
The next week were spent in the dance and recording studio. You mainly was in the dance studio helping Taeyang and Chani choreograph their title track while Zuho had the other members recording the final sound. When they were taking a break, Y/N peaked her head in.
“Oh hey Y/N!” Chani waved as he saw you.
“Hey guys.” She smiled a little and walked a little apprehensive towards them. “Where is everyone else?”
“They’re in Juho’s studio recording the final sound for our title song.” Taeyang said as he hugged her.
“Oh okay.” Y/N said as she sat down. “What are y’all doing?”
“We were choreographing our title song. But right now we’re taking a break.” You said as you leaned closer to Y/N.
“What do you have so far?” She asked as she leaned over to ruffle my hair. We all agreed and got up. I’m glad that Y/N was acting more like her old self. So we showed her the first verse, which was all we’d finished so far.
“It looks really good. And I like the song.” She complimented. We were about to answer her when the guys started coming in. And then she froze. All the guys greeted her, except Juho. You could tell she wanted to talk to him, especially about what had happened, but he’d been avoiding her more and more these days. You could visibly see her walls come up, and she sat over in a corner while we showed them what we had choreographed. Everyone would glance over at her, but she was writing in her lyric book. Since she’d been put as the producer for Junoesque, she has been writing non stop. Mainly because all of her songs were getting trashed by the vice president and president because they wanted a specific sound for them. Most times the guys felt bad because you’d made a few comments to some of the producers about how you think your producing wasn’t as good as it used to be. You usually could find her holed up in her studio for days at a time, getting food sent to her recording studio so that she wouldn’t have to leave. She even had her manager bring her clothes so that she could change since she’d sleep in her studio as well. This just made all of the guys worry more because you were overworking yourself and you wouldn’t stop until something drastic happened.
Y/N’s POV:
I was sitting in my studio when a knock came to my door.
“Come in.” You said quietly, seeing as you were getting sick. You turned to see Juho and Rowoon enter. “Hey guys.” You said as you tried to suppress your coughs.
“Hey Y/N. We wanted to talk to you.” Rowoon said as Juho just stared at you.
“Okay.” You said as you put your pen down, closing your notebook, and turned towards them. “What’s up?” You asked as you cleared your throat.
“Well, we first wanted to talk about the whole separation situation.” Juho said, which really surprised you since he hadn’t talked to you since you were at the coffee shop together with Chani.
“Okay..” You said as you leaned back some in your chair.
“I first wanted to apologize.” Juho started as he started to play with the rings on his fingers. “When I got to the president’s office, I tried to explain to him what had actually happened. But he didn’t want to listen, since he’d already made up his mind. When he said we couldn’t hang out anymore, he made sure that both of our managers knew and made us so busy that we couldn’t hang out or talk to each other. As time went on, and after we got back from tour, we saw how small you’d gotten and how tired you were. We were, and still are, very worried about you.” He looked up and saw the bags under your eyes and your red nose. “We know you’re sick right now. So we wanted to give you as little work as possible.” He said as he smiled a little at you.
“You guys don’t have to do that.” You said as you shifted to get comfortable in your chair. “I’ll be fine.”
“Well that’s the thing.” Rowoon started. “We all know that you’ve been sleeping here. You order take out here so that you don’t have to leave. It’s been so long since you’ve been home and don’t say it hasn’t because all the guys have seen your manager coming in and out of your apartment, even your neighbor asked if you were fine.” He said as he put his hands over yours and pulled you close. “All of us have been friends for so long. We knew each other better than anyone. So we know that you’re lying. So please, actually go home tonight and get some rest. We plan on making dinner tonight, and bringing it to your apartment.” You sighed and squeezed Rowoon’s hands. And you reluctantly agreed.
So the rest of the day you did as little as you could while you were helping Juho with the songs. When you went home, you felt worse than you had before. You were sure you had a fever by now. When you looked in your cabinet for some medicine, but it seemed like the last time you’d gotten sick you had taken all of your medicine. You sighed and decided to just wait and text Rowoon to bring over some medicine, and a fever reducer, when he came over. He texted you with a thumbs up and you decided to clean up your house since you hadn’t been home in awhile. As you were cleaning you started to feel a little week, which wasn’t unusual since you’d been overworking yourself. But it was different now, this time you felt nauseous. Before you could grab ahold of anything, you felt yourself start to fall. And the last thing you saw was your world turning black.
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ggtwrites · 6 years ago
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Starstruck [chapter 1]
nonidol!SF9 AU Taeyang x famous!reader [she/her pronouns used for reader] sometimes you fall for someone you know you’ll never meet but what would happen if you did meet them? [fluff, conflict, slight angst] word count: 2512
a/n: I’m so excited to be posting this! It’s been a long time since I first started writing this fic, and it has a very dear place in my heart. This is my first time posting a multi chapter fic, so it’ll be interesting to see how that works out! At this point, I’m planning a chapter a week. I hope everyone who reads this enjoys it!
Shout out to @goodmorningawfulbye for reading over all the chapters of this fic and giving me feedback, I really appreciate it!
[chapter 1] [chapter 2] [chapter 3] [chapter 4] [chapter 5] [chapter 6] [chapter 7]
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Taeyang sighed as he stared at his phone. He rolled from his back onto his side and sighed again before muttering to himself, “Sometimes you fall for someone you know you’ll never meet.” He knew he was being overly dramatic but he couldn’t help it. It didn’t seem fair to him that someone so wonderful lived so far away.
Sprawled across a couch, Taeyang was looking at a photo of his favorite singer, who lived in a country far from his, who had never toured in anywhere close to him, and who he would most likely never even see in person. Despite this, he couldn’t help but wish he could meet her. She was so talented, and she had such a pretty smile. She made him happy in a way he couldn’t explain, and he loved everything he knew about her.
“Are you staring at photos of Y/N again?” teased Jaeyoon, one of his roommates, as he came up behind the couch Taeyang was currently sprawled on.
“Yup,” Taeyang rolled his eyes at the teasing tone in Jaeyoon’s voice. He had been teased about looking at photos of Y/N many times before, and he was pretty much used to it at this point. As Taeyang looked back to his phone, more of his roommates came into the common area where he was sitting.
As soon as all of them were sitting down, and Taeyang was sitting up, making room for some of his roommates on the couch he had been occupying, Jaeyoon spoke up. “We are gathered here today to discuss Taeyang and his obsession with the celebrity known as Y/N. Yes, this is an intervention”
“No, that’s tomorrow, remember?” Corrected Dawon, a wide smile on his face.
Taeyang groaned and put his head in his hands. Knowing them, it was possible they were serious. Hopefully they weren’t, but sometimes it was hard to tell.
“Oh, yeah. So why are we here today?” Jaeyoon asked, as he turned his attention away from the groaning Taeyang to Youngbin, the leader of the group of roommates.
Youngbin started talking, discussing the issues and events that had occurred since the last all roommate meeting, including the alarming increase in people being woken up by late night singing in the shower, and then going over the chores for the week.
Once the meeting was over, the roommates all headed their separate ways, and Taeyang resumed his sprawl on the couch. Even if no names were mentioned, and even if most of the roommates didn’t know who Youngbin’s comments had been directed at, he still felt bad about the whole late night singing thing, as he knew himself to be one of the main culprits.
He just couldn’t help it, it was so easy to just start singing Y/N songs, and he sang them, or at least hummed them throughout his days. There was just something so wonderful about her music that it seemed to follow him everywhere, and if he wasn’t currently focusing on something, he probably had a Y/N song playing in the background of his mind.
As he sat there, Taeyang went over his plans for the week. He had been debating whether or not he wanted to visit his favorite cafe. It took him some time to get there, so he didn’t go there as often as he might otherwise, but he enjoyed the peace and quiet it gave him.
For the most part he enjoyed having his roommates coming and going and being around, but sometimes he wanted the calm and relaxing atmosphere he found at the cafe. He enjoyed having an occasional moment to himself, and the cafe was a good place to find one of those moments. After some time thinking about it, he decided that he would go later that week.
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The day that Taeyang had decided to go to the cafe came, and he made his way there carrying one of his favorite books. As he settled into his favorite chair, his book placed on the table in front of him, Taeyang glanced around the cafe, and in the process almost had a heart attack.
There, on the other side of the cafe, sitting at a table with another girl, was someone who looked startlingly similar to Y/N. Just as his breath was stabilizing, she looked right at him. Their eyes locked. She smiled at him, and Taeyang felt his breathing stop as his brain ceased to function. Wow. He had been killed by one of the sweetest smiles he had ever seen.
Taeyang ducked his head down as fast as he possibly could, thankful for the partition near where he was sitting. That girl. From the quick glimpse he had gotten, she looked incredibly similar to Y/N. How was it possible that there was a girl here in Korea who looked exactly the same as his celebrity crush? And how was it possible that she smiled at him?
As Taeyang sat there with his hands clenching the table in front of him and his head practically between his legs, he felt his face heating up. She. Had. Smiled. At. Him. His brain stopped working for a moment as it tried to process this information, the smile replaying in his head as he felt his face get warmer and warmer.
His brain suddenly started up again, only to cause him to freak out more as another thought occurred to him. What if it wasn’t just a girl that looked like Y/N but was in fact her? In this cafe. The amazing singer he had thought he would never even get to see in concert, in his favorite cafe, having smiled directly at him. Her smile always was one of his favorite things about her, and he felt that even more strongly now. He wasn’t sure which possibility seemed less likely, there being a girl who looked like Y/N, or Y/N being right here in the same cafe as him.
