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grell domestic hcs as her spouse pls?
GRELL DOMESTIC HEADCANONS AS HER SPOUSE
- you and grell probably struggle to find time together because of her job
- when you do both have free time, grell loves to pamper you
- making baths, cooking for you, etc
- just small acts of service to make your day a little easier
- she loves getting you gifts, or even better making them herself from scratch !Ā
- i feel like she would really like art && would use painting or poetry as a coping mechanism.Ā
- because of that you would be her muse
- grell calls you corny cheesy nicknames like honey bear &&Ā sugar woogie boogie doo doo buns. this is purely out of spite because she knows it makes you want to figuratively vomit.Ā
- ( if you wear / like makeup ) she definitely would want to do ur makeup and let you do hers
- gossips about sebastian to you
- she tries to not come home all bloody, usually washing up before coming back to your home.
- she just wants to love someone, and have that person love her backĀ
#(Ā°ā”Ā°) āļø#sorry if shes out of character ā¹ļøā¹ļø#black butler grell#grell x reader#grell x male reader#grell x female reader#grell sutcliff#black butler x reader#black butler#grell x gn reader
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Grell Sutcliff Dating Hc! āāāļ½”š¦¹šļø
Pairing(s): Grell Sutcliff x Gn!Reader
Disclaimer! Iāve only watched the anime and Iām semi aware of how sheās mischaracterized (according to others(?)) in it in comparison to the manga. So, these hc are solely based on the anime
Weāve seen how she is when sheās interested in someone and so just imagine her in an actual relationship š
Sheās constantly fonding over you at minimum and spouting profanities youād rather not have to hear again at most
I mean the fact youāre together is obviously because you matched her freak
Anyway, the more surface level of her personality is her constant coddling, hugs, and overall lovey dovey self
If anything itās just her reaction to hot people which i canļæ½ļæ½t even blameš
Now, if youāre more shy leaning Grell thinks youāre so cute
The urge to trap you in a bone crushing hug deepens immensely
However, if youāre more bold and straightforward sheāll really play into it
Again, everyone just disregards when sheās like this so she really falls head over heels x 2
And if you pick her up? Deceased x2
Obviously sheās glad to have you around for practically forever if youāre a divine being but if youāre human
The angst š
Youāre the first person sheās every genuinely connected with and felt understood by
Especially with her identity
So I imagine you dying had crossed her mind a few times before but the thought was too painful to ever actually continue thinking it
So the day that she saw your name amongst the people she had to kill- two words
Mental breakdown
Either you choose to die by her hand or kys to become a grim reaper, literally the only solutions
Itās like that one audio where itās like ābye Abby, Iāll see you when you wake up, and if you donāt wake up, Iāll still see you cause Iām gonna meet you in heaven or whatever
Sorry I just realized these are supposed to be relationship hc and not so gruesome š
Anyway, regardless of your race (?) Your relationship is still very much existent and thereās nothing grell or you could do about it
I mean I mighttt be going boarderline ooc like the the far depths sort of level but if youāre in a committed relationship and anyone alludes to you trying to leave her
Letās just say we hope they donāt or sheāll be extra possessive to a crazy extentš
Also if youāre constantly surrounding yourself with grell then youāre bound to interact with Ciel and his lot
So what Iām trying to say is, youāre like that one stereotypical couple with over the top PDA where itās sickening to them
Also if you donāt like it (pda) sheāll be a bit sad but sheāll try to respect it
Now if youāre a romantic sheās constantly happy
Especially when you go out on a picnic, get her nice things and do silly things like carry her
Despite these āhappierā moments thereās eventual solemn topics (like her death) that she talks about with you
I mean sheās sharing personal things with someone she trusts but itās still nervwrecking
Also, you Canāt tell me Grell wouldnāt absolutely defend you with her life(?)
Even if it ends with her being trampled š
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Madness Part 1
Masterlist
How did things get so bad?
How did you end up lying on the ground, blood coming out of your lips and throat? You saw a strange person loudly chewing on a piece of your flesh.
How did you get to this point?
Your life had gone wrong overnight. In just a few moments, your house had gone up in smoke, you had seen your parents and your sister burn alive, you had managed to save yourself by leaving through your bedroom window. At eight years old, you had been interned because of post-traumatic stress. For fifteen years, you were tortured by his doctors who had nothing to do with your well-being. They said they were healing you, but they weren't. You hated that hospital: the straitjacket, the sensory deprivation, the experimental drugs, the leeches, the electroshock therapy. You wanted out of here, but you were at the mercy of his doctors eager to learn about the human body. Everything had changed when they appeared in your room. A child accompanied by a butler. At first you thought they were a figment of your imagination, until the man named Sebastian took off your camisole.
"Are youā¦real?" you asked uncertain.
"As real as you are," the child replied, stepping closer to you. "My name is Ciel Phantomhive. I'm looking for personnel. People with certain characteristics."
"Particularity? Looking for staff? Did you take a good look at me? Are you looking for all your staff in a psychiatric hospital?" you asked as you pulled away from Sebastian.
"As the young master just said, he's only looking for people with certain quirks," Sebastian commented smiling at you. A smile that made you uncomfortable. "I did some research on you. You don't realize it, but you have an invaluable ability that you don't yet realize. We're sorely short of female staff. You'd be perfect as a maid."
"Priceless ability? Maid? I've been locked up here for twelve years! I may be crazy, but you seem even crazier," you say between your teeth.
"No previous experience is required here! We don't discriminate by age, race or history," Sebastian said ignoring what you had just said. "We guarantee payment and days off, and even provide luxury supplies like sugar and tea. The uniform is designed by a first-rate tailor. You could even get a raise depending on your performance. How about it? Not bad right?"
"You didn't listen to me," you growled annoyed.
"Fifteen years locked up and tortured in his hospital, that must be a long time," Ciel said looking down at you. "Doctors and nurses say you're crazy, but aren't we all? I can get you out of this place, you'll finally be free. And I could help you find out who kill your family . Or I can leave you here, in this sordid place. You will die alone, at the hands of his doctors."
You, being a maid? You felt like they were playing a joke on you. A joke in very bad taste. But it was your only chance to leave this Hell. You shook hands with the demon, accepting the walk. They took you out of the psychiatric hospital and you agreed to serve Ciel Phantomhive body and soul. The transition from a very poorly maintained hospital to a perfectly clean mansion had been a shock. Everyone here was perfectly clean. You looked like a disgusted rat. Head shaved, still wearing your straitjacket with your hospital gown dirty like your body. But the employees weren't judging you. Everyone seemed to have a past as checkered as yours. A crazy seamstress had arrived the day after you came to the mansion to make you an entire wardrobe. Ciel gave you a present, he had asked Nina Hopking to make you a top quality wig while your hair grew back. It was a second shock to see you so clean, with clothes as clean as you and hair. With this transformation, you swore to yourself to protect Ciel Phantomhive even if you had to die for it. He had saved your life. You had worked hard to become a good example, as much in your domestic tasks as in protecting the mansion from attackers. A year was gone. A year of hard work. During two years, you had believed that your loyalty to the earl would be unfailing until Jack the Ripper struck. Ciel had decided to take you with him and Sebastian to his townhouse and from that moment your life took another turn.
"So, what is this place?" Lau asked, glaring at Ciel with his everlasting friendly smile.
"Why are you familiar with this kind of place?!" Madame Red shouted at Lau.
Sebastian explained that the business they were standing in front of was an undertaker run by an acquaintance of Ciel. You had never heard of this person. Anyway, you had been there for a year and the count was within his rights not to tell you anything. Sebastian opened the door, letting Ciel enter the building. The place was plunged into darkness, there were coffins on the floor and leaning against the wall. You were looking around uncomfortably when a laugh sounded in the room. You moved closer to Ciel, lifting your skirt slightly to put your hand on your gun.
"I knew that you would come," a man's voice reasoned as he pushed open the lid of the coffin he was hidden in. "Do you want to see how it feels to sleep in my custom-made coffin?"
"I didn't come here to play todayā¦," Ciel began before being cut off by Undertaker who put his finger to his lips.
"You don't need to tell me," Undertaker replied, stepping back when you stood in front of Ciel. "I know why you came. With just one look~ I can tell what's on your mind. Since the earl went out of his wa to visit me. I'll certainly do everything I can to help."
"Do you know something?" Ciel asked, waving you back.
"I didn't know you had a new maid, earl~" Undertaker commented as he approached you. "What's your name, poppet?"
"(Y-Y/N), sir."
"You can call me Undertaker, (Y/N)."
Undertaker was no ordinary man. He was goofy, his payment was laughable, which was kind of weird, but who were you to judge him? With himself working, he didn't have to see funny things every day. He had provided information on the serial killer: Jack the Ripper. After the case, you decided to visit him.
"My, my~ Wouldn't that be Earl Phantomhive's maid. It's nice to see you again, (Y/N)," Undertaker greeted, stepping closer to you. "What is this visit worth to me?"
"I'm sorry to disturb you in your work."
"You don't bother me, Poppet. I knew you would come," he said, running his hand through your hair, watching your eyes intently. "You have beautiful eyes~"
"Did you know? How can you know that kind of thing?" you asked, taking a step back, embarrassed by the compliment.
"It's a secret. I'll make us some tea. Take a seat wherever you want~"
Undertaker went to the back room, leaving you alone in the shop. You were looking around when your gaze fell on a particular coffin. You wanted to open it, but it would be an aberration if you did. You shook your head away from the coffin that aroused your curiosity. Undertaker came back into the room with his beakers full of tea. He gave you one of the beakers by opening a jar filled with bone-shaped biscuit.
"Take seat~ Take seat~ you have some time don't you?"
"It's my day off. The Count isn't expecting me," you say, sitting down uncomfortably on one of the coffins.
"So it's my lucky day~"
You just nodded as you took a sip of your tea, watching Undertaker fill out various forms while munching on his cookies. This man was really strange.
"You wanted to ask me something, (Y/N)?" Undertaker asked, leaving his papers to stare at you.
"Hm? Uhā¦that's right. You're doing research for the young master, aren't you?"
"Yes and?"
"Is it possible for you to do a search for me?"
"It depends, what do you want me to do for research?"
"My family died in a fire. My family's stupid lawyer says my cat, my Dinah, knocked over an oil lamp. But that's impossible."
"And why this?"
"Becauseā¦she had come to bed with me. She couldn't knock over an oil lamp. I was the last person to leave the library and I did extinguish the fireplace."
"Soā¦you think it was arson?" Undertaker asked while eating a cookie.
"I don't know. After all this time, I don't remember if I put out the fire properly. But at night during the fire, I saw a centaur."
"A centaur? Are you sure?"
"Yes! I saw him come out of my sister's room. He ran away when he saw me and thenā¦ my house and my family were burnt down."
Your grip tightened on the beaker. Even if all this made no sense, you were sure and certain that it was because of this centaur that your family died. Undertaker closed his jar, left his office and approached you. He cupped your chin between his fingers, lifting your head.
"Alright, I'll do a little research, poppet. But there's a price to pay," Undertaker said.
"Youā¦ you want to laugh, right?"
"Not this time," he said, licking his lips. "This time I want something else."
You didn't have time to ask what he wanted until his lips landed on yours. In shock, you had no idea to react. Undertaker took advantage of your surprise to pass his tongue over your lips, which brought you out of your stupor. You tried to push the mortician away, parting your lips to catch your breath, but he took advantage of this moment to stick his tongue in your mouth, starting a wild dance with his twin. Your hands gripped Undertaker's robe as he grabbed your waist, pressing his body against yours. Undertaker broke the kiss, finally letting you breathe. Your cheeks were now flushed with embarrassment and excitement.
"This payment will be enough for now, love~" he said in a low, seductive voice. "Come back to me in three days, Poppet~ I'll have all the information you want to hear~ Give my regards to the Count~"
You nodded in response, your voice stuck in your throat. You felt like your legs were freezing her. You heard Undertaker laughing as you stumbled out of the store. You didn't understand why Undertaker did that.
You went to see him again three days later to get the information you wanted. When you arrived in front of the shop, you had had a lump in your stomach. What if he did it again? But you needed his information. You needed to know what had happened to your family. You walked into Undertaker's shop, your heart pounding. The undertaker was waiting for you, sitting on his desk, two beakers of tea in his hands. You felt your cheeks flush as you saw Undertaker smiling at you with the same enigmatic smile that graced his lips.
"Hi Poppet~ Come and get settled, I have a lot to tell you~"
You approached Undertaker who handed you a beaker. You thanked him with a nod as you took your place on one of the coffins.
"Soā¦? Did you find anything?" you asked uncomfortably.
"Lots of things~ especially one thing that might hurt you," Undertaker said taking out a bone cookie.
"What is it?"
"You remember seeing a centaur that came out of your sister's room. What else do you remember?"
"I heard Lizzie talking in her sleep."
"Had she ever done that before?"
Now that he said it, Lizzie had never spoken in her sleep. She had never locked her bedroom door again, it made her feel like she was locked in a cage.
"The fire couldn't have killed her," Undertaker said before taking a sip of his tea. "His room was furthest from the fire. He didn't asphyxiate her. She could have got out otherwise, through the window for example. Like you did. Someone must have immobilized or killed your sister, locked her in, then started the fire downstairs to cover up his crime. This person wanted to kill you all. Neither you nor your cat set the fire, (Y/N). Centaurs n don't exist, unlike doctors."
"Doctorā¦ im-im-impossibleā¦ it can'tā¦"
Fear descends on you, like thousands of daggers that pierce you at the same time. Undertaker was right, centaurs never existed. His devil creatures never existed, unlike doctors, especially this particular doctor. Tears were streaming down your pale cheeks, your breathing became jerky, your fingers began to go numb. You were having a panic attack. Undertaker moved closer to you, he cupped your face in his hands, lifting your head to force you to look at him. You see them take a deep breath and exhale. You imitated him, gradually finding your normal breathing. The undertaker sat down next to you, putting his arm around your shoulders to pull you into a hug.
"You had nothing to do with it, Poppet. What happened last night wasn't your fault. You were just a child."
"I saw itā¦"
"Hmm?"
