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gocatboygo Ā· 6 years ago
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1-50 for Rosa
Iā€™m Love You.
1) What is your OCā€™s favorite color?
maybe red? could also be brown, but like probably red
2) Does your OC collect anything? What do they collect?
bad christian romance novels from pre-war. cass gives her most of them. twilight is included in this but its by no means her favorite like she thought it was just ok
3) What kind of things is your OC allergic to?
nothing comes to mind
4) What kind of clothing does your OC wear?
in public she almost always wears a mask, usually either the legion recruit mask or the ncr ranger mask. also construction gloves. spends most of the beginning of the game in a sherrifā€™s duster & then from there she just wears whatever covers most of her and supports her gear, if itā€™s really hot out sheā€™ll wear the wasteland surgeon armor
5) What is your OCā€™s first memory?
she still has her memories from before the bullet so probably something from her childhood
6) Whatā€™s your OCā€™s favorite animal? Least favorite?
she really fucking loves horses. like sheā€™s a Horse Girl TM. least favorite is like,, djfdsfjs cazadores idfk
7) What element would your OC be?
definitely earth!
8) What is your OCā€™s theme song?Ā 
probably a mitski song lmfao. either that or everybody wants to rule the world by tears for fears
8) Do you have a faceclaim/voiceclaim for your OC?
bold of you to assume i have anything for this oc / i just realized i fucked up the numbering here so enjoy that sdkfjdsk
9) What deadly sin would best represent your OC?
after she gets pretty deep into the game, maybe after the sierra madre? greed. i can see her going a little out of control after she has to give all that gold up (even though she could bring 1 bar back bc She Big) and just kind of. taking everything
10) What are your OCā€™s hobbies?
sheā€™s a courier at heart so delivering packages dsjkflsjdw. farming, solitaire, reading those bad novels i previously mentioned, knitting, gecko huntingā€¦ watching holotape movies on her pipboyā€¦ getting terminally bored and taking med-x ksdjfkds
11) How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they?
sheā€™s fairly patient, the only time she really gets hot-headed is at fortification hill when she goes to meet with lanius (caesar dies of his cancer p early in her canon). also probably at the tops, she doesnt like bein in there
12) What is your OCā€™s gender / sexuality / race / species / etc.?
cis woman / bi / mexican / human / etc.
13) What foods does your OC like to eat? What are their least favorite foods?
uhh she learned how to cook from home-grown ingredients and in lasting bulk so she mostly eats stew and potatoes. every time she goes to freeside she gets thatĀ ā€œmystery meatā€ from the stand in front of the gate despite the fact that its transparently radroach meat. she doesnt like the meat from the ultraluxe (even before she finds out it might be people, its fancy and garnished and she dont trust like that) but she loves their brahmin cheesecakes so she like, settles kdsjfksd
14) If your OC could have any pet, what would they choose? Why?
rex. rex. rex. rex. r (she also has like 2 brahmin at some point ksdjfksdf)
15) What does your OC smell like?Ā 
thatā€™s ! a wildin question huh! probably gunpowder and old leatherĀ 
16) How do they make a living? What kind of job do they want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of their current job?
she works for house, owns a small farm (after a while, in spring of 2282), and does various quests around the mojave for money. she was a courier for 8-9 years and she loved it, so id say thats her ideal job, but sheā€™s past it. sheā€™s very happy with where she is in all 3 of those jobs !
17) What are your OCā€™s greatest fears? Weaknesses? Strengths?
her biggest fears would probably beĀ claustrophobia and getting buried alive (because benny). she has nightmares abt it, like 2 the point where every so often she wakes up and just Has A Good Sob. she has very low charisma (1) and very high endurance (9), her strength is also pretty good
18) What kind of music do they listen to? Do they have a favorite song?
she thinks truly madly deeply by cascada is the best love song ever written. she also listens to radio new vegas & a holotape cass gave her thatā€™s mostly feminist anthems from the 20th century and 2 instances of mad about the boy
19) If they came from their world to ours (if not already in ourā€™s) how would they react? What would they do?
