#gyuish: writes

[gowonders]

these hueka pics… 😵‍💫 YALL I NEED HIM SO BADDDD >_<

warnings: hard thought…! , marking (like nail marks), semi public, lmk if i missed any lol

thinking about rockstar bf!hueka who keeps his eyes on everyone but you, riling you up, making you sooo jealous.. especially when he blows kisses to other girls.. so when you get to the back lot of the venue, you start to complain over how he didn’t pay attention to you.. he pulls you into the back of his car with a scoff, flipping your skirt up.

sighing out a “what, you wanted my attention!” when you protest about being in the parking lot.. sliding your panties to the side , his fingers running up your slit before he pulls his pants down just enough to have his hard length spring up against his stomach. “soo needy.” he’ll huff when you wiggle your hips to try and get on his tip already.. luckily hueka loves you so much, already bottoming out in you and thrusting in and out of your tight hole, using you to reckless abandon.. and you know it’s not just stopping in the car, right?

[gowonders]

Do you have any thoughts on beomgyu who only has a soft spot for you ???

yes anonie, i always do 🤞

warnings: none really!

gyu who lets you do whatever you want because you and him both know you can get away with it..

he’s cold and harsh with almost all his friends except you, maybe pulling you into a side hug in public every so often..

or he’s definitely the type (in this scenario) to never show his affection to you.. like if you compliment his jacket just know he’s offering to you!! take it too btw, he’s not letting you do otherwise! or if you mention you like a drink or something, he’s buying you it before picking you up.

“i don’t think about you at all.. what do you mean.” sureeee >_<

[gowonders]

So sorry, my writing kinda sucks

I meant G!P Hyeju as a Yandere Idol who’s like obsessed w her gf (reader) but reader cant tell anyone because Hyeju is a very loved idol and no one would believe her? I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense, my brain isn’t working rn😭😭

nooo bae don’t apologize, my english isn’t perf so i definitely don’t understand things a lot… 😋 also idk if this is good.. i don’t really write dark stuff like this and g!p.. but ykw.. i tried ⭐️

minors dni&lt;3

warnings: english isn’t my first language, not proofread, implied dubcon, drugging, toxic + manipulative hyeju, somno????, jerking off to you.. lmk if i missed any!

a grin across her face as she places a small tablet that could ruin hyejus career in your drink, swirling around the fizzing capsule before placing the glass in front of you. “mm, drink up, hon.” she says flatly, taking a sip of her own drink. your shaky hands reach out to wrap your fingers around the glass. you knew what would happen, if you drank it, you’d wake up feeling all fuzzy in the morning. if you didn’t, you were in for a nightmare of the world of hyeju threatening everything and anything about you. with a regretful sigh, you take a sip, or two, or another.. till the glass is gone. “see.. wasn’t that hard at all. was it? wasn’t that good?” hyeju coaxes, coming up behind you to rub at your shoulders. “yes but.. hyeju. the drinks you give me always make me feel weird.. like.. i wake up and feel staticky.” you mumble, looking down at the empty glass between your hands. this makes hyeju scoff and shake her head. “doll, it’s all in your head. why would i do anything like that? i’m an idol after all, you’d think out of all people, i’d be scared of being drugged. not some normal person like you.” she says in a flat tone, taking your glass to rinse it in the sink. “baby, aren’t you tired? why don’t we get you to sleep.” she says, and that you do. because you can never reject hyeju. what she says, goes.

you’re asleep. and unbeknownst to you, hyejus night isn’t near over yet. you’re so pretty when you sleep, lips parted, eyes shut, soft breaths as your chest rises and falls.. you look so vulnerable. so.. innocent. and it was really a shame that hyeju has to do this, but she really doesn’t want to be a bother, after all, you sleeping here was more than enough.

with a stiff groan, she’s already pulling her waistband down just enough to make her cock spring out. her eyes dart all over your unconscious body, and her fingers ever-so-slightly wrap around her length, her eyes gliding to your thighs, and a stifled moan leaves her at the thought of just being able to touch them. use them. to her own expense. you’d be so, so easy.

she was in for it now. all you had to do was wake up, she’d use you, all confused and sleepy for her.

[gowonders]

txt as loona songs and why because… i’m resident moabit hello..

btw.. if you wanna to listen to these songs.. make sure to listen to the boycott versions here <3

soobin : eclipse [kim lip]

have you seen this man

go watch the mv on tiktok and say if he wasn’t scared to serve that he wouldn’t be in that

PLUS IT JUST SOUNDS LIKE A SONG FOR HIM

and the lyric “in the shaded shadows where you and i meet it happened in the fate” is so soobin coded idgaf

yeonjun : be honest

the car�� he’s good at crashing them plus he always drives ANYWAYS

ive always associated this song with him anyways

moa editors GET ON IT???? 😒

anyways his lyric is “you come crashing into a world that used to be like a wild desert”

+ the whole vibe of the song…

beomgyu : one way [yyxy]

i’ve always associated him with softer songs

and one way is no exception!

UGHHH

the lyrics of this whole damn song fit him

like not to hc.. but bsf to lvrs but u don’t like him back. he’s blasting.

especially “but in your heart, it’s no way, everything is blocked”

OR AS A WHOLE “i want to box these beautiful memories and give them to you”

it’s just a very sweet song and i love yyxy and one way sm

taehyun : favOrite

this song is really baby girl sounding

AND WHAT???? HE KINDA IS…

anyway

i know it doesn’t match his vibe at all

BUT I THINK IT MATVHES HIM ALMOST???

and the lyrics “what are you doing tomorrow evening? clear up your schedule, i want to have all of you, the whole of you” LIKEEEE

and again, the way the song sounds ..

its so tyun :3

hueka : love & live [1/3]

it’s the cutest song on this list

for a cutie patootie.

