#hanafubukki💖💐

[rayroseu]

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HANA OMGG YESSS YOU GET IT 😭😭😭😭 i hope "younglings" like Malleus and Marcille gets understanding with their fear because its so relatable 😭😭😭

AND YESS Frieren has nice companions that understood very well that she's long-living 😭💞✨ Frieren's story has great respect towards the concept of aging and moving on😭

I could go on and on about Marcille and Malleus' parallels LMAOO but I might spoil you Hana lol, but yesss not canon exactly but Marcile does have this woman named Falin, she deeply cares about her and is one of the main reasons why she wants to lengthen lifespans in the first place VAGUE SPOILER: (because Marcille in the story had to see Falin dying and Marcille being unable to save her)

Also I think the main difference between Frieren and Marcille/Malleus is when they experienced losing someone, Frieren didnt have any message that she'll experience this pain repeatedly (so she must endure the sadness) but instead she got the message of "moving on because you remember us and our memories are still in this world, we can meet again once your journey/life ends as well" while Marcille/Malleus got the impression that since they're long-living, they're forever in this "curse" of outliving everyone they cared about. 😭😭😭💔💔💔

my favorite pointy ears characters whose dilemma concerns with the mortality of humans... 😭✨🥲💔

I really want Marcille and Malleus to meet though lol, especially because they're both proficient at magic and not concerned with the "ethical" use of it ✨✨✨😋

But it is funny that Marcille is 50 years old, Malleus is 178 years old, wanting everyone to live as long as 1000 years.... but theyre not even 1000 yet.... XD only the one whose story is about moving on instead of "keeping the present/past" is the actual 1000+ years old (Frieren) 😭😭

[rayroseu-reblogs]

You know what I can’t get out of my mind right now Lian?

The fact that the lullaby was sung at least three time in this update and two times with lyrics.

Malleus mother wishes him to have good dreams and you know who Is the only one not dreaming?? Malleus. He’s alone while everyone is asleep. It’s the ring and tears parallel all over again!!! But with dreams 😭😭

And it hurts.

Twst give us malleus!! We haven’t seen him for 2 updates!!! The egg does not count! 😤😤

EIGJT EIRUGJT RIGHTTT???? THE FREAKING LULLABY LEAVES ME IN SHAMBLES, ITS LITERALLY BRIAR VALLEY'S SONG OF LOVE 😭😭😭😭👍👍👍✨✨✨✨💚💚

im also going to cry as the lullaby originated from Meleanor, meaning it can also imply that Maleficia also sings this to ther daughter when she was little 😭😭🥹🥹🥹

and please Meleanor's last words to Malleus was her wishing to have an afternoon nap with tamago malleus...🥹🥹🥹 it PAINS that Meleanor also wish she couldve had more time with her son but shes assured to protect him and Lilia because she trust Lilia that he'll give Malleus a good dream AND life 😭😭😭

Haha... the lullaby was sung 3 times... you know a sentence has 3 words: "i love you"😭😭😭😭

AND YEAH??? WHERE IS MALLEUS ??? WHERE IS THE EVIL VILLAIN WHOS THE ROOT OF ALL OUR SUFFERING RIGHT NOW??? I thought he always hated missing out!!! ‼️⁉️⁉️💥💥 i miss my hot evil husband beating us up to go to sleep 😭😭😭

[rayroseu]

https://twitter.com/bakusiyada/status/1700361397320953995?t=Qr-D5bee4z8V2y7P4EgDfQ&s=19

The way this makes me laugh way more than it should 🤣🤣

I’m so glad someone drew this

LMFAOOO YESSSSS 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Zigvolt family raised him well 🥲🥲💞💞💕💕 ALSO SEBEK KEEPS SAYING THAT HE WISHED HE COULDVE BEEN BORN AT MALLEUS' TIME RIGHT??? qnd we're just 🤐🤐🤐 WHEEWWWW SEBEK YOU SURE ABOUT THAT WISH??? 💥💥✨✨ I'm glad he's finally valuing his blessings 🤣 aka him admiting his father is a human without side comments when hes scolding silver akkskad ✨✨

But considering that Sebeks grandpa is alive still, hes like Lilia whos 700 too??? Maybe Sebek can live that long?? I hope so😭😭 I want him to be Malleus' guard for a long time 🥲🥲🙌🙌💖💖✨

[rayroseu]

You know how I couldn’t type s with my keyboard?? And you typed malleu???

My shipping brain literally went “omg! Mallyuu!! malleus is Mallyuu without the s!!”

😂😂 wanted to share this funny bit

we can never escape the ship name omgg 💖💕💕✨✨🥰🥰

also it is funny ??? how his name can switch upon to malleyuu lol its like saying, malleus can feel completed (hanging out w yuu) or seperated (yuu leaving) (if its without the s 😂)

[rayroseu]

OHHH NYGOF SIDIWJIEW WHY WAS THIS SO PERFECT IN CHARACTERIZATION LIKE I CAN PERFECTLY PICTURE THIS HAPPENING TRULY IN GAME 😭🙏✨ YOU DID GREAT HANA 😭😭 YOU MADE ME TEAR UP NOTGONNALIEEE JAJSIW

also great timing of my playlist to play the light behind your eyes by mcr like wayyy to play a funeral song about a fic about "putting down a loved one"😭😭

OKAY but the way i immediately jumped by the mention of vertiver and oak moss though I SEE YOU I SEE WHAT YOURE DOING AAAJHSJAH I IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZED THAT AS MALLEUS' FRAGRANCE 😭😭🙏✨

i love the gifts you have chosen for them, like all of them were meant to be kept and last forever 😭

