#happy birthday to me ♡

[iamthejinyouarethejin]

sad ice creams

it's my birthday!! so i shall write something good for you all. :)

(jk this was very bad)

enjoy. :)

"guess whose special day it is?" he gloated for you, poking at your cheek and smiling like a little kid. "hm?"

you sat in silence and gave him a small smile.

"mine?"

"yes!" he exclaimed and picked up your "happy birthday" squishmallow, along with others from his collection of "stuffed goods".

"what's on the itinerary for today? you're the birthday princess. it's all you."

you shrugged and rested your chin on your hand.

"i dunno. cake?"

"c-cake? i mean cake is good, but that's all you wanna do? eat cake?"

"it's my birthday, and i'll eat cake if there's cake."

actually, you thought. i wanna go home and cry and sob and wail and be snotty for the rest of my life.

he pouted and stared at you - birthdays aren't supposed to be sad. they're supposed to be happy.

"hey," he poked your cheek again. "what's up?"

"nothing." you chuckled. "why?"

"because something's up."

"nothing is up."

"something is up." there was a deep sincerity in his eyes, piercing through every wall you tried to put up.

you held yourself together and inhaled. your chest was tight.

"i want ice cream."

~

and so you got ice cream.

if that's all you got, you would've been fine. you had him, and cold happiness- what else could you ask for?

"listen, what's going on?"

"i'm fine, baby," you laughed off his worry. "seriously."

"babe, i'm being for real. what is going o-"

"i'm fine! just leave me alone."

he sunk back into the bench, quietly scooping the cookies and cream out of his cup.

y'know when you bend a stretchy ruler and it turns pale under the tension? maybe not, but nothing else could convey how you felt in that moment. stretched. tight. overextended.

the day had been crap since it started, and you couldn't tell him why. he'd never understand.

you sobbed into your ice cream cup, wiping your snot on your hoodie sleeve.

"hey, hey, hey-" he cooed.

"i'm fine."

"uh, yeah, no- you're not."

he grabbed you before you could stand, slamming you back on the bench.

"hey! talk to me. what the hell is going on?!"

and just like that, everything came pouring out. the worry, the stress, the pain, the regret - you laid it on there for him to see, expecting him to kick it away and use the good 'ol, "it'll be okay."

but he didn't.

he didn't pat your back and kiss you, whispering "i understand" or "it'll be fine".

he sat beside you and pulled you into him, urging you to continue with your venting, and took it all on himself. he didn't shoo your pain away, he picked it up and put it on his own back.

and though this doesn't necessarily have a happy ending, the two of you figured it out in the end.

sad ice cream. :(

it always finds a way to make things better.

[thyme-in-a-bubble]

i am officially one quarter of a century old today.

[sullenangels]

it was equally refreshing and dreadful, to change the age in my bio, to 20.

[lostmoonofjupiter]

08.24.2023

"Golden Hour Royalty" courtesy of my beloved friend @sw33tm1lk, is a thoughtful, exquisite practice in aesthetic arrangement to lovingly and graciously reflect his view of myself while also reflecting my own personal favorite aesthetics. I cannot be more honored and more grateful for being worth his time and consideration. I love you. Thank you for gifting me this on my birthday and for continuing to gift me your wonderful friendship ♡

[btsjk-biased]

Happy Birthday, Jung Kook! ♡ (1997.09.01)

[vi-enti]

klay my beloved i know you’re not even on tumblr but your art is my header now

[wolfchans]

♡ Chris Birthday Countdown ♡ ↳ D-7 : Lyrics that remind me of him ♡

[kamuyagi]

Happy Belated Birthday my beloved Belphegor ૮(˶˃ᆺ˂˶)˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

[chrisbangz]

happy birthday chris ♡ insp.• insp.

[i-write-shakespeare-not-disney]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAZAI♡♡♡♡ GET CUDDLED YOU LITTLE SPOON YOU♡♡♡♡

Soukoku falling asleep through the years ft. Jetpack Chuuya + Little Spoon Dazai

[fireworksgalaxy]

happy birthday, @cosmicdreamgrl 💜💕!!

[rosyprayer]

🎀 🤍 Painting, reading, daydreaming and counting down the days until my birthday ! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა ♡

[fyodcrs]

Granters of dark disgrace, you need not wake me again.

Happy birthday, Layl! @nightrayv ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧˚ ♡♡♡♡

[lostmoonofjupiter]

I expect no visitors and demand no notice.

[jooyeone]

— isaac gracie, silhouettes of you for @userjiminie ♡

[meowrette]

🎉🎉🎉🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIO!!!!!!!!!

♡　　　❊　 　mizuki tumblr layouts ♫　　✤　　　⌣　　gift for @kiochisato!　 ➷　﹐　psd by kiochisato on tumblr　✪　 . . . & no kin/me/id tags unless kio nf2u unless kio

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIO!!!!!!!!!! its ur special day today :3 so i would like to give u a silly little present ... i hope u like it :3 i wanted to also write a note so pls read it under the cut ,,,, ^_^

i would like to say thank u SOOSOSOS much for inspiring me, to run this blog, to ever start this, to make hundreds of graphics and layouts for other people YOU were the one who inspired me, and even tho it may have not seemed a lot to u thank u for making those liam graphics, i was that anon and i was so excited when i saw those graphics that finally an edit blog WAS. FINALLY. WILLING TO DO MY REQUEST i was ecstatic that day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i looked up to you i wanted to be just like you ,,, u were like my idol at the time

i was also so happy when i opened my tumblr messages and u were the only one there wanting to talk to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so excited to talk to you and its always a lot of fun talking to u!!!!!!!! thank u for that too, i really struggled finding people on tumblr who wanted to talk to me via messages since i refuse to sign up for discord LOL

this seems like a lot even tho we dont really know eachother that well so i hope ur not like weirded out by this LOL

but ,,, thank u so much for pushing me forward to make this blog and always being nice and friendly towards me

have an amazing birthday kio !!!!!! ^_^