#han jisung x gnreader

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Washing away the bad energy - Jisung

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description: When you come home after work you find a tired Jisung on your sofa who had a very bad day. You offer him to wash all the bad energy away.

pairing: Han Jisung x gnreader

genre: fluff, boyfriend Jisung, gnreader, non-sexual nudity, reader is taking care of Jisung, you help Jisung take a shower

word count: ~1.7 k

trigger warning: nudity (non-sexual), mentioning of food and eating, mental health issues

A/N: If there are any tags or tw you think I should add, please inform me about it ♡ but now enjoy the story.

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When you opened the door to your apartment, the light in your living room was turned on. When you walked further in, you noticed Jisung sitting on your sofa deeply wrapped in your favourite blanket. He was watching a documentary, his eyes focused on your TV. You placed the takeaway on your kitchen table and walked over towards Jisung. When you stopped in front of him he finally seemed to notice you. And you noticed how tired he looked.

"How was your day?", Jisung asked.

"Tiring. How are you?" He kept quiet for a moment, looking towards the tv instead of answering. "You don't need to tell me how you are right now", you whispered, softly playing with his hair. "Just tell me what you need right now." A soft smile appeared on his face as his glance turned back to you. He slowly opened his arms and it just took you a second to drive into his arms. You made yourself comfortable as Jisung wrapped his arms around you tightly. A soft sigh escaped Jisungs lips.

For a few moments you two just listened to the documentary which was still playing on the TV.

"I got us both some takeaway. If you want, we can eat that and then we can do what you want. What do you think?", you asked, while running your hand through his hair.

"What have you bought?", he mumbled against your shoulder, his eyes softly closed.

"Bibimbap and cheesecake."

"Nice!", Jisung said, slowly getting up from your sofa, still wrapped in the big blanket. You got up as well and grabbed the takeaway bag to sit down next to Jisung at your coffee table. You let him open the bag and watched as a wide smile appeared on his lips.

"Thanks for grabbing takeaway", he whispered, shortly leaning in and placing his head on your shoulder.

"When you texted me, asking whether you could stop by after work I knew I just wanted to spoil you a bit." Hearing this, Jisung softly moved his body against you as a whine left his mouth. Laughing at his reaction, you carried his cheeks for a second.

"Let's eat before everything gets cold." Jisung nodded and started to dig in. In silence and with the television in the background you two are. You learned to enjoy this side of your relationship just as much as the cheerful times. After a while Jisung had stopped eating and was now just looking at you. His eyes started to move from you to his hands and back again. "Is there anything I can do for you?" Jisung let out a deep breath.

"I don't want to force myself on you. I… what if you don't want to do what I ask you for but you are doing it anyways?", he ranted, looking everywhere but at you.

"Jisungie", you mumbled, taking his hands in yours. "I know you have these thoughts and I know it's hard to let them go. But I can assure you that I am fine with everything. Otherwise I wouldn't say yes to it", you explained. "And I will tell you this every time you ask." You smiled at him, hoping it was looking encouraging and honest. His glance fell on his hands again.

"I'm sorry that I am like this." Hr whispered.

"There is nothing you need to feel sorry about." He stayed silent and you knew he was thinking about what you had said. Then he softly nodded his head. You were not sure whether he was really believing in what you have said but you would tell him that every time he would need to hear it. "Will you tell me what was on your mind?"

"I wanted to ask whether I could side hug you but then I was unsure because you were still eating and I didn't want to interrupt you", he then explained.

"Oh Sungie", you breathed, softly patting his cheek. "Of course you can do that. And thank you for being honest with me. It really means a lot to me." Jisungs shoulders went down a bit as he exhaled. Without another word Jisung leaned in and hugged you from the side. You placed a short kiss on the top of his head and then finished the rest of your Bibimbap.

"Today was hard", whispered Jisung after a while. "I got up too late which meant I didn't have enough time to prepare for the day." You wrapped your free arm around him and pulled him closer. "Then the yoghurt I wanted to eat had gone bad. And one of the managers said my song is too dark so we can't use it in our next comeback."

"Oh that's a lot in one day", you muttered.

"It was", he said, his voice trembling and his eyes already watery. If possible, you pulled him even closer.

"But you did it. You got through everything and now you are here", you mumbled carrying his back.

"Yes… I did", he replied, his voice still trembling.

"You can be proud of yourself."

"You know what we will do now?", you asked, backing away a bit to look at Jisung. The other looked confused and shook his head. "We will wash all the bad things away. Of course only if you are comfortable with this", you suggested, feeling a bit nervous because it would be something new. You have never seen him completely naked and you didn't know whether Jisung was fine with this or not.

"You would do that for me?", he asked, his eyes wide and his eyebrows high up. As you stood up, you nodded and held your hand out towards him. He took it and let himself be pulled up. Together you walked towards your bath.

"I will get you a new towel and a few clothes you left the last time around", you told him, while playing with his hair. He softly nodded and as you left your bathroom he started to undress himself. You were humming a soft melody as you walked back in. Jisung had his back towards you already completely naked. Carefully you stroked over his wide shoulders which made him fall slightly against you. A light sigh escaped his mouth and he leaned even more into you. You wrapped your arms around his upper body and his hands closed around yours in front of his chest. For a moment you stayed like this. Just enjoying having him close but then you carefully patted his chest.

"Let's wash all the bad energy off." At that, Jisung nodded and slowly stepped into the bathtub. He crouched down and waited as you turned the water on. "Is the temperature alright for you?", you asked while letting the water run over Jisungs hands.

"Yes. That's nice", he mumbled and closed his eyes as you started to let the warm water run over his back and shoulders. You softly started to continue the melody you had hummed earlier, carefully spreading the shampoo over Jisungs shoulders, neck, back and chest.

"I'm gonna smell like you", muttered Jisung, looking up with a wide but tired looking smile. You couldn't hold back a giggle as you nodded and kissed his still dry hair.

"That's true. My Jisungie will smell like me." It made him laugh lightly, leaning against your hand which was now on his head. "Can I wash your hair now?", you asked softly as you stroked through his hair. Letting out a sigh, he nodded as an answer. When his hair was wet and washed you let the warm water run over his body a few more moments. His shoulders seemed much more relaxed now. He looked quite adorable playing with the small runlet of water.

"Thank you for this" muttered Jisung and looked up to you. You smiled back at him.

"Do you want to get out now?" Without saying anything he stood up and closed the tap, while you stepped back and held a towel out for him to grab. After a moment Jisung accepted the towel and began to pat his body dry. Meanwhile you took a hairdryer out of one of your small bathroom cabinets and plucked it in. When you turned towards Jisung again he had dressed himself already. You nearly cooed seeing him standing there in front of you with sleepy eyes and sweater paws. "Let's dry your hair a bit. What do you think, jagi?", you whispered as you held out a hand for him to take. You saw Jisungs cheeks softly turning pink and a bright smile appearing on his lips. He sat down on the edge of the bathtub and closed his eyes when you started to dry his hair. You parted his hair a few times, always careful to not pull at his hair. And when his hair was dry enough you turned off the hairdryer.

Suddenly Jisung leaned forwards right against your body, slowly wrapping his arms around your torso.

"I am so grateful for having you in my life", he whispered against your hoodie but you heard him nonetheless.

"And I am so thankful to have you in my life as well", you replied to his confession and placed a soft kiss on his forehead.

"Can we go to your bed for some cuddles?"

"Just for cuddles? Does that mean you are planning to go to your own home tonight?", you asked jokingly, which made Jisung laugh.

"I would like to sleep here tonight, if that's alright." With a wide smile you nodded and pulled him up.

"Of course that's alright." As you two walked into your bedroom you noticed that Jisung seemed already in a lighter mood again. As Jisung made himself comfortable under your covers you changed into your pyjamas and shortly texted Chan. After that you joined Jisung and within minutes both of you had fallen asleep. With arms linked.

You:

Took care of Sungie. He is doing better again. We are going to sleep now. :)

21:58

Chan:

Thanks for taking care of Jisung in a way we can't. I really hope we can all meet soon again.

Sleep well you two.

22:01

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Beautiful

Han jisung x gnreader

If han grew out his hair (especially his bangs) like Junji from OnlyOneOf everyone would die of collective thirst.

Degrading, fingering, pet names (darling, baby, honey, doll), fingering, choking Han with your fingers,

So basically long hair Han gets fucked hard

Han has always been sensitive to the way you looked at him. The way you smile with your eyes makes him so soft, whenever you give him a little wink he just makes him melt.

And anytime you're alone and give him that look that tells him how much you want him, he can't help but loose all his composure.

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"I missed you y/n " Han says looking down at you from your lap.

"I've missed you too baby, you've gotten so pretty darling." You say with a relaxed tone. "Your hair has gotten so long dear"

"mhmm, do you like it?" He asks holding on to your waist.

