#hands down the best song on melodrama dont @ me

[usermaha]

bestie om shanti om is a really good contender. i mean deepika had THE best debut of bollywood history me thinks. but i’m sorry k3g really is That Bitch. the songs? all top tier. kareena’s over acting which seems to fit perfectly? perfect. hrithiks vest with no shirt underneath? fashion revolution. the parent drama? realistic. nothing beats the romance of srk and kajol stopping and slaying in the middle of the dance because their necklaces got intertwined. om shanti om is great i will not lie i love deepika is so good, but something about k3g makes me go feral

My arguments to defend Om Shanti Om:

You say soundtrack. I say Ajab Si. Main Agar Kahoon. They had a Phantom of the Opera esque musical concept song recapping the whole movie

Shantipriya’s dupatta entangling in Om’s dhaaga like (me and Kang Taehyun when)

The literal crossover of a lifetime that is Deewangi Deewangi (MCU could never)

This movie feels like a love letter to Bollywood itself. All the references? So much fun. The melodrama literally seeping out of the plot. Imo this is as Bollywood as Bollywood gets god i love her.

The biggest reason is probably the nostalgia factor. I remember 2006 like the back of my hand. I saw the trailers on TV. I was dancing down the stairs to buy the DVD. I was traumatized by the climax.

Points on K3G:

She came out before when i was born. I cant remember 70% of the movie. But yes “Bole Churiyan” might have been the first song i heard. Pooja was everywhere (she’s still an icon)

I love how due to the time jump and two pairings it feels like two movies in the price of one.

The parent thing youre right: its something every desi family can relate to. Do you feel suffocated? Do you feel like they dont listen or value your wants? Yes. But do love each other?… Also yes. Bollywood tends to glorify parents and parenthood but this got the assignment right.

My parents found this movie super annoying and thought “the star-studded cast was put to waste” so every time she was on Zee TV they switched the channel after a while. So this is why im a bit biased against it.

I’ll probably check it out next and ill tell you if i have broken out of my parents prejudice and liked it better.

[dancefloors]

I’d love to see a whole ass ranking of red songs and your reasoning, ugh that album ooft like there are some songs on that album that i fucking adore but then there are the ones that i’d skip without a second thought

agreed! red is one of her most powerful albums to me but it’s also the one with the most skips. it’s curious.. anyway here’s my ranking and its gonna be dramatic and also littered with spelling/punctuation/grammar errors bc i can’t read and i don’t plan to. enjoy if u can

State of Grace: Her most well constructed song. It captures the essence of the album better than the title track does and I think it does that bc views the relationship from the most human perspective possible, the most realism that you can like.. feel it, with fondness and love and pain and violence and hope and honesty but it doesn’t feel messy. Like to say that this track is ‘bittersweet’ would be too black and white. I think its bc the central idea of the song is “I never saw you coming”which is neutral in the most powerful way and literally DRIVES me insane. And GOD her use of tone and volume and a simple chord pattern (basically two alternating chords) is soooo powerful it’s both simultaneously striking and incredibly delicate. Just hands down the best track on the album and one of her best songs of all time because it manages to be complex but so simple at the same time. Academy award.

All Too Well: I feel like it’s one of her best pieces of storytelling, it’s incredibly raw so I feel like it’s less “clean” than state of grace. It really feels like the climax of the album if we’re putting it in a sort of story line. I don’t think there’s anything else I could clearly say about this except you call me up again just to break me like a promise so casually cruel in the name of being honest!!!!!!

Treacherous: tenderness. I said this once before but she plays so well with almosts and maybes and nearlys and halfways on Red and I feel like this track is a good example why because its not a climactic or explosive event but its like the moment just before you fall which I love! rights! 

Begin Again: I feel like this track should be further down in the listing (like about 8) but its like one of the few hopeful and genuinely sweet songs on the album and the change in tone is nice. And so is “you throw your head back laughing like a… little kid. I think it’s strange that you think im funny cause he never did” its MADDENING. It’sat 4th because I have a heart and don’t hate love and hope.

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together: one of the BESTTTTTT pop songs she ever put out. It’s so different to her usual sound, so purposefully pop-py, so overly done in a bit of an ironic way with an on-the-surface one dimensional meaning/hook, and classicly catchy that like you have to like appreciate how deliciously bitter and IN jake gyllenhaals face it is.  Like WITH SUM INDIE RECORD THAT’S MUCH COOLER THAN MINE!! FELT THAT

Holy Ground: state of grace’s little sister. This shouldddd be higher especially because of that GENIUS“tonight I’m gonna dance” bridge, but if I don’t listen to this song for a week I almost completely forget how it sounds. And I definitely don’t know a single lyric in either of the verses. 

The Last Time: I know i’m an idiot for putting it here, and that everyone else hates it but I really think this duet fits nicely within the narrative of Red. like  Taylor takes the backseat in her own song and it’s slightly forgettable buuut the guitar interlude into the bridge into the final chorus and the ‘this is the last time i’m asking you’s is one of the most compelling things ive ever heard. i’m gonna say it, gary lightbody RIGHTS  

The Moment I Knew: feels speak-now-y. incredible narrative. still can’t remember a single word of the verses it no matter how many times I hear it tho, probably bc i dont listen to it often bc its so saddd

22: not as good as wanegbt but still a firm step forward into classic pop. also I love her (slightly forced)accent in this one it’s just so fun.

I Almost Do: another track that does well with almosts (clearly) and maybes! I feel like it has a speak now-y vibe and feels like the last kiss of red if that makes sense… its kind of boring but also good yknow.

I Knew You Were Trouble: It’s not bad….it has a nice tune. I just know I wouldn’t have noticed it if it weren’t a single. I appreciate the melodrama though.

Red: it’s meant to be the defining song of the album but it feels like… heavy handed lyrically. Less subtle than taylor usually is. And the melody is not as compelling and feels a bit mumbly. Its not bad tho!

