#guy who has been having nonstop nightmares and panic attacks abt the extent of its disability: i think i will do some physic labor today :)
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Oregano update. Took an hour or so but i got all the stems. Need to tie them up and hang them to dry, probably. Tired though.
Also got some of the strawberry patch. Theres still quite a bit there, but someone left some old hanging baskets next to the dumpster and i wanted to take some strawberries with me, since im the one who planted them in the first place. Obviously theyre only hanging there temporarily. Not sure if i should trim the runners... i guess so, ive never put strawberries in hanging baskets before.
More handspun linen blanket work. Feels super nice, even though theres lots of, idk what it would be called but bits of undesirable vm that ought to have been threshed out. When im finished ill give it multiple good beatings and thrashings that should soften it up, and then im hoping to dye it with some oregon grapes.
I actually have a whole ton of dyestuff ive been collecting in the freezer that i need to turn into dye, bc im moving very soon and i dont want to be bringing bags of frozen berries and pits and peels with me.
Also gonna go harvest this in a minute--its a horrifically overgrown patch of oregano, and i read a few days ago that you can get a dark, almost black dye out of the dried stems. And i dont even like oregano as a spice, so... just gonna get the stems.
#i cant grow a strawberry to save my life. never have been able to#still want them tho. i like that they keep coming back#was a huge mistake to do all this gardening today. dislocated so many things and everything hurts#but everything is doing that these days. 10 minutes standing in the kitchen n i have to go lie down bc i cant think straight thru the pain#guy who has been having nonstop nightmares and panic attacks abt the extent of its disability: i think i will do some physic labor today :)#had a panic attack last night bc i could barely walk yesterday. like knees buckling with every step#kinda today too. has not been good#but was thinking about what will happen when i physically cant drag this decaying meatsuit around on my own two legs anymore#and uh. yeah instant panic attack. idek know how id get a wheelchair. not moving into an accessible house. dont know how id get a job#arms and wrists and shoulders are super fucked up too so idek if i could move myself in a wheelchair#the whole thing is like this constant horrific nightmare that i keep doing the stupidest shit to try and wake up from but of course it#doesnt work. bc its real life apparently. but i dont know how to deal with it at all.#aaaaanyway. uh. gardening :)
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