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Honestly
After dating for six years, Miya Atsumu is beginning to have reservations about his relationship with Sakusa Kiyoomi.
Atsumu x Sakusa, post timeskip Warnings: one mention of sex, nothing else
Listen to Honestly by Monsta X (Narr. by Sistar's Dasom) while reading. Maybe look up the lyrics after.
Originally posted on AO3. Read below if you donât want to redirect there haha.
The day Atsumu Miya asked Kiyoomi Sakusa out, he was nervous to the point that he almost puked. He never felt that nervous before; never before a volleyball match, never whenever their parents scolded him and Osamu for staying out late. So, when the curly-haired man agreed to go on a date with him, the relief that washed over Atsumu was as big as an ocean. One date prompted another one and another and another⊠until one night, after watching a movie about best friends loving each other but never finding the right chance through the years, Sakusa asked Atsumu if he would like to come inside his apartment. Atsumu was elated. Who was he to decline? Thus, the dates escalated to sleepovers and sooner than later, the two made their relationship official. The sound of his phone chiming catches Atsumuâs attention, breaking him out of his trip down memory lane. [ keiji said yes! ] Itâs from his brother Osamu. Tonightâs the night he planned to propose to his boyfriend, Akaashi Keiji. Atsumu remembers how his twin had been nervous, afraid that his boyfriend will say no. Itâs his brotherâs proposal that made him think back on his own relationship in the first place. He quickly typed a response. [ congrats, bro â from the best man (in all aspects) ] Osamu and Akaashi, after meeting shortly after they graduated from college, began dating when they were twenty-five, three years after Atsumu and Kiyoomi became a couple. When his brother had brought the proposal up, Atsumu inwardly sighed. He already knew that their family and friends will start asking him questions. Youâre the older twin, arenât you supposed to get engaged first? You and Kiyoomi are dating longer, are you really not ready to tie the knot yet? Atsumu groans at the thought. He reminds himself that his problem is not about Osamu. Itâs Kiyoomi. For, despite dating for the last six years, he canât see a future with Kiyoomi. He looks at his laptop screen, brightness turned into the lowest setting, afraid that someone might see what heâs Googling: How to break up with your boyfriend of six years? Atsumu cannot remember when he had stopped feeling a rush of emotions whenever Kiyoomi looked at him. He cannot remember the last time he truly felt happy spending time with the man. Hell, even when it came to fucking, his orgasms take too long to come. So here he is, in the living room of the apartment he rented with Kiyoomi, in the middle of the night, searching for ways on how to break up with the man sleeping peacefully in their shared bedroom. He had told Hinata about it but the younger man only shrieked in alarm, saying itâs a mistake, that maybe itâs just a rough patch; he shouldnât make rash decisions. But rough patches are supposed to be two-sided. Atsumu can tell that Kiyoomi is still stupidly in love with him. But he, he wants to leave. After all, whatâs the purpose of staying in a relationship when youâre no longer happy?
