#grl rock n roll

[thebeachesgrlband-blog]

Toronto-Based Rock Group - The Beaches

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C̶a̶n̶’t̶ S̶l̶e̶e̶p̶

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ʙᴜᴄᴋʏ ʙᴀʀɴᴇs x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ (ᴍᴏᴅᴇʀɴ/ʀᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴀᴜ)

sᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ: Being roommates with Bucky has its benefits; it also has its conflicts.

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs: smut 18+, angst, pining, sleepy times

ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀ’s ɴᴏᴛᴇs: ouch my heart

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You trotted down the hall in the darkness before coming up to Bucky’s door. You felt a bit guilty, he was probably sleeping peacefully but your selfish ways craved his touch again. You always sleep the best in his arms.

You gently opened the door feeling the cold breeze against your bare legs. Bucky always slept with the window open and hardly any clothes. His body was always so warm and hot, you were pretty sure that was the reason you slept so good with him.

“Bucky?” you whispered; he didn’t move.

“Bucky,” you gently move his leg.

He stirred in his sleep, breathing sharply in through his nose. His eyes fluttered open landing on your cold form. He sat up tiredly but for you, he’d always get up for you.

“Y/n,” he whispered, resting his warm hand high on your thigh.

“What’s wrong?”

“I can’t sleep,” you told him.

“Uh… here,” his voice was deep and raspy.

He moved the sheets from his body and you climbed over him fitting between his large body and the wall where his bed lays. You instantly cuddled him letting him slot his thick thigh between yours and wrapping your arms around his torso.

Bucky couldn’t help trail his hands underneath your shirt raising goosebumps to your skin, softly kissing your forehead. You too couldn’t help yourself, you never could. Your lips pressed softly against his chest squeezing him tighter to pull him closer.

“You always look so pretty in my bed,” Bucky grinned, making you chuckle. Bucky has always been a flirt with you but that's all it was. Meaningless flirting to get in your pants; and it worked, many times. But your selfish cravings keep coming back. Like now.

You can’t even sleep without being with him, but there he was, sleeping peacefully without you. You wished he could feel for you what you feel for him. But that’ll never happen. You're just a benefit; and truthfully if this is all you can have, you’re ok with that. You leaned up and pressed your lips to his, pretending like you’ve done this countless times with love but it’s simply chaste.

No real love or even like reciprocated.

“You want me to fuck you to sleep? That why you came knockin’ on my door?” he whispered huskily against your lips.

You couldn’t help the whimper that escaped you. His thigh tensing under you, pressing against your center making you moan softly. He tilted your head with his hand pressing his lips to your gingerly. Unknown to you, he would never admit to it aloud, especially not to you directly but he couldn’t help those butterflies he got whenever you sneaked into his room begging for his touch. You were so oblivious to the power you had over him; he'd do anything for you.

You crawled over his body straddling his waist and pulled your shirt over your head quickly. Bucky’s eyes went straight to your chest as did his hands, kneading the soft flesh pulling faint moans from you.

Bucky grew hard underneath you and your body shuddered at the feeling of his dick poking your center through his boxers and your panties. Your hips grinded over and over again, wetness pooling between your thighs. Bucky groaned and moaned at the way your hips felt over his aching cock.

You briefly climbed off of him discarding your panties as Bucky quickly grabbed a condom from the bedside drawer. He pumped his cock for a bit, getting achingly harder as he watched you strip out of your panties eagerly. Your skin glowed beautifully under the moonlight and Bucky couldn't resist his bottom lip residing between his teeth.

You playfully crawled up his body snatching the condom from his hand before tearing it with your teeth. You rolled the condom over his dick unable to wait any longer, lining yourself over him perfectly. His hands flew to your hips, squeezing harshly leaving marks that never ceased to make your heart flutter the mornings after.

“Gonna ride me good, babygirl?”

“Oh, you know it,” you winked.

“You’re so good to me,” Bucky whispered.

You sunk down slowly onto his length moaning softly at the feeling of his cock stretching you out. Your hips rocked back and forth, your clit rubbing against the hairs along his pelvis. Your moans grew louder with each thrust and your nails dug sharply into his chest; his chest that was flushed red and a thin layer of sweat sheened across his smooth skin.

Bucky grunted under you, his hips moving in time with yours reaching deeper and deeper inside you. Your moans harmonised with his groans, bouncing off the empty walls. Bucky was never one to decorate his bedroom walls with anything. He was a very stoic man, quite stubborn too. But that made you love him even more. Wait, you don’t love him. He’s… He’s just your friend, your roommate.