THE GARGOYLE PLUSH PART WAS SO HEARTWRENCHING THOUGH STOPPP YOU REALLY WENT ALL OUT ON THAT PART thats when i started to tear up HELP 😭✨🙏✨🙏✨✨✨

"He’ll protect you until I arrive, be it from your dreams or anyone until I arrive.” I internally sobbed OMGGG and the fact tgat Malleus has kept it since he was a kid and mended any damages it had over the years ??? GODFFF its like how Malleus treats Lilia in a way where he'll always be attentive in fixing anything "wrong" about his well being 😭✨

I also love the build up on his confession!! Like it felt like before he said it, he was fighting off this regret that he didnt say it sooner, but its too late now so he tried not to say it until the regret came off too strong seeing Malleus so lifeless around him so he still said it even if he expected that it was too late 😭 IT WAS TOO GOOD AUGHHUSHDUAU

"Never again would he see that smirk Nor calm a storm's anger Never again would he be able to pat midnight strands as they looked upon him with fondness.Never again would he be able to say-I love you" AAAAAA PEAK BUILD UP MY ANGSTY HEART WAS FEELING IT *ALLLL* UP 🙏✨✨✨😭😭😭😭😭

AND THE ENDING AAAAAAA im glad it was a happy end i wouldve ruminated over this for a week HSHAJHS MALLEUS IS LILIA'S HEART IS SUCH A GOOD INTERPRETATION THOUGH AAAAAAA like how Lilia after losing his life purpose after the war, only thought of Malleus as his reason to live, like it was his heart 😭🙏✨ ITS SO GOOD

OHHH but i really love the deleted scenes the gifts were perfect and the way they'll all wither once Malleus passes was so angsty I LOVE HEART WRENCHING SCENES LIKE THAT AHSHAJAHD✨✨✨

AND MAYBE ITS JUST MY DELUSION BUT AUGHHH THIS. THIS SENTENCE:

Tomorrow. Malleus would return home.

I love this sentence bcs it making me think of MELEANOR AND LEVAN AJSJAJSJJA I kinda thought returning home was returning to the stars so if Malleus dies it means that he can finally be together with Meleanor and Levan AAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭But I kinda know thats not what happened, i think they just brought him back home AND IM JUST THINKING TOO MUCH 😂 alas my mind gotta insert Meleanor everywhere ✨💕🙏

He would rather be quartered and shamed in front of all of Briar Valley for not protecting Malleus. AUGHHH THIS HITS AS WELLL the peak of his unconditional love was that when Lilia treasures someone he really gives it all 😭🙏 he disregards his pride or his life if it meant that they can live AND YOU PERFECTLY CAPTURED THAT AKDJWKJE

Now im just inagining Malleus' mausoleum looks like the chamber for his incubation when he was still an egg (I cant remember the name for it lol but its Mallegg's Room) 😭 It'll be kinda poetic to see a place akin to where it started (his hatching) to where it MAY end (his death)😭🙏✨

AND OHHH I LOVE THE IDEA THAT THE STRIKETHROUGH TEXT WILL BE GONE AFTER LILIA FINALLY ADMITTED HIS LOVE AJDJJWJD like a heavy burden is lifted and his thoughts became clear bcs he let go of all his restraints now that he can still be with Malleus after almost losing him 😭✨ and I also love the fact those text were most prominent when he had to put him down now but he couldnt just yet 😭🙏✨

AND AAAAA The bathing scene was quite painful too !!! its so good how you mentioned that Malleus used to be rambunctious about it but its so depressinh for Lilia to see him not protesting about it now that he's lifeless AAAA I LOVE IT THATS SO DEPRESSING 😭🙏✨✨✨

I love how the first line of the fic involved Lilia collapsing lol Thats really what he does after losing someone, when Meleanor died he also collapsed on his knees like there was a thud sfx in game which meant he kneeled after the realization as the night sky of that day slowly disappeared and all he managed to save on that day was only the egg on his hands AAA I FELT LIKE IT WAS A NICE CALLBACK

I actually also love the fact that in the end, Malleus hug didnt made it lol I felt like it was saying that Lilia's love was that unconditional, Malleus doesnt have to repay or return it with anything, he doesnt require Malleus to love him back (even if he does lol) as long as he lives on and he can see him content with his life 😭🙏

ok enough with my rambles 😂 you definitelt worked my sobbing emojis with this fic hana😭😭😭✨ I'LL BE THINKING ABOUT THIS AKJDKAKS 💕💖💕 GRAGHHH I LOVE THE IDEA SM 💕💖💕 happy 1 year anniversary to the malleus and lilia content that still crashes our hearts no matter how many times its repeated😭🙏

Excerpt: Tomorrow, tomorrow Malleus would return home. Without him. Lilia had planned to never return to Briar Valley. Now, he never would. His home lost forever. 

He sent them away. 

Two knights, haggard and stalwart, reluctant to leave. 

Lilia understood. 

They have sworn their life and fealty to Malleus Draconia.

Their care for him extended even beyond something as simple as duty and loyalty, 

But they needed their rest.

The journey tomorrow would be a taxing one. They’d need all the rest they could get. 

After tomorrow’s journey’s end, there would be no more knighthood for the two. They would need to look for a new path. Their chosen path too painful to continue now.

Tomorrow.

Tomorrow, Malleus will take his final journey home. Without him. Lilia had planned to never return to Briar Valley. Now, he never would. His home lost forever.

Malleus Draconia would be returning home in a coffin carried by his two knights. 

A coffin Lillia himself put together. Made with glass and magic.

Engraving and weaving intricate designs through slightly shaken hands. 

Cushioned with the finest silk Lilia could find on such short notice. A pillow cushion made for horns for one to sleep comfortably. Given long ago. 

Not as fine as it could be as a prince deserves.

But Lilia didn’t see the reason why it should be. 