oh god she would fucking hate the pre-war world. she would probably just go find a horse tbh sdfjsdkf what else is there to do!Ā 
20) What personal problems/issues do they have? Pet peeves?
she has brain damage from the bullet. it didnt affect her intelligence or (for the most part) her memory, but she does have, like. chronic headaches, brain fog, dizzy spells, things like that. like i said before, she also has nightmares & claustrophobia from the same incident. as for pet peeves, she hates people whoĀ talk a lot without saying anything or try to sound smart for no reason. she has no problem with talkers as long as they like,, Say Something dsfdksfj
21) What kind of student were they/would they be in high school?
she grew up in a very small (very catholic) village, so im not sure if she exactly went to high school?? but she did attend school. she was sort of a loner, she had a single mother w no siblings & shes like 6 feet tall so both of those things made her a little bit outcast ksdjfksd. i mean she. She Was A Horse Girl what else do i have to say
22) What is a random fact about your OC?Ā 
god i dont know!! uhā€¦ oh omg she thinks astrology is something vulpes made up and when she hears arcade talking about it she out of bodies
23) What is their outlook on life? What is their philosophy / what do they think in general about living?
rosaā€™s a very simple person, she mostly just wants a good life for herself. stable work and a stable life make her happy. a lot of her philosophy throughout the game is based on the fact that sheā€™ll do (almost) whatever her employer asks her to, thus her being a house courier. most of her relationships are based almost entirely on trust, which is another major philosophy of hersĀ 
24) What inspired you to create them / how did you create them? Were they originally a fancharacter? What was their personality / design like when you first made them?
honestly??? i read so many fics (especially f!courier/vulpes) where the courier was a Relateable Pretty Girl TM that i probably just wanted to make a female courier who had actual substance and weight. rosa is married to (ex-legion) vulpes so she rlly does largely serve to subvert the genre in fnv fic
25) Who is the most important person in their life? Why? Who is the least important to them (that still has an impact and why?
i mean. her husband probably skdfjkdfs. sheā€™s been travelling with vulpes for a long time and sheā€™s had to put her life in his hands a lot of times because of that, so heā€™s grown to be very important to her. mr house is a close runner up. i hate to say this but arcade is probably her least Impactful TM companion skjfdkds she barely travels w himĀ 
26) What kind of childhood did your character have?
i say some of this in the other questions but like heres all of her backstory in one i guess kdsjfsd. rosa was raised in small catholic village somewhere outside nevada, i havent decided on what state its in bc im fucking dumb as hell. her family (like great grandmother type shit not her personally) & a few others came up from mexico years ago to get away from raiders, made a village and Kabaam. her mother had her, and then a second baby who was stillborn, and her father disappeared a few months after this happened. her mother raised her there until she was 20 and she signed on with the mojave express as a courier in an attempt to get out of her village and find Something To Do With Herself TM. she was a little outcast growing up, not totally isolated but certainly not very popular, and it caused her to be a very independent person later in life.
27) What kind of nervous habits do they have? Do they stim? Do they have any kinds of addictions?
she fidgets sometimes but i wouldnā€™t say she stims. clenches her fists when sheā€™s nervous. she likes to smoke and chew tobacco (especially when sheā€™s stressed out) but itā€™s only a minor addiction
28) If they could choose their epitaph for their grave, what would they choose?
honestly??Ā ā€œForgive Me Mamaā€ bc thatā€™s what it says on her helmet sfjdsfhd
29) Do they want to get married? Why or why not? Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why?
apparently bc she fuckin did! she wants stability and someone to take care of her, and she likes the idea of being a unit with someone a lot more than she likes the idea of just dating them, so i guess thats how vulpes Happened ā„¢. she actually canā€™t have kids bc she got irradiated pretty bad while she was looting searchlight :/ but she doesnā€™t want kids because 1) sheā€™s travelling a lot for her work and 2) she doesnā€™t want to have to shape her life around a child. god knows vulpes cant interact w children, but he still wants them in theory because he wants a legacy
30) What is their most traumatic memory/experience? What is their favorite memory?