Right?

“Riding my big fat cock so good, aren’t cha? Fucking dirty little girl,” he groaned pulling you before kissing you messily.

He flipped your bodies laying you on your back before rutting his hips in and out of you ferociously. He gripped under your thigh harshly hiking over his hip hitting a new angle deep inside you, grazing your cervix deliciously. Your eyes couldn’t help but roll back in pure pleasure stroking Bucky’s ego.

“That’s right, no one can fuck this good. Feel ya squeezing my cock so good. Gonna come? You gonna come all over my cock?” Bucky groaned in your ear making you moan loudly.

“Fuck, Bucky! Please let me come!” you begged him, nails scratching down his back surely leaving marks.

“Hold on, baby. I’m right behind you,” his hips snapping quicker, skin slapping hard against yours.

“Fuck,” you moaned with gritted teeth.

“God, squeezing me so good,” he grunted.

“James,” you moaned his first name, you hardly used his first name.

You usually shouted it whenever you were mad but hearing it draw from your pretty lips in such an intimate moment made his dick twitch and heart flutter. He hates it. He hates that you’ll probably never love him the way he loves you. He thought the comments and the flirting would make you turn your cheek and see that he really, really cares about you but you’d always turn him down.

You always will.

“Come, Y/n. Let it all go,” he whispered against your lips before kissing you passionately.

Your stomach tightened and your back arched into him crying out his name in euphoria. Your toes curled and your head pressed against the pillows tangling your hair. You slowly came down from your high with Bucky’s help; his hips slowly slowing down after spilling inside the condom. His lips softly pressing to your sweaty overheated skin briefly before climbing out to clean you up just like he always does.

“Feeling sleepy now?” he chuckled carefully watching your tired eyes.

“Oh yeah, thanks Buck,” you grinned blissfully.

You slowly crawled out of his bed ready to sulk in your one empty one like the many times you’d do before but Bucky stood in all his naked glory before you, gently pushing you back down on the bed crawling above you with a goofy smile on his face.

“What are you doing?” you giggled, feeling his lips on your neck again.

“I mean, aren’t cha tired, baby? You’re already in my bed, just close your eyes; go to sleep,” he mumbled against your skin.

“But-”

“No, go to sleep,” he turned over pulling you into his side before covering you both with the sheets.

“Thanks, Bucky.”

“What uh- Whatever happened to that Ryan guy?” Bucky asked suddenly.

Ryan was this guy you went on a few dates with but he was a shallow bore; o personality whatsoever.

“Guy’s a dick,” He’s not you.

“Hm, well you don’t need him. You got me right here,” Because I don’t want anyone but you.

“You’re stupid,” you said chuckling. You don’t actually mean that.

“I need to find me a guy like you, Buck,” Because my heart can't handle not actually being with you. I need you.

“He’ll be the luckiest guy ever when you do,” Buck said sadly.

So close yet so far.

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[nolongerironicteenwrites]

three years pt 2

read it here or on my Ao3 https://archiveofourown.org/users/nolongerironicteen/works or read my other works too 

You put your car in park and sighed. Finally, you were home after longer than you wanted to admit. But you were happy nonetheless. Which meant you were finally going to address the elephant in the room with Neji. Instead of texting till three am you could finally discuss what you were. You looked at your parents' house in front of you as you got out of the car.

    “(Y/N)!” your mom called from the open kitchen window.

You smiled wide and you trekked up the driveway. The house was quiet save your mom’s washing in the kitchen. You found your way in there and gave her a huge hug.

    “Where’s dad?”

    “In the backyard, he’s doing some gardening and collecting the vegetables for me. You can go see.”

You figured unpacking your car can wait for later. You wanted to go see your dad. You kissed your mom on the cheek before going outside. You were thrown through a loop to not see your dad, but see your friends all there.

    “Welcome home!” they shouted.

You doubled back smiling before rushing to hug them all. You were overwhelmed. You might have only seen them like two weeks ago you were happy to be home. Even if it was only a little while.

    “We missed you.” Naruto laughed pulling you in for another hug.

    “We saw her like a week ago?” Sai replied, confused.

You ruffled Sai’s hair when a set of arms wrapped around your middle. You tensed up before smelling the familiar smell of cigarettes.

    “Traitor.”

