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streetlight11 · 4 years ago

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Strawberry Lattes

Summary: He always needs his morning caffeine to wake him up for his morning classes. He never knew what it feels like wanting to come back to a particular place again and again solely for one reason, until he met you. You were a full time barista and a part time university student. Despite the stress you get almost every week, your two friends have always been there to support you. What happens when your friends come to visit you at your workplace one day, only to find out that they were friends with the same boy who not only is your eye candy, but also your regular customer?

Genre: Super fluffy

Pairing: Kim Sunwoo x GN Reader

Word count: 5.5k

It was another dreadful morning after only 2 hours of sleep due to staying up all night hoping to finish at least 50% of the assignment. But this wasn’t an excuse for you to call in to work sick or unable to come for your shift. Hence, the reason why you were now forcing yourself out of bed to freshen up and get ready for work. You were a full time barista at a local café downtown just around the corner from your apartment, and also a part time student at Yonsei University.

The reason why you chose this path was because you wanted to further your studies but also earn a monthly allowance in order to pay for your school and house bills since you were living alone and didn't have the time to search for a roommate.

Despite the stress load you get every once in a while, you managed to cope and tried your best to pass each module. Today was no different, as you got ready for work and was out the door by 0730. You arrived at the café only to find your manager already preparing the coffee machines and restocking the cakes in the fridge beside the cashier. You greeted him good morning before he smiled at you.

You went into the back room to put your bag down and took your apron. Proceeding to head to the front where the cashier and coffee machines were.

“Did you get enough sleep yesterday?” Kihyun asked.

Before you could reply, a yawn left your lips as you used the back of your hand to cover your mouth slightly.

“Nope. But I’ll be fine.” You said. You could hear the heavy sigh that left his lips when he closed the fridge door and soon turned to you with a frown.

“(Y/N), you know you have to get some rest. It’s not good for your health.” Kihyun said, but you nodded.

“I know Ki, but I can’t fail this module.”

“Just… know when to take a break okay?”

“Okay.”

With that, he went to the back room to settle some paperwork while you stayed by the counter, refilling the powders into the containers. After you were done, a few customers had entered to buy their morning caffeine doses. 4 orders and 5 minutes of silence later, you leaned over the counter top with one knee resting on the stool in front of you that was hidden from any customer in plain sight.

You supported your head on your palm, slowly finding yourself drifting to sleep when the doorbell chimed, catching your attention. You looked up to see a guy walking into the café looking just as tired as you were but he had more life in him.

“Dang he’s cute.” You thought to yourself as you quickly wiped the pout off your face and soon replaced it with a warm smile.

“Good morning, may I take your order?” you greeted him.

He flashed you a soft smile before glancing up at the menu boards hanging above your head.

“Do you have any recommendations? I feel like trying something new.” He finally looked back down at you, only for you to feel as though your airflow got sucked out of your lungs.

“Personally I really like the Iced Matcha Latte with soy milk if I want a non-caffeinated drink. But if I want that espresso kick to start my mornings, I really love the Strawberry Latte, with two pumps of syrup and a light dash of strawberry sprinkles. It’s not too strong and it definitely gives you a sweet tangy balance to the bitter coffee taste.” You ended your speech with a light giggle after you realized how long it was.

The male only smiled fondly at you during that whole minute explanation but it was worth it. “Great, can I get the exact order for the second one then?” He said. You looked quite surprised but nonetheless smiled as you began to key in the order

“Choice of size?”

“Regular please.”

After you were done, you took the regular size takeaway cup and a marker, looking at him to ask for his name or initials.

“Sunwoo.”

The corner of your lips tugged upwards, writing down his name before setting the cup to your left beside the coffee machine and soon charged him for his order. After he was done paying, you returned him his change and gave the receipt before telling him to wait at the collection point. You made the drink exactly how you would make it for yourself. Smiling happily upon seeing your creation being prepared for not yourself, but this time for a customer.

After you had sprinkled the strawberry powder on top of the foam surface, you took the lid and secured it close before you went to the collection point and called out softly.

“Strawberry Latte for Sunwoo.”

He walked forwards as he took the cup, not forgetting to give you a smile.

“Thank you-” His eyes darted towards your name tag pinned to your apron before he looked back at you. “...(Y/N)”

You bowed to him slightly as you watched him leave the café. After he left, he didn’t forget to spare a quick glance into the café, only to see your smile soon disappeared. Replacing it with a small pout when you let out a sigh. Sunwoo chuckled as he continued walking to campus that was just 2 blocks away.

For some reason, he couldn’t stop thinking about you even after he made it to his first lecture. The small smile gracing on his lips didn’t go unnoticed by his friends as Kevin began to nudge Sunwoo’s elbow the minute he came to sit beside the former.

“Aye, why are you smiling like an idiot huh?” Kevin asked.

“Maybe he just sniffed a smiling gas.” Younghoon said.

“What the hell is that?” Jacob asked.

“I was being sarcastic you nimrod.” Younghoon said, making the former one growl.

“I’ll tell you guys later.” Sunwoo said as he couldn’t wipe the smile off his face.

2 hours passed and they were now heading to the food hall in the main building, when Hyunjae slings his arm over Sunwoo’s shoulder.

“So? Why were you smiling all morning today?” He asked, causing the rest to focus their gazes on him as Sunwoo sighed knowing he couldn’t run away now.

“Ahh, it’s nothing… I went to get my morning coffee and there was this really cute barista who attended to me. That’s all.”

A series of “ooh”s were heard as the boys got noisier by the second.

“Jeez, can y’all shut up? You’re embarrassing me.” Sunwoo said as he quickened his pace, only for Younghoon to grab hold of his backpack and pulled him back.

“Oh please, you should be thankful we even gave reactions to what you say.” Younghoon said, making Sunwoo scoff.

A few weeks later, you were just handing a customer her plate of pasta and a cappuccino at one of the tables when you heard the doorbell chime. The customer you were attending to, thanked you for bringing her orders to her, smiling and replied to her.

“Your welcome. Enjoy your food.”

With that, you began to walk back to the front counter when you saw a group of guys gathered in front of the cashier. Right when you were just about to walk past them to head behind the counter, one of them glanced towards his right only to lock eyes with you. It was Sunwoo. The same regular customer that came every morning before his classes. The same guy who you may or may not have a tiny crush on.

The moment you locked eyes, you could feel your heartbeat stop for just a millisecond later as he flashed you a soft smile. This was enough to make you blush as you smiled back to him shyly before quickly making your way behind the counter.

“Oh great, you’re back. Help me take their order will you? I have to prepare the delivery ones.” Kihyun said simply. You were about to protest but you had no choice since the other part timer was on his lunch break.

So you nodded defeatedly before you returned the tray back at the collection point before you went back to the cashier, only to see Sunwoo standing there alone.

“Hey.” Sunwoo said as his lips began to tug upwards.

“Hey. What can I get you today?” You asked with a shy smile. Your voice sounded much softer than usual. You didn’t miss the little chuckle that left his lips before he spoke up.

“There’s gonna be a bit more than one order today.”

“I can see that.” You joked.

“Can I get one regular iced mocha, two regular double chocolate frappe, one small iced americano, one regular iced vanilla latte, and my usual please.”

You keyed in his orders as he spoke, only for you to look back up at him to confirm if that was all he wanted. Sunwoo gave you a firm nod, proceeding to charge him for the orders and soon told him to have a seat, you will call out to him once the drinks are ready. Sunwoo nodded as he left, not forgetting to smile at you for the umpteenth time that day.

You soon came beside Kihyun and started to make the drinks. Sunwoo on the other hand, immediately got dragged down into his seat by Kevin when they began to make comments about you.

“You were right, they’re hella cute!” Kevin said.

“Do you think they’re attached?” Younghoon asked.

“I don’t know. I mean, they’re quite cute. It’s impossible they’re single.” Sangyeon shrugged.

“Not all good looking people are attached. Even some normal looking ones are attached. We can’t just judge from their looks.” Sunwoo said defensively, only for Changmin and Haknyeon to smirk.

“Or are you just saying that because you want them to be single?” Changmin said, causing the rest of them to agree teasingly.

“Whatever, they wouldn’t date someone like me anyway.” Sunwoo said.

Not long after he finished his sentence, your voice echoes around the café walls as you called his name.

“Drinks for Sunwoo.”

With that, Sunwoo got up and soon jogged his way to the collection point, only to find you standing behind the counter with the tray in hand. You smiled as you pushed the tray gently towards him.

“Be careful. It’s heavy.” You warned.

“Don’t worry.” Sunwoo said, couldn’t help but smile at him.

He soon came back to their table and distributed the drinks. Almost half an hour had passed, they were just talking about random topics when Sunwoo happened to glance towards the counter. Seeing you laugh at something your manager said.

He didn’t realize he was smiling until Sangyeon spoke up. “Sunwoo yah, if they make your heart flutter that much, why don’t you just go there and ask them out?”

Sunwoo whips his head to Sangyeon, almost pulling a muscle while doing that.

“What?! N-No!”

“Why not?”

“The last time I asked someone out, I got turned down harshly in front of everyone. I couldn’t sleep for days!”

“Sunwoo yah, you’re just thinking too much. Just try and ask them out. Who knows they’ll accept?” Haknyeon asked.

“I don’t wanna risk it.” Sunwoo said. Glancing back to the front counter.

“Why must I have a crush on the cutest barista working just two blocks away from campus?” Sunwoo thought to himself as he gently shook his head and went back into the conversation with the guys.

A few minutes passed, some of them were discussing their project work while some were doing their own stuff when Sunwoo saw you left the counter only to walk towards an empty table near the back of the café. Since the café was not so packed, Kihyun told you to eat at one of the tables. So as to not feel cramped in the back room.

You had a transparent cup filled with what seems to be strawberry latte and a plate of sandwich. Sunwoo was caught staring by his friends as Younghoon nudged his arm to gain his attention.

“This is your chance to talk to them.”

Sunwoo saw some of them nod in agreement as he glanced back at you who was just taking a bite of the sandwich while scrolling through your phone.

With much motivation, he finally got up and made his way towards your table. You were just looking at your Instagram feed when you saw a figure come to a stop on the opposite side of your table.

You looked up to see Sunwoo standing there with a nervous smile as he spoke up. “Do you need some company?” He asked. You giggled, locking your phone screen and soon placed it face down on the table.

“Sure, that would be great.” You said. He pulled the chair out and soon took a seat.

“You’re just having that for lunch?” He asked curiously as he looked at the plate in front of you.

“Mmm.”

“Is that enough to fill you for the rest of your shift?” He asks, genuinely concerned at how little you ate.

“Yeap! Don’t worry. I always get something heavy to eat before my night classes.”

Sunwoo paused only to raise his eyebrows in confusion.

“Night classes?”

“I’m a part time student at Yonsei U. That’s why I’m a full timer here.”

“Wow… Are you able to cope with work and study at the same time?”

“It can be tiring and mentally exhausting sometimes but I persevere.”

Sunwoo was shocked at this new information but nonetheless gave you some comforting words to help cheer you on. “That’s… a lot to take in. I hope you don’t stress yourself out too much. Please get some rest and don’t overwork yourself.”

You hadn't seen this side of him before but it was very sweet of him to even say all those things to you. You ended up chatting for a bit, only for you both to find out that he was a student at Hankuk U, you were the same age, you both loved sushi and many more.

Your lunch break was ending soon but you were dreading to say goodbye. “Well, it was really nice talking to you Sunwoo, but I’m afraid my break time’s almost over.”

You pouted sadly, only for him to chuckle.

“Do you have class tonight?”

You nodded.

“Hmm, don’t worry okay? I’ll see you tomorrow morning.” Sunwoo said, making you giggle at his disclaimer.

The both of you got up only for him to speak up.

“My friends and I are leaving soon too. I’ll see you tomorrow. Take care, don’t forget to eat before you head to class!” He reminded you. Not forgetting to give him a nod.

A few days later, you had just ended your night class and you were almost burned out for the day, you could barely keep your eyes open. Only for your phone to ring. It was Eric.

“Hello?” You said into the line.

“Hey! Are you finished with class?”

“Yeah. I’m heading down now. Where are you?”

“At the parking lot. Me and Chanhee hyung decided to wait for you today.”

With that being said, you gasped lightly, unable to digest this information.

“Wha- Eric are you serious? You didn’t have to- omg.”

“No, it’s fine! Besides, me and hyung needed to discuss something anyway. Meet us at the parking lot okay?”

Before you could reply, he already hung up the call, making you sigh. You felt bad for making them wait for you since it was already half past 10 at night. But then again, they did it out of their own will. You arrived at the parking lot, only to see Chanhee and Eric leaning against the side of Chanhee’s car amongst a few other vehicles left just chatting away while waiting for you.

Just then, Eric glanced towards the entrance, only to see a very tired you dragging your feet towards them. You could barely open your eyes as you held onto your bag strap for your dear life. Right when you had just arrived in front of them, your vision blacked out, feeling your head pound against your skull. You let out a soft groan, falling forwards, just in time for Eric to catch you.

“Woah, are you okay?” He asked worriedly as Chanhee and him exchanged glances to one another.

“Mmm, y-yeah… I just blacked out for a bit.” You said, only to hear Chanhee sigh.

“How many times must we tell you not to overwork yourself and get some sleep?” Chanhee said.

“I did sleep...” You tried to defend yourself, but they knew you better than you know yourself.

“How many hours did you sleep last night?” Eric asked as he narrowed his eyes at you questioningly. You avoided their piercing gazes by answering their question in a hushed tone.

“An hour and a half.”

With that, your two friends let out a heavy sigh as Eric looked disappointed in his friend. It wasn’t because he was mad at you, it was because he was growing more and more concerned over your sleeping patterns and your health. You weren't just schooling, you were working as well so it would only be right if you maintained a healthy sleeping pattern and a balanced work/study time.

“That’s it. You’re coming home with me. I’m gonna make sure you get that sleep you so well deserved.” Chanhee said as Eric nodded in agreement.

“What? No, I’m fine. Okay, I promise I’ll sleep tonight.” You said.

“Yeah right.”

“You don’t trust me?” You asked with a pout.

“On this? No, I don’t.” With that, you scoffed as you knew you couldn’t fight back with them. So with that being said, you ended up following Chanhee to his apartment since he lived alone. Once you were back at Chanhee’s place, he told you to wash up. He let you borrow a loose shirt and sleeping shorts.

He told you to sleep in his bed and that he could take the couch. At first you rejected it, saying you could sleep on the couch but he refused.

Chanhee purposely placed your bag in the living room so that you couldn’t sneakily stay up all night and worked on your assignment. Chanhee’s body clock was never normal to begin with but to him, your sleeping pattern was more important than his.

Hence, the reason why he was still awake at 3am, watching the live broadcast of the World Cup. He was trying so hard to keep quiet to avoid waking you up as he eagerly watched the tournament. Just then, he thought he heard soft whimpers in his head.

“What the-” He mumbled to himself as he continued watching the game.

Just then, the whimper sounded again and it was a lot more distinct this time. With that, he lowered down the volume just to see if that sound would appear again. Not long after, he heard the whimper again and it seemed to have come from his hallway.

Chanhee got up immediately as he went to his bedroom, opening the door gently.

That’s when he saw you shifting uncomfortably in your sleep. He approached you in a rush as he saw you clutching onto the blanket against your chest as you had a frown on your face.

You were mumbling something in your sleep but he couldn’t really catch what you said.

“(Y/N)? Hey wake up.” Chanhee said softly as he placed a hand on your shoulder and lightly shook it. It took him 3 tries to finally get you awake when you jolted forward. Your breathing was heavy as you sat there with cold sweat running down the side of your face.

“It’s okay (Y/N), you’re okay. I’m here. It’s just a nightmare.” He comforted you while grabbing a handful of his shirt.

He pulled you into a hug, feeling your body shiver. They stayed like that for a while, only for him to tuck you back in bed. He pushed your hair away from your face as he looked down at you gently with a soft smile.

“Goodnight (Y/N).”

“Goodnight Chanhee.”

He was about to walk away when you grabbed his hand.

“Thank you… for everything.”

Chanhee could only smile, gently caressing the back of your hand with his thumb and soon spoke up.

“Get some rest, (Y/N).” You nodded only to let go of his hand. You fell back asleep a few seconds after as he went back to the living room, only to turn off the television and went to sleep himself.

It has been 4 months since Sunwoo first came to the café and you've gotten a lot closer than before.

However, Sunwoo still has yet to ask you out on a date.

It was a chilly Wednesday afternoon and both Chanhee and Eric promised to visit you after their lecture. The time was 35 minutes past 2 and the two guys had just entered the café, settling themselves into one of the empty tables beside the glass window after they ordered their drinks.

After making their drinks, you made your own drink and took one of the sandwiches from the fridge. Making your way to them for your lunch break.

“Hey guys, one iced mocha and one iced matcha latte for the two sweetest guys I’m lucky to have as friends.” You said, causing the two boys to smirk.

“Just friends?” Eric teased.

“Best friends.” You corrected yourself, only for Chanhee to laugh at Eric’s pained reaction.

“Ouch, never thought I’d be friend zoned this quick.”

You found yourself giggling as you spoke up to comfort your friend while you took a seat beside him.

“I love you, Eric ah.”

He couldn’t find himself being angry at you as he immediately melted and soon became a giggling mess. You were just chatting away, gossiping about the same stuck up girl in their class who keeps acting as if everyone was head over heels for when they’re actually not.

Just then, a familiar voice calls out to Chanhee and Eric from a distance behind you making your heart skip a beat.

“Hey! Hyung! Eric ah!”

Chanhee glanced past your shoulder while Eric turned to look over his own shoulder before they smiled widely and waved eagerly to whoever was behind you.

“That voice…” You whispered under your breath, only to slowly turn around. That’s when you saw Sunwoo walking up to your table along with his usual group of friends. However, you didn’t miss the look on Sunwoo’s face when he locked eyes with you. He was definitely surprised but also confused as to why you were seated with his friends.

“Oh? It’s the cute barista!” Juyeon said innocently. Flashing them a bashful smile. Just then, both Chanhee and Eric turned to look at each other simultaneously only for them to look at you and spoke up in unison.

“You’re the cute barista Sunwoo’s been talking about?!”

With that, Sunwoo gestured a punch to them signalling them to keep quiet. Only for him to look at you and ask.

“You know them?”

You could only nod as you told him the truth.

“I’ve known them since college.”

The rest of the boys gasped at the newly profound information. They couldn’t believe you were mutual friends with Chanhee and Eric. The 12 of you ended up sitting in two separate tables side by side whilst Chanhee and Eric began to spill the tea about Sunwoo.

“I can’t believe he’s been talking about you all these while.” Eric said.

“If I had known sooner, I would have set you two up on a date.” Chanhee said, causing you to glance at Sunwoo who was sitting opposite you. You cleared your throat and glanced down at your wrist watch before you got up abruptly to avoid any more awkward conversations.

“Oh look, my break time is ending. Nice talking to you guys. Thanks for visiting me today, my babies. More cakes for you? Yes? Okay.” You said in a rush. Quickly leaving the table, earning a laugh from the guys. Thinking that your actions are cute.

“Sunwoo, you really have a good taste don’t you?” Eric teased, making Sunwoo throw a tissue paper packet to Eric’s face, catching the poor boy by surprise.

You were in the back room, having a short break when your co-worker, Mingi called for you from the door.

“(Y/N), somebody wants to talk to you. He said he’s a friend of yours?” Mingi said, making you hum in confusion but nonetheless left the back room.

Only to be met with Sunwoo standing at the collection point.

“Sunwoo?”

“Hey, umm, I was wondering… Are you… free, this weekend?” You found yourself blushing as you tried to come up with a quick response.

“Uhh yeah. Yeah, I’m free.” Sunwoo didn’t expect you to say yes so quickly but it definitely made him feel slightly happy that he didn’t get rejected.

“Great. Umm, I’ll pick you up at 8?”

“Okay.” You smiled genuinely.

“Okay… Well, I uhh, better get going. Bye (Y/N). See you.” He said shyly, his ears starting to burn red.

“See you Sunwoo.” You said, only for him to quickly leave before his whole tomato head explodes.

Weekends finally came and it was already 30 minutes past 7 and you were struggling to find a nice outfit to wear. You didn’t know exactly where he was taking you, all he said was to wear nicely. You were nervous to say the least. You haven't been on a date in like what? 2 years?

Ever since your last date where you got stood up, you decided not to go on any more blind dates. You would rather stay single for the rest of your life than being played with and getting your heart broken again and again.

Sunwoo texted you a few minutes later saying he was downstairs so you replied by saying you’ll be down in a minute. You soon left your apartment and locked the doors before heading down the corridor towards the lift lobby. Once you were at ground level, you made your way out, only to see Sunwoo leaning against his car door.

The minute he noticed your figure walking towards him, he looked up only to give you a one over. You stopped a few feet in front of him with a shy smile as he spoke up.

“Wow, you look really stunning.”

“Thank you. You look dashing.” You giggled.

Sunwoo was wearing a dark blue button down shirt tucked into his black denim skinny jeans, a pair of black sneakers and a few stainless steel accessories. He recently dyed his hair to a deep berry colour. He soon opened the door for you. Getting in before he walked over to the driver seat. Once he was in, he buckled his seatbelt and started his car engine.

“Where are we going?” You asked.

“It’s a surprise.” Sunwoo said with a cheeky smile as you could feel your heartstrings pull.

The drive to the destination wasn’t as long as you thought, maybe because the journey was filled with jokes and laughter every now and then. Before you knew it, he finally pulled into a parking lot at what seems to be an outdoor movie theatre.

“Sunwoo yah… This is…” You paused as you got out of the car while he reached over to the back seat to take the blanket he brought to lay it down on the grass. He came back to your side after locking his car, only for you to continue from where you left off.

“So cute. How did you even find out about this outdoor movie?”

He smiled as you both began to walk towards the open space where quite a lot of couples were already seated down on their own blankets.