ring-a-ding-ding! itā€™s getting shot. her favorite memory is probably either like, easter when she was a child, or some time she swam in a river with vulpes, sheā€™s fuckin basic
31) If they could have one thing in the world, what would it be?
a horse. i wanted to answer this differently but it really is just a horse
32) Would they ever kill someone? What would someone have to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why?Ā 
sheā€™s killed! if sheā€™s provoked or if her employer asks her to, she will absolutely kill someone. destroying the bos bunker was hard for her though :/ i like to pretend she didnt do it even though shes house ksdjfklsdhg
33) What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually?
maybe its just the fact that its 2am and i have poor reading comprehension but i have no fucking clue what this means
34) How is your characterā€™s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories?
her imagination is pretty good! i wouldnt call it excellent but itā€™s pretty good. she usually only daydreams before she falls asleep or gets up in the morning (or if sheā€™s just like rlly chilled out skdfjds). she doesnā€™t worry much.
35) What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain?
i have no idea how to answer this one, which is a tragedy. maybe ill come back and answer it someday lmao
36) Whatā€™s something that your character does, that other people donā€™t normally do?
The House Always Wins I-VIII
37) What would your character do with a million dollars?Ā 
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in all seriousness sheā€™d probably just stop having any financial restraint and start buying whatever she wants whenever it comes to mind. also sheā€™d buy vulpes like 100,000 gambling chips from gomorrah and tell him to lose his mind skdfhjldksg
38) What is in your characters refrigerator right now? On their bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can?
fridge at her farmhouse: vegetables, gecko meat, some seasonings, leftovers, beans, cram / fridge at the 38: An Entire Pot Of Stew ā„¢, leftover tops restaurant takeout, a cheesecake, crispy squirrel bits, a post-it note from veronica saying theyā€™re out of shampoo / bedroom floor: ;) / garbage can: empty cans, vulpes, plastic wrappers
39) Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where are they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with?
first thing that came to mind was to gomorrah, in her Fancy Riot Gear and rangerā€™s helmet, with raul. no idea why but like have a fun night bb sdkfjdslkf
40) What does your character do when theyā€™re angry? Why?
depends on why sheā€™s angry, but usually sheā€™ll either start ranting at whoever sheā€™s mad at (which never lasts long) or just go silent and tense up. sheā€™ll also grumble. i mentioned this before but fortification hill was probably the only time she was so mad she was just yelling at everyone skfjkdsf
41) Does your character have any scars? Where did they get them from?Ā 
she has a lot of scars! the most visible one is a cobweb-shaped scar on her forehead from when benny shot her. she also has another less prominent scar on the side of her face from Some Shit. various scars on her torso and arms from various sources, another bullet scar on her arm from raiders, maybe more. thereā€™s a particularly bad scar across her ribs from being slashed w a knife (raiders again)
42) What was the most offensive thing your character had ever said?
she hates the irish
43) How does your character react/ accept criticism?
i dont know if she really cares? shes still a little bitter abt some insults she took as a kid but like arent we all. it makes her more angry than insecure
44) If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizza and they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react? Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza?
under normal circumstances, sheā€™d throw it in the fucking trash. if she HAD to eat it sheā€™d be fine skjfsd she just wouldnt like it
45) Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. What do they do with it? Do they see if it actually works?
yeah, she probably puts a needle in its shoulder or something to see if it works. shes so used to being end 9 she doesnt consider the fact that She Will Lose Her Shoulder
46) Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Do they doodle?
she canā€™t draw slkdfjsd. she probably has likeā€¦ some warrior cats type drawings from when she was a kid and thats it
47) What were their parents like? How has that affected how they are as an adult?
her father dipped when she was maybe 1-2 years old, a few months after her brother was stillborn.