Malleus was just a boy. 

His boy.

He didn’t deserve to have his sleep cold and unfamiliar. 

He should be surrounded by that which he loves and made him comfortable.

And this was just that. 

Tomorrow. 

Malleus would return home.

Lilia would remain behind. 

It wasn’t shame or grief that stayed his hand. He would rather be quartered and shamed in front of all of Briar Valley for not protecting Malleus. 

He was simply too tired to make the journey. 

A truly cowardice move on his part.

He didn’t think he could watch them lower Malleus’ body into a special pit made for his burial; in a mausoleum made for past royalty without throwing himself into it to join him.

A Father couldn’t bury his own son. He didn’t have that strength in him. 

Trembling fingers wipes at stinging eyes. No, he can’t.

Not right now.

He doesn’t want his tears to mar Malleus.

He bathed Malleus with fragrances of evergreen and the sweetness of vetiver and oak moss.

He smelled like home.

Lilia has never prayed to a higher being before. 

Rarely believed in them.

Having seen what he had. War. Bloodshed. Death.

But he prays now.

Please 

Please.

It was too quiet. 

Bath time was never this quiet. 

Running after a spitfire. Once on four legs and then two. Stumbling. Always hating bath time.

It was loud. It tested Lilia’s speed even back then.

But they both adored it.

Lilia prays.

Please. 

It’s too quiet. 

His prayers go unheard. 

Lilia smooths the silk, tucking it close. He didn’t want him to be cold. Lilia moves the gifts lovingly given close to Malleus, knowing how he would have preferred to have them next to him.

Malleus is cold. Too cold.

He stares at the items before him:

Lilia remembers passing by Silver’s room a few days prior. Broken sobs muffled by the door. Lilia hesitated for a moment. Contemplating passing by, letting the boy deal with his grief. No. How could he? When it was restraints and buried feelings that led them all to this situation? 

When Lilia enters the room, it’s to a hunched back and shaking hands. The moon reflects silver strands but what stands out the most is the brown of acorns spread around. Lilia is quick to hug Silver and the boy breaks down in his arms. 

An acorn bracelet. 

To live a long and healthy life.

He remembers watching Sebek when the boy thought he was alone, chipping away at stone and wood.

Over and over.

At every chance he could.

Sebek had chosen to wrought a crest of his own design, to wish his lord happiness and reunion. For him to be surrounded by love.

Lilia watched him silently, supporting him from the shadows. 

Lilia’s eyes blurs as he lays a hand over the plush.

A gargoyle plush.

He had seen it during one of his travels. Had thought of Malleus right away.

Malleus loved gargoyles even from a young age. Lilia recalls the excitement he felt when he gave the young one his present.

Malleus’ smile had been worth it. His smile bright as he hugged the plush close to him until Lilia had called it a gargoyle, then he had pouted and called it a grotesque because, “It had no use.”

Lilia remembers the laugh he gave out then, “Of course it has a purpose, it’s to protect you when I’m not around. He’ll protect you until I arrive, be it from your dreams or anyone until I arrive.”

Malleus had smiled wide with fangs then, cheeks slightly red with childlike joy as he hugged Lilia.

Lilia had thought Malleus had outgrown it. Having not seen it for decades.

What a surprise it had been to find it on his bed. When he had finally, finally, taken the courage to enter his room.

A frail and old thing. Mended over and over. With stitches uneven to expertly sewn. From the nimble hands of a child to that of an adult.

Lilia recalls breaking down right then and there. Clutching the plush to his chest. Rocking back and forth as if he held a child.

His boy. His boy. Where is he now? Why won’t he awaken? Why won’t he answer?

The scent of evergreen was still fresh from where he had buried his head. A plush still in use. Lilia cried til his voice was hoarse.

A journey’s end. 

His end.

Never again would he see that smirk 

Nor calm a storm's anger 

Never again would he be able to pat midnight strands as they looked upon him with fondness.

Never again would he be able to say-

I love you 

Lilia's knees hit the floor.

I love you.

Lilia gasped. 

His breathing coming quicker, uneven. 

Malleus knew.

He had to know.

Right? 

“The Senate! Even Grandmother lied!”

No. Malleus had to have known.

“What dream would you like, Lilia? One with mother and father? One where you live happily with Silver?”

Frame shaking. 

No. 

Did he never say? 

Hands clawed into his face.

No. No. No!

He must have.

He never did.

Lilia dragged his body up, heavier than ever before.

Ignoring the stinging from the cuts he made.

Please.

Body barely holding himself over the one in eternal sleep.

A hand gently cupping a too-cold cheek.

Lilia prays.

The Great Seven.

The Thorn Fairy.

Any Powers That Be.

Please let him hear these words now.

It's too late.

It's too late.

Lilia grits his teeth against the wobble of incoming grief.

Please.

I beg of you.

Let him hear me.

"I love you."

Words spoken in a cracked voice.

"I love you, Malleus."

Lilia sobbed, clutching at the robe beneath him.

Don't take him aw-

"I love you too, Lilia."

He froze.

His heart stopped, and the very blood in his veins froze, but it was the hand on his own that had his gaze shooting up.

Soft green stares back at him as tears fall from one freshly awoken.

A desperate cry with a flurry of movement.

Hands desperately clutching and pulling Malleus to his chest. ignoring and uncaring of the damage he caused to fine silk clothes.

His Heart.

His Heart Returned.

A wail vibrated the walls alerting the heavens high above.

A sound unheard of for centuries.

True Love brought back a Son to His Father.

