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FBiNS Chapter 6

Me: I’m gonna try to update at least once a week! Me: *shows up over a month late with Starbucks and a new Pokemon game* Sup?

Will hopefully actually be posted tonight or tomorrow! 

I wrote it. And then I rewrote it. And now it’s just awaiting some betaing. 

Illness, Pokemon Shield, another fic I really need to be working on, and a few other things kind of uh... Kept me from finishing this is soon as I’d have liked. Whoops.

[wolfloner-official]

Hellluuuu and 👀 UwU

Ok. Took me a while to pic a WIP that I was both certain that I wasn’t gonna finish this year, AND one that I was pretty certain was still going to get finished, lololol.

He appreciated that the demographic question for his age range didn't just stop at something like "35 and older", but instead listed ranges every 5 to 10 years until it reached "Over 75".

"Loki, don't select that you're over 75."

Loki quirked an eyebrow at him. "Why not? I am."

"Technically."

"If you want to attempt to figure out what age I'm equivalent to in human terms, be my guest."

Tony frowned. Now he was curious. "Well you're, what? A couple thousand years old?"

"Sure."

"Ok, for the sake of this, let's say you're 2500?"

"If you'd like."

"Are you gonna be this difficult the whole time?"

Loki rolled his eyes. "I'm not being difficult, you're asking questions I have no way of answering."

[haarii-the-writer]

FBiNS Meta Fact #1

Would y'all believe that when I started FBiNS the plan was for Tony and Loki to be switches?

Then I started writing more, and actual plot and character development happened, and uh.

Except that I still headcanon Loki as a bottom, generally speaking.

Maybe Peter and Wade will have better luck? Because that seems to be the way they're going, at least.

[haarii-the-writer]

Haarii Writes 11/01/18

Hello friends and...one family member (that I know of).

If you follow me here, you know I’ve been poking around and vaguely active.

If you’re here from the link from Remedy 2.0 maybe I just disappeared off the face of the earth for nearly a month. Oops.

So, I’m here to talk about the elephant in the room, FBiNS-wise.

I’ve scrapped Remedy 1.0 from canon. Per request I reuploaded it for the handful of people who enjoyed it, and because there’s stuff in there that I’m proud of, damn it.

Upon posting Remedy, I was met with an absolute backlash. Which, sure. Emotional response from people. I’m kind of flattered/honored. Now. At the time, it felt awful.

Don’t misunderstand, I don’t mind constructive criticism. In fact, I’m glad to receive it. It’s how I grow and get better.

I had a few reasons for abandoning Remedy 1.0 as it was (and it’s not because of all the angry messages, although those did play a part, ngl)

I couldn’t find a resolution to the conflict I had created that felt natural/right/in-character.

(and this is thanks to someone giving me some great feedback and I’m so sorry to them because I didn’t save their username before initially deleting Remedy 1.0) I, quite unintentionally, had created a legitimate abusive relationship. (Entrapment, specifically.)

Could Tony just leave the relationship? Well, technically, yes. But he’s also functionally immortal and humans are aggressively social creatures. There was no way of introducing Sigyn to the relationship without it having been mentioned waaaay back when, pre-apple. Which, for those playing along at home, Loki did on...well, it was more than a whim, but it wasn’t fully thought out enough. Which is also really fucked up and dysfunctional but, well. The day Loki properly thinks something through is the day that pigs will fly. Or something like that.

I got a bit off topic, my bad.

So, post deluge of angry, I spent a good week or so having a small existential crisis. I’m fine now. Back into my writing groove. Sort of. But everything I wrote felt wrong. I couldn’t fit the above-mentioned issues with the story’s conflict into any sort of resolution that I liked.

Then my Dad was in the hospital for a week. He tripped, hit his head, it was a scary thing for all. He’s ok! No permanent damage, just a slightly traumatized daughter.

Back to writing. STILL nothing felt right.

Then I got that previously mentioned lovely comment that laid it out in black and white. The issue was that I was writing about abuse. Unintentionally, of course. (On both my and Loki’s part, fwiw.) But I finally had the words to put together what was wrong.

So I did the only thing I could do in that situation: salt and burn 1.0, and rebuild. That’s the lovely thing about fanfiction. Oh, you fucked up? That’s ok, you can delete it and try again!

So, now we have Remedy 2.0, and while I’m not completely happy with it, it is going to let me move forward.

And if you’re reading this before 2.0 itself, I hope you enjoy the new content I threw in, and are excited to see what happens next!

