#happy 2nd anniv everyone!

[valkyrayn]

yesterday’s angst anon here, glad to know you like it!

i just wrapped up the 2nd anniv event where nxx members tell each other their idea of the story ending, and i thought—what about reincarnation marirosa AU in which marius is sommer and rosa is eve?

sommer was a young god. he already knows that humans live shortly, but he barely exist for couple decades so his first mortal friends are just turning old; and around this time, he met eve.

eve was brilliant. like, sure, sommer is a genius for making summer days bearable and filled with fun, but eve also gave him interesting ideas. together, they had lots of fun every summer.

eve fell first. she realized that gods love differently, thus she kept her romantic attraction a secret from everyone else. but first love can never be hidden, and when sommer’s first friends guessed her actual feelings correctly (damn these wise gramps), eve had to beg them to make sure sommer didn’t know.

couple years later when spring almost ends, an infectious disease hits the town. it’s curable, but eve worked too hard to help her neighbors, thus the disease got worse on her.

sommer was there to see her gone. she wasn’t his first friend, but she’s the very first mortal friend who left him.

but gods shouldn’t grief solely for one believer, right? gods should love all human equally. and so sommer told himself, it’s okay, humans live shortly anyway, sometimes it’s unavoidable. things will be back to normal.

except not a single day passed without him getting reminded of eve. the irrigation system. the record for the fastest hopscotch game. the medicine she worked on during the harsh spring, now being widely used. sommer gains new friend, but no one makes him smile brighter than seeing eve’s legacy on earth.

finally his gramps friend confronted him. “is this… perhaps… romantic love that you feel towards eve, sommer?”

sommer didn’t get it, but then he read eve’s unsent letters and—oh, is this what romantic love looks like? is this what it means to fall in love?

eve is the loveliest being sommer had ever seen in both the heavens and earth.

even the way she double-strikes her typos in her letters made him smile.

even the strikethrough “i dreamt of us getting married i’m thinking of pink tulips to gift it to you for their marriage bouquet, it will be so cute!” made his heart skips a beat. then it thrums in longing. then it crashes on him, unpredictable like typhoons at the end of summer and—

ah, so this is what eve felt.

immense joy.

burning desire.

crushing grief.

that time, sommer made up his mind. when good human dies, they sometimes choose to be reincarnated. then they will drink from Lethe River, being reborn as the same soul with a brand new identity. sommer would like to think that eve loves him enough to choose to be reincarnated. when that time comes, he will find her and love her first, love her enough to last at least two lifetimes.

until then, sommer will learn how to arrange the perfect marriage, so that he could finally fulfills eve’s dream of getting married to him.

(( she did reincarnated. gleefully, sommer hid his godhood and crashed into her on a fine sunday morning, introducing himself as marius.

at the end of the maze in moonlit eve event, when he finally got reunited with rosa, marius asked, “do you think a happy married life suits sommer and eve?”

“that is oddly specific,” she laughs. “but to answer your question seriously… the distance between them is quite far, sommer might have to run farther to close the distance so they can meet in the middle. still, with hard work and communication, it’s possible.”

ah, loving her for these past thousand years is totally worth it. ))

anon i’m begging. write fics. specifically marirosa angst 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️ your brain is so big and i love the way you write.

and also i was thinking the same! the whole eve sommer story has me thinking about past lives marirosa. and i’m obsessed with the reincarnation trope marirosa like it fits them so much!! especially since there’s been a bunch of hints on it in several of his cards

i loveeeeee this so much 😭😭 i’ve probably read this a few times by now and bawled each time my eyes are now all puffy. i’m so emotional these days and this just straight up broke me but also i love that it ends in a happy note 🥹 tysm for writing this!!

[chuluoyi]

How many times have you used your monthly pass because of Lukey 😭😭 2D men are feeding on our money and we don't even care 😭😭😭

I really hope he comes home... It's the least Hoyoverse can do considering I haven't gotten an event card since 2nd Anniv...

Omg sometimes I love Rosa more than our 4 male leads 🤭🤭 she's so girlboss and pretty and cute at the same time I can see why 4 dudes would want her- I mean I want her too she makes me question if I'm straight 🥹🥹

AND YES I SAW omgomgomgg My friends and I were (s)creaming over the 3rd Anniv cards you have no idea!! Marius anniv cards are getting more and more suggestive with every year and tbh that's the only thing keeping me from quitting TOT cause my gacha luck is just that bad...