"I saw him, a half-hearted student. I remember him! That key! Lizzie's!" you say between your teeth taking deep breaths. "He used it against me to make me forget what he did to my sister. Lord, my poor Lizzie."
"Now that you have the answers you wanted, what are you going to do?"
You had made Bumby pay for what he had done to your sister, your family and her poor children whom he had broken up to sell as sex slaves. You got Lizzie's key. Finally, you had the answers you had been waiting for for so many years.
"So? What are you going to do now?"
Your gaze fell on Undertaker. After neutralizing Bumby, you went to the cemetery to announce the good news to your family. The undertaker had appeared out of nowhere, but you didn't care too much to pay attention to that detail.
"I don't know. I stayed alive to find out the truth. I promised myself to stay loyal to the Earl. But even though he didn't help me find my family's murderer, he did when even got him out of the hospital."
You were surprised when you felt Undertaker's hand pull your wig off. You clapped your hands on your head. After two years, your hair had grown back into a little boyish haircut, but you didn't like people seeing your real hair.
"Give them back to me!" you cried, trying to get your wig back.
Undertaker put his arm around your waist, hugging you. You were mortified, your body frozen with embarrassment. Was Undertaker having fun humiliating you? The mortician was watching you intently, his left eye visible. He ran his finger over your cheek, tucking a stray strand behind your ear.
"Why are you wearing that wig?" he asked running his fingers through your hair.
"It'sā¦it's a gift from the Count. Give me back my wig, I need itā¦"
"Ah sorry Poppet~ I didn't mean to upset you," he said as he put your wig back on your head. "Let me fix it~"
Undertaker arranged your wig to make you look presentable. You glared at the man with long gray/silver hair who placed a chaste kiss on your lips.
"I didn't mean to hurt you, love. I'm sorry if I made you angry," Undertaker apologized, taking your hand in his and bringing it to his lips. "But I have a request for you. What I found deserves more than just a kiss~don't you think~"
Your cheeks turned red. You pushed Undertaker away, telling him you weren't a prostitute. This simple sentence made the undertaker who was rolling in the grass roar with laughter. You looked at him surprised as he regained his composure. He stood up saying you were hilarious. Definitely, this man was the strangest.
"I don't want a carnal relationship, my dear. No~ No~ what I want is for you to visit me on your days off~"
"Is that all you want?" you asked uncomfortably.
"Yes~ I am a man of my word~"
You accepted Undertaker's request. You visited him on your days off. Strangely, you were counting the days until your holidays. You enjoyed visiting Undertaker, despite the kissing incident. You caught yourself telling him about what happened to you in the psychiatric hospital, your old life with your family, your life at the mansion and other things. A few days before you embarked on the Campania with the young count, you had gone to Undertaker to tell him that you would be away for a while. Ciel had asked you to accompany him with Snake and Sebastian, of course. He also ordered you to keep quiet about why you were boarding the Campania. Apparently Karnstein Hospital had found a way to bring the dead back to life. It was ridiculous, but with everything you've been through, it wouldn't really surprise you.
"Hey~ the Earl is selfish to keep you all to himself for his three weeks," Undertaker commented as he hugged you and rested his chin on your head. "Wouldn't you like to stay with me for her three weeks?"
"And it is the young master who is selfish?" you replied with a sigh.
"Eheheh~ Sorry~Sorry~ It's okay if you leave. I'm going to be away for a while as well," he said letting go of you to go to his kitchen. "Make yourself at home, Poppet~"
You watched Undertaker disappear into the kitchen, presumably to make some tea. Your gaze rested on one coffin in particular. You didn't know why, but you had a morbid curiosity about this coffin. Why did no one come to claim this coffin? Why wasn't Undertaker going to put him in a mass grave? Who could possibly be in this coffin? You moved closer to the coffin, looking towards the kitchen, making sure the undertaker was still busy. You swallow, grabbing the edge of the lid, forcing it a little to lift it up a bit. You didn't have time to open the coffin enough to see who was inside when a pair of hands suddenly landed on the lid, closing the coffin with a crash. Your body tensed as you felt Undertaker lean against your back, his hair tickling your cheeks and his lips brushing your ear. Your heart was beating incredibly fast in your chest.
"I didn't know you were a curious little mouse, Poppet~"
"I'mā¦ I'm sorry, Undertaker. That'sā¦"
"There's something special about this coffin," he whispered in your ear, stroking the lid. "One thing I seek to fix."
"W-wait Undertaker!" you cried, managing to get out of his grip, placing your hands on his chest to push him back. "I'm sorry for going through your stuff. I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry."
You looked at the ground ashamed of your behavior. Normally, you would never have done such a thing. Your behavior made the Undertaker chuckle. The mortician took your chin between his fingers, forcing you to raise your head.
"You really are an interesting mortal, (Y/N)," Undertaker commented, bringing his face dangerously close to yours. "With such a beautiful soul~"
Undertaker dropped your chin, running his fingers down your throat, then down your chest. You felt your cheeks warm when the mortician squeezed your left breast in his hand. To your surprise, Undertaker tipped you over the coffin. He clapped his hands on either side of your head and placed his leg between yours. You were trapped.
"Such a sweet soul~" he said placing his head on your chest. "So full of life~ Aaah~ I would so love to kidnap her. Keep her to myself for eternity. Maybe this is the only way to save you, you wouldn't mind me kidnapping you to keep you just for me?"
You didn't know what to answer. You'd be lying if you said that proposal wasn't tempting. To be with Undertaker for eternity? Your irrational side was screaming for you to accept this proposal, but your rational side was screaming at you to run away as far as possible. You were shaking. You didn't know if it was fear or excitement. All this was strange, terrifying and exciting. Undertaker sighed loudly as he tightened his grip before letting go of you to straighten up. For the first time since you had met the undertaker, you saw his eyes. Mesmerizing green/yellow eyes and a long scar lined his face.
"Excuse me, Poppet. I didn't mean to scare you," Underaker apologized, placing a quick kiss on your lips.
Undertaker stood up before helping you to your feet. He readjusted your dress and restyled your hair to make you look presentable. All of this was terribly embarrassing.
"Hmā¦youā¦you said you were going to be away too," you say, hoping to break through that unease.
"Right," Undertaker replied, brushing his hair back over his eyes. "I have some business to attend to outside of London."
"Iā¦ I see. I have to go. The young count must be waiting for me," you say, pointing your finger at the door. "Soā¦"
Undertaker smiled seeing you so uncomfortable. The undertaker was leaning towards you, kissing your temple.
"We'll see you soon, Poppet~ Pass my regards to the Count."
After this strange visit, you left the shop in perplexity. Undertaker was a strange man, but what just happened was even more strange than usual. You returned to the cart to return to the Phantomhive mansion and prepare for the cruise. Even if it was for an investigation to reassure her majesty, it will be the first time that you will travel aboard a luxury freighter for three long weeks.
Seeing the liner on D-Day made you nervous. It was the first time that Sebastian and the Count allowed you to come on one of their missions, you weren't going to be able to enjoy this sumptuous trip. Elizabeth had wept with joy when she saw that Ciel had "surprised" her. At least you had an excuse. It took another three days to wait for the Aurora company meeting. You had disguised yourself to go unnoticed and avoid a scandal. You had traded your wig (Y/H/C) for long red hair, a fake pair of glasses was placed on your nose and you had traded skilled servants for a crimson red dress. Ciel had put on a blonde wig and traded in his eye patch for bandages. And Sebastian had just put on a wig. The butler quickly explained what you were going to have to do to make it look like you were part of Aurora society. Ciel was mortified and you uncomfortable at the thought of striking such a pose. The young count took a glass of water at an exorbitant price. The smoking room was filled with well-to-do people waiting impatiently for the meeting to begin.
"Are you firts timers?" asked a man who had just noticed your arrival.
"Theā¦ the complete flame in our chestsā¦," Ciel began uncomfortably.
"Shall not be extinguished by anyone," the man continued.
"We areā¦The Phoenix!"
Striking the Phoenix pose was terribly embarrassing. You and Ciel were red as peonies, but at least the man was satisfied. He welcomed you to the company and gave you three Phoenix badges. Giggles came to your ears. You and the young Earl were surprised to see Undertake, laughing.
"Saying "The Phoenix!" with such a serious face hahaha!" Undertaker exclaimed.
"You bastard!" exclaimed Ciel mortifying.
"Now, now young master," Sebastian said.
"Undertaker? What are you doing here?" you asked, trying to forget your embarrassment.
"My job, Poppet. The hospital is a regular customer of mine," Undertaker explained, regaining his composure.
"We're investigating the illegal human experimentation going on here though. Do you know anything about the revival of the dead?" Ciel asked, glaring at his informant.
"Just a sec, if you want information then I want my compensation," Undertaker stopped chuckling. "Let's see~ How about you do that pose once more?"
"Who the hell willā¦?!!!
"The Phoenix!!!"
Ciel and Sebastian's attention was drawn to none other than the Viscount of Druitt. Undertaker took advantage of his moment of inattention to grab your hand and lead you with him, through the crowd, away from Ciel and Sebastian.
"U-Undertaker? What are you doing?"
"Hush, it's starting," Undertaker said, pointing to men carrying a coffin to the makeshift stage.
A young man, probably in his late twenties, came onto the stage. No doubt a doctor saw the white coat he was wearing.
"Who is that man?" you asked looking at the puzzled Undertaker.
"The Founder: Ryan Stoker. An idiot."
"Hey?"
"Nothing, Poppet," the undertaker replied, hugging you, resting his chin on your head.
"The complete flame in our chest shall not be extinguished by anyone," Ryan said before striking the Phoenix pose. "We are the Phoenix!!! Ladies and gentlemen! Thank you for coming to today's research presentation of the Aurora society's "complete salvation of making through medicine". What is complete salvation you say? That isā¦ COMPLETE HEALTH!!! A healthy body! Healthy teeth! A healthy spirit housed within a healthy body! And finally, a healthy mood! HEALTHINESS IS TRULY SPLENDID!!!"
"W-what?" you asked lost. "What he is talking about?"
"Shhh~ The best part is coming~"
"However, there's the worst kind of health issue that we can't overcome no matter how hard we try," Rya continued, placing her hand on the coffin. "What is that, you say? Death! And the great power that will save us from this disaster is THE AURORA SOCIETY'S MEDICINE!!!! We will now show you ladies and gentlemen. The fruits of our "complete salvation of manking through medicine "research."
Two men removed the lid of the coffin where a young girl was. A shiver ran up your spine as you leaned against Undertaker's chest. You felt bad.
"Are you all right, Poppet?" Undertaker asked running his fingernail through your hair.
"That girl reminds me of Lizzie," you say looking away from the scene. "Iā¦I don't want to watch this. Besides, it's cruel to make someone believe that you can bring a dead person back to life."
"Ummm~ Do you mean?"
"Yes! How can they mourn properly?"
"Who knows~ But watch carefully what's next Poppet~"
Even though you didn't feel like it, you brought your attention back to the scene. Ryan's men placed electrodes on the deceased's chest and temples. Ryan sent powerful electric shocks into the body before stopping the machine and ordering the deceased to get up, like the Phoenix. To your surprise, and that of the crowd, the body began to move. The resurrected young girl stood up, under the tearful eyes of her parents and the admiration of the crowd. You remained speechless in front of this scene. How could that be possible? No one could defeat death, not even my medicine. You had a very bad feeling. The crowd began to applaud Ryan for this complete salute. But something was strange in the behavior of the young girl, she was perhaps "awakened", but she did not seem more alive than before. The mother hugged her daughter, crying with joy and thanking the doctor, but to everyone's surprise, the girl opened her mouth as wide as she could to bite her mother's shoulder. Blood spurted from the wound, the mother's cry of pain echoed in the quiet room. There was silence for a few seconds before people started screaming and fleeing the scene. You didn't have time to do anything that Undertaker dragged you behind the machine that had just "resuscitated" the young woman.
"What do you-"
"Hush!"
Undertaker had just clapped his hand over your mouth. You looked at the undertaker surprised by his behavior. His attention was focused on the undead advancing towards Sebastian and Ciel. You saw the butler throw knives at the monster's vital points, but it had no effect. How could that thing still move after Sebastian's knives had touched its heart?
"We've seen enough. Let's get out of here Poppet."
"W-wait! Undertaker!"
Undertaker took you with him out of the room, taking you away from Ciel and Sebastian. You were trying to pull your wrist out of the undertaker's grip, but he was determined to take you with him. You tried to talk to him, but Undertaker pretended not to hear you. You understood that you had no choice but to follow the undertaker through the corridors of the liner until you arrived in a room where you were pushed unceremoniously. You turned to the undertaker, but he quickly locked the door, trapping you in the room. You rushed to the door, trying in vain to open it.
"Undertaker! What's wrong with you?!" you asked, banging on the door. "Let me out!"
"Sorry Poppet. You better stay in there. I don't want you to get hurt. It's the last thing I want," Undertaker replied, his voice muffled by the door. "You don't fear anything here. Stay quietly there until I return. I won't be long."
You heard Undertaker's footsteps walking away from the room. He really just locked you in that room? What was happening? First this girl coming back to life and devouring people, then Undertaker decides to lock you up without giving you a plausible explanation. What were you supposed to do? You couldn't stay locked in this room, but what could you do? You had to calm down and think of a way out of this room. You were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard people screaming in terror and running through the hallways. What was happening? There was another strange noise reaching your ears. Rattles. What was happening? You had to get out of here. Your gaze swept the room when you saw an air vent. It was big enough for you to fit in. You pushed the desk to reach your only exit. You manage, with some difficulty, to open the gate and slip into the ducts. Screams of terror, pain and gasps echoed through the vents. You stopped in front of a gate to see what was making people hysterical. The living were chased by other undead. Was that why Undertaker locked you in his room? Did he know what was going to happen? A violent jolt shook the liner. The tremor lasted a good minute until everything became "calm" again. Did he hit something? You crawled back through the vents, looking for a hallway quiet enough to get out of there. You found a deserted corridor, there was not the slightest living and the slightest death. You opened the grille and pulled out the air ducts. This place was way too quiet. You took out your revolver before setting off. You had to find the Count and Sebastian. And quick. You were running through the long dark corridors. The corridors were all alike, this liner was a real labyrinth, it reminded you of the hospital.