“My friend told me about this when he went on a date with his girlfriend the other day. So I figured why not give it a try.” Sunwoo said, making you blush.

You managed to find an empty space so he laid down the blanket and soon sat down. While waiting for the movie, you talked about almost anything. The movie soon started as everyone was starting to get excited. Halfway through the beginning of the movie, you were sitting beside Sunwoo with your legs extended out in front of you.

The night slowly got breezy, feeling the cool air blowing on you softly. Just then, he saw you straightening your posture, rubbing your arms to keep yourself warm. He felt bad that he couldn’t give you his jacket since he didn’t wear any.

However, an idea flashed across his mind, making him turn to you to speak.

“Hey, are you cold?” He asked. You turned to him with a small smile before you answered.

“Yeah, but it’s fine. It’s just a little chilly, that’s all.” Sunwoo wasn’t convinced as he saw your teeth clattering, making him chuckle softly.

“You know, I heard from somewhere that close body contact can keep us warm.” Sunwoo suggests indirectly to you, turning your head to him to see a playful smile on his lips.

You giggled as you looked at him with your brows raised.

“Are you okay with it?”

“If I wasn’t, I wouldn’t suggest it would I?” He asked, causing you to mentally facepalm at your ridiculous self.

“Right. You have a point.”

You heard him chuckle when he pat the empty spot in between his legs, gesturing for you to come over.

“C’mere.” He said.

Once you have settled down between his legs, you feel him wrap his arms around your body, trapping your arms. Gently pressing your back against his chest. Warmth immediately engulfing you both as you snuggled deeper into his chest.

“Warm enough?” He asked, only for you to nod.

You stayed like that for the rest of the movie. Sacrificing his back if it meant keeping you warm throughout the 1 and a half hours of the movie.

After the movie ended, you went to get supper before he sent you home. You agreed to let him walk you all the way to your door. Hence, the reason why you were now standing outside your apartment door. You unlocked the door but then turned around to face him.

“Thank you for today Sunwoo. It was a fun experience watching a movie outdoors for the first time under the starry night.” You said as he smiled.

“I’m glad you liked it…”

“I hope we can do something like this again soon.” At that being said, his ears perked up, staring at you in awe.

“A-Again? Does that mean…?” He paused, causing you to giggle.

“Yes. I’d love to go on a date with you again.”

Sunwoo couldn’t contain his excitement as he smiled from ear to ear, his adorable toothy grin made your heart skip a few beats. He elicited a soft giggle, biting his lip to stop himself from smiling too much.

Just then, you decided to take it upon yourself by pressing a soft kiss onto his cheek. Sunwoo was frozen in place as you smiled up to him endearingly before you bid him goodbye. You quickly entered your apartment to hide your flushed face when you could feel the embarrassment starting to creep up on you. You leaned against the door. Trying to steady your heartbeat.

After what felt like forever, you finally pushed yourself off the door and was about to walk deeper into your apartment when there was a knock.

You turned around to open it and you were greeted by Sunwoo again, seeming he finally came into senses.

Without any words exchanged, he took one quick step forward, reaching up to cup your face with one hand before he gently pressed his lips against yours. You melted almost immediately when you felt him smile into the kiss. Sunwoo could feel his heart get weaker, snaking one hand around your waist while pulling you closer to him.

Your hands rested on his chest as he pulled away with a soft sound, only for you to keep your gaze on his collarbone. Too shy to look at him in the eye.

Sunwoo gently took your chin in between his thumb and index finger. Tilting your head up, making you lock eyes with him.

“I’m pretty sure that just proves to you how I feel about you, but I still wanna tell you in words. I really, really like you. And I would love to take you out on more dates and be able to call you mine.”

With his cute confession, you couldn’t help but giggle. Wrapping your arms around his neck before you spoke up.

“I like you too Sunwoo. And yes, I would love to go on dates with you, and for you to call me yours.” With that being said, Sunwoo smiled in victory. Kissing you again sweetly.

The next day, you broke the news to your friends as you got happy cheers and excited screams in the group chat. Sunwoo never thought he would date anyone after being rejected multiple times but maybe he was fated to meet you and be the person who orders the same drink every time at the café you worked in. Maybe now he could finally live his love life with more cuddles and Strawberry Lattes.

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lunarimagines · 4 years ago

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MOBILE MASTERLIST

I have received many requests to update my masterlist, so here it is! As of October 18, 2020...

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~ = TRIGGER WARNING

* = SEXUAL CONTENT

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Kpop

+ EXO

YOU’RE THE NEW GIRL WITH A ‘BAD GIRL’ IMAGE [VERSION 1] [VERSION 2]

THEY’RE IN THE MOOD, BUT YOU’RE ON YOUR PERIOD

THEIR GIRLFRIEND IS ANEMIC

PLAYING WITH THEIR GIRLFRIEND’S LONG HAIR

MAKING BREAKFAST WITH YOU

JONGIN REACTION TO HIS GIRLFRIEND ALWAYS ASKING PERMISSION BEFORE INITIATING SKIN SHIP

WHAT DATING JONGIN WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING SEHUN WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING TAO WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING LUHAN WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH KAI WOULD BE LIKE

LATE NIGHT LUHAN FLUFF BLURB

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH EXO (OT12)

WOLF!CHEN

*ONLY I CAN (KYUNGSOO SMUT)

*HOW YIXING WOULD BE IN BED

*SEX WITH BAEKHYUN

WHAT DATING BAEKHYUN WOULD BE LIKE

*WHAT SEX WITH KRIS WOULD BE LIKE

*I HAVE NO REASON TO BE JEALOUS (SEHUN SMUT)

*WHAT SEX WITH JONGIN WOULD BE LIKE

WHEN YOU CONFESS TO KAI

WHEN THE MANAGERS SUGGEST HE BREAK UP WITH YOU

*SEX WITH CHEN

*SEX WITH KYUNGSOO

*SEX WITH LUHAN

*SEX WITH SEHUN

WOLF!KAI

*SEX WITH CHANYEOL

*SEX WITH SUHO

DATING CHANYEOL

*SEX WITH TAO

*SEX WITH XIUMIN

DATING KYUNGSOO

BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH CHANYEOL

YOU HAVE BENIGN ESSENTIAL TREMOR

WOLF!BAEKHYUN

THEY FIND OUT THEY’RE DOING A ROMANTIC BALLAD WITH YOU (THEIR CRUSH)

FLUFFY XIUMIN ONE SHOT

~YOU’RE SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT YOUR WEIGHT

CUDDLING WITH SUHO AND ACCIDENTALLY WAKING HIM UP

~YOUR SELF HARM COPING NOTEBOOK

YOU’RE DATING IN SECRET AND HE KISSES YOU (UNKNOWINGLY) IN FRONT OF CAMERAS

JEALOUS!JONGIN

MARRIED LIFE WITH CHANYEOL

CUDDLING WITH KRIS AND SEHUN

*TOUCH IT [JONGDAE SMUT]

DATING KRIS [WU YIFAN]

HUSBAND!JONGIN

SECRETADMIRER!JONGIN

CUDDLING WITH EXO

THEIR GF HAD ADD

WHAT DATING JONGDAE WOULD BE LIKE

GROWING UP WITH JONGIN

YOUR CHILD CALLS HIM DAD

YOU THINK THEY ARE CHEATING

EXO REACTION TO SEEING YOU AGAIN AFTER YOU TWO BROKE UP

WHAT DATING TAO WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING SUHO WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING LAY WOULD BE LIKE

YOU FAINT IN HIS ARMS [CHANYEOL ANGST]

MARRIED LIFE WITH LUHAN

THE OVERLOOK [BAD!BOY CHANYEOL]

A-Z NSFW

[JONGDAE]

TEXTING

[JONGDAE]

+ BTS

YOU TELLING THEM ‘I LOVE YOU’

S/O TRIPPING OVER NOTHING

TYPE OF TUMBLR BLOG BTS WOULD HAVE

HEARING YOU SPEAK YOUR MOTHER LANGUAGE

LOSING SOMETHING OF THEIRS WHILE IN THE CAR

DANCING AND ACCIDENTALLY BREAKING THE T.V.

WATCHING A MOVIE WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS WHEN A SEXUAL SCENE COMES ON

WAKING YOU UP IN THE MORNING

~ FINDING SELF HARM SCARS ON YOUR BODY

MOVIE NIGHT WITH JUNGKOOK

WHAT DATING RM WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING JUNGKOOK WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING TAEHYUNG WOULD BE LIKE

WHAT DATING YOONGI WOULD BE LIKE

BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH SUGA

* VISITING NAMJOON AT THE STUDIO

BEING BEST FRIENDS (OT7)

YOU’RE AFRAID OF DOGS

YOU WATCH THEIR EVERY MOVE AT DANCE PRACTICE

YOU HATE WHEN PEOPLE TAKE PICTURES OF YOU

YOU’RE REALLY AFRAID OF BUGS

*SEX WITH JIMIN

*SEX WITH TAEHYUNG

*SEX WITH YOONGI

*SEX WITH NAMJOON

*SEX WITH JUNGKOOK

*SEX WITH JIN

*SEX WITH J-HOPE

*DO YOU WANT ME TO TEACH YOU (JIMIN SMUT)

*WATCH ME BABYGIRL [JUNGKOOK SERIES - COMPLETE] [1] [2] [3] [4] [vmin filler] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18] [19] [20]

WHEN I HAD YOU [JIMIN ANGST/FLUFF]

BAKING WITH JUNGKOOK

*THEIR S/O GIVING THEM A SHOW

*THIGH RIDING YOONGI

*WOULDN’T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY [NAMJOON SUGAR DADDY SMUT]

THEIR CRUSH/BEST FRIEND IS AFFECTIONATE WHEN SICK

~THEIR TEENAGE CHILD GETS IN THEIR FIRST CAR ACCIDENT

~THEY HAVE A DREAM WHERE YOU DIE

*I HATE YOU. I LOVE YOU? [JIMIN ENEMIES-TO-LOVERS SMUT]

*PHONE SEX WITH NAMJOON

THEIR S/O IS CATCALLED

BRINGING THEIR AMERICAN S/O TO MEET THEIR PARENTS

DATING NAMJOON BUT BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH BTS

THEIR S/O TAKES THEM TO A HAUNTED HOUSE

BEING FRIENDS WITH JUNGKOOK AND YUGYEOM

DANCING QUEEN [HOSEOK FLUFF]

*REACTION TO YOU SAYING “TAKE ME”

BTS THINKING THEIR S/O IS CHEATING

THEIR S/O IS A PICKY EATER

*BTS REACTION TO YOU GIVING THEM A SHOW

*YOONGI FWB

BTS REACTION TO YOU SITTING ON THEIR LAP…

~IF YOU’D LET ME [JIMIN ANGST]

YOU CUDDLING THEM IN YOUR SLEEP AND SAYING “I LOVE YOU”

*YOU’RE ON

THEIR S/O GETS A LIP PIERCING

DATING YOONGI BUT BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH BTS

*YOU “FLEXING YOUR MUSCLES”

IF SOMEBODY HAD TOLD YOU… [JUNGKOOK FLUFF]

*I WAS KIND OF HOPING THIS COULD BE YOUR PRESENT [JUNGKOOK SMUT]

BTS REACTION TO THEIR GF BRINGING THEM LUNCH

THEIR GF IS SIMILAR TO HOBI AND HAPPENS TO BE CLOSE TO HOBI

*FACE DOWN [YOONGI SMUT]

THEIR CRUSH IS DOTING/MOTHERLY

*YOU MOAN THEIR NAME DURING SEX

*YOU WANT SEX WHILE THEY’RE WORKING

*PHONE SEX WITH YOONGI

*REVERSING ROLES [YOONGI SMUT]

JEALOUS!YOONGI

BTS REACTION TO YOU HIDING YOUR SMILE WHEN YOU LAUGH

EYE ON THE TARGET (JUNGKOOK) [1] [2]

SEOKJIN AS YOUR SUGAR DADDY

BTS REACTION TO THEIR S/O CUPPING THEIR FACE AND KISSING THEM

~BTS REACTION TO THEIR FRIEND NOT BEING COMFORTABLE WITH THEIR BODY SIZE

TEXTING

[JIN] [JIMIN] [TAEHYUNG] [SUGA] [J HOPE] [RAP MONSTER] [JUNGKOOK] BESTFRIEND!JUNGKOOK HIGHSCHOOL!BTS FUCKBOY!YOONGI

SNAPS

[TAEHYUNG]

A-Z NSFW

[JUNGKOOK] [YOONGI]

+ ATEEZ

CONDITIONALLY YOURS (Seonghwa) [1]

ATEEZ REACTION TO ANOTHER MEMBER WALKING IN ON THE TWO OF YOU MAKING OUT [1] [2]

ATEEZ REACTION TO BEING JEALOUS OF ANOTHER MEMBER GETTING CLOSE TO THEIR S/O

+ INFINITE

YOU TALK ABOUT SEX

+ BOYFRIEND

THEY ALL LOVE THE SAME GIRL

ACCEPTING AN AWARD YOU

YOU THREATENING TO FIGHT THE CEO IF THEY DON’T GET A COMEBACK

VALENTINES DAY WITH KWANGMIN

*SEX WITH DONGHYUN

+ MISS A

GOING INTO TOWN WITH YOU

+ MONSTA X

THEY ACCIDENTALLY HUG YOUR SISTER INSTEAD OF YOU

*SEX WITH MINHYUK

SINGING A BALLAD WITH THEIR CRUSH

MARRIED LIFE WITH SHOWNU

REACTION TO THEIR GF AND ANOTHER MEMBER…

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH MONSTA X

THEIR GF IS OLDER THAN THEM

ANNOYING THEIR MEMBERS BY SHOWING PDA WITH THEIR S/O

THEIR GF GIVES THEM A MASSAGE FOR THE FIRST TIME

*RETURN THE FAVOR [KIHYUN SMUT]

DATING IN SECRET WHEN HE ACCIDENTALLY KISSES YOU IN FRONT OF CAMERAS

*YOU SAY THEY HAVE A SMALL DICK DURING A FIGHT

WHAT DATING IM WOULD BE LIKE

TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

*HE WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE IF YOU HADN’T... [KIHYUN SMUT]

YOU HUG THEM FROM BEHIND AND ACCIDENTALLY GRAB THEIR CROTCH

MARRIED LIFE WITH JOOHEON

*SEX WITH IM

MARRIED LIFE WITH IM

*SEX WITH HYUNGWON

*SEX WITH KIHYUN

*SEX WITH JOOHEON

*SEX WITH SHOWNU

*SEX WITH WONHO

MONSTA X REACTION TO THEIR S/O HAVING AN ASTHMA ATTACK

*THIGH RIDING MONSTA X

+ GOT7

*SEX WITH JACKSON

*SEX WITH JUNIOR

*SEX WITH MARK

*SEX WITH JAEBUM

YOU WEAR THEIR SWEATER, YELL “KISS ME”, THEN RUN AWAY

*SEX WITH YUGYEOM

LIVING WITH BESTFRIEND!JACKSON

THEIR GF HAS SWEATER PAWS

GOT7 AS FATHERS

BEING FRIENDS WITH JUNGKOOK AND YUGYEOM

*THEIR GF KNOWS HOW TO DEEPTHROAT

YUGYEOM DATING AN OLDER WOMAN

YOU’RE DATING MARK AND THE OTHER MEMBERS ARE JEALOUS

*SINCERELY, YOUR NEW FWB [YUGYEOM SMUT]

*REACTION TO THEIR GF WANTING TO BE SPANKED

JACKSON HAVING A CRUSH ON YOU

*I DIDN’T HAVE TIME FOR “CLASSY” [JAEBUM SMUT]

*SEX WITH YOUNGJAE

YOU’RE SICK BUT DON’T WANT TO WORRY THEM SO YOU KEEP IT A SECRET

DATING JAEBUM AND BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH GOT7

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH GOT7

TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

*SEX WITH BAMBAM

TEXTS

BESTFRIEND!JACKSON

SNAPS

[JINYOUNG]

+ C-CLOWN (DISBANDED)

*SEX WITH ROME

DATING CHRISTIAN YU [ROME]

+RED VELVET

YOU CALL THEM YOUR BEST FRIEND

*AN OVERWHELMING FEELING [IRENE SMUT]

+ INFINITE

*SEX WITH MYUNGSOO

TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

+ IKON

*SEX WITH HANBIN

*SEX WITH DONGHYUK

“I DIDN’T LOVE YOU” [DONGHYUK FLUFF]

*SEX WITH JUNHOE

*SEX WITH BOBBY

+ NCT

SOULMATE!MARK

WHAT DATING LUCAS WOULD BE LIKE

STUDY DATE WITH JUNGWOO

NCT 127 + JENO REACTION TO THEIR S/O BEING 160CM

EXCUSES, EXCUSES [HAECHAN FLUFF]

NCT DREAM REACTION TO THEIR GF BEING 165-170CM TALL

~NCT DREAM REACTION TO THEIR GF BECOMING DEPRESSED BECAUSE HER PARENTS ARE GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE

TEN TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION

WHAT DATING MARK WOULD BE LIKE

DATING TAEYONG

DATING JOHNNY (NCT)

FAKE TEXTS

BESTFRIEND -> BOYFRIEND MARK

WISHING MARK A HAPPY BIRTHDAY

[DONGHYUCK]

TWO WRONGS MAKE… A COUPLE? [Prince!Renjun] [1] [2]

+ F(X)

THEIR S/O HAS FIBROMYALGIA

*SEX WITH AMBER

+ BLACKPINK

BARISTA!ROSÉ

WHAT DATING LISA WOULD BE LIKE

YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON ROSÉ

+ BLOCK B

*SEX WITH PARK KYUNG

+ DAY6

*TENDER LOVE AND AFTERCARE [BRIAN/YOUNG K SMUT]

DATING DOWOON

+ PENTAGON

WHAT DATING WOOSEOK WOULD BE LIKE

+ SHINee [NO LONGER WRITING FOR]

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH MINHO

LIVING WITH BESTFRIEND!KIBUM

SECRETLY DATING WHEN THEY ACCIDENTALLY KISS YOU IN FRONT OF CAMERAS

SINGING A ROMANTIC BALLAD WITH THEIR CRUSH

THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON THE SAME IDOL

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH SHINee

THEIR REACTION TO YOU CRYING

BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH TAEMIN

GROWING UP WITH TAEMIN

YOUR CHILD CALLS HIM DAD

+ TWICE

*WHAT DATING JIHYO WOULD BE LIKE

FIRST KISSES WITH TWICE

STUCK IN TRAFFIC WITH TWICE

*SEX WITH MINA (TWICE)

+ GIRLS GENERATION [SNSD]

DATING TIFFANY

THEY FIND A GUY NAKED BY ACCIDENT

THEY FIND TAENY KISSING ROMANTICALLY

SOMEONE FLIRTS WITH THEIR SECRET GIRLFRIEND

THEIR BEST FRIEND IS HEARTBROKEN OVER A BOY

+ MAMAMOO

THEY ARE JEALOUS

AND THEN… [MOONBYUL SMUT] [2]

+ SEVENTEEN

YOU’RE A TRAINEE UNDER PLEDIS

SUCK IT UP [JUN ANGST/FLUFF]

“IT’S TIME” [CHAN FLUFF]

*SEX WITH MINGYU

+ VIXX

THEIR GF HAS WAVY/CURLY HAIR

TELLING THEM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX

+ ASTRO

REACTION TO YOU SQUISHING THEIR CHEEKS

SNAPS

SANHA X CUTE

+ 2NE1

YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON CL

+ SISTAR

BEING YOUR BEST FRIEND IN SCHOOL

+ X1

GOING THROUGH A HAUNTED HOUSE WITH BF!HANGYUL

T.V. SERIES:

TWD

TELLING CARL YOU LOVE HIM

TEEN WOLF

SCOTT MCCALL

UNDERCOVER IDIOTS [PART 1] [PART 2] [PART 3]

DEREK HALE

INDISCREET JEALOUSY

COME ON CINDERELLA

*SOLID ALIBI

I DIDN’T SIGN UP FOR THIS

DON’T DRINK THE ORANGE JUICE

THE MURDER OF THE BETRAYER [PART 1] [PART 2]

ISAAC LAHEY

I HAPPEN TO LOVE THAT ABOUT YOU

I’LL TAKE THAT CHANCE

STILES STILINSKI

VALENTINE’S DAY

PRANK WAR

TVD

DAMAN SALVATORE

VICTORIAN ERA ROMANCE

~FINDING OUT ABOUT YOUR ANOREXIA

SUPERNATURAL

DEAN

HUNTING HAS ITS PERKS

PROPOSING TO YOU

BLUSH

BANDS:

5SOS

BLURBS:

ASHTON IRWIN

FRATBOY! ASHTON

CALUM HOOD

ROUND TWO

MICHAEL CLIFFORD

LATE NIGHT

BIRTHDAY AU MEME (AKA MY VERY FIRST IMAGINE EVER ON THIS BLOG)

LUKE HEMMINGS

WHAT DATING LUKE WOULD BE LIKE

IMAGINES:

CALUM HOOD

*SAVING WATER

4/4

HE FINDS OUT YOU’RE REALLY TICKLISH

HARRY STYLES

I’LL BE THOR

MOVIES:

THE OUTSIDERS

SODAPOP

~SODAPOP FINDING OUT ABOUT YOUR DEPRESSION

THE AVENGERS

THOR

BEING ABLE TO LIFT THOR’S HAMMER

YOUTUBE

BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH DAN AND PHIL

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nightly-lyfe-of-mine · 3 years ago

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Unexpected Meetings

Roommate AU- Monsta X Edition

Shownu

So after living with Shownu for almost 6 months, you got to know each other quite well

To the point where he tells you about the stupid things his friends get into

Now you've never actually met Shownu's friends but from what you've heard they seem interesting and nice

Maybe a bit too loud and strange but nice

So you're at home, music blasting throughout the apartment

It's your only day off during the week so you plan to use it

You were in the kitchen, making yourself some food

When you hear the door alarm open and thought nothing of it, considered it could've been Shownu

'Honey, I'm home!!'