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The next morning, the smell of freshly baked toast wakes Atsumu up. He almost sighs; of course, Kiyoomi just had to recreate the first breakfast they had when they moved in together. He takes his sweet time stretching before going to their bathroom and as he sees every day since living with Kiyoomi, his face wash and toothbrush are already waiting to be used. Atsumu smiles at the gesture, trying to search within him the familiar wave of happiness that kept visiting him for months after they began cohabiting. Empty. He canât feel anything at his boyfriendâs action. He quickly finishes up in the bathroom before going out to meet his boyfriend. âGood morning, sweets,â Kiyoomi greets, bringing a glass of freshly made orange juice to the square table. Atsumu looks at his boyfriend whose arms are open for a hug. When he first met the man, he never thought heâd see this side of him. Kiyoomi Sakusa had been a stoic man and while most days he remains his unbothered self in front of others, Atsumu had crawled his way inside the manâs heart and soul. Kiyoomi Sakusa was a tough shell to crack but Atsumu managed to do it. Maybe now that heâs unraveled everything inside the man who had captured his attention that first time he attended Nationals in his high school year, Atsumu is lost. Still, he moves closer to the man and hugs him back, planting a soft kiss on his cheek. âMorning, sweets.â They take their places at the dining table and begin to eat. Kiyoomi rants about a distant relativeâs eighteenth birthday that Komori is forcing him to attend. In the past, whenever Kiyoomi tells stories or just rants like how heâs doing right now, Atsumu listens with delight. But now heâs just nodding along. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing when I see you. He doesnât let the thoughts escape his mouth. Instead, he says, âOsamu finally proposed to Akaashi.â Kiyoomiâs brow perks up in interest. âBokuto is probably going to throw a fit at practice. Something about how his best friend is all grown up now. Remind me to steer clear from him.â Atsumu almost smiles. He takes a long time to drink from his glass, wondering what his boyfriend must be thinking. Though Kiyoomi has never made anything remotely suggestive about marriage, he knew it must have crossed the curly-haired manâs mind at least once. After all, the man mentioned to him that he dates not for fun. Sakusa Kiyoomi is a man who dates to marry. And what about Atsumu? Sure, he can picture himself as a husband in the future, taking care of kids, just doing whatever the hell husbands and dads like to do. But the thing is, he just canât find it in his heart to care about it at the moment. There are just too many things to focus on, surely, love can wait, right? âSo, whenâs the party?â Kiyoomiâs question brings Atsumu back to their table. âWhat makes you think thereâs a party?â The only response of his lover is a âduhâ stare and this time, Atsumu actually laughs. âI donât know yet⊠maybe next weekend.â âOkay,â Kiyoomi says, âIâll save the date.â Atsumu doesnât reply and they finish their breakfast in silence.
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Atsumu is a loud person himself so being teammates with Bokuto is like having a taste of his own medicine on a daily basis. As soon as he entered the gym, the older man goes towards him, his arms wide open. ââTsumu! Akaashi is getting married!â âI know very well, Bokuto-san,â he replies. âAs far as I remember, itâs my brother who asked to marry him.â Bokuto laughs. âI canât believe it! What gifts should I get them?â Atsumu raises an eyebrow. âThereâs no wedding yet, why are you fretting about a gift?â âWell, there is going to be an engagement party, right? I should impress the couple so Iâll be the best man.â âSorry to break it to you, Bokuto-san, but I think Atsumu is going to be the best man,â Kiyoomi interjects as he passes by the two of them. âSakusa!â Bokuto whines as he begins walking towards the center of the gym. âThere can be two best men!â âEh?â Hinata joins them. âThen youâre going to be âbetterâ men, not best. Isnât best a superlative word?â Bokuto makes a face at the bright-haired man. âSo now you know your English, Shoyou?â The remark makes them laugh. Atsumu meets Kiyoomiâs eyes. During other times, he would wink at his lover but the moment their eyes meet, Atsumuâs laughter dies down and he awkwardly looks away, missing the confusion on Kiyoomiâs face. Practice was uneventful. Atsumuâs serves are as good as they can be. Sakusa played as great as ever. Ever since they began dating, the two have established that they would act professionally around each other during practices and games. No PDA, no special treatments. So far, the two have succeeded in making their relationship separate from work. Which is why Atsumu is surprised when Meian asks him to stay behind after practice. âWhat it is, captain?