#grrr grrr grrr anxious beyond belief rn
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Going to look at a couple apartments tomorrow and the next day... the anxiety is setting in
#nervous about whether or not my friend and I will be able to get a place#but now even more nervous about like. whether or not he's going to keep up on payments#he's the one with a job rn (both of us will have to find new ones once we move) but he's also historically VERY lax with money#in a way that scares me#(including not paying rent at some points during college)#I don't particularly fault him for it. life happens + buying things for your own enjoyment is fine#but when it impacts ME I get very scared#and idk how to bring this up without being a fucking asshole#and idk who should be ''in charge'' of the lease / payments / etc#I want it to be ME. bc I'm literally the most trustworthy one#but 1) I have no work history etc for the landlord to look at. which isn't great!!#and 2) if I CAN end up in charge despite that... idk if I trust him to always give me his portion so I can make payments from my account#grrr grrr grrr anxious beyond belief rn#for all I know the places we check out will suck shit in person and we won't try to rent there anyway#but just the thought.....#paces. paces. paces#roz posts
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