"Of course darling, it seems like you keep getting prettier every time I see you." You hum looking at your boyfriend proudly.

Han hums in response feeling you caress his face softly.

In the spur of the moment Han quickly pushes forward and presses his lips onto yours.

You quickly react by pushing into him harder than Han had expected causing him to stumble back against his dorm bed.

You slowly push him down onto his back, pinning his hands up beside his head.

You decide to rile him up a bit more.

"Getting bold are we darling?" You say feeling him squirm underneath you.

You bend down and bring your mouth to his ear. "In fact, I think you need a little reminder of who's in charge. I can't have you thinking you can do whatever you want, now can I dear." You whisper alluringly.

Han simply squirms in response and without thinking his hips buck up against you desperate to feel.

You tease him further by grinding yourself against him, hearing him cry out loud enough for the neighbors to hear.

"See darling, this is what happens when I'm gone too long. You get so antsy, think you know what you want." You say softly.

You gently push his long bangs away from his eyes.

"But then once you get it you can never handle it." You say harshly. " The minute you feel any bit pleasure you loose any ability to think with your head." Your sweet smile not matching your malice filled words.

"Any logical thought you would have is replaced by you doing whatever your pathetic dick wants." You say grabbing his hair harshly.

And as if to prove your words the moment he makes eye contact with you his lips drift apart wanting to feel your tongue on them. His cock twitches needing to feel your body without you clothes in between. And his mind goes numb barely being able to process your words.

"Ahh, I- mhm sorry, y/n, I w-wanna be good for you." He cries desperately.

"shh, baby good sluts don't need to talk. They just do as they're told."

You torturously start to undress him, pulling off his shirt and slowly unzipping his pants, and slipping his boxers off his body.

Every touch of your cold fingers make him shiver and whine.

"Now, are you going to be a good boy and take what I give you? Or are you going to try to handle what you can't?"

He can feel tears forming in his eyes as he cries out.

"Yes! I promise I'll be good! I-I'll take what you g-give me! Please, please I need to be your toy!"

You quickly silence him by stuffing two of your fingers into his mouth. While your one hand fucks his throat the other is slowly playing with the tip of his dick.

Han can't help but shake from the pleasure. His legs bent quivering, trying not to buck his hips into your hand, every do often failing and feeling your hand encompass his whole dick, almost screaming in pleasure.

Soon enough you push your fingers as far down into his throat as you can before quickly pulling them out. And without hesitation you pushed those same fingers into his ass.

Now with a empty throat he had nothing refraining him from letting out a loud whine that the other boys certainly hear.

"That feel good honey? You like when I finger your ass, and use you like a little toy?"

Your words only push him farther and farther into the pleasure.

"Please, please, mhh need tuh cuhmm, mhhm" he begs, at this point barely able to put together coherent words.

"Oh, Yeah? You need to cum for me dear?" You ask swiftly picking up your pace fucking him harder.

Han feels his tears running down the sides of his face as he gets closer and closer to letting go.

"Good doll, cum for me baby, make a big mess for me."

"Ahh, I'm cumming, I'm cumming, fuck!" He yells not able to hold it in anymore, he releases all over himself.

"I love you, my dear" you tell him admiring his beautiful self.

"I love you too y/n"

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Not proofread, kinda rushed 🤷

-Alec

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🦋 Polyamory Oneshots 🦋

In this masterlist you can find Oneshots with polyamorous relationships whether with a gnreader or in skz. If you don't like the idea of polyamory these Oneshorts might not be something for you. To everyone else, I hope you will find something you like here.

At the moment I don't have many oneshots but I hope that will change soon. I'm working on a few stories.

Polyamory with gnreader 🦋

Cold Shoulder/ Since you and Jisung are a couple Minho acts cold towards both of you which hurts you a lot so you decide to confront the older man. (Han & Lee Know, a bit of angst, fluff, happy ending)

Sweet Tooth / Chan and you are in a happy relationship. Still there are two men that keep both of your heart beating faster. When Jisung and Felix visit you after a long time not seeing eachother you make sure to take care of them. (Bang Chan & Jisung & Felix; fluff, soft feeding; for tw read the informations in the post)

Polyamory among skz 🦋

Something new, Something old / When Jisung meets Changbin, his break up with Minho, his soulmate, was more than three yeears ago. Jisung finally opens up again, starts to feel again but then Jisung learns that Changbin is dating another man too?What did Jisung do in his past life to deserve such a life? But maybe its not as bad as he thinks. (LeeKnow x Jisung x Changbin, happy ending, Tw: break up)

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Everyone deserves a second chance - Lee Know au

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description: When you came home late you did not expect your cold arranged husband would prepped dinner neither that he would cry in the bedroom a few moments later. You never saw him like that but maybe just maybe everything will change after you two talked, right?

pairings: Lee Know x gnreader

genre: au, arranged marriage, cold husband, angst with a happy ending, light angst,

word count: 1.8 k

warnings: angst, arranged marriage

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When you came home it was already dark outside. A little sigh left your lips and you closed your eyes. You were tired because our workday was just exhausting. 

The apartment was already dark so you guessed your husband went to bed. 

Lately everything was different. You came home later than usual the past few weeks because your group had a big promotion to do. 

And your husband started to act even more cold towards you. You were not sure whether you just imagined it because he acted kinda cold towards you ever since you two had a forced marriage. You two have been promised to each other since you were little. Your parents have been friends for decades still you two never really interacted with each other.

As quiet as possible you walked into your kitchen to drink something. As you turn on the light, you nearly let out a scream because you didn't expect to see Minho sitting at the table, in front of him dinner he made probably all by himself.

“You surprised me. Why are you sitting in the dark like this?”, you asked softly, walking up to him. 

“You didn't text me that you would come home late again”, he muttered, not looking at you at all nor answering your question. 

“I'm sorry. My phone died and I couldn't remember your number”, you explained. Slowly he nodded and then stood up. “Where are you going?” 

“I'm tired. I'm going to bed.” He waited all this time for you to just go to bed, you asked yourself.

“But…”, you tried to stop him but he already walked out of the kitchen, leaving you all alone. You let out a small sigh. 

For a long moment you just stared at the dinner he made for you two. Suddenly you felt very bad. He waited all this time for you and even made one of your favourite dishes. But why did he even do that? Normally he wouldn't care whether you ate at work. So why did he do it today? 

Shaking your head, you put the food away so you could eat it the next day.

For a moment you hesitated, not knowing whether you should follow Minho into your bedroom or stay in the living room. 

Slowly you walked towards your shared bedroom. It was not like you couldn't afford a bigger apartment with two bedrooms. Both you and Minho had well paid jobs but it was difficult to find apartments at the moment that would both suit you and him. 

The first few weeks were quite strange to sleep next to someone you didn't know very well and who acted so cold and distant towards you.

In the year you two slept next to each other it happened quite often that you woke up in his arms. To be honest, you liked it. It made you feel safe but everytime Minho acted even colder towards you for a few days. 

As you opened the door, all you could see was darkness. To your surprise the curtains were closed too. This was unusual because you never slept with them closed. You needed the light that came in. 

“Why did you close the curtains?”, you asked and walked up to them so you could open them. Minho didn't give you an answer. 

When you turned around again, you now faced Minho. For a second you two exchanged a glance, then he turned around. His back now towards you. Still this one second was enough for you to see the tears in his eyes. Concerned you walked up to him. 

“Minho, why are you crying?” All you could hear was a mocking laugh. 

“I'm not crying. Crying is for the weak.” Even though he tried to sound strong, you could hear how his voice was shaking and it hurt you. 

Slowly you sat down on his side of the bed and after a moment of hesitation you touched his back lightly. 

“Don't touch me!” You were shocked about his sudden outburst but you didn't back away. "Didn't you hear me? Go away!" When you still did not back away he sat up energetically. "Go!", he shouted but you just stared at him. Stared into his watery eyes that looked so hurt. 

You just had to hug him. One hand found their way towards the back of his head and the other pulled him closer to you. 

"Leave me alone!", he tried one last time but then a loud sob left his mouth and he clung on to you like you were the last thing that saved him from drowning. You have never seen him like this. He never cried in front of you. 

For a few moments you two just stayed in this position while Minho cried in your arms. 

Slowly you laid down taking him with you. 

"Do you want to tell me why you are crying?", you whispered carefully, going through his hair. 

"No", he tried to sound cold but he was failing. You stayed silent, waiting for him to open up to you. He tried to breathe in deeply to get some air and to calm down a bit. 

"Do you have another one?" 

"What?" You didn't even notice how loud you said it until Minho flinched in your arms. "I'm sorry." You just didn't get what he meant. 