"The hospitalā¦," you muttered before shaking your head. "No, (Y/N)! Stay focused!"
You quickly set off through this maze. The liner was leaning dangerously, it was only a matter of a minute before it sank forever in the ocean. You'll run through the long corridors, passing several doors to arrive in a reception room. The huge room was empty, all the furniture had been knocked over and the majority of the doors were blocked, the corpses of half-eating people littered the floor in a pool of blood. How could things have gotten so bad? The huge room was empty, all the furniture had been knocked over and most of the doors were blocked, half-eaten corpses were strewn on the floor in a pool of blood. It reminded you of that night, it looked like it. Deaths, blood, screams, tears. You were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard a door open. You got into a fighting stance when you saw a group of men alive, along with Undertaker, Sebastian, and Ciel. A sigh of relief escaped your lips when you saw that they weren't injured, but your attention quickly fell on the strange machine that Undertaker and three other men were carrying. The undertaker put the machine down, under the watchful eyes of Viscount and Ciel, before approaching you.
"You should have stayed in the bedroom, Poppet," Undertaker commented as he wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling you closer to him.
"You know what's going on on that liner, don't you?" you asked, sternly eyeing the undertaker.
"Ah~ that~ that's another story, Poppet~"
"Ah! Bastard!! Why did you take the device?!!!"
Ryan had just walked into the room with two other people you had never seen. You thought he was talking to the Viscount, but when he spoke, the doctor's eyes fell on him. It was not the Viscount he was addressing. You looked at Undertaker who chuckled as he tightened his grip on your waist. The Viscount fantasized about a new era, which he would name "The Aurora Empire". Either the man or woman was activating his chainsaw, saying he/she was going to paint it red, but Druitt was leaning his wine glass dangerously over the machine. The blonde laughed, saying he could beat everyone here with just a glass of wine.
"I'm going to kill him," you say, glaring Druitt sternly.
"Eheheh~ Not yet, Poppet~"
To your surprise, and that of the others, hundreds of undead broke the windows, clumped together and forming a traffic jam, a few managed to enter. There were far too many of his creatures to fight. Ciel asked the Viscount to activate the machine, but the Viscount announced that his title no longer suited him and that he would activate the machine only if the little Count called him Caesar. What was the problem with this guy who compared himself to Emperor Nero? The man/woman with long red hair ordered Druitt to activate the machine, losing what little patience he/she had. Druitt smiled ordering everyone in the room to do the phoenix dance to prove their loyalty. The three men and the man/woman looked at Druitt with the same idea in mind, to kill him.
"Oh no," Undertaker chuckled, rubbing your cheek against your hair. "Are you sure you don't want to know how that device works? You must too, Poppet."
Ciel glared at Undertaker who chuckled as he imagined this most hilarious scene.
"What are you doing? Come on!" Druitt exclaimed.
"Theā¦ the complete flame in our chests," Ciel and Sebastian began.
"Shall not be extinguished by anyone," Grell and Ronald continued.
"The nex embodiment of. We areā¦," Druitt continued.
"The Phoenix!!!"
The word Phoenix echoed around the room as the group struck a Phoenix pose. Druitt congratulated the group, announcing that he would show them how the army of the dead would bow down to him. Druitt turned on the machine, the light bulbs lit up, sparks appeared, then nothing, the machine went out on its own in front of everyone's eyes. Undertaker's laugh echoed around the room, you saw the undertaker roll on the floor and hold his ribs. Why the machine was not working? Wasn't the Viscount who built this thing?
"Bastard! So you fooled me?!" yelled Ryan annoyed.
You looked at Ryan surprised. It wasn't Druitt he was yelling at, it wasā¦
You were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard the sound of the chainsaw motor. You saw Grell leap from the balcony, slicing the undead in half, before rushing at Druitt. You didn't have time to react when Undertaker moved in front of the Viscount, blocking Grell's chainsaw with a sotobari.
"Un-Undertaker?" you asked surprised.
"Heheā¦ it's been a while since I've laughed so much to lose such an amusing man would be like losing the whole world to meā¦," Undertaker commented quietly as he removed his top hat. "Don't you agree? Shinigami?"
"The deathscythe's blade can't cut it?!" exclaimed Grell surprised.
Undertaker pushed Grell away, opening his jacket to reveal the sotobaris hiding beneath. Undertaker smiled as he sent sotobari at Grell, who shielded himself with his chainsaw, but one of the sotobari grazed the Shinigami's temple. Grave markers shattered the huge glass. Your legs had turned to jelly, you collapsed on the stairs, staring at Undertaker in shock. What was he doing? What was happening?
"Ahhā¦how sadā¦," Undertaker commented, brushing hair from his face, revealing his green/yellow eyes and the scar across his face. "How sad it would be should laughter disappear."
Ciel was as surprised as you to find Undertaker's true face. You shielded your face as the shards of glass crashed to the floor. You didn't want to watch this show. You didn't want to be there. You were praying this was all a nightmare and you were going to wake up. You felt like your head was underwater, it was way too much information to take in all at once. You vaguely heard Sebastian say that he had never noticed the undertaker's true nature and that he had concealed his eyes very well, while Ronald and Grell understood that Undertaker was a Shinigami. Undertaker sneered, saying it hadn't been called that for half a century.
shinigami? What was this thing? What was happening? Why did things get so bad? You lay curled up on the floor, digging your nails into your skull. Your heart was beating insanely fast in your chest, your fingers were numb, your breathing was erratic, you were having a panic attack. What were you supposed to do? To run away? Combat? Do nothing? You vaguely heard Ryan yell at Undertaker, but you felt like your head was under water. The young doctor didn't understand why the Shinigami had lied to him? The whole thing about going to America to spread complete salvation was a lie. All Undertaker replied was that he thought this would all be fun, since Ryan was trying, seriously, to bring the dead back to life and he was the perfect person to achieve his goal. The terrible truth fell on Ryan, he had been manipulated from the start. The young man fell to his knees, horrified by this truth.
"So in the other words, you're the mastermind behind the Aurora society's human ressurection experiments, Undertaker!" Ciel exclaimed, eyeing the undertaker.
"That's a secret," Undertaker replied before sighing with a shrug. "is what I'd like to say, but by doing that Phoenix pose, you've paid me for an awful amount of information. So I'll tell you. Hehe~ It's true that I was the one who made these moving corpses ."
"Why?!"
"Ah yesā¦ at first, it was probably just my curiosity toward humans," Undertaker began, tapping the tip of his sotobari on the ground.
Humans were a body of flesh and a soul. If brought together, they could exist among the living and continue to record their memories in the cinematic lantern. And when the body of flesh withers and a Shinigami comes to collect the soul, the film stops and the living becomes dead. The Shinigami then takes the soul from the body from a list and thus ends the kaleidoscope. Day after day, quietly, indifferently, Undertaker lived this Shinigami life for a long time when one day he said to himself: what if the ending had a continuation? What would happen to the body if a sequel was added to its memories that ended when the soul is removed?
"Shinigami only hunt souls after all. The body and the brain that holds the memories are left in this world," Undertaker continued.
"Hehe~ Well then how about you take a look at their records with your own abilities?" Undertaker asked, pointing to one of the undead.
Grell activated her chainsaw to cut off the heads of two walking corpses, revealing their cinematic lantern. At first, everything was normal, then after the lantern ended, the two Shinigami and the demon were surprised to see that Undertaker had added a film of him doing anything. Which had the gift of making Grell hysterical. You ignored everything they were saying, covering your ears with your hands so as not to hear anything anymore. You had to calm down, to come to your senses. You could see Undertaker, the two other Shinigami and Sebastian fighting among themselves. But no sound reached your ears, you could just hear the beating of your heart which was deafening, your breathing was erratic, your heart was beating at a crazy speed and you had the impression that your legs were made of lead. You were having a panic attack. Your attention was quickly diverted from the fight to be brought back to Ciel. The teenager was talking to you, but his voice couldn't reach you. You were just watching his lips move when your attention was drawn to one of the walking corpses rushing at Ciel. You were brought out of your panic attack, grabbing the young Count by the collar of his jacket to throw him over the banister.
Ciel looked at you surprised when he saw you grab him by the collar of his shirt to lift him off the ground and throw him over the banister. During his fall, he saw the corpse throw itself at you, pinning you to the ground and sinking its teeth into your throat before its body hit the ground heavily, cutting off its breath.
The cry of pain that escaped from your mouth, feeling the corpse sink its teeth deep into your flesh and tear it out, resonated in the room. A metallic taste invaded your mouth, you had trouble breathing. You could only see the walking corpse chewing noisily on the piece of your own flesh.
You saw the man/woman with long red hair land next to you and pull out a notebook.
"(Y/N) (Y/L/N), born in 1864, aged twenty-five, dies of a hemorrhage. Nothing special," Grell said with a chuckle.
Deadā¦?
You were dying?
So this is how you were going to die?
"Poor thing," Grell chuckled. "A life of misery with an equally miserable end. Be glad to be free of this miserable existence."
As you heard this person speak to you, you saw your vision begin to darken, the noise stopped reaching your ears and then it was black and complete silence.
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The people who misgender Grell and call her a "he" are women who both simped for her and thought she was a man for years, and just still refuse to admit their homo/bisexuality.
#kuroshitsuji#black butler#grell sutcliff#grell my transgender queen#grell is a woman#transgender#I'm srs right now#If you look up any Grell x Reader on either Wattpad or Quotev#Or any Black Butler reader insert fic on either Wattpad or Quotev#Chances are: A. Reader is female#and B. Grell is constantly misgendered and referred to as āheā#Why can't we have one where reader is FtM trans?#Then they can be T4T
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hi. may i request headcanons of ciel, sebastian and grell reacting to the fem reader being an umbra witch (like bayonetta)?
(this request was kind of hard, but I really enjoyed writing it!!! Apologies for any mistakes in the request, I'm not familiar with Umbra witches)
Ciel, Sebastian, Grell X Umbra witch! S/O
Ciel PhantomHive
ā Ciel learned about you being a witch when he started dating you, now he was sure you'd help and he was right, you'd help Sebastian and the other servants around!
ā Ciel knew you were magical, but just not how magical and strong you were. You and him would have like shooting practice, Sebastian mostly had you both do that, you were surprisingly very experienced with guns, okay that a was an understatement you were astronomical...
ā Until he found out you were a Umbra witch which kill angels, demons as well....Sebastian was definitely worried if you were here to break his contract, but you told him you weren't and he was normal again, he is quite interested at what you do as a Umbra Witch.
ā Ciel once saw your shadow when he was sleeping and instead of your own, the shadow was of a very huge and horrendous demon, he asked you about it but you dismissed saying, it was nothing and that the late night shines could have something to do that and Ciel believed that until he learnt about your abilities.
ā Ciel and Sebastian take you on most of their cases, like during the Jack the Ripper, you fought with Grell very easily using your four guns, two in your hands and other two on your heels that you fire using your telekinetic powers. And Grell got enamoured with you, she enjoyed annoying you and Sebastian...
ā And when you were fighting with Angela, you let out a huge demoness from your hair, for the first time not only Ciel but Sebastian was frightened a bit and Sebastian in his true demon form and you with your infernal demoness paired up together to kill Angela.
ā After the fight, Ciel and Sebastian learned about you as a Umbra Witch. You were now more comfortable to dress up to your style more around them, which showed your rank in your clan. Sebastian also learned how you use your hair to create your clothing using magic and how you carry four guns at all time..He is proud of you, a bit...
ā Ciel learned how Umbra Witches gain power, you told him and Sebastian how you make a pact with a Infernal demoness to sponsor you and allow you to improve you. And you showed him an example by sparring with Sebastian summoning the demoness's fists and feet for attacking the butler. And this is how Ciel learned how your shadow is portrayed by a demon's silhouette.
ā Ciel started reading books about Umbra witches and learnt about them from you as well, he learned how Umbra witches were witches who are powerful practitioners of a form of magic known as Dark Arts, revolving around the usage of Spirit Energy, an evocation of beings from Inferno, and optionally forming contracted with specific Contracted Demons to perform special techniques.
ā Ciel also learnt how other than your sponsor demon, you summon more demons from Inferno by using different mediums like using your hair or chanting a spell...Sebastian is kinda jealous at how strong you are and always wants to fight you now...
ā Ciel notices how you always go missing sometimes and later on learnt how Umbra Witches travel from the normal world to the Purgatorio dimension, which allows them to travel without being by normal humans in the human world and how you can fight beings that are usually invisible to humans, but visible to creatures such as angels. And this is the only reason why Sebastian knows where you even when you aren't anywhere in the manor...
ā You would help servants around as well, once Mey-rin and you were washing dishes while you were talking with Ciel and she accidently dropped one of the most expensive and prettiest china tea-cup, and you grabbed it with your super fast reflexes, it was around 4 feet above the ground that's how fast you were...Now Ciel did scold Mey-rin a bit, but he is always curious about these perks of yours...
Sebastian Michaelis
ā Sebastian knew about you being a strong witch from the beginning, he felt an extremely strong aura from you and he could feel demons stronger than him around you, which made him worry if someone was having an eye on his lover...
ā Sebastian had often see you in formal, body-fitting outfits and always thought you looked pretty and amazing in them, though he was curious as to why you were in such formal clothing, until you told him it's to show your rank in your clan, the he understood and would often keep your outfits clean and fresh..
ā He asked you about it and you explained how you were an Umbra witch, he remember meeting one of them and learning about them, he knew you kill angels and some demons as well, but he didn't know how and so he was curious about everything you do..
ā Sebastian had always noticed your shadow not being you but of a huge demon and he figured it's because of your power which had something to do with demons, cause he always felt demons around you even when there weren't any... or he always thought it was his real form behind you but he noticed it looked different than his demon form.
ā During the luxury liner Campania, while Elizabeth was fighting with the undead, you were fighting with Undertaker and Rian Stoker, Sebastian was keeping an eye on you because demon things and he saw you letting out a HUGE ASS DEMONESS from your hair which literal killed all the people in one sec and since grim reapers probably can't harm them, another plus point of being a umbra witch!!!
