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rev-tone · 9 months ago

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honestly kind of afraid to post much here at all because I WAS doing it last year for a little bit until i got an anon one day wishing i die in agony from prostate cancer completely unprompted. The only reason that happened is because i had posted and tagged something innocuous and a random transphobe found it. and with twitter no longer having moments (and the posts that were put in them just removed so now nothing archived) and cohost like last 2 days just not letting ppl post photos idk where to put art anymore lol

#the simpler solution is to just keep off anon but the few times i ever get asks are on anon itsliek. idk i really dont think it matters #idk how much longer i'll even want to stay on this site but i say that about everything :\#and like i just want somewhere to put stuff i draw because i have fun and would like to think other people want to see it or would enjoy it #but also like what if i wake up and my sd card is corrupted and i just lose all the stuff ive drawn over liek 4 years i want it SOMEWHERE #growing up like basically anytime we moved my mom would either throw out or lose our stuff in a storage unit she couldnt keep up with rent #and i used to have a habit of deleting everything online when i deemed it wasnt worth being seen because of self depreciation so #sometimes it feels like theres no proof i ever existed before 2014 afterwards idk im insane maybe i shouldnt care about this shit #and like no matter what app or website im on im still seeing trans women harrassed and threatened constantly like why did i ever feel like #could be myself and show more of myself online its really no different than “IRL” i just dont think i'll ever be comfortable

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