"Do you have another lover?" For a second your mind went blank. How could he even think that? You pressed your lips together, softly shaking your head because you just couldn't believe what your husband just asked.

"Why would you think that?" And why would you even care?, you asked but the second question was just in your head. 

"Because you came home late the past few weeks and always made the same lame excuses." 

“Like I told you, my team is working on a big promotion and we have to do extra work.” You backed away a bit and you saw that Minh had stopped crying. 

“But why do you even care so suddenly?” He let out a low laugh but he sounded hurt. 

“Do you forget that I’m your husband after all?” 

“No I don’t Minho. This ring”, you held up your hand “remembers me of it every day.” For a second his eyes were fixed on your wedding ring but then he looked down again. “You didn’t answer my question." 

"What am I to you?" Confused, you raised one eyebrow.

"You are strange today. Are you getting ill?" A small smile appeared on his lips. 

"Please answer my question." 

"You are my arranged husband", you now said after a little sigh. You could have said so much more but the words were stuck in your throat and in the end it was Minho that didn't want to be more than your arranged partner. 

"Is that all I am to you?" You were quite surprised by his question and looked right into his eyes. He looked at you in a way you didn’t understand. Was he nervous? Anxious? But why? 

“Why are you asking?”, you whispered, staring him right into the eyes. For a second he returned your glance but then he looked down. 

He stayed silent for a while and you already think he will not say anything anymore but then he opens his mouth again. 

"Because everyday I wish you would see more in me than just a person you were forced to marry." His voice was all shaky. "Deep down I knew it for a long time but I tried to ignore it. I didn't want it to be true but… ever since you work longer and spend less time around me I noticed how much I really need you. How much I really… I really love you." The last words were just whispered and he didn't even dare to look at you. 

"You love me?"

"I… I think so. I've never been in love. You know I was always bad at those kinds of things." You started to giggle and grabbed his hand shyly. 

"I noticed that." Now he let out a small laugh. 

“But you were the one that said from the beginning we should keep it distant and that we are nothing more than an arranged couple”, you said, getting more serious again. Immediately the smile he had on his face washed away and he looked at you guilty. 

“I know what I said and I hate myself a bit for that because it was the most stupid thing I ever said. I'm sorry for that.” 

“I think I can forgive that. I can tell that you really regret saying it”, you whispered, sofly patting his hand that was still in yours. Slowly he nodded, looking quite relieved. 

He looked at you for a while and then he bit his lips. 

“Can I give you a hug?”, he asked quietly and all shy. This side of him was new to you but you actually liked it. You smiled at him widely and opened your arms. You two fell back onto the matrace and he let out a small sigh. 

“You still didn't answer my question. Why did you cry?” He tied his grab around you. 

“Looking back, it´s kinda stupid”, he whispered. “To be honest I was quite anxious that you would leave because you came home later than usual and spent even less time with me. I made dinner because I decided to try and change my behaviour… I don't know. I just don't want to lose you.” He sounded like he was close to crying again so you stroked over his back softly. For a moment he stayed silent but then he continued. 

“So I made dinner for us because you didnt text me, you will come home late today but you came late and I suddenly felt so anxious.” 

“Minho, please never ever say your fellings would be stupid again. They are valid. And again, I'm so sorry that I didn't text you. I definitely need to write down your number and put it into my wallet.” You looked him into his eyes and when he started to smile, you returned his smile. 

“I'm sorry that I didn't talk to you earlier about it.”

“Well it's better than never”, you giggled, pricking his cheek. He rolled his eyes and tried to look annoyed but because his eyes were still a little red, he just looked cute. 

You gave him a little kiss one the forehead, which surprised both Minho and you. 

“So you like me too?” You started to laugh, shaking your head.

“Do you really think after everything I said, everything I did just right now I don't like you? Yes our relationship was not easy till now and you hurt me more than once but I also saw the other side from time to time and I hope I will see more from this side in the future.” 

“Like I said, I'm bad at those things but I will try my best.” His hug got tighter. 

“It's alright. We will get to know everything together, what do you think?” You asked, softly smiling at him. 

“Sounds good to me. Thank you for giving me this chance.” Instead of an answer you just gave him another small kiss on his forehead. 

“Everyone deserves a second chance, Minho.”

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Don't fight your battles all alone - Bang Chan

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description: Because of his injured wrist he couldn't do his work outs as well as before and it shows, at least for him. When he finally open up about his insecurity you are there to talk to him.

pairings: Bang Chan x gnreader

genre: insecure Bang Chan, boyfriend Bang Chan

word count: 1.1 k

warnings: weight gain, food, insecurity

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You can hear the front door closing loudly. This must be Chan, you think. Automatically a little smile appears on your lips and you walk into your entrance hall. 

"Why are you still up?", Chan asks softly, still in his shoes and his jacket. 

"I made dinner for us and I wanted to eat with you." 

"Oh no I'm sorry that you had to wait so long." Softly you shake your head and give him a big smile. You hold up your hand and wait till he takes it. 

"Thanks for waiting", he whispers and steals a small kiss from you. Then he gives you a hug and you two just stand there for a few minutes. Then you hear a loud rumble from his stomach. You back away a bit and start to giggle. His cheeks are getting all red, even his ears are getting hot. 

"I guess someone is hungry." 

"Gosh shut up!" He is more than embarrassed but you absolutely love it. 

"Let's eat", you whisper, patting his back softly. He just nods and together you walk into your kitchen. 

"It smells amazing", Chan giggles as he sits down. 

"It will taste amazing too", you reply, sitting down next to Chan. Slowly you two start to eat. To be honest you are quite surprised that the food you made is so tasty. It's not like you can't cook but it didn't end up that good for a while now. 

“Lucky me that you don't cook like this very day”, you hear Chan whisper against his chopsticks. You give him a confused look but still have a smile on your face. 

“What do you mean by that?”, you ask, raising one eyebrow. Softly he starts to giggle and avoids meeting your glance. 

“Because it's so good. I couldn't stop eating”, he explains, putting some more food into his mouth. 

“Oh come on as if it would show. You work out every day for a few hours.” He rolls his eyes and pouts. 

“With my wrist certainly not!” Concerned you look at his wrist. 

“Does it still hurt? You barely talk about it”, you whisper, touching his hand lightly. 

“It's because I don't want you to be concerned. But I can tell you it does not hurt that much anymore. It's just annoying.” You just hum as an answer, your head falling on his shoulder. 

For a few minutes you do nothing but listen to Chan talking about his day. Then you wrap your arm around his middle. You just missed him so much and want to give him all the love you couldn't give him the whole day. Suddenly he flinches a little and stops eating. 

“Is everything alright?”, you ask suspiciously. He is acting weird. 

“Yes everything is fine. I think I just forget how it feels to be hugged by you. We didn't really have time together in the last few weeks.” Slowly you nod, still thinking there is something more about it but you don't want to ruin your time with Chan so you let it go. 

Because Chan is such a slow eater it takes a while till he finishes the food. 

“Thanks for making dinner for us. It was really good”, he whispers, giving you a small kiss on your forehead. Smiling, you get up, carefully dragging Chan with you towards your bedroom. 

“Lets cuddle”, you say, already falling into your bed. 

"No, we need to get ready for bed first", Chan whispers. Out of frustration you roll your eyes but then you stand up again. 

"You can go first." Slowly you nod and walk towards your bathroom.

You can feel his glance on you. He is acting strange tonight, you think going through your hair. Quickly you get ready for bed and walk out again, just when Chan changes into his sleeping shirt. You walk up to him and hug him from behind before he can even put on his shirt. You feel his warm skin under your fingers. Softly you place a kiss on his shoulder plates. 

"I love you", you whisper. 

"Can you please stop hugging me? I would like to put on my shirt." That quite hurt. Slowly you loosen your grip around him but you don't let him put on his shirt. 

"What's wrong, Channie?" His back is still towards you. 

"I don't know what you mean. Everything is alright." 

"No it's not. Chan you are not even looking at me right now. You have acted strange since you arrived. What's wrong?", you ask  while softly turning him towards you. You look him in the eyes. 

"You know you can tell me everything. Did something happen?" 

For a moment Chan closes his eyes. 

"It's nothing. Just…", he lets out a low sigh. He lets himself fall on the bed. "I just can't work out as usual because of my wrist and it's bothering me quite a lot." You get on your knees in front of him, your hands on his knees. 

"It's not the only thing, right?" Slowly he nods. 

"It's like I'm always hungry and just eating and eating and eating. I gained so much", he whispers as if he is ashamed of it. 

For a second your eyes fall down on his body. He indeed looked a bit softer but to be honest it's cute, you think. 

"Why is it making you feel so bad?", you ask, carefully grabbing one of his hands. 