That's not your roommate

'Yaa, be quiet you're too loud!'

That is also most definitely not your roommate either

There's one thing you pride yourself in and that's being able to recognize your roommates voice, for obvious scientific reasons of course, and those voices were not his

Before you can actually try to think of anything to do, you see this figure run past the kitchen towards the living room

Next you see this guy stop at the entrance of the kitchen

You both just stare at each other, for what feels like ages

You both have the same look of your faces

‘Who the hell are you?’

but neither of you get to ask because the person that ran past yells out

“Kihyun what are you doing stan.....”

“Oh.....”

the sound of your phone ringing pulls you from the staring contest you three had

you answer it without really looking who it is but having an idea as to who it would be

“Hello?”

“Hey, I forgot to tell you that my friends would come over. Just so you don’t get scared or anything”

“Uh...”

“They’re already there, aren’t they?”

“Yeah”

“....they’re inside right?”

“Yeah..”

“Can you give the phone to Kihyun?”

“Yeah”

You give the phone to who to think is Kihyun and turn around to go back to the food you were making

Luckily you already finished making it because lets be honest, it probably would have burnt with how things were going

As you go get a plate for yourself, you also get two more because from what you can hear of the conversation or at least one-sided answers, the two guys will be staying

You finish pouring food into all three plates when you hear someone say your name

“Yeah?”

“Shownu said he will be back in an hour, we can leave until he gets here if you want?”

“No, it’s okay. You can stay, I pretty much know you guys from how much Shownu talks about you guys, plus I made food and you might as well stay and eat”

“I say we stay Kihyun, we can’t possible turn down her offer when she kindly asked us to stay”

“Oh please, you just want the food Minhyuk”

“Hey I haven’t eaten and it smells so good, so please let us stay!”

Lets just say Kihyun and Minhyuk ended up staying

and the hour that it took Shownu to come back home was enough time for all three of you to become friends and to also tell you some embarrassing things about your lovely roommate

#Roommate AU: Monsta X Edition #Monsta X Roommate AU #Monsta X AU #Monsta X scenario #Monsta X scenarios #Shownu Roommate AU #Shownu AU #Shownu scenario #Shownu scenarios #Shownu #Monsta X #Nightly-Lyfe Writings

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douz12a · 3 years ago

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Twisted | Six

Summary: In which Wonho goes missing after a failed job, and MX tries to rescue him while dealing with other twisted matters that put you in danger.

Pairing: Im Changkyun x reader (you).

Genre: Mafia AU (OT7) / action / romance / slight enemies to lovers

Warnings: Curse words, mentions of blood, injury, kidnapping, murder...

Words count: 3.1 K

Story inspired by this TikTok: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMRxC5XmM/

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Jooheon watched from afar as you bickered with Changkyun over dinner, making Kihyun and Minhyuk laugh. It’s only been three weeks since you met the group’s youngest member, it made him wonder how you got so close to him in such a small amount of time. But then again… you did spend more than 15 hours a day with him, this was bound to happen.

“Your jealousy is kind of seeping through your eyes, you know,” Hyungwon said, making him look away and clear his throat.

“The fuck you talking about” Jooheon took a sip of his drink and looked down at the map of the base Hyungwon managed to get him that morning.

“Come on, you’ve had the hots for her since last year.” Hyungwon pointed out, and Shownu nodded, silently agreeing.

“Shut up.” He shook his head. Hyungwon chuckled and clang his drink with Shownu’s in victory. He loved teasing Jooheon. His reactions were always the best.

A year ago:

Putting your cup of hot chocolate on your desk, you focused back on the computer screen, trying to get as much work done as possible before heading home. It was raining outside and you had no umbrella, so you figured it would be better to stay later tonight, till it stopped raining at least. For some reason, you thought it was a good idea to walk to work today, out of all days, so you didn’t have much choice. Either work late or get soaked. You chose warmth.

“Y/N!” Your brother’s hurried voice boomed inside the quiet clinic, causing your heart to skip a couple of beats. Even the pets at the back were startled because of how loud it was.

You looked up, not expecting to see someone else with him. Both men soaked and panting as if they just ran a marathon. The other guy clung to your brother’s side, his face rid of color. Your heart dropped when you noticed that water wasn’t the only thing dripping on the floor.

There was blood, lots of it.

You hurried to them, trying to help get the man on his feet and away from the entrance where anyone could see. It was late and dark out, but you can never take chances, if you can see out, anyone could see in.

“You need to help him!” You met your brother’s pleading gaze, surprised by his tone. You haven’t seen this side of him since years ago, when your mom passed away and he was left alone to take care of you.

Before you could say anything, the man in your arms collapsed completely, losing consciousness. You held your breath, not sure what to do. You were a vet for fuck’s sake, not a doctor!

“Hoseok.. I-I can’t, you need to take him to the hospit-“

“He got shot, we can’t take him” Your brother groaned as he lifted his friend, making his way to the back and setting him on the operating bed there. Before you followed him there, though, you noticed a commotion outside.

A black van sped through the parking lot and stopped right next to your brother’s car. A man in a black suit got out of the driver’s side, seemingly walking right towards your clinic. You were frozen in your place, terrified. You could see he was holding a bat in his hand, and he didn’t seem very friendly. Your brain connected all dots fast, but your body gave no reaction.

Just when you thought he was about to reach your door and kill you, someone appeared behind him and hit the back of his knee, causing him to kneel down, still facing you.

The new guy held the man’s head in both his hands before he could fight back and immediately twisted his neck so hard, you could hear the crack from where you were standing.

There was no hesitation, no mercy, no remorse. He ended him just like that.

You watched as he dragged the lifeless body back to its van and struggling to throw it up in the back, away from people’s sight. You were still frozen when the man closed the van and made his way to the clinic himself. Why was everyone coming that way out of nowhere?

“Y/N!” Your brother’s voice boomed from the back again, bringing you back to reality. There was a dying man inside your clinic, and you needed to help him. You ran to the back, temporarily forgetting about the killer outside.

“He needs blood, and bring me a bed” you said, taking all the tools you needed from the shelves and putting them next to the operating table. “He’ll need to stay here, and this table is too small, it won’t hold for long. Do you know his blood type?” You took your scissors and cut the guy’s shirt, not waiting for your brother’s reply. The man was shot twice; you could see a bullet pierced through his right shoulder and one near his left abdomen. You were starting to doubt he’ll make it out of this alive. Instead of leaving, Hoseok stayed and assisted you.

Not wasting any time, you injected the injured man with a pain killer (made for animals, but you adjusted the dose as much as you could) and dried the wounded areas to avoid infections. You then started the procedure to get the bullets out of his body and make sure no vital organs or major blood vessels were damaged by the shock wave both bullets caused. Hoseok stood by your side, pressing one wound with gauze to slow the bleeding while you worked on the other wound. Both sides were swelling fast and there seems to be other wounds caused by projectiles.

“How is Jooheon?” A third, worried voice joined a bit after, looking up, you realized it was the same killer from earlier. Hoseok introduced him as Minhyuk. If what happened earlier wasn’t enough proof, his name confirmed it. Minhyuk was the assassin of the gang.

“We need a bed, and a lot blood.” You repeated since Hoseok couldn’t move. Minhyuk nodded and made his way out as fast as he came in, making a phone call on his way.

By the time you located the first bullet, Minhyuk was already back carrying a box full of blood packs and someone followed soon after him dragging a rollaway bed. You didn’t even bother asking where they got them, you just confirmed that the blood fit the man’s blood type before hanging a pack above his head and attaching it to his arm. If he waited a few more minutes, he would’ve passed away so you were at least grateful Minhyuk was fast.

It took you over five hours to get the bullets out and close up all wounds. You were praying you didn’t mess anything up. The only time you had to deal with a gunshot wound was back in university when you were doing an internship in an animal hospital over winter break. Someone brought in a deer that was shot by a hunter in a mountain right behind the hospital. You weren’t the one operating, but the surgeon at the time let you sit through the surgery. You just hoped you remembered correctly.

Letting Hoseok and the new guy who you learned was named Hyungwon move Jooheon to the bed he brought, you cleaned the place and looked through your storage for any dressing big enough to cover his other wounds, and possibly more effective pain killers. Half his torso was turning purple and even though you gave him a pain killer for now, you knew he’ll be in pain again soon.

Dressing up all his wounds and making sure there was nothing else you could do to help, you collapsed on the floor, physically and mentally exhausted. Hoseok came to your side, wrapping his arms around you. There was something about his warmth that triggered your tears to well up in your eyes, and before you knew it, you were sobbing in his chest.

Hyungwon stepped out, giving you some space. Minhyuk left earlier to go get rid of the black van and the man inside it. You weren’t sure you heard right but he mentioned the Han river…so there was that.

After crying out all your shock and stress, you got yourself together and pushed Hoseok away. You removed your coat and threw it in the garbage can. You could’ve washed the blood off of it, but you just didn’t want to keep it or anything else that reminded you of this. In the corner of your eye, you could see Hoseok trying to get your attention, probably trying to say something, but you didn’t give him the chance, keeping yourself busy.

“How is he?” You heard someone else come in the clinic. When you glanced out, there were two new faces inside with Hyungwon. You guessed they were Shownu and Kihyun, you just didn’t know which face corresponded to who.

“You can come see him.” You spoke up, bringing attention to you. Both men hurried your way as Hyungwon walked slowly, an apologetic look on his face.

“I did everything I could, but I can’t guarantee anything… he might not wake up.” You stared down at Jooheon, his face looking peaceful. He was too young to die… and now you held his life in your hands. Minhyuk joined a moment later, completing the gang.

Great, your clinic turned into a mafia headquarters for the night.

“How long will it take for him to wake up?” One of the men you didn’t know asked. You sighed, not knowing how to answer.

“I don’t- I don’t know. I’m a vet, I-I have no idea.” You felt a lump forming in your throat, Hoseok hugged you again, whispering apologies again and again. You never thought you’d go through this. When Hoseok joined MX, you weren’t exactly happy about it, you cried for days and begged him to just go back to the army, worried sick about him. The whole issue was focused on him, though, you never even considered being dragged into it. But here you were, in the presence of six mafia members, one of which might or might not die inside your clinic.

When you were calm again, you explained to everyone in detail what happened. You explained how the bullet in his right shoulder thankfully missed all major blood vessels so it should heal just fine given there will be no infections. Then you explained that the one on his left abdomen destroyed a part of his large intestine, so you had to somehow remove all the damaged part and stitch together what was left. That was what worried you the most. Based on the wounds, you thought he’d take about 24 hours to wake up, but then again, you weren’t sure of anything.

By the time you were done explaining, the sun was rising. Everyone decided to leave, except Hoseok who stayed behind to delete the security camera footage and to clean the entrance of the clinic, where blood dried out. You sat by Jooheon, praying he would wake up. Your brother tried to get you to go home but you couldn’t move. You just prayed there for hours on end. Even letting Hoseok deal with any customers that came in, only asking for your help when absolutely necessary.

To your delight, Jooheon finally opened his eyes a day after, groaning in pain. Relieved, you tried not to cry as you hurried to get more pain killers and call your brother. Jooheon spent what felt like an eternity thanking you once he woke up properly, but you didn’t care about any of that, you were just glad he woke up, and he was getting better.

He stayed in your clinic for weeks, not being able to move. The one time he tried to move one of his wounds opened and he started bleeding again, so you grounded him. You were surprised he listened without complaints. Talk about being a fierce underboss. During those weeks, you got to know each other better. He was almost the same age as your brother, so being with him felt familiar. Your conversations never seemed to stop, you’d work either on your desk or at the back near him and he would just lay there and make jokes or ask unbelievable questions, making you laugh. You felt bad that he couldn’t move and had to stay in a veterinary clinic out of all places, but you enjoyed his company a lot.

After his recovery, he came by to greet you whenever he could, always bringing you food or snacks. Being the paranoid person that you are, though, you asked him not to come that often anymore because every time he showed up you thought he got hurt again, so after a couple of months, he stopped coming and only called once in a while to check up on you.

That wasn’t the only time you had an injured member come in to get treated, but that was the only gunshot incident you dealt with, thankfully, so you didn’t mind the rest that much. It was always the same people: your brother, Minhyuk and Jooheon. It made sense, since they were the ones working ‘in the field’ while the others took care of the less violent sides of missions. Kihyun was the hacker and cable genius, Hyungwon was the spy and intel collector, and Shownu was the deal maker and boss. You only met them when you visited the gym with your brother, and they were doing just fine then.

“Hey! That’s mine!” You screamed, hitting Changkyun on the shoulder. The amount of food he could eat blew your mind, and you didn’t mind it if he didn’t try to eat yours, too. But he did, and that! you couldn’t allow. Since he and Minhyuk have been spending most of their time with you at the clinic, you ended up having all your meals with them. At first it was awkward and kind of terrifying, but after a few days you started forgetting about your first impressions of them and started conversing more, mostly with Minhyuk. All you did with Changkyun was fight, fight and fight more.

While Minhyuk spent his time either playing with pets, on his phone, working out or even helping you around, Changkyun turned the back of your clinic into a weapon workshop. He sat on the bed and moved a table near it to put all his tools on top and spent his day (and night) fixing guns, cleaning Minhyuk’s pistols, and tending to his endless blades while wearing stupid-looking magnifying glasses. You wanted to kick him out so bad, but he stayed out of your way, so you had no excuse to use. You were thankful no one came by to inspect the clinic.

When you asked Jooheon why it had to be (Changkyun) those two and not Kihyun or Hyungwon, or even better: him, he explained that they were the only ones free since there was no field work yet. The others had to take care of the Chinese gang that targeted you while planning for Wonho’s rescue mission. Hyungwon and Kihyun worked to get information, Shownu left to meet up with the businessman that commissioned them and Jooheon stayed around to fill in the boss’ chair while Shownu was gone. The UFC business and other matters couldn’t be paused.

“Alright, alright, gee.” Changkyun gave you the slice of pizza back, laughing when you glared at him, dead serious. “No wonder you’re Wonho’s sister.” He said under his breath, loud enough for you to hear. Despite wanting to retort something back, you just pouted and split the slice in half, sharing it with him. After three weeks, you ended up seeing him under a different light.

Your heart sank at the mention of your brother, but you tried not to make it obvious. It’s been three weeks since he went missing and even though Hyungwon got information that he’s okay, you were still worried sick about him, and you missed him like crazy but all you could do was wait.

“Okay! It’s done!” Kihyun exclaimed from where he was sitting on the couch in front of you, laptop sitting on his lap and a plate of food on his right side, between him and Minhyuk. “That was one damn firewall they got there, but I’m done now, we can start.” He smiled, putting his hands together to celebrate.

He broke into the base’s system, so now they can get your brother back…finally.

Unlike what movies showed, hackers didn’t trespass security systems in a few minutes, as you learned from watching Kihyun spending hours, days even, facing his computer and cursing at no one in particular. Jooheon had all the plan laid out and they all went over it again and again, considering every possible scenario.

“Alright. We move at dawn. Y/N, Kihyun will stay with you tomorrow since he can work from anywhere.” You nodded at Shownu, grateful that he still let you go to work. You weren’t sure you could focus enough to do anything though, knowing they were in a mission that could cost their life, and your brother’s.

Dawn rolled up faster than you wished, and everyone was walking around the office getting ready. They all wore black clothes with bulletproof vests and masks, except for Hyungwon who had an American army uniform which looked far too real. This was probably the first time everyone was going, including the boss (except Kihyun, who was gathering his gear and getting ready to come to work with you). You stared at Changkyun as he made sure all his blades were in place. He had his hair up in a manbun, face void of expression. As if he sensed your eyes on him, he lifted his head to meet your gaze. His face softened and a small smile appeared on his lips. Tucking one more gun in his vest, he made his way to you.

“Don’t touch my babies while I’m gone,” he joked, making you scoff. Was that all he could think of? His stupid weapons?

“Be careful…please.” You whispered, looking down to avoid his captivating eyes. He took your chin in his hand, though, making you look up at him again.

“I will, we all will… I promise.” His eyes were sincere. You felt slightly better as you nodded. Shownu clapped from the other side of the room, getting everyone’s attention.

“Alright boys, let’s go get our soldier.”

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𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙻𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚄𝚗𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 - 𝙹.𝚂𝙶

• Candy Hearts Collab - @127-mile

Prompt : “I came to say goodbye.”

Genre : Angst, Fluff, kinda Slow-burnish?, Slice of life, highschool + college AU

Pairing : Sungchan X Reader (Ft. Jeno)

Warning(s) : mentions of bullying and injury (like one scene only), unrequited love, mentions of slight anxiety, hormonal shifts, language, minor character death

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Taglist : @eh-ovo-nctu

WC : 9.7k

Summary : What people hated the most is the very word ‘goodbye’. However, it’s the very word that becomes something that you yearn to hear from Sungchan for years.

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The sound of the rain was supposed to calm you down, not make you even more anxious and sweaty and you sat with your legs firmly pressed against each other, hoping to fill in the lack of company you were feeling amongst the swarm of people who perhaps shared the same dreams, same aim as yours. Public places as trains, trams, bus stops; you always thought they portrayed as the perfect definition for the word ‘sonder.’ Each individual having a life pretty much as complex as yours — sometimes a little less or sometimes a little more. It fascinated you.

“Do you think the trip is worth it?” Lee Jeno, your best friend of quite a few years puffs his cheeks as he stared dubiously at the red and white poster he held. You took a peek at it, the amount of times Jeno had been pestering you if he should really give up the money he had saved for PS5 as a sacrifice for this trip, it was safe enough for you to say that you had every words printed on it memorized. Well, maybe not every words but the main stuff at least.

“Lee Jeno,” You sharply gawked at the male sitting beside you, earning an ugly grimace from him. “Stop it already. I don’t know about you but I ain’t passing this chance.”

“Wah, what a nice friend I got.” You failed to notice the dramatic eye roll he makes before shoving the poster in his backpack, the one he had been using since the first day you had befriended him. Was it 5 years? 6 years?

“Are we five years or six years?” But I met him on that bookstore down my neighborhood, that was like spring of 2017 and now it’s 2021.

The male let out a snort. “If I am a five year-old then you are definitely still inside the womb.” Even though he was smiling with that ‘innocent eye smile’ the evil smirk sheathed beneath went unnoticed by you. No sooner had he opened his mouth, a fresh harsh smack landed on his arms that were clad in a filmsy material of cotton and thus a silent yelp of pain escaping from him as he grabbed the area which was starting to sting with each passing second. The smack, albeit meant for him, you were unable to ignore the similar stinging pain in your palm, tears pricking in the corners of your eyes. But you made sure to show absolutely no signs of distress; it was somewhat a matter of childish pride for you.

“Change your career aim from a perfumist to an assassinator will you?” If it were the campus grounds, you two would have already been latched at one another throats; both metaphorically and literally.

“I will gladly not.” You huffed at the male whose eyes held a scornful gaze, now even more annoyed or perhaps, as you would think most of the times, he was just exaggerating. You found yourself mindlessly scrolling through your gallery in search of the recent notes from Mr. Kim’s classes. Until you stumble across something you had been long avoiding, a forlorn fragment from the former days of your high school.

“Here lies the proof of my utmost love and affection, always devoted to my only Y/N.”

It was a picture of you smiling way too bright, cheeks and nose flushed red while being squished by the only male in the frame as he pressed a peck against your cheek. His neck was craned to the side, ripe ears clearly visible in the small Polaroid film. As much as you hated to admit, your heart would still make flips and turns whenever you run into something that reminded you of him, your very first love and first heart break—Jung Sungchan.

Jeno was too busy in his dreamland as he dozed off with his head resting peacefully against your shoulder. It was no new news that the lad had been immensely in love with you ever since the first time you saved him from getting bullied back in 9th grade. However, you were always too busy with your academics and extra-curricular activities and thus clearly drawing a line of only being friends. Nothing else. It happened when Jeno had finally mustered up the courage after excelling in his Maths Olympiad, where he made a bet that if he indeed secures a place in the top 5, you have to abide by anything he wishes for. But he wished for your love, something you were not really capable of doing so; especially at that time. You did not have the heart to say no when Jeno jogged up to you, his eyes transforming into crescents as he smiled wide. “I did it!” His words came out rather breathy, possibly because of him running to you, and maybe because how hard he could feel his heart thump against his ribs when he noticed the proud grin on your face. Without wasting any moment further, Jeno lets go of the white banner of achievement he had been holding, his hands now focusing on yours. You could almost feel the slight tremble and the wetness of his sweaty palms, but before you could even say anything he beat to you by saying, “Go out on a date with me. Only one.”

There were numerous times when you felt guilty about turning down Jeno. At times it had you baffled that why a guy like him would ever bother liking you so much. Jeno was incredibly talented; gifted with unfair boon of genius traits in both academics and athletics. His little version of him always demeaned his abilities, often failing to notice that how much more he was rather than just a quiet kid who loved coding and maths. Maybe perhaps that was the very reason for him to face the bullying, at least that’s what you thought when you first noticed him getting cornered by some stupid idiot dipshits from your class during recess. Jeno’s ID card lay discarded on the ground, as Kihyun grabbed its owner by the collar. You could not understand his reason for not fighting back, and thus being a silent spectator was never your thing so you decided to butt in. As much as you equally hated and liked one thing, boys seemed to get kinda wary of your presence. Especially boys like these who were already in the blacklist of the teachers. It did not take them long to pick their asses and run from the site when you glared them with a threatening gaze, a single word from the class president and they would get suspended yet again for the umpteenth time in the year. You crouched down to Jeno’s level, carefully handing him his ID. You did not bother asking him if he was okay, of course he wasn’t. His face showed signs of previous injuries, the purple hues of bruises slightly fading beside his jaws. You still don’t know why but you felt the need to protect him from his solace, thus leading to this inseparable bond of yours.