YUH who said our husbands are dead???!?! Sugu and I are leading a very happy life rn 😘

AND AWW I love talking with you tooooo 🩵🩵🩵

P.s. I used to play genshint, but I stopped cause I somehow never beat 50/50. like EVER and I have C5 Qiqi and C3 Diluc [I love him tho] as evidence of my failed husband pulling... I also have shit artifact luck... My last straw was when Tighnari came home instead of Alhaitham... And THE THING WAS when I pulled for Tighnari before, I got Qiqi...

And yes that's the story of how I quit Genshin!! [Although I'm tempted to go back aftet seeing Wrio..]

-🪩

h-how many times??😳 that’s… unspeakable😩 like usually i subscribe the monthly pass whenever there’s a big event like annivs, or 4 SSR events like skadi, bakerlon🥹 usually i still have some leftover s-chips afterwards but this time aaargh😭

so true!!!🥹 i love rosa’s characterisation sm, and i’m still dying for her complete back story😭 ahahahha i feel you—like we’re this close to quitting but can’t help trying the gacha🥲 especially when marius’ card is right in front of your eyes~

yesyes🥳 here in my blog is safe space, everyone lives except mahito✨

HAHAHHAA THE GRUDGE😭 not that genshin’s gacha odds are better—it’s actually even worse!😭 i feel you!!😭 if you got tighnari, i got c3 keqing in alhaitham’s banner. and i was like pity 80 too!! imagine how heartbroken i was. i decided to go on genshin hiatus right then and there and now i’m only occasionally playing🥹🥹 same!! after seeing neuvillete and wrio i’m tempted to go fully back again🥹

[traumxrei-archive]

TWST 2ND ANNIV PV WAS SO FRICKEN CUTEEE !! I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCHHH !!

also i just realized this is one of the first times they've acknowledged yuu in a pv- they're the ones taking all the pictures for the pv right ? since we saw grim in a shot with adeuce in the beginning. like the halloween n first anniv pv were in grim's pov, so they just weren't there. this time they're interacting with another person taking the photos aka yuu, which is really cool !

the rest of this post is just me going thru a few of my fav moments in the pv hehe (link if you'd like to watch it)

my fav moment had to be floyd bumping into everyone for that photo- like yass kinggg crush riddle, azul, anD jamil with your 191cm body !! jskfjdkf

THEN IDIA EUGH HIM HIDING WHEN CATER'S TAKING A PIC OF HIM T^T ortho beloved <333 he looks so happy to be there (also their blue eyeshadow ?? so cute ?? n cater with the finger hearts)

oh also rook looking so sparkly and flawless in his picture,,,,that is talent. he was READY for that shot. look at him. meanwhile trey stirs the pot bc he doesn't want it to explode-

and jack blushing ?? that's the shit, that's the content that i signed up for. fluffy jack blushing in pv. yes. OH YEAH DONT FORGET ABOUT SEBEK N EPEL LOOKING LIKE ANGELS <333

also we do not talk about leona kingscholar jumpscaring me in his ceremonial robes- bUT we do talk about vil looking as gorgeous as ever. and lilia looking like he's about to prank someone while lookin gorgeous.

LAST WE HAVE hornton TSUNOTARO !! THAT SMILE IS SO CUTE HE'S SO PRETTY MWAHHH (and the fact that he's smiling at YUU he's smiling at the mc guys, i, ugh. as idia would say this was a critical hit!!)

[pianostarinwonderland]

SSR Tierlist [Part 1]

Made an SSR tierlist showcasing what is essentially my gacha history over here 😋 It’s part 1 because I made another tier list and might make a separate post about that other tier list. Note that these are all the SSRs from the JP version.

I like explaining my reasons since I enjoy sharing my thoughts, but it’s going to be pretty long. 😅 I made this in mind with both my gacha history and my perceptions on their usefulness in tests/exams.

Red Tier: Pretty much everyone in this tier came home in 50 pulls or less.

I rolled for Dorm Riddle on his very first banner back in March 2020, and I don’t fully remember how many rolls I threw at him, but I think it was somewhere around 11-14 rolls, which isn’t that bad. Birthday Riddle came home in 30 pulls!