He slowly raised his head, and looked in the direction he had seen her. He was both hoping he would make eye contact with her again and wishing he wouldn’t. From what he could see, she seemed to be busy talking to her friend, so Taeyang was safe from being killed by her smile again. For now.
Since she wasn’t looking in his direction, he decided it would be okay to take a moment to decide if she really did look exactly like Y/N, so he could contemplate the possibility of it actually being her. As he studied her, he came to the conclusion that this girl did indeed look exactly like Y/N.
He had already witnessed how beautiful her smile was, her hair was the same beautiful color as that of Y/N, and her side profile was identical to Y/N’s. She laughed, and as the sound reached his ears he knew this had to be Y/N. There were too many features of this girl that were exactly the same as Y/N’s for it not to be her.
Feeling that if he stared anymore she might notice, he looked away. He pulled out his phone, but unfortunately his attempts to distract himself only lead to more thoughts of Y/N. Taeyang had so many thoughts running around in his brain that he found it difficult to focus on anything. He still couldn’t quite believe that it really was her, but at the same time how could it not be her? Unless she had a twin. But Y/N had never mentioned having an identical twin in an interview, and she was pretty open about her family.
Pausing from his thoughts for a moment, and without entirely intending to, Taeyang looked in the direction of Y/N again, and found himself staring right into her eyes. She smiled and waved at him from her corner of the cafe. And Taeyang was no more.
Not only had she smiled again, but she had waved this time as well, all while looking straight at him. As Taeyang face started turning red his brain attempted to recover enough for him to respond like a normal human he realized that she was no longer looking at him but was talking to her friend again. Had he smiled back? He wasn’t sure if had but he really hoped so.
Taeyang put his phone away and rested his head in his hands. He sighed. He had never realized seeing his celebrity crush in person would be such a mentally draining and possibly life-threatening experience. He sat there, trying to recover, and by the time he looked up again, peeking over the partition near where he was sitting, she was gone.
This caused even more turmoil for Taeyang, as he felt sad he could no longer see Y/N, and yet he felt relief. He had not expected to see her, and had been so totally unprepared that it seemed to him that his brain had been swept up into a mental typhoon of panic and amazement.
He sighed again, and started to wonder. Would he ever see her again? He had no idea if he would, but some part of him held onto the hope that she might come here again. Even if he never saw her again, Taeyang was thankful that he had gotten to see Y/N, something he never thought would be possible. He grinned, which had the effect of making his face seem much brighter than it had before, as he replayed the moments in his head again. Y/N had smiled at him. Twice. And she had waved at him. This cafe, already his favorite, would now forever hold an extra special place in his heart.
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Once he had calmed down from the experience, Taeyang realized that he had until completely forgotten the whole reason he had come to the cafe. He looked at his book, which had been lying on the table this whole time. He considered staying at the cafe to try and get some reading done, but decided that after the excitement of the day, it would be better for him to head home.
And so Taeyang made his way home, his face lit up with a soft smile the entire time. As he entered the apartment he shared with his roommates, one of them passed by the entry way, and seeing Taeyang he stopped.
“Oh, Taeyang, you’re back already? I thought you’d be gone for longer.” Zuho gave Taeyang a questioning look as he studied the younger man’s face.
“I was planning on staying there for a while, but then, well, you’re not going to believe this, but Y/N was at the cafe! And she looked at me. And she smiled at me. And she waved. It was a magical experience, one I will never forget.” As Taeyang was saying this, his smile got bigger and brighter as he remembered Y/N’s smile.
The look on Zuho’s face changing from questioning to skeptical. “You saw Y/N. In a cafe, here in Korea. Are you sure it wasn’t just someone who looked like her?”
“I thought that at first, but it had to be her!” Taeyang exclaimed, “She looked exactly like Y/N! Far too similar to just be a look-alike! It was definitely her. I know Y/N’s smile, and that was most definitely Y/N’s smile! It was such a beautiful smile, and it was directed at me! Right at me! Not only once but twice!”
Inseong poked his head around the corner at that moment and asked, “What are you two doing just standing in the hallway? If you want to talk we have a perfectly fine common room exactly for that purpose.”
Zuho turned from Taeyang to look at Inseong, “Taeyang says he saw Y/N at a cafe.”
Inseong raised an eyebrow. “Y/N? At a cafe near here?”
Taeyang nodded his head emphatically. “Yes! It was definitely her! It had to be! Right there, at that cafe I’ve told you about!”
Due to the level of Taeyang’s voice as he kept insisting on what he knew to be true, the rest of his roommates were drawn to the entryway. The next to enter was Rowoon, who was followed closely by Youngbin, Jaeyoon, and Dawon.
Taeyang looked to the two there with pleading eyes, hoping that they might believe them, but before he could even explain the situation to the rest of them, Inseong spoke. “Guys! Taeyang was told us some most unbelievable news! He claims to have seen his beloved celebrity Y/N at his favorite cafe!”
Jaeyoon moved towards Taeyang and shook his hand enthusiastically. “It seems congratulations are in order dear Taeyang! Today is a special day!” He let go of the younger man’s hand, only to rest his arm around the shoulders of Taeyang. “I must say you are very lucky as well, to have gotten to see your dream girl. However, I must ask, are you sure you didn’t just imagine this girl you saw looked like Y/N because you think about her so much?”
Pushing Jaeyoon’s arm off of him, Taeyang huffed. He was starting to feel his enthusiasm fade, replaced by a frustration. “I’m sure it was her! It had to be. Why would I make something like this up? And she didn’t just look like Y/N, she was exactly like Y/N! So much so that it had to be her! She had the exact same smile and laugh as Y/N!”
It was at this point that Youngbin spoke up, “It’s not that we don’t want to believe you, Taeyang, as much as it’s simply very difficult to believe that you really saw Y/N. From what you’ve said about her, she lives in the US, and we would all certainly know if she had a concert near here, because you’d be very excited about it. And even if she did have a concert nearby, it would be incredibly unlikely that you’d see her.”
“But it really was her!” Taeyang protested. His roommates all let out a sigh, but he was determined. He really wanted them to believe him. And he wanted them to be at least a little excited that he had seen someone so special to him, who he had been sighing about never getting to meet just earlier that week.
“How about this, what if we all go to the cafe later this week?” Taeyang suggested, “Maybe she’ll be there again, and then you can all see for yourselves!”
“Hmm,” Youngbin said, “that seems like a long shot. There’s no way of knowing what time or day she’d be the most likely to go there again. But if it’ll make you happy, I’ll go with you.”
Taeyang beamed at his roommates as they all murmured in agreement. And so, they all agreed on a day and time to go to the cafe. Now Taeyang just had to hope that she’d be there.
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unclejuho · 6 years ago
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🚨 Weewoo weewoo 🚨 You've been held back by the love police! 👮 Say something nice to 10 of your mutuals and pass the message around 👮 Let's spread love not hate ❣️
ooaabhjdbhj this took me so long to answer but here i go!!! im late!!! and im repetitive!! but all these people make my heart go u*u
@jaevoon  ((((her name is liz?????))
liz,,, you were like the solid first person i came to talk to on tumblr bc of your stupid lizard youngbin ask n then made the greatest decision to watch about time with the squad. i love your loyalness to jaeyoon, your even more loyalness to doyoung and your tags that always make me angery wheeze. and uh. i guess youre actually most loyal to yoelin, h u h. your soft huevos tag says it all. and i love your personal blog
@rowoonst
moving on to my next target, dear miss dawONSt,,,, i cant compliment you the same as liz bc loyalness, dont know her. im actually surprised roro is your icon. guess you really love seafood huh ;))) i love your face and your love for all your mans. like.. your obsession with shownu sim is still my favorite thing about you, but recently i havent had the pleasure of seeing him in the chat,,, hmmm,,, maybe you and liz should do your next spam with shownu sim.
@cheondae
louise im feel like i always say this but youre lowkey my absolute favest blog on this entire flop site… i know we dont rlly talk but dbhjbhbh youre such a dear mutual to me???? like you just make my dash the best it can be and ugh. i love your love for sf9 so much its so cute and so pure and god youre so funny and also. french??????  je aime a french bitch!!!! anyway yea you make me soft and i just highkey always wish to remain mutuals bc when we do talk its so much fun and you always make me smile so much  ♡♡♡
@sunnpils
SAMMMMM UGH… my sweetest???? my loveliest?????? i just have a soft heart attack whenever youre online in the chat bc like. i love talking to you ashhjsbhs honestly??? youre so easy to converse with it feels lovelie. youre so cute and your gifs are!!!! so good!!! and so much goals!!! honestly you deserve to be the top tier blog out of all the rose, day6 and got7 blogs if youre already not!!!! i love you sam!!!