    “For?” Shikamaru asked.

    “Dating my keyboard player. Smoking. Or where you spending time with Azuma seeing your godchild?”

    “The latter.”

You rolled your eyes and he let you go but not without rubbing his cheek to yours and pulling away. You huffed and backed away. You didn’t get far before bumping into something cold. A set of hands-on the back of your elbows.

    “You got a tattoo?”

Neji.

You spun around and checked out the inside of your elbow blushing.

    “I uh yeah. I have four actually.”

He looked impressed. Not deterred, he grabbed your arm and saw the grl pwr tattoo on the inside of your elbow. You and Temari have matching ones since you two were two women who basically front a band. You have three others. You have a paper airplane on the back of your shoulder, a galaxy piece on your side, and on your thigh, there was a storm cloud that under a UV or blacklight made the lighting bolt shine. Neji smiled at you. You heard someone gag behind you. You had the vaguest feeling it was Kiba. You turned around and pulled your eye and stuck your tongue at him. He hugged you and you laughed.

You spent the afternoon with your friends and parents until you were nearly falling asleep where you sat. You didn’t realize how tired you were until you let yourself relax against Neji. The night grew colder and the party moved inside. It quickly became a quiet night after that, movies and drinks and crashing on the couch. Well you crashed on the couch everyone else went home to Shikamaru’s to get their car or ride home. Neji once everyone was ready to go brought you to your bedroom and kissed you goodnight before leaving.

    “Are you going to ask her?” Lee asked.

    “Ask her what?” Sai asked guiding Ino to Shikamaru’s.

     “Ask (Y/N) out properly.”

Neji glared at Lee and pulled his jacket closed. He ignored the question which Shikamaru didn’t like. He imposed himself over Neji but Neji was just slightly, only slightly taller. Shikamaru crossed his arms and glared. Which in itself is nerve-inducing.

    “Well, Neji what are your plans with my best friend?”

    “If you must know, I like her. Clearly. So I wish to ask her out.”

    “Hurt her and your ass is mine.”

    “I don’t like you like that at all but I would never, I’m not Koma.”

Shikamaru gave one glare and then nodded. Neji waisted until he looked away to silently release his breath.

    “There’s your answer Lee. Be safe getting back you guys text the group when you all make it back home.” Shikamaru waved before going inside.

Neji gathered Hinata, Naruto, Lee, and TenTen and headed to everyone’s respective homes. He and Lee lived together, Hinata and Naruto lived together, and TenTen lived in the same building at Neji and Lee. Neji didn’t let anyone talk on the car ride back. He didn’t wish to speak about his love life with anyone anymore. Once in the comfort of his own apartment he let his hair down and groaned.

    “Neji- I’m sorry. You guys were just so cozy.”

    “Lee I’m not upset with you. I mean you were just speaking about what you saw.” Neji replied while pulling off his jacket. “She’s back for a year while some of her bandmates finish school. I have time but no time when I can’t even talk to her about my feelings!” Neji flopped onto the sofa neglecting to take off his shoes.

    “You could talk maybe Guy and Kakashi-sensei.” Lee sat by him.

Neji didn’t hate that idea. It would have been better than talking to his own father. Not that he didn’t want to, but he didn’t think his dad could help. His mom made the first move on his dad. But with Guy-sensei it was an accident with him and Kakashi but probably better advice than his father so maybe Lee was onto something there.

       menace to sobriety

the boulder

    Neji and I are home.

tippy

    As am I.

eyes

    Naruto and me too.

glasses

    Kiba is drunk on the floor of his house crying to Akimaru about the boy in facepaint?

fur culture

    traitor!

pencil ****

    Ino and Sakura are trying to dye their hair.

*eye roll*

    They’re getting along?

pencil ***

    sauske isn’t here to fight over. i'm on watch duty..

omnipotent friend

    dont let them make bad choices they’ll regret in like 5 minutes.

*eye roll*

     or you could.

omnipotent friend

    ill remove you

*eye roll*

    not ur chat

        fur culture changed the admin to omnipotent friend

*eye roll*

    im in danger

The chat died down after that and you fell back asleep. Neji laughed. This chat has bounced admin to admin and the nicknames change often enough to keep anyone entertained. Neji himself got ready for bed. Rock Lee stayed up a bit longer than him to do some work for his up-and-coming school week. He was student teaching this week.