But that was a version of him that was long forgotten. Jeno had become the star and face of the school in the last years of your highschool. Acing various quiz competitions, Olympiads, getting highest grades, being the captain of the soccer and basketball team; you were sure God really had His favorites.

You were not surprised when Jeno brought you to your usual favourite—candle shop. It was a hidden gem in your hometown, a small secluded shop located just a few miles away from the metropolitan. Not everyone was aware of its existence until that one day you decided to act rebellious for once in your school life. Of course dragging Jeno into this so called rebel act with you. The date was rather casual, just two friends messing around with wax and chemically named perfume essences. The shop was owned by a lady close to your grandma’s age, and it still makes you wonder how on earth was she able to keep up with the hollering you two were making. No matter how much you convinced yourself that maybe you could give the boy a chance, and perhaps feelings might grow on you later on; you could not make yourself cloud your rationality with the uncertain possibilities. You confessed every single thing that had been on your mind and Jeno just calmly listened to everything you uttered. You could clearly see the expression of hurt washing over his face, but he knew you. He knew that once you had made up your mind, there was no going back. The night did not cause any indifference in your friendship; it bloomed with each passing years of your middle school and then highschool. You two had become the infamous bestfriends, the once timid boy then all buff and handsome and the once spotlight lover girl then buried in her textbooks to pass the college entrance exams.

Throughout these years of teen, the candle shop had become a constant place for anything to you both; sadness, comfort or just enjoyable times. Until that one day when you met the grandson of the lady who owned the shop. Make a guess who it was.

When people spoke of their first heartbreak, you always cringed at how they exaggerated. Technically you never experienced one, so it seemed ridiculous to you that how was it possible to a simple break to cause others this much pain. You were shocked, no scratch that. Using fancy words, you were utterly bewildered when you saw the new transfer student—Jung Sungchan was the name, standing on the makeshift podium of your classroom. Thank God the architects decided to stick to keeping the height of the room above eight feet. You had changed drastically, contrasting your previous bubbly persona, you had become more reserved. It was just you being ambitious about something you had grown to like, and after some backstabs from your friends, you did not feel the need to have so many around you. Just Jeno being there for you was more than enough.

It would be a lie if Jeno did not sense the subtle looks you had been sending over to the new guy, but he was in no place to object you. It had only been a few moments of Sungchan’s arrival and Jeno already sensed his position in your life being threatened. He knew you were a saint who always looked out for others, and something about his presence made Jeno feel wary. Jeno did not need any of the privileges he had, all of it he owed to you after all. It was you who brought the best out of him, and in the end if he has them all but not you, it wasn’t clearly worth it to him. You preferred unpredictable things; it was what he learned about you in all your years of friendship. How you would always choose mystery thrillers over typical rom-coms, how you would always vouch for the new dish in the menu every time you both visited the local barbecue house. And he knew it was impossible to be one like that, it was just typical Taurus things (as he would like to blame) that made him too practical, too predictable for you. But, you never thought like that. It was just that even though you wanted to, you couldn’t make yourself grow romantic towards the boy you always shared your oreos and ramen with. He held a dear place in your heart and life.

Sungchan was immediately welcomed to the family, the girls already swooning over his good looks and amazing grades. Plus icing on the top, he was the half-brother of the infamous Jung Yoonoh, the heartthrob of the whole school, from juniors to seniors. While Jaehyun was the typical definition of being that one dude we always see in rom-coms who is loved and admired by all for his too humble personality and ethics, Sungchan on the other hand was more of a quiet one, often too shy properly open up his orginal self around new environment. Despite that, he was naturally amiable just like his brother, a trait that perhaps ran in the Jung household. Unlike Jaehyun who was presumably born with good brains, Sungchan was a hardworking one. Sungchan tried to settle down the queasy feeling he had been feeling ever since he moved back here, now that Jaehyun was always busy in Seoul with his medical degree someone had to look after their aging grandma. Sungchan was never really a part of any group, so leaving behind his school back in the city was not that painful for him. The atmosphere of the whole campus was pretty soothing; the bushes of neatly trimmed trees, big huge playground and the ochre shaded building. He liked all of it, and to top it all the uniform was really his style: solid crème and dark maroon combination.

When Sungchan stood awkwardly in the middle of the classroom, clearly clueless as to where he would be seating since all the seats were occupied, a soft voice called out his name rather eagerly. His eyes scanned for a while until he saw you; dark hair tied up neatly into a ponytail with a pencil in your hand as you waved him to notice the empty seat beside yours. Sungchan smiled at your sweet gesture, his out of place feeling now subsiding into the warmth of the possible blooming friendship.

“Hi there, I am Y/N.” You chirped, wiping your left hand before bringing it out for him to shake. Sungchan froze for a while before he realized what he was supposed to be doing. “Oh! And this is Jeno!” You turned slightly towards your best friend sitting just behind you with his famous eye smile.

“Hello, I am Jung Sungchan.” He returned the gesture shaking both your and Jeno’s hand. Whilst Jeno had the feeling of roughness and athleticism in his, your hands were warm and soft; it felt nice he thought. That was the first impression of yours to him: ball of sunshine. And your impression of him? Reserved and unpredictable; a combination that only meant chaos and imbalance.

Sungchan side-glanced at your fumbling state. Seating next to him you in the front row, you skimmed over your not so pleasant looking notes that you had scribbled anxiously in the prior night. Public speaking had never been a big deal for you once you get adjusted to the audience after going up on stage. However, it is the pre anxiety session that just always riles you up.

“You know,” Your head whipped a bit too fast to your liking at the voice belonging to the only male that sat beside you. “I’ll show you a trick. Here.” Sungchan proceeded to softly place your trembling hands on his, cautiousness apparent with every move he made. Even though you both had been seatmates for the last three months, you never found yourself involved in any sort of skinship with him; something that was really common for you and Jeno. The look of fluster was way too obvious when Sungchan softly rubbed various shapes on the back of your hand with his thumb, you were unsure if he was actually helping you ease from nervousness or just increasing it further. It had quite been a while since you had your hands caged in his, both of you completely unaware of the looks you had been getting from your senior teachers seated in the neighboring row. The moment was cut off when your name was announced from the stage by a senior, requesting your presence to commence your speech. Sungchan slowly lets go of your hands, mumbling a soft ‘best of luck!’ with his hands now fisted as an act of verbal encouragement. You eyes wandered around the crowd for a while before locating your best friend who sat miserably beside the homeroom teacher, really closing to dozing off before noticing your presence and copying Sungchan’s gestures.

The bus paused, Jeno still deep in his slumber despite the harsh jerk of the vehicle stopping in its tracks. You sighed, he must have probably been gaming the whole night with his roommate Donghyuck again. You nudged softly at first, the lack of response later than causing you to shake him vigorously by his toned arms that barely fit in your palms. Jeno instantly sprinted up with wide eyes before softly muttering a curse at your cruel way of waking him up.

“I was definitely right about you being a torturer in your previous life.”

“Sure you were. Get your ass off the bus now.”

You parted your ways with Jeno on the campus ground, him heading to his coding facult while you headed towards the chemistry club room. Apparently a newbie was supposed to come today from the US. It was odd you assumed since US had much better facilities for students majoring in chemistry. You glanced at your figure on your way to the room, wondering if the ripped jeans were a good choice as a first impression. You just disliked the idea of leaving off bad impressions, even if you are never going to meet the person again until your next life. Jaemin, another close friend of both you and Jeno smiled widely at your entrance, waving his hand as he pointed the seat next to him enthusiastically. Jaemin and you were basically clones of each other, the leos inside of you both shinig at its best whenever you two are together.

“I don’t understand why move back here from THE United States.” Jaemin dragged out the word, scoffing silently as he handed you a cup of iced Americano. You were about to sip before pausing. You could not have possibly risked your stomach again after that one fateful day when you tasted ‘his type’ of iced Americano. This dude legit gulped down eight espresso shots with a satisfied hum, horrified looks painted on your and Jeno’s features as you both just stared at him in utter shock.

“Please not the poisonous drink.” You eyed the male suspiciously, who scoffed at the nickname.

“Of couse not little baby.” Jaemin cooed with his lips puckered and an annoying high pitched voice, purposefully pinching your cheeks a bit harder than he usually does.

“You little moth-”

“Hello guys, I am Sungchan. Nice to meet you all.” Your heart dropped at the familiar tone of voice. He isn’t possibly back again after leaving without any traces, without a single goodbye, is he? You did not dare to look at his figure standing in front of the table, awkwardly shifting in your seat while Jaemin furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

“Hello, Sungchan.” Sulli, your senior by 2 years and also the president of the club greeted him warmly. “I hope you like it here because adjusting to a new place might be hard at times. Oh, these are your classmates; Y/N and Jaemin.”

Sungchan immediately looked in your direction at the mention of your name, his eyes equally wide in surprise mirroring your previous reaction.

“Y/N?” He called out in a rather unsure tone, just like his movements the cautiousness was also present there. “It’s been……a while….”

“Yeah, indeed.” You had a visible change in demeanor, Jaemin finally grasping the tense situation before jogging up to the male.

“Hi there, I am Na Jaemin. You can call me Nana if you want.” Jaemin put his hand out as a formality, to which Sungchan politely complied. “There’s a seat there you can sit.” Jaemin was luckily wise enough to occupy the empty seat beside yours without knowing the turn of events. He motioned Sungchan towards the seat diagonal to you, sensing the discomfort in your posture he assumed it was best if Sungchan sat somewhat further.

Concentrating on the yearly planning for the club was harder with his presence; Sungchan unable to hide his obvious lingering gaze on you. Jaemin would cough every now and then, signaling the male to focus on the club president’s instructions instead of you. But as his usual self, Sungchan pretended to not notice the clear hints, continuing keep his eyes locked on yours. You were barely able to note down some important events, knowing that Jaemin certainly cannot be trusted with his short time memory. After that president bids her farewell to everyone present in the room, you take it as your cue to just flee as soon as possible from his reach.

“Y/N, wait!” Sungchan was quick to grab you just as you were about to exit by the door, the sudden halt in movement causing you to stumble back into his embrace awkwardly. You were definitely embarrassed, your back pressed against his chest in a weird manner as you straighten yourself again. You scrunched you nose to hide your embarrassment before asking him.

“What is it now Jung Sungchan?” You were not meaning to snap at him, but the bitter memories of the past seemed to get the best of you.

Sungchan slightly winced at your cold tone, but what else could have expected after all the pain he had caused you. “I…I do..I mean like I..”

“Sungchan, I have my classes. Gather up your thoughts and then talk.” With that you turned on your heels, not even bothering to take your bag that you left on the seat you were prior sitting. Jaemin observed the scene quietly, his minds finally connecting the dots. Jung Sungchan, the boy you would always cry about whenever you got drunk, the boy who left you with nothing but memories of him. Jaemin thought it was best to not let out his inner frustration towards the guy who was now standing motionless in his tracks, lost in his trance as he gaped towards the door you had just left. Jaemin passed by Sungchan without a word, instinctively grabbing your bag as he made his way to his next class.

Sungchan stood dumbfounded, numerous thoughts racing in his mind. Why did I have to be so foolish? He thought. How can I blame her when I was the one who broke the promise first?

Summer 2017

It was getting pretty boring for you at the library; usually some of the classmates bickering would give you some sort of silent company as you scribble down the notes. But for some unfound reason you seemed to be extremely distracted. You let out a long annoyed huffed, hands stretching in weird directions as you rested your head on the wooden table. It struck your mind there might be butts of nails pointed out and you didn’t want to get yourself a shot of tetanus, so you lazily glided your hands across the surface before returning back to your half laying position. It didn’t take long for you to zone out, mind running through various scenarios of university life, jobs and perhaps marriage? You blushed at the thought, just like any other teen you were also low-key always looking forward to your wedding.

“Are you asleep?” You shot up startled at the sudden voice, eyes immediately widening as you realized the owner. Sungchan had a smile with his lips pressed into a thin line, casually pulling out the empty seat beside yours as he made himself comfortable on it.

“Good to know you’re not. I need your help.” Sungchan wasted no time rummaging out a stack of sheets from his backpack, pressing them against the wood with a loud thump. You slightly winced at the loudness since the library was extra quiet today, the sound thus bouncing off more.

“You know if it’s literature, I suck at it.” Your mind took you back at that one time when you almost got yourself a C on the mentioned subject, chills running down at the memory.

“No, no.” Sungchan waved his hands softly chuckling. “It’s actually chemistry. Judging as a seatmate, I believe it’s your best sport.”

You happily nodded at the male, pleased that you get to help him with something that was under your specialty. Sungchan took a notice of your happy state, equally pleased that it was you that would be helping him.

“Tell me, what can I help you with.” You took the fat book from his hold, skimming over the contents page before highlighting the topics that were extremely important for the semester.

“I think hybridization? I just can’t seem to get how it works!” Sungchan’s voice levitated suddenly out of frustration, momentarily catching you off guard. Sungchan seemed to notice your amused look, shyly rubbing the nape of his neck with a little shrug.

“You know this is the first time I’ve seen you frustrated.” You commented, eyes fixated on the pages even though they were being extremely reluctant to rather focus on the fussy male. “It’s pretty easy you know. Look.” You explained him cautiously and slowly, how the overlapping of the orbitals occurred not realizing the proximity that seemed to lessen drastically. You whipped at his direction to see any signs of confusion, only to be met with a pair of dark orbs that stared at you intently. As embarrassing as it may sound, you gulped loudly. A bit too loud than you had intended to.

Sunghcan took notice of the situation you both blanketed in as a wave of déjà vu washed over him. He cleared his throat loud and awkward, half to lessen the embarrassment you were feeling and to poorly hide his own. You both were looking everywhere but each other, too dumb to maximize the close distance instead of acting like awkward cats.

“What are you both doing?” a deep male voice jerked you back to reality, upon turning you saw it belonged to Jeno. When did he come here?

“She was explaining the hybridization shits.” Sungchan huffed, slowly settling back to his orginal position. “I asked you so many times though…”

“You know chemistry is not my cup of tea.” Jeno shrugged at the male, a lazy smile playing on his face. “You wanna stay for b-ball practice today?”

“Not sure, I’ll see to it mate.” Sungchan did that fist-bump with Jeno, the two casually mingling like old friends as you stared idiotically at the scene unfolding in front of you.

“Since when did you both become Damon and Pythias?”

“Y/N, please not again your alien languages.” Jeno rolled his eyes before taking the seat beside, sandwiching you between both the males. “Since you happen to be tutoring a clown, an addition of another clown won’t do you any harm.” Jeno smiled at you, his doe eyes disappearing in the process.

Sungchan held back his snort, looking over both of you, he was happy. Though he was not as close to you as he had become to Jeno, he still considered you somewhat a close friend of his. Being seatmates with you and Jeno, it was inevitable that he soon became a constant in your life. Did I tell you that the candle shop was owned by his grandma? The shop if anything, had become this secret spot for you three. Study dates, random chills or just lazying around, the candle shop would be the first name that would pop up in your mind.

With a blink of an eye perhaps junior year passes. Maybe that was how last years of highschool were. At one moment you barely just got promoted to a new class, and at another, you’re yet again getting promoted to higher one. You sat under the dull moonlight, a thin cardigan that was gifted to you by your dearest friend’s grandma. When Sungchan invited you and Jeno at his, his grandma had knitted this cardigan for you and a beanie for Jeno. The gesture was so sweet that it completely melted your heart, she was the living definition of wholesome for you.

It was maybe that one day when you three decided to stroll the spring fair of your neighborhood, when you both finally came clean to your feelings. Jeno was always the one pointing you out that how you should just be a woman and confess. “It doesn’t always have to be the guy that says I LIKE YOU!” This what we he said before disappearing into the hives of crowds, leaving you waiting for Sungchan at the front of the public toilet he was finishing his business in. Pretty awkward right? Where else does anyone get to see a girl waiting for her crush in front of a public restroom. Sungchan came back outside, shuffling out his handphone before furrowing his brows at the text he just received. You immediately understood it was from Jeno. You had no idea what came over you, it felt like the adrenaline in your system decided to flood your nervous system, not even aware of yourself just launching at the dude with a chaste kiss on his lips. He was completely taken aback by the sudden feeling of your lips on his, it took him a while before responding you back with the same enthusiasm. You broke first from the kiss, not realising your fists crunching his prior perfectly ironed shirt. But he did not mind it all, a shy smile playing on both of your faces. The rest of the night was spent with your hands laced in his, just like another high school sweethearts of the time.

You smiled at the memory. Sungchan had a cigarette lit between the tips of his fingers, the tobacco smoke slowly poking your nose but not strong enough to bother you. With a deep sigh, he took a puff before blowing it own again in the air, a cloud of smog dancing around his figure.

“You should quit it, it’s not healthy.” It had already been a year since you became friends and six months since you became more than it, but there were times like this when you still found yourself nervous and wary whenever you are talking to him. You snuggled yourself into the cardigan, hugging yourself to minimize the tinges of frostbites. Sungchan was considerate of your discomfort, whenever he smoked, he made sure the cigarette was at least 2 feet away from you.

“Take this.” Sungchan handed you another thick layer of clothing from his bag, his initials “J.SG” written big and bold. Without much thought, you accepted his kindness, and Sungchan had high tolerance to cold anyways unlike you who would shiver to death in the most usual temperatures. You figured Sungchan decided to dodge the topic you brought it, and you figured it would be better to not bring it up for a while.

“Where do you plan on going for college.” Sungchan spoke while rubbing the shortened cigarette on the bricks of the roof, swallowing the remaining water from his bottle throwing a strawberry gum inside his mouth. You figured he was now free from the reek of tobacco as you scoot closer to his form, opening your arms within the jacket for his to snuggle in as well. Just like Jeno, skinship was no new news for you both too, however; it always had your heart racing like crazy. You both remained cozy under the warm embrace of the jacket, and you prayed Sungchan would never listen how your pulse was acting up.

“I don’t know. Perhaps SNU? I mean only if I get accepted...” You trailed off, propping your chin against your bent knees before glancing at the boy. Then it struck you, what made him ask this sudden question, what made him smoke three cigarettes straight despite having yearly break for a whole month. “Will you be going to the US as well?”

“I don’t know...” Sungchan deeply sighed, his lips forming a small pout as he indulged in deep thought. What if he actually happens to leave for America? Your heart clenched at the thought, mimicking his sighs you rested your head against his shoulder.

“You know,” You stared at the sky, it was dark and clear with no signs of stars. The feeling was unsettling. “Wherever you go, we’ll always be there for you.” Your eyes shifted to the illuminating lights from numerous buildings that replaced the absence of the twinkling stars in the sky. The ominous feeling soon dissipated into relief. It was as if the universe telling you, we just have to look out for the good sides instead of dwelling on the bad.

“I know.” Sungchan smiled, one that was both happy and sad. He rested his head on yours, joining your company of gazing at the scenery. “I know.”

“Just...” there was hesitation laced in your tone, Sungchan was quick to notice it as he looked at you, nodding for you to continue. “Please don’t leave...not without a goodbye. Promise me that.”

“I promise you.” Sungchan held your cold hands in his warmer ones, a firm assurance making your heart swell in both hurt and adoration as you kissed him again.

You both never really made it official, despite the kiss at the fair. It was perhaps the uncertainty that held you both back. Sungchan’s future was not in his hands but his family’s; just like his brother, he is supposed to make his family shine bright. It was one of the major reasons why his parents let both the brothers two years of freedom on their remaining bits of high school. ‘All parents want the best for their kids,’ that’s what you would always say to him whenever you meet him at his roof; him smoking while you offered his physical comfort.

The senior year passed within a whim, the fright of entering into adulthood descending upon all the students as they remained buried in their textbooks. Maybe it wasn’t the case for everyone, but it did apply to you and your friends. You remained occupied with you daily extra classes for chemistry while Sungchan had biology and Jeno had mathematics. You three would meet up in periodic breaks, catching up with small talks before returning back to your respective schedules. It was nothing but hectic, and soon, the candle shop returned back to being just another isolated shop in your hometown.

Graduation day was filled with smiles and congratulatory phrases from different individuals, throwing your grad caps in the air felt like as if you were throwing away a significant part of your life, ready to embrace a new version of you. All the parents stood their with proud grins, delighted at their children’s achievement to their dreams.

“Congratulations!” You chirped, receiving bone crushing hugs from both your males before an elderly voice called for you.

“Y/N! Jeno! Sungchan!” It was your mom, waving excitedly to grab you and the males’ attention. “Say cheese!”

“Cheese!” You all resonated together, happy and delighted.

A series of furious knocks jolted you awake from your sleep. You figured it might have been your younger brother, probably wanting your help in his homework.

“I swear to god Y/b/n!” You let out an ear piercing shout, groggily rubbing your eyes from deep slumber.

“It’s me. Jeno.” You heard how breathy his voice sounded, it was coated with urgency and hurt. You heart dropped but you prayed to the Heavens and God, you prayed that it should not be the very thing that you had been dreading so much. You shot up from your bed, not even bothering to make yourself look presentable before whipping the door open to meet with an equally dazed and riled Jeno.

“It’s Sungchan. He...” Jeno beathed out a deep sigh, before handing you a lilac envelope, the initials J.SG written in bold. You failed to feel the tears pooling up, threatening to fall anytime. Jeno glanced over you sympathetically, with shaky trembling hands, you took the the paper.

You don’t bother to closer the door, Jeno soon taking his leave as he thought it would be best to give you some space to absorb it all in. The tears had started to stream uncontrollably when you saw the picture that came with the letter. It was one of the many pictures that you took on the night of the fair; the day you had confessed, the you had your first kiss. It was a polaroid of you holding him lovingly in an embrace, him shyly placing a kiss on your cheeks with the words ‘Here lies the proof of my utmost love and affection, always devoted to my only Y/N’ scribbled on the white frame. Your hands fished for your cellphone, frantically dialing his number as you waited for him to pick up, hoping that he’ll soothe your anxiety by saying he did not leave, that he was still in town and you were just being delusional.