@rapperravioli
LARA SO I KNOW WE HAVENT TALKED IN A WHILE EITHER which is all bc of my dramatic switch of blog styles but i love you so much and asdbbhsj youre my favorite ravi stan ever???? who honestly deserves HIM so much??? if not you deserve more which… how is that even possible tbh… but omg youre always so cute and so nice to me nnn,, even though lettuce is your favorite food (ill never forget it im sorry i just)) youre one of my favorite people on this stupid site abhabhsh. honestly i hope you do get to see ravi bc i havent asked you yet bc if you dont i may actually cry… your instagram is also so PRETTY LIKE i get a heart attack whenever i see you on there i sometimes forget youre a 100/100 goddess like… i love you so much
@baektoyoo
OUR QUEEN OF TALENT??? OF DRAWING??? OF BEING SOFT AND JUST????? BEING so amazingly sweet im??? bawling???? ugh im still smad we couldnt meet up when you were in holland like.. i need me to go to canada asap… ugh i love how nice you always are to everyone plus,,, your cartoon drawings… im actually obsessed.. i cant believe youre actually gonna make me a juwoon one someday too… sO NICE.. and like i just love you so much asdbhahbsbh youre always so sweet and you just make my day when i see you on my dash its actually a bit embarrassing but shhhh… i also love sassy soph that we so rarely get to see ;))))
@hwiyyoung
another QUEEN??? just (hwiyoungs) queen of general being the most amazing??? oof em i have so much respect to you and everything you do like. your gifs are so amazing and youre overall so nice to everyone and just. whenever you rb a post of mine and compliment smth i do i just get giggly and proud and ugh you make me so happy!! plus youre so cute and asdbhjhb i love talking to you… also your selfie tag gives me butterflies hows the aesthetic like that. do you remember when we all trolled you as ems 8)
@javajaeyoon
ALE??? MY SWEET ALE WILL YOU ACTUALLY SEE THIS??? omg alex honestly the first thing i think of is us voice calling and just. shbjhadhbj talking to you is so much fun ugh… im smad we havent talked in a while but ALL IN GOOD PEACE since i know youre busy and go you.. so good at staying away from the web.. anyways alex i love you sm ugh.. youre always so funny n so cute and hhhhhh i just thought of your selfie n i choked again that hair was on fleek and youre so gorgeous!!! you and youngbin jaeyoon would be so cute im sure of it… my otp 8(((((
@woodawns
miss sflop9???? my dearest inseong anti?????? my gOOD hwi stan friend???? my UNNIE??? sahdabbahds god.. or should i say,, heol??? omg shi talking toyou is so much fun n we’re always the same with our spams.. n our thirst abt our mans even tho you say you hate inseong n all he stands for but i KNOW DEEP DOWN in your bONES you love that guy a whole much! also its so funny ahsbjd your love for drama… a true kpop stan… ugh i know you dont like showering me with love but ill continue to shower you with my love till the end of times bc thats just how it be!!! heol youre just so funny n im glad we r talking like we r because you make my days a lot more progressive hhh and im glad to be sharing these fine men with you.. even if you call juju zaddy which. im still not on board with but whatevs!!!!!
@jikseu
I SAVED THEBEST FOR LAST???? my lovlie inna!!!!!! im lov you forever!!! and you know no one can take that away! i hope you know im always here for you and you can always come to me
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mangsluts · 7 years ago
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A Yoo Taeyang fic
Yandere!AU
Rated: M
Contains: Graphic sexual content, bondage, teasing
Description: Yoo Taeyang has been the heart throb of the school for years, killing girls with that innocent smile, and sweet personality. But he has a secret side to him that only you will discover ..
Requested by: @neoculturesf9
I really hope y’all enjoy, thank you for reading <3 - Admin Jellybeans
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“Oh my god! Stop!!!!”, You laughed as your friend Youngbin tickled you.  Youngbin and you had been friends ever since elementary school and while the both of you were in high school neither of you cut the other any slack.  This year was your last year together in high school since you were both starting college the next semester.  Today, you were in your last class of the day, Economics, it was so easy the teacher would always arrive super late and release early it was the best.  
God was he relentless…
“I’ll give it back, I swear!” You laughed out, giggling uncontrollably as your stomach started to cramp and Youngbin withdrew his hands to let you reach into your bag and pulled out his phone.  He quickly snatched the phone from your hands and turned around to pout in his chair scanning through his phone to assess the damage.  
“Awwwwww Youngbin~ Don’t pout~” You whined while reaching around him and wrapping him in a hug and resting your head on his shoulder, not noticing the jealous stare from the back of the classroom.  “What? It’s not like I did anything…Just a couple really gay texts to like all your friends…”  You started giggling again as you finished your sentence.  “Oh my god, I’m going to kill you!” He growled, as you quickly released him from your grip and ran towards the back of the classroom scrambling to hide behind someone and accidentally grabbing their shoulders.  Before looking up at the tall man before you as he turned around, giving you the most blinding, beautiful smile you had ever seen.
“Need some help?”  He sweetly asked looking over his shoulder as you still gripped onto his shoulders completely forgetting about the furious Youngbin and feeling the muscles beneath.  Wow, you had always known about Yoo Taeyang but you had never really thought about actually talking to him.  He was way out of your league, all of the girls were after him and he was ridiculously smart and as if he couldn’t be any more perfect he was an amazing dancer. He was so graceful and was so humble after every show always flashing the crowd the sweetest smile before bowing deeply.
Not like you’d been to almost all his shows or anything though…
“Um… are you going to let go of my shoulders?” He asked awkwardly looking a little flustered as you realized you had just been standing there silently and were still tightly gripping onto his shoulders and immediately released him from your grip.
“Y-Yeah sorry, I-I just um…needed to hide?”  You stuttered out quickly becoming more and more red as Youngbin finally arrived by your side.  
“Yo Y/N, you good?  Your face looks a little red.”  Youngbin stated laughing slightly.
“God, do you ever shut up? Sorry about using you as a hiding spot Taeyang!!” You yelled behind you as you rushed back to your seat, all the blood rushing to your face as you blushed furiously.
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Finally, a solid five minutes after class is supposed to start the teacher struts in.
“Hello everyone!  I assume you all are ready to start presenting your projects?” The teacher belted out. “Any volunteers to go first?” The teacher asked raising her eyebrows daring anyone to say yes.  
“I volunteer as tribute.” Said a familiar voice from the back as Taeyang strutted to the front of the classroom as all the basic bitches laughed at his Hunger Games reference.  “I also brought a snack for everyone.  It’s me. My mom accidentally made extra cookies last night…” He said with a smile as he handed out the delicious smelling cookies managing to give everyone a cookie except for you?  “Here Y/N, you can just have my cookie.” Youngbin said as you bitterly glared at his cookie.  Why didn’t you get a cookie?  Cookies are the best, you thought to yourself.
“No!” Taeyang suddenly shouted as you reached to take the cookie from Youngbin.  “I-I mean I’ll just get you one after class, I have more in my locker you can even get more than one if you like.”  He said the desperation barely lingering in his voice compared to just a few seconds earlier.  But as you were easily swayed by free food you simply shook it off and nodded as Taeyang giving you a big smile as he started his presentation.  Not even five minutes into the presentation people start doze off which you supposed was normal but there seemed to be a lot more people falling asleep than usual.
What the fuck?
You thought to yourself as even the teacher nodded off.  Ok, this was just weird you decided as Taeyang continued with his presentation looking back to see the whole class had fallen asleep.  Taeyang didn’t look shocked though he almost looked happy?  “Finally…we’re all alone.” Taeyang said just loudly enough for you to hear as you looked up at him in shock.  “W-wait so you did all of this just to be alone with me?” You asked as you stood up.  
“Its just I’ve been in love with you since freshman year and you’ve always avoided me, I just wanted to…” He mumbled out.
He slowly walked towards you stopping right in front of you to lean down to look at your face trapping you with his arms and making you bump against the desk and setting your nerves on edge.  You looked into his eyes briefly, before your gaze traveled down to his lips.  They looked so soft and pink making you wonder how they would feel on yours.
God, How were you supposed to stay calm when he was staring at you like that even now his gaze had not left your face…
“Why do you keep avoiding me?” He sounded so small despite being quite taller than you and definitely more muscular thinking back to when your hands had been gripping his shoulders.  “I-I just thought you were out of my league?  It’s not that I don’t like you…  I actually really like-” You stopped yourself getting more and more nervous the closer he got to your face.  “So then you wouldn’t mind if I…”  He kissed you before even finishing.  His lips were just as soft as they looked brushing against yours gently before pulling away.  
You looked up at him in wonder before pulling him back into you kissing him harder swiping your tongue against his bottom lip as he responded with a moan and picked you up setting you on the desk as you wrapped your legs around his waist.  Since your school uniform just happened to be a skirt as he pressed up against you his hardening member rubbing right against your soaked panties giving just enough friction to make you moan loudly. You quickly grabbed his shirt pulling at the edges, “Off. Please?” You panted out as you tugged at the bottom of his shirt, he ripped off his shirt grabbing your shirt as well as you helped him pull it off his eyes lingering on your lacy bra his fingers trailing up sides gently before reaching behind you to unclasp your bra as pulling the straps off your shoulders delicately before dropping it on top of the pile of clothes beside you.  Suddenly a snore broke through the unnaturally quiet classroom reminding you that there were still students completely surrounding you.  
“Are you sure they’re not going to wake up?” You asked quietly, nervous despite the fact that the thought of getting caught like this turned you on more than you would like to admit.
“Of course~” he said, giving that sweet smile he was known for little did everyone know what hid under the exterior.  He wrapped his hands around your waist again squeezing slightly his face nuzzling into your neck kissing it softly before nipping at your ear lobe as you let out a low moan. His hand reaching up to grip your breast rubbing soft circles around your nipple making it harden quickly as he continued sucking on your neck  leaving a love mark right under your jaw.  His other hand reaching down to your panties feeling how soaked you were before he pulled your panties to the side as his fingers brushed against your sensitive bud before brushing against your folds and pushing two fingers into you pumping in out of you slowly.