48) Does your character like candy? Do they get sugar rushes? What are they like when they get a rush?
she likes a little bit of candy, mostly lollipops. i cant see her getting a sugar rush
(i know i fucked up the numbering) 50) If your character was presented with imminent and unavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid death anyways? Would they try to make their last days count?
this,, could actually very easily happen because of her brain damage, ive explored that concept before. she would probably spend a lot of time alone or with the people sheā€™s closest to reflecting on her life and trying to die in peace. if she had enough time sheā€™d go see her mother again, but itā€™s still unlikely
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jesus fucking christ thats long, rip mobile users. tysm for sending me this!! i didnt realize how much 50 questions was dksjfkds. yall can keep sending me these (like 1-10 at a time skdfjdg) for other couriers if you want but like i understand if ur tired of hearing me Fucking Talk after this
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aquagustd Ā· 3 years ago
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man... lowkey saurrr hurt rn lmao... IM SEEING PARALLELS!!! jk hearing what tae said to oc while they were fckin in the room, the forehead bump between tae and oc in front of him ooo ur evil. im pretty sure all of those things they did first in the fast forward drabble šŸ’” i really didnt think jk would be an absolute asshole/villian in this especially since i loved their past dynamic relationship so much. is it really over? :(( maybe im just biased but im not on the jk hate train, even tho i wanna actually fight this mf. i just dont understand?? like how can u go from being so in love to truly hating each other? like wtf did oc do to deserve this harshness? jk moved on and replaced her for what? whats his damn excuse? he made promises only to leave and change his life leaving pregnant oc behind. and CONTINUED to be at a distance. what the fuck is up with that! ugh! dont u dare leave and then turn that shit onto her!!! im so heartbroken imma try to keep my feelings neutral but fuck jk and fuckkk sora too bruh. ewww. šŸ¤® and idc fuck yoongi!!! keeping secrets i hate it omg. oc way better than me. why does jk get to be the cool fun dad and yet not be there to raise baby junho? when did he lose his deep care for oc?? does he even have any respect towards the mother of his child? like that is really pissing me off especially when shes the victim here. so many unanswered questions. i want him to suffer in a "i fucked up my family" type of way because he did!!! this shit is really his fault and hes stupid. but im trying to imagine how he could even recover from this tbh. and im so sus about tae even tho he is a sweetheart :( i just cant give in that easily i got issues. im stressed and rambling at 2am UGH dont make me wait until mondayyy šŸ˜° ps junho is actually vv cute and i really hope that they can at LEAST somewhat have cute family moments together if we still continuing down this path of crazy ass toxicity. im silently rooting for jk and oc for junho if u cant tell šŸ˜ā¤ļø i dont think im strong enough for this haaaaaa
you caught the parallel !! šŸ„ŗ but no one is on the path of toxicity šŸ˜©šŸ˜© we want happiness for oc & from the way things are looking, if she ends up with jk, things wonā€™t be good. the missing piece is what happened at yoongiā€™s wedding when they finally saw each other after that gap šŸ‘€
and yeah !! yoongi needs to be straight with oc & tell her whatā€™s going on. he canā€™t keep saying that heā€™s protecting her.
tysm for reading <33
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inter-galaxy Ā· 7 years ago
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coming at you with some namgi fluff! something happy! can you imagine?
huuuuuge thanks to @namgii for okaying this fic and being a good friend ily ā™„
Summary:Ā  Yoongi wants to send Seokjin a text, but he goes and fucks up the number. But, you know, that's okay, because that one text starts something great, amazing, extraordinary.
you can also find it on ao3
To: Unknown
Time: Monday, Feb 12 ā€¢ 03:51
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā hey jin i know youā€™re probably asleep but i just remembered the thing you asked me the other day and the answer is bananas and i really need you to know. k tnx for coming to my ted talk
Ā To: Unknown
Time: Monday, Feb 12 ā€¢ 14:26
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Oh shit, Iā€™m sorry about this! I thought I was texting my buddy but turns out I put in the wrong number? Last time I try texting without opening the contact because Iā€™m sure I know the number by now, haha. Thanks for being chill about it!
Ā To: Not-Jin Namjoon
Time: Friday, Feb 16 ā€¢ 04:42
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā do you know how weird you are for continuing to talk to a stranger that accidentally texted you at four am? incredibly weird.
Ā To: Not-Jin Namjoon
Time: Friday, Feb 16 ā€¢ 04:57
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā uh, fuck you?? you canā€™t judge me for being awake when you are also awake thatā€™s not how this works, iā€™m the judge in this relationship
Ā To: Not-Jin Namjoon
Time: Friday, Feb 16 ā€¢ 05:53
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā and, anyways, thatā€™s how i got to be literally the best person in the world? or best roommate at the very least! honestly, heā€™s lucky to have me!
