#guys first serious relationship wlw breakup happened

[jaca3rys]

Me a month ago: I'm so in love! I want kids and four cats! Big house with me wife! Wind chimes and pretty dresses

Me now: blocking EVERY. SINGLE. happy WLW couple on my fyp. crying on my knees on my (concrete) floor. Unable to look at happy couples WLW or not without wanting to sob uncontrollably. Literally wanting to rip my fucking hair out whenever I see my brother in law kissing his girlfriend. PHYSICALLY unable to listen to certain songs.

[bowie-boy]

Favorite LGBT+ headcanons for X-Files characters? Mine is that pretty much every main F.B.I. agent(including Krycek) is either bisexual or asexual(or both)! :)

This has been in my inbox for months and I keep forgetting about it I’m so sorry but TODAY IS THE DAY!!!! Happy TDOV Fox and @himbo-mulder (this is my response to your ask too)

LGBTQ X-Files Headcanons Because Someone Asked

Fox Mulder:

Bi and trans icon

The first person he told was Samantha

She accepted him immediately as her big brother and told him he should name himself Fox (it was her favorite animal at the time)

He was going to make his name William Mulder Jr. up until she disappeared, in which he actually decided to make his first name Fox (he misses her 🥺)

Came out to his parents sometime in high school, both took it badly

Bill was hella transphobic—he was already pretty shitty to Mulder but this added a whole new layer to it

Teena was more passive aggressive about it but still made withering comments about how she “lost two daughters now”

Some high school friends (*chants* PHOEBE AND GIMBLE PHOEBE AND GIMBLE) helped Mulder start T and change his legal name on government documents before he left for Oxford

Mulder wanted to go stealth while he was there but came out to Phoebe

When they broke up, she outed him to everyone

Things got so bad that he almost dropped out

Mulder joined the FBI, excited at the prospect of knowing no one and being able to go exclusively by his last name

He was somewhat happy of his solitude in the basement—no one really looked into him past his spooky nature, so no one could find out he was trans

Since Samantha, Scully was the first person who was truly accepting of who he really was

Got top surgery sometime before Colony

Definitely fell in love with Scully right after reading her profile skrjnwkdjwka

Mulder and Krycek were definitely an item for a hot sec until Krycek went evil

Mulder is 500% faithful to Scully but kinda had a crush on Doggett for a little bit

Mulder just wants to be a better dad than Bill 🥺🥺🥺

Mulder helped Byers realize he was trans!!! More on that later though

Dana Scully:

A bi queen

Definitely experimented in college and had a couple girlfriends there and through med school

Ending up breaking up with a girl she was really close with because Scully’s job was just putting too much strain on their relationship

It was really hard on her and made her swear off serious relationships for a long time

She thought Mulder was adorable from the moment she saw him but was really scared of actually developing feelings for him so she pushed it down

And kept pushing it down until she finally realized Mulder was never going to hurt her and actually let him in

I’m just ranting about MSR now oops

100% faithful to Mulder but thought Reyes was super hot

Scully is just a distinguished bi idk what else to say

Walter Skinner:

You can’t adopt THAT MANY LGBT agents if you’re not LGBT yourself, right?

Definitely bisexual

Grew up in a really conservative family and didn’t even consider it an option until he moved out

Skinner was attracted to a lot of guys in his squad in Vietnam but he thought it was just because there were no women around

(Spoiler alert: it wasn’t)

Skinner fell in love with John “Kitten” James and he fell hard

Absolutely did everything possible to protect that man

He was terrified of his feelings though and pushed them down, eventually starting to resent his best friend for making him feel things he couldn’t understand

When Kitten got infected by that gas, Skinner put his values over the man he loved, not just because he thought it was the right thing to do, but because he was terrified that he might be bi

He has regretted it ever since

Married his wife after the war and had a pretty good relationship until he became too consumed with his work

Their breakup was really hard on him and he delved even more into his work

Sometime after Avatar (maybe by season 5 or 6), Skinner meets a really lovely man and that man becomes his boyfriend

It’s really hard at first, but the guy helps Skinner to open up and allow himself to be okay with who he really is

They make time for each other outside of work and are really happy together!

Skinner’s boyfriend is 100% okay with the fact that Skinner has basically adopted all these agents

Skinner is everyone’s dad!!! No exceptions

John Byers:

Trans man!!!!