LIKE

HE WOULD LISTEN TO ANYTHING 1/3

PLEASE KAI WOULD BE A HASEUL BIAS WATCH.

anyways this song is so cute 🥹🥹

“what about me and you are similar? are you sleepless over the same thoughts too? i raise my hopes up high for no reason, i miss you right now”

like tell me those lyrics aren’t kai

any 1/3 song is hueka coded

listen to your biases song and tell me if you like it ! 😞 [or don’t, i’m not the boss of you, i just really like loona AND txt..]

[gowonders]

elise... toxic ex bf beomgyu...

lia you have me ROLLING AROUND AND SCREAMING WTFFF AHHH

warnings! : cheating, kinda college au but it doesn’t have to be read as such!, groping i think..,,, lmk if i missed any as always!

toxic ex gyu who makes the breakup seem like it’s all your fault.. “maybe i wouldn’t have had to cheat if you weren’t so uptight…” but maybe he’s right! after all, he’s done sooo much for you, so what if it was your fault?? :(

toxic ex gyu who gets absolutely plastered and calls you up late at night, rambling on and on about how much he misses you (more like screwing you… and “oh.. what i’d give to make you cum again, ynie. seriously.”)

and when you’re at a party a few weeks later, in a secluded area, you see beomgyu come in front of you, and before you can do anything, his hands shaking around to grip your ass, naturally, you try and fight him off, not wanting to start anything before your heart gets broken again.. but.. “cmon, baby! you used to be so easy.. just give me one more chance…”

and like always, he just gets one more chance.

might elaborate on this one.. toxic frat bf gyu is always in my mind yall.. what do you think 😵‍💫😵‍💫

[gowonders]

Please Hyeju x 13th Member Reader Where she’s sorta like Yves, she hasn’t joined any company but ends up joining Loossemble and sorta Hyeju’s reaction to that? I’m sorry I can’t talk for shit😭😭

oh you KNOWWW i love writing idol!reader 😈😈 nah let me absolutely destroy this😋😋 i kinda turned this into a mini lil fic so.. HAHAHAHHA also i’m so so so so sorry this took me ages, ive hit a point where i hate everything i write 😭😭

super-glue ♥ s.hj

warnings; english isn’t my first language, not proofread, mentions of the whole loona situation (☹️), other then that, mainly fluff, lmk if i missed any!!!!!!

hyeju huffs over her phone as she texts you, she saw your message on how you just felt really demotivated from idol work after your last company really set you and the rest of the members up. her heart sank, she knew how you felt, but she definitely had the smallest hope that you could redebut together. ‘i get how you feel, yn! there’s no rush, take the time you need because it’s seriously deserved.” she responds, putting her phone to the side as she thinks over her career. she was going to sign with a company her some of her other bandmates were under, and she was over the moon to be with them, of course.. but you were close! like.. super glue level close, so the thought of possibly debuting without you kinda.. crushed her.

fast forward a few weeks.. and you and hyeju haven’t talked for a second. a little more, actually. you had been so busy catching up with all your family, and still figuring out what’d you’d do from here on out, and hyeju was so busy working on her redebut.. that you just didn’t talk all that much. and it killed her, and maybe killed you more. it wasn’t exactly intentional, but you both definitely felt bad.

and it definitely felt awkward to make a big decision without your other half. you had two ideas for the future lined up, either go back to being an idol and try to sign with a company, or start being a producer and songwriter. this was definitely something you’d ask hyeju about.. but you knew how busy she was! last time you met, she gushed about the new company and how she’s truly happy, having a stage name she actually likes, how the company isn’t an absolute chore to deal with.. and how she was redebuting any day now! and you were definitely proud, but you couldn’t really reach out to her, but you know how comebacks went.. you can’t really judge. but you really wished you could have her, in this one decision.. but..

you could make this a happy thing, for the both of you.

you had kind of been leaning to redebut anyways, and hyejus company didn’t seem bad at all with the way she spoke so highly of them, and to be fair.. your other bandmates were there too, you could surprise hyeju maybe? you could just tell how much she missed you, you guys were so close.

so, you might’ve spent your evening going to her company, and you might’ve asked if you could sign with them.. and your week was totally spent working on drawing up a contract.. which went through! that might’ve been the longest week of your life, but it was about to be worth it. really, really worth it.

“yn?” you hear from behind you as you walk in the hallways of your new entertainment. your eyes widen as you turn around, seeing gowon looking at you with a tilted head. “what has you coming around here?” she asks, a grin rising on her face as she sees you smile and start to explain. “i kinda.. maybe.. joined this company… and maybe the group…??…” you practically whisper, and her grin grows more and more. “wh- uh- i missed you.. but like, does anyone know?” she responds, moving to be next to you. you shake your head, looking at the girl next to you. “well, do you wanna see the rest of the girls?” gowon asks, a smile on her face.. but she wasn’t really asking.. it was more a command, and you couldn’t deny her. “how could i say no….” you trail off, and with that you’re getting dragged to a practice room.

“guyssss… look who’s here~” gowon says in a singsong tone, nudging you in front of her as you’re presented with four other girls from your group, and while you’re all happy to see them all.. you’re most happy to see the one you’re the closest to— hyeju! and clearly, by the looks of it, so is she, with the way she shoots up and runs to you, giggling as she closes you into a tight hug. “yn!!” she squeals, both a mixture of excited and shocked to see you. “i- i thought you were done with being an idol for a bit..!!” she stutters, pulling away from you and looking into your wide eyes, practically prioritizing herself over the others. “hm.. it was kinda a surprise.. let’s catch up? all of us?”

[gowonders]

“i hate writing!” i say then i open my notes app with a sigh like why is she my toxic ex!!!!!