ā You would often tell him how you all needed a infernal demoness to sponsor you and how you could summon their feet and fists to attack something, protect something and basically control them and he got really excited and so you both spend the next three to five hours sparing and him being defeated with stars in his eyes..
ā If he is allowed to touch one of the four guns, he is going to use it and decorate it according to your aesthetic of your outfit, subtly, of-course, which shows your rank in the clan, you weren't nervous to dress like you wanted around him, he also has gun practices with you and Ciel at times for entertainment..
ā He learnt about you being able to travel from normal world to Purgatorio world without being detected by humans and so he would also ask if you if you okay with it to also to teleport him with you as well, cause he's clingy like that.. :>
ā Sebastian is a demon who is naturally a dark creature cap which commit sins all the time, and so it was natural that he chose someone as you to be his significant other, an Umbra witch who are practitioner of dark arts, involving around spirits energy, demons and being able to perform special techniques due to being sponsored by a demoness...
ā Your super fast reflexes also help you find what tricks sebastian has up his sleeve at times, maybe the tricks he's about to play, maybe the pranks, maybe a hit, or maybe a kiss, depends in all honesty...
ā Overall you both are a generally dark, cute and demonic couple who'd people are tad bit creeped out and scared off...
Grell Sutcliffe
ā You met her during the Jack the Ripper case and she was more than happy when Ciel asked you and Sebastian to teach him to be a good butler, she is more than obsessed with you than him tho, curiosity probably!
ā When she saw you, she did feel the aura of a demon, but not those types like Sebastian, but different, more feminine, maybe more smokey, she doesn't know how to describe it and neither do I! So, she was a bit vary around in the beginning of you both dating, then she became normal afterwards when you explained the different demons....
ā She noticed your shadow too, she's not that dumb, she is always confused as to why there is a demon in your shadow when you're a human, unless you're a demon? But no, you explained to her that it's because as a umbra witch, that you have a infernal demoness sponsor you, and that's the reason your shadow is a demon instead of a human!
ā During the book of atlantic, she saw you fight the undead as you let out a demon form your hair and summoned the infernal demoness's fists and feet to attack them in less time as the ship was sinking, she definitely found it very hot! And of-course she clinged to you after the fight..
ā She wants to learn everything even though her work stops her from spending her whole day with you and learning about your life as a umbra witch no worries she'll learn about you in any way she deems fit!
ā Oh and she's either in love with your outfit or finds it a bit intimidating, she'll try to match with you as you explain how your outfits show your rank in the clan and she nods as she learns more and she glams up your outfits just a BIT so that your outfits look better but at the same time, your outfit stays the same shows your rank in your clan!!
ā You know how she has that chin saw, if you give her one of your four guns, she will give her chainsaw but please be careful with it as it is basically her baby, and it is very important to her...
ā She is very much in love with the witch aesthetic and so it may seem fitting that she is dating you, an umbra witch, a practitioner of dark arts, spirits energy, demons and other things, she also started reading about Umbra witch, which is a tad bit hard considering there isn't much literature talking about your guys presence in the past, she does learnt that you can kill angels and on occasion demons, so there's that!
ā she wouldn't be able to find you often and when she asked Ciel, he said he never saw you around, unless she talked with Bassy about it! Then she learnt that you can travel from human world to Purgatorio world without being detected by humans and so due to her curiosity, she would ask you to take her with you!!
ā So there's that, a grim reaper with an Umbra witch, both desperately in love with each other and being simps for each other's aesthetic... <3
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How does grell like to give and receive affection?
Grell Sutcliff x Fem!Reader
Since you didn't specifically say what gender you wanted the reader to be, I made it a fem reader. If that's not what you wanted, please forgive me. Sorry for the grammar mistakes. I hope you like it
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Headcanons: How she likes to receive and give affection
Giving affection:
- Grell would spend time going shopping with you. Both you and Grell would go shopping for clothes and makeup, which could last for hours, and she would give her compliments on everything you try on.
āDarling, that dress would go together with these heels better. If grim rippers could die, I think I would do so again by just looking at you.ā
- Grell would love to talk about gossip while painting nails with you.Ā
āApparently, Bassy's type is women who have large baps! I mean, that's so typical of men to look for in a woman, but REALLY? I mean, do men not look into anything else other than that- Oh hun your nail is chipped. What did I tell you about being careful with your nails?ā
- When she would come home from working for hours, she would run up to you and cling to you as if she hadn't seen you in years. She would also spend hours cuddling with you.
āIt feels dreadfully boring when I'm not with you. Especially when I have to look at people's boring records, it's always the same boring things with them, waking up, going to work, then going home, sleeping, and repeating. It doesn't help that Williams is extremely strict, always being rude to me as well.ā
- Grell would give you kisses almost every time she sees you. In private or public, it doesn't matter to her. Bonus points to her if she makes you flustered in public.
āWould you mind doing that in private?ā - Williams
- Grell would give you pet names
āMy Roseā āHunā āDarlingā āDearā
Receiving affection:
-You saw Grell eyeing a pair of heels through the glass of a famous shoe company. So the next day, while she was at work, you decided to buy the shoes and wrap the box into a gift.
āMy Rose, I'm home! Oh? What's this, Darling?ā
You chuckle, āIt's for you, Love. Why don't you open it?ā
āOh you shouldnāt have dear, why just coming home- Oh my! These are the heels I wanted! How romantic of you, dear! You know how to capture a ladyās heart!ā (She would probably then launch herself towards you and give you kisses all over your face.)
- While Grell loves giving physical affection to you, she also loves to receive it back. One day, she would be on a walk with you and talking about gossip or maybe about someone's record when all of a sudden she felt your lips on her cheek.
āAnd I said-ā She stops walking dead on her track and looks at you,
āOh, Darling, would you do that again, please, I love how your lips felt on my cheek! Why not a kiss on the lips this time!ā
- While Grell loves being bought gifts, she also loves it when you give her a handmade gift.Ā
She was going to grab her death scythe. She saw a small key chain hanging on the handle. She looked closely, and it was a small rose.Ā
āOh, my heart canāt take it, my Love. Receiving gifts from your heart can kill a woman in an instant. When I look at this key chain, I will always think of my Rose.ā
-Grell cherishes and enjoys your compliments towards her. Whether it's her perfume, clothing, makeup, hairstyle, etc. She puts in a lot of effort when it comes to her looks, so when she hears you compliment her, she feels as if someone finally appreciates her efforts (she would crave more from you).Ā
āMy goodness darling, if you keep complimenting me, I think my knees would melt from your sweet words. But continue, tell me what else you like about me today.ā
In the end, she loves you to deathā”
~Lilly's
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( chapter twenty-five ! )
"You want me to get on.. that?"
Sunlight pours down on the dock below, shining on the many figures that stand and await to board a luxury linerā the Campania. The ship itself is large and a sight unlike any other, dwarfing those below. However, it causes a certain young lady to shift in discomfort.
Amongst the people that wait are the Barrett family. None of them outwardly show any sign of being impressed, but they can't deny that it's something to behold. This is meant to be a simple family getaway, something to occupy their semi-empty schedules for the month of April.
Unfortunately, one is far from excited after a not-so-well-earned break. With a scrunched nose, Leah stares at the ship, her eyes conveying a faint look of concern. She has never been fond of the idea of sailingāor the ocean in general.
"What is wrong with it?" asks Lucius with an apathetic shrug, his focus constantly flickering to Thomas and Anna who stand behind them and carry their luggage.
Leah fiddles with the gloves on her hand. "It is largeāa large ship out on the sea. What if it sinks? What if I die? I don't know what is in the sea, what if a giant animal comes up and bites my head off?" the words fly out of her mouth quickly, spewing any incredulous idea that can cross her mind.
To anyone other than Leah, and perhaps Thomas, the girl sounds ridiculous. She has always been one to overthink, though she often tries to keep the thoughts to herself. One part of her brain nags her constantly, while another is logical and fighting a constant battle with any insane thoughts. Her brain can be quite tiring.
Rolling his eyes with a grin, Daniel gently nudges her shoulder. "You think too much," he says, looking up towards the deck of the ship. "The animal would have to be incredibly large or oddly small and agile to jump that high. The chances of your head getting bitten off are low, you're more likely to drown."
Face curling in annoyance, Leah's lips curl into a smile. "Well aren't you feeling intelligent today?" she asks snarkily, not happy with now being reminded of her inability to swim.
"Yes, very," Daniel gives a prideful nod. "How do you think I got into Weston College?" he gloats and earns a smile from Vivienne.
"Money," says Leah, her voice lacking emotion.
Daniel deadpans before a look of annoyance crosses his face. "You think yourself so hilarious, don't you?" his tongue pokes the side of his cheek.
Shaking her head dismissively, Leah looks ahead of herself and at the many unfamiliar faces surrounding her. "I was not trying to be funny."
Unlike his sister choosing to look away, Daniel stares her down. Despite her blatant insults being common, they never fail to aggravate every single time. He takes a deep breath and opens his mouth to retort, but their father intervenes before either of them can embarrass themselves.
"Don't start arguing," warns Lucius, growing tired of the useless arguments that take place every day just for the two to continue like it never happened.
"We aren't arguing," Leah protests with an eye roll, moving some brown locks out of her face. "We are simply having a conversation. A disagreement, if you will."
Vivienne decides that it's her time to cut in, also tired of her children's constant back and forth. "You are very much arguing! Hush, before you are to draw any attention to yourselves," her voice is firm and her British accent is a stark difference to the other three.
Biting back an insult, Leah resorts to balling her fists and rolling her eyes. She knows her mother cares more about how others see them rather than being annoyed by bickering, 'don't embarrass us' is almost a motto in the Barrett family. Arguing with Daniel is enough, her parents will only tire her out.
Letting an audible sigh slip, Vivienne moves her dress skirt and begins to walk. "People are boarding now, come, before we leave you behind."
'I bet you would,' thinks Leah. She has no doubts that her parents would leave her behind if they could. They only bring her around for the sake of image, what are they to say if someone were to question her absence? The last time that happened, it didn't go as swimmingly as they would have liked.
Nonetheless, she takes a deep breath and follows after her mother, being mindful of her space and trying to not bump into another person. Leah can only hope the ship won't be as crowded as the dock.
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Once aboard, Leah is happy to discover that she does in fact have more space. However, that may be because her family is in the first-class section of the passenger deck. Regardless of the reason, her mood seems to brighten just a bit. 'Perhaps this won't be so bad?'
The Barrett's move around with ease, exploring the deck and the people they will be around for a prolonged period. Outside of Luciusāand Vivienne on a good dayā, the family isn't very sociable. A wife who prioritizes reputation and looks, a son who is often at school or lounging at home, and a sheltered daughter who is remarkably mean or oddly sweet. That only leaves a man who engages almost purely in business matters, keeping his close circle small.
One would be surprised that Lucius is as popular among society as he is, unsociable in a period where needless chatting thrives. But, his way of doing business, the items he sells, and even his charm are enough to keep him up so high. He is not so certain about his children though.
Moving with a hardly noticeable skip in her step, Leah walks a few steps ahead of the rest of her family and speaks with her head turned over her shoulder. "Can we see our rooms first? I would likeā" her voice is drowned out by another that is much louder.
"Oh, Leah! You're here too?"
Her steps falter at the sound of her name, swiveling her head around before her eyes land on a particular blonde. Elizabeth Midford. Leah's hands drop slightly, rubbing against her corn-yellow dress. 'Please no..'
Leah's smile almost slips but she slaps it back on. As much as Elizabeth drains her, she is too nice to be mean to her like she would anyone else. It's not that Leah hates the girl, but rather, she can't envision handling being around Elizabeth for the entire duration of the trip. That is asking to essentially turn her into a robot by the end.
There isn't a moment to think before Elizabeth is wrapped around her. "This is wonderful! With you and Ciel here, the trip will be even better than I thought!" she squeals directly into Leah's ear but doesn't earn a protest.
"Ciel is here too? How lovely.." Leah's words are quiet, trying to focus on her breathing with Elizabeth's arms wrapped so tightly around her.
The idea of her fiancƩ is not so well met, at least with Daniel. She can hear his groan and mumbles about how it will ruin the trip, ignoring any attempt of their father trying to silence him. His distaste for the Phantomhive, never explained, is to be expected at this point.
Elizabeth doesn't acknowledge this though, opting to release Leah and take hold of her hands. "You should join us for lunch! My family will love to have you," she says as she skips towards her parents, dragging Leah in the process.
Thankfully the area isn't as crowded as the dock, otherwise, this would be a game of shoving through a crowd rather than having a relatively open space to run about. This doesn't make Leah any more excited than Elizabeth, allowing herself to be dragged with the false smile she mastered plastered on her face.
Her eyes squint the closer they get to the Midford's, the sun shining down into her eyes. Nonetheless, she doesn't complain as their footsteps slow to a stop in front of Elizabeth's parents.
Francis Midford's brow raises in faint surprise, looking up at Leah and then her family who approach from behind. "Ah, Leah. It has been some time," her head nods in a respectful greeting. "I am glad to see you've been well."
"The same to you," responds Leah, looking back in the hopes that her father will take the lead in any conversation.
Answering her prayer, Lucius approaches Alexis and Francis with Vivienne in suit. They immediately engage in conversation and, though formal, the two husbands seem to be enjoying themselves, falling on the topic of family. This leaves the 'children' to their own devices, conversing amongst themselves.
"I can't wait for the activities to start! We can all have so much fun together," Elizabeth is the first to break the silence, smiling up at Daniel.
Daniel fails to return the smile as he is too busy glaring at Ciel, staring him down with a look so intense it could burn a hole through him. The cause of such a look? Unknown. But, this doesn't stop him from openly displaying his dislike for his sister's fiancƩ.
Trying to not show his discomfit, Ciel quietly shifts on his feet with a clear of his throat, scared of drawing his eyes towards Leah in the case that Daniel does more than give him a dirty look. While Ciel isn't scared of others often, the muscle Daniel has compared to his own lanky form is enough to keep him cautious.
Pulling his eyes away from Ciel for only a moment, Daniel plays along with Elizabeth's words. "Much fun we will have," he nods.