The Lucky One: this and girl at home aren’t bad songs but they fade together in my mind and have the same sort of energy to me because they’re not like.. compelling or catchy? This one is okay though bc its about ms Joni....everybody loves pretty everybody loves cool

Come Back…Be Here: it’s a good song but I don’t like the breakdown after the bridge. Feels like a skip at times, hits a like a bus at others. It’s odd.

Girl at Home: sounds fearless-y.kind of charming. Not enough to stick in my mind though.

Sad Beautiful Tragic: you could literally play me any song and tell be its SBT because I have no idea what the fuck it sounds like. by pavlovian response by brain just fires off the command to hit skip when that intro comes in. does it have an intro? I wouldn’t know.ITS SAD

Everything Has Changed: it’s tooooo generic sounding. I know it’s a fan favourite and she DOES say “green eyes and freckles in your smile” but the ed sheeran sound in this is too much.

Starlight: I do not give a fuck about the kennedys.

Stay Stay Stay: I feel like this clashes with the vibe of the album in a way wanegbt and 22 managed not to do…its just like… not good. yes i hate fun.

[othernecessarythings]

back on my bullshit again

and once more!! if you happen to stumble across these posts of mine, please just ignore them.. they’re a way for me to reflect on my life (and improve my english), and while i can’t stop you from reading them, can i say that you probably wouldn’t benefit much from it lol. anyways let’s go

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

my lots of songs list: the love club-lorde, river en vacker dröm-håkan hellström, living dead-marina, why we ever-hayley williams, snälla bli min-veronica maggio, take this lonely heart-nothing but thieves

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

oof um the person who will be the love of my life? no lol but like zendaya would be pretty cool ig

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

“... and the top was red-and-white striped, and it all zipped up in the front.”

4) What do you think about most?

hmm my friends maybe?

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

not that i know of

6) Do you have any strange phobias?

nah i feel some trypophobia (?spelling) sometimes but that’s it

7) What’s your religion?

i’m kinda christian, but like i choose which parts to believe in and not, like i believe in the message of doing good and love, but not like homophobia or an actual god lol

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

sitting in the sun, listening to music

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

ah probably paramore, yeah it must be them

10) What was the last lie you told?

eh kinda basic but “i’m fine” i guess

11) Do you believe in karma?

ooh that’s a questioning worth discussing, no i don’t believe in the actual the-universe-is-constantly-judging-our-actions, but like that people who do good tend to get good things back? yeah that makes sense

12) What does your URL mean?

my main (neon-places) is from perfect places by lorde, and just neon bc it sounds cool

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

oh god if i only knew,,, i really need to improve my empathy, but my systematical skills are quite good

14) Who is your celebrity crush?

hayley williams

15) How do you vent your anger?

i don’t get mad😌😌 no but like when i get irritated do i just close my door to my room and like listen to music in headphones and solve a puzzle or something lol

16) Do you have a collection of anything?

i kinda collect things that mark an important/memorable event in my life, like my first pride bracelet, my favorite jeans from when i was like 15, lots of birthday cards,, yeah it’s not so unique, but they’re important to me

17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

yes!!!! me a few years ago would’ve never thought that i’d be like this now, but i’m proud of myself and what i’ve become!!

18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

fun fact i HATE sleeping to the sound of rain. it makes me really anxious,, i love the sound of waves though, or my little sisters pure laugh :,)

19) What’s your biggest “what if”?

what if i’m just faking everything, what if this is not actually me but something i put up to please others around me

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

not ghosts really, but there must be some sort of life in the whole fucking space,, while maybe not what we traditionally would categorize as “life”, must it exist something, somewhere

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

i’m in my bed so like. my nightstand to the right, my wall to the left

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?

absolutely nothing, i’m so used to the smell of my house

23) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

oo idk??? i’m usually quite content with wherever we’re going, although fotografiska in stockholm was shitty though

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

oh um like tyler joseph maybe? gerard way, frank iero? yeah i’m an emo slut

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

no don’t go there,, thereisnomeaningoflifesoitsallaboutmakingasmuchaspossibleandliveashappilyaspossiblyuntilourfleetingexistenceonthisearthisover

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

.. yeah you could say that i drove, i have a driving license after all, and i’ve never crashed but i’ve been stopped by police a few times lol

27) What was the last movie you saw?

no idea, i never watch movies... or wait!! we had legally blonde on at my friends house a few days ago when we got home from a party, i didn’t exactly watch it but it was playing

28) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

i’ve had some bad allergic reactions in form of severe eczema

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?

‘the devil and god are raging inside me’ by brand new, doing my makeup a special way

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

yeah, that i’m gay and together with my earlier best friend (we were not)

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

not really,, i’m really fucking scared of conflicts so i simply forgive and move on, it’s easier that way

32) What is your astrological sign?

pisces baby

33) What’s the last thing you purchased?

a blue skirt second hand!! v cute

34) Love or lust?

um idk i’ve never really experienced any of them, but maybe love

35) In a relationship?

nope

36) How many relationships have you had?

a whopping amount of zero

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

I DONT KNOW someone tell me please how to get someone to like me,, but like more friendship-like is it usually to always choose my words very carefully to not upset anyone, it usually gets me quite far

38) Where is your best friend?

where? i hope she’s home? well like we took the bus home together a few hours ago, so i guess she’s home

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

aha ha funny,, i was having a small mental crisis so i sat and did math (by free will, school has ended for summer) while listening to melodrama.. yes

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

i don’t know, this is so hard.. but like. no? or it wouldn’t really work to have someone like me as a close friend, i’m to introvert, i tend to surround myself with extroverts who bring me with them to do stuff

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

oh um i call 112 (the swedish 911) and make sure someone else notice the dog too and help it while i hurry to my job