The next morning everyone woke to a few changes in the group chat. You changed a few nicknames and the title

       the void calls me forth

gremlin

    (y/n)! how dare you call me a gremlin.

void keeper

    bc im not kiba and you will not bully me

pretty boy

    im pretty?

sai-duck

    i like this more.

fur culture

    I deserve this honestly. All though these were good changes. neji is pretty, sai clever pun and shikamaru deserved it. you should have been this admin from the start

whoji

    we told you that from the start, and two she came up with half the original nicknames

the boulder

    teenagers scare me.

You snorted and walked down the stairs. Kiba just accepted his fate. It was almost perfect. Your mom left you a note about her plans for the day. Your father was there for the day but he was engrossed in work. You ate something quickly and popped your head in to say hello to him. He waved at you and went about your day.

n. hyuuga

    Good morning. Can you meet me at The Blossom for coffee?

you

    sure. totally. see you in ten?

n. hyuuga

    Yes. Of course. Cannot wait.

You smiled to yourself walking down the stairs. Your mom was gone for the day. You could hear the television on. You popped your head in to see your dad watching a show about rocks. You smiled while he just read in his rocker the noise in the background. You leaned on the frame waiting for him to notice you. It takes him a moment before he looks up from his book and he smiles.

    “What’s up buttercup?”

    “I’m going to get coffee, do you need anything while I’m out?”

He shakes his head no.

    “Go have fun. I’ll see you later.”

You smiled and blew him a kiss. Walking into the kitchen you grabbed your jacket and purse off the coat rack. You slipped your phone into your jacket pocket and started on your walk. The great thing is The Blossom was a five-minute walk from your house. The walk, while short, gave you time to reflect. You thought about Neji. You probably always liked him, it went through phases where you liked him more than a friend, but then Koma happened. That six months of your life where Neji didn’t cross your mind. But now it all seems to be falling into place.

As you approached the cafe, Neji was already there. He looked beautifully aloof. You quietly walked up to him while he scrolled on his phone. His light skin contrasting against his dark hair and the bright red t-shirt and checkered pants to match. You honestly were a mixture of both impressed and intimidated by him. He always looked like he had his life together. You looked down at yourself and how you were dressed. You layered tights under overalls with a baggy sweater on top. You felt like you weren’t dressed well enough to compete with him. He looked up at you and smiled. He gently pulled you to him and kissed your forehead. You weren’t sure what you two were but you were content.

    “This is my treat, come on.”  He smiled opening the door for you, “I picked this place because no one would come here or neither do I think our friends care enough to find us. This place has chai lattes and oat milk which I know are your favorites.”

You smiled, cheeks becoming redder.

    “You remembered?”

    “Of course,” he responded. It’s because I love you. But he didn’t let her know that.

You held onto the crook of his elbow whilst he ordered. He ended up ordering for both of you while you had a small smile on your features. He ordered the chai latte for you and a simple London fog drink. You weren’t expecting that. As if he read your mind.

    “I had a small cup of coffee before I decided to ask you out. Do you want anything else?” he asked.

    “Do you want to split a coffee cake?”

Neji nodded. His eyes lit up like you hung the stars in the sky. You felt very on par with Neji, finally. You and he walked over to a table situated in the corner by the window. It was a kind of chilly morning for how early in September that it was. You rested your head on your hand looking between him and the window before you asked.

    “Don’t you work on Monday? Like a new startup position at a family-owned accounting firm?” You asked, smirking.

Neji smiled at your question crossing his legs and leaning over to rest his head on his hands, thinking for a moment to formulate an answer for you.

    “Yes but technically no. My days got changed because I’m going back to school for my masters so my uncle has me working sparingly.”

    “Your masters? That’s great!” you smiled excitedly.

He looked very bemusingly at you. He offered a hand to you to hold across the table. The two of you shared the cake and drinks in silence. No need to talk currently. The two of you spoke sparingly and worked on individual projects. You worked on songs and he worked on some classwork.

    “Neji. What are we?” you asked.

The keyboard clicking stopped. You felt your body tense. Had you pushed a boundary? He was hesitating and you were getting progressively more anxious. He started wringing his hands, but you quietly waited for him to answer you. Seconds felt like hours to you waiting.

    “I-I knew this was coming but I-” He sighed softly, “I was just trying to feel out how you felt before I spoke to you about me.” Neji explained, “(Y/N) I have liked you probably since I was fifteen. But our lives never seemed to line up. Call it destiny if you will always seem to escape me. I dated, you dated. I got scared of my feelings for you but not anymore I can’t. I don’t want to. I- I want to take care of you, and be with you and support you.” He ended up just muttering to himself.