Edward, sensing the off vibe amongst the other two boys, tries to diffuse the situation whilst also getting to finally speak to Leah. "You look lovely in that color," he trains his eyes on her to let her know he's speaking to her, and his face flushes.
Smiling but unresponsive, Leah's eyes flash with a look of dread that the Midford doesn't understand.
Beside her, Daniel's shoulders tense and he slowly drags his eyes over toward Edward, processing the words in his head. While he could have taken it as any passing compliment to his oh-so-beautiful sister, the flush on Edward's face says otherwise. His eyes squint, filled with disdain but before he can say anything, their parents beckon the quintet over.
"We are going to lunch!"
Leah doesn't protest despite her reluctance to eat, making the move to gently shove Daniel along and keep him from lashing out at Ciel or Edward. 'God forbid a man breaths in my direction..' she thinks as she passes Elizabeth. 'One of these days, he is going to embarrass himself.'
She has never understood Daniel's distaste for a man showing interest in her. Perhaps it is protectiveness or maybe just not wanting to share her the closer she gets to marriage age. Whatever the reason, it weighs heavily on her relationship with Cielāor any man who isn't a relative.
Stuck in her thoughts, Leah is pulled from the world called her head when she notices Sebastian a few feet away. Her posture stills, but she doesn't stop walking. The funeral is still vivid in her mind. The way Sebastian sat up as though it was nothing, the memories of his hauntingly dead eyes when he was found on the floor, the way no one seemed to question it. It makes her feel crazy, something she can only mention to Thomas without the risk of being shut down or sent away to a ward.
The storm in her mind only amplifies, her hand tightening against the back of Daniel's shirt. Standing just beside Sebastian is Snake, the white-haired boy she met at Noah's Ark Circus mere months ago. His hair is slicked back, unlike before when it simply laid atop his head, and he wears the suit of a butler. 'Could Ciel have hired him..?' her head is whirling at the thought.
'Will he tell my parents about the circus? I'll be done for!' Leah's hand drops back to her side. 'I can't let him say anything.. Not only will I never hear the end of it from my parents, but my reputation will be in the gutter!' Her eyes are wide and her pupils are dilated, taking hesitant steps in Snake's direction before his eyes catch hers.
He appears just as surprised as Leah at the sight of each other, almost taking a step back as she approaches. She hardly looks any different than the last time he saw her, staring up at him in the same way she had before. "If you say a word about that circus to my parents, I will have you killed," her voice is no louder than a low whisper.
Not bothering to wait for a reply, Leah sets into a light jog to catch up with the others, falling behind silently. 'Was that the right thing to say?' she can't help but wonder if threatening Snake was the correct move. 'As long as he stays silent, I don't care what I have to say..'
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The sound of cutlery against plates and chatter fill the dining hall of the ship, passengers cheerily enjoying their meal. It's a calm atmosphere, and those in it simply enjoying their time.
The Barrett's and Midford'sāas well as Cielāsit around a circular table covered in a white cloth, their respective servants off to the side.
"It's such a treat that we'll be together for three weeks!" smiles Vivienne, half-focused on cutting the food on her plate.
Francis nods along, a content look on her face. "It is," she takes a sip from her glass. "You'll be with us the whole three weeks?" her head tilts, as though looking for confirmation.
"Yes," Vivienne takes a bite of her food, glancing over towards Leah who is begrudgingly letting Daniel place some of his food on her plate. "Leah will be debuting this season, so we want to enjoy ourselves before we are surrounded by the hustle and bustle of the season!" she gives a lightheaded laugh, but it lacks true feeling.
Hearing the words leave her mother's mouth, Leah glances up from Daniel and her plate to stare incredulously. "Mama, no!" a giggle from Daniel slips past her. "Surely I have another year left?!"
Lucius lowers his gaze when Leah looks at him, trying to not get involved. For years now, both he and Vivienne knew that Leah had an underlying dread at the thought of having to be out in society. It only deepens since she is betrothed, the girl finds no point in socializing at pointless balls when she has no need to search for a potential husband.
"It's merely a year early, Dear," Vivienne shakes her head as casts her gaze toward Ciel. "Besides, I'm sure you and Ciel will be married any year now! It will be less tedious to come out before you get married."
Unable to find a bone in her body willing to fight, Leah groans and succumbs to the inevitable. 'I suppose I can just get it over with now and not have to care later..' She allows Daniel to subtly fuss over her, taking small and hesitant bites of food. Her brother is one of the few people who knows of her struggle with food and as much as he annoys her, she can't deny that she appreciates him in more ways than one.
"Well," Alexis swallows his bite of food before he continues. "I'm certain Leah will be knee-deep in suitors. Elizabeth will be debuting as well, do make sure to spare her some!" his chuckle rings out through the dining hall, the other adultsāand Elizabethāfollowing suit.
'The sooner the better, I guess..' Leah tries to reassure herself, stealing a glance at Ciel who has an almost unnoticeable flush on his cheeks. 'At least I won't be alone,' her eyes lower onto her plate as she takes a bite, her body language full of annoyance.
'She could have at least warned me before the trip.'
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Later that night, moonlight shines through the windows to illuminate the dance floor of the ship. Guests fill the room, everyone's voices being drowned out by the music that flows through their ears. It's the epitome of high society.
Leah stands up against a wall, lost in her thoughts. She adorns a scarlet gown that stands out against her pale skin with a headpiece of jewels to match. Despite her typical distaste for attention, she is unintentionally one of the main views in the room, constantly catching glances from people across the room.
On the far right of the room, she can see Ciel and Elizabeth dancing, her friend having the time of her life with a large smile painting her face. An invisible cloud forms over her head, almost out of jealousy. āAt least Elizabeth is having fun.ā
āCan Iāā Edward appears beside her, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. āMay I have this dance?ā
Her head whips to the side at the sudden voice, her demeanor softening when she recognizes the blonde. āEdward..ā Leahās lips curl up into a small smile. āI would enjoy that.ā
The Midfordās face flushes at her acceptance, a grin growing on his face. He outstretches his hand, looking at her expectantly. Leah lifts her gloved hand towards his, the material hardly grazing his skin before itās intercepted.
āA dance?ā
With her hand lifted above her head, Daniel interrupts the moment and squeezes himself past Edward with a slightly bothered look. Placing himself between the two, he looks down towards Leah with an exaggerated smile.
āI never thought you would ask!ā he begins to drag her off towards the dance floor.
Leahās previously blank face curls up in annoyance. āI didnāt ask,ā she rolls her eyes and glances back towards Edward who looks defeated, mouthing a āSorry..ā
Nonetheless, she allows herself to be led through the crowd of people until Daniel finds a suitable spot, immediately taking to the dance. Her hands find his neck, wrapping themselves around it gently as she sways and looks around at the people next to them.
She canāt help but feel bad for Edward. However, she has a faint feeling of relief. Dancing with Edward would mean having to potentially make small talk, Daniel can at least understand her emotional cues.
āYou know,ā Daniel starts, trying to relieve the underlying tension, āI think Mama and Papa would be thrilled to see that youāre the belle of the ball.ā
Mood almost dampening at the mention of her parents, Leah scowls and looks off to the side. āPlease.. They only care about youāonly notice you and how youāll take the family name,ā she sneers. āThey just want to get me out of the house.ā
Daniel goes quiet at the mention of their parent's favoritism. He knows how it has affected Leah since she was a child. How he was her primary shoulder to lean on her entire life while knowing he could lean on their parents.
āWell.. Others notice you. That Iām certain of,ā he jests, recalling how heās seen people eyeing Leah all night. āIām surprised more men havenāt asked you to dance.ā
Leah purses her lips, her hand squeezing Danielās. āDo you think Ciel notices me..?ā she whispers. āI feel like.. he hardly considers me sometimes.ā
Jokingly groaning in annoyance, Daniel canāt hide the smile on his face. āDonāt bring him up. If he doesnāt notice you, there are plenty of men who would be glad to take his place. I notice you.ā
A small smile grazes Leahās lips.
āWhy donāt you break off that engagement anyway?ā asks Daniel, keeping his voice low as they twirl around the room.
āI like him,ā Leah pouts. āAs conflicted as I can be with him, he isnāt terrible. He offers stability. I wonāt have to find a husband during the social season,ā she drones.
Daniel snickers. āAhh, yes. The bare minimum that is expected of a nobleman,ā he openly shows his amusement, despite Ciel being mere feet away. āEven I could do better.ā
Their feet move to the rhythm of the music, swaying playfully. For once, the siblings have a good time without arguing at least once, twirling past the other nobles that fill the room.
āMmm, yet which one of us is terrible with women and has never been betrothed?ā Leah retorts.
Feigning a gasp of offense, Daniel loosens his grip and lets Leah twirl to the point that she almost trips. āI still have plenty of time to find someone!ā this earns a look from his sister.
The music slows to a stop and so do their bodies, signifying the end of the dance. Dropping her hands back to her side, Leah stares up at Daniel with a smile of contentment. Even with her jabs, she has fun when she isnāt in a bad mood.
āMay I dance with Edward now, Your Highness?ā she asks mockingly, a giggle escaping her.
Sighing in defeat, Daniel tilts his head. āMust you?ā
Leah starts to walk away, her brother on her trail. āEdward isnāt some villain just because he complimented me. Heās quite kind,ā she eyes the dispelling crowd, trying to find the Midford boy.
āI suppose,ā with a roll of his eyes, Daniel reluctantly leaves her side.
Parting ways, the siblings wander off around the room to their desired goals.
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Just three days later, Leah, Ciel, and Elizabeth are roaming around the first-class passenger lounge. It isnāt the first on Leahās list of thrilling activities, but when Elizabeth invited her, she couldnāt bring herself to deny. There arenāt many options for entertainment that arenāt on a scheduled timeāor filled with people older than her. Might as well keep herself happy for the three weeks.
Leah is now in an emerald green dress made of velvet material, an evening gown in her favorite color. If anything, the dress is her favorite out of all of the ones she has owned. Her necklace and earrings match, emerald jewels hanging from her pale skin.
Ahead of her, Elizabeth is dragging Ciel around while Leah sticks closer toward the back. She can feel Sebastianās gaze on the back of her head but she ignores it, focusing on not losing Elizabeth in the crowd as everything catches her eye.
āLook, look!ā says Elizabeth, pointing at slices of cake that sit on a table. āThat cake is so cute!ā
āI donāt know how she eats so many sweets.. Do her teeth and stomach not hurt?ā Trying to look past the heads that surround her, Leah almost notices the cake that Elizabeth is talking about before her wrist is grabbed with an oddly tight grip.
Before she knows it, Leah is being dragged away from Ciel by none other than Elizabeth who is determined to grab some of the cake. āWeāll get some for you too, Ciel!ā she smiles.
āElizabethāā
The Barrett has no time to protest, simply succumbing to being led around like a toy. Itās worthless for her to try and argue with Elizabeth and get her point across without having to turn to yelling, Leah has known her long enough to know that.
āI donāt think Iām in the mood for cake,ā sighs Leah, wanting to avoid any food before dinner.
A pout covers Elizabethās face. āBut it looks so tasty!ā she ignores Leahās words in favor of diving for two plates. āYouāll love it, a little treat. I havenāt seen you touch dessert on this trip yet.ā
While Elizabethās words are in good faith, Leah canāt help but want to run away. Regardless, she takes a few bites to appease her friend.
Neither girl notices time has passed until Elizabeth casts her place aside, done with her slice. Leah almost places her half-eaten cake down as well before she decides to hold onto it. āI shouldnāt waste it yet, someone else might want it..ā she considers finding Anna and giving it to her.
āCan we take the cake back to Ciel now?ā asks Leah, wanting to get on with her night.
Remembering the initial objective, Elizabeth nods excitedly. āCome on,ā she begins to drag Leah once more. āI think we left him near the staircase?ā
Retracing their steps back to the last place they left Ciel, they find themselves near Snake but with no sign of Ciel or Sebastian in sight. Both Leah and Elizabethās heads are on a swivel, trying to see if they can see their heads in the crowdāLeah being off more use as the tall one. But, when neither manages to see anything other than the new and strange footman, the two girls frown.
āWhere did he go in such little time?!ā
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Slipping through my fingers
a series masterlist
Being apart of the sacred 28 taught you many things in life, such as ballroom dancing, Latin, French, Spanish, Greek, fine dining, and etiquette. None of that would prepare you for falling in love with Remus Lupin and Sirius Black. While your relationship blossoms, you run the risk of losing your closest friend, Regulus Black.
Warnings: There are warnings at the beginning of every part, but just in general; angst, cliffhanger, inner demons, self loathing, friendship rifts, bruises and blood (full moon).
Characters:
Poly wolfstar x female reader Platonic Regulus Black x female reader Mother hen/matchmaker James Potter Friends Pandora, Barty and Evan
Reader:
Y/N, she/her pronouns, mentioned to be apart of the sacred 28, Slytherin, no physical features mentioned besides occasional descriptions of clothing.
Main series length: 15.7k
1: Chocolate and wet dog fur ā in which you smell Remusā and Siriusās scents while learning about Amortentia with Professor Slughorn.
2: Ever since Potions classā¦ - in which Sirius and Remus come to terms with their feelings for you with James Potterās help.
Ā 3: Just maybe ā in which Remus, Sirius and you agree to a polyamorous relationship, but it causes a rift in your long-term friendship with Regulus.
Ā 4: Broken promises ā in which a flashback reveals the depths of your and Regulus connection causing you to talk it over. After an excruciating weekend at home, you return to Hogwarts to find Remus in the hospital wing.
5. Home - in which Remus reveals his secret to you, causing both Sirius and you to reassure him of your love for him.
Blurbs, one shots, and spinoff to come soon!!
Taglist:
@maraudersforlife2005 @xlxnq @1-800-wh0re4reid @liviessun @ae3ther @de-duchess @wolf-phoenix-lover @i-am-grells-pretty-boy @thewitchesofart
Let me know if youād like to be added!