Discovered it pretty late in life, like he knew earlier but he Repressed it

First person he ever came out to was Mulder (as in my fic 😌)

Lots of internalized transphobia in this man but Mulder and the Lone Gunmen really helped him break out of that

Langly and Frohike obviously went with him to get his first T shot and chanted “MAN JUICE” while it happened (scaring a lot of the nurses)

Met Susanne before he transitioned so seeing her again in Three of a Kind was a little terrifying for him

She accepts him though and is a bi icon herself

Byers wears suits so much because they make him feel really validated

Ringo Langly:

Non-binary and gay!! Langly uses any pronouns (gonna stick to he/him for this list to keep things simple though)

Grew up pretty unaware about gender as a whole, just living his life

Moving away from home to a city was huge for him, he started going to gay bars and really realized that he was gay

Eventually started to experiment with his gender, using different pronouns etc., and found out he was non-binary!

Came out to Frohike shortly after learning Frohike was bi (more on that later)

Goes by Ringo because it’s somewhat gender neutral

He isn’t dysphoric very often but when he is it’s very hard for him to cope, Byers and Frohike are always there to support him and help however possible though

Langly gets way more dates than Frohike and loves to brag about it

Melvin Frohike:

We stan one funky little bi king

HE WAS AT STONEWALL I’LL DIE ON THIS HILL

Frohike had a mega crush on Mulder when he first met him and it persisted all the way until he met Scully

And then when he met Doggett he crushed on him too

Frohike is just kind of a hopeless romantic okay I love him

Absolutely bonds with Scully and they always debate which celebrity is hotter while they get more and more drunk

John Doggett

GAY MAN

Doggett was really repressed for a lot of his life, not because he thought his family would hate him for being gay but mostly because of his environment

(He was a drama kid though)

The military REALLY repressed him and thoroughly fucked him up

It wasn’t until he met Reyes that he started to accept himself more

At first Reyes being a lesbian totally freaked him out and he was really upset, leading to a huge strain on their friendship, but one night he broke down and told her he was pretty sure he was gay

Reyes really helped him through everything, especially his divorce from his wife and the loss of his son

Doggett eventually came out to his dad, who was super accepting

It took Doggett a long time to be comfortable enough to date but he started and met a really great guy, one who he’s now married to

One day he mentioned his boyfriend in passing and the rest of the Spooky Squad totally flipped out because they had no idea he was gay

Doggett just straight-faced “I didn’t think it was relevant?”

Sings musical theater songs in the office when no one else is there

Monica Reyes:

A lesbian

There isn’t a straight bone in her body have you SEEN her???

Absolutely crushed on Scully for the longest time at first, totally backed off when she realized she was involved with Mulder

Total mlm/wlw solidarity with Doggett

Reyes is super comfortable with her sexuality

I’m convinced that she’s married and she and her wife live in the same neighborhood as Doggett and his husband

Running out of brain power at this point but I just love her so much??? Mwah

Alex Krycek:

Gay rat

Everything he did against Mulder and Scully was fueled by spite at his ex-boyfriend Mulder

Daddy issues

Sometimes he breaks into TLG’s base and vibes with them for a few days

Rat (affectionate)

Deep Throat:

Gay :)

Bonus: Melissa Scully is a trans lesbian and Samantha Mulder is bisexual and they’re dating

[theatricalwriter]

someone gets hurt: regina george x reader (part ii)

prompt: regina george, the girl who seemed to carry a dagger around with her to cut into anyone who had something wrong with them, has a lot more secrets about who she really is than she lets on. one of those major secrets is you.

word Count: 1610

warnings: wlw (still shouldn’t be a warning), mentions of sex but not smut, dirty talk because regina, strong language, still a lot of making out, ANGST

Nobody in Northshore High would’ve been able to tell that you and Regina George were an item. You didn’t speak to one another in the halls and neither of you dared to make eye contact with one another. Regina talked “trash” about you, just like every other girl in school but you knew that that was just to keep Gretchen Weiners off her ass because she just loved dishing gossip on everyone. But that didn’t mean Regina did anything to you. She just laughed and pretended she cared about whatever bullshit Gretchen had to say about you.

Perhaps the only time you and Regina actually spoke to one another was during an Anatomy project that you were paired up together for. The irony in the pairing and the subject was blatant considering what you two did when she told you that you were coming over her house later that evening. Everyone felt worried for you when she said that but you weren’t complaining. Well, you kind of were the next day when your legs gave out on you…

But things had been steady for two long years. You accepted and respected her wish to keep your relationship a secret and understood that she needed to keep up an “image” of heterosexuality. When she started going out with Aaron Samuels, you knew that he wasn’t going to do anything all that serious with her because he was just one of those kinds of guys.

Did it hurt seeing Regina with someone who should’ve been you? Hell yeah! But you wanted Regina to be happy, and if keeping her image up made her happy, then so be it. You weren’t so lenient when she started going out with Shane Oman, though. But she heard you loud and clear and broke up with him for reasons she wouldn’t say to you. (She said the sex wasn’t good enough for her to him when they broke up but there was no way she was ever telling you that).