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) yes, i think so. only my closest though, to give them a chance to say goodbye properly, but i wouldn’t really like other just acquaintances to reach out just bc of the circumstances

b) i try to travel as much as possible, party all i can, tell everyone i love how much they mean to me and just. live

c) of course, i would be scared to death (see what i did there) but i wouldn’t have any other choice but to fully live my last month

43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

hard times by paramore!! it always makes me want to dance

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

no

45) How can I win your heart?

show any whatsoever interest in me lol

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

i guess,, i’m like the opposite of insanity though, i’m constantly numb and completely lacking any creativity, so it may work the other way too

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

hmm maybe my school application? i’m so fucking happy with my choice

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

hmm nothing too special i guess, just the usual loved and missed and so

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”

like the anatomy and stuff,,, i really like biology, more than romances lol

50) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

usually different shades of blue, but right now all pastel colors, especially purple

51) What is your current desktop picture?

my locked screen is two of my best friends, and my home screen is paramore ofc

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

trump would be pretty nice

53) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

oh um like “name a few things you don’t like about me” or something, bc as i said, i hate conflicts

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

the ability to change the probability!!! it’s the ultimate superpower!!!

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

my tøp concert maybe? i was really euphoric then, and i haven’t really felt like that since, but i’m afraid i’ll destroy that memory if i could go back so idk

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

i’ve had quite a happy life yet, there’s no big thing i’d like to erase,, no i feel like every experience in my life has leaded me to where i am today, so i wouldn’t like to erase anything

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

hmm idk maybe alex turner. idk i feel like it would be pretty nice

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

italy maybe? my friends and i planned to go there this summer before the corona hit, so i’d like to go there lol

59) Ever been on a plane?

yeah several times

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

idk idk i’m not really.. attracted to anyone rn? it’s kinda weird but there’s no one where i’m like wow this person is HOT,, nah i don’t really feel anything like that at the moment

[embroideried]

MARJORIE!!!! please do all of the questions for the end of the year ask thing, thank u and i love u

............u got it only bc i love & miss u

First things first, did you have a good year?hmmm i guess so yeah! overall it was good. weird and hard but still good.How old did you turn this year?18!Did your appearance change in anyway?i....am a lot lazier with my appearance. ive gone out with no makeup and unwashed hair more times than i ever have in my entire life and i hardly dress up anymore. i hope to get back to....looking nice next year. i gained some weight but i have a feeling it wont stay on me very long. i have long hair now also? and ive had a few different colors of hair and got a tiny hashtag bodymodPost your favorite selfie.

honestly? its this stupid ass snap i sent to ellis one day

Which fashion trends did you love?fishnets under ripped jeans....i did that. but thats only cute in certain ways. i never wore socks over leggings much bc i dont have many cute long socks but honestly? it can be cute. also the embroidery trend overall of course but surprisingly enough i dont have anything thats like....Embroidered. yk. like with florals. i only have one embroidered cap but its just got the vans logo on it so who care. i’m also enjoying the comeback of fun dyeing methods like tie dyes and acid washes but again....only ok sometimesWhich fashion trends did you hate?vintage band tees cut down the front halfway in a v and laced up with big chunky things for the eyes of the laces and just. fat strings. uglyWhat song sums up this year for you?no offense but caught in the middle by paramoreWhat album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then?AFTER LAUGHTER BY PARAMORE! best album of the year. melodrama by lorde hasn’t got many plays apparently from me buuuut still a fave. im gonna see her in march!Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year?dont lump me with those weirdos but the kids from it are so good! i love finn and jack especially. i also got to see jaden smith truly for the first time in the get down and now i know i’ll look out for him again in the future.Favorite new TV show?pretty sure i watched black mirror for the first time this year so BLACK MIRROR BINCHWhat food did you try for the first time?i truly cant think of something Genuinely new that i tried....i found that i enjoy wine? and sangria. i don’t DRINK but i’ve had a bit of that. i started eating fried eggs with runny yolk often! i like that a lot now...especially when i also have like the shoestring-style hashbrowns to eat it with. goodDid you make any big permanent changes this year?i got a tattøø and also officially soiled my name with explicit gay rpf smutWhat was one nice thing you did for yourself?i treated the fuck out of myself this year until i had no moneyDid you develop a new obsession?i took up embroidery but i dont think thats like....an obsession. i’ve definitely gotten much much much more into film and writing this year oh shit yeah thats itDid you move?fucking yeah i went to college and moved there but also my mom and my dad both got a new place so i live nowhereDid you get a job?nope! just kept the same one from last yearDo you regret not doing anything?oh fuck yeah bitch im not talking about the meet and greet againDo you regret doing something?again yes all my big regrets revolve around the gotdam ARTOPIADid anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days?yes ma’am but thats my personalityDid you lose anyone close to you?i don’t believe so. anyone i truly lost i wasn’t close with in the first place.Did you fall out of love?yes ma’am also i change my answer on the question about falling in love because i forgot that happened in like january and not last yearDid you start a new relationship?nothing romantic but i made so many beautiful amazing friendships? all this year! this really was a great year for me on an overlookDid you have to cut ties to someone?nah ive stopped being friends with people just from falling out of touch but i havent excommunicated anyone. i deleted the like....3 melanie martinez songs i had but that wasnt a tragedy in the slightestWho was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year?all of my mcbeautiful friends whom i will call out right here that i am genuinely surprised that i only met this year? You.....Miss Avia, asya, christiana, hannah, ellis, edy and like everyone else. if you’re actually reading this, probably you too. and my perfect roommate and other friends i made this year that im a dick for not mentioning and the girls i am moving into a suite with next year. also im very into jake gyllenhaal this year i’ve always loved him but its gotten Bigger and Better in 2017If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it?Yes Bitch I Would Have Gone To Fucking Artopia On Time And Met Josh And TylerWhat was the best moment of the year for you?there were....so many good things. here’s some of my favorites: - meeting all of my treasured friends here i am still in hashtag shock that its only been that long- twenty one pilots winnin their grammy- meeting my roommate- hand embroidering hoops for two of my beloved teachers and making them cry- singing “we go together” with all of my friends on stage as we all finished our last show of high school together- giving one of my best friends a joke award at our drama banquet and calling him chicken little because hes like hardly over 100 pounds and like really tall and him running up to me and hugging me so hard he actually picked me up with his chicken ass arms and im small but im not. light- graduating high school- seeing twenty one pilots TWO TIMES!- sobbing louder than i ever have during march to the sea at tour de columbus simply because i was unsure of what it was but then i recognized it and started absolutely BAWLING because i was so excited that i knew all of the songs this time- having a CAMEO IN CHRISTIANAS COWBOY FIC- receiving my packages from you and christiana- this list is so long and you know what i’m gonna do? im gonna stop and im gonna write out lists of all of my fave moments with all of my friends with whomst i owe 55 fucking letters. i love y’allDid anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really did?this and the vice versa of this question are strange to me because i truly dont know this is the year of #personal #growthWhat have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior?i love hummusDid your opinion of anyone change for the better?i love jake gyllenhaal more than ever beforeIf you make resolutions, did you complete them this year?i dont make them!What do you wish for others for the coming year?luv and happiness and moneyWhat do you wish for yourself?luv and happiness and money