“Taeyang…fuck…” you whined as his fingers fucked you slowly and his lips wrapped around your breast his tongue swirling around your nipple before sucking on it harshly as you threw your head back in pleasure moaning loudly.  You reached for his belt undoing it quickly and pulling down the zipper his lips coming up to meet yours as he pulled his pants and underwear down with one hand still pumping his fingers in and out of you.  He pulled away his hand finally pulling out of you as well as he brought it up to his mouth sucking on your juices as you stared at him.
“You taste even better than I imagined you would.” He moaned around his own fingers as he tasted you, he pulled his fingers out of his mouth smiling devilishly a drastic change from earlier as he picked his jacket off the floor and reached into his pocket pulling out a silk handkerchief.
“You know, it made me really angry earlier when you were hugging that guy…”  He growled as he placed your hands behind your back and wrapped the handkerchief around your wrists.  His body suddenly flushed against you as you felt his member brush against your core making you whine softly.  “Taeyang…please…” You whined again.  “I don’t know maybe you’d rather have that other guy.  Who knows if you haven’t been with him already, his dirty hands all over you.” He ground out his jaw clenched.
“Youngbin? But Y-Youngbin and I are just friends…“ You groaned out as Taeyang flicked your sensitive nipple and rubbed it in rough circles his facial expression had changed completely his eyes now filled with a devilish tint as he smirked coldly.
“I’ve seen him looking at you while you’re not paying attention to him.  He’s definitely interested, do you think he’d like seeing you like this?  Desperate for me to fuck you?” He said as rubbed his hardened member against your folds as you moaned proving his point even further.  “Beg for it.” He commanded pushing just slightly against your entrance making you strain against you bonds slightly with frustration.  
“Please Taeyang!” You begged.
“Please what?” Taeyang replied mockingly.  “Please. fuck. me.”, You begged again as he quickly grabbed a condom out of his pants and rolled it on slowly pushing into you letting you adjust to his size your walls clenching around him making both of you moan loudly as he sped up.  “Shhhhhh baby, we wouldn’t want anyone to wake up would we?” He whispered cockily into your ear as he pushed you to lay down on top of the desk grabbing your legs and letting them rest on his shoulders as he pounded into you deeper.  You moaned loudly, “F-fuck…Taeyang…t-that feels so good.” You stuttered out as he roughly squeezed your breast and rubbed circles around your clit.  You could feel your high approaching quickly as you tried to quiet your moans but before you knew it, it hit you.  Not being to hold back anymore you yelled out, “FUCK, TAEYANG!!”, your back arching against the desk as you panted heavily.  Taeyang moaned loudly as your walls clenched around him as your orgasm washed over you.  Your body tingling with pleasure as he pumped into you one last time before pulling out of you and releasing into the condom before slipping it off to throw it away.  
You were still laying down on the table down panting slightly when Taeyang returned to you.  He delicately pulled you into a sitting position kissing you softly on the cheek before whispering into your ear, “You’re mine now, got it?” He said as he smiled that almost sickly sweet smile.  Suddenly you could hear rustling from the desk beside you as Youngbin looked up at you bleary-eyed.  His face slowly changing as he realized what you and Taeyang had been doing.
“What the fuck?”, He blurted out.
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uruhabuns · 7 years ago
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Genre: fluff Pairing: girl!reader x jaeyoon, suggestions of reader x other sf9 members Word Count: ~3000 words a/n: i’ve been in a v v jaeyoon mood recently and i know how shitty it feels to miss out on performances you’ve practiced hard for when you’re sick, and that there’s not much writing centred around our precious honey boy :( so here’s a fluffy scenario no one asked for <3
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It was another chilly day spent studying at the university library. Atop the table sat your laptop, textbooks, and thermos filled with hot chocolate, ready for a day of powering through a knowingly procrastinated assignment that was due in two days.
After a few hours of typing up your essay, you decided to take a short break. You took a sip of hot chocolate as you scrolled through your Twitter feed. A single tweet then caught your eye: “Jaeyoon to not participate in SFDay due to illness”. You couldn’t help but sigh. You knew this was going to happen. Late night practices and gymming, dieting, and not to mention the freezing weather, had finally taken a toll on his health. It didn’t help that he was as stubborn as most guys were when they deny their deadly sickness in order to do something they wanted that they knew that was bad for them.
Irritated, you opened Kakaotalk to see the red notification to show that you had 300 new messages. You rolled your eyes, opening the app to message the group chat you and the boys put together (which you had on mute, because of how rowdy they could get, even in their chats). The messages kept coming, to which you assumed that they were in the middle of a conversation about something else, but you decided to interrupt for the sake of worrying.
[ _______ ] : Hey, is everyone okay? Have y’all gotten enough sleep? Eaten enough?
Not even moments later, one of them replied.
[ younggyun ] : yes mom, we have ㅎㅎㅎ
[ hyukie ] : ________!!!!! YOU’RE HERE!!!!!
[ taeyang ] : __________!!! We missed you ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
A chuckle escaped your lips at how cute they were, no matter how annoying they could be. You could never stay mad at them.
[ _______ ] : Come on I haven’t been dead for that long ㅋㅋㅋ
[ hyukie ] : Yeah you have
[ hyukie ] : FOR THE PAST THREE HOURS
[ ________ ] : I WAS WRITING MY ESSAY YOU LITTLE SHIT
[ hyukie ] : R U D E
[ hyukie ] : HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT TO YOUR BEST FRIEND
[ seongseong~ ] : Stop procrastinating, _______!!
[ _________ ] : Oppaaaa~ help me with my assignment ;_____;;;; I’m not as smart as you
[ seongseong~ ] : I would if we had the day off ㅋ
[ ________ ] : Speaking of days off how’s yoonie-oppa doing? I heard he got sick ㅠ WHY DIDN’T Y’ALL TELL ME??
[ jjuongie ] : uhh...because we didn’t want you to worry?
[ ________ ] : HOW COULD YOU KEEP THIS FROM ME, JUHO?! I WOULD FIND OUT WHETHER YOU’D TELL ME OR NOT!!
[ jaeyoon ] : I feel like I could sink into the arms of sweet, sweet death
[ ________ ] : NOOOOO!!!!
[ jaeyoon ] : uggggghghsjklfgdjlf;d
[ ________ ] : Will you be okay? ;_;;;;
[ youngbin ] : OF COURSE NOT HE’S DYING, _______
[ ________ ] : Oh my god...
[ ________ ] : Boys...😒😒😒
[ chanhee~ ] : Noona, I think Jaeyoon-hyung might need some looking-after...
[ youngbin ] : Chan, she needs to concentrate on her assignment. Don’t distract her 😑
[ ________ ] : No, he’s right; I’m gonna head over to your place rn since y’all need some home-made food in your life anyways
[ seokwoo ] : Did you forget that my cooking exists?
[ _______ ] : 😉😉 love u too~
[ taeyang ] : OMG MAKE SOME FOR ME TOO I’LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!
[ younggyun ] : Pls noona we love your food
[ jaeyoon ] : ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND, ________?? Don’t come here, you’ll get sick too!!
[ _______ ] : 🙄🙄🙄🙄
Figuring that you had enough of the chatroom for the day, you locked your phone, and placed it in your bag. You then packed up your things, and headed out of the library to catch a bus to the boys’ apartment. Though the essay was due in two days, you figured you could do it at their place, since they weren’t around until late at night anyway. Thoughts of worry flooded your mind throughout the bus journey. You wished they didn’t work their bodies so hard. You wished they didn’t agree to multiple comebacks within months of each other. And above all, you wished they would listen to you, and look after themselves.
The bus then came to a halt at the bus stop in front of the apartment block. You tapped your travel card before stepping out, and rushing inside the building. Once you reached the door of the boys’ unit, you took out the extra key card they gave you in case you wanted to visit, and tapped it at the doorknob. You quietly opened the heavy door, careful not to wake Jaeyoon up in case he was sleeping. You entered the apartment as silently as you could, closing the door slowly. You slid your shoes off before placing your bag, thermos, and slipped off your two coats to put onto the coffee table.
You then headed into the kitchen to salvage whatever ingredients available to make chicken soup. While you were waiting for the water to boil in the pot, you felt a presence coming closer from behind you.
“_______?”
You jumped in surprise at the hoarse voice. You turned around to see a tall,  sleepy, fluffy pink-haired man pouting at you.
“Oppa, you shouldn’t be up!” you exclaimed, grabbing his wrist, and dragging him back into his bedroom. “Nope, nope, nope.”
“But, _______,” he whined with his sore, stuffy voice that was usually cute. You ignored his pleas, and pushed him back into bed. You then threw his quilt and blankets over him, despite his whining.
“Shush, I’m gonna make you soup and tea. I’ll call you out when it’s done, okay? You are not leaving this bed. That’s what you get for overworking during winter! Gosh. Why do you guys like to stress me out?”
Jaeyoon only continued to pout and sulk in response. How you got along with these man-babies, you had no idea. But you didn’t mind; they brought you happiness, and always seemed to bring a smile to your face no matter how shitty your day was, or how busy theirs were. In a way, you were thankful you had them in your life. You guessed meeting and pulling through with your noisy best friend Dawon since high school had paid off.