So, what’s next from Haarii?

Writing more FBiNS, of course! Continuing FMLYHM (Kinktober 2018), because I said I’d write it all, and damn it I’m going to. Maybe I’ll even finish it in 2018, lol

I’m very tempted to write some Venom/Eddie one-shots or something. We’ll see.

Also maybe some Penguin/Riddler after binging Gotham the last few weeks, lol.

There’s a Digimon fanfic I’ve been working on off and on since I was in high school, and I’d kind of like to actually write it out.

A few original fic ideas bouncing around in my head. Hohoho. Would anyone be interested to see some original stuff from me?

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Like my writing? Feel free to buy me a coffee. <3 

[wolfloner-official]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Deadpool - All Media Types, Deadpool (Comics) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Peter Parker/Wade Wilson Characters: Peter Parker, Wade Wilson, May Parker (Spider-Man), Eleanor Camacho, Tony Stark, Loki (Marvel), Clint Barton, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Happy Hogan, Emily Preston, Weasel, Dopinder (Marvel) Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Minor Violence, accidental top Peter Parker, Hand Jobs, Wade Wilson Needs A Hug, Loki (Marvel) Needs a Hug, Everyone Needs A Hug, Sharing a Bed, Moving In Together, references to rape, not shown, and not a character we meet, Morally Ambiguous Character, Schizophrenia, Borderline Personality Disorder, Hallucinations, Mildly Dubious Consent, Good Parent Wade Wilson, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Cinnamon Roll Ellie, Demisexuality Series: Part 16 of Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces Summary:

Deadpool had squared up against the only man still armed. Peter kept his back to them, he knew what was coming. He’d seen Deadpool kill a few people, and he couldn’t get used to it. When he heard the thud of a body, but no more gunshots, he feared the worst, but turned to find that Deadpool was still standing, his guns still holstered. He was bleeding, but he was standing, and he hadn’t killed anyone.

[haarii-the-writer]

Am I going to write more FrostIron or work on polishing some SpideyPool tonight?

Guess how excited I am to find out myself!

(I should never have 5+ WIPs going at once, someone kill me)

[wolfloner-official]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Thor (Movies) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark Characters: Loki (Marvel), Hel | Hela (Norse Religion & Lore), Tony Stark, Sigyn (Norse Religion & Lore), Fenrisúlfr | Fenrir (Norse Religion & Lore), Peter Parker, Wade Wilson, Background & Cameo Characters Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Self-Esteem Issues, Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Tony Stark Needs a Hug, Loki (Marvel) Needs a Hug, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, Kink Negotiation, Porn with Feelings, Praise Kink, Hand Jobs, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Dom/sub, BDSM, Painplay, Risk Aware Consensual Kink, Dacryphilia, it's only science if you write it down, Top Loki (Marvel), Bottom Tony Stark, Dom Loki (Marvel), Sub Tony Stark, Masochism, Sadism, Safeword Use, Good BDSM Etiquette, Subspace, Possessive Behavior Summary:

Re-uploading this for the handful of people who seemed to enjoy it. No longer canon to the FBiNS storyline.

  Fenrir and Váli were snarling and snapping at each other, and Tony was pretty sure the only thing keeping them from actually making contact was the bursts of ice that Hel kept tossing at their faces when they got too close to each other. Thankfully she was quick enough to dodge out of the way when one of the wolves turned towards her instead.

Reuploaded for the handful of people who really liked this work, haha. It’s no longer canon to FBiNS, but oh well.

@kasumiafkgod tagging you since you asked for it yesterday. :P

[haarii-the-writer]

Haarii Writes (9/7/18)

I mean, sure, it took me a week, but I’m happy to say that the next chapter of Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces is finally fulled roughed out. FrostIron goodness is just around the corner. And. SO. MUCH. PLOT.

This whole, having a full time job thing, is just killing me. And my work schedule is about to get weird, y’all.

My days off for the next three weeks will be Wednesday and Tuesday. Which means I’ll have worked 8 days in a row before I get another day off. 

Hopefully I’ll have the time/energy to edit and beautify “Words as Weapons” over the next few days, but if not, look forward to that happening Wednesday or Thursday.