Beans Azul is kind of a special case in the sense that I couldn’t get him in his first banner run, but in fairness, I could only afford throwing 14 rolls at him. 😂 But in the second run, he came home on the 39th roll, which is still really nice! Funny story, back then, I wasn’t an Azul stan, so I didn’t want to get him, but the groovy had me weak on the knees. 😩

Birthday Azul came home on the 46th pull. Then I went to pity for him and got two more copies then had the urge to throw a few more rolls since I could afford it and got a fourth copy. Eventually, I managed to limit break him to Lv.100 and he stands as my only Lv.100 SSR. 😂 Union Azul came home on the 50th roll exactly. I went to pity for him and got one more copy.

Dorm Floyd is the kindest one here. He came home in 8 rolls. 😭

Dorm Trey and Ortho are special in that I rolled for them during the 1st and 2nd anniversaries respectively. Trey is the exception because he came home in 80 ish pulls. The thing is, I planned to get him using the SSR key, so when I got him before getting the SSR key, I was pleasantly surprised. That’s why I’m placing him in this category. 😂 Ortho, on the other hand, came home in the first ten roll I threw when beginning my 2nd anniv rolls, and I really wanted him. 🥺

Orange Tier: Basically, the cards that I didn’t plan to pull, but it turned out that I use them a lot because they’re super useful in tests. 😭

Dorm Cater came home to me when I hit pity on the first Ghost Marriage banner. 😂 I was really hoping for Dorm Azul, and if not, at least GM Ace to say I got the event card. But I got neither LMAO but I’m really glad I got Dorm Cater because he and Dorm Trey are the best duo to have in defense tests. I’d be struggling if I didn’t have him.

Dorm Jade spooked me when I rolled on the Silver & Lilia banner back in May 2020, and that took me around less than 10 rolls, possibly even less than Dorm Floyd. Funnily enough, at the time, I was mainly a Jade stan, but I was only happy to get him because I hadn’t been getting SSRs, and he was an Octa character. I was lowkey disappointed because I really wanted Dorm Azul (more on that later). Turns out that he’s very useful to have in fire, flora, and omni tests, and he pairs well with Dorm Azul — and not to mention being a deceptive defense SSR when he can hit really hard — so I’m happy overall.

Dorm Epel spooked when I was rolling for the 1st anniversary. He came home on the 3rd roll I believe? And then he came home again when I hit pity on the anniv banner. 😂 He’s good to have for flora basic test, especially paired with Dorm Rook, and he’s part of my best fire defense team (which easily nabs me a 21k score).

Yellow-Orange Tier: They spooked me as well. 😭 But the difference is that I don’t use these SSRs in my tests as much.

Dorm Deuce spooked me twice during my Beans Floyd rolls. 😂 I actually didn’t plan on getting him because he isn’t the most useful SSR (he’s useful in fire defense, but when you have cards like Dorm Trey and Azul, you kind of shaft the poor boy 😔). But Union Floyd came, and turns out that Dorm Deuce’s water magic is really good to use paired with Floyd’s duo in fire basic, so now I have more use for Deuce. 😋

As for Halloween Vil, he came home on the first ten roll of his banner when I aimed for Halloween Azul. 😅 He’s a really good SSR for fire basic, and you can build a good team using him since both Lilia SSRs have good duo partners. I just don’t use him since I don’t have the right cards. Granted, though, my best fire basic score was when I used Dorm Riddle, Dorm Azul, Dorm Jade, Halloween Vil, and Lab Lilia (around 19.3k).

Yellow Tier: Please pretend that this is yellow, thanks. Yellow tier is the shit tier because these characters were shitheads to me. My luck may seem really awesome at first, but here is where I’ll say that it really is not.

See, when I roll to get cards that I think will be extremely beneficial for my tests, I get incredibly unlucky. Beans Floyd and Union Vil came home at the pity pull of their banners. Beans Floyd especially hurts because I got 4 SSRs (counting dupes) before getting him at pity.

Union Floyd was probably one of the most embarrassing rolls I made because I didn’t plan on rolling for any tweel (I make it a point to save for Azul’s birthday starting October), but his stats and abilities were really beneficial for the team I wanted to make to get SSS in fire basic. 😭 I tried to control myself by throwing a 10 roll for both tweels, but I caved and went to pity for Union Floyd. I did get him in my 96th roll, but it was 4 more rolls to pity, so I duped him again. I was so embarrassed that I only told select friends about it and kept quiet about it for a few months everywhere else.