Happy 1 Year Anniversary to Baby Malleus hatching and to the love that changed Lilia Vanrouge forever. You both worked so hard and I’m so proud of you two. I love them both so much. True Love My Beloveds. 😭🥳💞

I’ve been working on this project for about a few months on and off (it was fighting me as much as I was fighting it; while half the time sick lolol) 😂😆. It’s a project that I was very passionate about, so I hope you all enjoyed it as much as I loved writing it. This fic started because of the need, the need damnit, I have of Lilia and Malleus to say “I love you” to each other verbally. You know what they say, make your own wishes come true.☺️🥰💞

Shout out to my beta reader, @world-of-hearts, Amy for beta reading this and all the feedback/ideas she indulges me with when I go to her for opinions. Some of these scenes (like Sebek’s gift) were influenced by our talks and picking at each other brains.💕🫶💚🫂

There are deleted scenes, commentary, and some fun facts that I included below that I hope you guys will like 💕🫶 (I haven’t had a fic with deleted scenes, etc. in such a long while, so you know I was going all out with my battle with this story lolol). I am rambling too much lolol. I'm just excited to share this piece. 🌺💕💚

Thank you so much for reading. ☺️🙏💚

Deleted Scenes:

Silver’s Acorn Bracelet:

Lilia shakes and recalls words that would be branded in his mind forever. 

“It was a gift that even Malleus was jealous of.”

“You always asked me if I was envious. What if I am?”

He would have been, wouldn’t he and Lilia was blind to it all. 

An acorn bracelet that could grant long life let alone bring back a loved one. 

A gift given out of love.

A gift that would never have the chance to do as intended. 

(AN: I didn’t keep this scene because I didn’t want the gifts to be ‘useless’ nor did I want the scenes to get to depressing. Because these gifts are given out of love and thought, it wouldn’t feel right for their feelings to reflect bitterness and what could have beens.

And yes if that line, “You always asked me if I was envious. What if I am?” Seemed familiar, it is. It’s from this fic. You can technically think of this fic as a sequel to that one if you want.)

Sebek’s Gargoyle Gift:

Something from Sebek, he had seen Sebek toil away at tools and books during the few times he was relieved of his watch. Chipping at stone till hands are raw and grazed with cuts. Gargoyles. Sebek had chosen to put gargoyles. Something Malleus adored. Gargoyles. Ones who are feared and misunderstood but also strong and protectors. Just like Malleus. Lilia had offered to hang the gargoyles by the sides of the coffin, but Sebek refused. 

He wanted them with his liege, so he wouldn’t be lonely.  Gargoyle who became a grotesque. Purposeless and just for show. Just like him. 

(AN: The same reasoning as Silver’s this was taken out. I didn’t want a gift that given out of love to be seen so negatively even by the characters. After all, it was their last gift to their liege and someone they loved.)

Lilia’s Rose:

His vision blurs as he looks at the flower placed right next to Malleus’s head

A dried-up flower from Malleus-a memory Lilia revisits, magic low, only glimpses of a prideful yet shy smile, presenting him with a rose he had grown. Some petals singed from excitement, but shyly given.

Lilia had kept that flower, preserved it with magic; when his magic started fading so did the spell on the rose but he kept it safe and loved all the same.

(AN: I took this out because Malleus wouldn’t want Lilia to return his flower to him. Young Malleus gave it to him out of love for Lilia. Malleus would want Lilia to keep it and likewise, Lilia wouldn’t be able to part with it. It’s precious to him, just like the Acorn bracelet is.)

Malleus's Hug:

Malleus holding him just as tight, cries muffled against a shoulder that had felt big when he was younger but small to him now.

(AN: I did initially describe Malleus returning the hug but then took it out. This whole story was in Lilia’s POV and I wanted it to stay that way. It felt as if I was breaking the narrative a bit by switching and I didn’t want that. It started with Lilia and ended with Lilia.)

Fun Facts:

Malleus’ Scent

Vetiver, Oak Moss, and Evergreen are the scents described in Malleus’ Valentines 2024 room fragrance. It smells like the forest and while strong, it’s also has gentle tones. It smells like home to Lilia because it’s smells like the forest surrounding the cottage. The woods that protect his home and also the very lands Lilia has always known and grew up on.

It smells like home because it smells like Malleus since he was small to how he’s grown now. To Malleus, Briar Valley has always been his home; but most of all, it was that cottage that he felt the most comfortable and free.

You can read more about the scents and their details here

Lilia’s Heart = Malleus

There’s this special analysis that I will write based on this that I’m really looking forward to releasing. But essentially, as a preview for you all, it’s how Malleus is the reflection of Lilia’s heart. He is Lilia’s heart. Malleus, who is the reason why Lilia finally manifested his UM, is also the reflection of his soul.

You can kind of get the idea of what I mean UM wise through this fic. (Which you can also think of this fic as a sequel to if you choose.)

The Bathing Scene

The bathing scene is inspired from my culture. We bathe our dead loved ones and then wrap them in cloth. Of course in this, Malleus wasn’t wrapped in cloth but he was bathed by a loved one. In my culture, only those close to the one who passed away/family can do this ritual. During this bath, you’re not allowed to cry because that would take away “the purity” of the bath. So that’s why Lilia didn’t allow any of his tears to fall or touch Malleus.

I thought it was very fitting and a perfect way for Lilia to reflect his grief/cherished memories to show. When else would you wish for your prayers to come true the most? Except at this most vulnerable time?

Strikethroughs Texts

I don’t normally use too many strikethrough texts in my fics because I worry if it’s readable/hard to read for the audience. But for this fic, I made an exception.

I felt for Lilia and the story it was needed. My thought process was that the strikethrough texts was a part of Lilia that was keeping him together. A part of him that was in denial but also that part that is the last bit of strength and that inner voice in your head.

I don’t know if I’m explaining it well but when Lilia says, “I love you.” You’ll see the strikethrough texts are gone from then on. In this way, it shows he’s overcome that last bit that held him back. He was finally able to express himself and his love fully which leads to Malleus waking up from his True Love.