â The older man is sweating and Atsumu feels a little bitter about how he still managed to look good, the beads of sweat only making him manlier. âAre you and Sakusa having problems?â âHuh?â âI donât know,â Meian says. âI noticed you barely set for him; I can even go as far to say that youâre avoiding him.â Atsumu lets out a shaky laugh. âI donât know what you want me to say.â âYouâre two of the best players of this team,â Meian says matter-of-factly. âI just donât want your personal relations to get in the way. Whatever issues youâre having, I hope you can work it out.â Maybe itâs the tiredness, maybe itâs the way Meian spoke so kindly, that Atsumu broke. âIâm having thoughts of breaking up with him.â The moment the words leave his mouth, Atsumu wants to take them back. Itâs as if saying the words make them real. His captain masks his reaction under a neutral expression. âAnd why do you want to break up?â Atsumu shrugs. âI just donât feel anything when Iâm with him anymore. No more excitement, no more thrill. Iâm starting to get bored.â At that, Meian laughs. âSo, because youâre over the honeymoon phase, you want to end things? A relationship is not always rainbows and fun, Atsumu. There will be dull and still days. Have you brought this up to Sakusa?â His only answer is a guilty look, making his captain sigh. âLook, donât make rash decisions based on your emotions, or lack of it. Think back to what Sakusa and your relationship mean to you.â Atsumu thanks Meian before joining the rest of the team in the lockers. He changes into his spare clothes while Sakusa waited for him, already packed up. Living close to the gym, the two has made it a habit to take showers at home. On the ride home, Atsumu steals glances at his boyfriend and he gets called out for it. âPlease focus on the road while driving,â Kiyoomi says while his eyes are focused on his phone. Atsumu clears his throat. âAre you not going to ask me?â âWhat?â âWhy captain asked me to stay behind after todayâs practice.â âIs it any of my business?â Itâs an innocent question and Atsumu feels guilty because Kiyoomi is right. Whatever problem Atsumu is having, he brought it upon himself. Kiyoomi is only a victim of his indecisiveness. âNo,â he replies. Kiyoomi surprises him with a gentle touch on his arm. Atsumu shoots him a look and the man smiles at him. âIf you need to talk about anything, you know Iâm here, right?â Atsumu nods without saying anything, letting the guilt envelope his heart.
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Osamu looks so happy. As he watches his brother bring up a linked hand with Akaashi in front of the party, Atsumu wonders if thatâs how he looks like to other people when heâs happy. Itâs been a week since the engagement and as much as he wanted to skip the celebration, he couldnât come up with an excuse not to attend. So here he was, forcing a smile whenever someone jokingly brings up how heâs next in line to get engaged. As the engaged couple gets whisked around the room by friends and relatives, Atsumu clears his throat, ready to tell Kiyoomi that they should be heading home soon. But before he can say anything, his paternal grandparents take the vacant seats at their table. Atsumu inwardly groans, heâs been avoiding them in particular throughout the evening. âWell, itâs my first grandson and his boyfriend,â his grandfather says with a hint of resentment in his voice. When Atsumu came out to the family, the old man had been angry, saying something about how heâs the first grandson and how he should continue the family lineage. He found it unfair, because the old man had been accepting of Osamu when he came out a year before. Damn expectations about first grandsons. If only Osamu was born seven minutes earlier⊠Atsumu forces a smile. âHi, Gramps and Grams. Long time, no see.â âYouâre not visiting us anymore, Atsumu,â his grandmother says softly. âI miss you two.â Where his grandfather is resentful, his grandmother is accepting. After all, he has known that his grandfatherâs favorite is Osamu while his grandmother favors him a little bit more. He watches as Kiyoomi leans across the table to kiss his grandmotherâs cheek. âWeâve been busy these past few months but weâll make sure to visit once weâre off-season.â A smile at him. âRight, sweets?