So, you and Regina kept your relationship a secret. In a way, it was kind of thrilling. Regina would be so pissed that she couldn’t kiss you during the day so- well, this would happen:

You had started walking up the stairs to Regina’s room. As soon as your knuckles hit the wooden door, it opened and a hand reached through and grabbed your arm. Next thing you knew, you were pushed up against the wall, Regina attacking your lips hungrily. You barely had enough time to catch your breath when she broke off for air before she began kissing you once more. Her hands roamed the curves of your body, making sure to get every inch of your figure within her grasp.

“God, I love you…” She moaned.

“I love you t-” But her mouth silenced you.

Regina got so hot and bothered that she just took out all of her longings on you the moment you walked through the door. It made you think she was just so perfect and sexy whenever she got like this. And when she got like this, it was a good day for you. Well, it was for your emotional status; you were pretty much left with lipstick stains littering your neck and face, hair completely ripped from whatever hairstyle it might have been in when you arrived at the George household, and your bra and underwear nearly off your body. Luckily, Regina always did a great job with aftercare.

As you and Regina laid in your bed, her fingers tracing patterns on your skin with one hand and her other softly wrapped around your waist, you smiled brightly when you looked up at the blonde. You could see the content in her blue eyes, the love that was radiating off of her as she let her head rest atop yours.

“I love you, Regina.” You sighed.

“You know that I’ll wait as long as I need to for you,” You grinned. “As long as you’re happy. And besides, just being here with you, in this moment and every moment we’ve already had and everyone to come… That will always be enough for me.”

Regina put her lips against your forehead and said, “You are the best thing to ever happen to me, and you always will be. I hope you always remember that. Even if we can’t show the rest of the world.”

You heard rumors flying around about Regina during the entire school day. Typically you just ignored them, and for a while, you managed to, but by the fifth period, you finally figured out what was happening. You were in the bathroom stall when you heard two girls speaking as they glossed their lips in the mirror.

“Did you hear about Regina and Aaron?” It piqued your interest.

“No,” The other spoke. “What happened?”

“Well, according to Dawn, she heard Cady saying Aaron found out that Regina was cheating on him,” You felt your heart sink at the thought of Regina’s secret with you being out… but that wasn’t the case. “With Shane Oman.”

“No!”

“Mhmm… Apparently, she and Shane were meeting up in the gym every Thursday, according to Taylor. She even said that she saw them fucking in the mascot costume once when they thought she wasn’t looking.”

“Now you’re just making things up.”

“I’m not I swear!”

You nearly fell to the floor. You had to hold onto the sink just to keep yourself upright, a loud noise capturing the attention of the two girls who were in the bathroom with you.

“Are you alright?” One asked.

“Y-Yeah,” You lied. “That chicken at lunch just made me a little light-headed… I’m fine!”

You were not fine. You weren’t fine because you suddenly realized why Shane and Aaron looked so pissed at each other during chemistry class earlier that morning and why Regina hadn’t called him over to be her arm candy. You weren’t fine because you realized that Regina always said she had SAT Prep on Thursday even though she didn’t care about her SAT testing in the slightest. You weren’t fine because you realized that on Thursday nights, Regina was much more exhausted and opted to just watch a chick-flick rather than make out. Dear God, everything made sense and you were too blinded to get it through your thick skull.

You texted Regina, telling her to meet you in the projection room above the auditorium where no one would see you two together. At first, she was stubborn but didn’t complain too much.

When she finally arrived, she found you sitting behind the wall of videotapes from 1995. You had finished your crying and got more serious than you ever really were with Regina. Still, your face was stained with tears and dried mascara.

“Oh my God, Y/N,” She hurried over to you and tried to place her hands on your face to wipe away your tears. “What’s wrong?”

But you turned away from her with spiteful eyes, “When were you planning on telling me about Shane Oman?”

Regina’s eyes widened and she felt an urge to tell you that you were wrong, but she knew that it was no use; you now knew and not telling you was only going to make matters worse for her. Letting out a sigh of defeat, she looked to her shoes, not knowing what to really say to you.

“I didn’t… Y/N, I really didn’t-”

“Didn’t what, Regina? Didn’t think it’d go this far? Didn’t think I’d ever find out? Because guess what? I did!” You jumped from your seat. “I let you live your little straight life at school. I’ve never pressured you to come out, hell, I even let you date Aaron Samuels so that you could do that! All I asked was that you stay away from Shane and look what you did! Was I not good enough for you or something?”

“No, N/N, no! I’m so-” Regina was crying herself at this point.

“Sorry? Yeah? Well, am I too! I’m sorry because I wasn’t good enough to satisfy your needs! Because you had all this fun, all of this toying around with the three of us, and you just couldn’t help yourself. It was so much fun until someone got hurt, wasn’t it? I’m sure that even then, you still won’t stop. Did you have fun? God, I hope so. Because you and I are through. So much for being the best thing to ever happen to you.”