But every time you dialed his contact, you were being forwarded to the monotonous tone saying that the number was currently unreachable. Your chest squeezed in pain, he had promised you. He promised you that he will come for a goodbye at least. He had promised you that he would never leave you clueless and hurting. All you ever asked for him, was just a goodbye; perhaps a source assurance for you to wait for his return.

You wiped the tears with the edge of your sleeves, opening the the piece of folded paper.

‘Dear lovely Y/N,

You might resent me when you receive this letter, and I certainly don’t blame you for that. I am not the best with words, I am clumsy and unexpressive but I hope that this piece of scribblings makes you understand all my feelings, my thoughts and emotions that have been haunting me from the day I first saw you.

You know I that I am very much aware that I do....hold some handsome genes.’ You couldn’t help but snicker at this.

‘However, unlike all, as typical as it may sound, you stood out. You lazily laid sprawling across your desk in deep slumber, completely unaware of the chaos of classroom. I wish I was that carefree like you, indulged in her own world and comfort bubble. It attracted me a lot.’ You got up from the floor, eyes still glued to the piece of paper as you shut your door locked. Your hands still went to dial his contact, but only to be forwarded to that damned robotic voice.

‘I wanted to be like you, not bothered by the constant pressures of coming from a prestigious family. Did I ever tell you my dad is the Director of Myeongsu Hospital?’ You gasped at the sudden information. His dad was the director of the one of the most prestigious and renowned hospitals of South Korea. It was too overwhelming for you to process, but you still found yourself continuing.

‘It was inevitable for me to act like just another teenager, not for me but for my brother too. I always blamed him for being so selfish when he just left me alone when he came to grandma, I failed to realize that it was some sort of comfort gift from our parents so that we’ll devote ourselves to build the family’s name for the rest of our lives.

Even though I wanna blame them, I don’t think I can because they had the same fate. It comes with a price when you’re born with a silver spoon, and I guess I had to pay mine when I left your doorstep last night. I...I was a coward. I know I should have just come up, hug you and kiss you for the last time. But I just couldn’t. I was too scared.

I was scared that the moment I’ll see you, my guards will crash down. These two days were really hectic for me, I made up excuses when you invited me at yours because I was afraid of losing my balance. I knew that only a glance at you would be enough to make me change my mind and revolt against my parents, my fate. And you have no idea how much I wanted to do so, you have no idea how I’ve spent endless of sleepless night where it is the only thing that would run on my mind. But you tell me, would it be really worth it? I did not want you spending the rest of your lives with swarming paps and reporters, publishing reports and articles of how you managed to tarnish the heir-in-line of the prestigious hospital. No I could never do to that someone I love so dearly. I could never in a thousand years do that.

You know every time I picture you in your grown-up self, I can only see a strong and confident woman thriving in her career, a woman that is so powerful but still has a heart of gold. I know that you’ll be an amazing person, inside and out. I wasn’t really planning to express my love and admiration for you like this, I hoped to do it in person, but perhaps, maybe that’s how the stars planned it out for us. Fate is extra cruel in my case don’t you think?

It would be extremely selfish of me to ask you to wait; I am not even sure if I would ever return because my father would be opening another branch in US. And well, I am not sure what plans he has for me.

So please, if you ever find it in your heart, I hope you will forgive me. And even if you don’t, please don’t ever feel guilty about it. You have all the right to do so and I most certainly deserve your hatred. I love you so much, Y/N. You’re my first kiss, my first love, and you’ll always hold this irreplaceable place in my heart.

With Love,

Jung Sungchan.

You felt your world crashing down, a part of you wished that this letter never ended. The only remain from him had also come to an end, and you were not sure how you would be able to cope with his absence for the next years of your life.

Present

“Sungchan is back?” Jeno widened his eyes in shock, the information seemingly unbelievable to him. “He really is?”

“Yes.” You monotonously replied, numerous thoughts battling at the back of your head. Jaemin cleared his throat, a sign for Jeno to not bring up the topic for a while. Jeno eyed the male in confusion before finally getting the hint.

“You’re lucky you don’t get to have Mr.Suh’s classes, he’s just hot and it’s frustrating. And that’s coming from a straight dude like me.” Jeno slurped on his smoothie loud and sound, probably to annoy the other male as he was well aware his distaste to people making sounds while eating.

“Y/N.” a voiced called out from behind, and you instantly knew who it belonged to.

“Sungchan. Oh my god!” Jeno shot up from his seat, immediately embracing the old face from his past. “How have you been man? You just disappeared...”

“I am so sorry.” Sungchan looked at Jeno with pleading eyes. “I know I have absolutely no excuse for my act and I am just so sorry, Jeno and Y/N.” Sungchan looked at Jeno who silently urged him to talk to you.

“Y/N, please talk to me. I don’t expect your forgiveness but please. Atleast curse me, hit me just do anything. Please.”

You whipped your head to find Sungchan crouching down to match your seat level, a sigh escaping from you as you stood straight from your seat.

“Guys, I’ll be back.” You gripped his hands before dragging him alongside the canteen corridor.

Jaemin looked over his friend who stood staring at the way you just took. And expressionless look was painted on his features, causing Jaemin to shake his head and sigh. “You know man,” Jeno changed his attention to the male speaking, fixing his glasses. “If I were you, I would have just held her back. You’re extremely strong, I could have never done that.” With that Jaemin patted his friend’s back, a silent assurance that if he needed a shoulder to cry or to simply lean on for comfort, he’ll be there for him.

A mixture of feelings were erupting inside you, you were furious but happy. Sad but grateful. You scanned the halls for signs of any empty classroom and upon finding one you just shoved the male inside it.

“What’s so funny about messing with my feelings?” You already tears welling up, your vision blurry as you sharply glance at the male with a frown on his face.

“Y/N, I would nev-”

“You left me,” you utterly hated at how pathetic you sounded at the moment, harshly wiping the tears streaming down your cheeks. “You promised me that you won’t leave without showing up one last time, but you did. You fucking did.” You knew it was not something under his control, but you couldn’t help but pour your bottled feelings.

“Please...Y/N...listen..to me...Please..” Sungchan lost his composure, his voice breaking as he stepped closer to you. Seeing how you did not flinch at his approach, Sungchan captivated you in his embrace, something that he had been yearning for ever since he parted ways. You felt the wetness of his tears on your head, melting in his longing embrace you found yourself hugging him back. You missed him so much, his scent, warmth, presence. Everything about him drove you crazy, you were still dazed to believe if he was actually back for real or is it just one of your numerous daydreams.

The rest of the days went as usual, but only with the addition of Sungchan back again in your life. Although you had long forgiven him in his heart, you decided to not vocal it out. As heartless as it may sound, you wanted him to make up for the pain he caused you, and he indeed did. Jaemin was skeptical in the beginning at the idea of another person joining you small group, he had come to liking the idea of you guys as trio and was more comfortable like that. But he saw how your eyes lit up every time you about him when you were newly friends with Jaemin, how Jeno would always drunk talk about the times they passed as seatmates bothering the hell out of you. So Jaemin broke his exterior cold composure on the fourth day, finally accepting the banana milk from the new male as a form of bribe for his addition to the group.

Sungchan worked harder than deities; always making sure to get you Americanos before your classes, taking extra notes for you whenever you felt sick, tolerating your extremely drunk self and even dropping you back at your dorms safely. He had mentioned how he finally mustered up the courage to stand up against his fathers, that he wanted to do something else rather than working in the medical field. Even though he had still yet to decided his desired career, Sungchan decided to just follow his intuitions which ended up him taking chemistry as his major and thus landing in the same institution and same class as yours. And not to mention, he was beyond grateful for it.

A month had passed with his arrival, the awkwardness amongst everyone long gone and forgotten. It was as if he never left you. You were never over him, so his all time sweet gestures was making it harder for you to maintain your cold act.

“I happened to attempt making kimbap? But I am not sure if they are edible..” Sungchan trailed off as he hesitantly hands you the small metal box. You almost laughed at how cute but messy they looked, his failed attempt at giving the rolls eyes and lips with sesame seeds and ketchup was beyond adorable. You took the box from his grasp, a smile playing on your face as you looked at him. Sungchan upon noticing your grin, rubbed the nap of his neck shyly, his ears and cheeks mirror the shade the of the ketchup. You took a bite from one of the many rolls he made, a hum of satisfaction escaping your lips as you relished the tangy sweet taste. It was perfect, just how you preferred it.

“It’s pretty good.” You licked the stain of ketchup from your fingers, failing to notice how the male blushed harder at your subtle act. “We have Mr.Lee’s class, so I believe we should hurry up before it’s too late.”

On the night of the annual university carnival, Sungchan confessed to you. At least not in front of a public washroom this time. With the constant aid of Jeno and Jaemin, Sungchan was able to plan out a pretty dramatic confession for you. You were completely surprised when Jaemin called you out of nowhere, frantically asking for your presence to a specific classroom. You feared if the dork had committed some sort of treason explaining how dramatic he sounded, so you rushed without giving any second thoughts. However, when you saw the trail of roses with candles adorning the edges, you froze. It had the same scent both you and Sungchan had invented; the sweet scent of lily with tinges of tangerine to it.

A flustered looking Sungchan steps out from the dark, his hands rest behind his back as you cautiously scanned your face. When he saw no signs of discomfort, Sungchan slowly jogged to where you stood, his hands holding a bouquet of lilies with a small note on top of it.

“I know I have made tons of mistakes, hurt you so many times. But I still want to test my luck.” Sungchan got down on his knees, holding the bouquet with his head hanging low. “Y/L/N, will you allow me to be your man? Will you be my girlfriend?”

A shit eating grin spread on your face, slightly giggling at how adorable he looked. “I thought you’d never ask.” You took the flowers, a soft smile adorning your lips as you lock eyes with an extremely surprised Sungchan. “Of course Sungchan.”

“Of course? For real?” Sungchan couldn’t believe what just happened, he was half expecting you to flat out reject him at how inconsiderate he had been. But you accepted his apology, accepted his love. Sungchan stood up, his heart squeezing in delight and adoration for you. He cupped your face gently, as if you were a porcelain doll that would just break if not handled carefully. You saw how his eyes shone with love, sparkling brightly on the soft light from the lighted candles and you swore you never felt so much before for anyone else as much as you felt for him. Sungchan closed the proximity, his nose slight touching yours as he rested his forehead against yours, the smiling never for once leaving his face.

The tension was building up with each passing second, the sounds of your heavy breathing being the only silence breaker. You got impatient, the feeling of his lush lips got you being greedy as you closed the distance standing on your tip-toes, momentarily catching him off the grid before receiving the same attention back. You gripped on his shirt, too unbothered to break the kiss despite losing your breath. He paused for a moment, panting before pulling you back under his spell. The bottled feelings and emotions of longing and pining for each other were poured into the this sweet shared moment of yours. You were grateful that the whole building had no signs of any lurking students and professors, what was supposed to be a innocent make-up kiss soon transformed into a heated one as he held you by your waist, pinning you against the wall with his lips still attached to yours.

You pulled back for the heavy make-out session, almost earning a whine from the male before you soothed him with you words that came next. “I love you.”

Sungchan felt his already beating heart pick up its pace, becoming hastier that he was low-key afraid if he might face a stroke anytime. With a loving grin, he looked back at you who was still caged in his arms. He tucked the stray of hair brushing across the sides of your face from the soft breeze entering the windows, the illuminating yellow hues from the candles making you look like a dream. A dream that seemed unattainable to him until this very moment.

“I love you so so much. Thank you. Thank you for giving me a chance to prove myself, to allow me to show you my feelings, Y/N.” He was breathless, he felt so many emotions at that moment when you glanced at him loving. He was afraid his pulse might stop any moment, so he kissed you back, but now filled with passion and desire. And let’s just say, one of your fantasies were fulfilled that night.

The news of his grandma passing away came after a few months when you both had officially started dating. Both the Jungs were extremely close to her, so when Jaehyun took her back to Myeongsu Hospital where he was currently the chief of neurology, her condition was inevitable. Jaehyun hoped that maybe she might get to spend more time on earth under his care, but he too was victim in the cruel hands of destiny. Sungchan rushed to your dorm, bloodshot eyes as he told you the news. You found yourself sobbing alongside him, tenderly keeping him embraced in your warmth as you shared his pain. You knew her personally as well, all the moments spent with her were a profound favorite part of teen years.

“I wanted to meet you before I leave for Seoul. I came to say a goodbye.” Sungchan sniffed, his hands wiping away the streams of water rolling down your face. You smiled at his concern, mimicking his actions you brushed his sweaty bangs away from his forehead before placing a soft peck against it.

“It’s okay. Don’t tell me goodbyes anymore...for I know you’ll always come back to me.”

Epilogue

Sungchan fumbled with his tie nervously, bile reaching up his throat as the worst scenarios flooded his brains. His eyes frantically looked around for help, making a bow-tie was just not his cup of his. A breath of relief escapes his lips when his eyes landed on his closest beloved friend Jeno. Jeno stood leaning against the door frame, an amused grin painting his sharp features as he walked to the struggling male.

“Bro...” Sungchan huffed pleadingly, a pout forming his eyes.

“Yes bro.” Jeno flashed him an eye roll, before having the same eye smile again as he fixed his friend’s tie. After all, it was a big event for him.

To say the least, you looked breathtaking in your white laced gown. The simplicity of the dress made you look more elegant, it enhanced your natural beauty and Sungchan couldn’t just tear his eyes away from your form. It was supposed to be the bride’s day, but to him you shone the brightest.

“You know it’s me getting married, but the new comers might assume it’s you considering how you are gaping at y/n shamelessly.” Jaehyun hissed to his best man, earning a scoff from Sungchan.

“Hyung, let me have my moment! Please.” Sungchan whined but was careful to tone it down, only to receive a slight nudge from the groom who chuckled at his antics.

The wedding was glamorous, elegant, anything that could be named as a dream wedding. Sungchan remained glued beside you the whole night, a proud grin on his face every time he was asked about the lady whose arms laid locked with his. With a smug look, he would rub on their faces that you were his girlfriend, especially exaggerating to the males who seemed to had their eyes on you. You both enjoyed the silent company of each other, the soothing sounds of the wind replacing the absence of music as Sungchan drove you back to your place, hands still intertwined. When he came in front of your shared apartment, he fidgeted in his seat nervously; fishing out something from his coat.

You figured it was another one of his endless gifts, so you just smiled with your back resting against the cushion seat of the car.

“Sungchan, you really need to-”

A throat seering stopped you in the midst of speaking, your eyes widening when you realized what the purple velvet box might contain. Sungchan let out breaths of nervousness, blowing out some air out of his lungs to lessen the feeling of anxiety as he looked at you, eyes as genuine as ever.

“Y/N, I don’t believe in fancy proposals as you know. It is an intimate moment for us so I want it to happen in the presence of only us.” Sungchan stuttered in the middle as he opened the box, revealing an extremely gorgeous but simple plated band with a small stone adorning the top perfectly.

“So will you marry me?”

You stared at the male dumbfounded. Your eyes refused to believe the scene in front of you, hearts doing numerous flips and turns and it was just hard to explain all the feelings you were feeling. Sungchan had always been the one for you, and even though not everyone gets to have a happy ending with their first love, you were beyond grateful that you had happened to fall in the rare probability.

“I...OF COURSE. OF COURSE I WILL.” You yelped in delight, shoving your hand in front of his face as he just laughed while placing the ring on your finger. It fit perfectly. You grabbed him by the collar and kissed him with your overpowering passion and love, not realizing how if continued any longer, you guys might have to pay a fine for parking on the wrong side. So without wasting any time further, you both hauled yourselves to your apartment, refusing to break the contact of your lips molded perfectly together on your way. In short, let’s just say ‘sweet innocent kiss transformed into a heated one’ yet again.

I went completely overboard with this. I am so sorry if it didn’t turn up as you had expected it to, and honestly I am not completely pleased with it either. I felt like it could’ve been better in terms of expressing emotions. However, improvement is a never ending proccess and im still learning. SO TO WHOEVER WHO HAPPENED TO MAKE THIS TILL HERE. I LOVE YOU SODIJMS YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME.

Feedbacks and criticisms are always appreciated! Please care to leave them as it may help me potentially grow as a writer. Thank you for sparing your time to read my piece of work.

with love,

Hana.

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When He Gets Jealous Of Another Guy ~ Monsta X Reaction

Hyunwoo:

As soon as you saw Y/F/N walk towards the table you felt Hyunwoo tense up beside you, his hand reaching under the table to rest over your leg.

“Wow,” you chuckled so only he could hear, “I knew you were a jealous guy, but this is bad even for you, why are you being so protective straight away?”

He turned to face you, “I just don’t trust him, I’ve seen the way he looks at you and it doesn’t make me feel confident,” he told you, watching to see where he sat at the table.

“We’re here with all our friends, and you’re sat right by my side, do you really think he’d try something now?” You questioned, moving his hand away from your lap.

“I just don’t get a good feeling from him, that’s all.”

“He wouldn’t dare do anything.”

He sighed heavily, tilting his head to look at you, “I wouldn’t put it past him, you’re stunning, there’s probably loads of guys that would like to get with you.”

“Then it’s just such a shame that I’m already taken, and I don’t plan on changing that any time soon,” you assured him, “just relax a little bit.”

“Alright, but I’ve still got a very close eye on you.”

Minhyuk:

“I’m going now!” You shouted, adjusting your dress in the mirror, seeing Minhyuk come running down the stairs, holding you tightly.

“There’s still time to change your mind,” he whispered, cupping the sides of your face, “you could have a nice night in with me if you wanted?”

Your head shook, cupping the side of his face, “we’ve had drinks arranged for a long time, it’s been so long since I had a night with my friends, we can spend any night together.”

“I know that,” he huffed, “but I don’t know how I feel about you going out tonight, without me, I just want to be able to keep you safe, that’s all.”

“You want to keep me away from Y/F/N, that’s what’s happening here.”

“Why would you think that?”

“Because you always get this,” you frowned, kissing against his nose, “he’s a friend, that happens to be a guy, but most importantly he is my friend.”

He smiled down at you, resting his forehead against yours, “I know, I’m sorry. Go out and have fun, just text me when you’re on your way home please?”

“I will, promise. Don’t worry about a thing, I’m going out with my friends.”

Kihyun:

“Have you seen this?” Kihyun called through to you, slamming a magazine hard down on the coffee table for you to pick up.

“What’s wrong with it?” You questioned, reading through it and stopping when you saw exactly what would have ruffled his feathers. “It’s no big deal.”

He looked at you, stunned, “how is that no big deal, an idol fancies you Y/N. That’s not how this works, we’re respectful of other idol’s relationships, I’d never do this.”

“He just said he fancies me, he didn’t say he was going to come round to our house and take me away from you,” you tried to reason, calming him down as best you could.

“But you’re mine, why is anyone else even looking at you?”

“You sound so jealous.”

His head shook, sitting down beside you, “I’m not jealous, I’m scared. If one guy fancies you, how many other guys are there? How much competition do I have?”

“You have none,” you smiled, kissing his lips gently, “my eyes aren’t looking anywhere else but at you, and no idol, no matter who it is, will change that.”

“I’m so lucky to have you.”

Hyungwon:

“I can feel his eyes staring across at you,” Hyungwon whispered into your ear as you walked into the arena.

“Just ignore it,” you sighed, lacing your hand in with his, reminding him that you were right by his side, “there’s no need to let it bother you, what’s he going to do?”

Hyungwon sighed, pulling you into his chest, pressing a long kiss to your lips, “I don’t trust him, I don’t like that he thinks he can look at you like that, I’m the only one who looks at you.”

“Seriously,” you chuckled, “do you realise how jealous you sound right now? He’s not even my boyfriend, you are.”

He sighed, dropping his hands to his sides, “I’m not jealous…alright, maybe I am a little bit, but I don’t want another guy giving you attention, that’s my job.”

“But I don’t pay attention to the attention they give me.”

“But you do to me?”

“Of course,” you giggled, “that’s why I’m stood here with you, isn’t it?” You grabbed both his hands, intertwining them with yours once again.

His head nodded lightly, looking away from your gaze. “I’m sorry I’m being an idiot; I promise I won’t let it bother me for the rest of the night.”

“Good, because it’s ridiculous. But you are cute when you’re jealous though.”

Jooheon:

“Stay by my side,” Jooheon instructed, wrapping his arm around your waist. You jumped lightly at his touch, watching as his eyes stared across the room.

“Careful,” you whispered, loosening his grip around you slightly, “what’s brought this on? Or more, who’s brought this on all of a sudden.”

He turned inwards to shield you, “I overheard that guy earlier telling his mate that he was going to buy you a drink, so I’m making sure he knows you’re not available.”

“I would have said no if he offered,” you tried to tell him, but Jooheon didn’t listen, determined to make his point to the group. “Shall we just go home instead?”

“You’re having a good time, we don’t need to go because of this.”

“I’d rather be at home anyway.”

Before things could escalate you guided Jooheon out of the club and towards the nearest taxi. “How can one person be so oblivious to when a girl isn’t single?”

“I don’t know,” you chuckled, “but seeing you jealous certainly was a sight,” you teased. “You’ve really got no need to get so jealous, you know that?”

“How can I not? Look at you, anyone would be lucky to have you.”

Changkyun:

The vibration of your phone caught your attention, turning it around and sniggering at a comment from one of your work colleagues.

“Something funny?” Changkyun called from across the room in response to your laughter, “it’s that guy from the office again isn’t it?”

You glanced across at him, turning your phone down to reply to it later. “It was, he put a funny comment in our group chat. Why are you saying it like you are, what’s wrong?”

“He’s all you talk about,” he groaned, standing up from the sofa, “it’s like everyone else is invisible to you.”

Your eyes rolled, “so what you’re trying to tell me is that you’re jealous of a guy who I have a strictly professional working relationship with, right?”