â âYes,â he agrees, but he cannot help but hear his Gramps mutter something under his breath. As it turns out, all three of them did not miss it, for his Grams glares at her husband. âWill you stop? Youâre being unfair to Atsumu. Youâre all supportive towards his brother but youâre acting like this towards him and his boyfriend. Canât you see how much our grandson is madly in love with Kiyoomi? Should I be honest? Atsumu thinks as he hears the last sentence. Grams, honestly⊠Iâm not sure if Iâm still in love with Kiyoomi. He decides to keep his mouth shut as he listens to his Gramps repeat his speech about being the first grandson in the family. Below the table, Atsumu feels Kiyoomiâs hand searching for his. He contemplates distancing his but he remembers Meianâs words from last week. He meets Kiyoomiâs hand and intertwines their fingers together. He feels a squeeze, and heâs surprised how the gesture still manages to calm him, even a little bit. His grandfatherâs reply surprises him. âOf course, I can see!â The man lowers voice as he looks straight at Atsumu. âHe loves him so much and itâs a slap to my face that my first grandson wonât bring me children that are my blood. Of course, I will soon come to terms that heâs in love with a fellow man. But as long as theyâre not married yet, I will keep acting disgruntled.â The old manâs wife giggles and even Kiyoomi tries to stifle a laugh. Atsumu looks around the table. Are his grandfatherâs cheeks actually reddening up? In embarrassment? The three then turn their eyes on him. He shrugs. âWhat can I do? I got Grampsâ hardheadedness so who am I to complain?â That evening, on the drive home, Atsumu gets surprised when Kiyoomi raises a question. âSo, your Gramps says heâll only approve us once we get married.â Atsumu gulps. Should I be honest? âKiyoomi, honestlyââ ââTsumu,â his lover interrupts him. âI noticed it tonight. Youâre uncomfortable whenever someone brings up marriage to you.â He cannot fathom from the voice and tone what the other man is feeling. âAnd what do you feel about me being uncomfortable?â The question hangs in the air and Atsumu almost gets distracted from driving. Heâs about to follow up on it when Kiyoomi finally answers. âHonestly? Iâm just trying to convince myself that your discomfort roots from the idea of marriage itself, not the idea of marrying me. You never really told me how you feel about marriage but I know I told you, at the beginning of our relationship, that I only date to marry. âYou continued to pursue me, and weâre on our sixth year, going on seven, so itâs either you changed your idea about marriage or you changed your heart about me.â When he doesnât respond, Kiyoomi laughs â Atsumuâs favorite sound â and says, âFoolish of me to think of that, right? Why am I even doubting your love for me?â Luckily enough, they already arrived at their parking. Atsumu turns the engine off and faces his boyfriend. âKiyoomi, honestlyâŠâ he trails off as he looks at the man and a rush of emotions comes to him. Itâs as if he hasnât really looked at him for a long time now. Itâs as if itâs the first time heâs seeing him. Wrapped around Kiyoomiâs right wrist is the beaded bracelet that he had gifted him for their first anniversary. He senses the faint smell of his favorite perfume on the man, and as he looks at the phone that the man is holding, Atsumuâs heart almost jumps. Itâs a clear case, with a polaroid of them at the back. Realization dawns upon Atsumu: He cannot bear to lose Sakusa Kiyoomi in his life. The thought alone scares him. Why did he even think of separating with him? He clears his throat as he feels the heat building up behind his eyes. âHonestly, Kiyoomi, Iâm the foolish one.â A fool for having thoughts of breaking up with you. A fool for taking you for granted during the past few weeks. A fool⊠âAtsumu?â His name being called by Kiyoomiâs gentle voice breaks Atsumu out of his thoughts. âYes?â He receives a confused look. âYou were saying youâre the foolish one and then you spaced out.â âSorry. Itâs just⊠never mindâŠâ Kiyoomi inches closer to him and before the man can stretch his arm, Atsumu reaches for his hand. He clasps their fingers together; his thumb immediately begins to rub circles on the back of his loverâs hand. Theyâre quiet for a while, just sitting together in the car, enveloped by silence. âWhat are you thinking?â Kiyoomi finally asks. That itâs not yet the end, Atsumu thinks as he looks down at their intertwined hands under the dim lights. Iâm sorry for entertaining the thoughts of leaving you. I hope I remember how it is to be in love with you. Atsumu leans across the small space between them and plants a soft kiss on Kiyoomiâs temple. âIâm thinking we should watch one of our go-to good movies.â Kiyoomi hums. âThe Proposal or Notting Hill?â A kiss on his other temple. âThe Proposal.â âOkay. âTsumu?â âYeah?â âI love you.â
Atsumu smiles at Kiyoomi before planting a kiss on his forehead. His pulls his lips a few millimeters away before whispering something to Kiyoomi, causing his loverâs arms to wrap around him.