[chvdwickboseman]

10 songs/albums of the summer

i was tagged by @scottspack who im constantly reblogging music from ‘cause liv’s got one of the best music tastes.

this year has had such good music so far. SO GOOD i’ve been seriously behind on things i’ve wanted to listen to but anyway here we go. I included youtube videos for convenience:

1. SZA - Love Galore

i had listened to a few sza songs individually but it wasn’t until this album that i started putting the name to the voice to the face and i love her wow

me constantly screamin  - wHY YOU BOTHeR ME when you know you don't want me????? y you bother me WhEN YOU KNOOOOWWWW you got a woman?? WHYYYY you hit me when you know you know better? and also from 20 Something - hoping my 20 somethins wont end, hopin to keep the rest of my friends. praying the 20 somethings don't kill me dont kill me

2. dodie. - 6/10

haaa i love dodie she’s so cute and her music reminds me of music i used to listen to when i was in like...6th/7th grade. like season 1 season 2 grey’s anatomy music lol i love her.

Is there pity for the plain girl? Can you see the panic inside? I'm making you uneasy aren't I?

3. Harry Styles - Harry Styles

i like explaining to people that that 1d guys are separate people outside of 1d. ppl be like “who this” and you say “so and so from 1d” and their eyes bug out because they expect them to produce shitty music just cause they were in a boy group.

i really love this whole damn album it’s good chill music but i do reallly like sweet creature - Two hearts in one home, It's hard when we argue, We're both stubborn, I know

4. Dua Lipa - New Rules

definition of a summer bop. i really gotta listen to more of her stuff. this was trending on youtube and i listened and fell in love REAL quick. - Two, don't let him in you'll have to kick him out again

5. Calvin Harris feat. Pharrell, Katy Perry, Big Sean - Feels

idccc what anyone thinks, this is another summer bop. show me a bad pharrell song and i’ll fight you. - it ain't what it cost you, it might be a dollar. as long as it shocks you, memory, electricity

6. Paramore - After Laughter

woooooowwwww buddy. i really like an album that flows really well. this one starts boppy and then a lil rock-y and then mellows out. good flow. - Just let me cry a little bit longer. I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to

7. Kendrick Lamar - YAH.

has the same vibe as doves in the wind by sza but with lots less “pussy” in the lyrics, but still about like sex and the media and god. - Today is the day I follow my intuition. Keep the family close—get money, fuck bitches

8. The bundle of singles Grizzly Bear has put out

i can’t explain WHy i love grizzly bear so much. but there sound is just very effortless to me and just reminds me of good times. - Could see you for an hour, conversation stalls and after so long there's nothing really there

9. Gorillaz - Andromeda

really the whole Humanz album I’ve been listening to lots but Andromeda I’ve been listening to a lot this summer - Take it in your heart now, love her

10. a tie between the new Japanese Breakfast album “Soft Sounds from Aonther Planet” or Broken Social Scene’s “Hug of Thunder”

a tie because I honestly haven’t listened to either album much since they both JUST came out

japanese breakfast is a new favorite and i saw her in concert last year and she gave off such a cool vibe. technically they’re a band but i’m in love with michelle - Striving for goodness while the cruel men win, There’s no part of me left that can feel or hear it

broken social scene. HA pulls at my heart strings. i’ve only seen them in concert once but might see them later this year... ummmm... they’re like a 20 person group including some of my other faves like feist, stars, kevin drew, emily haines. - All the lies and loves that are competing, All the loves and lies that are competing. Original wonder you gave it back to me. Original wonder originally (this song sounds like something the dirty projectors would do)

this was so long and rambly apologies. AnyWAYYYY im tagging @sebanstianstan @iceskatinguphill @moritzstefl @tofuimpala @gayharoldfinch idk...  anyone else who wants to share music please @ me woot woot

[whyemma]

92 Statements

i was tagged by @starkdelinquents -- thank you so much babe!!!!