“Well when you put it like that, maybe I am a bit.”

“But why would you be?”

“Because he made you laugh,” he cried out, “it sounds silly but I hate knowing that other people can make you laugh, I should be the one to make you laugh.”

You walked across the room to him, “you’re the funniest person I’ve ever met, that’s why I’m here with you, not with anyone else Changkyun.”

“I know, I’m sorry. But just remember, I’m definitely funnier than him.”

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flowered-mp3 · 3 years ago

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ok sorry for being vulgar BUT i saw this tag going around... top 10 idols you would fuck, go.

ok first, we are used to vulgarity around these parts. have you seen how much i curse/the explicit content that i write?

second, lmao tea your wish is my command.

nsfw below the cut (apologies for the list of men for i am, unfortunately, straight):

1. im changkyun

now, i was trying to pick between this guy and jaebeom as number one but i decided on changkyun because? there's this unexplainable aura from this guy that makes my mind go absolutely feral. he just exudes this... energy? i think? he such a smart-ass and makes cheeky comments and constantly teases and i think that it might manifest nicely in the bedroom lmao idk. i like to argue with people lol, and i love it even more when they can keep up... i think that changkyun would be able to keep up. sex would never be boring.

2. lim jaebeom

this guy confuses me because he's cute and dorky one second and then i want him to throw me around smack my ass and choke me the other second. he just. exudes this leader energy (a dom, let's be honest besties) and i love. that. shit. so. much. for some reason he could look at me with those eyes and i would let him do whatever he wants to me (with consent obvs, please ask for consent xoxo) and it looks very good on him... like he seems to be a strict and stern leader, yet nurturing and that?? is so sexy to me. also broad shoulders sharp eyes nice eyebrows hnggg.

3. yoo kihyun/chae hyungwon

ok now this is a toss up because it can change CONSTANTLY between these two. but lately, goddddd kihyun is so. FRICK. the perfect combination of cute shameless confidence/anti-romantic but actually romantic that does me in. also hyungwon is just??? idk. a comfy person. i feel like i could tell him anything and he would listen intently. also kihyun tiddies and hyungwon broad shoulders that is all.

4. kim yugyeom/choi youngjae

ok another toss up because if u look at the history of my blog, i had a youngjae phase and a yugyeom phase, both of which ran rampant for months. youngjae was during his idol radio era where he just looked so fucking good with that hair and that confidence and FUCK. he's also a secret little evil devious thing and i love it when people have a dichotomy to their personalities. it's very. VERY. attractive. then yugyeom was in his sexy perm era and then aomg and frick he is so fucking fine that i would let him bend me over and mess up my insides so yeah. these two switch in my mind constantly aldsjf

5. mark tuan

wild card lmao. how many of you guessed this guy? i think that ever since he got back to america he has been. my. god. the tanned skin and the fluffy hair and the sweet smile... the tattoos, thick eyebrows, and the chunky jewelry... like fuck me honestly. he's also so? unexpectedly smart and diligent as well? seems like someone that loves the little details! i can tell based on how he gives gifts, as if he pays attention to the smallest things about the other person so he can find the perfect gift. i love that. anyways, mark hot, would reproduce with this man. also, a virgo man <3

6. kang younghyun

now this one. brian kang sir. marriage. like i would marry this man. seriously. he's so... comforting? dreamy? gentlemanly? like his hugs would just feel so warm? and the way that he talks to... ugh i would just eat this man up and let him have his way with me. i also think that he's the most capable of being that elusive soft dom... caring but at the same time, willing to pull on your hair and choke you yeah i miss him real bad come back from the military :(((((

7. bang chan

his shoulders. i want him. i want to nom on him. another man that just exudes soft comfort. another leader <3 that has this sternness to him, but at the same time is soft and caring and i fucking love that shit. also his personality! seems so understanding? and open-minded? idk sex would be good with him probably lol

8. jeon jungkook

he's hot. yeah. muscles go brrrrrr. also a virgo man <3 attention to detail ass mf. remember when he can just zone everything out when working on something that requires a steady hand/attention to detail? hot.

9. joshua hong

ok i feel like he is such a wild card. capable of anything. and that's why i would sleep with him. like he seems like such a church boy on the outside (normally not what i'm into) but there's something about him??? like he's hiding a little cheeky devil thing in his subconscious that is the direct opposite of his church boy-ness and i find it super intriguing (hence, why i would sleep with him lmao)

10. kim mingyu

ok this guy also hot tall big muscles go brrrr. he also has this domestic-ness (like kihyun) to him that i find so attractive? he's clumsy but i feel that he would be so tender in bed. also hot big hands muscles yeah uhm yeah. prob needs convincing to get a little rougher (not like jaebeom or changkyun or kihyun lmao i'm speculating obv) but something about that is so sweet hehe. anyways yes this rounds it out.

also not 6/10 being earth signs (p.s. i'm an earth sign lmao). list very much subject to change, but these are the first 10 i thought of lmao

#asks #anon #tagged #i think? is this a tag? can an anon tag me? idk lmao

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ribosoons · 3 years ago

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Nemesis | Kihyun

another day to live

another day that kihyun will be pissing you off

another day that it you will also piss him off back

"can the both of you stop?" hyungwon questioned since he was sitting in between of you

"i will if y/n stop existing"

"excuse me, my existence is needed. yours wasn't"

"i can prove you otherwise"

"suck my cock kihyun"

"fuck you"

hyungwon just had it

he's done

he doesn't want both of you to be his friend

jk or not

at this point it is a daily routine for both of you to quarrel

a day is not complete with out you or kihyun bickering

hyungwon is praying on all saints he could think of just for both of you just shut up for like a day and give him a peace in his life

hyungwon just wants to have a peaceful time then sleep but all he gets is both of you bickering

he hates to be both of you as his roommates he loves both of you

"y/n, kihyun cooked a food earlier we left you some. go eat" hyungwon said without looking at you, just starting at his phone while slouching at the couch

you just come home from school, you came home early due to absence of your professor

"where's kihyun?" you asked

"why? you missed him already? why don't you guys just kiss already?"

"are you still on that agenda?"

hyungwon kept on saying that you both just date each other sometimes just kiss already everytime you and kihyun is in heated argument just to calm you both down, but it was ending up both of you and kihyun teaming up on hyungwon poor guy

"can you just answer the question?"

"yeah, he's out"

you changed into a more comfy clothes and go directly to the kitchen and check the dish left for you.

it is a shrimp dish

cool! thats your favorite! if you are allergic to seafoods i am so sorry

you took a bowl and scoop some but saw nothing but heads of shrimps

just heads of shrimps

no body

just

head

"hyungwon what the fuck!"

"what!" he screamed back

"why offer me this when i have nothing to eat here!"

"there is left there!" hyungwon showed up behind you and look on the casserole to see a dish with just shrimp heads

"oh"

"sorry bud" he just strung off and go back to being a couch sloth

you just rolled your eyes in frustration because you knew kihyun did this

one day, while kihyun is doing his thing in his room, you don't know what

you saw his phone just laying there, unattended

it hit you

you must revenge

pissed the fuck out off him

make his blood boil

you chuckled silently and walk towards his phone

you gently removed his screen protector and placed his phone gently

you were surprised when a notification came up and you drop his phone accidentally making a loud toud

with your luck you saw no cracks on kihyun's phone

"what was that?" he yelled from his room

"nothing" you yelled back trying not to be suspicious

you checked again his phone and doubled check if his phone were okay

you opened it to really check through if you didn't do any damage on it but revealing his lockscreen

you noticed it was a familiar figure but the face was covered due to hyungwon's message which is the reason why it rang earlier

you, being a nosy bitch, you removed the notification to check who it was on his lockscreen revealing your face in it

you were beyond shock

it was your sleeping face placed on the coffee table of your living room surrounded by your books

you assumed it was your final week

you immediately turned it off when you heard door opening

"why are you so shocked seeing me? first time seeing a gorgeous human being like me?" he smirked

"in your dreams" you immediately stood up and ran out of your apartment to get some fresh air

what was that?

'where u, jgh. kihyun mad @ u. go home quickly' you received this message from hyungwon

this dude does not even try when jt comes in texting

you just sighed

opening the door you saw kihyun standing up, hands on his hips, ready to nag you

"what is this" showing his phone

"phone"

"no"

"then you answer your question, what is that" you brought back the question at him

"all i see is my phone naked, no screen protection on it"

"good to know that you can observe" you replied, you really don't have the energy to bicker with him

all of your energy were sucked out just thinking how why your face were on his lockscreen

does he like you?

but he clearly do not like you?

why do you feel butterflies just knowing the fact that he willingly put your face as his lockscreen

you dont want to assume

do you like him?

"y/n! are you even listening?" kihyun yelped

you took a deep sigh and said, "ill lay for replacement. just i need you to shut up for a moment. i do not have energy left"

"what happened? are you okay?" he asked, his expression softed

that confuses you even more

he took a step towards you and look at your face, placing both of his hands on your cheeks cheking your face

"are you y/n?" he asked, "do you have a fever?"

you tensed up. you are now looking in his worried face

you don't know if your skills on reading people's expressions broke but you saw a genuine worried faced on kihyun making you push him

"dont come closer to me" you mumbled and run directly to your room

you heard hyungwon teasing kihyun like "omg look what you have done, now coax y/n"

days passed by, you tried to avoid kihyun

whenever he tried talking to you, you run

you saw him in campus, you run

saw him in the apartment, run

all you did was run

kihyun was perplexed

he kept on asking hyungwon including himself what he had done

hyungwon doesn't know either but end up just him teasing kihyun which made kihyun more perplexed

one day, he had enough of you running away from him

he saw you in campus but right before you run away he ran directly to you

and surprise surprise you tripped, causing kihyun to catch up with you

he even laughed before helping you get up

again you tried to flee but failed because kihyun is holding your wrist tightly

"where are you going?" he asked

"i have class"

"no you don't"

"how did you know"

"just because"

"then i have a class"

again, you tried to flee but failed horribly

"what do you want?!" frustrated, you asked

"uh"

"kihyun"

"my phone protector" he spat, not knowing what to say

"fine" you sigh

you both are now walking to your local phone accessories shop

it was so quiet, it was killing both you and kihyun

kihyun doesn't know what to say because he is used on both of you on each other's neck all the time

but this time you weren't complaining how disgusted you are walking in a same space with him, or breathing the same air with him, or how embarrassed you are seeing both of you together in public

on your case, you can't seem to calm your heart. you were flustered, your guts are flipping

you do not know how to address this huge ass elephant, it was more hard to address because you are the only one who can see this elephant

frustrated, you didn't know you were holding your breath. breathing slowly

"we're here" kihyun announced and walked inside the shop

the employees greated the both of you and asked what both of you were looking

kihyun answered enthusiastically saying he needed a screen protector for his phone

you walked silently behind him, minding your own business with your messed up thought

you were shocked when kihyun snapped you out of your thought

"y/n pay" poking your cheeks

you slapped away his hands making him laugh and you paid right away after you fished some cash out of your wallet

both of you were standing awkwardly while waiting for kihyun's phone to be fixed

kihyun had enough

"okay what was the problem"

"huh, what problem" you brushed it off

"you kept on avoiding me"

"i do not"

"you are, care to explain?" he is looking at you intensely which making you nervous even more

"nothing, really, nothing" you chuckled nervously, avoiding kihyun's eye contact

"look at me y/n and tell me why" he placed his index finger beneath your chin making you look at him

you quickly retreated when your eyes met due to sudden nervousness you felt

"here is your phone sir" the worker interrupts your conversation happening he held it up high to show his work, and yet again, kihyun's phone lit up exposing your face in it

quickly, kihyun took his phone and put it inside his pocket and chuckled nervously

he lightly patted the workers shoulders thanking them while chuckling nervously

you slowly looked at you, terrified

"y/n"

"i think we should talk about that outside the store" you calmly said even though you knew your heart are not even calming down a bit

"we should" you both thanked the workers and decided to talk to the store's parking lot

"so" he looks around, trying to avoid your gaze

you are now putting him jn pressure on the way you are just looking right directly at him waiting for an explanation

"i can explain" he immediately said looking directly at your eyes

"please do, I've been thinking about that lockscreen ever since"

"wait what did you just said? ever since?"

"i saw that when i removed your screen protector"

"i see" he sighed

"do i need to lie?" he asked

"tell me yoo kihyun, why do you need to lie?"

"because i dont want my nemesis know that i like them?"

"say what?" you asked, shocked

"i like you y/n"

silence

you don't even know what to say

"i mean, I've been so rude to you ever since you stomped on my poor toes and did not even apologize for it. but days goes on, living with you weren't bad after all. i even wanted to spend my whole life with you. okay that maybe too much to ask but that is beside-"

"i like you too dumbass"

"now say what?" he dumbfoundedly asked

"dont make me repeat myself" you chuckled fluffing his hair way from his face

"wait really?"

"maybe"

"come on y/n"

"just kidding" you gave the man a hug

he gave you a hug back rubbing your back

"thank you" he whispered

"yeah sure" you laughed

"fucking hell. i am not suffering from you bickering but now i have to suffer for being your 3rd wheel? you've got to be kidding me" hyungwon complained as he saw both of you cuddling in your couch

"yeah suck ass hyungwon"

#monsta x imagine #monsta x au #monsta x fluff #monsta x scenarios #kihyun imagine #kihyun au #kihyun fluff #kihyun scenarios #ribosoonswrites

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euphoricsunflowers · 4 years ago

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docile — lee hoseok/wonho and yoo kihyun

a/n: i hope you guys like this one!! i actually really like how it came out :,)

word count: 1.3k

content: sub!wonho, switch!kihyun (kinda lol he’s mostly just there being like 😗), dom!fem!reader, no titles used for the reader, vaginal sex (riding), mentions oral (m receiving), threesome, begging, edging, reader being soft for hoho :D also wonho and the reader would have talked about this beforehand! please be sure to communicate with your partner about everything but especially about involving other people!!

summary: kihyun walks in on you riding wonho and you decide to let him stay.

“oh fuck! shit, i’m sorry, i should have knocked!” he almost screeches, turning to walk the other way. he was probably expecting to get hell from either one or both of you, but you’re both confusingly calm.

“kihyun,” you murmur, causing him to stop dead in his tracks as he turns to look at you, “you can join us if you’d like. i’m sure hoho wouldn’t mind.”

he had walked in on you riding your boyfriend, and he looked over at said boyfriend, “d-do you mind?” wonho raises his head to shake it ‘no’ and that’s all the response kihyun gets from him. kihyun notices that you’re holding wonho’s arms held above his head, pinned down while your other hand plays with his chest. you had slowed down when kihyun barged in without knocking, but now you’d gotten back to a slower pace.

“use your words, bunny. kihyunie expects a proper response from you,” you murmur, and though your tone is soft, it makes kihyun shiver.

“no, i don’t mind,” wonho whispers, his voice is too soft and kihyun barely hears it, but you seem to let it slide, running your hands along his muscular chest.

“i-i didn’t expect— you’re so—” kihyun stutters, almost unable to find the words to express what’s going through his head.

“hoho thought that at first too. poor thing tried to be dominant, but he fits this role better, don’t you think?” your words sound like a question, but kihyun doesn’t know what answer to give. should he agree with you? what should he say? or should he say anything at all? “so, kihyun, if you’re gonna stay, might as well do more than just stand and watch, hm?”

“what do you want me to do?” he asks, if a bit too eagerly, and you chuckle at his readiness.

“what do you want to do? hoho’s really fun to touch and mess with, always so sensitive,” you smile as wonho blushes and moans at your fingers playing with his chest, “but you could touch me if you’d rather do that. just do whatever you want, within reason, of course. i won’t stop you and he definitely won’t.”

kihyun meekly shuts the door and makes his way over to the bed, sitting beside the both of you. he reaches his hand out to touch his fingers to wonho’s already sweat-covered skin. he runs them against wonho’s collarbone and neck, gentle with fear that if he does something wonho doesn’t like that you’ll be upset with him.

but wonho welcomes the touch, angling his head back. kihyun’s touch because firmer, if still incredibly gentle. your hands hold wonho’s waist now, giving kihyun the perfect opportunity to be a little less gentle with his touch. his nails drag down wonho’s perfect chest lightly, and he pulls and twists his nipple slightly.

wonho curses softly at this under his breath, and it fills kihyun with a new confidence. it makes you chuckle at how quickly kihyun got into the rhythm of this, but of course, you had to remind both of them who was in charge here, even as you got close to orgasm yourself, “t-tell me how you’re feeling, bunny.”

“i’m— oh! oh, fuck!— close! please, i’m gonna—!” he squirms around, trying to hold himself back for just a bit longer, knowing you don’t like it when he cums before you.

but you do slow down, watching wonho’s features as the orgasm he was so close to fades away, how unsatisfied and whiney he looks, “isn’t he cute, kihyunie? his expressions when he’s denied are the cutest, don’t you agree?”

“i— yeah, yeah,” kihyun just settles on agreeing with you, his hand now just mindlessly rubbing wonho’s chest and abdomen, noting the soft sighs coming from the other as his almost-orgasm fades away, “you should do it again.”

“oh?! should i?” your voice rises, curious at the way kihyun’s finally giving some input, “do you hear that hoho? kihyun wants me to deny you even more. is that what you want as well? to spiral into an edging hell until your poor cock just explodes with barely a touch?”

your words and tone affect both men simultaneously. kihyun shivers at the thought, even though he wouldn’t experience any of it. it did point out the fact though that he was incredibly hard right now. he didn’t even know if you wanted him here just to mess with wonho or if you’d also get him off if he asked.

and wonho is just a mess, whining and whimpering as he tries to move his hips around, but your hand stops him, holding his hips in place under you, “or should i show you some mercy, bunny? you’ve been very good today, so maybe i should reward you. what do you think?”

“p-please, i need it so, so badly, please let me,” he begs, and kihyun notices how wonho’s arms aren’t even resisting against your hold. he’s letting you hold them above his head and the thought that he could push you off of him and do whatever he pleases at any point but he chooses to be docile and obedient really nails home your dynamic. just thinking about it makes kihyun feel even more turned on.

you’re easily swayed by wonho’s begging like always. it’s too easy to want to give him anything he asks for, “shh, bunny. it’s okay, you’ve done well today, i’ll let you cum, alright?” and there’s also such obvious love and trust between you both that kihyun can understand just how easy it’d be to fall under your dominance. he’s starting to anyway.

but you start to up your speed again, groaning as your hand that had previously held his hips reaches up to cup his cheek, whispering to him, “come on, sweetie, give kihyunie a good show. y-you’re always the prettiest when you’re cummimg, so come on, let him see it.”

and he does. wonho throws his head back, making an expression like he’s in pain but that’s the furthest thing from the truth right now. his hips thrust up to match your speed too, and you’re so close you can almost taste it, feeling it build in your stomach before the warmth fills your entire body, and you moan out in pleasure yourself, reaching your hand down to rub your clit for that extra stimulation.

kihyun just watches, gawking almost, as you both finish, slowly coming to a halt with wonho still inside you, both of your breathing heavy as you run your fingers through wonho’s hair, kissing him on the forehead.

but your eyes wander, and you notice just how horny kihyun had gotten watching you both, “oh, kihyunie, is there something you want to say?”

“no! no i’m fine—“

“oh, alright then. well, let’s clean up, since—”

“okay wait!” he cuts you off right after you cut him off, gazing at you nervously before averting his eyes to some other part of the room, “can you get me off too, please?”

“see? that wasn’t too hard, sweetie,” you smile, reaching a hand out to rub his shoulder, and his eyes flutter closed at the contact, “unfortunately, my bunny gets jealous easily, and since he’s been so good today, i don’t think it’s fair to him for me to get you off,” kihyun whines against his own attempts to stay quiet, “but, if you ask nicely, maybe he’ll take care of you.”

kihyun glances towards wonho, a bit less sure of how to beg him, “please, hoseok, suck me off, i promise i’ll be gentle.”

“oh, trust me,” wonho chuckles dryly despite seeming out of it, sitting up as you get off of him, clearing his throat, “that’s a promise you don’t need to keep.”

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streetlight11 · 3 years ago

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Dystopia pt 7

Summary: You were an Amity born. You were taught to value kindness and harmony. But you also valued bravery and knowledge. After the test to see which faction best suited you, you were given the choice to either stay in your faction or leave. When you chose to leave your faction for another, your whole life changed and you wondered if it was the right decision. You pondered over it at first, all until you met him.

Theme: Divergent au, strangers to lovers

Genre: mild action [I tried], angst, fluff, slowburn

Warnings: mentions of shark attack, zombie-ish theme, spiders, mild swearing and blood

WC: 3.9k

Pairing: Trainer!Jungkook x Initiate!FemReader

Tips: In this whole series, Y/N is a few years younger than JK. Those who were initiates like Y/N that just ended the Choosing Ceremony, are all the same age. None of these characters portray who the mentioned people are in real life whatsoever! It's just a fictional character!

a/n: Hellooo! I'm back! I'm so sorry for making you guys wait but work and uni's been a little hectic for me and it will only get busier in the days to come. I can say though that this series is coming to an end so do look out for the next part. In the meantime, here's part 7!

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You had a week left before the final test. All of you including those Dauntless borns were nervous for the final test mainly because it will determine who stays in Dauntless and who doesn't. Technically, they would add up the total scores by seeing how you handle your fear simulations during the final stage and taking your last updated ranking during your Stage One that was the physical training.

Despite your rank being third, you didn’t want to get too ahead of yourself knowing things might take a huge turn when you least expect it. Nevertheless, with Jungkook’s help on how to go through each of your simulations like a true Dauntless, you believe you wouldn’t have much of a problem during the final stage itself.

It was another day of Stage Two and for some reason, Kihyun asked to swap one of the initiates from his team for San, a Dauntless born who was in your group. Jungkook simply agreed to it, not really thinking much of it. That wasn’t until you saw just who Kihyun walked into the room with.

Oh fucking great.