Your heart clenched watching him. You smiled that he was being honest with you. Even though he was avoiding your eye contact. You reached out to grab his hand to get his attention. He slowly let you coax his hand into yours while you figured out how to respond.

    “Thank you, Neji for being honest with me. I know how you feel. You bore your feelings to me for how you feel. I accept your feelings.” you replied, smiling. “And I- I would love nothing more than this to work out. It would need work. Between music and you being in school again it won’t be easy, and I’m sorry for that. I wish I can be more for you.”

    “You’re perfect enough.” He brought your hand to his lips to kiss. “You are worth the work.”

Kiba was passing by when he stopped and did a double-take. He was convinced that he saw you and Neji but he wasn’t sure.

       the void calls me forth

fur culture

    r (y/n) and neji on a date?

ino-yeet-chi

    why would that be ur concern if they were kiba?

fur culture

    b/c im not being left out of this revelation once it happens like i was when lee came out. also i see them..

Kiba was squinting at the frosted glass window. Neither you nor Neji knew what was going on in that chat; both of you had your phones picked up. Kiba needed to know so he quietly snuck into the cafe and to a booth on the other side of the store from you two. Not that you would have noticed, either way, you and Neji were in your own little world. It looked like a date to Kiba.

       the void calls me forth

ino-yeet-chi

    KIBA NO. LEAVE THEM ALONE. SHINO GET YOUR BOY

        glasses has left the chat

Neji laughed to himself at something you said. He then leaned in to grasp your chin to press a soft kiss to your mouth. Not wanting to push you. Kiba could hardly believe it. He got up and slipped into the bathroom.

       the void calls me forth

fur culture

    Holy- DUDE

You felt your phone vibrate and Neji felt his too. You both grabbed your phones and checked the messages. His eyes shot up and scanned for Kiba keenly aware. You were confused. You also looked over the messages and glared.

    “He’s here somewhere.” you groaned.

Neji pinched the bridge of his nose and looked at you almost apologetically.

    “I’m sorry.”

You shook your head. You grabbed his back and yours and pulled him from the cafe.

    “Don’t be sorry. I know where we can go where no one will find us.”

You and Neji dipped through the streets. He allowed himself to be pulled by you while you brought him to a home. He didn’t recognize this house. You explained it was your grandfather’s home, but he wasn’t home. You had a treehouse in the backyard that you wanted to show him. He was surprised to see this.

    “Whoa.”

    “I know.”

You climbed up the rope ladder and Neji followed closely as you went up. Inside the treehouse, it looked older but sometimes you still come up to be alone or to play music. Neji stood hunched because it was made for you who had never been very tall. He looked around and smiled.

    “Finally.” he groaned.

He grabbed your face softly and kissed you properly. You gasped quietly and he kept one hand on your face and the other on your waist to make sure this was real. You both needed air eventually and he actually started to giggle. You laughed and the two of you spent the afternoon in the early fall air laughing, stealing kisses, and being in each other's presence.

[heloisedaphnebrightmore]

Sisters Before Misters playlist

Title: Sisters Before Misters playlist Songs: 105 songs Creator: Heloise Daphne Brightmore Date: 8 April 2021 Bingo: [x] This is part of my Make me feel Bingo Card by @girl-next-door-writes

Music Playlist - Click on the link!

Notes: I originally intended to do a hot/steamy playlist, but as I was listening to some of the songs, my inner feminist screamed to reveal herself so I decided to create a playlist for all the women out there, whilst appreciating all the amazing female artists who give us that "I can do anything I want" vibe when we most need it :D I have also combined many genres, hiphop, r&b, rock, punk, alternative, pop, whatever genre you can possibly come up with, but most are upbeat songs. :)

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Songs on the playlist:

Lizzo - Truth Hurts

Doja Cat - Boss B*tch

Britney Spears - Womanizer

Britney Spears - Toxic

Beyoncé - 7/11

Beyoncé - Run the World (Girls)

Fergie - London Bridge (Oh Snap)

Erica Banks - Buss It

Saweetie - Best Friend (feat. Doja Cat)