“Lilia’s knees hit the floor.”

This was the first scene written and literally everything came after. I had nothing else planned besides this line. This scene was the start. Something about the shock and impact of Lilia falling to his knees in realization. It just…it hits you? You know? Because it’s Lilia. And eventually, I was able to find the right ending to continue from there/end the story. It really is about trusting the process.

[rayroseu]

https://twitter.com/nekosugoii/status/1699100109810655270?s=46&t=AK4dwXP7KwxNvFD0FpKMCg

Have you seen this?? Theeeemmmmm!!!

OMGGGG YESSSSSSS YOURE A MYSTIC MESS TOO HANA?🥺🥺‼️‼️💕💕💕✨✨

I am laughing because the time gap is SEVEN years, oml we all thought Cheritz ditched us for a Kiss CG of Jihyun... but no, it just "took a little time" because it was God Seven's plan all along 😭😭💥💥 I love coincidences like this KDJAKFJW

AND AAAA the CG of Jihyun??? I am swooning !!! I love how he kisses omllkl its not just a little peck Omdoajdkw💕💕💘💖💘💜💘💜💘💖

That man deserves all the love ✨💕💕✨💕💖💘💘💘

and we are his artist assistant too??? THE HAND ON WAIST OKAUDUAIJSHSSA I SEE THIS IS HOW IT FEELS TO BE A JIHYUN GIRLIE😳😳😳🙏🙏💕💕✨✨✨ (sincerely, a saeran girlie even before his route release-)

[rayroseu]

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: ART MASTERLIST !

☆ twistedwonderland

╰┈➤silver vanrouge

bunny guard silver (for the white rabbit festival event)

knight of dreams (silver)

tsum lilia with silver

this is the blessing i put upon you

╰┈➤lilia vanrouge

cradle seeker (for the theory that lilia kidnapped baby silver)

shadow of the past (lilia vanrouge)

from nightmares to dreams (lilia vanrouge)

awaken (lilia vanrouge)

wounds soaked on hot springs (lilia vanrouge)

Bloodshed (Lilia Vanrouge)

Lilia with Stitch! (+ Malleus' fathers way of keeping his social life intact!)

if only i could've burned to death in that fire too

Temptations (Playful Land Lilia)

╰┈➤sebek zigvolt

strike through the darkness (sebek zigvolt)

portrait of sebek

╰┈➤malleus draconia

you're not scary at all, malleus

flowers for malleus (humbuns) entry

malleus with my melody hat

pinching malleus' cheeks

deathly loneliness attacks(malleus)

chocolatier malleus

happy invitation (malleus draconia)

Malleus with Halo-halo (Filipino cold dessert)

Happy 100th Anniversary! (+Grim) (In celebration of Grim-Malleus DUO!✨)

masquerade malleus

╰┈➤book 7-related artworks

mothers day for queen maleficia (with little malleus)

subdued (queen maleficia and malleus)

you have a lot to learn with (Lilia and Malleus)

unhatched eggcellency (fanmade SSR Card of Tamago Malleus! w/ GROOVY)

mallevan/levanoa headcanon 1: draconias showers their mate with flowers 💐

mallevan/levanoa headcanon 2: mallenoa is levan and lilia's guide in practicing their magic 🪄

mallevan/levanoa headcanon 3: Malleus inherited his love of gargoyles from Levan for Levan studied Architecture in hopes of building a castle that can withstand Malenoa's destructive tantrums. 🏰

my design for Malenoa Draconia and Levan!

everytime you kissed me (Meleanor and Levan)

Lightning of Judgement (Meleanor)

Look-Alikes...? (Meleanor/Levan and Knight of Dawn/Leia)

Dreams of What Could've Been (Knight of Dawn and Meleanor with their sons)

Meleanor Draconia is the Dark Mirror Theory

the ordeal of finding a friend (meleanor x crowley (levan))

if only true love was enough (meleanor x lilia)

meleanor draconia reacting to malleus hatching

╰┈➤malleyuu stuffs ♡

malleus with barbie!yuu

meet me at midnight (malleyuu)

malleus x citrine (my oc) doodle

in comparison to me, you are just a baby (malleyuu but yuu is older to him in years)

i want to convey words more meaningful than goodbyes

mistletoe kiss but no one is allowed to kiss

╰┈➤comics

(theory comic) "I hate you beastie" where Lilia blames baby Silver for the death of his friends but really the one who he genuinely blames is himself.

(AU comic) Silver is the older brother of Malleus but he's aging at human lifespan

my most precious treasure (meleanor and malleus)

saved by diasomnia

my favourite scenes in book 7.6 doodles

╰┈➤doodles

not spared from fatherhood (crowley and lilia vanrouge)

i dont exist in other ppl's lives meme (gn yuu)

lilia and stitch as malleus new beastie! / lilia and crowley looks out for malleus' friends

All is Found (feat. TWST Mothers)

I missed seeing OB!Malleus... (Malleus with my Yuu (Citrine))

malleus with frieren

halloween gift for @/hanafubukki (malleus)

halloween gift for @/insideous-beez (grim)

crowley sketch for @/prince-kallisto

╰┈➤idia shroud

idia shroud as merryweather

☆ mysticmessenger

╰┈➤saeran choi

im the one who is in control (unknown)

lilac, the first feeling of love and spring (suit saeran)

begonia, beware (ray)

in the first blossoms of spring (saeran)

a night of just the two of us (saeran)

caressed heart (ray)

sweet dreams from saeran

happy valentines ray!

happy birthday saeran 2023

╰┈➤hyun ryu

happy birthday zen!