"I… I don't know. I just look in the mirror and see that I gained weight and I think about what STAY would think. They love my abs but there are nearly no abs anymore and…" He stops himself and presses his lips together. 

"Oh Channie", you mumble, kissing his cheek. "I can understand you. Your feelings are valid. But STAY will still love you. They will love you with and without abs because they love you as a human. And to be honest you look even more handsome." Now he starts to giggle, his ears getting all red. 

"I love you Chan. We all do, please don't forget that. I know the voices inside our heads can be loud sometimes but they are talking shit. You know you can always talk to me and the boys, remember that." 

"Thank you", he whispers, giving you a kiss on the forehead. "I love you."

"And now let's cuddle. I want to hug you so bad." 

"Can't get enough of me, huh?" 

"Yah!", you shout, slapping his upper arm. "Well true." 

You pull him with you, as you get on the bed. Carefully Chan covers you two with the blanket and then hugs you back. You let out a little sigh and close your eyes. 

"I love you Channie. You can always come to me, don't fight your battles all alone." 

"You can't imagine how much that means to me. Thank you. I love you too."

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And because we all need a happy Bang Chan here is a gif of smiling Channie 🥺😊

He can really safe my day with just one little smile. ❤

[kangaroosmile]

Late night togetherness - Bang Chan

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description: Even though you are a staff you still are very close to Chan. So close that you offer him a neck massage after a long day. One thing leads to another and in the end you too fall asleep on the sofa in Chans studio hugging eachother

pairings: Bang Chan x gnreader

genre: fluff, idol and staff, kinda open ending, neck massage, falling asleep together, late night

word count: 1.6k

warnings: mentioning of overworking, mentioning of food

A/N:

Hi, This is my second Stray Kids stortstory.

I'm still new in the fandom so I'm sorry should there be some mistakes. Feel free to tell me when something is off.

I had so much fun writing this. I hope you gonna like it.

(English is not my first language. I'm sorry should there be mistakes.)

You can find more of my stories under Stray Kids Masterlist

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It's nearly midnight when you finally can leave the studio after filming a video where the boys play games. They are all very tired and Jeonin is already half asleep. 

"Let's get you home", you say after you talked to your boss, waving them towards you. You don't get any reaction but that okay. It was a long day for them and all you want is to just get them home. 

You grab your backpack and start walking, knowing they will follow. Slowly but they are following. You at the front and Chan at the back. Before you finally look forward and walk them to the cars, Chan catches your glance and smiles at you. Tired but he is still smiling. 

Faster than you think you all stand in front of the cars but there is a problem. Just one drivers is waiting for you. 

"What happened?", you ask and cross your arms in front of you. 

"His wife called. Something about their children." You let out a loud sigh and nod. That's a good reason to go. Again a sigh left your lips. 

"What's the matter?", Chans asks and walks towards you. 

"Nothing, get in the cars." For a second he looks at you and you already believe he is going to talk back but then he just nods. 

"I will drive the other care. Its been a while since I drove the last time but I think I gonna handle it." You say towards the other driver. 

Slowly you walk towards the drivers door and as you open it you see that four of the boys are already sitting inside. You let go of you backpack and put it onto the front seat passenger seat. You let out a sigh, those sighs are getting to much this evening, you think. 

"Are you driving us?" It's Chans voice and you look back seeing Chan, Felix, Minho and Changbin staring at you. 

"Yes, your driver had to go home. Something happened with on of his children. So I'm gonna drive you." 

"We all gonna die", Minho mutters while making a funny face. You try to hit him on the knee but you miss and make everyone laugh. 

"I will not kill us. I would get damned by stay so no I will not get us all killed." 

You start the car and drive out of the parking space. 

While driving you listen to the boys that, out of nowhere, got a bit of new energy. Even though you are very focused on the street you still laugh about Changbin jokes. 

Soon you stop in front of the house where their dorm is. You let them out and follow the other driver to the parking spaces for the cars. 

"Thanks for waiting so long. I hope you come home safe. Until tomorrow." You say goodbye and then walk towards the dorm. As quiet as you can you open the door and let yourself inside. You are hit with low chattering. They must still sit in the living room. And that's really where you find them. 

They look quite surprised seeing you. 

"What are you still doing here?", Seungmin asks with confusion in his eyes. 

"To be honest I don't really know. But I didn't want to go home now", you explain. "I could cook something quick. I guess you are all hungry?" You smile at them. 

"You really don't have too", Hyunjin says, standing up and walking towards you. 

You start to smile at him. 

"It's alright. Go shower and get ready for bed. I gonna prepare dinner."

Without another word you go into the kitchen and start making dinner. You hear that Hyunjin is following you. 

"Can I help you with something?", he asks. 

"You could set the table and then decide what side dishes we want today." As he nods you concentrate on making dinner again. 

Half an hour later dinner is ready. 

"Dinner is ready", you shout. "Thanks for helping." Tiredly Jinnie smiles at you, pads you on the shoulder and sits down. The rest of the boys come and sit down as well. Except of Chan. 

"Where is Chan?", you ask, looking at everyone. 

"In the studio. He wanted to check something." You let out a sigh. Someday he will overwork himself. 

You take a bowl, put some of your food in it and start to walk towards the studio. 

"You can eat. I will go to him. Also good night boys." 

"Thanks for making dinner. Come home safe later", Jeongin answers, giving you a little smile. You nod and then walk to the studio. 

Careful you knock, open the door and let yourself in. Chan is sitting on his desk focused on his computer screen. After a second he looks towards you. You close the door behind you. 

"It's late Chan. You shouldn't work now. Just go to sleep", you say softly knowing that he will not do that. 

"I need to finish something", he mumbles his fingers on his lips. "What's that?" He asks, seeing the bowl in your hands. 

"I figured that you would not come out when the boys told me you were in the studio. So I brought dinner." You put the bowl on his desk and sit down behind him. You let out a little sigh as your body finally relaxes a bit. Slowly Chan starts to eat. You watch him silently. 

"How is your neck? You complained earlier that it's stiff." 

He rolls his head from side to side. 

"It's alright. I just need to stretch a bit tomorrow I think", he says but it sounds like he is lying. So you stand up. 

"Turn around." He looks up at you and raises one eyebrow. 

"What are you up to?" 

"You will see. Turn around." He rolls his eyes but then does what you say and sit down on his chair the wrong way. It's food still in his hands. 

"You can always tell me to stop should you feel uncomfortable", you say before you touch his shoulders carefully. "Felix is probably better than I'm at this but… yes." 

"Nonsense you are probably also good at this", he mutters slowly, closing his eyes as you start to massage his neck. 

"Gosh Channie your neck is so hard. What did you do?", you complain. That makes Chan laugh. It's one of the cute ones you absolutely love. 

"The question is more what did I not do?" Now you also start to laugh and shake your head. 

"You know I'm sometimes really afraid that you will overdo it, Channie. You are not a machine", you whisper going a bit deeper with our hands massaging his shoulder blades. 

"I'm the leader. Who should do it otherwise? It's…" He stops himself as he lets out a little moan. 

"I'm sorry did I hurt you?", you ask, actually quite anxious. 

Slowly Chan shakes his head.

"It did hurt a bit but that's my fault. Actually you are really good at it." 

"You are such a liar Chan", you laugh and brush softly over his shoulders with your hand. 

He let out a little sigh. 

"Do that again", he whispers, his eyes still closed. 

"It was not even a massage move", you reply. 

"I don't care. Please do it again." 

You hesitate for a second but then do it. 

"You have magic hands. It feels so good", he mumbles and leans against you a bit.

"Stop, I can't do it if you lay against me", you giggle, liking the feeling.

"I don't care", he says again. You start to smile and shake your head. He is getting sleepy. 

Carefully, checking whether he likes it or not, your hands travel towards his chest. 

"Your hands are so warm", he says slowly. "It feels good." You press your lips together to not giggle like crazy. But the butterflies in your stomach are still there. 

You can feel his chest raise and lower slowly and after afew minutes it also makes so sleepy. 

Out of nowhere you feel Chans hands touching yours softly. 

"What are you doing?", you ask, leaning your head on his shoulder to have a better look. Chan is not answering. He just grabs your hands and holds them close. 

You are cheek to cheek with him and feel his warmth. You lean a bit against him. 

"Sometimes I wish there would be no dating ban for you guys. Sometimes I wish I would not be a staff", you whisper nearly without your voice but Chan still heard it. 

Slowly he looks at you, a sad smile on his face. Then he gives you a little kiss on the cheek. 

"I wish that too sometimes", he replies and then sighs. For a while you two fell into silence. 

"I think I can't finish anything anymore. My mind is somewhere else." You nod, looking towards the clock. 

"When did it get so late?", you ask. It's way too late to take the train. You don't like to go by train so late. 

"You can sleep here." You give Chan a soft smile. 

