#hahahaha my house is haunting me im such a ghost girl and its so hardcord that a part of my limbs are buried under the floors that place
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#mecore#i would treat the bad stuff happening to me as a spectacle actually#like the time i got assaulted. my first thoughts after its over was 'god damnit my favorite song was on when he almost raped me'#while also thinking im a fucking awesome ninja for not freezing up like last time i was assaulted (i was 12)#or that time i had to piss in a bag because my job basically doesnt allow bathroom breaks#'wow im living the omorashi fantasy! and everyone who is actually into piss was concerned i went through such a thing & i just didnt get it#i conveyed my feeling of being mentally stuck forever in the house i was growing up in where i was traumatized the most as#hahahaha my house is haunting me im such a ghost girl and its so hardcord that a part of my limbs are buried under the floors that place#and many many instances of me treating all of my personal traumas as a spectacle to behold like a fictional story to gawk at#and all of the times i fetishized my own assault and traumas and made it as fuel for strangers to jerk off to#i was on another stage of deflection#i did admit bad things happen to me but i treat it as a joke or i hyperdramatized it so people didnt know it actually hurts or triggering#i've been getting better about it but still. what i dont write in this blog. what i dont tell to other ppl could fill a library
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