a date in cherry blossom spring for quirky-and-kind

☆ obeyme

╰┈➤leviathan

happy birthday leviathan

☆ genshin impact

╰┈➤hu tao

hutao fanart for a friend~

☆ gift arts

roxanna vanrouge for roxannavanrouge2400

a date in cherry blossom spring for quirky-and-kind

malleus doodle for ventiquemr

: WRITING RECS !

the love of a family - hanafubukki

overblot silver request - serenescribe

《divider credit to @/firefly-graphics》

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Last Song: Dear Doppleganger which is covered by Mafumafu

Currently watching: Hmmm I'm planning to watch the musical for Hunchback of Notre Dame (bcs the song Out There is so Malleus coded like.... wow my guy really is Quasimodo 😭✨)

Currently reading: omg,,, school modules 💔 if its not that, ofc Malleyuu fics huheue💖💖

Current obsession: TWISTED WONDERLAND!!!! Also listening again to After The Rain (mafu and soraru) bcs I missed listening to utaites lol✨💖

I got tagged already for this but doing it for 2nd time is also great!!! Thank you for the tag hana💖💕💐✨✨✨

Tag nine (9) people you'd like to know better

this is so cool yay :’}

Last song: dokukinoko densetsu by syoko hoshi !

Currently watching: chicago med anddd my happy marriage

Currently reading: i was adopted by the villains . i think.

Current obsession: probably mlbb, obey me?? and chmed :)

i definitely dont have. 9 ppl to tag but!! @gentlesakura @fluffabutt @chickenpuzzle @lostacelonnie <3

[rayroseu-reblogs]

Thank you for the tag @hanafubukki 💐💖✨✨✨

Eating Lilia's cooking was not pleasant for Citrine's digestive system but hey!!! Atleast it led her receiving a cooked meal from Malleus himself!!! He talked to her about his Masterchef experiences and wanted her to try the omelette recipe he did ‼️‼️✨✨💚💛

So very much thanks for Lilia in the end ✌✌

Always be appreciative from the good food you have 💥‼️✨

OH NO!! Lila has found baby rain(my yuu) and is feeding him food!!!......... Wait he LIKES IT!? That's one odd child.... hmm I seems like he’s found all the baby yuu!?

(The picrew if you want to join this!)

@azulashengrottospiano @ryker-writes @kiwiaiilove thats all the people I know that do this sadly (Tʖ̯T)

[rayroseu]

ME @ EVERYTHING ON THESE TAGS 😭😭😭😭😭💖‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

HANA OMGGGGG TO CONNECT IT WITH HIS OVERBLOT SIMPLY BECAUSE MALLEUS JUST WANTS TO BE WITH HIM..... OHHHHH THE TEARS.🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

actually yeahhh the fact that Malleus life feels like he'll experience happiness for a short amount of time but then it'll get snatched away from him as soon as he learns to treasure it is just ajkdfkd it makes malleus' actions more understandable,,, its devastating to see actually 😭😭 he has so much love to give, let him give it?!?!?!?!?!

i love how theres always that horrible product in each nation LMFAO Henrik and the Senate really attended the "every one in the fandom hates us" meeting XD

AND THAT VOICELINE FROM LILIA STOPPPAODPKSK😭😭😭😭 i want to hug and give him so much gratitude for sacrificing so much.... 🥹🥹💖💖💖

Happy Valentine's Day!

My headcanon is that Lilia writes letters to Malleus even despite the Senate's restriction of Lilia in the castle😭😭😭 I imagine even Baul helps Lilia for his letters to be delivered www like helping his little bat that carries the letter to pass through the windows where Malleus' room is!! WDKFJAKSD

I think its a nice reference to the fact that Lilia acts like a mailman between Yuu and Malleus and how Malleus likes giving out holiday letters 🥹🥹💖💖‼️‼️‼️

This is inspired from this version of "do you want to build a snowman?" actually ✨✨ Watching little Anna wondering why Elsa don't want to see her anymore reminds me of the fact that Malleus probably had to experience that too... wondering why Lilia can't visit for a long time.... probably because of the Senate being haters 😭😭💥💥💥

That scene where Malleus cried after being seperated away from Lilia still wrecks my heart aughh and then Lilia justtt had to day that "this is for the good" AUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

day of love and i AM ILL ABOUT THIS FAMILY 😭😭🥹🥹

[rayroseu]

THIS THISSS THISSSSSSSS AAAAAAAAA 😭💖😭💕💖💕💕💖

One thing I love the most about Silver (or any Diaso characters really) is that every trait of them is not just a coincidence, like there's a certain backstory why they have this, their beliefs and why they act like that😭✨✨ The attention to detail in their stories is so intriguing ✨✨✨

This theory makes me kinda feel things though,,,, Silver and Dawn's main belief is always centered in loyalty (for the fae that raised them), from their personality and their decision, always concerns the ones they protect the most, and now you're telling me that trait is also ingrained in their appearance KSJKAKR.... 😭✨✨

DAWN ORIGINALLY HAING SILVER HAIR.... OHHH IM SAT ✨✨✨✨‼️‼️‼️‼️ imagine if those silver hair occurs because he has been (mentally) siding with the dark faes like Lilia, likr when he's starting to believe what the people hes loyal at are doing is wrong, therefore "staining" his golden hair (which can be symbolized as his loyalty to Silver Owls/Diurnal faes) with the silver hair (a trait of a night blessing)

Book 7s stance on change is really meaningful 😭✨✨, esp to Silver, since the moment he was awakened he changed already and thefore he didnt need to associate himself again to his previous nation and the sins they committed and blamed himself for being born as a Silver Owl when at the start, he has already earned his spot as a person who was gifted with a night blessing 😭✨

The Knight of Dawn’s and Silver’s Hair Color

(+ Possibly passing down of blessings through the generations)

I think it’s interesting to think about but we technically don’t, and I don’t believe we’ll ever know, Silver’s true hair color.