When you finished making the soup, you turned off the stove, and poured some into a ceramic bowl. You then placed the bowl onto the kitchen counter along with a spoon and pair of chopsticks. You then quietly made your way into Jaeyoon’s room to see that he was fast asleep again. A small smile curled on your lips at his sleeping figure. You couldn’t help but softly stroke his pink hair with the back of your fingers. He looked so peaceful.
“Oppa,” you whispered, gently shaking his shoulders. “Wake up, soup’s ready.”
After a few nudges, a sleepy grumble sounded from him as he finally woke. You giggled softly as you slowly helped him sit up.
“I’ll go and make the tea. Come out when you’re ready, but don’t take too long, ‘cause the soup is gonna get cold, okay?”
You knew coming over was cutting down precious time that could be used to write your essay, but you decided that you would only need coffee, good bullshitting skills, and at least eight references that you could pretend to have read.
Jaeyoon, however, used this as time he could spend with you alone. It was probably the only time he could.
“_______, wait,” he said, making you stop in your tracks and turn around.
“Yes?” you replied and made your way over to him again.
Once you were close enough, Jaeyoon hugged you around your waist abruptly. You gasped, holding up your hands next to your head as you stood in between his legs. A blush began to burn on your cheeks as you were caught in surprise at his actions. The proximity between the two of you caused your heart to race, and that you shouldn’t be this close to him when he’s this sick. “O-oppa-”
“Please don’t leave me,” he said, and coughed a few times as he rested the side of his head on your chest.
“I-I’m not going to leave,” you stuttered, placing your hands on his shoulders. “W-what are you talking about?”
Jaeyoon only sighed. “I...I don’t know if you know but...” he trailed off.
You furrowed your eyebrows. “But what?”
He hesitated slightly, breathing in once before saying, “I really like you.”
You froze. “You...what?”
“Don’t make me repeat myself,” Jaeyoon said, “I like you, _______.”
You bit down on your lower lip, not knowing what to do with the information. You didn’t know how to react. “Oppa...”
“Please, _______,” he begged, holding onto you tighter, “I wanted to tell you before any of them could.”
You blinked in shock. “Oppa, w-what are you talking about?”
“Haven’t you seen the way they look at you? And the way they look when we talk about you?”
“W-wh-”
“If it weren’t for you coming over today, I would’ve thought Inseong or Taeyang would confess to you first if they had the chance.”
You inhaled in attempt to calm yourself down at the amount of information that was fired at you. Your heart raced as your hands trembled on Jaeyoon’s shoulders. How could this happen? You always thought no one would take any interest in you. But this whole group proved you wrong. It didn’t seem possible.
“Jaeyoon...”
“Please accept my feelings for you, _______,” he said, gripping onto your shirt, and closing his eyes in hope that you would. “I don’t want anyone to confess before I do.”
“Jaeyoon...” you said again. You took another deep breath before finishing your answer. You then wrapped your arms around his neck, resting your hand behind his head, and gently stroking his hair. You had to prepare him for your answer, as you knew it would break his heart. “I love you, and I do accept your feelings...but...”
He looked up at you with his hopeful, puppy eyes that made you melt inside.
“I can’t be in love with you,” you said softly. You saw his face fall, making your heart clench. It hurt you as much as it hurt him to say that. “Not if the others feel the same way. I can’t let this ruin your relationship with them. I don’t want to destroy what we have. I’m so sorry.”
Jaeyoon let out a sad sigh. “What if they didn’t have feelings for you?”
“I don’t know...” you said, resting your chin on top of his head. “I want to be selfish and say yes and give us a chance, but I don’t know what consequences there would be if I do.”
“...I guess you’re right...” Jaeyoon mumbled, loosening his grip on your waist. “That’s what I love about you; you’re so considerate and thoughtful.”
You chuckled, pulling back to face him and cup the sides of his face with your hands. “Hey, I still love you, okay? I don’t want our relationship to change,” you assured, tapping his nose gently, “And besides, I now know that you like me. It’ll be our little secret. The other guys don’t have to know.”
“Yeah, I guess. At least you’ve accepted my feelings...”
You leaned down to place a soft kiss on his forehead. He blinked in surprise.
“That’s for being brave enough to tell me that you like me,” you said. You then did something you’ve never done before with any of the boys: you moved down to place another kiss on his cheek, leaving your lips there a little longer than usual. “And that’s for being understanding about my feelings about it.”
Jaeyoon felt his face burning up. “Th-thanks.”
A shy smile stretched across your lips. “We should head out. Your soup is getting cold,” you told him as he let go of you.
“Okay, mom.”
You laughed softly as you made your way out of the room to make some green tea for Jaeyoon. As you were doing so, he sat on one of the high chairs at the counter and began to sip the soup.
“It’s still warm,” he said, the pain in his throat still present.
“Shh, don’t talk,” you replied, pouring the boiling water into the mug with the tea bag inside. “Just eat.”
He only pouted. “Okay...”
You giggled softly as Jaeyoon ate, pushing the mug in front of his bowl. “I’ll be in the living room. I gotta do this assignment, but let me know when you need anything, okay?”
“Alright.”
You went over to his side to give him a side hug, and another kiss on his cheek before you skipped off to the living room. Another blush crept on the poor boy’s cheeks as he took a sip of the tea. You took your laptop out of its bag, and unpacked your notes and textbook from your backpack to continue working on the essay.
About another 500 words in, you felt the couch dip beside you.
“Why haven’t you gone to bed?” you asked, your eyes not leaving the laptop screen. “You should be resting at every chance you get.”
Jaeyoon took another sip of the tea before resting his head on your shoulder. “I wanna spend some time with you before the others come back.”
Sighing, you decided that having Jaeyoon around would not help you with concentrating on your assignment. You closed your laptop shut, placing it back on the coffee table with the rest of your things. You couldn’t resist those puppy eyes of his, and you hated it when he used it against you to get what he wanted. You only needed another 1000 words to write anyway. It could be easily done in a day.
“Okay, come here, you big baby,” you said, rolling your eyes, and spreading your arms out.
A happy smile spread across Jaeyoon’s face as he put the mug on the coffee table, and practically flew into your arms. You giggled as you pulled him down to lie on the couch with you. He wrapped his arms around your waist again, resting his head on your chest. To be fair, you were quite sleepy, since you had to wake up early that morning for a 9am lecture. A nap at the boys’ dorms wouldn’t hurt. You felt your eyes becoming more droopy before you blacked out completely.
A few hours later, you heard a click that sounded like the doorknob opening. Consciousness came back to your brain when the door opened up, and the sound of chatter followed.
“What the- JAEYOON, WHO THE HELL GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO SLEEP WITH HER?!”
The both of you jolted awake at Youngbin’s yelling. You then looked down to see your legs tangled with Jaeyoon’s as you two were snuggled up against each other.
“Oh my god, Chani, don’t look,” you heard Rowoon say in the background.
“Wait, wha-”
“HYUNG, I’M GONNA KILL YOU!!” Dawon screamed before ripping a confused Jaeyoon out of your grip. You were now fully awake to see the rest of the boys chasing after Jaeyoon.
“I WASN’T SLEEPING WITH HER, LEAVE ME ALONE!”
Shocked, you got up and ran after them just to see Dawon and Zuho beating Jaeyoon up with his giant Ryan plushies.
“Hey, leave him alone!” you exclaimed, “He’s still sick, you know?!”
Dawon stopped harassing Jaeyoon to glare at you. You kept your firm glare at him before he stormed up to you and dragged you out to the living room by your arm, leaving the rest of the boys to do his job.
“What the hell, _______? Are you crazy?!”
“If you’re asking, no, we didn’t do anything inappropriate!”
Dawon pressed his lips together and grumbled before saying, “Okay, that’s one thing. But why did you come over when you’re gonna catch his cold?!”
“You guys can’t even take care of yourselves when you’re not sick, so I had to do something, geez...” you mumbled, crossing your arms.
“Okay, fine. But if you get sick after today, you’re not allowed to look after us when we get sick ever again, got it?”
You sighed, reluctantly agreeing to his compromise. “Fine.”
“Also, I think you can go home to do your assignment. It won’t be easy with those us around.”
“Yeah, whatever. I have tomorrow off, anyways.”
Dawon offered to drive you home, which you gladly accepted. During the car ride back, he told you about what happened that day, how it was SFDay, and that they had a special food event with the fans. You thought it was cute, but your concentration was on messaging Jaeyoon.
[ ________ ] : Get well soon~ don’t let the boys torture you too much >.< if they aren’t gonna let you live it down, tell me and I’ll beat some sense into them ㅋㅋㅋ
[ jaeyoon ] : I’ll do my best ㅠㅠ btw, the soup was really good~ I’ll make sure to spit in the pot so the others won’t touch it ;)
[ _______ ] : ...gross
[ jaeyoon ] : I’m kidding! Though, I still won’t share it with them...it’s still my recovery food
[ _______ ] : ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ you better hide it well so they won’t find it!
[ jaeyoon ] : I’ll try e_e
You chuckled before locking the phone screen, looking up to see that Dawon had just pulled over to your place.
“Thanks, Hyukie,” you said as you grabbed your bag, ready to leave.
“It’s okay. If I catch you sleeping with one of the guys, or any guy for that matter, I’m not gonna let you hang out with us again.”
You rolled your eyes. “Pfft, you’re crazy. You know I’m not like that.”
“Yeah, yeah. Hurry up and get out; you need to finish your assignment, you lazy butt.”