"Thanks Channie." 

Chans stand up holding one hand of yours. 

"What are you doing?", you ask as he locks the door. 

"I give us a bit more time. Just the two of us", he tells you now pulling you towards the sofa. 

He lays down, pulling you with him. You are now laying on him. You let out a sigh as you feel his warm body on yours. Him hugging you. 

"Thank you", whisper, hugging back and closing your eyes. 

"Good night. Sleep well", he mutters, already half asleep. He must be really tired because you haven't seen him like this in a while. 

"You too Chan. Sleep well."

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[kangaroosmile]

Cold Shoulder - Jisung, Lee Know

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description: Jisung and you are in a secret relationship. Just the other members know about it.

But since they know Minho is acting cold towards both of you. Why would he do that?

When you and Jisung talk about it, many confesses are made and a plan to get Minho.

pairings: Han Jisung x gnreader x Lee Know

genre: polyamorous relationship, boyfriend Jisung, jealous Minho

word count: 1.8k

warnings: (please tell me should you recognise trigger)

A/N: I'm not assuming or forcing any sensuality, orientation on the idols I write about.

You can find more of my stories under Stray Kids Masterlist

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"Do you want to sleep here? It's really late", Jisung asks you after you finish the round of Mario Kart. You draw back a bit so you can look him in the eyes. 

"I would really like that", you whisper smiling at him.

"Then you sleep here."  

"Let's play one more round?", you hear Seungmin asking and look up. 

"I will be back in a second but you can start", you tell them, give Jisung a kiss on his head and stand up. You walk towards the kitchen and find Minho drinking tea. 

"Did you make tea? Can I have some too?", you ask, walking towards him and hugging him from the side. 

"Do you see more tea? I just made it for myself", he answers coldly. You look at him in surprise and let go of him. 

"Are you good? Is something bothering you?" 

"You are bothering me. Are you not going home?" He stands up and leaves you standing in the kitchen. The last thing you can hear is his door. 

Slowly you walk back into the living room and sit down next to your boyfriend. 

"Is everything fine?", he whispers. You shake your head and hug him. "Wanna talk about it?" 

"Later." For a second he looks at you but then he nods. He plays one last round and then stands up. 

"Night boys", he says and takes your hand. 

"Goodnight Seungmin, goodnight Jeongin." You smile at them and then walk with Jisung towards his room. You two get into his bed. 

"Wanna tell me about it now?" You let out a small sigh. 

"Minho is so cold towards me lately", you whisper, feeling the tears appearing in your eyes. 

"He is not hugging me anymore, too. Or does the usual things he did. He has been cold since…" He looks at you with wide eyes. "Since we are together." 

"No way", you say. "But it's true… since he knows we are together." 

“But why is he so cold to both of us? I… I just don't get it.”

“I don't understand that as well. It's so strange.” 

"It really hurts. It hurts so fucking much." You look at Jisung. His eyes are all watery. 

"Oh Sungie", you whisper, hugging him even tighter. You know Jisung and Minho have a special relationship. "I know you love him." Suddenly Jisung backs away from you and stares at you with big eyes. 

“How did you… When did you…”, he stutters and then bits his lower lip. Confused, you look at him. 

“Sungie, what do you mean? I don't understand you”, you whisper, shaking your head. 

“So you didn't mean…?” He lets out a sigh and closes his eyes for a second. 

“What, Han Jisung? Can you please tell me?” He stays silent for a moment. 

“You know that I love you, right?”, he suddenly asks, making you suspicious. “I know I don't tell you that often but I really love you.” 

“But?” You ask carefully. He looks everywhere but you. 

“It's not a but it's just…”, he breathes in heavily. “You were right. I love him. I love Minho.” 

“Tell me something new, Sungie. I know that you love him.” 

“But I really love him. Like I love you.” For a moment you are speechless but then everything suddenly makes sense. He was always kinda obvious. You feel Jisungs anxious glance at you.

“That's fine. Since when can you only love one person?” 

“Why are you not angry?” Jisung asks, getting up a bit to have a better look at you. 

“Darling, why should I? I know that you always had a special relationship with Minho.”

“I love you.” You giggle at the sudden confession. 

“I love you too.” You two fall silent for a second. 

“What will we do now? Will we even do something?” 

“You know”, you whisper, getting even closer to him because he is so warm. “I always felt comfortable and safe around Minho. He makes me laugh and I feel warm around him. I can't really explain it but I… really like him. Maybe even more than just a Friend.” 

“You too?” You start to smile and shrug with your shoulder. 

“I think so.” Jisung smiles softly back at you.

“Do you think we should talk to him?”

“I think we should. At least I want to know why he is so cold towards us lately.” 

“Maybe even tomorrow?”, Jisung asks nervously but also kinda excited. 

“We could do that. But can we plan this tomorrow in the morning? I'm tired.”

“Sure”, he says, smiling at you. You say your goodnights and half an hour later you two are sleeping. 

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It's not the morning of the next day but the afternoon and you are waiting in a park near their dorm. You check your watch. Jisung and Minho should arrive soon. You close your eyes for a moment and enjoy the sun on your skin. 

“Why are we even here?”, you can hear someone asking close to you and it sounded like Minho. 

“Because why not?” That's Jisung. Suddenly you feel all nervous. You take a deep breath, stand up from the bence and walk towards the two young men. 

“What are you doing here?”, Minho says. Very welcoming.

“Actually we both wanted to talk to you.” 

“Should that be the reason then I'm leaving. And I thought you wanted to do something with me.” Minho is already leaving and you see how Jisungs hands are starting to shake. 

“Minho, please wait. We really want to talk to you”, you say, taking his hand and stopping him. For a moment he hesitates but then lets out a little sigh. 

“But only for a few minutes.” 

“We, Sungie and I, both feel like you are giving us a cold shoulder since we are in a relationship and we would like to know why”, you start off because you feel like Jisung is not ready yet. You see Minho smirk. 

“What are you talking about? That's some bullshit.”

"No it's not!", Jisung now says. "You are not hugging me anymore. You ignore me whenever I try to do something with you. It's like you don't care anymore."

"That's not true!", Minho tries to shake it off but you see fear in his eyes. 

"Listen Minnie, we are not mad at you. We just want to know what is up with you. Did we do something wrong? We miss you", you whisper, carefully taking Minho's hand. To your surprise he does not back away. For a moment he just stares at your hand holding his and then at Sungies and your hand. He lets out a low sigh. 

"I'm sorry", Minho suddenly whispers, taking Jisung and you by surprise. Both of you didn't expect Minho to say that. 

"What?"

"I said I'm sorry." He seid, avoiding meeting your eyes. 

"So you fess up that you indeed gave us a cold shoulder?", you ask guardedly. He lets out a low sigh. 

"Yes." 

"I'm gonna kill you", Jisung mutters, hitting Minho a few times. 

"Oh so you think you would manage to do it?" This question makes all of you laugh. You feel your body getting all warm just by hearing Minho’s and Jisung’s laugh together. 

“Would you also tell us why you acted the way you did?” Are your eyes fooling you, or is Minho getting a little red?

“I… Do I need to?”

“Yes you need to!” Minho let’s out a loud whine and moves nervously from foot to foot. You hold back a big smile. He looks all shy and you rarely see him like that. 

"But don't get mad at me. I'm also just a human", he says. 

"You are human?" A small smile flashes over Minho's lips before he gets serious again. 

"I was jealous, okay?" 

"Jealous of whom? And why?" Now Minho starts laughing, looking down towards his shoes. 

"That's the thing… I was jealous of both of you." Minho breathes in deeply. 

"Why?", you ask carefully. "Is it because we have a relationship and you don't?" 

"That's not it!" You and Jisung exchange a glance. You know both of you think and hope the same thing. Could it even be? 

Minho is jumping up and down in tiny. “It’s because I… Because I like you, both of you. I know it might sound strange and I hope you will not find me disgusting.” 

Your heart starts to beat faster and you start to smile from ear to ear. You see Jisung getting all excited. Then he just hugs Minho. Minho’s eyes are getting bigger as he feels Jisungs arms around him. You squeeze his hand tightly and just smile at him. 

“I will tell you a secret. We also like you quite a lot. Like more than just a friend.”

“It kinda feels like a joke and you are just teasing me”, he whispers, pressing his lips together. 

“It hurts that you think we would do that”, you reply, messing up his hair. Minho gives you a death stare but it's not as good as usual. Maybe because he is so distracted by the situation.

“Minho, we are serious. We really like you. Both of us and it sounds like you do too. So…”, Jisungie says, getting a bit nervous again. Now Minho starts to smirk but in a soft kinda way. 

“So what?”, he asks, pricking into Jisungs waist. There he is again. The normal Minho. 