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I just got inspired by Monsta X's song, Honestly, and went ahead and wrote something about it.
If you're too lazy to look up the lyrics: it's basically about a man's thoughts of how he doesn't love his partner anymore, and the partner remaining oblivious at the time. It becomes hopeful towards the end as the man realizes it's foolish of him to think of those thoughts, so he goes on feeling guilty. At the end, when his partner asks him about what's on his mind, he says he's thinking of nothing and proceeds to ask them out to a movie.
I hope you still liked it!
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truth or drink!
this is based off the cutâs truth or drink series!!
oikawa : hi!
you : hi, uh- my nameâs y/n.
oikawa : iâm oikawa, and we⊠met on tinder.
you send a death glare in his direction and oikawa smiles sheepishly. as this happens, the text that hovers above the two of you says, âthese âfriendsâ will ask each other a set of random questions. they can either answer the question or take a shot.â
oikawa : i'm jokiiing- stop looking at me like that-
you : we met in high school.
[are you⊠friends with benefits?]
you : yeah.
[what does that mean?]
oikawa : weâre best friends. but we also fu-
you step on his toes immediately, making him wince and pause in the middle of his sentence.
oikawa : ow, ow, fine- we sleep with each other.
[how often do you sleep with each other?]
you : next question-
oikawa : every day. they just canât get enough of me-
he sends a wink to the camera while you groan.
you : tooru, stop exaggerating this or i swear-
oikawa : you wanna go first?
you shake your head, motioning for oikawa to take a card.
you : no, you go.
oikawa hums, his knees bumping into yours when he shifts in his seat and reads out the card.
oikawa : hm⊠what should we call our relationship?
you : um⊠weâre friends, i guess?
oikawa : best friends.
you :
oikawa : that fu- sleep with each other.
you narrow your eyes.
you : did you really have to add the best friends part?
his brown, fluffy hair bounces as he nods.
you : ⊠i donât know what youâre talking about, iwaizumiâs my best friend.
you stick your tongue out at him. oikawa shakes his head in denial.
oikawa : theyâre lying. weâre best friends.
you roll your eyes playfully. widening his grin, oikawa knows he has won when he sees you try to fight off a small smile.
you : next question.
oikawa : your turn.
you : oh⊠this one-
oikawa chuckles at the groan you let out.
you : letâs just drink.
oikawa : nooo, whatâs the question anyways?
you avert your focus on oikawa, who was blinking way too innocently for your liking. you furrow your eyebrows at him. he smiles with an eyebrow raised.
you : on the count of three, name who likes who more in this relationship?
he snorts, attempting to pass it off as a cough. you grumble under your breath.
oikawa : isnât it obvious?
you : i hate you.
oikawa : itâs clearly y-
you : no, wait- ugh, fine. letâs just say it on the count of three.
oikawa : fine. one.
you : two.
oikawa : three.
you and oikawa : you.
oikawa has a gleaming white smile carved onto his face while you fold your arms and huff in annoyance.
you : see-
oikawa : well⊠you did confess to me that one time-
you : i was drunk!
oikawa : well, you know what they say, drunk minds speak sober minds.
you :
oikawa : you even told me how hot you think i am~
oikawa leans forward and rests his chin on the palm of his hand.
you: well- uh- well, i wasnât the one that got jealous of iwaizumi!
you flick his forehead.
oikawa : ow-
he flinches and moves away to lean against the back of his chair.