Megan Thee Stallion - Body

Ciara - Level Up

Demi Lovato - Confident

Hailee Steinfeld - Love Myself

P!nk - So What

Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl

Eve - Let Me Blow Ya Mind ft. Gwen Stefani

Kehlani - Gangsta

SAYGRACE - You Don't Own Me ft. G-Eazy

Halsey - Gasoline

Kelly Clarkson - Since U Been Gone

Taylor Swift - Look What You Made Me Do

Ava Max - Not Your Barbie Girl

Bishop Briggs - HIGHER

Bishop Briggs - River

Bishop Briggs - White Flag

Saweetie & GALXARA - Sway With Me

Charlotte Lawrence - Joke's On You

Halsey - Experiment on Me

Lana Del Rey - Queen Of Disaster

Ariana Grande - Bloodline

Billie Eilish - You should see me in a crown

Lady Gaga - Born This Way

Jenifer Lopez - I ain't your mama

Mabel - Don't Call Me Up

Megan Thee Stallion & Normani - Diamonds

제시 [Jessi] - Gucci

제시 [Jessi] - 쎈언니 [Ssenunni]

Ava Max - Sweet but Psycho

Ariana Grande - Thank u, next

Ariana Grande - Don't Call Me Angel ft. Miley Cyrus, Lana Del Rey

Lizzo, Ariana Grande - Good As Hell

Ariana Grande - God Is A Woman

Meghan Trainor - Me Too

Ariana Grande - Dangerous Woman

Little Mix - Woman Like Me ft. Nicki Minaj

Beyoncé - Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)

Demi Lovato – Sorry Not Sorry

Dua Lipa - IDGAF

Dua Lipa - Don't Start Now

Lady Gaga - Poker Face

Rachel Platten - Fight Song

Iggy Azalea - Black Widow ft. Rita Ora

Meghan Trainor - NO

Pink - Raise your Glass

Iggy Azalea- Fancy

Spice Girls - Wannabe

Little Mix - Wings

Little Mix - Joan of Arc

Little Mix - Shout Out To My Ex

Porcelain Black - One Woman Army

M.I.A. - "Bad Girls"

Rihanna - Rude Boy

Cardi B - Up

Cardi B - Bodak Yellow

Jessie J, Ariana Grande, Nicki Minaj ~ Bang Bang

Cardi B - WAP feat. Megan Thee Stallion

Cardi B, Bad Bunny & J Balvin - I Like It

Nelly Furtado - Maneater

Saweetie - ICY GRL

City Girls Twerk ft Cardi B

Stefflon Don - 16 Shots

AZEALIA BANKS - 212 FT. LAZY JAY

Lady Leshurr - Queen's Speech Ep.4

The Pretty Reckless - Going To Hell

The Pretty Reckless - Miss Nothing

Icon For Hire - Make A Move

The Dirty Youth - Fight

The Runaways - Cherry Bomb

Joan Jett and the Blackhearts - Bad Reputation

Joan Jett - I Love Rock 'n' Roll

Avril Lavigne - He Wasn't

Blondie - One Way Or Another

Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober

Kelly Clarkson - Never Again

Destiny's Child - Survivor

Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

Katy Perry - Hot N Cold

Rihanna - Umbrella (Orange Version) ft. JAY-Z

Nelly Furtado - Say It Right

Beyoncé - Crazy In Love ft. JAY Z

Christina Aguilera, Lil' Kim, Mya, Pink - Lady Marmalade

Lady Gaga - Just Dance ft. Colby O'Donis ft. Colby O'Donis

Mary J. Blige - Family Affair

Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl

Fergie - Glamorous ft. Ludacris

Christina Aguilera - Dirrty ft. Redman

Rihanna - SOS

Sara Bareilles - Love Song

P!nk - Get The Party Started

Missy Elliot - Get Your Freak On

Camila Cabello - Liar

Ciara - 1, 2 Step ft. Missy Elliott

Missy Elliott - Work It

Saweetie - My Type

[the-obsession-ship]

I’m the bad guy, Baby (Bucky Barnes x Reader)AU  Part two

You must have stared just a little too long because Bucky was clearly becoming anxious for your answer. In your hungover state, you just kept rolling what he had asked you over in your mind, taking in a deep breath.