Because we don’t know The Knight of Dawn’s true hair color (possibly) nor Princess Leia’s (yet, maybe).

When Silver’s hair color changed from blond to silver, Lilia stated that the reason why Silver had blond hair could have been because The Knight of Dawn was blessed by the diurnal faeries to have “hair as golden as sunlight” so either KOD’s hair was changed from his original hair color to blond because of the blessing or his hair got an extra sheen to it to make his blond hair more lustrous.

So KOD might have had a different hair color than what we had seen, and Silver could have had that hair color or Leah’s hair color when he was born.

Because Silver was either born with or, possibly when the diurnal faes put him to sleep or even at birth, their the blessings might have given him blond hair.

Lilia’s words kind of also implies that blessing/hair color change might be passed down when having kids too.

Because if we think about it, if KOD hair color did change and Silver was born with blond hair, that would mean the blessing/hair color change was passed down.

(Translation by @/081314)

Which, technically, opens up a whole new door doesn’t it? And with it a bunch of feelings. Because that means that blessings might be passed to your children and maybe the power that KOD had was also passed down to Silver hence this would explain KOD’s demise at the humans’ hands…which parallels to a Meleanor theory where it was assumed that maybe Meleanor was weaker because she gave magic/recent birth to Malleus when she had the egg so she didn’t fight in full power. Imagine both KOD and Melanor dying after giving their magic to their sons?😭😭

(It would also explain why Silver is as strong as he is too)

For Silver, if that’s the case, it also means that it’s possible for his future children to have silver hair when they are born. So Lilia’s blessing could also be passed down as well.

But what if I also add on this? What if KOD’s hair was originally silver? And it was changed because of the fairies’ blessing?

If you look at KOD’s hair tips, it’s silver. Baby Silver has silver tips too. It is only with Lilia’s blessing did it turn fully silver.

So can you imagine? If KOD’s hair was originally silver -> turned blonde by the fairies’ blessing -> and then when Lilia blessed Silver that hair color turned back to KOD’s original color?

Wouldn’t that be sweet then? Wouldn’t it add more meaning to Lilia’s Blessing? To Silver’s hair color?

If this was the case, that would mean that Silver’s hair is a reflection of both of his fathers, the two who love him tremendously. 🥹💞

Additionally, if magic/power/blessing is also passed down from their parents, that would mean that Malleus and Silver being as strong as they are is because of their parents 😭🥹

(Which, we know is already the case with Malleus because of his parents’ and Lilia’s love and magic)

Faes and Humans are not so different after all. They just want their loved ones safe and happy.

It is any wonder then? That it will be Silver and Malleus, who were so cherished by their parents and raised by a certain fae, who would bridge that gap? The ones who will truly bring peace between the races. (Something that Lilia also worked so hard on?)

Book 7, I truly adore your message about love, forgiveness, and change. 🥹💞💚🙏

[rayroseu]

THE LANTERN BOAT SCENE LITERALLY IS PERFECT FOR HIM 😭😭💕💕💖💖💖 Us taking him out of that suffocating tower governed by Henric and for the first time he experiences having fun and actually living 😭✨🙏💖 im imagining we're Flynn Rider jn this AU, if so, I would let him hit me with a pan 🥰🤩✨kidding, but aaaa imagine if in this au, he still retains his swordsmanship ?? so if you trespassed his tower youre immediately up against a knight (although hes just quite like a trapped prince rather than a knight😭)

im imagining a whole cinematic now 😂but what if in the lantern scene is when he proposes to you?? like not exactly a marriage type of proposal, but just him giving his auroral ring to you in exchange for getting him out of that tower even for a short while, since he was always confined there he doesnt have much treasure to give us so he proposes his auroral ring to us in repayment for the happy memories we had spent with him😭💖✨✨

AOUGHHHHH WAITTTT PAUSEEE PAUSEEEE henric's father being the reason why dawn is orphaned in the first place will be such a tragic lore, knowing how loyal he was to him??? KJSKWKS OOOOHHH I WANT ITTTTT I WANT ITTTTKSJD😩😩😩🙏🙏🙏✨✨✨

and yeahh i wanna see dawn's family cuz he really looks out of place with the silver owls (actual magicless kingdom while hes too magically powerful) this theory that he was possibly forced to be conditioned within the silver owls parallels with silver's lore too, but dawn in this case just had a bad parent 😭✨

i still think that sebek's line where he says that if lilia didnt love silver, then he shouldnt have taught anything to him and just raised him to follow orders(smth like that) i still think that foretells smth to knight of dawn 😭🙏✨

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idea where Knight of Dawn is chosen to be in Pomefiore, i think he fits the dorm outfit so well🥹✨💖

[rayroseu]

happy 3rd anniversary hana 💕💖💕💞✨✨ heres a celebratory doodle‼️‼️ 💕💖

thank you also for sharing your writing, im sure for a lot of ppl including me, your writing makes them happy too ✨✨ 😊😊

Happy Three Year Anniversary 🥹💚🌺

It’s my three year anniversary since I first started writing fanfics on tumblr. I think back about the first time I published fanfics on here and everyone I met along the way because of that one moment of time.

When I took that step to allow myself to express/be myself and publish something I wrote. It led to meeting so many wonderful people here and irl and I am forever grateful to myself and to all of you.

I am forever grateful for all the encouragement you all give me and I can’t say it enough. Be it comments, asks, reblogs, likes, tagging or what have you.

Everyday is fun and brings a smile to my face. I look forward to the future because of it.