oikawa : i mean, to be fair i didnât know you and iwa are that close to each other!
you recall the amount of times iwaizumi has comforted you whenever you see oikawa leave parties with someone else thatâs not you. you purse your lips as the memories come rushing in, unaware of how oikawaâs grumbling under his breath.
you : we are close to each other! youâre just never there when we talk.
oikawaâs jaw slackens. you laugh softly, quickly pushing the memories to the back of your mind before it brings your mood down.
oikawa : you guys hang out without me?
you : yes? why, are you jealous?
you smirk at him before turning to the camera. you miss the flustered expression on his face that was gone within a second.
you : heâs so jealous.
oikawa : am not!
oikawa : soâŠ
y/n : so�
oikawa : this oneâs interesting.
you tilt your head, wordlessly asking him to read out the question.
oikawa : does it hurt your feelings when i sleep with other people that arenât you?
your eyes widen a fraction.
you : ⊠does it hurt your feelings?
oikawa : no, itâs my question. you answer.
you : umâŠ
you avoid his eyes, opting to look down at your shoes that are sandwiched in between his.
you : it might, i guess.
oikawa : ⊠you guess?
you : i mean, iâd definitely hate it if you were hooking up with your ex. you know how much i hated them.
both of you wince at the memory of his toxic ex, and oikawa scratches the back of his neck sheepishly.
you : you shouldâve-
oikawa : i know. i shouldâve listened to you.
you : mhm.
oikawa : well, iâm not hooking up with anyone else.
you : youâre⊠not?
oikawa : itâs, uh⊠itâs been a while.
you look back up just in time to see him shrug.
[ask him when was the last time he slept with someone other than you.]
you : oh, uh, when was the last time you slept with someone other than me?
oikawa : uhâŠ
you notice how oikawaâs avoiding your eyes.
you : was it⊠recent?
oikawa : it was last summer, i think. so, no? not recent?
[were they cuter than y/n?]
you briefly glance at the director, nervous of what oikawaâs about to say. to your relief, he shakes his head.
you : ⊠no?
oikawa : no.
you : this oneâŠ
you blink at the words before you, rereading it mentally over and over again.
oikawa : what is it?
oikawa leans forward onto his elbows, adjusting the glasses that rest on the tip of his nose. you swat away the hand that tried to reach for your card.
you : where⊠is the weirdest place we had sex?
oikawa : oh, definitely th-
you : NO, tooru-
oikawa : what-
you : weâre drinking.
oikawa sighs in faux disappointment. you stare daggers at him, and he pretends he doesnât see. you step on his shoes again for his attention, and the yelp he lets out elicits laughter from the crew. the shot cuts to both of oikawa pouring you a shot of liquor and both of you downing the shot.
oikawa : ⊠it was fun, though.
you : shut. up.
oikawa : would you have a threeway with me?
pausing from rearranging the cards that were haphazardly strewn across the table, you hum in thought.
you : sure.
not expecting the straightforward answer, oikawa almost chokes on his own spit.
you : what?
oikawa : youâre joking⊠right?
you : ⊠yeah? duh? itâs not like iâll reveal the answer in front of these cameras.
oikawa : o-oh. yeah. okay.
you : were you⊠expecting me to say yes�
oikawa : no. definitely not.
you blink at him when he answers a bit too fast. he blinks back at you. a few moments pass, and oikawa clears his throat to get rid of the unnamed tension in the air.
oikawa : so⊠weâre drinking to this one?
you : um⊠yeah.
both of you down the shot in awkward silence. you donât think about how itâs probably not the alcohol thatâs painting his face red.
you take one of the last two cards in front of you.
you : oh! iâve actually been wanting to ask him this myself.
oikawa : hm?
you : so, tooru⊠when are you going to introduce me to your parents?
oikawa scratches his chin in contemplation.
you : theyâd love me, yâknow?