“Y/N, please!” Regina begged as you left, grabbing your sweater sleeve.

“Don’t fucking touch me!” You spat.

That day, Regina looked like she was going to kill anyone who walked in her path. Everyone thought it was because of the breakup with Aaron, but they only got the person wrong.

“Regina!” Gretchen shouted, struggling to catch up with Regina. “Regina! Hey, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“Really? Are you sure? Because you look really, really-”

“I said that I’m fine!” Regina’s voice echoed in the halls that became silent with the sound of her thunderous voice. When she realized everyone was staring, she screamed, “What are all of you freaks looking at, huh?”

And it was on that day, Regina George swore that she’d kill the person who told Aaron about Shane. She swore that she’d do whatever it took.

part iii

[mollydollyjournals]

I had my first crush on a boy as a small child, but in hindsight I was always crushing on girls too. I knew I was bi somewhere in my early to mid teens. I've still had barely any experience with anyone other than cis(het/bi) men because of my own nerves and the fact that gender norms mean those men come onto me more than anyone else. With monogamy i was just always already in a relationship, with a boy.

I abandoned monogamy years ago but didnt have much confidence to date, so the only things that happened outside of my existing relationship (which is now a marriage) were again cis men who pursued me. There was one occasion on a night out with a woman who seemed to pursue me but in my awkwardness I was only half sure and it never went further than a kiss.

I feel like it's become a comedy story. Everyone who knows me irl knows it - it was my 27th birthday and we went out to a gig/mini-festival that happens every year around that time, I was dressed ridiculously and I stood out, and my friends (and later husband) watched me get flustered over what to do with this girl that I clearly had some kind of tension with.

I dont know what I'm doing with women. But I dont know what I'm doing with men either. I know sexually. But I dont know what I'm doing with people. I've had a string of bad experiences with cis men recently, again, and I'm finding myself thinking I wish I had a girlfriend. Or just someone who isnt a cis man.

The last cis "girl" I had a crush on turned out to be transmasc. A "guy" I thought was cute years ago came out as a trans woman. Neither scenario made me less attracted to them. But beyond like...heavy kissing. If that. I've never been with anyone other than cis men. To my knowledge. I know how to work with that, but I was awkward as shit for so long as a teenager and I wouldnt want to make a trans person uncomfortable and i would definitely do that. I could learn eventually but it would take me some time, and in that time I would probably fuck up irreparably.

And even with cis women, where my tiny bit of non-cis-male experience is. In theory, yes. But only a little. And biphobia is rife. I'll sure as shit never be a gold star lesbian and I never want to be. Neither would I want to be proud of being straight. I know it's not the same at all - I just wouldnt want to be 100% one or the other. It's not me.

Since I found out about biphobia in the lesbian/wlw community I was really put off. I mean if I'm attracted to all genders, and cis men are making themselves known to me, then I still have some options and I dont need to risk anything by exploring further. But I always still liked women and enbies.

Now I'm finding myself in a place where I'm so tired of men, I dont want to go there anymore. All the media I've watched recently I've felt more attraction to the women, and everything I've thought about doing recently ive wondered if I might meet a cute girl I hit it off with. But we've all heard post-breakup straight women say "I hate men I wish I was gay" and rolled our eyes because it's not that simple. I dont want to be that. And I dont want anyone to think I'm that. But surely my recent history is no coincidence? Surely I need to take that into consideration? Surely I need to hang about for a bit and see what happens?

I'm still attracted to cis men. Just not much. Purely physically. There is one exception and that's complex. But any other guy, even where I used to be someone who was totally up for casual sex and such, I dont even want that most of the time. Thinking about sex grosses me out. But then sometimes I see a girl and I feel that attraction again.

I dont know if its come to the forefront because the familiarity of cis men isnt blocking it right now, or because it just is all I have. I wouldnt want to date a girl and make her think it was serious only to break up because I fell in love with a man. But then isnt that just the bi stereotype? Isnt it always that regardless of your gender you pretend to be into a woman only until a man comes along?

I'm having such a major crisis of direction. I call it that because it's not a crisis of identity - I'm not gay, not fully, and I've known that long enough. I'm just also definitely not straight. I'm definitely bi/pan. But I'm also in crisis in general. I'm a very honest person and I'll never go into anything pretending I know shit i really dont. I'm doing bad. I spiral often. Any day I might do a game over. I'm married to a man I barely know anymore, theres another man I'm dating that I just need to actually talk to, theres all sorts. I dont really want to look for anything new. But I know my new attractions recently have been overwhelmingly not male, and especially not cis male. I dont know where I'm going with this.