“Would you like to be a part of this relationship too? Jisungie and I would both be very happy about that.” 

“I mean of course how could be not be happy when you have the chance to be in a relationship with THE Lee Minho”, he jokes, giving you two an arrogant look. 

“Be careful, Minnie”, Jisung warns the taller one, pricking his chest. Minho looks at the younger one with  a soft smile on his face. 

“Okay, okay but just this time.” 

Slowly you get closer to the two and wrap your arms around them. 

“Thank you for being honest with us, Minnie. But you still need to make us food as an apology.” Minho starts to laugh and shakes his head. 

“You wish!” he replies. 

“I think that's a good idea. You definitely need to cook for us”, Jisung agrees with big shiny eyes.

 

“I hate you!”, Minho claims, trying to get out of the hug. 

“No you love us.” Suddenly Minhos cheeks are getting all red and he lets out a whine. You are quite fascinated. You rarely see him like that.  

“Alright I will cook for you but I decide what it will be.” 

You and Jisung exchange a glance and start to smile. 

“That's okay for us. Everything you cook is good.” Minho rolls his eyes but you can still see his little smile. 

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[kangaroosmile]

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This is my Stray Kids masterlist and I hope you find what you are searching for. 😊

I often write skz × gnreader. You can find my gnreader oneshots here:

skz x gnreader

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I also write Oneshots about polyamorous relationships and made a masterlist. I hope you will like it.

Polyamory Oneshots

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I write stories where Stray Kids members fall in love with other Stray Kids members. Both in mono- and poly-relationships. You can find them when you click here:

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[kangaroosmile]

Dance with me - Lee Know

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description: On your first day as a background dancer of Stray Kids you want to do your best. But your shoulder don't want the way you want and so you mess up the choreo, making Lee Know angry. Absolutely not the start that you wished for. But maybe everything can change when you need to dance a partner choreo with Minho. Everything could change, right?

pairings: Lew Know x gnreader

genre: fluff, idol x background dancer

word count: 2.1k

warnings: shoulder pain, mean Minho at the beginning

You can find more of my stories under Stray Kids Masterlist

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It's a monday. You usually hate mondays but today is the day of all days. It's your first day as a new background dancer for Stray Kids. And you are nervous. Very much. But who wouldn't? Yes you are a fan of their music and you also like them as human beings. But still it was your first job as a dancer in a while after breaking your shoulder. 

One last time you breathe in deeply before you enter the studio. Other people are already there. They must be dancers too. They look at you and you wave your hand. They start to smile and you feel relieved. 

After a few minutes the choreographer enters the room, greets you and you start to learn the new choreo. It's a hard one but you are happy that you can finally work again. It's been so long that you did it.

You are so deep down in the choreo and just feel the adrenaline that you don't notice that your shoulder slowly starts to hurt. Your doctor told you that this could happen when you start too early again. 

But now at the break you have before training with the boys you feel the pain. It's not much but still a bit distracting. 

Out of habit you start to play with our earrings while you wait to finally meet the boys. You always do that when you are nervous. 

"Let's go", the choreographer finally says and opens the door. "We will meet them in a bigger studio." You grab your backpack and your water and follow the others. 

When you enter the studio, loud music is playing and eight people are dancing to it. It's them, you think and feel the adrenaline pump through your veins. You wait till they finish dancing. 

"Good. Now I want to connect your choreos. Most of the dancers you already know", the choreographer you worked with, start to talk waving you all closer to the boys. "We have two new dancers." He says pointing towards you and a girl. Suddenly you feel all shy. You give them a little bow and then smile softly. You see them smile back at you two and feel better already. 

"Alright. Let's start." Slowly the other dancers find their start places. You are a bit anxious as you go to your place.

The music starts to play and it's going fine. Totally fine but then you suddenly feel a pain in your shoulder. Stronger than before. You can't even lift your arm normally. Maybe you should have waited a bit to get a new job. 

Too late you recognise that everyone stopped and is looking at you. 

"You messed up the choreo. Didn't you learn it earlier. How can you mess up such an easy move?" You hear Lee Know and look up. He is staring at you annoyed. 

"I'm sorry", you stutter and bow a little. He lets out a loud tsk and turns towards the mirror again. 

"Is everything fine?", one of the other dancers asks you with worry in their eyes. 

"I had a shoulder surgery a few months ago and it suddenly started to hurt again", you explain but move to your start position again because the music starts to play. 

As you start to move again you clench your teeths because the pain in your shoulder doesn't want to go away. Again and again you feel a glance towards you. It makes you really feel bad and you are tearing up. You didn't imagine it that way. 

"Okay one more time and then we are done for today", the choreographer shouts. You roll your shoulder slowly, only making it worse. For a second you close your eyes but open them again as the music starts one last time. You do your best but you know you are messing up. 

After the music stops and everyone goes for their water bottle you walk up to the choreographer. 

"I'm sorry that I didn't do my best. My shoulder started to hurt. It will not happen again", you say, bowing. 

"Let us hope that it will not happen again", he replies but has a little smile on his lips. You bow again and then take your backpack. 

As you walk out of the studio you can hear how someone says :" I mean who hired them? They did an awful job. We need dancers that work as hard as we do." It sounds like Minho. 

"I heard that they had shoulder surgery and their shoulder started to hurt again during our practice today", you hear Felix saying. 

"Then they should have waited till everything was healed. We don't need ill dancers." 

"Oh shut up already. You didn't get enough sleep last night", Chan mutters. "Let's just go home. And I don't want to hear any stupid sentences anymore. You are better than that Minnie." 

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Weeks have passed and your shoulder doesn't hurt anymore not even during dance practice and you are very happy about it. All in all you couldn't be any happier. Just one thing or like one person makes everything not as good as it could be. 

The thing is, you know Minho is not like that. You can see how he is towards his band members and staff. He is not cold hearted, it's just… you don't know. Maybe you two just didn't have the chance for a good start. Buy you wish you two could have had a good start. 

"Alright. We need to get a new choreo into your head. It's a collaboration and just for one video but it's still a lot we need to get through, right Chan?" 

"Right. We should start." 

"Sure. The first part will be dancers buy Minho and", he stops and just looks at you. He forgot your name again. You should be sad about that but all you can think about is dancing with Minho. 

Carefully you look at him. Maybe you shouldn't have looked. Because maybe then you wouldn't have seen his face. He was not happy about the decision. 

"I will not dance with them." Even his band members look at him surprised. 

"Why?" 

"Because they are at the same height as me. It will not look good", he explains, crossing his arms in front of his breast. 

"We are all near your height and it never bothered you while dancing", Jisung mutters, shaking his head. 

"But that's different." You nearly roll your eyes. Something different. Sure. 

"Then I will dance with them. I think we would look good together", Jisung confesses, walking towards you. 

"Alright. It doesn't matter with which part we start." Jisung gives you a soft smile and then focuses on the choreographer. 

The choreo isn't easy but with  Jisung by your side you manage to learn it fast. He just gives you a safe feeling. You can nearly forget that Minho's glance is burning in your back. You don't really understand what his problem is. He didn't want to dance with you so why does he stare at you that way? 

When you finally learned your part with Jisung you smile at him and give him a high five. 

"You did a good job", he mumbles, returning the smile. 

"Thanks, you too." Finally you look up and see Minho still staring at you. His glance is unreadable for you. 

"You definitely need to try a few times on your own. You didn't do your best work." 

"Oh stop already, Minho. What's up with you these days? We did a great job. You are just jealous", Jisung hisses not understanding the behaviour of his best friend. 

For a second Minho eyes switch between you and Jisung. 

"I need a break", he then says and is already walking out. 

"What was that?", Chan asks, confused.

"I'm sorry", you mutter. 

"It's not your fault. Minho is not fully there. I don't know what's wrong", Jisung says while patting your shoulder. "But I have a theory."

"Let's move on. We can do Minho's part later", Chan says, not looking happy. 

"Maybe you should go after him and finally speak with each other." It's Jisung. For a moment you look at him confused. 

"Just trust me. Go after him." You let out a little sigh but then follow Minho, grabbing two water bottles. 

You find Minho just a few steps next to the studio sitting on the floor. Searching for a reaction you slowly sit down next to him. You put the water bottle next to him and drink a bit yourself. You are still exhausted by the choreo you just learned. 

You two sit there in silence for a few minutes. He is playing with the water bottle. 

"You know, I'm sorry", he whispers suddenly. Surprised, you look up from your lap. 

"Where did that come from all of the sudden?", you ask, raising one eyebrow. 

"I wanted to tell you that for a while now but never had the courage to do so", he explains. "The first time we met I wasn't in a good mood. That doesn't mean I had the right to let it out on you. It was not fair and I'm sorry for that." 

"Thanks for the apology. To be honest it hurted quite a lot but I can also understand you. You work so hard to have the best end product and I messed things up." 