you grin playfully. oikawa smiles, and the sincerity behind it throws you off.
oikawa : they probably would. even my sister loves you.
you : oh, i know. once she told me that sheâd replace you for me with no hesitation.
oikawa : that was so uncalled for-
you laugh. oikawa smiles. you think itâs from the memory, but itâs really from the sound of your laughter.
oikawa : whatever, takeruâs on my side.
you glance at the cameras with a knowing look on your face. oikawa silently watches you as you mouth âno, heâs notâ to the camera, the corners of his lips tugging upwards at the sight.
you : so?
oikawa : ⊠huh?
you : when are you introducing me to your parents?
oikawa : oh.
you :
oikawa : when you date me.
taken by surprise, your mouth forms an âoâ. oikawa laughs.
you : thatâs- thatâs foul! i wasnât expecting that- stop laughing!
[what makes your relationship that much different from someone who says theyâre in a committed relationship?]
you : well⊠hmâŠ
oikawa : itâs not that much different, to be honest.
you : actually, yeah.
oikawa : the difference is just that one of us wouldnât commit.
oikawa stares at you pointedly. you purse your lips.
[why?]
you : i⊠i donât know⊠well, i was young. and insecure. and he had fans that i donât wanna mess with. has, actually. so i just thought itâd be bad if we got into a relationship.
oikawa : ⊠thought?
you :
oikawa : you thought itâd be bad? so⊠you donât think so anymore?
you : ⊠keep that up and itâs gonna change to think.
oikawa raises his hands up in defense. this time, oikawa lets you see the sincere (youâre not sure but, lovesick, perhaps) smile he has been sporting every time youâre turned away from him.
you : last one?
your head whips to the crew standing behind the cameras. they nod in response.
oikawa : my turn, right?
you : mhm.
oikawa takes the last card. his eyes scan the words before him, before looking up and boring a hole into your skill with his gaze.
oikawa : do you love me?
you :
oikawa :
you : yeah.
oikawa :
you : yeah, of course.
oikawa : like, in a⊠i-want-to-be-your-significant-other kind of way orâŠ
you : do you⊠want me to be�
oikawa : did i not make that clear enough?
silence hangs heavy on your shoulders, and you look away from his intense stare. you blame the two shots of alcohol for the sudden surge of boldness in oikawaâs behavior.
you : at least⊠at least take me out on a proper date firstâ
oikawa : okay, then itâs settled. iâm picking you up this friday. okay?
you finally muster up the courage to look back at him.
you : ⊠okay.
itâs silent for a few seconds, but itâs not like last time. itâs comfortable. warm. you return oikawaâs smile.
oikawa : did we just have our âthe fault in our starsâ moment?
you : thatâs it, you ruined it.
loud laughter from the crew is heard as the scene fades to black. the director shouts âitâs a wrap!â as oikawa apologizes a multitude of times, telling you heâll treat you for a week in exchange for your forgiveness. you forgive him. oikawa shouts âyes!â, clamping a hand over his mouth when he realizes heâs being too loud, and you laugh at his antics.
special cut!!!
oikawa : read the last booty call i sent you.
you : oh my god.
you pick up your phone that has been sitting on your lap, sighing.
you : see, hereâs the thing about oikawa tooru.
oikawa chuckles.
you : he doesnât beat around the bush when it comes to these things. he just⊠straight up tells you what he wants.
you scroll through the endless sea of chat bubbles, looking for the texts that he sent a few days ago. and when you finally found the text you were looking for, you look back to oikawaâs expectant eyes.
you : are you sure you want me to read this?
oikawa nods, pressing his lips together to stifle the laughter bubbling up his throat. you look at the director.
you : i think you might have to bleep this outâŠ
[thatâs okay. letâs hear it.]
you take a deep breath.
you : keep in mind i was at work when he sent this. okay-
you clear your throat.
you : tuesday, 1 pm. can i come over tonight? i want you to-
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