AN: This was not meant to turn into a series but I canāt help myself. My brain is not braining right now, so if you have requests I will welcome them with open arms š
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Grell's Trans Man (Headcanons/Scenario) Yandere Grell X Trans Man Reader (Black Butler)
[Hello, My Sexy Muffins! I am back with another chapter! This one is with Grell (Who is a trans woman in canon!) and she is yandere for you her trans man! Headcanons and Scenario! Let's do this! But first Disclaimer!Ā
(Disclaimer: Grell In Canon is a trans woman! Black Butler takes place in the past before surgery for bottom surgery was a thing! So Even though Grell and Reader do not have bodies that would match up with their true gender, they are still trans. Trans women are Women and Trans Men Are Men! Trans Rights Are Human Rights!
Disclaimer: Grell is not yandere in canon, but once again she IS A trans woman in canon! This is just for fun and not to be taken seriously at all! Simping for fictional characters and yanderes is fine! Just do not be illegal or gross about it! You know who are! You Dirty, Flaky, Biscuits! Yanderes are not ideal partners to have in real life! Also, remember to separate fiction from reality and headcanon from canon! Thank you!)Ā Ā
Please enjoy this chapter here, all of my sexy muffins!]Ā
-Yandere Headcanons With Yandere Grell X Trans Man (AFAB/FTM) Reader From Back Butler-Ā
.Grell is a man-loving woman and she is a bit boy-crazy.Ā
.You were socially transitioned, so you used a specially made and modified corset to bind your chest.Ā
.You also cut your hair to a shorter look and wear male clothing.Ā
.She falls obsessed with you, more than anyone else.Ā
.She was shocked that she realized you were like her but the opposite.Ā
.That you were born female or were a man.Ā
.She feels like you understand her in a way that no other person has.Ā
.She feels safe with you and she adores you.Ā
.She expresses how sexy you are and how she finds you to be so manly.Ā
.She is always making you feel like the man you are and always is comforting you when you need it.Ā
.Like when you are going through your period.Ā
.She is supportive of you and lets you hold onto her when the cramps are so strong.Ā
.She also lets you be the man in the relationship and loves when you are the gentleman opening the door for her.Ā
.And calling her, your lady~Ā
.She adores you and is very protective of you and can become very jealous.Ā
.She hated when women would throw themselves at you, what harlots they were thinking that they had a chance with you.Ā
.She would have sex with you in many ways. With mainly you doing the bottoming from the top. Your guy's sex life is very unique in that you take control and be the one on top. But her cock would be inside your pussy. Still, you are the one to take control even though it is different parts for you guys.Ā
.She would not let you become pregnant, helping you make sure that you guys do not have sex when you are in your fertile time.Ā
.Also sometimes if she can find a way for you to have something to fuck her with. She would love you fully topping her~Ā
.If people misgender you, she would not like it once, she would even kill humans with her death scythe, even though she is not supposed to.Ā
.No one insults her man.Ā
.She hopes that one day she could marry you and make you her husband, she imagines in a perfect world you would be her husband and she your wife.Ā
.So that is why her being your bride is one of her biggest dreams.Ā
.She would deal with rivals by scaring them off and killing them is she has to.Ā
.She would be the type of yandere that loves to shower you with affection and to make you feel so good.Ā
.She will help you feel like the man and for you to ravage her~Ā
.She adores kissing you, like kissing you is even better than sex as it is so very intimate!Ā
.She can be a bit of a clingy yandere as well, she would not want to let you go and would love to snuggle in your big strong arms~Ā
.She would confess to you with a well-written love letter where she expresses her love for you and shows you just how much she loves and adores you.Ā
.If you accept her love she is over the moon and cannot help but spin around and squeal with how happy she is.Ā
.If you did not accept her love she would be heartbroken and have her heart beak.Ā
.But she is not going to give up, she is the type of yandere that no matter how turned down she is not going to give up.Ā
.She will continue to love and adore you and show you were love to her final days!Ā
(Grell) (Her Super Touchy, Clingy, Obsessive Love~)Ā
(No One's POV)Ā
She loved you, loved you more than anyone else. She fell for you the moment she met you. She did not even know that you were born female. It did not matter to her, you were still the most stunning, handsome man to her. You are HER Stunning, handsome man!Ā
"(Name)!" She cries out when she sees you, she was on a job and was happy to see you, her stunning man.Ā
"Grell!" You cry out and smile at your girlfriend as she jumps down and pulls you into her arms.Ā
Her hands had even made a small grab at your ass~ She loved your tight ass~Ā
"I am so glad to see you, you look even more handsome than usual~" She compliments you~Ā "Oh, thank you, and you look even more beautiful, my sweet lady~," You tell her and she blushes.Ā "Oh you are a sly sweet little devil~" She says. "So what are you doing out here?" She asks you.Ā
"Oh, my father wants me to meet ...someone." You say and look away, your father wanted you to meet a man, to have a suitor and a husband to stop all this silly gender nonsense, his words.Ā
"Oh, who is it?" She asks feeling a bit jealous as you seem to be keeping a little of info out from her.Ā
You sigh and look at her. "Grell, my father wants me to see Count Viktor. For a possible husband." You tell her making a face.Ā
Grell's face darkens. "Where is this man." She says.Ā
"Grell it does not matter who he is, I shall not accept his advances." You try to tell her but she grabs your chin.Ā
"You are my man, my future husband, and I will not let some man steal you from me. Now my sweet (Name). Tell me where he is." She orders you.Ā "Alright, he is down at the tea shop." You tell her and she nods your head kissing you deeply.Ā "I will deal with him, here go to the tailor and get a suit on me." She tells you, she was forgetting her mission and was going to make sure this man stayed away from you.Ā
You belonged to her, you were her future husband and she would not let any man, woman, or child have you. You are hers, and only hers.Ā
[YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS another chapter is done! I hope you all enjoyed this, and stay sexy, all of my sexy muffins!]Ā
#yandere#yandere headcanons#headcanons#scenarios#yandere grell#yandere scenarios#grell sutcliff#grell#yandere black butler#black butler grell#grell x reader#grell is a woman#grell is a trans woman#reader#trans reader#trans man reader#trans rights are human rights#trans man#trans men are men#trans women are women#trans#trans awareness week#trans awareness
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Can I request undertaker x female reaper reader where, even though nobody thinks it's possible for reapers to get pregnant, reader starts having morning sickness, but her and undertaker just think she's sick and find out she's pregnant?
What would doting husband undertaker be like? What would he do the first time he feels the baby kick?
I like to think that this would only happen if two reapers have a love that is beyond the rules of the universe.
AND AUNTIE GRELL WOULD BE A THING!!!
YESSS!! omg i absolutely love this.
title; family
warnings; pregnancy, overload of cuteness and adrian being the happiest father-to-be alive (or unalive, technically).
It started out small, the signs. You would start feeling nauseous, especially in the mornings. At first, it was only the feeling, but then it would turn into you bent over the toilet, throwing up. Your husband was worried the first time it happened, because reapers couldn't get sick. Or, they weren't supposed to, anyway. For one to be throwing up was a bad sign. (And he couldn't help but immediately think Thorns, even if that wasn't a typical Thorns symptom.)
But then it continued. For days. Some days, you would just curl up under the blanket and not want to be disturbed. Other days, you spent a good portion of your morning in the bathroom. On week two of this, your husband was starting to suspect you weren't actually sick at all.
But how could his suspicion be right? Reapers were dead humans, without the ability to conceive or create life.
Yet that pregnancy test on the bathroom sink said otherwise.
His wide eyes stared right back at you, then slowly drifted down to your stomach. Of course, he wouldn't see any bump yet, but there was new life in your womb. Life both of you had created.
And impossibly, his dream of being a father had come true.
You both weren't with Dispatch anymore, but you were still friends with Grelle. She had been your best friend before you left, so how could you not share this news? You also wanted answers, though. How were you pregnant?
"From all I know, it has something to do with the pureness of a reaper's love," she explained one day, sitting both of you down. "Apparently, if your love is true and pure, despite all this being a punishment, you can be rewarded with a child. Nothing is more pure than a child, so it's supposed to be a representation of your own connection. A symbol, if you will, of how strong your love is that you can overcome a fundamental reaper law and conceive."
You blinked. "So... Adrian and I's love is so strong we were able to conceive?"
"Pretty much." Her eyes lit up. "I will be the best aunt your child will ever have! I'll bring them lots of presents and show them the best ways to reap and-"
"Okay, slow down," you laughed. "One thing at a time, Grelle. First, Adrian and I need to process this."
"Well, alright, but once you're done processing, let me know. We're going to get you maternity clothes!"
Adrian was the absolute picture of a doting husband the second he had the confirmation. Not that he wasn't before, but now he was practically by your side every second. You were feeling a little suffocated, yes, but to be honest, his excitement was adorable. He had come home one day loaded with books. Not the ones of the medical variety, though. Baby names. All kinds of baby names.
You laughed as he set all of them down, spread out on the couch in your living room. You wore a silk robe, one he had gotten for you after you complained your other robe felt too itchy on your skin. Nothing but the best for the mother of my child, he'd insisted.
"Did you just go out and get all of those?" You teased, one hand resting on your swollen belly. You were five and a half months along by now, and you were getting to the point where Adrian had to do much of the work around the house by himself. "Oh my god, Adrian, how many books did you buy?"
"A book merchant owed me favors," he shrugged, a silly grin on his face. "I was quite convincing when I suggested he give all these to me."
Threatened, more like. You just smiled and shook your head, watching as Adrian sat down beside you. "I thought we wanted to wait on names until closer to my due date."
"Well, why not now? We can make a list and see what feels right then!" He leaned over to kiss you sweetly, one hand rubbing your bump. "I want to be completely prepared for our child, luv."
"In that case, I cannot argue." You sighed contentedly as you laid back down. "Damnit. I forgot my water again."
"I'll get it." He was immediately up to go get it. You heard him shuffling in the kitchen for a moment, before he went quiet. Then... "Luv, no offense, but perhaps I should take care of doing the dishes from now on."
With a frown, you struggled up and walked over to the kitchen. "What? Why?"
He chuckled as he glanced towards the sink, where... Oh. You had been making a snack earlier, and put the dirty plate in the sink and the celery in the fridge. But apparently, pregnancy brain had kicked in again, because the celery was in the dirty dish pile. You didn't need to look to know the dish was probably in the fridge. "Ah... Perhaps you might be right. In my defense, I got hungry!" You whined playfully. "You can't hold this against me."
"I will certainly tease you about it," he laughed, wrapping an arm around your waist. "Nonstop."
"Hey! I am carrying your child, so I'm sorry if I got things mixed up." You pouted, making him kiss your cheek.
"And you look absolutely beautiful while doing both," he reassured you. You couldn't stay mad while he was being all doting, so you sighed and gave in.
"You'd better think so." You poked his nose playfully before waddling back to your place on the couch. You winced, suddenly. "Adrian!"
He practically came running, worried something had happened by the tone of your voice. "What?!" You just grabbed his hand and placed it on your belly, shushing him. A moment passed, then... The baby kicked again, and his eyes widened.
"Was that...?"
"That was our baby, my love. They kicked!"
He knelt in front of you, keeping his hand there. "Hi, baby," he whispered, kissing your belly. "Can you hear me? It's your father."
"I don't know if they can hear you," you teased.
"If you can, I want you to know I love you so much already. Your mother and I cannot wait to meet you," he continued, smiling up at you. Nothing came again, and you saw how he looked quite disappointed, but you reassured him there would be more kicks.
Three and a half months passed by rather quickly, leading to the birth of your very healthy baby girl.
She was the most precious thing in the universe. You stared at your daughter in awe as she slept in your arms, face scrunched up. Adrian was right beside you, sniffling quietly. Your husband rarely ever cried, but you would be upset if the birth of his own daughter wasn't one of the times he did. "She's beautiful," you whispered.
"Absolutely perfect," he agreed softly. "Both of my girls are. I... I can't thank you enough for giving me a family, my love. I never thought..." His voice broke. "I'm a father. I'm really a father now..."
"And I know you'll be the best one ever."
You went to say more, but you were interrupted by Grelle coming into the room in a flurry of excitement. "Is that her?!" She gasped excitedly, leaning over you. "She's beautiful, darling! Lots of hair for a newborn!"
You rolled your eyes in amusement, but you were happy your daughter would have an aunt. And one sure to be as crazy and wonderful as Grelle.
You loved your family.
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Luxiem gang mostly Vox (and whoever you want to pick/add) x Gender fluid!reader(all pronouns) that is a lot like Grelle Sutcliff from Black Butler? Both butler and reaper from!
Like their butler form personality- shy and clumsy, freaks out when things turn for the worst
And his grim reaper Personality- is super hyper and flamboyant, passionate, impulsive, seems dumb but is confident when dealing with their job(reaping souls),
In my mind the Grim reaper form would be the backstory lore!
Even reactions to her crossing dressing from male to female styles?!
( All art I found was on Pinterest! Credit to all the artists!! )
The butler personality would be present time and the past would be the grim reaper personality!!!
Thank you so much for the request! Grell is one of my favs in Black Butler so happy to write something for her~
I'll be picking only Voxxy because I honestly think this request is for him and reader shall be gender fluid(They/Them) as requested :), this will also be in a form of a oneshot, please enjoy~!
REMINDER: Please know thatĀ I'm only writing about their personaāsĀ and not the people thats behind them! This is also a work of fiction so please try not to take this too seriously :)
WARNING: This has spoilers to Vox's lore so beware! Many timeskips, Also this will be pretty long for a oneshot but I wanted to make it detailed hehehe~
Y/n Sutcliff......
One of the most legendary grim reapers of the past, not only were they notorious for their long beautiful red hair and stunning image.
They were also the spouse of the most powerful Voice Demon, Vox Akuma. Although not many people knew that they were the powerful leaders beloved spouse, due to their last name not being Akuma.
The two of them was still very much feared by the people around them, they were both a match made in hell~
However....this happiness didn't last forever......
''Oh my dear, you look soo devilishly handsome today!~'' You said to your husband who just chuckles at your complement, holding your chin up and looking deep into your emerald eyes.
''Your more lovely looking than me, my heart~'' He whispered to you and you squealed and pretty much had a min nosebleed while Vox laughs, endeared by your outburst.
When suddenly a Kindred slammed the castle gates with a panicked look on their face....
''What seems to be the matter?'' Vox asked narrowing his eyes while you straightened your form.
