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avatardoggo · 3 years

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you hurt me and hurt me and hurt me and ask why i don’t talk to you. you take my sanity and innocence and heart and stomp on it and ask me who made me the way i am. i can’t explain these things to you. you don’t listen. you. don’t. listen. im not your anything and i wish that meant you expected something small from me but no. it means you expect more. im just a redundant photo copy that you don’t believe to be original enough to stand on my own. i’ll never be my own person to you and that’s why you hold on to me. i was your mindless chess piece until i grew a mind and heart of my own. and now you want me back the way i was before. before i realized how you hurt me and used my insecurities against me. but i can’t. i won’t. it’s only about you and how you feel. only you can to beat down on me and crush me until i can no longer fight back. and now, im all apart. you tear me to shreds and ask how it happen. you turned me into a ticking time bomb and ask why i exploded. you ask, “what happened? who did this to you?” and the answer is you. you’re what happened. its always you.

#guess who got into another silly goose pointless fight with their mother? 🙃😒😕😶😐#she said she wanted to give me a pRoPeR #goodbye bc she has work when i’m leaving tmrw so then i’m like ok fine she just wants to talk but ofc my mom being my mom that’s not it #she goes on talking my grades and asking if i’m happy with getting a b average and i’m irritated by that bc 1 when i told her she was like #we’ll pray so you get better marks like getting a b while doing online school is bad #as if psychology isn’t a lot and not everyone can be a freaking a average student #and then she was like o are you happy with these marks like i should be slaving for a’s when she knows i succ at tests and they’re hard for #me. and i tell her this and she’s like where’s this coming from why are you saying this as if she hasn’t been like this about me and school #since i was 10. exhausting and frustration when she acts all clueless like she doesn’t do these things #and then i told her we’re not friends not to be mean or unnecessarily cruel just factual and then she said that i hurt her by saying that #and i said sorry if the truth hurts but i can’t lie to you and idk how you think any different bc we’re not friends we do t hang out or talk #about anything i like and you don’t care for my hobbies bc they aren’t christian enough for her #and again she acts all clueless about it all as if i’m just being mean and she kept repeating how i was hurting her as if i was doing on #purpose idk man my mom is a special case i feel so helpless when it comes to her. if i don’t agree then i’m wrong even when i’m telling the #truth. so ya this babble poem paragraph is about her and it’s sappy and gross and embarrassing and fndkdjdnndrn #probably delete later #if anyone has advice lmk #vk overshares in the tags #and in a text post

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