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā but you have to tell me what happened with the fountain??? you canā€™t just keep teasing me about it and then not telling me!
Ā To: Namjoon
Time: Wednesday, Feb 28 ā€¢ 23:38
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā hey, just wanted to say that i had a really nice time today? never would have guessed that texting the wrong number would lead to the best free dinner of my life, but here we are!
Ā To: Namjoon
Time: Wednesday, Feb 28 ā€¢ 23:45
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā on a more serious note, iā€™m glad you kept talking to me weirdo, always nice to have more friends
Ā To: THIS ONE IS JIN
Time: Tuesday, Mar 6 ā€¢ 02:37
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā jin, jin iā€™m having a crisis what do i do heā€™s just so cute and funny and pretty and he laughs at my stupid jokes i donā€™t know what to do
Ā To: Traitor Jin
Time: Tuesday, Mar 6 ā€¢ 04:29
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā i want you to be aware that this conversation has been useless and has not helped me with my crisis at all and also you are a horrible friend
Ā To: My Favorite Friend Jin
Time: Wednesday, Mar 7 ā€¢ 19:30
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā you know what i said yesterday about you being horrible? i take it back, youā€™re the best person in the entire world and i would be dead and rotting in a hole somewhere without you and i just need you to know this because i love you very much youā€™re amazing and handsome and hoseok is incredibly lucky to have you and iā€™m lucky to have you as a roommate youā€™re the best
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā in short thanks for hooking me up with a date idk how you did it
Ā To: Joon
Time: Thursday, Mar 8 ā€¢ 00:57
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā i had a really nice time tonight, iā€™m glad we went on this date. next time though, maybe we shouldnā€™t try to rob a store? even if itā€™s on accident??? how do you even do that??? itā€™s adorable???
Ā To: Joon
Time: Friday, Mar 23 ā€¢ 05:37
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Namjoon, please just stop ignoring me? I get that I fucked up but I want us to talk and get over this and not just continue fighting and ignoring each other. Please. Look, Iā€™m even using proper spelling and everything! Okay, a misplaced joke, maybe, but I just really miss you. Please.
Ā To: Namjoon
Time: Monday, Mar 26 ā€¢ 17:53
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā How about next time we fight you donā€™t force me to come to your workplace and confront you? Needing time to process things is one thing, but ignoring me for such a long time is unacceptable. I donā€™t want to keep having this fight so please just talk to me next time.
Ā To: Namjoon
Time: Tuesday, Mar 27 ā€¢ 01:48
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā Of course Iā€™m mad? You ignored me like I wasnā€™t important at all, how did you expect me to react? Welcome you back with open arms? Fuck no. I really like you, and I want this to work out, but you canā€™t be a child about it.
Ā To: Joon
Time: Saturday, Apr 14 ā€¢ 14:33
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā are you still coming today? jinā€™s got all the snacks ready and we bought drinks and hoseokā€™s bringing the movie, so you donā€™t have to worry about anything you just gotta show up on time. see you soon!
Ā To: Joon
Time: Saturday, Apr 14 ā€¢ 17:23
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā joon? are you on your way? weā€™re all here and waiting for you.
Ā To: Joon
Time: Ā Saturday, Apr 14 ā€¢ 17:46
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā namjoon? itā€™s not like you to be this late, and to not answer me? i thought we were doing better. are you okay? i hope youā€™re safe.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Saturday, Apr 14 ā€¢ 19:25
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā i just got to the hospital. theyā€™re not letting me see him yet but a nurse told me that he is stable for now. iā€™ll keep you updated. please forward to the other guys.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Saturday, Apr 14 ā€¢ 19:59
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā they just let me in to see him. heā€™s still unconscious but heā€™s fully stable now. theyā€™re saying that they donā€™t expect any permanent damage. his left arm got broken, and he looks pretty beat up, but heā€™s mostly alright. they say itā€™s lucky that the car hit the passenger side, as otherwise the damage would be much bigger. iā€™m going to stay here until they kick me out, iā€™ll keep you updated.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Saturday, Apr 14 ā€¢ 21:30
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā theyā€™re saying i have to leave in half an hour. can you come pick me up? heā€™s still asleep, but he hasnā€™t gotten worse so iā€™m thankful.