“Whatever, loser,” you replied with a cheeky smile. You gave Dawon a quick hug before getting out of the car.
The next morning, you woke up with a pounding headache, and felt like you were in a sauna. From past experiences with colds, you knew this was bad.
Oh SHIT! You thought violently.
On the other side, the boys were busy getting their hair and makeup done for the music show’s pre-recording when their phones lit up to see a new message in the group chat.
[ ________ ] : ...
[ ________ ] : I hate you, Jaeyoon!!!!!
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sunlittaeyong · 7 years ago
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SF9 AS YOUR BEST FRIEND
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Request: @cutieyoungbin  Hey :). This is completely up to you, but if you have time and you want to I would like to request a scenario for SF9 (or just one member of your choice if that is easier for you) of what type of best friends they would be. Love you <3
A/N: A lot of this may seem a bit too flirty and that is because I am in love with everyone in sf9
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KIM YOUNGBIN
Touchy boy
arms wrapped around you
holding hands
cheek kisses
everyone thinks you're dating because he’s so touchy
but you’re not he’s just extra and has a lot of love to give
texting all the time
but it’s usually just him complaining about his eight children
and you sending him dumb memes.
you two would never fight
like it just wouldn’t happen
he would encourage you with everything you do
lots of late night phone calls
KIM INSEONG
okay listen
this boy is extra in everything he does and this friendship is no different
he would buy you things all the time so that you would have constant reminders that he’s your best friend (you have like a whole collection of things he’s given you)
long conversations about the universe and like aliens and shit
because the boy is smart and he definitely believes in aliens
literally fighting over complimenting each other and thanking each other
“Thank you” “no, thank you” “no no, really, thank you”
also things like holding open doors for each other would be a competition
one of you always running ahead to try and open the door first
yelling to get your point across
but then you are both just yelling
probably in a public place where you shouldn’t be fucking yelling
looking up weird and interesting facts at 4am
LEE JAEYOON
another extra little bean boy
he is defs an attention whore when it comes to his friends
when you are around the other boys you better only be talking to him
he’s your best friend after all
singing at the TOP OF YOUR LUNGS
crying while watching romantic movies
“It’s just so beautiful” “will I ever have a love like that??????”
(he’s probably side eyeing Inseong, just saying)
facetiming whenever you can’t see each other
which is sadly more often than not :(
calls at 3am when you are in different time zones and he forgets because he was so excited to tell you something
you don’t remind him of the time difference because he’s so cute
lots of hugs and pet names
BEAK JUHO
lowkey boy
hooking pinky fingers together
showing you his song ideas first
because he trusts you and your judgment
listening to chill (or hardcore) songs while sitting by a pool, dipping your feet in the water
bickering and play fighting
grabbing snacks from each other
splashing each other
wrestling or boxing when one of you teases the other
him teasing you when you try to rap his lines in songs
resting his chin on your shoulder no matter how far he has to bend or lean down to do so
sticking up for him when the others (read: evil maknae) tease him
helping him tease the other members
teasing him and the other members
LEE SANGHYUK
loud boy
yelling at him
him yelling at you
yelling at the others
yelling over each other
lots of comedy skits you guys make up on the fly
napping together
snuggles when he’s upset
snuggles when you’re upset
Singing for you
when you’re upset
when you’re happy
pretty much whenever you want
all you gotta do is ask
him being greasy
everyone thinks you’re dating
you like calling him baby and pinching his cheeks
he likes talking to you in a baby voice
KIM SEOKWOO
tall boy
back hugs
he likes to pick you up
patting your head during arguments
which only makes you more annoyed
cuddling (have you seen that boy hugging his big plushie bug thing (idk what it is) so cute)
pouting when you tease him
which makes you tease him more
but also makes you feel bad
so you give him hugs
beach days
splashing each other
late night facetime calls
making you fix his hair or makeup if it’s messed up
“i need to look perfect 24/7.”
“...”
“this is where you say ‘oh, don’t worry Rowoon you look do look perfect 24/7’.”
“i don’t like to lie”
YOO TAEYANG
pretty boy
shopping together
judging each others questionable fashion choices
lots of long texts conversations
also you guys have the best snapchat streak ever
he loves taking selfies
and he loves seeing your selfies
singing
sometimes he sings over you
picking out flowers together
he makes you dance with him
(he needs a partner for ballroom dancing, you tell him to ask Hwiyoung)
you watch him dance a lot
talking about you in interviewers
Because ‘ you are the bestest friend a boy could ever have’
late nights talking and cuddling for hours
you cover everything from fashion and makeup to how the universe was created and the meaning of life (the last part is mostly you while Taeyang stares at you in very tired horror)
matching flower crowns
baking cookies together
KIM YOUNGKYUN
smol boy
you find any way you can to make him blush
it’s pretty easy
talking about taking expensive trips to beautiful places
never actually planning one
taking videos of each other
to watch back when you miss each other
also very embarrassing videos of each other
for blackmail
petting dogs you meet on the street
if one of you sees a dog when you aren't with the other you send snaps of you with the dog
or you text each other your location if you know the other is nearby
doing his makeup
because he is a good boy who sits still
sometimes he just takes a nap while you do it
one time you gave him drag queen makeup
you tried to leave before he woke up
he chased you down the street
makeup still on
KANG CHANHEE
binge watching tv until the early morning hours
messing with the other members
messing with each other
helping the other members mess with him when you’re annoyed with him
friendship bracelets (like those kind that don’t come off until you cut them)
you may have put it on him while he was asleep
but now he’s stuck with it
he secretly likes it (it’s not that secret)
going to McDonalds together all the time
he likes to try to steal your food
hitting him when he does
sometimes this ends in a food fight
holding both of each other's hands
and talking to each other in a baby voice
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konowhore · 7 years ago
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Apart from wanna one, do you Stan any other groups????
Too many to count tbh lmao but let me give you a (not) short list
(sorry this was such a simple question and i’m sorry i answered it so long :/)
okay okay, this is aside from hotshot, the boyz, topp dogg, jjcc, nu’est(w), mxm, jbj, rainz, aa, or basically any group that came onto or from produce 101 because i already know most of them (except for d.o.b or boys24 because i never invested into them yet) 
(I really really love) B.A.P - (they were my first kpop group ever) My bias is YOO YOUNGJAE AND YOU CAN COUNT ON THAT
Teen Top - (hey there kenta sjndkajd) I LOVE LJOE WITH MY HEART BUT ALSO CHANGJO?????? 
Block B - (bOPS kiNGS) Lee Taeil is my lil smol
BOYFRIEND - (my boys that i missed so much) Youngmin is my fave but i also love Kwangmin and Jeongmin????? mostly Youngmin tho
MBLAQ - (LOOK THEY WERE MY BOYS TOO AND I-) SEUNGHO MY BUB
BTOB - (happy late 2000 days my bbys
BEAST/B2ST/HIGHLIGHT - my bby Dojoon is the bestest and I’m glad I stan such a dork
C CLOWN (TT) - I love Ray a lot and i miss them lots :/
UP10TION - All the Wei. :)
f(x) - Amber or Krytstal (I love them so much why does Ambs get hate why)
NCT 127 - Win Win (CUTECUTECUTE MY BBY INNOCENT AN ANGEL JIN LONGGUOS BEST FRIEND I WISH BUT YEH)
NCT U - Taeil (vOCALS MAN)
NCT DREAM - LEE JENO THE BOY I SHARE A BIRTHDAY WITH HAHAHDSJDBSJ (I also love you Renjun okay but don’t tell)
BTS - Jin is my fave, J hope is my wrecker (as well as V tbh) and honestly i don’t really watch their vids that much anymore
EXO - Xiumin and Suho are my bubs. iIused to bias Luhan and Kris but then they went up and left and I was like???? looks like I have my bbys Xiumin and Suho.
INFINITE - Sungyeol is definitely my fave. He’s so funny and he’s so handsome???? 
Super Junior - Kyuhyun and Ryeowook are my faves because theiR VOCALS
BTL - (ish. idk where they went ;;) My bias was QL but I don’t know them as much now :/
AlphaBAT - (their comeback only has 4 members and it honestly hurts to watch it TT) J:eta and H:eta were my faves, but I think they both left :(
SF9 - (BOPS BOPS LEGENDS TALENT PLEASE STAN) Hwiyoung for sure. I’m positive this time. Chani, Youngbin, Inseong, and Taeyang are just big wreckers
IOI - I love Yoojung and Yeonjung the most
Weki meki - Yoojung definitely but I’ll get to know the others more
PRISTIN - Eunwoo, Nayoung and Yuha (I love them all  sm tho)
PENTAGON - (SAME ABOUT SF9 TBH) It is confirmed that Wooseok is my bias (after arguing that Kino was my fave to my friend), but Kino and Jinho are a close second
MONSTA X - I love Shownu with all my heart please stan 
ASTRO - my soft bbys. Rocky is my fave
WJSN - Yeonjung (I’m such a fake Cheng Xiao stan wth)
BLACKPINK - Jisoo ( sHES A QUEEN MY PRINCESS)
Red Velvet - Irene and Wendy (My babes
Big Bang - Seungri (he’s so funny wth )
WINNER - Jinwoo (REALLY REALLY IS A DAMN BOP)
iKON - B.I (#wyd is my fave omfg)
KNK - Inseong :)
SEVENTEEN - Okay, the thing is there’s 13 of them, so how do I choose? I love S.Coups, Dino, and Minghao the most though
TWICE - Jihyo and Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon They can slay me all they want 
GOT7 - BAM BAM USED TO BE MY FAVE BUT THEN CHOI YOUNGJAE GOT UP IN OUR BUSINESS
VARSITY - I would say either Seungbo or Younho or Bullet
There are a lot more groups I stan, but this is just a few I’m listing off the top of my head :)
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softfics9 · 7 years ago
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Post-Its - Chapter 3/5
Fandom; SF9
Main Pairing; Kim Youngbin/Kim Inseong
Side Pairings; Kim Seokwoo|Rowoon/Baek Juho|Zuho
Genre; Fluff, Slow Burn, College AU
Trigger Warnings; None
Word Count; 2,001
Rating; G
Beta’d; No
Cross-Posted on; AO3
Other Chapters; Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 4, Chapter 5
The note that Youngbin left for Inseong sounded casual, a simple friendly invitation with no time frame or pressure to say yes. Truthfully though, it was the result of two hours and seven initial drafts of what he wanted to say, the previous versions being either yielding "too clingy hyung, you sound like a jealous girlfriend" or "I thought you liked this guy? It sounds like you want to fight him or something" style responses from his friends. Eventually though, they all agreed on the wording of one, and in his best handwriting Youngbin carefully wrote the little yellow Post-It.