RULES: you must answer 92 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST 1. Drink: tea 2. Phone call: mom probably? 3. Text: “is this what it feels like to be jewish” (context: i thought that i didn’t have christmas eve off this year and in my county we get off on like 2 jewish holidays total because we’re a very christian county) 4. Song you listened to: sober ii (melodrama) by lorde 5. Time you cried: last night lmao! 6. Dated someone twice: nah 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: it was a bad kiss but it’s a good story so 8. Been cheated on: technically no but this guy was talking to me and another girl at the same time (we weren’t official but it still sucked) 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: i’m not sure. sometimes i think maybe i do have depression but i have never been to therapy or anything Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAV COLOURS (12-14): pastel pink, emerald green, blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes !!! 16. Fallen out of love: lol nah 17. Laughed until you cried: definitely 18. Found out someone was talking about you: probably 19. Met someone who changed you: yes 20. Found out who your friends are: hella 21. Kisses someone on your Facebook list: nah facebook is for old people

GENERAL 22. How many of your fb friends do you know irl: facebook is for old people 23. Do you have any pets: yes 24. Do you want to change your name: no 25. What did you do for your last bday: went to see blair witch w my friends 26. Time you woke up: 8:45am 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping 28. Name something you can’t wait for: my leg to heal 29. Last time u saw ur mom: last night 30. Last time u saw ur best friend: yesterday morning 31. What were u listening to rn: love by kendrick lamar 32. Have u ever talked to a person named tom: yes!                                         33. Something that is getting on ur nerves: people calling my injury fake         34. Most visited website: this hellhole 

35- 37: three fav albums!! (if they dont have questions im making them up) melodrama by lorde, folie a deux by fob, wild world by bastille                         38: Hair colour: brown 39: Long or short hair: medium 40. Do u have a crush on someone: unless u count tom holland, mon-el, or bellamy, no 41. What do u like about ur self: i think i’m pretty funny and smart 42. Piercings: ears 43. Blood type: i dont know man  44. Nickname: em  45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: virgo 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Fav tv show: the 100 or supergirl 49. Tattoos: none 50. Right or left handed: right handed 51. Surgery: i had to have surgery on my shoulder bc i tore my labrum and popped cartilage off of my shoulder bone (the ball in the ball and socket) 52. piercing: ears? again? 53. Sport: golf and track, maybe soccer but it’s doubtful and sad 54. Hobby: writing, noodling on the uke 55. Vacation: going to see hamilton on broadway soon!!!!                                 56. Instrument: oboe/ukulele

MORE GENERAL 57. Eating rn: just had an apple 58. Drinking rn: tea 59. I’m about to: watch criminal minds maybe? 60. I just: had an apple? did an ab workout? 61. Waiting for: someone to show me where my bike is 62. Want to: work on my writing but i have a schedule ok 63. Get married: hopefully someday, if i love them 64. Career: hopefully writing for snl or the daily show or smth

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: for dating, older 69. i give up man 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. yall come up with it u got this 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker with a heart of gold that does NOT vape

HAVE YOU EVER 74. Kissed a stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: one time i tried some of my dad's irish coffee does that count 76. Lost glasses/contacts: 20/20 vision baby 77. Turned someone down: sadly yes 78. Sex on the first date: im a virgo for a reason 79. Broken someone’s heart: hopefully not but i suspect maybe a little bit 80. Had ur heart broken: define heartbreak 81. Been arrested: lol nah 82. Cried when someone died: uh yes 83. Fallen for a friend: nahhhh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN 84. Yourself: sometimes!!  85. Miracles: depends on the miracle 86. Love at first sight: i wish lol  87. Santa Claus: uhhhhhhhh ya of course what r u tryna say ??????????????88. Kiss on the first date: i mean if it flows man 89. Angels: i want to 

OTHER 90. Current bf’s name: peter parker 91. Eye Colour: grey-green?? 92. Fav movie: wonder woman or spiderman own my ass

im making an attempt to tag people here but im also very lazy

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[draemers]

tagged by: @softdiggory​ (firstly I love ur url and secondly I aDORE ur blog’s aesthetic and lastly thank u sm for tagging meee !!!)

rules - you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 (or not lmao) people. tagging: @ruthstophatstuff @femdeadpoets @-water-proof- @hardfeelngs have a nice day !!

the last: 1. drink: water  2. phone call: my best friend^^ 3. text message: my pal 4. song you listened to: writer in the dark by lorde 5. time you cried: lmao idek anymore 6. dated someone twice: twice? I haven't even dated someone once lmao 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. been cheated on: no   9. lost someone special: I dont think so 10. been depressed: no 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: aha I'm not that rebellious I'm sorry 

3 favorite colors 12. greeeeeeen 13. orange 14. blue

in the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yes !!!! loads !! somehow !!! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yE 18. found out someone was talking about you: no 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: kinda 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: ha no 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: the majority.. I think.. 23. do you have any pets: yes ! I have a cat. 24. do you want to change your name: nah 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I went to a posh hall and had afternoon tea with my best friend, 26. what time did you wake up: 7am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping !! exciting !! 28. name something you can’t wait for: I'm gOING TO BELGIUM WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND IM SO EXCITED 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a few mins ago 31. what are you listening to right now: Melodrama 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes a few days ago actually. I walked into him and apologised and then he apologised back and then I apologised it was a mess 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my ncs leader lmaoo 34. most visited website: tumblr ://// 35. hair colour: brown 36. long or short hair: long but not rly long 37. do you have a crush on someone: unfortunately yes ahah 38. what do you like about yourself: -- I cant think of anything oops - 39. piercings: no thank u 40. blood type: uhhh idk 41. nickname: my friend calls me cat 42. relationship status: singlee 43. zodiac: aquarius 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: dear white people and uhh well I'm currently watching shameless :// 46. tattoos: nope 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: naw 49. piercing: no than k s 50. sport: wow ok so um I represented the county three times for athletics (100m and long jump aye) and I did volleyball club bc of haikyuu ooopppsss 51. vacation: I want to go to cute hidden villages in France or something 52. pair of trainers: uh,, anything?