"Still I feel bad." 

"It's okay. I know you are not like that. I can see how you treat your band members." 

"Does your shoulder still hurt sometimes?" 

"Lucky not anymore. It stopped after the first few training sessions." Minho slowly nods. 

"That's good to hear. I was really concerned that it might still hurt." A warm feeling starts to spread inside you and you start to smile. 

Carefully you pad Minho's knee smiling at him. 

"I'm also sorry for earlier", he tells you after a few minutes. 

"I think Jisung needs an apology more than I do, Minho." 

"I will do it when we go back inside." 

"Alright then do that. Let's go", you say already standing up but Minho holds you back. 

"Wait there is one more thing." You stop in your movement and just look at him. He swallows hard. 

"I know that might sound strange but… I got jealous seeing you and Hannie dance together like that." 

"But you where the one that didn't want to dance with me", you whisper in confusion. He lets out a little sigh. 

"Because I thought it would be better for me and my heart when we don't dance together. But I guess seeing you dance with Hannie was even worse", he confesses, looking away from you but his red ears can't lie. Softly you touch his cheek and rub your finger against his hot skin. 

"Better for you and your heart? What do you mean?" 

"That I like you and thought it would not be good for me dancing with you because it would make me fall even harder for you." 

"I like you too." Finally he meets your eyes again. 

"Are you serious? After all the idiot things I did?"

"Like I said earlier. I know you are not usually like that. You can be a tease and sassy but not mean. You help them with choreos should they have a hard time. You care about people and you have a big heart", you say calmly and touch his chest. "Right there." 

"Stop, you making me blush again", he whines but doesn't break the glance. Now you start to giggle and just give Minho a big hug. 

"I like seeing you blush." 

"Of course you do but you will regret this later", he tells you with a little sly smile one his lips. You didn't expect anything different from him. 

"Is that a promise?" You ask leaning closer towards him. 

"Of course." 

"Have you finished talking so we can finally continue?" Minho and you move fastly apart and look up towards Hyunjin. He is hiding a smile. 

"I guess you haven't eaten tissues in a while, huh?", Minho asks, already getting up. You hold back a laugh as Hyunjin closes the door without saying anything. 

You take his hand and pull him back. 

"Before we go back, I have a question for you." He looks at you raising one eyebrow. "What do you think about cooking somthing together?" 

"I would like that." He answers giving you a bride smile that you return happily. 

Finally you two stand up walk towards the studio door. 

"Wait a second" you whisper. With his hand already on the dòorhandle he stops and looks at you. Fast you close the distance between you two and give him a kiss one his cheek. Then without waiting for a reaction you open the door and walk inside the studio. 

"You will regret this later", you hear him mumble before following you. But all you can do is smile from ear to ear.

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[kangaroosmile]

Picnic with a Fairy - Han Jisung Au

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description: Jisung and you are best friends for years but today is the day when you will confess your love for him. You thought you knew Jisung very well, still you learn something very new about him.

pairings: Han Jisung x gnreader

genre: best friends; sunset; love confession; fairy; fairy Han jisung

word count: 1.3 k

You can find more of my stories under Stray Kids Masterlist

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One last time you checked whether everything you bought earlier was in your bag. You grabbed one more blanket and looked up the weather one last time, making sure that the weather was still good in the evening.

When you left your small flat, you got your bike and headed towards the Han River. You knew there would be many people but Jisung and you found a beautiful little place where you two could spend time together without other people.

You met Jisung in middle school. You were still able to remember your first meeting as if it happened yesterday. You two had signed up into the school choir and were asked to sing a duet. In the beginning it was strange, because you two were strangers to each other but it was the beginning of a long term friendship. You didn't know when your friendship changed into something more. At least from your side.

Maybe it was, when you two graduated and danced all night next to each other.

Maybe it was, when you two went on a short trip to see the ocean. Just the two of you watching the sunset.

Maybe it was, when you two watched movies all night and fell asleep in eachothers arms.

You really couldn't tell exactly. You just knew that someday you realised it. For years you kept quiet but you couldn't stay quiet anymore. Today was the day.

When you arrived at your secret place Jisung was already there. You smiled a little when you saw him sitting there. He had his back towards you and hummed a soft melody.

“You should really record this melody. It sounds beautiful”, you whispered next to his ear, making him flinch.

He turned his head towards you and within seconds a wide smile appeared on his lips.

“One day I will get a heart attack”, he whined with a big pout on his lips. Slowly you let yourself fall down next to him and started to unpack the things you took with you.

“No way, you got me cheesecake!”, he nearly screamed, grabbing the cheesecake and opening it.

“Why don't we start with the other food and you can eat the cheesecake later?” He looked at you for a moment with disbelief in his eyes before he dug his fork into the cheesecake. "Oh my god Sungie!", you laughed while you shook your head. He was just incredible. And that's also why you liked him so much.

"What?", he asked with his mouth full of cheesecake which made you even laugh harder.

"Nothing. But does it taste good?" Now his eyes started to shine and he nodded enthusiastically. Seeing him like that made you extremely happy.

“Alright then eat your cake and after that I will show you what I also got.” While he ate his cheesecake you watched the beautiful sunset.

“It's been a while since we watched the sunset together", you whispered, watching the sunset.

“It's beautiful.” For a moment it's silent between you two. It was comfortable. Just Jisung that munched his cheesecake.

“Yes it is”, he muttered after a second. You started smiling and kept watching the sunset.

You didn't even notice that Jisung finished his cheesecake until he wrapped an arm around your shoulders.

“What's inside your beautiful mind?”, he whispered, poking your side, showing you his beautiful smile. You turned your head towards him.

“I have a lot on my mind, Jisungie”, you whispered, softly carrying his knee.

“You know, you can always talk to me, right?”, he mumbled, leaning a bit towards you.

“I know, Sungie. You know I already planned to tell you something”, you said, suddenly feeling all nervous. “To be honest, I know this could ruin our friendship but I can't be silent about this anymore.” You could feel his glance on you.

“What are you talking about?”, he whispered, quite confused. You stayed silent for another moment.

“I don't know when it started. But something changed. At first I didn't recognise that feeling but now I know that feeling.” Carefully you grabbed his hand. “I like you. Like more than friends. I like you for a while now and I can't keep it to myself anymore. Maybe this will ruin your friendship, I'm sorry.” Jisung didn't say anything which made you quite anxious. Suddenly you heard a soft whine from Jisung. With big eyes you stared at him. "Jisung what's happening?", you asked anxious, seeing him with eyes pressed together and a painful grimace. "Hey, talk to me Sungie. You scare me!" Jisung was bending over and was still whining.

"My back, my back!", he whispered. "It's burning." Fastly you opened his jacket and undress him.

"Jisung", you whispered shocked as you saw what was on his back. "You have… these are… wings?" Slowly they spread out and Jisung let out a little sigh.

"Thank you", he then whispered, now looking towards you again.

"What?", you asked dumbfounded. You were more than confused. "I'm sorry but what just happened?" Jisung flapped his wings softly. They looked beautiful in soft blue and green. "Am I dreaming? Is this really real?"

"I'm sorry, love. It must be a bit overwhelming for you", he muttered. "I can tell you, you are not sleeping. This is real." Carefully he brushed over your hand that was laying next to his. "You probably have a lot of questions."

"Kinda", you mumbled, still staring at him with big eyes.

"Where should I start…", Jisung whispered after a short silence between you. "My mother is human just like you are but my dad was a fairy. They met when my dad got lost and went out of their forest. My mother took care of him and they fell in love but my dad had to leave again", he started to explain.

"Have you ever met him?" He nodded slightly.

"Yes a few times."

"In the beginning I didn't even know that he was a fairy. When I turned 13 they told me. It is the age fairies normally get their wings. It's a really special moment. There is normally a big party and you will officially be part of the community." You could sense that something was wrong.

"But?", you asked and raised one eyebrow.

"But because I'm not a full blood fairy it's different. My dad knew that I'm not the first child of a fairy and a human but my dad still hoped that his blood was strong enough so I would get my wings at 13."

"That's kinda… that's kinds stupid to be honest. It must have been a lot of pressure on you", you mumbled, side hugging the young man.

"Well yeah." He had a sad smile on his face and nodded.

"But why now?"

"My dad couldn't tell me when I would get my wings or even if I ever got my wings. I studied a lot of books. Tried to find answers.

Some said, they could appear when the person you love, loves you too and you two are soulmates", he explained, still playing with your hand. "I guess… I guess they were not wrong." His last words were nothing more than a whisper.

"You love me?" After a moment, Jisung nodded.

"Yes I think I love you." You could feel your heart beat faster and your hands started to shake.