Ā To: Hoseok
Time: Sunday, Apr 15 ā€¢ 08:37
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā jinā€™s gone to work already so i was hoping you could give me a ride to the hospital? i can take a bus if youā€™re busy, donā€™t stress.
Ā To: Hoseok
Time: Sunday, Apr 15 ā€¢ 09:27
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā thanks for the ride, i owe you one
Ā To: Jin
Time: Sunday, Apr 15 ā€¢ 13:28
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā you donā€™t have to come for lunch, i know you usually spend it with hoseok. iā€™ll eat something in the cafeteria, i promise so please donā€™t worry. he hasnā€™t woken up yet.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Sunday, Apr 15 ā€¢ 16:22
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā thanks for coming over, even if it was just a little bit. iā€™m freaking out a little, but they say heā€™ll be okay so i just have to trust their judgment. iā€™ll update you if anything happens.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Sunday, Apr 15 ā€¢ 19:43
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā he woke up! iā€™m so relieved. he wasnā€™t awake for long, and complained about being in pain and that it wasnā€™t fair that his boyfriend was as pretty as an angel because he couldnā€™t tell whether he was in heaven or not. he passed out again when they upped his morphine, but they say itā€™s good that he woke up.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Wednesday, Apr 18 ā€¢ 12:55
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā heā€™s doing much better, already complaining about the hospital food. they say he has to stay for a while longer but that he will need help for the first few days heā€™s out, so iā€™ll stay at his. we spent all morning talking. iā€™m happy heā€™s okay.
Ā To: Joon
Time: Monday, May 7 ā€¢ 22:37
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā hey, iā€™m running a little late because no shop in town has the soda you like. i expect great payment for the trouble i am going through just to get you this soda. i want you to know that i have suffered greatly for it.
Ā To: Joon
Time: Wednesday, May 9 ā€¢ 03:22
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā uhhh,,,, no need to be rude?? i give you my life and this is how you repay me? by judging my music taste??? iā€™ll have you know i graduated top of my class bitch
Ā To: Jin
Time: Friday, May 25 ā€¢ 04:37
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā is it too early to tell him i love him? because i think i love him. iā€™m like pretty sure i love him. i donā€™t think iā€™ve ever loved anyone as much as i love him. help.
Ā To: No Help Jin
Time: Friday, May 25 ā€¢ 04:43
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā okay but i have no actual idea if i should tell him or text it to him because you know talking over text is usually easier and i get to formulate what i want to say and i get to think about how to say it but then that might seem impersonal and i donā€™t want him to think iā€™m an asshole but who knows when iā€™ll see him next because exams are coming up and i want it to be perfect and i donā€™t know jin iā€™m so stressed aaaaAAAAAAAAAA
Ā To: Jin Will Scream At Me
Time: Friday, May 25 ā€¢ 05:21
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā you can tell me iā€™m insane tomorrow and iā€™ll agree haaaaaa i just told him that i think iā€™m in love with him and then hid in the bathroom for like twenty minutes but he hasnā€™t replied because heā€™s asleep because of course heā€™s asleep but iā€™ve slept like four hours in the past two??? three??? days??? help
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Saturday, Jun 2 ā€¢ 16:22
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā now you listen here you little shit just because iā€™m in love with you that does not mean i wonā€™t kick your ass because you dare disrespect the god the hero the king kanye west himself fuck off
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Saturday, Jun 2 ā€¢ 16:34
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā oh no you do not get out of this by calling me babe and telling me you love me i am never forgetting this sin i will never let you live this down
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Saturday, Jun 2 ā€¢ 19:02
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā uuuuh??? thatā€™s rude wtf??? iā€™m the nicest person in the world like iā€™m a fucking delight lmao
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Saturday, Jun 2 ā€¢ 19:55
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā not all men youā€™re absolutely right my main man midoriya izuku would never do this he is a good boi
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Saturday, Jun 2 ā€¢ 21:00
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ohhhh my good namjoon that is not how it works like even remotely??? how??? how do you manage to be so this way????