''T-The.....the Tokugawa army are coming my lord!'' The Kindred yelled with tears in its eyes, ''What!'' Vox yells standing up from his throne while you stood in shock.....
''Get all the Kindreds together and Onigiri by my side right now!'' The Kindred nodded and bowed before running off to inform the other Kidreds and Onigiri.
''What should I do, my Voxxy?~'' You said smirking while preparing your weapon, ''No'' Vox said as he grabs his sword.
''What?'' You said in shock, ''I'm not letting you fight beside me'' He said looking at you with narrowed eyes.
''W-Why!?'' You yell running towards him, ''I'd rather you run away with Onigiri some place safe....'' He responded holding you by the shoulders.
''Vox I can protect myself, you know this! I'm a reaper!'' You protested removing his hands from your shoulders running to your shared bedroom.
Vox shook his head and saw Onigiri approaching him, ''My lord, the Kindreds are ready for battle. What are your other orders?'' Onigiri asked, bowing. ''Be with my spouse....take them some place safe...'' Vox said as he looked at the balcony of his castle, seeing the Tokugawa army approaching....
''Yes....my lord'' Onigiri said as he goes off to see you, Vox watches as Onigiri disappears and sighs. You were right....you were strong enough to fight....
But.....he didn't wanna lose you....he knows how powerful Tokugawa was....and he wasn't gonna wait for him to get to you.
Vox jumps from his balcony and lands in front of all his Kindred as Tokugawa's army approaches, and he realizes that their were more soldiers than more Kindred...which was instantly not good....
But Vox knew that they were gonna win this war......
They had to
''Your sovereign! We have to leave, quick!'' Onigiri said as he slams your bedroom doors open, but soon shock followed as he saw you jump off your bedroom balcony.
''YOUR SOVEREIGN!!!'' You hear Onigiri yell, but at this point you didn't care...you were going to fight alongside Vox....
As the battle goes on, Vox notices that his Kindreds were slowly being wiped out....
He grunted and looked at Tokugawa who pointed his sword at Vox, ''If only you had agreed to serve under me, this wouldn't happen'' He said as Vox ready his sword to fight.
''Now....prepare to die demon!'' He yelled as he ran at Vox, swinging his sword at him, Vox landed a few cuts on Tokugawa but the man was still standing and Vox was slowly losing straight as well as power.....and as he lets his guard down, Tokugawa runs to impale Vox from behind until they both heard a scream of Vox's name.....
As quickly as Vox could turn around, you were already impaled by the sword.....blood coming out of your stomach......
Vox Akuma could only stare in shock as you fell limp into his arms, as he started crying and hugged your body close.
He failed to protect the one thing that made his life heaven......
Vox then decided that he wouldn't let your sacrifice go in vain....he would get revenge.....and soon he unwillingly left your body and ran away to hide from Tokugawa and his army....
He had lost his clan.....
Onigiri....
and now his beloved......
But that was 400 years ago, and now he was living a life where he was peaceful....
He had new followers to call Kindreds and got reunited with Onigiri, as well as met friends who were like family to him....
The only thing that was missing was....
You
His beloved
Vox sighs as he heads to a cafe he usually goes to, to chill and take a breather. As he enters the cafe and chooses a table.....
''U-Uhm....w-what can I get f-for you...today?'' He hears a shaky voice say beside him, Vox looks up to speak and his eyes widened in shock.
Their you were...in all your beauty.....
You no longer had your beautiful red hair but you still had your gorgeous emerald eyes and that lovely face he had missed oh so much....
''S-Sir...?'' You call out to him, feeling more shy. He gulped and spoke in a shaky tone....
''May i...k-know your name?'' He asks you, and you tilt your head in confusion but answer his question regardless.
''Y-Y/n...Sutcliff'' You answer, and Vox's heart almost bursted out of his chest, you were alive!? All this time....but it seemed like you didn't even remember him...and you looked slightly different....
He decided to wait for the right moment and just composes himself and ordered the usual thing he orders, you nod and run off to prepare his order, Vox soon leaves the cafe and goes back to his apartment to rethink what had occurred....
It was definitely you, no doubt. Maybe...you got reincarnated? But you still had those reaper eyes....so maybe you somehow survived and lost your memories in the process?
Whatever, Vox doesn't care.....if he has to make you fall for him all over again, so be it. He won't lose you this time
So he started going to the cafe more often and started getting to know you more, you changed but was still the same. You were more shy and clumsy but you still had that charming side to you when you both are alone, you liked to crossdress and switch between being a man and a woman, but Vox still found you beautiful and stunning.
And after months of secretly courting you. Vox confessed to you and he was elastic when you accepted to be his once again.
Soon, Onigiri and the Kindred knew about you. With Onigiri sobbing about how he misses you....have you even met Onigiri before?-
Vox didn't tell you about the past....he will once he thinks your ready, but for now...he'll be enjoying the days he has with you....
For you, will always be his red beauty~
DONE!~
I'm so happy to be able to do this request, this was really fun~
I hope you loved and enjoy this! If I got anything inaccurate, then please tell me and I'll gladly change it :)
I hope that you guys also enjoyed the angst ehehehe~
Thank you @zomchan69for the fun request!
Reblogs are appreciated and Feedback/Comments are always appreciated! :3
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I had a request for Grell x female reaper reader.
Y/N is dealing with bulimia and has never told Grell about it. On one of Y/N's days off Grell gets off early and when she's home, hears her love throwing up in the bathroom. (I headcanon that reapers can get sick sometimes) Grell asks Y/N if she's okay because it's very rare for reapers to get sick. Y/N breaks down and finally tells Grell about this illness that's come back to effect her even though she's not alive anymore.
Okay I was gonna wait and answer this in the morning but I'm just gonna do it now to get it off my mind.
No, I'm sorry, but I won't write it.
Eating disorders are a touchy topic in general with me bc I've struggled with it before. I won't never write eating disorders, but certain things I just won't do, especially since I didn't have bulimia and I wouldn't wanna say something that isn't true about or hurtful towards those who do. Vomit it also a touchy topic that I try not to write if I can avoid it bc I am very sensitive to that stuff (in terms of like I'll start to feel queezy myself) and just don't like it.
So, I'm sorry but I won't write your request. If you'd like to discuss an alternative where Grelle comforts a reader who struggles with an eating disorder in general, my dms are always open. I might not respond super quick but they're open.
#asks are fine too but i don't think you can privately answer an anon so unless you wanna discuss it out in the open dms are the best bet#i'll still keep you anonymous if we come to a consensus tho so dw if that's what you want#just lmk bc i do feel bad saying no#im just uncomfy writing something like this#sorry anon /gen#em answers#this is on me i should make a post with rules for requesting i'll get on that tomorrow
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PARTNERS IN CRIME // Grell Sutcliff x Reader
FEMALE READER.
SUMMARY : You had been suffering in the hands of the thing known to be your husband. You had enough. You wanted him dead. And so you began to devise a plan to kill him; when suddenly, you stumbled upon a flirtatious redhead, who, unbeknown to you, was willing to be your partner in crime.
WORD COUNT : 5957 words.
GENRES : angst. very slight fluff if you squint. smut.
WARNINGS : domestic abuse. physical and mental torture. 19th century misogyny. implications of rape. cheating. reader is implied to have serious mental health issues and is on the brink of insanity.
watch out for typographical/grammatical errors.
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"You duffer! What do you think you're doing back there?!"
My livid husband -- as much as I didn't want to call that fiend that title, for the sake of continuing my family's legacy, I did, for three unbearable years -- lashed his whip at me, at the same time screaming with such shrillness that all dignity was lost. A new set of wounds overlapped my barely healing ones. I bit back a sob. Being used to being deliberately abused didn't mean that it wouldn't hurt anymore, or that I'd eventually grow numb to it. At the time I had two choices: to answer his rhetorical question or not, but both always led to the same outcome.
Another whip of the lash, which welted my cheeks and smeared blood around the area. The tears which formed on my eyes fueled that manic bloodlust on his abominable face. He laughed and said, "Don't come crying now! Weren't you the one who was so complacent earlier? Disrespecting your husband in public. Have some shame, you harlot! You don't get to talk back to me. I am the man here. You're just a woman who can't even follow the simplest rule."
The following whips were ceaseless and more jarred than the last. The butlers and the maids... they could only watch with empty eyes. No remorse, no guilt about being not able to do anything for the one who had kept them so they could sustain their families.Ā
Those ungrateful rats...
By the end of the night, the sleek, white floor had been tainted with my blood. Its iron smell filled the room, and the fiend had told the servants to clean up the filth. Then, he took me back to the bedroom.
"Surely, you're not dumb enough to think that I'd actually sleep with trash like you tonight. Go and fix yourself. You earned this. And if you let any wounds be left uncovered for the meeting tomorrow, you know what I'm gonna do."
Gritting my teeth, I seized the bedsheet with quivering hands, looking at the door which the fiend had just closed. I couldn't hear his footsteps nor the wind that howled forlornly that night. In fact, the only thing I could hear was my raging heartbeat and the voice in my head which vividly spoke to me. The voice which overwrote any other thoughts and told me what I needed to do.
I had to kill that bastard.
āąøŗļ½”*:ļ½„
Several days later.
My plan was fixed. All that was left to do was to put it in action at the right moment. I still had to wait for it to come, and it left me furious, filled with even sicker thoughts, that I could not set it in motion immediately as I had wanted -- needed.
I found myself at a jewelry shop at the time. Perhaps some of the beauts could offer just the tiniest amount of relaxation for me. I stooped and stared at the jade in the selection, when suddenly I sensed an encroachment, a figure looming behind me. Fearing that it might be the bastard, I immediately turned around. But it was only a stranger -- a stranger who possessed possibly the most vibrant shade of red hair and a peculiar pair of chartreuse irides. She seemed too pompous to be in a place like this. I wondered if she had taken interest in the jade I was staring at. I moved to the side, but she began speaking to the confused purveyor.
"Those amethysts suit the lady very well, don't they?"
It took me a while to figure out that she was indeed referring to me. She reeked of no harm, but I did not understand why she was acting so familiar with me, so I put my guard on nonetheless.
"L-Lady Everleigh, would you like to take a look at these amethysts?"
The stranger suddenly smiled at me. I looked at the purveyor and nodded. As he took it out for me to see, the redhead walked closer to me.
"Lady Everleigh, is it?"
I instinctively hissed, a subtle one so she would not notice. How much I loathed being called by that surname.
"I don't think I've ever seen you around here."
She chuckled, almost coyly. "Oh dear, I have been around here for quite a while now."
"Really? Because I'd remember that pompous red hair anywhere. What's your name?"
"I'm Grell Sutcliff, the one and only." The flirtatious nature surrounding her only expanded. "Now now dear, I certainly won't let you go without knowing your full name, so, pray tell."
"I am Lady [Y/N] Everleigh of the House of Everleigh. Pleased to make your acquaintance, Ms. Sutcliff."
The merchant who had just come back looked like he was about to apologize profusely on behalf of Grell's ignorance. Yet I decided to not mind it nonetheless. Strangers are sometimes better than people you know, because the latter often judge harsher than the former.
"So, why did you think that these amethysts suit me, Grell?" I stared at the purple gems glinting before me, then stared at her. I could not help but be mesmerized by the peculiar color of her eyes. They were fascinating. I didn't think that I had seen such pair of vivid eyes like hers. She was also observing me, but I had observed longer. She looked pleased at my astonishment, well-aware of her own beauty and charisma. I averted my eyes back to the gems.
She was, undoubtedly, pulchritudinous.
"Why they suit you? Well, no other reasons than them being so pretty! I would've liked them to myself if it weren't for the fact that purple isn't my usual color. It clashes horribly with my hair color!"
True enough, they were beautiful. Beautiful enough to like, beautiful enough to loath. They were pretty, but they did not suit me, for amethysts were supposed to symbolize one's chastening and purity. It would be horrible,Ā wouldn't it? For such a lovely gem's worth be brought down only because someone so tainted already and filled with nothing but murderous thoughts, someone who couldn't be fixed with purification, had worn it.
I forced a smile. "I'll take it. The lady said it suits me, so it does." The merchant looked delighted, and as I was giving my payment, I accidentally glanced at the ruby placed at the bottom, then at Grell. An idea struck me.
"Grell. Would you like to have dinner with me later? You need only to tell me of your address. I'll send a carriage by 7. How does that sound?"
"Oh let's see -- hmm, Will probably won't mind if I... delay my duties for a bit, won't he? Besides, I deserve a break after all the hard work I've put in this job!" She mumbled on, noisily, the fact that she was in a public place slipping from her mind. Her mind had begun to wander aimlessly at the thoughts of how a certain colleague of hers bothered her to the brim.
I coughed, gaining her attention. Through the pristine glass window behind her I could see the sun starting to drown in the horizon, layers and layers of warm hues overlapping each other, with a promise of a darker sky looming on the back.
"How I would love to go out with you, Madam. However, I shall be the one to escort you to our place of dining. Well, you see, whether I like it or not, I live in such poor conditions -- and I can't bear the thought of Madam's reaction once she finds out how terrible it looks from the lips of her assistants!"
I suppressed a smirk. We all have secrets we don't want anyone to dredge, so I understood the reason behind her lying about her living conditions. It was not my part to be curious, at any rate.
"I understand, yet I'm afraid that cannot be. My... husband is such a baby, you see. He absolutely loathes it whenever friends of mine come for a visit. Rather petty, innit?" I furtively winked at the merchant who was too obvious on listening intently to my conversation with Grell. "How about we meet here by 7pm? We could take a walk to our dining place. It won't be that long. I wouldn't want to tire you out, would I?"
"Oh, but the weariness would be worth it for you." She smirked, and I found myself smiling. She added, "Anyway, I'm fine with it. Do be careful, darling. I shall see you around later."
"Looking forward to it."
With that, we both left the jewelry shop and parted ways.
An unbidden smile found its way to my lips as I recalled our encounter. Amidst all the problems besetting my life, I had made a sudden acquaintance, and found something to look forward to, as if I had been stuck wandering in the woods wherein daytime ceased to exist, and finally I had caught glimpse of flames. A bonfire. The premonition of freedom awaited me... There, in the flames.