[haarii-the-writer]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Norse Religion & Lore, Thor (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark Characters: Loki (Marvel), Hel | Hela (Norse Religion & Lore), Tony Stark, Bruce Banner, Hulk (Marvel), Thor (Marvel) Additional Tags: 4k word of PLOT, oh boy, Established Relationship, Loki is a Good Dad, fight me, Odin's A+ Parenting, Magic, Curses, Giant birds, References to Norse Religion & Lore, Alternate Norse Religion & Lore, I really didn't plan on Thor being so antagnostic, but here we are, Oops Series: Part 18 of Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces Summary:

When he awoke, the sun hadn’t yet begun to rise. Tony wasn’t even sure when he’d fallen asleep, but he was curled up on the couch with a blanket draped over him. Which meant either Loki was awake, or they had a very courteous intruder.

[wolfloner-official]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark Characters: Loki (Marvel), Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Peggy Collins, Jarvis (Iron Man movies) Additional Tags: Coming Out, Talking, So much talking, I can't believe there's so much talking, Howard Stark's A+ Parenting, Peter needs a fidget spinner, Discussions of sexuality, Bisexual Tony Stark, Demisexual Peter Parker, Omnisexual Loki, Although that doesn't come up, Collins isn't an OC, she's just barely used in the comics, Tiberius Stone - Freeform, Meredith McCall - Freeform, Frigga's Actual A+ Parenting, Biromantic Peter Parker, Dating, Loki's fashion sense, Tony Stark has no private life, Mentions of edwin jarvis, Rated T for language, IronDad and SpiderSon Series: Part 10 of Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces Summary:

“Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere Chafing straitjacket, I won't die in there Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross Hate me screaming masses, I don't care if I'm lost” --Seether, 69 Tea

Peter crossed his arms over himself. “Ok, so, yeah, I do have something I want to talk to you about. But it’s not important or anything. I...I don’t even need to talk to you about it. I have other people and--”

“Pete. I’m down here. At your request. Talk.”

[haarii-the-writer]

Harrii Writes 10/12/18

More like: Haarii doesn't write, whoops.

Without going into too much detail the last week or so has been awful, life-wise.

Had some soul- crushing confidence issues for a few days and once that blew over my Dad wound up in the hospital, so that's what I've been doing for the last three days.

Hanging out in the hospital and having very little time for my own self-care.

Hopefully things will settle down soon and I'll be able to share more Kinktober and FBiNS stuff within a week or so?

No promises because, you know, life.

x_x

-Haarii

[haarii-the-writer]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Deadpool - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Peter Parker/Wade Wilson Characters: Peter Parker, Wade Wilson, Tony Stark, Loki (Marvel) Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Domestic Fluff, Loss of Virginity, Dildos, college applications are dumb, Sex Toys, Anal Play, Talking, actually talking out issues, schizophrenic Wade Wilson, Bottom Peter Parker/Top Wade Wilson, POV Wade Wilson, POV Peter Parker, Wade Wilson Needs A Hug, Peter Parker Needs a Hug, Loki is a Good Dad Series: Part 22 of Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces, Part 7 of FBiNS: SpideyPool Summary:

“Sometimes,” Peter whispered, “I miss when stuff was normal.”

“What did normal look like?”

 “Go to school. Paper route in the summers. Biggest worry being a test or dealing with Flash or practicing enough to try to get at least third chair in band.” He couldn't quite hold back a sob. “My nightmares used to be about forgetting how to play a trumpet. Now it's all getting crushed by buildings or being eaten by giant wolves or getting killed by my boyfriend.”

Peter and Wade finally sit down and talk things out.

I also want to throw out a thank you to @crockzilla for unintentionally inspiring me all the time when I’m sitting down to write SpideyPool stuff. <3

[haarii-the-writer]

Just gonna leave this here... :)

This is the song the next chapter of FBiNS is named after.

[haarii-the-writer]

Haarii Writes

Sky and I have the next 5 fics various levels of written out.

I have 5 google docs open that I’m bouncing between.

Send help.

Have some titles to look forward to. :3

16. Eyes of the Devil (SpideyPool)

17. Words as Weapons (FrostIron)

18. (untitled, actually)  (SpideyPool)

19. Remedy (FrostIron)

20. Sell my Soul  (SpideyPool)

[haarii-the-writer]

So much. :)

Both SpideyPool and FrostIron sides of FBiNS are about to get plot bombs.

Yaaaaaay!

[wolfloner-official]

Hey, all!

I’m creating a tumblr blog that’ll be more specifically for my fanfic writing (and maybe other writing if that ever happens?)

Check it out!

https://haarii-the-writer.tumblr.com/

Uh, there’s literally nothing there quite yet. Which will be fixed shortly. 

I’ll still reblog my writing stuff over here, and various other fun things.