“Wait, what?!” Looking at him, he clearly got little to no sleep, by the bags under his eyes, he has a bit of stubble on his chin, he’s wearing stained sweats and a wrinkled black t-shirt, looking down and noticing he’s barefoot as well, which was odd every time you’ve seen him before he was always quite clean shaven, he looked like he worked out a lot, like he cared about his appearance, and he always had shoes on. But if you were being honest, he was still pretty hot; you’ve never heard his voice before but damn was it sexy. You could listen to it all da- 

“I know this is a bad time, and a weird question but I don’t know who else to go to at this hour. and I��m definitely not qualified for this. So if you could just help me with her, it would be great” Bucky said in one breath, he’s never spoken to his neighbor before and this wasn’t how he expected it to start, asking her to help him with a child before even knowing her name yet.

Your sobering up a bit at this point and are now looking to the little one in his arms, she’s pulling on his shirt and staring at you with puppy dog eyes, your mommy hormones kicking in and you felt an overwhelming urge to take care of this adorable child. You finally manage to break eye contact with her and can swear she just used some Jedi mind tricks on you. 

“Okay, what do you need help with?” gesturing for them to come into your apartment and Bucky does just that, making himself comfortable on your couch. You walk over to the diaper bag he’s brought with him and casually threw onto your doorways linoleum floor as he walked in; putting it on a nearby table you opened it to find, diapers, four bottles, one jar of baby food, three blankets, and one pair of mixed matched shoes. Confused as to how he was so unprepared for a baby, way too many ideas on why going thru your head at one time, where’d he get her? is she even his? is it his secret lover’s baby? ooh, am I caught in a scandal now? or did he kidnap her? I don’t want to end up on one of those cop shows, that would be weird; shaking your head of those insane ideas your first priority is the little girl.

“How do you have no clothes for her? and hardly any food? she needs formula as well, and matching shoes” walking into the living room and over to your couch, stopping once you notice your neighbor passed out while the little girl plays with his hair, making sure to pick her up before she pulls on it and wakes him up, you decided it’s probably best to let him rest before asking him a dozen questions.

“Mama?” she asks when you make it back into the kitchen, stopping and staring at her for a few seconds “N-no, honey I’m not her but maybe I look like her, I guess? I don’t know.. um are you hungry? I bet you are” she looks at you then with a serious face, her eyes say she understands what “food” means and a barely audible, broken English answer comes from her.

“Fhishy crackerzs” surprised that she knew that at her age, you put her down on the ground since you didn’t trust her on the stools around your island, and looked through your cupboard “I don’t have any Fish crackers, but I do have cheese its, do you like cheese its?” looking over to the little one who’s currently staring at your cat with a curious and excited expression, whereas your cat, Turtle looks terrified at the tiny human staring at him, Turtle runs off the moment she decides to run over to him. Your still not for sure why you named him that, you assume that might be why he hates you so much.

Pouring the crackers into a  small bowl and giving the bowl to her, making sure she got the hang of eating them without dropping them on the floor, her eyes getting so excited biting into each one, smiling and picking her up “I’ll grab some things for you at the store later, It’s probably not healthy for your diet to be mostly cheese its” she giggled not understanding anything you just said. Heading into the leaving room to make sure your passed out neighbor was still breathing, since you haven’t heard him make a sound in a while; he had moved since last time, feet now on your table, his arms placed under his head, he looked very comfortable, seeming to have dropped the baby onto you and made himself at home in a partial stranger’s apartment. 

You had decided to let her finish her cheese its before waking him up, but your patience is running short and you still have tons of questions for him. You're not sure how to go about waking him, you’ve poked, shook him, jumped on the couch. you even resorted to kicking him around a bit all while the little one with crumbs all over her face was laughing and having a great time watching your exchange with him. “Fine, have it your way!” you were in between checking his pulse and the idea of setting the fire alarm off to wake him, when he yawns and stretches as if nothing happened and he’s waking from a great night sleep but instead of that it’s 9:30am, and he’s waking up on his neighbor’s couch.

“Well, look who decided to join the party!” he looks up at you with sleepy eyes and messed up hair, you can tell he has no idea where he is, but he must have snapped back into reality when he saw you; jumping up off the couch he looks at you like your about to scold him for peeing on your favorite dress. 

“I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me. How long have I been out?” Bucky could feel his cheeks flushing a bit, he really wasn’t used to normal interaction due to being trained to kill since he was very young. “Just a couple of hours” you shrug your shoulders trying to play it off as if you hadn’t tried to get him up by kicking him “She’s fed and I gave her a bottle of water since you didn’t have any formula. You’ll have to pick some up, by the way” pointing over to where she was holding her bottle and rocking her self back in fourth slightly in the rocking chair you got from your grandma.