When he woke up the following morning to the soft tones of his alarm, he felt nervous for reasons he didn't want to consider, especially when the sun hadn't even broken the clouds yet. It took him longer to get up and dressed than on a normal morning, since he was trying to delay the inevitable as long as possible. He hadn't meant to stay awake listening for Inseongs return from work, but his mind just wouldn't settle down instead running through every possible outcome of the situation. Just as he had enough of the negative thoughts and made up his mind to take down the Post-It and try again a different day, he heard their front door opening and started panicking. Three minutes later, according to the display on his clock, he heard the door opening and closing rapidly again and his heart had dropped to the floor. He had walked out slowly, checking his housemate really had left (more like fled) and to his dismay, there was no sign of his yellow note on their fridge. Inseong had obviously taken it the wrong way and didn't want to stay there anymore. It took Youngbin a long time to fall back asleep when he returned to bed.
It was unfortunate Youngbin hadn't stayed awake for 10 more minutes, as Inseong crept in the door with his heart in his throat but a resolve in mind. He went to his room and quickly wrote his pink Post-It, after going through numerous drafts in his head on the walk back from his friends apartment. Finally though he settled on a short but positive note, to the point and confirming he really did want to meet Youngbin too. It took him longer than it should have to actually stick the note to the fridge though, but after ten minutes of will-I-won't-I, and a very annoyed text from Jaeyoon, he firmly placed it and ran back to his room before he could change his mind. All he could do now was wait to see how Youngbin responded in the morning.
When Youngbin walked in to the kitchen, he kept his head down not wanting to look at the empty spot he was sure sat glaringly obvious on their fridge. But to his utmost surprise, there was a little pink Post-It smack bang in the middle of the door. His heart leaped, even without reading it. Inseong had come back and written him a response, in the dead of night, and it was a positive one. It was short, but Youngbin felt a huge weight lift of his shoulder after he finished going over the words.
"I was just thinking the same honestly. I'm not working next Friday night if that time suits you? We could do dinner at home."
Youngbin found himself reading and re-reading the words over and over, until he felt his phone buzzing in his pocket with a call from Seokwoo. They were waiting outside his building, and if he didn't get a move on they would all be late for their morning lecture. Without even thinking, he pocketed the pink paper, grabbed his bag from the living area, and walked out of the apartment in a daze, not fully sure how he found his way down the three flights of stairs. Seokwoo and Youngkyun were the only two waiting, since the others didn't start until later in the morning. One look at Youngbins face and they could tell he was in a great mood, there were crinkles in the corners of his eyes and a lazy smile gracing his lips. Seokwoo could only roll his eyes and the puppy-love look on his hyungs face.
"Come on hyung its cold and we've been waiting for like ten minutes. What took you so long, you're usually waiting for us."
Youngkyun was pouting, he could have had ten more minutes in his bed this morning, but an elbow in the side and a proper look at Youngbins face made him realise what must have happened. He was a bit annoyed at himself for not seeing it first time, but then again he figured Seokwoo had more experience with what crushes looked like when they worked out.
"Sorry my little Kyunnie, I'll buy you hot chocolate at lunch later to make up for it ok?"
It must have been very good news for Youngbin to offer buying him a drink without any prompting or begging on his part. But if he was going to get hot chocolate paid for, there was no way he was complaining. Snorting at the shock on Youngkyuns face at the offer, Seokwoo grabbed Youngbin by the shoulders and started steering him towards the main buildings of the university and started power-walking. He was happy for him, but couldn't afford to miss his 8 am lecture and had a sneaking suspicion that without being kicked into gear, Youngbin wouldn't move himself for at least another twenty minutes when he fully woke up.
"That's a great idea hyung, you can buy all of us drinks in the cafe at lunch and then give us a rundown of why you seem starstruck this morning."
They of course already had a very good idea of the reason, but would much rather hear it straight from Youngbin, and chances were he would have come down off his cloud by then and would refuse to buy them drinks anyway. At least until the two youngest pulled their not-so-aegyo that for whatever reason always got him to agree to their ridiculous demands. It was cute really, how much he cared for them and was willing to ignore the way they manipulated him if it made them happy. Youngkyun giggled at the sight of their tallest friend maneuvering Youngbin towards his lecture, they certainly acted like parents sometimes, but he loved it a lot. With a quick text to Chanhee about the promise of drinks on Youngbin, he pocketed his phone and jogged to catch up with the pair, very much looking forward to how their lunch would go.
*** Inseong woke up to an odd sound in the apartment, the sound of their kettle boiling away. He immediately shot up in bed and rubbed his eyes furiously, six weeks living there and he had woken up to silence every day of it, this was something very out of the ordinary. Then he remembered what had happened last night, which explained why his body felt like lead and his eyes were more puffy than usual. Suddenly cautious, afraid of what he might find in the kitchen, he cracked the door open slightly, and immediately yelled in frustration. He had been hoping that it would be Youngbin, forgoing class to stay and have breakfast with him, but instead he was greeted by the sight of Sanghyuk doing his "tea-dance" in the space between the living room and kitchen. When he heard Inseong cry he spun around, and cracked into a big goofy grin.
"Gooooood morning to my favourite hyung! Did you sleep well last night?"
He was like a never ending ball of energy, he had been up just as late as Inseong and yet here he was making breakfast looking like someone out of a skin care ad, glowing and smiling brightly.
"Sanghyuk what are you doing here? I thought you had labs all day today?"
"Nopee, they were cancelled because our T.A got a bad dose of food poisoning last night and they don't trust us to be unsupervised yet! So I thought I would come and make you breakfast since I was sure you wouldn't be awake yet."
There really was no limit to his young friends kindness, he might have been very loud and overbearing at times but it was all centered around a heart of pure gold. Inseong smiled softly and shook his head, walking out to give him a big hug as a thank you. It's not that he was bad at cooking exactly, he could get away with breakfast and some simple dishes. But a complicated dinner was never going to come about with his limited culinary skills, at least not one that was edible anyway. Which of course got him thinking about dinner plans he had set out with his housemate, and all of a sudden there was a storm of butterflies in his stomach threatening to crawl up his throat. A hurried look at the fridge revealed no sign of his pink Post-It, but no responding yellow one either. The butterflies suddenly felt like acid burning him up inside.
"He-ey Sanghyukkie, you didn't happen to knock anything off the fridge when you were getting stuff out for breakfast did you?"
All of a sudden there were two hands on either side of his cheeks and a face very close to his own. Inseong could see the worry in Sanghyuks eyes, even if it was a little blurry from their alarming proximity.
"No hyung, I looked at it when I came in and there was no sign of your pink note, I thought you chickened out from putting it there and that's why I'm making eggs for breakfast."
To others that might not have made sense but Sanghyuk made it seem perfectly rational, unfortunately that didn’t help the dread in his gut. His Post-It that he made sure to securely stick to the fridge last night, was not there when Sanghyuk arrived this morning, which meant that Youngbin saw it and took it down. But there was no yellow reply in its place, and while there were several perfectly good reasons why, Inseong couldn't help his mind jumping to the negatives. Maybe when Youngbin read the note he realised he actually didn't want to meet him and decided to ignore it, or maybe it had all been a sick joke and he was going to go and show it to his friends and laugh at how eager Inseong had been. Or maybe...
"Stop thinking like that hyung I know that's not the case, he was probably just late for class and didn't get a chance to write back, or maybe he didn't have a Post-It on hand. Give it until this evening, I'm sure there will be one waiting for you when you get home from work later."
Apparently Inseong had been rambling his insecurities out loud, and like always Sanghyuk knew just what to say to snap him out of his spiral of thoughts. He nodded and buried his head into his younger friends shoulder, doing the breathing exercises he had to help him down from a breakdown. When he felt calm enough, he looked at his friend and gave him the biggest smile he could muster.
"Thank you, as always. Let's have that breakfast you've been slaving over and head to the library for a bit ok? I need to check out a book for some personal study."
Sanghyuk nodded enthusiastically and grinned. They decided they would invite Jaeyoon along too after his lecture finished and study for a bit before Inseong had to come back and get ready for work. With Sanghyuks arm over his shoulder and a stomach full of scrambled eggs and juice, he felt the nerves in his stomach settle a bit as they walked towards the library. He would just have to wait until tonight to see what Youngbin would respond with.