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā like no shade but also full shade how do you manage to break a remote???
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Thursday, Jul 19 ā€¢ 00:22
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā itā€™s not even that late itā€™s only midnight weā€™ve both gone to sleep at a much later time tho and i really need to talk about this because itā€™s make me restless and i donā€™t wanna spend the entire night twisting and turning so if you could stay up with me for a while that would be really nice because i really need it
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Thursday, Jul 19 ā€¢ 00:27
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā thank you. okay, so, i just really need to get this off my chest because itā€™s slowly starting to suffocate me and i donā€™t want to keep all of that inside anymore because i want to get better and i want to talk to people about these things and i trust you and i love you and so i want to share this with you. okay. so you know how i get really stressed when exams roll around because i just wanna do well and iā€™m scared, terrified of failing, and then sometimes i just start feeling like something is constantly sitting on my chest and itā€™s hard to breathe and sometimes i even forget to breathe and tbh if i didnā€™t live with jin iā€™m not sure i would always eat during these times or even sleep. and talking to you helps, it definitely helps because i feel like i can breathe a little easier because i know you understand me even when i donā€™t talk about it. but i want to talk about it. and right now i wanna ask that you ask about this stuff. itā€™s hard but i wanna talk about it. and if you want to then i wanna listen to it as well. i love you, and i want this to be something that we can talk about.
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Thursday, Jul 19 ā€¢ 00:58
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā i donā€™t feel like that at all. youā€™re just trying to make me feel better, i really appreciate that. i always find it cute when you ramble like that, you know? donā€™t be worried about talking to me, we can only understand each other if we communicate. iā€™m really happy weā€™re talking about this. thank you.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Monday, Jul 30 ā€¢ 08:22
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā iā€™m leaving now iā€™ll be at hoseokā€™s in like twenty minutes if you two arenā€™t ready iā€™m stealing your car and going to watch joon alone and iā€™ll talk shit about you the whole time
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Monday, Jul 30 ā€¢ 08:44
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good luck!!!!!!! weā€™re all in the stands weā€™ll be rooting for you and screaming your name. well. maybe not. itā€™s a poetry thing not a concert so maybe no screaming but at least loud clapping!
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Monday, Jul 30 ā€¢ 9:59
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā uuuuuuuuuuuuh??????????? that was amazing?????????? my boyfriend kim namjoon the love of my life is literally the best poet in the world wow
Ā To: Jin
Time: Wednesday, Aug 15 ā€¢ 12:04
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā yo man you left your one box of old photos here and i couldnā€™t resist so i opened it and took pictures before sealing it perfectly again but can you come pick it up because iā€™m about to hand the keys back because iā€™m done with my stuff and this box is just here and waiting for you and who knows what else i will do with it if you donā€™t come quick.
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā just please hurry i wanna go to my new apartment with my boyfriend and not sit in this empty place.
Ā To: Jin
Time: Friday, Aug 17 ā€¢ 22:22
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā i take offense to the fact that you think that i cannot cook. just because i choose not to cook, that does not mean that i do not know how to do this. weā€™re having a cookoff. i will not stand for this hearsay.
Ā To: Joonie
Time: Sunday, Aug 26 ā€¢ 19:31
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā donā€™t listen to jin i was the one who won the cookoff because i am the best and i have brought the food back home so weā€™ll have the rest together when you come back please hurry i am a whole hunger
Ā To: Jin
Time: Sunday, Sep 23 ā€¢ 04:29
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā i know it was kinda rough sometimes with him, and sometimes it still gets like that, but weā€™re good, you know? weā€™re good for each other and we get a little better every day and i love him more than iā€™ve ever thought possible and, you know, i think weā€™ll be okay. weā€™ll be okay. definitely.
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