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: I love pizza like at any time 54. drinking: a cuppa tea 55. i’m about to: go out to tea with my best friend 56. waiting for: ..results day agh 57. want: a boyfriend I'm JOKING (sort of), I would really like a milkshake. and all A*s at GCSE and a dog 58. get married: naw 59. career: id love to be a photographer but apparently that is too flimsy so a professor would be great

WHICH IS BETTER? 60. hugs or kisses: I don't think I have enough experience to clarify lmaO 61. lips or eyes: eyes ! 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: depends

HAVE YOU EVER 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: surprisingly not 70. turned someone down: ..yes 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: maybe 73. had your heart broken: hhaahha moving on ! 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: no 76. fallen for a friend: ...yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: no 78. miracles: yes 79. love at first sight: no 80. santa claus: no 81. kiss on the first date: yes 82. angels: no

OTHER: 83. current best friend’s name: benny boi and chloe 84. eye colour: brown 85. favorite movie: dead poets society

[violet-louie]

Any with 7 in them

7: What’s your strangest talent? idk man i dont really have any lit talents the only thing that comes to mind is that i can fit half my foot in my mouth

17: What was the last lie you told? i’m not sure

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? i hate the sound of car doors closing. i love the sounds of someone typing on a keyboard, the sound of my cat plodding around, the sound of the fridge opening, the sound of bicycles on tarmac. i love the sound of my friends laughing, of fire crackling, of rain. i love the sound of nails tapping on anything, i love the sound of ukuleles and marimbas and guitars and the piano.

37: Do you believe in luck? yeah to an extent. i believe some people are more lucky than others but i also believe to a degree we carve out our own paths and we make our own luck. that luck just comes easier to some people than to others.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now? sober ii(melodrama) by lorde

57: How many relationships have you had? depends what im counting as a relationship. if you’d asked me a year ago i would have said two or three but as i see it now i’ve only had one and the rest dont come close to a relationship by comparison.

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? sleeping

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? no probably not i honestly think i would have left my ass behind a long time ago

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? ummm honestly idk if i could save the dog anyway. like personally probably not. i feel like i would at least con someone else into getting the dog or but fam idk i dont think i could ignore the dog.

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? a) yeah i would tell some people but not everyone. the important people so they can be prepared. b) with my remaining days im not sure what i would do. i definitely wouldnt go to most of my classes. i’d probably go to school purely because im not sure how else i would see my girlfriend but i might also go to france for a week or something. maybe go to chicago or drag my internet friends ass to me so i can see him before i go. c) i’d probably be shit scared but i think with that short a time frame there isnt time to be scared.

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. i think they go hand in hand. i dont think you can have love without trust and most of the people i trust i also love. i think having no trust would hurt a lot more than not being able to have love so idk. i guess i would choose trust on the basis that love without trust would suck ass.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? most of the songs on this playlist https://open.spotify.com/user/acepai1953/playlist/0xJHOJksjmq1H5X6q6UH5W

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 4273

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? trust and honesty. support. knowing boundaries and respecting them. 

77: How can I win your heart? its already taken but like watch my favourite movie or listen to my favourite songs. make me bread.

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? yeah but its probably not very healthy

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? not giving up on who what i want

87: What is your current desktop picture? a picture of my girlfriend on a rope swing

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? yeah once it wasn’t pleasant

[themcuhasruinedme]

Incomplete

[Summary]: After finding out that your boyfriend Bucky had a one-night stand, your world came crashing down hard and you walk out of his life. Will you give him a second chance? Or will you leave him feeling incomplete?

[Pairing]: Bucky x reader (Steve is mentioned)

[Warning]: angst… SO. MUCH. ANGST. um.. there’s also mentions of cheating, drinking and a tiny bit of swearing.. also a teeny-tiny bit of abuse

[Word Count]: 2,295 (This is the longest one I’ve ever written! Damn, this got really wordy...)

Requested by: @ouatalways

Tagging: @bovaria @marvel-ash @just-call-me-mrs-captain @dividedwecantfall @buckysmetallicstump @mellifluous-melodramas @avengerofyourheart @buckyslion @metalarmproblems @marvelingatthewonder @beccaanne814-blog @mcuimxgine @capsbuchanan @imagine-assembling-the-avengers @that-sokovian-bastard @hellomissmabel @abovethesmokestacks @maybe-mikala @violentlyfarts @hymnofthevalkyries @after-avenging-hours @buckys-shield @buckysberrie @callamint @redgillan @whotheeffisbucky @candyrogers @blueeyedbucky @tragicalchemist @marvelous-fvcks @professionally-crazed @thetalesofmooseandsquirrel @fanfic-shiz @i-dont-know-how-to-write @iwillbeinmynest @theassetseyeliner @lilasiannerd @aubzylynn @ourpeachskies

A/N: BSB gif was made by yours truly! Yea, here we go again with more Backstreet Boys music but this song just fit this request so perfectly. I have no shame for making you listen to their music… [x] Also, I’m so, so sorry about the tiny bit of abuse that I put in here. I DO NOT condone that kind of behavior in a relationship (I have seen it happen and it scared me) I’m also sorry for Steve being a complete jerk in this…

One hour. One grueling, heart breaking hour is all it took to make the last two years fade into the dark.

You found out from Sam’s roommate, who also happened to be one of your best friends, that your boyfriend and a few of his friends had gotten drunk at a party that Sam threw at his apartment. Even though you were also invited to the party, you had to work that night but you told Bucky that he could go without you. Worst decision you ever made.

Bucky had a one-night stand; with at least three girls. The proof? Sandra came back to the apartment late and while thinking the party was done and everyone went home, she walked in to find Bucky and one of his friends with at least three girls in Sam’s bedroom. She immediately took a picture of it and sent it to you, knowing that it was going to crush you, but you needed to know what was going on.

You couldn’t sleep at all that night after you got the text, along with a short video of Sandra telling you how sorry she is that you had to see this and that she was there for you if you needed to talk. You got out of bed around three in the morning, made yourself a strong cup of coffee and sat the table, silently crying.

When he finally had the nerve to show up to the apartment that the two of you had been living in since you started dating, some time around eight that morning, you tried to keep your cool but on the inside you felt like a volcano was about to explode.