Onto my two biggest offenders: GM Idia banner came out as I was coming home from a really long road trip. I wanted GM Idia for water defense since I was suffering horribly in that test, but I didn’t want to roll for him simply because of that. I told myself I’d only roll if Azul was one of his buddies or if Azul appeared in his personal story, and Twst did a fuck you and made Azul a buddy of his. 🗿 I rolled when my gut was telling me not to, and guess what? It took me 200 rolls to bring him home. 🤡 Most shameful roll, though I was a little less lowkey about it than Union Floyd because I was filled with anger. At least he’s really useful.

Dorm Azul 🤡 hoo boy, this is four months of gacha salt. On his second banner back in August 2020, he came home in the 5th roll, which seems lucky. But in his first banner four months prior, I threw 81 rolls (with one roll at the standard banner) and he did not come home. I was so confident I was gonna get him because I got Dorm Riddle and Floyd really early so I thought a 10-roll would suffice, but guess what? It didn’t. 😭 Every roll I threw at gacha banners from then on were all to have a chance of getting Dorm Azul. During Beans Azul, part of my decision to roll was the thought of ‘oh what if Dorm Azul spooked?’ Then when Dorm Jade spooked, I was sad because I wanted it to be Dorm Azul. I threw a pity at Ghost Marriage for a chance of Dorm Azul spook. So if I count all my rolls that I threw to get Azul, it would amount to at least 213 rolls. 🤡 What’s funnier is that only when I started stanning him did he come home early to me. Biggest jerk in my life, but he’s one of the best SSRs in the game, so I’m also glad to have him.

Light Green Tier: Self explanatory. Rook ruined my pities twice. When rolling for GM Idia, he was the one who stole my first pity. 🤡 Then in the 2nd anniversary, I was really aiming for Dorm Vil or Idia. When I hit the 2nd pity to get the event SSR key, I was so excited to get Dorm Vil… only to hear Rook’s voice. 🤡 Well, at least Rook is a really good SSR.

Green Tier: Also self explanatory. My tutorial SSR was supposed to be Leona, but my wifi crashed. 😂

Light Blue Tier: SSRs gotten with the SSR keys given out on anniversaries. I got Dorm Leona on the first anniversary and Halloween Jade on the second.

Blue Tier: I mainly need for meta purposes. Union Ace is mainly because I have a lot of ideas for a flora defense team using him and Union Azul. Dorm Vil is mainly because I have Dorm Leona, and they would be a really good duo for water basic. Besides, Vil is also really helpful to complete the Pomefiore trio (and they’re deadly in defense tests). Dorm Idia is mainly because he has amazing synergy with Dorm Trey, Dorm Azul, and Beans Jade for defense tests. He and Dorm Ortho are also really good for fire basic. Lastly, Halloween Silver acts like a fire version of Dorm Azul, so already based on that, he’s really good. I’d love to have him for flora defense.

Indigo Tier: So I already mentioned my GM rolls. Birthday Vil, I wanted him for his duo with Azul, and I would have continued rolling for him had Beans Day rerun not been announced. I stopped at 40 rolls to save for Beans Day. 😔 As for Birthday Lilia, I only rolled on his banner because I was out of R perfumes to buy the birthday backgrounds. 🤡 I threw only 20 rolls, and it embarrassed me because I was a dramatic ass at the time and felt like I ‘cheated’ on Azul and genuinely believed he’d come home only on pity.

Pink Tier: Not gonna explain each individual card because that is a shit ton. But basically, the SSRs I kinda want for meta solely are Halloween Cater, Birthday Cater, Camp Ruggie, New Year Kalim, Birthday Rook, and Birthday Idia. The SSRs I want only for pretty art are Halloween Riddle (also for completion’s sake since I have all Riddle cards except for him), both Jade birthday cards (his groovies are so cute 😭), and both Dorm Scarabia. The SSRs I want for both art and meta are DW Deuce, Silk Jamil, Birthday Ortho, and Union Lilia.

Purple Tier: I really don’t want Dorm Ace and Ruggie to spook me for the reason that I don’t have much use for them in tests. 🥲 Maybe I might have some use for Dorm Ace with Union Azul, but Ruggie, not so much. 😭 It doesn’t help that I’m not a big fan of their art either. Separating them from the last tier because these two cards are permanent cards and therefore always have a chance at spooking.