So really, thank you everyone. I’m so happy to have met and interacted with you and hope to continue to do so ☺️💚🌺

[rayroseu]

it just keeps more and more sad the more we try to analyze their stories ISTGG 😭😭😭😭😭

Sometimes, I feel like there really is some kind of intangible connection between those faes that is really strong and influential to them, to the point where Lilia and Malleus rarely has to communicate about something because they already understand it... It just makes me sad that one of them experiences that fear that a person who understands them at this level will soon be gone even if that fear happened 200 years ago or right now as they're studying NRC 😭😭

HANA PLEASEEE THE MUTUAL LONGING ALWAYS KILLS ME AUGHH SKGFIEHKR 😭😭✨✨✨ i know its kinda cliche id they rush to the good ending rn thats why we're suffering, but idkkk i want to see them happy for once?? even in just in a event 🥺 but lilia and malleus are often separated in events so 💔💔

your tags are always a hit, hana 😭💖☝🏻☝🏻☝🏻 never stop making us cry XD

the therapist at diaosmnia nation bout to make incredible profits from all the anguish we're experiencing XD

I know its been said that Lilia likes acting cheerful despite his nearing death because he doesn't want to look weak. But, I think the undertone of his reasoning is he doesn't want to spend his last days in tragedy and sadness so he copes it with being happy as much as he can.😭

Isn't that a more obvious behavior especially now that we know that Lilia's life only has been happy for the last 2 decades, or less. I'm saying that because I feel like the years where Malleus grows up was depressing too because he was badly excluded and only recently, in NRC, did he finally have "a group of people to be a part of with freely"

I feel like this is more like an understandable reason why he wants to go away as "he can still smile and act happy" before his age deteriorates him up, and makes him "look lifeless" to his family.

Rather than making Silver and Malleus remember his death, I think his version of a happy ending was that party where they'll all have fun together. I think Lilia wants them to remember *his happiness* the most. Because Lilia's life has mostly been a tragedy, and I don't think he wishes even after his death, that he would still be a "tragic person".

I feel like his line about "not wanting Malleus to be a hero of a fairy tale" reflects that. Because he did experience being the "hero of a fairytale". He saved Malleus from being killed and dying. He is, in the story, the rightful hero of Briar Valley.

TWST has always told that heroes in this world are perfect individuals with perfect morals and life, but Lilia as a hero, added more depth towards the concept of heroes in TWST...

To be a hero, you need to be facing the story's conflicts, you have to sacrifice a lot, and be in pain for doing the right thing just for you to "have something to be victorious over."

And, I feel like that's a nice parallel to the theme that "villains are people that can be redeemed/grow up even if they're messed up". Its like saying everyone struggles even if you're a hero or a villain, like there's never a perfect role or a perfect world where there's no sadness.... 😭

also, I know Lilia mostly said that line about "heroes in fairytales" because he wants Malleus not to die forgotten like Meleanor and Levan, but its GETS ME knowing he said that as well because he doesn't want to see Malleus in any kind of pain😭

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I'm not into pathetic meow meows im--

He'll absolutely disagree about being pathetic but all the actions mentioned in the result are actions he actually committed in game akdjakrjsk 😂😂

Took this quiz:

….

And my answer was….

WJAKDOKDJEDJ

I MEAN?!?

-stares at Lilia, Knight of Dawn, Malleus, Zhongli, etc-

It’s not wrong…

I was not expecting to be hit with this answer, I literally paused and then laughed omg

[rayroseu]

We can see why Malleus bonded with Lilia can’t we? A warmth who held him all night. Constantly caring for him and wishing for his safety. The one who struggled for him constantly. Who loves him without even knowing he had the ability to do so and was already doing so. Of course Malleus bonded to him, maybe even imprinted on Lilia.

AMAZING POINT HANA 💯💯💯🔥🔥💚💚💚 I truly believe this is where Malleus really really got attached to Lilia after.... Meleanor returned to the stars 😭 Also, when Meleanor says he'll hatch that egg, LILIA IS ALSO HOLDING THAT EGG ‼️‼️🥹🥹🥹 So it's like Mallegg internally understanding her words.... "ooohh!! okay mom, so he's papa too!!🫡🐉"

So if I just,,, wear my MalleYuu vision here,🤭✨ at that point in the dream where Yuu gets to hold Malleus, we can also see that they hold Mallegg for several hours as Lilia was passed out, therefore Mallegg probably felt attached to their warmth too as they protect them, even Yuu admits they're quite attached to Mallegg too....‼️‼️ Anddd that is why Malleus grew up to be so fond and care for both Lilia and Yuu!!

I keep thinking about how in reality there was no one to help Lilia and Baul take the egg to Black Scale Castle.

In the dream world, Lilia had the help of Silver, Sebek, MC, and Grim.

But in reality, it was much worse wasn’t it?

Here he is, running with the egg that was preciously given to him with Baul.

Leaving behind Meleanor, and at one point, probably also seperated from Baul too.

He might not have been injured with that strike he took for Silver.

But the constant battles and magic use must have gotten to him, and of course the worry.

He probably got ambushed by those OWL soldiers and had to take them down by himself.

All the while protecting that egg, holding and caring for it with all his might. Trying his best for it to not fall under the enemy’s hands.

Eventually reuniting with Baul and what we see continues as we know it.

We can see why Malleus bonded with Lilia can’t we? A warmth who held him all night. Constantly caring for him and wishing for his safety. The one who struggled for him constantly. Who loves him without even knowing he had the ability to do so and was already doing so. Of course Malleus bonded to him, maybe even imprinted on Lilia.

(And this is not considering all the other times the egg must have been handed to him before to “babysit” that we don’t know of)

Reality was much more cruel than any dream surely, but I’m glad that at least in the dream world, Lilia and Baul has support and those that loved them with them during the journey.