#gusy dont mind me ok im back with my overthinking nothing special<3 HELKJKH
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overanalyzing everything i do would solve 99.99% of my problems methinks
#cw vent#DONR READ IF U DONT WANT MY SAD EMO STUFF PSLSPSPSL#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat#gusy dont mind me ok im back with my overthinking nothing special<3 HELKJKH#im too hard on myself i think aha#hashtag people pleaser problems#i dont like how i aim to please people instead of focusing on what will be better for me#like this is more of an irl problem rather than online yk#for all of my life ive just been so so passive and lenient#i was so scared of my family expressing any negative feelings towards me that i basically became less like a human and more like a doll#i didnt speak that much . never really complained about anything . and took what i was given#and it has impacted me so fucking much#they werent kidding when stuff like this usually starts in your own home aha#but yeah man#i just feel like if i dont act a certain way or paint myself to be this certain kind of friend nobody would care for me#when will i ever be comfortable and happy as who i truly am i wonder?#idek if this makes sense tbh im just writing thought LMAO#but usually my thoughts contradict each other . but everything makes sense at the same time . so its kinda hard to type down without not mak#ing any sense LMAOO
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