“Hey babe,” he said as he put his keys on the counter, gave you a kiss on the top of your head and went to the bedroom to change his clothes. 

“Hey,” you quietly responded. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath, trying your best to not just rip him a new one right on the spot. How could he be so calm and collected, pretending like last night never happened? When he came out of the room, he plopped himself on the couch and put the tv on. You took another deep breath, choosing your words carefully in your mind and went to sit next to him.

“So, you and the guys must’ve had some party last night since you didn’t come home.”

Bucky snapped out of his gaze from the tv. “Hm? Oh, yea. We certainly did. Don’t be mad though, hun. It was for the best. I had got a bit too drunk to drive so I thought I’d stay over with the guys.”

“Is that all?” you questioned. 

Bucky gave a look like he was trying to remember. “Yea. That… that’s all.”

You could see in those blue eyes of his that he was trying his damned hardest to hide the guilt and lies. Why would he do this to you? He knew the relationship you were in before was nothing but lies and abuse. When he came into your life, you felt like it was to good to be true. Here was this gentleman that treated you with love and respect, something that you never thought you would ever have in your life. But now this? This was just bringing back bitter memories from the past.

“Don’t you lie to me, Bucky. I don’t need another relationship based on lies. You know you can talk with me about anything. We’ve been through a lot and have found comfort in each other through hard times. Please, Bucky. Don’t do this to me.”

Bucky was taken aback by your response but he knew in his gut that he was caught, like a kid being found with his hand in the cookie jar. He could see that the tears were coming but he could also see the rage behind those [Y/E/C] eyes of yours.

“Now, look,” Bucky huffed out. “I don’t know where this kind of response is coming from but I swear to you, I didn’t…”

“DON’T YOU LIE TO ME, BUCKY!” you screamed and slapped him hard across the face. And that’s where everything you knew came crashing down hard. The screaming and fighting started immediately. Bucky started calling you every name in the book as you screamed insults at him. You yelled about how Sandra found him the night before, which only made Bucky hit you, making you cower in fear against the wall.

“How could you do this?! How could you do this after all we’ve been through?! AFTER HOW YOU FOUND ME?!?!” you screamed out as you fell to the floor, tears pouring out of you.

Bucky grabbed both of your arms and forcefully pulled you up so he could look at you. You looked into his blue eyes but all you saw was red, anger and rage, like as if a monstrous beast was about to come out of his body.

“Get. Out. Now,” he demanded and let you drop to the floor in a sobbing heap. You ran to the bedroom, grabbed your duffle bag, threw some clothes and a few other necessities in it and ran out of the apartment, not looking back at all.

Bucky didn’t seem to care as the next few days came and went without a word from you. A few days turned into a week. A week turned into two. And at that point, he was starting to worry a little.

He tried texting you a few times, even though he knew he wouldn’t get a response. And why should you want to respond? After what happened two weeks ago, it seemed like there was no hope to salvage the relationship you two had. He text Steve and asked if he could come over and talk.

“Sure, man. I bet it’s kinda lonely in the apartment since [Y/N] left.” was the response he got back. That wasn’t exactly what Bucky wanted to read, but nevertheless, he put on his shoes and jacket, locked up the apartment and walked over to Steve’s place.

He gave Bucky a hug and offered him a beer, which he quickly declined.

“No way. I’m trying to stay sober.” He sat down at the table, waiting for Steve to join him. Steve shrugged and opened one for himself, sitting down next to Bucky.

“So, what’s been on your mind since it happened? I know it’s gotta…” Steve started to say.

Bucky almost broke down immediately. “I can’t take it anymore, man! Nothing has been the same since [Y/N] left. I tried to go on like I never knew her, like she never existed in my life. But now…” Bucky slammed his fists on the table, tears flowing even harder. “I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore.”

He got up from the table, face stained by his tears and eyes completely red with dark circles under them, clearly showing the lack of sleep he’s had the last several days.

“How did I even become this person?” He ran his fingers through his hair in frustration.

“Alright, Buck. Just calm down,” Steve said, getting up to comfort his friend.

Bucky backed away from him. “How am I supposed to calm down?! I made a complete ass out of myself, Steve. I let my rage and emotions get the better of me. I’ve lost her. That’s not exactly something someone can just move on with.”

“It actually is, Buck. People do it all the time with relationships. Sometimes things fall apart and you have to pick up the pieces and carry on with your life.”

Bucky looked at his best friend like as if he suddenly grew another head and his skin turned pink. How could he carry on with his life after his relationship with the one girl that he swore to protect and never abandon just ended in such a tragic way?

“Damn you, Steve. Ya know, I thought that you would be the kind of friend that tells his buddy to try and win her back. To try and talk things over and reason with each other. Never did I once think or believe that you would tell me to just move on after my world came crashing down all around me.” He walked to the door and opened it. “Not everybody can move on, Steve. Not everyone is like you,” he said, a single tear sliding down his cheek, and walked out.

A month had passed and Bucky was feeling completely lost and had started drinking again, even though he swore to himself that he was done with it. There were plenty of sleepless nights as well.

Bucky’s life was completely falling apart because of this. He had isolated himself from his friends, only went out when necessary and avoided contact with anybody. He had fallen so deep into despair over this, that one day he scared himself when he looked at the bathroom mirror. He became almost unrecognizable. He fell to the floor in a sobbing heap and cried for hours.

Six more months had passed and Bucky decided just for the hell of it to try texting you again. To his utter astonishment, you replied back! He stared at the phone screen for several minutes before replying back, asking if he could see you and talk to you. He held his breath as he watched the little gray bubble pop up, telling him you were writing back.

“Sure” was the only word that popped up. Bucky felt like crying. He couldn't believe that, after what seemed like an eternity, he was going to be able to see you again. He asked when and where. You told him the next morning would be fine and that you would come visit him at the apartment.

“That is, if you're still there” you text back.