Yeonjun smirks the minute he sees you seated on the bench in between Lisa and Kevin. You rolled your eyes thickly at him before you heard Jungkook speak up, directing his words to Kihyun specifically.

“And you only decided to make this swap now because…?”

“I figured you can monitor his choices better during each simulation. Plus, he might easily be in the top 5 for the final test.” Kihyun smiled but there was an underlying meaning to it that you couldn't really pin your finger on.

You watched with eagle eyes as Yeonjun took a seat on the bench, directly opposite from you. The minute Kihyun left with San, your eyes travelled back to Yeonjun who had his right eyebrow raised mockingly at you while he pressed the tip of his tongue against his inner cheek.

“Alright, listen up. For today’s simulation, we’re going to conquer new fears. I will be creating new simulations for each of you. Everyone’s simulation will be different from the others, to see your agility and brainworks. Haknyeon, you’re up first.” Jungkook announced as he re-entered the second room before Haknyeon followed behind him.

A few minutes went by, you were just talking to Lisa about some random things when Yeonjun’s voice called for you.

“I wonder how slow you take to finish each simulation considering you’re barely just the looks with not much of a brain.” He said as you glared at him, your shoes ready to be flinged right onto that sharp nose of his.

“Do you ever shut up? I swear you’re like a walking nightmare in the flesh.” You snorted in annoyance, totally not surprised by how unfazed he was.

“Oh come on, loser… Did you really think you could beat me at my own high score? I’m going to win a spot in the Top 5 and I’m gonna make sure you end up Factionless.” Yeonjun said with so much hatred in his voice. You assumed he was still royally pissed about being kicked out of the third rank only to fall 5 ranks lower. Not only that, his rank was taken by you, his number one enemy.

Of course he held a grudge on you.

“Don’t talk all big and cocky when you blatantly lost your ranking to someone as neutral as me. Good luck with that final test, scumbag.” You said proudly, knowing that would definitely get him on edge.

He has always been tormenting you in every possible way and you were so done with it. Yeonjun scowled as he got up intimidatingly, squaring up to you with his chest puffed out and his head nodding at you slightly to hopefully make you feel small and weak. However, you weren’t going to give in to him just yet.

“You really know how to piss people off, don’t you?” Yeonjun asks, his voice deep.

With that, you smirked up at him to add more fuel to the fire even though you knew you shouldn’t. Maybe testing his patience was the next thing you should add to your portfolio, under ‘Strengths’.

“Looks like there’s only one person on my list and that's you. So enjoy while it lasts.”

“You fucking-”

Unfortunately, right before he could continue, the door to the room where Jungkook and Haknyeon was previously in, swung open abruptly.

The two males stepped out and were met with Yeonjun’s hands grabbing onto your collar. Jungkook’s piercing gaze hardened on the boy’s grip on you before his eyes flickered up to Yeonjun’s fiery ones which soon grew soft for a split second. Yeonjun pulls away from you as he takes a big step backwards while the room is dead silent.

“You... Get in here. Now.” Jungkook said firmly while he pointed his index finger towards the boy and soon beckoned him over. The moment the two males were in the confined room, you let out a heavy sigh. Of course, you were sick and tired of having to see Yeonjun’s face everyday and have him coming at you at every single opportunity he sees.

Minutes went by, you were growing sleepy by the second and was just about to doze off when the second last initiate had just left the smaller room. Leaving you being the only one left in the waiting room like always. You didn’t have to be called to know that Jungkook was inside that small room, probably waiting for you to move your sleepy ass into that room with him.

Once inside, you closed the door behind you and made your way to him who was just typing something away in the high tech looking computer. “Sit down.” He said gently, eyes still fixed on the screen. You did as you were told, sneaking a glance to the screen to see what he was doing.

Just then, he snapped his head towards you with a lift of his eyebrow.

“Can’t keep your eyes to yourself?” He teased and you could clearly hear it in the tone of his voice.

“Not until you tell me what horrible scenario you have created for me.” You tried to pry the information out but he seems stubborn. Or more like stern.

“If I tell you then it wouldn’t be as thrilling now would it?”

You rolled your eyes but the smile on your lips betrayed you and Jungkook saw that. He couldn’t help but chuckle as he swapped the empty serum capsule in the syringe for a new one. He holds your neck in one hand while the other holds onto the device and soon injects you with it. Your eyes squeezed shut from the slight prick before the serum began to do its work.

It took you less than 5 seconds to be completely out, letting the serum take over your brain.

Instead of waking up in a dark room with no windows or doors like you usually did, you found yourself in the middle of the ocean just stranded with no sign of potential help anywhere. You tried to stay afloat as you looked around to see where you could swim to. The sun was about to set in the horizon, your mind was running 100 miles per hour trying to figure out how a Dauntless would go through this simulation.

Typically, you would just let yourself drown since all this wasn’t real but Jungkook has been teaching you how to solve these tests like a Dauntless. So you don’t want his efforts to go to waste.

Right when you were about to start swimming, a sharp clamp down on your right calf made you scream as you felt your whole body get dragged underwater. A rush of water began to fill your lungs fast from the sudden drown. You struggled to free yourself as you were slowly going deeper and deeper below the surface. You looked down and that’s when you saw just what was holding onto your leg.

A great white shark.

With that being said, you grabbed onto the fin to pull yourself closer to it as you began to kick its eye. At the speed it was swimming, the water current was making it hard for your other leg to swing at its eyes. However, after a few tries and your gradually building force, you managed to jab its eye with the heel of your boot.

It immediately lets go of your leg and swam away, with blood oozing out of its eye socket. You however, were equally bleeding with a small chunk of flesh bitten off. You forced yourself to propel your body upwards back onto the surface.

You were starting to grow lethargic and unconscious from the lack of energy, only hoping you could make it in time. The moment your head popped back out onto the surface, the situation around you changed. It was now a room. A very, very familiar room that you’ve seen all your life.

It was your room.

You carefully walked around your room, feeling nostalgic about it. Just then, a loud thump coming from your closet made you jump. You quickly grabbed the closest item to you which was a metal rod that was randomly sitting in the corner of your drawer.

With careful steps, you made your way to the closet while holding the metal rod out front to put a space between yourself and whatever it was.

The closer you got, the louder the thumping sound was.

What you would’ve thought was probably just a scared animal that got lost wandering around your old faction considering you lived in the forest basically, got pushed down hill when you heard a low snarl that sounded too much like a human for it to be an animal. With a heavy heart, you grabbed onto the closet handle and pulled it open.

To your surprise, you saw what it was that was growling in your closet. Or more specifically, who it was.

Your brother.

“Tae?” You whispered as you watched his eyes slowly look towards you from behind your hanging clothes. His eyes were red with streaks of black on the whites of his pupils. His skin was peeling. Popping black veins covered his face and neck down.

You whispered his name again as you took slow steps backwards so as to not startle him. Suddenly, your brother launched at you with such a speed that was unmatched with yours. A yelp left your lips as you fell backwards onto the ground. He hovered over you, teeth trying to chomp down on your face.

You used all the strength you had to put a barrier between you and him by firmly pressing your hands onto his shoulders.

“Tae! Taehyung please!” You begged as you turned your head to the side to avoid his bites when you noticed a revolver gun sitting just a few feet from you at the foot of your bed. With one deep breath, you elbowed your brother in the face and roughly shoved him over your head using your feet. Once he landed with a harsh thud, you quickly crawled to the gun and took it, clicking the hammer to lock the bullets in place.

Right before your brother could leap at you again, you whispered while aiming the gun straight at his head, “I love you, Tae.” With that being said, you pulled the trigger, closing your eyes as you heard the gunshot fill your ears. Your body shuddered when you heard the sound of a body colliding with the floor.

You carefully opened your eyes only to be met with a small storage room. Right when you were about to reach for the door handle, cobwebs began to shoot out from either side of the walls. Eventually, covering the entire door in a thick layer of cobwebs so that you couldn’t escape.

Just when you thought you could easily grab the handle, thousands of spiders began to crawl out from the keyhole and the gaps between the door and the doorframe.

You knew this was just a simulation but it still made your whole body shiver. This was a fear you could never and would never imagine getting over with that easily. The sight was unbearable but you had to get out of there.

“Think Y/N! Think! What would a Dauntless do?”

You looked around to try and see if there’s something you could use. Upon turning to your right, a split fire log was just sitting at the corner of the shelves. You rummaged the shelves desperately despite the spiders crawling around and occasionally climbing onto your arms.

You could feel the tickling sensation of its small hairy legs crawling up your arm as you would brush them off every once in a while.

After what felt like hours, you finally found a matchbox with just one stick left.

“Please work…” You whispered to yourself as you brought the matchstick to one end of the box which has the sandpaper attached to it. With one swift flick, fire lit up the matchstick, leaving you happy. By quickly bringing the flame to the fire log, the log catches fire easily. You carefully brought it to the door as you held it near where the handle was located. Once the cobwebs have slowly started to melt away, revealing the handle, you quickly grabbed it and tried to pull it open.

It took you four rough tugs before it could open. The moment the door swings open, you quickly run out of the confined space. Your breathing started to calm down a little as you brought your head up to look at your surroundings.

You were back at the Dauntless Training Room. Except this time, you were standing on the starting line of the knife throwing range with everyone around you. The only thing that stood out was the target. No, it wasn’t Yeonjun sadly. No, it wasn’t any of your friends. No.

It was Jungkook.

“No…” You whispered as Yoongi spoke up from beside you.

“You know what you have to do.”

With that, you turned back to Jungkook with a deep frown on your face. Although your conscience knows this was just a simulation and that this wasn’t real, you knew you had to carry on with it no matter who was in the way. Your mind was too caught up that you didn’t even notice the blade that was placed in your right hand. The minute you felt the cold metal touch your skin, you looked down at it and then to Yoongi.

He simply nods his head towards Jungkook before he directs his words to you, “Don’t miss.”

With that being said, you slowly turned back to Jungkook who was begging you not to do it. His voice was desperate, weak and it breaks you. You had to keep telling yourself that this wasn’t real and it was all just a simulation.

You could almost feel yourself crashing down until you took a deep breath and whispered as softly as you could while you locked eyes with that Jungkook sim.

“You’re not real.”

In a heartbeat, you closed your eyes shut before you threw the blade as accurately as you could and when you heard the sound of metal slicing through something with a loud crack, your heart stopped for a split second. You carefully opened your eyes and you saw the blade that you threw, etched right in between his eyebrows with blood trickling down the bridge of his nose.

That's when you jolted awake, cold sweat coating your entire face. Your heart was pounding against your chest as you didn’t realize you were tearing. Just then, you felt a warm hand on your back, startling you.

“Woah, hey, you okay?”

Your eyes met Jungkook’s soft round ones as he asked you that in pure concern. After about a solid minute of you trying to stabilize your breathing, you finally looked at him to ask, “Why… Why did you make that simulator?”

Jungkook stares at you for a while before he answers your question.

“Sometimes, the government puts your loved ones or the people you cared for into these simulators to see how you deal with it… I only put my sim in there because I knew you’d still do it anyway since you knew it wasn’t real.”

The room fell quiet as you slowly nodded to acknowledge his words. You watched him type something into the computer before he spoke up again.

“It’s almost dinner. Are you gonna go back to your dorm or are you going straight to the cafeteria?”

“Probably straight.”

“Should we go together then?” He asks as he turns to look at you with a small smile appearing on his lips. You couldn’t resist that adorable grin so of course you agreed to it.

A few minutes later, you were both making your way to the cafeteria, occasionally greeting the other Dauntless members who happened to walk by you and Jungkook. Most of them acknowledged Jungkook but not you, not a surprise. While walking with him, your mind suddenly drifted back to that one simulator of your brother. You haven’t seen him or your parents since the Visiting Day two weeks ago.

You missed them dearly every day, but you never really had the thought of going to see them. However, now that you are a few days away from the final test, you thought maybe it’s the right time to see them again. Well, maybe just your parents since you might get detained if they saw a Dauntless member just casually strolling in Erudite’s territory.

With this thought in mind, you brought the idea into light by turning to Jungkook and revealing your plan.

“Hey, I was thinking of seeing my parents the day before the final test. Do you wanna come with me? I mean, if you’re not too busy of course.” You offered, only to see him smile.

“Are you sure you’re not planning to ditch the final test?” Jungkook teased as you giggled.

“And let Yeonjun take my place in the ranks? No way.” At that being said, Jungkook had to stifle a laugh. You entered the cafeteria and were just a few feet away from where your friends were seated.

“Sure, I’ll meet you at the rooftop after lunch.” Jungkook said as he whispered into your ear right before he gently placed a hand on your back and pushed you softly towards the empty space beside Gahyeon. This caught the eyes of those around you, making you pinch Jungkook’s side in a way of scolding him.

The minute you sat down, Gahyeon smirked at you cheekily while her eyes travelled to Jungkook’s back.

“Mmm, what was that missy? Scoring a date already with your hot team lead?” She teased as Hyunjae wiggled his eyebrows at you.

Just then, your eyes naturally fell on Yunho who was sitting beside Hyunjae and all you saw was soft eyes staring back at you with a smile but you could see the pain that lingers in it. Of course Yunho didn’t blame you for not returning his feelings but who was he to deny the little heartbreak of seeing you with someone who makes you happy, which isn’t him?

He just wasn’t the kind to be petty over something small like a crush.

“Shut up, I’m not dating Jungkook.” You said firmly, reaching for the beef patty across the table to assemble your burger when Hyunjae smirks at you.

“Not yet.”

With that being said, you threw a piece of cheese slice to his face. Earning laughs from your other friends, including Yunho.

It was the day before your final test, both you and Jungkook managed to sneak out after lunch to meet at the rooftop a few hours ago. And now, here you are seated in the living room of your old home. It’s been a while since you came back to Amity land, bitter memories of Yoohyeon cutting ties with you came flashing back the minute you reached the end of the woods that leads you straight to your houses’ back door.

You were chatting with your parents, telling them about tomorrow’s final stage. What you had been doing and what you had to do tomorrow. You also told them what happens after the final test, which ranks are assigned to what jobs, all those kinds of stuff.

You were so engrossed in the catch up, you seemed to have lost track of time until Jungkook reminded you it was time to head back to your faction.

With a heavy heart, you bid your parents goodbye, telling them you would be back every once in a while.

After you and Jungkook managed to catch the train that brings you back to the city, you two slid down against the doors side by side. You were glad that he came along with you. It was something you were grateful for but could never seem to tell him verbally. However, despite the lack of words, Jungkook seems to understand you even without having to ask you to speak up.

Because the minute you gently placed your head down on his shoulder for support, you could’ve sworn you felt him kiss the top of your head silently without uttering a single word.

Your eyes lingered on your fingers that were tangled with each other on your lap.

It was always nerve wracking for you to make any first move, and it still is. However, for some reason, you felt slightly braver today. Maybe because you were able to be this close to him without eagle eyes everywhere in your radius. Maybe because you’ve grown a close bond with him unexpectedly. Maybe because he was there to guide you when you were at your lowest. Maybe because he makes you feel safe. Maybe because he makes you feel loved.

Maybe that’s why.

That’s why you carefully began to move your hand over to his, that wasn’t resting on top of his bent knee. Gently sliding your hand under his forearm, only to brush your fingers along his palm until he moved his own to lace his fingers with yours.

This was enough to make your heart skip a few beats, feeling him caress the back of your hand softly with his thumb.

He was your safe haven. And you were his.

A few hours went by, Jungkook and you had parted ways right before dinner when you both arrived back at the facility after your little trip back to Amity. It was already past the sleep curfew for the initiates including yourself. Jungkook was needed at a meeting that night with the rest of the team leads. Yoongi was briefing them for the final test tomorrow, what needs to be done and the whole procedure.

Jungkook took note of the process, keeping in mind what he should prepare and what he was supposed to do.

After they were dismissed, all of them began to make their way back to their respective rest places except for Yoongi and a few of the Dauntless leaders. Jungkook and Changkyun were just walking past The Pit on the third level when a very pale looking boy came rushing to them while he pointed behind him. Immediately, Changkyun recognized who he was.

“Yunho? What are you doing out this late? You should be resting for tomorrow.” Changkyun said with a frown but the frantic boy could only grip onto Jungkook and Changkyun’s forearms desperately while his eyes stormed back and forth between the two.

“You have to come now! It’s an emergency!” Yunho explained briefly.

“What happened? What emergency?” Jungkook asked, not feeling so good about this situation. However, what comes out of the boy’s mouth next, rendered Jungkook speechless.

“It’s... Y/N.”

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prettywordsyouleft · 3 years ago

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The Caretaker - Part 5

Summary: Ever since moving to this township, you had been curious about the abandoned quarry home. Everyone else saw it as a haunted and creepy house, but as an up and coming interior designer, you were entranced by the intricate details. And once you met the caretaker of the property, you were determined to find out all about the house and the man who guarded it.

Pairing: Son Hyunwoo x female reader

Genre: romance / angst / sad-fluff / ghost au

Warnings: mentioning of death, bad nightmares, and ghost talk, suggestive content at the end.

Prompt: “How do we always end up here?”

Word count: 1372

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“Y/N!” Eric cried, shaking your lower arm about. “How do we always end up here?!”

“At the quarry house?” you wondered, and your best friend nodded, then shook his head.

“Working for free!”

“It’s not exactly for free. Think about the business we’ll receive after this. If we can restore this home to what it once looked like, others will take us on for their renovations. It’s going to make business boom.”

“Our bank account is in poverty as it is,” Eric reminded, and you shrugged his concern off. “If we’re paying for new materials-”

“Actually, I’ve organised a sponsor.”

“Jerry from the hardware store downtown is so not going to help here. He’s always telling me about how this place gives him the heebie-jeebies.”

“Isn’t it a good thing I spoke to people outside of this town? I still have connections through university.”

“No way. You hit up that big-time investor Yoo Kihyun, didn’t you?”

“He invests in the future for a reason, Eric.”

“Now he invests in the past too? Face it, Y/N, this place isn’t going to stop being the creepy quarry home with a lick of paint and new varnish on the hard floors. Kihyun is only doing this because he wants to get into your– good morning, Hyunwoo! How pleasant it is to see you again. So suddenly.”

Hyunwoo shared a grin with you over your conversation the other day about his silent arrivals before shrugging at Eric. “I did wait for more than long enough at the front door. Didn’t you see me there?”

“Maybe he thought he saw a ghost,” you teased, and both men looked at you weirdly before you cleared your throat. “Guys, it was a joke.”

“You’re hilarious,” Eric said dryly, whilst Hyunwoo brooded.

“Well, shall we get started? Kihyun needs a provisory list of supplies by tonight.”

After the first batch of supplies arrived, your days blurred into one endless restoration project. You woke up early and worked long into the night, sometimes being gently stirred awake by Hyunwoo or the moonlight shining inside the windows.

However, even in your dreams, you weren’t free from the quarry home, fragments of nightmarish events occurring whenever you walked inside the front door in your slumber.

You had endured the most exhausting one yet, and when you stepped inside the home the following morning, even the coffee in your hand held little effect on perking you up.

“Woah there!” Hyunwoo exclaimed, pulling you back from the direction you were blindly walking towards.

Glancing up at him and then the staircase banister you almost smacked into, you smiled distantly. “Thanks. Hey, is it cold outside? Your hands are freezing.”

“Huh?” Removing his grip immediately, Hyunwoo rubbed one of his wrists with the other hand. “It’s early, and I’ve been planing some wood.”

“You smell good,” you admitted and then realised what you said when he arched an eyebrow. Chuckling awkwardly, you waved it off. “I meant because the wood-”

“I’m teasing you. Where’s your head this morning?”

“Still in my nightmares,” you admitted with a heavy exhale, sitting down on the bottom steps. Hyunwoo moved in beside you.

“Nightmares? Are you not sleeping well again?”

“I keep going inside this house in my dreams. You know, back when it was first finished. I get fragments of images now and then, but last night it scared me for the first time.”

“How come?”

“I uh… I heard a gunshot. And when I turned around…”

Hyunwoo waited with bated breath, watching you as you swallowed it down and shook your head. He sighed. “I told you this house didn’t come without darkness, Y/N.”

“I guess I’m a step away from witnessing Michael’s death,” you told him, and Hyunwoo’s eyes flashed with confusion before growing hard.

You had seen who you assumed to be Michael in your dreams last night. The difference, however, he was the one holding the gun. You didn’t want to buy into the unsettling thoughts that surrounded your dream.

Or the man beside you.

Jumping to your feet, you smiled. “So, where should we start today?”

You continued to face the nightmares and the cold seeping throughout your body over the next three months of work. Each day you grew closer to the completion of your project, the more your feet dragged.

You were convinced that the answers to several questions would come to fruition then.

And there was one that you didn’t want to acknowledge yet, either.

Hyunwoo placed down the roller he had using to paste the adhesive onto the wall and turned to you. “Y/N, I’m ready.”

“I’m not ready,” you replied quietly, sitting on the stool near the wall you were wallpapering.

“You’re holding the next strip,” he mentioned, coming over to your side. “You’re ready.”

“Am I?” you asked, glancing up at him with tears in your eyes.

Blinking several times and seeing past the situation at hand, Hyunwoo sighed. “Let me do it then.”

“No, I don’t want you to do it before I’m ready to hear it.”

“I know. But—”

“The wallpaper. The paste will dry if I don’t hang this now,” you said quickly, getting down off the stool awkwardly and tripping over the end of the wallpaper you held.

Losing your footing, you stumbled into Hyunwoo, who righted you immediately, his strong arms going around your waist.

Staring at one another for an immeasurable time, you then stretched up towards his face. He grew cautious, biting his bottom lip. “You shouldn’t.”

“I want to.”

“Before you know?”

“I already know,” you breathed, meeting his lips with a sudden demand.

You had taken Hyunwoo by surprise despite your words, the man frozen in time as you pressed into his cold skin. Stepping back down when you realised he wouldn’t kiss you back, you stared up at him sombrely. “Won’t you allow me this?”