Bucky looked at you than to her then back to you, he really didn’t have any idea how to raise her, and he’d already ruled the idea of just kissing her on the forehead then making a beeline out the door and moving to Mexico. “ You seem to be really great with her, do you wanna, I don’t know..” Bucky trails off not looking you in the eyes “keep her? maybe?”

Shocked by what he just said and suddenly not feeling bad about having kicked him before “Let me get this straight, you want me, a stranger to keep your baby?!” 

“Well, she’s technically not mine, under some weird circumstances I had to take her off someone else's hands” Bucky’s trying to go around the whole “I’m a Mercenary, thing” and being as vague and convincing as possible, your not buying it at all and he can tell. “Well, that totally sounds legal and not creepy at all” trying to keep your cool and reminding yourself that she’s the most important thing in this situation, looking over at her to calm you down she’s found Turtle’s toy stash and is currently making to mice kiss each other while looking up at the both of you.

Taking in a deep breath, you decide the best thing to do is punish him “I can’t take her off your hands, I don’t know what you did but I’m not about to end up on the 5 o’clock news” he sighs clearly distraught “But, I will help you, for her sake”

Bucky snaps his head up and looks at you “Yes, yes! I can pay you. This could actually work-” he suddenly realizes, that he’s slept on your couch, forced you to take care of a baby, tried to give the said baby to you, but he never asked for your name, and you don’t know his.

“M-my name’s Bucky, by the way” putting his hand put out for you to shake, you take his hand into your small one and shake it “Well, pleasure doing business with you Bucky, I’m Y/N” it’s nice to finally know his name, but the one you really want to know about is the little girl’s name. “What’s her name?” pointing over at her after letting go of Bucky’s hand. 

His eyes go wide just realizing he doesn't actually know “I never caught her name, I guess I wasn’t paying attention to that, I just wanted to get her to safety” choosing to ignore whatever he meant by “safety” and focusing on the little girl “She look’s like a Sophie, like she’s going to open up an art studio in NYC and only drink fancy espresso from the finest coffee shops, and she will only speak with a bad french accent, but no one know’s why” looking to “Sophie” who’s currently chewing on her bottle and slobbering all over it.

“Yeah, I like that name” Bucky didn’t get any of that from her, or the name Sophie but, he thought it suited her quite well.

And that’s how your week went from spa day, every day to raising a child with a man you hadn’t known for more than a few hours. Looks like your week going to be interesting.

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Rebecca Minkoff Launched a Kids Line, and OMG, Does That Moto Jacket Come in My Size?

Rebecca Minkoff famously included a model breastfeeding at her Fall 2019 show during NYFW last season, and for Spring, she celebrates her brand's 15th anniversary. Rebecca partnered with breast pump company Medela once again, working breast pumps seamlessly into her presentation to include one of the many facets of life that her woman experiences. Rebecca is constantly making livable clothes for her customers, and she knows them well, confirming to me that the empowering voices she invites onto her Superwomen podcast are her soul food. "They make me spiritually happy and they are my customers at the end of the day, so I want to make them feel great," she told me when I talked to her at the Spring 2020 presentation and acknowledged her ongoing commitment to championing successful women.

With Minkoff's 15th year also comes the launch of a childrenswear line, aptly called "Little Minkoff." The pieces have that air of '70s rocker cool that RM looks are known for (this season pays homage to nostalgia through "surfer California rock n' roll"), and the cotton moto coats are so adorable, I want to order one in my size. "They really tie back into who we are as a brand," Rebecca said. But she also noted that she doesn't love mommy-and-me dressing when it's too matchy-matchy. "I like it when it's like a sweatshirt on a kid and a dress on a mom - like coordination, but not twinning." It's certainly easy to master that aesthetic with the mix of romantic, playful prints, everyday ruffled midi dresses, and touches of leather Rebecca serves up here.

As I congratulated Rebecca on her career and ventured off to snap yet another photo of the miniature "GRL PWR" tees, I suddenly wondered if she has a favorite piece from the past 15 years. "I mean, the bag that started it all - the Morning After Bag (M.A.B.)," she tells me with a humble smile, referencing the iconic, throw-it-all-in satchel that launched her career as a handbag designer, and, at its core, was really just created with function in mind to make a woman's life easier - easier and chic, that is.

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THE BEACHES. YOUR NEW FAVORITE BAND

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Kylie Miller from The Beaches aka a queen

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THE BEACHES