White Tier: Self explanatory. I think some of you might murder me for putting FG Leona in this tier, but I’m not a big fan of the card. 😅 I do acknowledge that FG Leona, Halloween Rook, Birthday and Apple Boa Epel, and Union Malleus may be pretty useful for meta, but I don’t have an immediate need for them.

Anyway, that’s it for my ramble. I really like doing this tier list, so if you want me to rank the SSRs based on favorite art and other things, I’d be happy to do it! Feel free to do it too, and feel free to share me your results. 🥺

[2slowgoers]

Ghosts of Christmases Past

Hi L,

I find that since it’s the end of the decade it’d be a good idea to write a tribute to all my fleeting memories of our friendship. Initially a challenge from you because you think I forget everything, I’ve used it as an exercise to remind me of why we’ve been able to become and stay so close in the relatively short 5, 6 years we’ve known each other. I realised that oftentimes it’s not the memory of our interaction but more so a feeling that stayed with me. Thus, the list you’ll see below is vague because I don’t really recalls details, but they’re there because they left a mark (I did use a few hints from my phone album). I’ll be writing this in chronological order from our first meeting to the last time we met in November

I’d love to hear if any of the things I write down are not in your memory or are remembered differently :) Memories are such a curious thing. 

-I think we were in front of LDC? But it was ISO and we were all getting to know each other and you complimented my fashion ;p I really appreciated it. I think at that time I had a pretty good impression of you and thought we might get along (I think I have a pretty accurate first impression of people for myself).

-I also remember me, TT, and ST visiting you in your dorm at Goodhue during spring term maybe? You said that T’s bf at the time had come to visit but I don’t remember that. I just remember you weren’t too happy then but I don’t remember why :\ maybe you were stressed from work?

-winter term after you came back from studying and trekking abroad, I remember feeling nervous messaging you about your trip. Somehow it felt like we didn’t get to talk too much about it during that first conversation, or at least it wasn’t fully positive. I think you’d opened up about the struggles of traveling alone as a woman and getting harassed then?

-feeling replaceable when you and T got close, wondering if y’all would have dated if you’d met earlier. Anyway we talked (I don’t even know how I managed to approach you about this lol), and you talked about being friends with couples in your past

-summer after second year, going to Monterey with your family and eating at the Italian bistro bc your dad loves Italian food

-you visiting me in Seattle that summer and getting high with R. We had lunch with some college mates and were planning to go out but instead y’all just napped all afternoon. That was annoying but funny still

-visiting you in Berlin that fall -- going to all those weird bars, and in the last bar this guy came to sit with us and you talked to him, telling him we were all in relationships and he fibbed that he also was in a relationship. Later you told me his breath stank lol (let’s not mention all the other wildness that night -- still traumatised by the racist heckling and the people openly having sex at KitKat)

-meeting up in Venice (it’s still one of my fondest places that we went to together), trying to find cheap aperitifs and drinking them in front of a church, and lamenting over how romantic everything was and how many couples there were everywhere

-you, TT and ST coming to visit me in Budapest and us going to ruin bars. We left early and I remember being woken up at like 4am to open the door for TT. Also walking around Margitsziget (the island), and going to the open-air thermal bath. Do you remember zipping around in a whirlpool with throngs of people in it? 

-me doing your hair in T’s room the following winter, with you sitting on a pile of newspapers on the ground. I think we were trying to dye your hair brown

-us cooking at your house with your hs friend H and then the garbage can set on fire (?!); I think you were trying to make carbonara that time but the eggs weren’t going great or something; it was also the first time I’d seen anyone microwave tomatoes

-you and V trying to eat her frozen coconut water from a box and using a knife to hack at it. I was so scared for your fingers

-us going to the career center training with a quarter of a watermelon and eating it with spoons. I loved eating watermelons like that and feel like I haven’t really eaten that way since :(

-our birthday picnic and going to Valley Scare -- do you remember being scared? I feel like most of the folks were freaked out by the clowns and I was trying to not exhibit any fear so the attention would get directed to everyone else

-that one group confession/conversation we had in our room where people brought up their insecurities and feeling left out; I later confided in you about my hesitance with everyone trying to uplift each other through their looks

-going tubing toward the end of the year with J and trying to blow up those damn tubes! You had to blow mine up eventually because I was running out of breath

