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[maknaesdancersrappers]

hehe hi ^-^ i haven’t done this in so long ohmy but side note, i usually write these in my notes app before sending and i searched up devoted and i have a bunch of different notes just about this story i think i’m obsessed 😭 but anywho!!!

going back to 16 real quick!! idk if anyone has brought it up yet but y/n recalled a memory with jaehyun??? is she hallucinating or did they actually interact and she forgot all about it, this gave me a sliver of hope that there’s a redemption arch 😭

also i knew [redacted] was guilty! but i feel like he isn’t working alone, and y/n is saur pregnant! girl you’re not fooling anyone. but it gets me thinking, if she actually is what does this mean for her and jae? will jae still let her go like he says if she’s pregnant? ohmy.

on the topic of pregnancy i think the girl yuta got pregnant is minkyung’s missing cousin! i haven’t forgotten about her ! but i can’t remember if she went missing before kun came or after, if it’s before then i think it might be kyungwon. ngl i’m a little on the fence about that though bc if it was her why would she still be sleeping with him + wouldn’t she be showing?

this is hard idk who it was😭 unless someone in the friend group was secretly banging him idkkkk. also i was curious as to why [redacted] took mina and went back to reader chapter 7 and it started to make sense. 1/4

i feel like [redacted] and jae are twinsies 👬🏻 he said: “I didn’t have the most… respectable past. I was spoiled; I wanted to party, not study. I slept around, refused to be set up for arranged marriages. Eventually, my father grew tired of my nonsense and kicked me out. I was essentially disowned by my family about 5 years ago.” and if you think about it jae was kinda the same, his father spoiled him which gave him the resources to stalk y/n, he was forced to party bc of his friend group, idk if he did much studying but assuming he didn’t bc of his friends he probs would have been let off the hook due to his money, he didn’t sleep around but he did stalk y/n and did morally wrong things😭.

the only difference is that jae chose who he wanted to marry (by manipulating) and wasn’t disowned by his father. maybe that’s why [redacted] is doing this? bc he knows they’re so alike but there’s some jealousy that jae got away with everything while he was stripped of everything? idk but it’s like okay why drag the other girls into it? what’s the end goal? kill jae and get himself killed? then what’s the point?😭 2/4

but moving on,,,,doyoung knowing about jae being the stalker gaged me 😭😭 i honestly didn’t consider him knowing but it only makes sense he knew the tea 🍵 doyoung also telling jae “But you’re good to her and that was enough for her.” is giving me hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls ik he’s done bad things but i need jaey/n to be endgame 😭😭

i was also debating if jaehyun is a monster like [redacted] said at the end of the chapter. yes he has done horrible things there’s no contesting that but i feel like we also have to take into account that he was raised to think what he did when he was younger was normal. he grew up knowing that’s what his father did, jaegun enabled him and didn’t get him help until it was quite literally too late. from what we’ve seen we also know his dad is abusive, i’m sure that didn’t help with the anger he had growing up too. 3/4

classic case of nature v. nurture. both of them screwed him over. he was already at a disadvantage with his (undiagnosed) bpd but the fact that his parents demanded him to always be perfect and essentially forced him into his old friend group and punished him for doing what they asked did a lot of harm. i don’t know why he specifically chose to focus on y/n, it makes sense that she was an escape but legit why her out of everyone? maybe bc she didn’t know him and was a clean slate? idk but he was doomed from the start.

i’m ranting sawry. but my point i guess is i don’t think he’s a monster. ofc he should take accountability for what he’s done, but i don’t think it was entirely on him. i’m at least taking into account the fact that he was at a disadvantage from the start. by the time his parents got him help he was already depressed and anxious, then they put him on drugs that messed with his head even more and made him suicidal before (assuming) putting him in therapy. idk but if i were in his shoes i’d be pretty pissed too😭. but even despite that he continued to get help and tried to be a better person for y/n following her giving him a second chance. he’s grown up thinking he’s a monster and that’s actually upsetting when you consider the cards were stacked against him. i also feel like he was starting to mature and be better with his bpd but then the rug was pulled from under him :( ughhh it’s so hard bc i don’t condone what he did but when i think about the factors that led to it i sympathize :/ either way you’re doing a great job because the fact that i feel so much for one character shows he’s not one dimensional and is a testament to how great your writing is that i can feel sympathy for someone so complex !!! 4/4

it's the way i got this and read it in the middle of a ranked valorant game and started internalizing it during a TFT match

but okay.

other points of this... theory?? will be addressed throughout the next chapters.

what i can say tho, regarding the high school flashbacks, yes, they are from y/n's memories - like the event itself wasnt significant in her life for her to remember clearly, but homegurl has time and she's in constant overthinking and reflection mode

unfortunately for yebin, yuta has definitely procreated -- i can spoil as much that yuta jr (not official name) is alive. does he know? does he care? 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

that analysis on jaehyun's upbringing is so *chefs kiss* yOU GET IT uGH but again, as for the reason why he locked in on y/n, we'll find out soooooon ish?

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I challenge you to choose some mutuals and organize them as: my mutuals being my reggaeton songs 🤭

Btw!!!! You could do an enhypen hyung line series of your reggaeton songs, right?

right, you made my head almost explode thinking about it because there are two things... WOW! ok, first, i can think of enhypen hyung line as reggaeton songs. my first serie, maybe?

now, what's got me cracking up... yeah, come on.

my mutuals being my reggaeton songs 🫶🏻

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you are lucky. when i was in hs it usually started at 7:10am, but i had to get up at 5am to make it there in time. ;;;;;;

oh my god why does school start so early there like how are you even alive oh god i wake up at 7:10am holy heck man. but like no complaints man. just that, from literally pre-school our school starting time was ALWAYS 8:55AM so ye. just grown accustomed to it i guess. i used to wake up at 7 in primary (elementary?) to watch pokemon and various australian kids showsㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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gyutopia replied to your post: i hate fics. seriously hate them and all the feels...

which one is killing your right now?

this one ugh.. http://aquariuslover.livejournal.com/66694.html

[maknaesdancersrappers]

no no that anon is right, let’s just take a second to acknowledge that jaegun is pure evil 😭😭 no wonder jae is the way he is and why hE KEPT SAYING HE DIDNT WANT TO BE LIKE HIS DAD

ohmygosh it went over my head each time he would say it bc i thought he meant bpd wise not in general 🥴

jaegun you will pay for your crimes !!

i can slap a random heart attack on him if you guys want

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i’m just gonna leave this here

no shame had it retweeted on my main (mainly bc im not logged into my nct stan acc)

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i lied it was four whoops pls ignore any typos i was up late last night 😭

ngl tho peabo bryson's if ever you're in my arms again is just my guilty pleasure if im not listening to sticky, im listening to this and im just like, huh i can definitely use this song for devoted 🤡

[maknaesdancersrappers]

HOW LONG BEFORE WE FALL IN LOOVEEEE sticky might be song of the summer i fear

but i updated my devoted playlist analysis hehe there’s three more pics but tumblr won’t let me add so i’ll send another ask heheheh

these are so good but i have to hold back on making more comments other than that

a part of me wants to segregate the songs into the fics (devoted 1, devotee, etc) but thats so much work 😫