“If I do, who knows what it’ll do for us both. I’ve held back for so long.”

“How long?”

He smiled softly. “Since you broke into my home a second time.”

“I called you handsome that day.”

“You did.”

“You’re still handsome right now,” you offered, and Hyunwoo smiled sadly.

“I don’t change much.”

“That’s fine by me.”

“It shouldn’t be.”

“If you could do everything you wanted to right now, a free pass in life, what would it be?”

Hyunwoo stared at you for a moment, shaking his head with a soft chuckle. “You’re a true temptation.”

“I’m persistent,” you corrected with a grin, and Hyunwoo nodded.

“That too. You’ve been like a strong wind that drove into this house one night. Shaking its foundations to the very core.”

“Yet the house still stands. It must be strong enough to handle me.”

Hyunwoo swore under his breath before capturing your lips in a slow, lingering kiss. “Everything I want?”

“All of it,” you confirmed.

“Well, first, I want to hang up that strip of wallpaper—”

“Honestly!” you interrupted as Hyunwoo stepped away from your side. Placing it up and smoothing it out, you watched his return to work with a troubling expression on your face.

And then he returned to your side, swiftly picking you up in his arms. You gaped at him.

“Now that work is done, you’ll have to come with me.”

“Where are we going?”

“To my second favourite room in this house.”

“The kitchen?” you guessed, and Hyunwoo laughed.

“My hunger isn’t for food right now, Y/N.”

You shivered in delight as he climbed the staircase slowly, his gaze not once leaving yours. And when he finally stepped into one of the bedrooms where you had finished renovating and had begun to decorate with furniture, you looked at Hyunwoo for an answer. “Was this the master bedroom?”

“No. It was once the music room.”

“Then why have you let me turn it into a bedroom?” you asked with disappointment, Hyunwoo kissing it away before laying you gently on the bed.

“Your envision is just as great, if not better than the original idea. This room was made for sounds. Let’s see how many we can make together now.”

Reaching out for the man above you, you closed the gap, singing out his praises over and over.

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wonwoosthetic · 3 years ago

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How close minnie is to the monsta x guys since they’re really good friends with svt?? !!💞

Exactly like you said, Monsta X and Seventeen are really good friends and that goes for Minnie as well!!

Monbebe love seeing their favourite group with Minnie and definitely miss their award shows interactions. Backstage, they have carried her around, chased her, styled her, literally so much because they love her. At first, obviously, they weren’t sure about one girl in a group with 13 boys, but they don’t even question it anymore after seeing what she, and I quote, “her little body” are capable of, after watching her perform in Seventeen.

Shownu: the biggest teddy bear EVER. She thinks he’s sooo cute, kind, and a great leader. The first time he saw that a girl was in the group, he got a bit confused but was quickly amazed by her talent and how adorable she was. They’re not the closest out of the group since neither of them are big talkers, yet he still feels the urge of being a good older brother type of friend. So yes, they get on really well with each other. And she definitely shed a tear or two while watching his last vlog before enlisting.

Wonho: LOVES this man. Intimated by him at first? Oh, yes, you better bet she didn’t even dare looking at him because she thought he was way too intimidating to talk to, but once seventeen and monsta x all got to talk to each other, she noticed how much of a sweetheart he was. After he left the band, Minnie, after his own members, was one of the firsts to contact him and texted him almost daily, just asking him about his day and such since it happened only a few months after Hanbin had to leave iKon. It definitely made them closer and they’re good friends - she, just like the other Seventeen members, cheered loudly for him at the AAAs.

Minhyuk: if she feels a presence behind her and only seconds later a hand on top of her head, it’s Minhyuk. Minnie is incredibly thankful for his outgoing personality because it’s definitely the reason why they’re so close now - probably the closest she is to out of the MX members. Teasing, piggy back rides, etc. is their usual when they’re backstage. Lot’s of sweet interactions in front of a camera too though :) He has tried styling her hair before they filmed a Music Bank performance, after shooting away her stylist, but… he failed… terribly. He also tried setting her up with his brother by overly praising him around her and telling Minnie about how great he is, making her laugh every time - he would love to have her in his family.

Kihyun: he LOVES having a younger sister. LOVES it. He’s amazed by her mind and what goes on in it, often having talked about deeper subjects together. He also loves the fact that she has taken part in writing most Seventeen songs. Kihyun is usually the first one of the members to ask if she’s okay after an exhausting performance. They’ve also taken pottery classes together, after she mentioned making something with clay at home, and he asked her if she would be interested in taking classes with him since he’d love to learn how to do it.

Hyungwon: very similar personalities, get on GREAT with each other. They’ve been shopping together, and Minnie loves his sense of style, she thanks his past in modelling. She also loves sending him memes Monbebes have created and uses them whenever they chat. She tried doing his makeup backstage, but it wasn’t even nearly as good as the way his stylist would do it, even though she does makeup on herself… but at least she tried. There are a good amount of pictures of them two talking at ISAC.

Joohoney: oh…yep… poor girl was just as scared of him as she was of Wonho. Not like actually terrified btw, she just thought he’d be mean. Now, she cringes at his aegyo and hates it, but loves teasing him with it - he loves it and will squish her cheeks whenever she does😂 so cute. Also REAALY likes the thought of being close with Minnie and thinking of her as an actual younger sister. Whenever she sees him, she will shout out “Honey!” in English, to get his attention.

Changkyun: these two are the the cool cousins, that the family fears whenever they’re together as described by Monbebe and Carats. But jokes aside, she was very comfortable around him from the beginning because he heard from Wonwoo that she’s much more comfortable talking in English to Joshua and Vernon, so when he first met her, he greeted her in English and they started talking. They’ve thought about writing a song together and definitely want to do it at some point. Minnie often uses his English name and calls him Danny. No idea why. She just likes it. And, like I already posted, he sent her the autographs of Big Time Rush after he remembered her mentioning them once when they talked about their childhoods in the US and England because he wanted to know about how much different the UK was to the US. He’s very attentive whenever she speaks, similar to Kihyun, he really likes hearing her talk. That’s why he remembered the group.

Also: the clip of her rapping the entire second verse of Dramarama at MAMA 2017, between Dino and Woozi, remains one of the most iconic fan-made fancams ever. Even though she only rapped it softly, not shouting immensely, the guys and the fans praised her for it.

#minnie 🌷#minnie asks #seventeen oc #monsta x

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picture perfect - yandere! kihyun x f! reader

a/n: i know i don’t normally post monsta x content on this blog, but i enjoyed writing this fic and wanted to share it here without the feeling of guilt that comes with posting a non-request on the joint blog! please let me know if you like it :>

warning: stalking, abuse and suicidal allusions

The strap of his camera bag weighed on his shoulder, but not nearly as heavily as it did on his conscience. Yet he had no choice but to comply - with the threat of losing his scholarship on the line, he was putty in the hands of his psychotic professor, who’d sent him on the ‘mission’ to stalk his ex-wife.

His musings on the morality of what he was doing were cut short as he heard the front door of the house he was observing open and close. There she was.

Kihyun raised the camera and snapped a few pictures, capturing the flush faced woman as she walked out onto the drive. A young girl was in her arms, swaddled in a warm coat as her mother opened the car and tucked her into a car seat.

She had a child. As if she was dead-set on making Kihyun feel awful. Still, he persisted in taking the photograph from his hiding spot, hoping the camera wasn’t too loud. Luckily, the woman was too occupied with taking care of her daughter to pay attention and soon enough she was climbing into the driver’s side of the car and leaving.

He gazed after her, still rooted to the spot even though his job was done. When he snapped out of his daze he pulled out his phone and texted his boss of sorts, who immediately asked to meet him in the red room for a ‘friendly chat’.

“There wasn’t anyone else there, right?” Junho asked, having snatched the camera out of Kihyun’s hands the second he arrived.

“No sir, just the woman and her child.” Kihyun confirmed, shifting on his feet uncomfortably.

“I’d prefer a clearer angle next time. This feels a bit distant.” His professor commented. “I’ll give your camera back once I have these printed.”

“Wait, n-next time?”

“Yes. You need to do this until we’re back together, understood?” Junho snapped.

“Sir, I can’t do that!” Kihyun protested, only for Junho to approach him in such an intimidating manner that he found himself backing up.

“I guess this scholarship really doesn’t matter to you, then. A shame.” The professor tutted. “And how disappointed your parents will be when they find out the reason you were kicked out of photography school was stalking a poor innocent woman.”

Kihyun felt his heart drop to his stomach as Junho gave him a seemingly friendly pat on the shoulder.

“I’ll see you this afternoon for my lecture, correct?”

The student just nodded numbly.

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The neighbourhood was quiet at night, only the occasional hooting of owls breaking the silence. The blackened streets only lit by a few street lamps provided a cover for Kihyun, dressed in all black with a key clutched between his fingers.

‘She’ll be asleep by 10PM, she has to work late on a thursday so she can never stay up late.’ The words of Junho lingered in his mind as he slipped the key into the keyhole and the front door creaked open. ‘Besides, she never remembers to lock the door. That’s always my responsibility.’

The first thing he noticed was that the house clearly needed an extra pair of hands. There were cobwebs in the corners, and the floor was littered with unorganised toys and shoes.

But that wasn’t his purpose. He was there with a mission: a sick, illegal one at that, but something he had to do nonetheless to preserve his chances of success in the future. He found his target quickly and quietly, pushing open the bedroom door cautiously to see the sleeping woman.

Kihyun could almost understand how Junho was so obsessed with her. She looked simply ethereal splayed out, fast asleep.

He raised his camera up and snapped a picture of her from the doorway, before advancing into the room. Every step closer only made his heart race more, from dread of what could happen if he was caught but also the minor crush he was developing on the older woman.

It was just as he was getting a close up that there was a small knock at the door, just barely audible. Then, before Kihyun could even think to hide, it was pushed open to reveal a small figure silhouetted by the light from the hallway that had inexplicably turned on.

“Mommy?”

The woman in question groaned, creeping open her eyes. The figure dressed in all black standing over her was unmissable. She let out a shrill shriek, falling out of the bed and scrambling to the doorway to grab her daughter.

“Who the hell are you?” She screamed. “Get out of my house!”

“I-I-I…” Kihyun struggled to come up with an answer, his brain clouded. He’d planned an answer beforehand in case this happened - he’d simply gaslight her into thinking it was a dream - but at that moment his mind was fuzzy.

“Get out, before I call the police!” The woman screamed again.

“Please… you have to understand…” He stuttered. “Can I just explain?”

“What could you possibly have to explain?” She snarled back, holding her daughter closer to her chest.

“I’m not here of my own accord. Please, don’t call the police and I’ll explain everything. I swear on my life I would never hurt either of you.”

There was a moment of silence.

“Get talking.”

Kihyun gulped, before taking a breath in and explaining it all.

“Your ex-husband is my photography professor. He’s blackmailing me to essentially stalk you, to take photos of you for his “collection”. If I don’t do it, he says I’m going to lose my scholarship, and I can’t just let that happen. I’m really sorry for all the distress I’ve caused, but please don’t ruin my life because of it.”

The woman sighed, but visibly relaxed.

“Almost sounds believable.”

She put her daughter down.

“Go to your room honey. Go back to sleep, okay?”

The young girl nodded and plodded off.

“We should talk.”

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A half empty glass of sherry was nursed between (Y/N)’s fingers, but Kihyun’s remained untouched.

“I’m really sorry. You shouldn’t have to suffer because of my relationship.”

“It’s not your fault. It’s all because of that power-abusing bastard.” Kihyun attempted to comfort her. They’d spent the last half hour giving a brief recounting of their lives, a mellowing experience for the both of them.

“I mean, clearly you’ve got talent, and I would hate to see that go to waste because of me.” (Y/N) sighed, taking another sip of the alcohol to soothe her woes. “I guess you can just continue doing this. He’s just way too smart to break his restraining order and get arrested.”

“Are you sure? I hate invading your privacy, especially now that I know you.” It made Kihyun’s heart ache to even think of being such a creep to the kind-hearted woman.

(Y/N) out and took one of his hands into her own.

“You’re such a sweet guy, Kihyun. Do you have a girlfriend?”

He felt his face heat up, not quite wanting to admit how the only woman who he was remotely interested in was her.

She chuckled seeing his expression.

“Well, you’re always free to get a drink with me. Or we can have something more, if you’re interested.”

“Maybe I’ll take you up on that.”

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Minji loved Kihyun. Whenever he visited after his work for the day was done, she would be waiting by the door with a puzzle she’d picked out for them to do together. (Y/N) would always make them tea as Kihyun entertained her daughter by helping her sort out the puzzle pieces so that they could do the edges. Then they would sit together, the perfect picture of domesticity as Minji talked excitedly about nothing in particular and (Y/N) rested her head on his shoulder and slowly drifted to sleep. He’d leave the dozing (Y/N) and energetic Minji alone as he cooked them supper, often with Minji by his side asking questions about everything he was doing.

There hadn’t been one moment when he’d asked (Y/N) out, or vice versa. Things just fell into place, and there was such a warm feeling Kihyun got as a new part of the family that he almost forgot about his responsibilities. Having to take photos of (Y/N) as if she was a stranger jarred him, when he’d taken to capturing more intimate photos on his phone, saved for the mornings where he didn’t want to get out of bed.

Kihyun knew he was falling for (Y/N), deeply. It was dangerous knowing his scholarship was on the line and one fuck up could ruin his career permenantly.

One day, as Kihyun was helping Minji with her homework as (Y/N) was doing the laundry, the phone rang.

“I’ll get it.” (Y/N) sighed, letting the iron rest as she reached for the landline. “Hello?”

There was a pause as Kihyun paid no mind to it, quietly pointing out where Minji had made a mistake.

“Junho?” Kihyun froze. Surely he wasn’t going to make a move, surely he wasn’t going to win over (Y/N).

“I’m busy actually, so if you could leave me be-”

Minji smacked the arm of the out-of-focus Kihyun.

“Kihyun, what does this word mean?” She whined loudly, giving him her biggest puppy dog eyes to try and draw him back.

It stayed silent as Junho spoke to (Y/N) down the phone.

“No, you must be hearing things. She’s just reading to herself.” (Y/N) stuttered, and it was like someone had poured a bucket of ice down Kihyun’s back.

“Don’t talk to me like that.” She finally snapped back. “Go to hell, and stay away from my family.”

(Y/N) slammed the phone down and let out a huge sigh, her breathing having quickened. Kihyun quickly abandoned the english homework and took the shaking mother into his arms, letting her sob into his chest.

“He knows, he knows. This is a nightmare, he’s going to ruin your career, he’s going to-”

“Shhhh.” Kihyun held her just a bit tighter, feeling the same fear dwelling in his stomach but quashing it so that he could be strong for her.

“I’m so sorry, I should have never initiated anything between us.” (Y/N) continued to cry, but Kihyun shook his head.

“I wouldn’t exchange you for anything, not even my career.” He smiled. “I’ll sort this all out, don’t you worry.”

The young man saw over (Y/N)’s shoulder the crestfallen face of Minji staring at the couple, and he removed one of his hands from his partner’s back to beckon the young girl, who squealed in delight as she attached herself to his legs.

“No one will take this away from us. I swear”

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Processing photos was a relaxing process. Whilst his professor preferred to use digital cameras, Kihyun liked watching the developing film, the quiet that enveloped the room save for the buzz of the LED lights.

His peace was interrupted with the arrival of Junho, who dropped his bag rather loudly on the floor.

“Yoo Kihyun. I trust you’ve been keeping up with your work?” His voice possessed such animosity it made the student shiver.

“I’m sorry sir, I was busy yesterday. I wasn’t able to take any pictures of your wife for you.”

“But you visited her, no?”

Silence spread throughout the darkroom.

“I didn’t. I’m very sorry, I hope you can forgive me.”

Junho let out a deep, irritated sigh.

“That’s a shame. But also, I know you’re lying to me Kihyun, and I want the truth.” He snarled, grabbing the student’s wrist in his iron grip. “Why did I hear my daughter say your name yesterday?”

“You must have misheard her.” Kihyun replied smoothly, his heart racing nonetheless.

“I wasn’t born yesterday.” His superior snapped back, twisting the young man’s wrist until he cried out in pain. “You think you’re so smart, you think you’ve got the world in your hands. But just you wait. First, I’m making sure you lose your scholarship for severe misconduct. Then, I’ll phone all the contacts I have and make sure you can never get into another school like this, no matter where you go, Finally, I’m going to make sure (Y/N) doesn’t even remember your name, so that you have nothing left after your useless escapade.”

“Fuck you.” The student hissed, tears brimming in his eyes. He couldn’t let this happen, let himself lose everything he worked for and (Y/N). He finally snatched his wrist away. “I’ll kill you before anything of that happens, you rotten bastard.”

“What will that achieve? You’ll still lose your career, your life, and (Y/N) and Minji will hate you for the rest of their lives.”

No, that wasn’t true. Kihyun had been woken up too many times by (Y/N) crying out in her sleep, wrecked with the emotional damage Junho had done to her. He’d always go and make her a cup of camomile tea, and rub her back when she cried to him about how she wished that she’d never met Junho. She’d be much better off if he was dead.

His swiss army knife was in his pocket. Maybe he could end all their troubles here.

“Now get out of my site, rat. No point doing any more work when you’re going to be kicked out by the end of the day, right?” Junho’s triumphant smirk only served to piss off Kihyun even more.

He found the knife in his pocket, flicking the blade out and letting it rest in his hand.

It was when Junho gave him a shove towards the door that he snapped and pulled it out, brandishing it in front of his face.

“Nice tool you have there, little rat. What are you going to do with it? You haven’t got the guts.” It was to Junho's surprise that he found himself pinned down to the floor, Kihyun’s weight on his chest keeping him from moving as the blade was dragged up his wrists. One of the student’s hands was clasped over the professor’s mouth to keep him from screaming out as he finished his work. The light was leaving the villain’s eyes, and it was sickeningly satisfying to see as Kihyun cleaned off the knife before leaving it in the dying man’s hands. Even if his victim tossed the blade away, it would still have the prints and Kihyun would be cleared nonetheless. He cleaned off his hands, shrugged on his jacket and left the bastard in a pool of his own blood.

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It was just after three o’clock, with Kihyun having spent the afternoon in the library studying his theory textbooks, that he got a text from (Y/N).

‘Can you pick up Minji from school as soon as possible please? I can’t leave the house right, I’ll explain it later.’

His heart thudded. He was more than ready to do it for (Y/N), to be the rock of stability in her life. If she ever needed him, he would be there.

Minji was chipper as always, not questioning why she’d been asked to leave classes early although Kihyun did have some difficulty proving to the receptionist that he had permission to pick her up despite not being her father.

She chattered to Kihyun all throughout the journey home, practically bouncing in the seat even after he gently scolded her for distracting him. He could never be mad at her, she was too cute.

Minji was ready to jump into her mother’s arms the second the front door opened, but the sight of (Y/N)’s reddened eyes as she pulled the two inside before quickly shutting it behind them was enough to concern her.

And as soon as the three were hidden from the eyes of the public, (Y/N) broke down into tears.

“M-m-minji… your daddy…” She choked out. “He’s…”

Kihyun rushed to comfort her, letting her sob into his chest.

“We’ll explain to you later, Minji. Do you want to go to your room and play with your dolls?”

The little girl bit her lip, trusting Kihyun but also concerned about the state of her mother. He gave her a gentle pat on the shoulder with his spare hand, and it was enough to sway her and run off.

“Honey, we need to sit down.” Kihyun muttered, gently leading her over to the armchair. The mother sniffed and detached herself from him, wiping at her eyes.

“It’s Junho. I got a call from the police. They found him dead, and they think he killed himself.” Kihyun couldn’t care less, but seeing the state (Y/N) was in he knew it was best to fake sympathy and coo apologies.

“It’s all my fault, I told him to go to hell, I told him I hate him. It’s all my fault, I killed him!” She wasn’t exactly wrong, she had been the cause of his death, but Kihyun didn’t want that weight on her shoulders.

“No, it’s not. You’re not to blame for whatever he did.” He whispered.

“I shouldn't have ever fought him. If I’d been a bit more tolerant, he w-w-wouldn’t be dead!” A new wave of tears dripped down (Y/N)’s cheeks.

“Don’t blame yourself, you did the right thing.” Kihyun repeated, like a mantra. (Y/N) just shook her head at the response.

“Please, Kihyun. I love you, but this should have never happened.” There was a pit in Kihyun’s stomach as the love of his life spoke. “I think… I think we need some time apart. This doesn’t feel right.”

No. This couldn’t be happening.

Surely Junho hadn’t been right. Surely (Y/N) didn’t hate him?

“We’re meant to be together, (Y/N). I’m here for you, no matter what. I’d do anything for your love.” He clasped her hands in his.

“I know. I just can’t do this, the guilt would eat me alive.” She continued, her eyes still watery. “What would I look like, Minji’s father dying and me staying with my new man without a care in the world?!”

“He was a rotten bastard!” Kihyun raised his voice, standing up. “Why should you care if he’s dead? He hurt you, he deserved everything he got!”

(Y/N) was stunned.

“How could you be so heartless? I never wanted him dead!” She snapped.

“And what if I did?” Kihyun replied heatedly. “He had it coming!”

There was silence, although Kihyun’s blood was boiling so hot he was surprised there wasn’t steam coming out of his ears.

“Dear lord, Kihyun. What did you do?” (Y/N)’s voice was barely a whisper, but he heard her loud and clear.

“Nothing he didn’t deserve.” Kihyun said simply.

“Get out of my house right now.”

He didn’t move.

“I’m calling the police.”

Her empty threats meant nothing to the lovesick man.

“I’d do anything for you.” He affirmed. “Don’t test that.”

(Y/N) was shaking. She was out of the grasp of one obsessed man, only to fall into the arms of one much worse.

He sat down next to her again, taking her hands into his own.

“No one could ever take me away from you. I swear.”

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