-the next time going tubing with everyone and it being a mess! Definitely thought we were going to die a few times (there was one particular moment where some of us were trying to latch onto a tree but there were bugs on it, and behind us TT and someone else -- was it you? -- got stuck on a shallow pebbly area)

-during graduation, I pulled you and T together to introduce to my parents, purposely to pad their meeting with T. I was hoping also that your dad would get along w my dad but they barely talked :[ 

-visiting you and H with T in August! I remember paddle boarding with y’all (lots of fun), watching you all play games, and going to eat pizza and trying kombucha for the first time. That was a much needed break from my family then

-you and J coming to visit for my bday! We went to Ktown and sang karaoke and ate bbq (J said that while we were waiting in line some girl passed by and gave me a judging side-eye); watching the Parent Trap with you; us all sitting in the pool area and chatting (K and JN came with a cake! it was so good) about the future and all its unknown

-the two wonderful weeks in Taiwan :) the pace was good and I really appreciated having you show me your city (and also exploring new places with you). I remember waking up early and staring out your window as you snoozed next to me; your smelly dog and me not knowing how to pet him; going to the most beautiful little thermal spa (and taking advantage of our time there alone); going to night markets with you and of course getting my ears pierced :)); playing with super fluffy cats at the cat cafe; scoping cute stores and cafes at the artsy warehouse area; eating that nasty eel in Tainan; biking around in Tainan and then you getting bird poop on your scarf (!); the cute capsule hostel in Kenting; driving scooters around Kenting and being terrified of the wind. I’d love to do something like that again, with a nice pace to explore a place that’s less familiar to us both and maybe through a decolonized lens :)

-seeing you and J in the Bay Area after you moved there. We were taking all kinds of photos with different flowers in your neighborhood; going to First Friday in Oakland; eating at a cafe in Berkeley and spotting Nick Robinson even though you and J were sure I was mistaking him; us eating cioppino in that one seafood restaurant outside (I don’t think it was very impressive)

-you came back again in like October and we went to see A in the burbs. It was practically blizzarding and we tried to go to that one mall but ended up at a Mexican resto. I think we ended up going back to her place to play Life? 

-spending Christmas, another precious chill time :) painting ornaments; decorating the tree; you and that puzzle (which still lies on our floor); cooking everyday; watching Strong Girl; going to that comedy show with my cousin and walking back in the cold; going to see the Christmas lights and paying money to see a rather unimpressive “4d experience”; buying a butcher’s knife and you hacking away at some chicken bones happily because I was too scared to do it

-hiking in March was also fun! You chose a beautiful and lovely b&b. I remember exchanging music with you (lots of Spanish electropop); eating that overpriced hotpot; and taking a bunch of photos while waiting for pizza

-seeing you again in June (feeling claustrophobic; going to that strange queer fashion show), 

-August (going to see Yuna <3; that bike trip where you and T were going so fast; eating food at that little pagoda with our hodgepodge of food which was actually pretty good; having Thai temple brunch), 

-September (2x! Spending time with my sister and all the stress incurred on us both that came with it before and after; I really appreciated you being there for me; getting good vegan food and trying but failing to find a plan for M; and trying to find hotpot mix all over the store but it was right under our noses?? -- the 2nd trip you came to Chicago and we watched Hamilton!!) 

-and then November (going to see Mean Girls in NYC and you were waiting in line with that white saviour-seeming lady and the guy in the t-shirt; trying to meet each other’s friends; eating at Modern Love --still the most inspiring place I’ve eaten in 2019 aside from the Mexican Michelin place T and I went to for our anniv; walking around the park and you giving me a leaf for a bookmark which I actually kept for like a month)! 

So many times this year lol, often unexpected and last minute. I’m sure there are plenty other memories rolling around in the back of my mind but these are the ones I wanted to highlight. Although I don’t know when we’ll reunite next, I have no doubt we’ll continue to support and uphold each other no matter the distance and time. You’ve been such a funny, supportive, insightful, and passionate part of many of my best memories in these past few years. I don’t say it enough but I hope you recognise the influence you’ve had on my life and those of others. Thank you, and I love you <3

Onwards to 2020!

W (December 30, 2019)

[pianostarinwonderland]

God I am wrecked, Grim groovy, 2nd anniv cm, then new room feature coming out Crowley-knows-when

I’m so happy, happy 2nd anniversary everyone 😭😭😭