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Post-Its - Chapter 2/5
Fandom; SF9
Main Pairing; Kim Youngbin/Kim Inseong
Side Pairings; Kim Seokwoo|Rowoon/Baek Juho|Zuho
Genre; Fluff, Slow Burn, College AU
Trigger Warnings; Mentions of panic attacks
Word Count; 2,004
Rating; G
Beta’d; Yes! By the darling @raven-blackwillows
Cross-posted on; AO3
Other Chapters; Chapter 1, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!"
"Not bad Jaeyoon hyung, but you should really put emphasis on the middle by going up in pitch. Here let me show yo-"
"Sanghyuk, if you scream I will smother you with this pillow."
"Inseongie you wouldn't do that~"
"Just try me Jae, I'll make sure to beat you with it too when I'm finished."
Inseong had made a lot of stupid, rash decisions in the past, but he decided that going to his two nut-case best friends for help was at the top of the list. He had arrived home from his night shift at 11:21 pm, toed off his shoes and left them neatly at the door, then hung up his jacket. At 11:24 pm he was running back out the door without his jacket and scrambling to fit his feet into the same shoes he had just taken off. All because of a small piece of yellow paper.
"Alright hyung I'll stay quiet, but only if you give us the details, we're dying here!"
The loudest of the three friends was youngest, Sanghyuk, a second year, and while he usually demanded to be the center of attention he knew that this was something far more important. Jaeyoon, a fourth year like Inseong, - was maybe the calmest of the three most of the time- he seemed pretty chill if you saw him just in passing, but when you got him going he could be even more over-the-top than Sanghyuk. Inseong was also very loud- it was how he met the other two after all;- nothing says "Let's be friends" like having a screaming match with complete strangers in the middle of the night. That was an even longer story, but that was the birth of the university's infamous "extra line".
"Ok, so maybe I overreacted a little, it's not exactly a date..."
"WHAT?? YOU BARGE INTO OUR ROOM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT SCREAMING THAT YOU GOT A DATE AND NOW YOU'RE SAYING THAT'S ACTUALLY NOT THE CASE??"
"I mean, it could be a date if I agree to it, but I don't know what to do and that's why I came here!"
"Hyung, you came to us for dating advice? That's really dumb even for you."
Inseong was well aware of how dumb it was, but in the heat of the moment, as he was reading the note in momentary shock the only thing he could think of doing was running to the comfort of his closest friends of six years. So that was how he ended up out of breath (he doesn't exactly "do" exercise) huddled in a blanket fort with his friends glued to either side of him. The fact that a simple question on a Post-It made him resort to panicking and running in the same night certainly said a lot about the writer of the notes. But it wasn't like Inseong could help it;- who wouldn't fall for a guy who left him cute notes to say "Sleep well" or made him food when he was sad. And when he accidentally discovered that his housemate is no other than Kim Youngbin, dancer extraordinare and one of the most good-looking guys Inseong has ever seen in his life? He couldn't help it at all.
"Look, I know it's stupid, but I didn't want to make a stupid decision on my own- at least if I make it with you guys I'll know my stupidity is validated."
"It's so nice to know you appreciate our opinions like that Inseongie, really it means a lot."
There was sarcasm dripping from Jaeyoons words, which resulted in the next five minutes being spent sticking their tongues out at each other and making childish faces. But then Inseong spotted the devilish paper in the corner of his eye, the bright yellow colour taunting him with its prospect of happiness.
"Why don't you just tell us exactly what the note says, and we'll help you decipher it, ok hyung?"
That was a reasonable suggestion, and one that actually might yield some insight into what he should do about the whole situation. Of course, Inseong had told his two friends from the very start about not yet having met his housemate. They had both moved in a week prior to the start of the semester and there had been still no sign of him at any time during the day when Inseong was home. Of course his immediate thought had been that he had been duped into thinking he had a housemate when he was really living all by himself, but there were groceries he hadn't bought in the fridge and shoes that were not his at the door. Two weeks had passed and at that point Inseong had thought that his housemate had been purposefully avoiding him for some reason, so of course he had had a minor breakdown in a rapidly constructed pillow fort in his best friends' shared bedroom in their apartment, two complexes over from his own. Soon after, though, he had finally seen a small sign of communication from the mystery man he lived with-, sure it hadn't exactly been meant for him but Inseong had decided that he would take what he could get. And so that's how a yellow Post-It simply saying "Buy milk" had turned into a rather quaint way of talking with his housemate, Youngbin.
It wasn't until two weeks after that, when grocery lists had been accompanied by "Good luck on your quiz" and "There's leftover pizza in the fridge" that Inseong had realised he was harbouring the start of a crush on a guy he'd never seen before. Which of course had led to another blanket fort comfort session, and wailing over how unfair his life was. The third breakdown had happened when he had finally put the pieces together and realised that his housemate, whose name was Youngbin and was a fourth year who had dance practice most days, was actually Kim Youngbin, the co-captain of the university's dance team; he had been on Inseong's "hot guy alert" radar since their second year. Inseong had been fairly certain that Youngbin had no idea who he was though, and so had to refrain from acknowledging his housemate when they passed each other on campus in between classes. In fact, Inseong had just resigned himself to the fact that living with someone for six weeks without meeting them properly had crossed the "too-awkward to talk about" line and that his late night work shifts in the bar off-campus and weekend gaming nights were just not going to match with Youngbin's early bird classes and morning weekend training sessions.
"Well, at first I thought I read it wrong because I was so tired from work and my vision was also a little blurry from the new kid squirting lemon juice in my eye by accident and all I wanted was a drink of milk before I went to bed but I never even got to open the fridge because of this stupid torturous note stuck right on the center of the fridge door and I couldn't think straight so I just yanked it off and ran here and now I realise how stupid that was because now he's going to wake up in the morning and his note will be gone and I won't have left a reply yet-, what if he thinks I'm ignoring him and he never wants to talk to me aga- ow what the HELL??"
"Hyung, if you kept going on like that you would have run out of breath and fainted."
"You didn't have to SLAP ME?!"
As the two bickered over what should and should not be done to someone in the middle of having a near panic attack, Jaeyoon reached out and sneakily picked up the offending note that had caused his friend such hysterics.
"So I was thinking about how weird it was that we've never met each other in person, and I was just wondering if - oomph"
Inseong knew as soon as he heard the first few words that Jaeyoon was reading his post-it and immediately broke away from the headlock Sanghyuk had put him in to flatten his other best friend to the bed and attempt to wrestle the paper from his grasp. Sanghyuk merely played antagonist to the pairs rolling around fighting, cheering them both on while trying to keep their blanket fort intact. Eventually Jaeyoon got Inseong pinned under him and, slightly out of breath, handed the note to their youngest friend so that he could finish reading it.
"Where did you leave off, hyung? Oh wait here it is... 'I was just wondering if we could maybe get our schedules synced for a change and have dinner sometime?' ...that sounds like a date to me, Inseongie hyung."
Inseong sighed in defeat, both at being pinned by Jaeyoon yet again and having to give up control of reading the post-it himself. (Although he was kind of grateful he didn't have to read it himself-, he knew he would have been bright red and stuttering at the end which would have led to merciless teasing from the other two.) He had known it sounded like Youngbin was asking him on a date, but he had always been bad at reading situations (or notes) like this and had gotten into some trouble in the past for that very reason. His friends were there for the so called "Johnny Incident" and they had decided never to speak of it again.
"So what do you think I should do? How do I even respond to something like that?"
"Well obviously you say yes, Inseongie-, tell him you want to meet him too and then you guys can discuss which day works the best for both of you."
"I don't want to go back and forth like this trying to arrange a day though-, every time a suggestion doesn't work out I know I'll just get upset, and that means invading your bedroom demanding cuddles."
His two friends considered their options more seriously after this; while they loved Inseong very much and were more than happy to accommodate the occasional breakdown and blanket fort cuddle session, they were happening at an increasingly frequent rate that was taking the novelty out of their childish games.
"Hyung, isn't the bar you work in closed next Friday for renovations? That means you won't have work, and you'll be able to stay in your apartment Friday evening. You should totally suggest that as your date night!!"
It was such a blindingly obvious solution that somehow both Inseong and Jaeyoon, who both worked at the bar, had forgotten about. He wouldn't be working, so he would be able to stay at home on Friday evening and finally have dinner with his housemate (that he most certainly had a crush on) . It was the perfect plan.
"Ok Inseongie, we've solved your problem, now go home and write your reply and go to bed, we have a 10 am lecture tomorrow and I do not want to be dealing with you when you're sleep deprived."
Inseong nodded solemnly and rolled Jaeyoon off him, and then in true extra line fashion, he shrieked like a dying cat and flung himself off the bed, tearing down their blanket fort and trapping his best friends in the ruins. He laughed as he saw them squirming to find their way out and probably attempt to strangle him, but he had his shoes on and was out the door just as a disgruntled Sanghyuk stuck his head out.
"Hyung we're changing the locks and never helping you EVER AGAIN!!!"
He could hear the pair complaining rather loudly and they were probably throwing curses at his back, but he didn't care too much. They had helped him come up with a plan to finally meet Youngbin in person, and he couldn't be more thankful for his loud and crazy friends who always helped him keep his spirits up.
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