“Yea. It is” he replied.

Bucky got up extra early and cleaned up the place. When he finally got to sit down, he fidgeted in his seat the whole time he waited for you. Seven months. Seven long, restless months it had been and he still couldn't believe that he was getting to see you. When the knock on the door finally came, his heart leapt up into his throat.

He opened the door and it felt like he was seeing you in your first “date night” dress. “Hey, [Y/N],” he said with a smile, trying so hard to hold back the tears.

“Hi Bucky,” you replied, giving him a quick hug.

He offered you some coffee, which you declined. The conversation started like normal; How’ve you been? You look like things have been going well. What have you been up to? And then it came to the real reason you two were meeting.

“So, uh... I wanted to... um... say how sorry I am for what... uh, happened... between us,” Bucky stammered.

You couldn't believe your ears. Not because of the apology. You were expecting that to be said. It was the fact that he stammered and stuttered the whole thing! The man that you once believed to be strong with words was falling apart before your very eyes.

“So am I, Bucky,” you said, trying to keep your composure. You didn't need to be crying in front of Bucky.

“I've been doing a lot of thinking, [Y/N]. You've been the only thing that's been on my mind since it happened. I was kinda hoping that we could maybe put that all behind us and...” he swallowed hard, “start over?” 

At this point, Bucky wiped a couple of tears away. You knew this was gonna happen; that the tears were gonna come from both of you. You dabbed your eyes with a tissue you pulled out of your purse.

“Bucky,” you sighed. “I don't really think we should. I still wonder if we made a big mistake by even being with each other in the first place. What we had isn't there anymore. I realized that after a month went by. I started seeing other people. I moved on with my life. It's time for you to do the same.”

You started getting up to walk away but Bucky grabbed your hand. “[Y/N], please. I can't seem to let you go. You don't know what this has done to me. I haven't been sleeping, I've cried for hours thinking about what I did to you... I can't live like this anymore.”

You could see the desperation in Bucky’s eyes that he still wanted to be with you. But you just couldn't go back to him. Not after things happened the way they did.

“Bucky... I'm.. I'm sorry. I just can't!” the tears started to finally come. “You're on your own.” He let go of your hand as you walked to the door and opened it. “I hope you find your happiness somewhere else, Bucky. With some other girl that will be there for you, that will see that fun and loving side of you, that will make the most wonderful memories with you, that will love you with all her heart. Like I used too.” And with those last four words, you walked out the door and out of his life.

Bucky felt even more shattered than he did before. But for a tiny split second, he knew you were right. He knew that things wouldn't be the same as they were before. But he was too proud to admit it out loud and quickly cast that thought out of his mind.

He fell to his knees and cried. Cried for the things he said to you, cried for what he did to you, cried for the thought of... being incomplete without you.

[themcuhasruinedme]

Put Your Head On My Shoulder

[Summary]: After you started dating Tony, you finally get to spend a quiet night with him. Just the two of you.

[Pairing]: Tony x reader

Tagging:  @bovaria @marvel-ash @just-call-me-mrs-captain @dividedwecantfall @buckysmetallicstump @mellifluous-melodramas @avengerofyourheart @metalarmproblems @marvelingatthewonder @beccaanne814-blog @mcuimxgine @capsbuchanan @imagine-assembling-the-avengers @that-sokovian-bastard @abovethesmokestacks @the-real-tony-stank @violentlyfarts @hymnofthevalkyries @after-avenging-hours @buckys-shield @callamint @redgillan  @candyrogers  @tragicalchemist @marvelous-fvcks @professionally-crazed @thetalesofmooseandsquirrel  @i-dont-know-how-to-write @iwillbeinmynest @nostalgic-uncertainty

A/N: So, finally after a week and a half of having no inspiration to write, this little gem hits me after hearing this song (x). Yes, I know it’s so not a song Tony would listen too but for me, it just seemed to fit him best. Lyrics are in bold italics

Five months. It had been five months since Tony asked you to be his girl. And you couldn’t have been any happier. Sure, it was tough dating a superhero even though you were one yourself, but not having any time alone together was difficult.

There finally came a night where there was no superhero business the needed attention, so you took it upon yourself to make it a “date night” for you and Tony. Making the night go perfect was one of your main priorities and having the mood perfect was also a priority.

You made a small, yet spectacular, dinner of homemade spaghetti and meatballs. You had your grandmother’s recipe, which had got handed to you from your mother, and it came out delicious.

“Why can’t we do this more often?” Tony asked, as he wiped his mouth on the napkin.

“Because the world won’t save itself,” you answered, smiling at him as you twirled the spaghetti around your fork.

He sighed and smiled, letting out a small chuckle. “Well, you’re not wrong on that.”

After the two of you finished, you went over to the sink and started washing the dishes. Tony helped bring the dishes from the table and handed them to you as you washed the sauce out of the bowls. He then walked behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist, placing soft kisses on the back of your neck. You smiled as you kept washing the bowl.

When the two of you got done putting everything in the dishwasher, you took his hand and led him to the living room. You then went and put on a CD of 50′s love songs that you had since you were a kid. Tony would tease you about the CD, calling it “ancient technology”, but you loved it so much that you refused to get rid of it.

As the music started, you went back over to Tony and wrapped your arms around his neck, and slowly started swaying to the music.

Put your head on my shoulder Hold me in your arms, baby Squeeze me oh, so tight Show me that you love me too

You placed your head on his shoulder and moved your one hand to the other shoulder, while you placed your left hand on his chest. He placed his right hand on yours and the other around your waist.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y?” Tony said to the A.I.

“Yes, Mr. Stark?”

“Dimmer the lights down and don’t answer any calls. My girl and I have some quiet time to catch up on.”

You looked up at Tony and he smiled, prompting you to smile back. He gently pressed his lips to yours, completely sweeping you up into the moment of pretending that only the two of you existed.