"And I like you so… that's why your wings appeared", you whispered, smiling. "They look beautiful." With big eyes Jisung stared back at you.

"Thank you." He leaned in and gave you a kiss on your cheek, which made you giggle.

"Can I maybe have a kiss here?", you asked shyly and pointed at your lips. With a soft laugh Jisung nodded and leaned in again. The kiss was soft and light. You could feel his hands wandering towards your face, making you feel safe, while you softly hugged him.

When you backed away, you just stared at him, smiling.

"What do you think, should we eat now before the sun is completely down?" You could hear a loud growl and started to laugh. "I guess that's a yes." That made Jisung whine and hide his face in the crook of your neck.

"That's so embarrassing but yes that sounds good. Let's eat."

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[kangaroosmile]

Sing with Me - Jisung

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description: You don't really like karaoke that much but when your boyfriend, Han Jisung, asks you to go to one with him you just can't say not.

pairings: Han Jisung x gnreader

genre: boyfriend Jisung, singing together karaoke,

word count: 1.6 k

warnings: insecure about singing (please tell me should you recognise other tws)

You can find more of my stories under Stray Kids Masterlist

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"Karaoke?", you asked, probably with wide eyes. When Jisung saw your glance at him, he couldn't hold back a shackle.

"Ome on this will be fun!", he said with stars in his eyes but also smirking. 

"Yeah for you but not for me. I can't sing." He began to pout. Clearly he thought it would be easier to convince you to do Karaoke with him. 

"That's probably not even true", he tried again. 

"Well you never heard singing, right? So you can't say I can sing." 

"It also means that you could sing but I just never heard it yet!" 

You let out a big sigh and rolled your eyes. Sometimes your boyfriend was just annoying. At least it was the cute kind of annoying. 

"You know what you are super annoying right?", you asked while rolling your eyes. 

"But you like it", he whispered, playing with his eyebrows. Now you started to giggle and shaped his upper arm lightly. 

"Yah! That was hurtful", Jisung shouted, holding his arm. 

"That was not even strong", you replied, showing him your tongue. 

Now he started to laugh. He leant towards you and hugged you closely. It was one of his habits that you absolutely adored. 

"Please come with me. You don't even have to sing. Just be there with me. It would mean a lot to me." You let out a little sigh and closed your eyes. How could you say no to him, when he looked at you so sweetly? 

"Alright let's go BUT you have to treat me to dinner for it", you muttered which made Jusung jump up and down in little. You couldn't hold back and started to laugh. 

"Alright let's go!", he said enthusiastically, already standing up. You nearly said something but you hold back. You were just happy that he wanted to go outside on his own. Slowly you stood up, getting ready too and then waiting for him at the front door of their dorm. 

"Where are you heading?", you heard Hyunjins voice. He looked like he was still half asleep. 

"Sungie wanted to go to a karaoke bar", you explained. Confused, Hyunjin checked the time and then looked back at you. 

"At this time?" 

"Why not?", you hear Jisung behind you. 

"With a bit of luck there are not too many people out there at this hour." 

"Probably"

"Why are you even up at this time?" 

"I could ask you both the same", Hyunjin replied. 

"Touché." You started to laugh, grabbed Jisungs hands and pulled him towards the door. 

"We are off. Go to sleep again, Hyun." 

"Bye, Hyunjin-hyung." 

"Have fun you two", Hyunjin shouts as the two of you walk outside. 

You called an uber that took you to Jisungs favourite karaoke bar. In the beginning of Stray Kids he and the other members went there quite often. But they didn't have much time to do that anymore. 

Jisung still held your hand and you were quite happy about it. You two went through a rough time in your relationship and to be honest more than one time you thought you two would break up but because you two love eachother so much you decided to go to a therapy together. And it worked. You two understood each other better now and talked to each other every time something was wrong. 

"We are here. Come, let's go", Jisung said and gave you a little kiss. You nodded and got off the uber after him. 

"Anyways what food will you buy us later?", you asked, giving him a little smirk. He rolled his eyes but started to smile. 

“You already think about that? We haven't eaten breakfast yet but you think about dinner.” He started giggling. 

“Well whose fault is that?”, you asked, raising one eyebrow. He was avoiding meeting your eyes. Instead he was looking at the person standing behind the counter, waiting for customers.

“Hello, we would like to have a karaoke room”, you said, after you noticed that Jisung went quiet. 

“Of course. You will pay when you leave. Do you need further instructions or are you familiar with our karaoke bar?” 

“It's not my first time here”, Jisung said.  

“Amazing! Let's see… Room 7 is all yours.” Both of you thanked them and Jisung led you to room 7. 

“What do you want to drink?”, you asked after sitting down. Jisung was too focused on checking the mic that he didn't hear you. “Can't do multitasking, huh?” As he heard this, he turned around pouting and made you giggle. 

“Normally that's my phrase.” Slowly you nodded, remembering one of the last videos the boys had filmed. 

“I know.” Jisung let out a little sigh. He walked up to you and sat down, hugging you. “I love you too”, you responded to his unsaid confession. 

“Can you order a taro milk tea for me, please?”, he whispered, looking at the display that was set on the table. Lightly you nodded and ordered some tea for you too. 

“Don't you want to sing?”, you asked, laughing lightly. “Or are you getting all shy suddenly?” 

“Yah! As if”, he nearly shouted. He stood up and started to look at the songs. Soon “Gone Away” started to play which made you shuckle.

“You are playing save, huh?”, you teased as he started to sing, but then went quiet to listen to his voice. 

There was no doubt, you fell in love with his voice first and then with the rest of this amazing young man. For a moment you closed your eyes and just listened to him hitting these high notes. When he finished he looked at you smiling while you started to clap and smile too. 

“You did an amazing job”, you whispered. “Oh by the way your bubble tea arrived.” Immediately he rushed towards you and took a big sip out of his tea, which made you laugh. 

“It tastes really good”, he said, smiling widely and doing a little dance in front of you. 

“I'm happy you like it.” He gave you his best smile and then turned around again. 

“What do you want me to sing?”

“What?”, you asked, a little dumbfounded. 

“You can choose a song you want to hear me singing.” For a moment you thought about it. 

“Sweet Nights by V.” Out of the blue Jisung looked a bit unsure. 

“But this song is so good I can't compete. V is such a good singer.” 

“And you are not a good singer? Yes V is an amazing singer. Still this doesn't mean that you are not. It will sound different but I'm sure your version will sound amazing in your kind of way.” His glance softened. 

“Alright but you have to sing the next song with me.” To be honest you just waited for this moment. 

“You know, sometimes I really hate you”, you replied, rolling your eyes. 

“That's a lie. I know that you love me.” He closed the distance between you and gave you a small kiss on the forehead, which made you all soft again. 

“Alright, I will sing with you, Sungie.” Happy with the answer, he turned around and started singing. 

You stood up and started hugging him from behind. You loved those kinds of moments between the two of you. They were quite rare since Stray Kids had a lot of interviews and performances to do. 

“You rocked it”, you whispered, as he sang the last notes. He started to giggle and turned his head towards you 

“Thank you.” For a moment you two went quiet. Then a sly smile appears on his lips and you already know what will come. 

“Let's sing together.” You rolled your eyes but then nodded. 

“Remember when we watched The Greatest Showman?” 

“Do you want us to sing Rewrite the Stars?” He just started laughing. 

“Yes! I really like that duet. You know me well.” 

To be honest you were quite nervous. It was not like you couldn't sing at all. It was just, Jisungs voice was so beautiful and he was so talented that you felt so small everytime when he sang and you wanted to sing with him. It was clearly not his fault but yours. 

You accepted the mic he gave you.

“Are you ready?”

“No but let's start”, you said laughing, trying to play it off. 

One last time he looked at you and then started the song. He sang the first part and as always he sounded so good. His voice sounded so soft that it nearly melted you. 

When it was your turn, you took one last breath and began to sing. You really liked the song when you listened to it for the first time. Since then the song was on your playlist. 

You could feel his glance on you but you didn't dare to cross it. The more you sang the more confident you got and slowly a smile appeared on your lips. And when Jisung began to sing too you couldn't feel better. Finally you looked Jisung in the eyes. He just smiled at you and took your hand. When the song was over he just stared at you for a moment. 

“You have to swear that you will ever say again that you can't sing. You were amazing. Please, why did you never sing in front of me?”, he asked while pouting. You patted his cheek softly. 

“Maybe because your voice is so amazing and I thought mine is just ordinary. Thanks for the compliment. It means a lot to me.” Jisung gave you a little kiss on the cheek and hugged you tied. 

“Does that mean you will sing another song with me?” 

“That depends on which song you have in mind.” He started laughing. 

“I will take that as a yes.” 

“Do whatever you want but you still have to buy me dinner.” He winked at you. 

“Whatever you wish, love.”

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