I stared at the setting sun in awe and contemplation. The illusion at the sky was that of a dancing flame, vivid red.
Grell. Such charisma. A very charming lady, indeed.
āąøŗļ½”*:ļ½„
The remaining hours passed speedily. I had gone out to our meeting spot solely and without consent (as ifĀ I needed an utter dingus to tell me what to do), as the abomination had not yet arrived. The butlers and maids did not bother to ask where I was headed, though I saw how their eyes wandered apprehensively on me. If the abomination would have to arrive before I did, he would ask them, yet they had not a clue where I went, which put my heart at ease.
The familiar figure that I was strangely but utterly delighted to see was leaning against the wall, shadows casting over her face. As I walked closer I began to see that flirtatious, smiling countenance once more, and I automatically smiled.
"Shall we, my lady?"
"We shall."
And so we began walking side by side.
"You don't seem to have a lot on your plate these days, now do you, Madam? I was actually surprised that you managed to ask me out on a date."
I coughed. "Pardon?"
"Well of course I meant a friendly date. Just two beautiful ladies hanging out with each other."
"I don't have much to do, you see. One might think that living inside a huge mansion is a privilege -- in which case, it is, as seen from a more incisive perspective -- however, it has been quite... monotonous, these past few... weeks? Months. I have lost track of time. Seeing the same old people, their same old habits and emotions, or lack thereof..."
When I looked down, I saw that our arms had been linked together.
"I reckon you must have been so lonely, Lady Everleigh."
I sighed as I peered into the distance, looking at the signs. "I am. It's rather difficult to maintain a reputation amidst all the turmoils happening in one's life," I paused, then smiled. "Pardon me. I ramble too much."
"Ramble as much as you'd like. After all, it's merely the two of us here. Well, excluding passers-by, of course." She smiled, almost wistfully, as our eyes met, her features illuminated by the pale moonlight. I stopped my tracks, flabbergasted by her beauty. I swallowed the uninvited lump in my throat and then looked around, suddenly interested in the most mundane things around. We continued walking.
What was this? What's up with her, or with me? Why did I feel like opening up to a complete stranger? Why was it that I had the urge to release and lay everything upon her?
Somehow... It was almost like a bone-deep feeling, that she was someone to be trusted.
"But of course, I can ramble for you instead if you don't want to. Nobles do like to be conservative and mysterious after all, don't they?"
"Please, not all. And certainly not when it comes to you," I chuckled, "I would go on and ramble, only if you don't mind the mudslingings about my -- "
"Your husband, I reckon?"
"Yes, that thing."
"Ooh, my, my. Let me guess, you had enough of him, don't you? You want to find someone new -- someone who will give you all the thrills and excitement that he's lacking!"
"Yes, and no. After all the experiences I had with him? I dare not think of engaging in another relationship with anyone, as they could only be far worse than him."
"Oh dearie, you might eat your own words someday."
"And what makes you say that?"
"I have a very strong feeling about it."
"That's not very reliable now, is it?"
"So you're saying my feelings are invalid, huh!" She said in a frivolous manner.
"Now now don't be so belligerent, Grell. I never said anything." I chuckled. "But it must be nice, you know, to have someone who reciprocates your actions for a spouse. Perhaps in another life. This life? I don't suppose." Quietness enveloped us, before I continued. "I do not think it's appropriate, especially for someone of my status, to tell a stranger a secret, but I know for certain at least everyone in this miserable world had shared their secrets to people worse than strangers -- for instance, backstabbers. But, going back, you already know my secret -- but I'm once again saying it for emphasis: I am not happy with my marriage. It is horrible."
The atmosphere began to feel oppressive. Even talking about him was enough to smother me. I felt my heart beat faster. I regretted it, talking about him. It felt as if he was around me again -- lurking in the shadows, waiting to pounce on me, afflict my psychological being and feist on it. I was about to separate my arm from hers, but she suddenly said,Ā "My, he must've been so bad in bed for you to be able to say that."
I stared at her blankly as she gave me an inconspicuous, knowing look, pushing me against the nearest brick wall. Then I burst into a fit of giggles, my chest genuinely feeling lighter.
"You are rather bold, aren't you? I wasn't pertaining to the explicit part of a relationship. But, I suppose, you aren't wrong in that regard."
"Absolute incompetence!" There were feigned puking noises, and then, "You know, my dear, if you're looking for an exuberant time, I have a suggestion."
"Exuberant time?" I raised a brow eloquently. She grinned like a chesire cat.
"I know how you feel. Your husband is awful in every aspect. You live a lonely life, I daresay."
Unlinking our arms, she backed me into the nearest brick wall. My breathing hitched, but it wasn't another panic attack about to occur. Blood seared throughout me, painting my cheeks, neck, and ears red, the feeling only intensifying as she slammed her left arm against the wall, right beside my head.
"You know, Lady Everleigh, someone so beautiful like you isn't suited for the life of marital loneliness." I tried valiantly to control my breathing as she leaned her face closer to mine. Her hot breath against my neck sent shivers down my spine. I could feel her eyes piercing through my collarbone, and the feeling was oddly... thrilling. She lifted her head up so that our eyes were meeting. The atmospheric tension grew thick with something akin to sinister longing. I was afraid that I would melt right on the spot with her radical gaze.
Suddenly, she whispered, and I dreaded even more, my legs daring to tremble.
"I can fix that." She was smirking now. "What do you say?"
It was clearly a tempting offer. Though I had a vague feeling of wrongness coating me. But was it wrong? Was it any more wrong than the sick thoughts in my head? I had always envisioned killing my abusive husband in many, many creative ways. Was envisioning myself having fun with this redhair any wrong?
I smirked back. But in the end, I had to shake my head.
"No." She pulled herself back, disappointment on her face. But not until I added, "Though I might consider."
After a few more minutes of walking and idly discussing arbitrary topics, we arrived. Once inside, her explicit remarks were blocked out by the chatters of everyone else. I took us to a table and scanned the menu, then we patiently awaited our dishes to be served.
Grell was looking around, her eyes were full of idleness, yet also longing.
"It's been ages since I've eaten properly in a cafe with someone! Ah, terrible days I don't want to reminisce. Thank heavens the image of you in such cafes is enough to block out those unwanted memories," she mumbled, "Though I daresay the menus sound more promising this time."
"Ages? Work must be real tough for you. If only you could work for me, but it would be a drain for your mental well-being. And imagine having to see Mr. Everleigh everyday for a start. You might age rather quickly because of such." I grinned.
"As long as I get to see you, I don't really mind, -- " she winked " -- ugh, if only Will doesn't mind as well. Life can be so horrible, can't it?"
I assented, then a shadow fell over our table. Expecting our food, I looked up with the friendliest smile on my face, only for it to immediately dissolve into a frown once I saw the face of something I had loathed more than anything in the entire universe.
"[Y/N], my darling. Where have you been? I was worried sick! Why did you leave the house without permission? Who knows what could've happened to you! Ugh.. Never leave the house again, okay? I'm so glad I had Roger tail you when you left."
The dingus took my arm, an act of sincere worry to the public, but a torture for me. His nails were digging my skin. I had to suppress a moan because if I didn't, he would hit me -- but what difference would it make, again? Something worse awaited me that night, I felt it.
He looked at Grell. He seemed to be judging her from head to toe. A small sneer formed on his face. I was compelled to slap him but thought better.
"So sorry to interrupt your little bonding, but my wife and I have matters to attend to. Don't we, [Y/N] darling?"
Hearing the nickname physically pained me. I looked at Grell apologetically. She looked very pissed as she stared at the abomination beside me, who had by then elbowed my stomach.
"You're not even gonna let her finish her meal?"
"You don't have to worry about that. We have far better meals at home than this place could serve. The bills will be taken care of, and you could go eat on your own."
Now Grell looked like she was about to burst. I bit my lip as his nails dugged into my skin harder. He clearly didn't expect Grell to answer back. He was too used to people being submissive to him. Clearly, that was a shock.
"Good sir, you can see that your wife clearly doesn't want to go home! Don't ruin her fun."
That popped a nerve. Now, the abomination wasn't even trying to put up a front, losing inauthentic dignity.
"Listen, you mingler. This is a marital matter, so you better stay out of it. My wife, my rules. She doesn't have to listen to someone like you. Goodness, do you even know whom you're talking to? Come on now, [Y/N]."
He looked at me sharply. I knew what that look meant. I mentally prepared myself for the worse, but I couldn't help my body's intense quivering. The abomination took me by the arm, and we walked out of the cafe as if nothing happened, then I looked back and mouthed "I'm sorry." at Grell. The jolly, frivolous aura had completely left her by then, replaced by an unnatural gravity that looked undoubtedly intimidating to those who would accidentally place their gaze upon her. The insignificant other squeezed my arm and I supressed a yelp.
Hell had awaited me patiently that night in what people of lower status might see as a safe fortress. I would continue not to speak of the disturbing event which took place later that evening in the mansion, for it was too much to bear -- too much to even think about to this day. The only thing I could say was how much I had shamefully wept afterwards, holding the blood-stained clothes I had worn that evening.
The night air nibbled on my skin as streaks of moonlight found its way on the bedroom floor. Almost nude if not for the thin piece of fabric I enclosed myself in, and with limping legs, I traipsed onto the veranda and looked down miserably.
It was compelling to fall to an untimely death; but the latter would only benefit the bastard, and that was not what I wanted.
All those screaming... And yet not a single guard, maid, or butler had given effort to sneak into my room to console me, let alone give just a single glance of sympathy.
Those who had turned blind eyes were just as guilty and filthy as him.
And they would all pay.
I felt eyes on me, the fine hairs on my back standing up. I scanned the area below; there was none looking at me, even when I turned around.
I went to my bed and closed my eyes, trying to sleep. Somehow, I still felt like someone was watching me. But then, it wasn't just a feeling anymore -- I was certain that someone was there, watching me as I struggled to sleep. I could feel their shadow looming over me. My eyes were kept squeezed and shut, afraid that if I opened them, I would meet his sardonic grin, and then his fist hitting my face.
But then the person had caressed me -- had caressed the bruises, the brokenness beyond compare, and their soft touches had almost mended me. If not physicaally, at least mentally. And I knew that the bastard would never do that to me.
My right eye opened to a slit. A brown fabric -- then red hair billowed above it.
Pompous red hair.
I could've just been dreaming, but wished I didn't. I feared that I would never come to a definite answer as I had already fallen asleep. And when I awoke, alone, no evidences were there to support what I believed had happened.
āąøŗļ½”*:ļ½„
Two nights after.
That was when I decided to finally put my thoughts into actions. I knew that my husband's mistress would be coming in; I overheard the bastard talking to her the day before. Unfortunately, she would just be an innocent bystander who'd get dragged to the impending accident because of her choice of man. But what did they say? The more, the merrier.
I had dined in the restaurant where I usually spent my lonely evenings before, talking to some other haughty noble ladies. I disliked them fiercely, but they would give me the best alibi, given their lack of sense of time. I had enganged myself in mundane conversations with plenty of them before furtively exiting and going back to the place that was about to become literall hell, choosing an unusual route and making sure that no one else saw me as the usual Lady Everleigh.
I had spread a generous amount of gasoline all across inconspicuous places at the mansion, though particularly at the backyard, leading to the library just right next to the room where the bastard and his mistress would be staying. All that was left to do was to lit the match.
However, when I arrived, something I had never expected greeted me.
There, in the middle, tied up and naked, were the devil himself and his mistress, writhing in agony. They were the only ones conscious. Every guard, butler, and maid, were also tied up, sound asleep and unknowing to the misery that was about to befall them.
A figure emerged from shadows behind the throng of unconscious people, red hair billowing. The abomination widened his eyes and looked at me, having the guts to beg for my mercy.
"I saved the best part for you. They're all yours, partner."
Grell smirked, a flash of sharp, white teeth, feeling just as pleased as I was upon seeing the filths getting what they deserved.
"Oh, I hope you don't mind though. I just couldn't help myself! I had been overthinking -- what if some of those cheap minions escape the fire you had prepared for everyone? That would be a shame, really. Everyone is invited to have fun; why, this is exclusive! They should appreciate your effort, really. Though I admit, walking into imbeciles doing unorthodox things weren't pleasing! Not to mention the lack of passion. Also -- "
I suddenly cut her off by planting my lips against hers, firm and rough, releasing all the built up tension that had formed since the other night. I felt her respond to my kiss, pulling me by the waist closer to her body. She parted her lips for me to enter, my tongueĀ exploring every inch of her wetness. She began to whine as I dominated her mouth, my hands taking and gripping her wrists. Reluctantly, we pulled away for air, panting and gasping, and for a moment I had almost forgotten that I was supposed to kill tonight, if not for an irritating, stifled whimper.
"Sorry, unfinished business. We'll have to continue later..." I panted. Grell stood behind me, her hands on my shoulders. Then, she handed me a matchbox just as I was about to reach for the one in my pocket.
"Grell, I can't help but wonder... How?" I looked around in awe before facing her. I already had an answer in mind, but I wanted a confirmation.
"I've been watching you, darling. I knew that I couldn't leave you on the hands of a bastard. You're too beautiful for that, didn't I tell you? I was planning to kill them all for you, but I figured that you might want to do the latter yourself. This is the least I can do for you, my little amethyst."
"Oh, Grell... So it was really you. I wasn't imagining things, then."
A blush found its way on my cheeks, remembering the night she had cared for me. Then, just like on that night, she began to caress my cheek. Her thumb made its way to my mouth; I gaped slightly, and her thumb began rubbing circles on my lower lip. I stared at her charteuse eyes through my half-lidded ones.
"Go on, sweetie. Kill them. You can do that for me, hm?"
I nodded, half-dazed at her low whisper. I turned around reluctantly -- I was still relishing the feeling. But it would have to wait.
I couldn't help but smile as the thing I once had called my husband writhed uselessly in fear. He was sweating profusely, trying to say something through the duct tape that was stifling his mouth; meanwhile, his mistress wasn't even moving anymore, just staring vacuously at nothing in particular, already accepting her fate due to her own stupidity.
You got yourself in this mess, you courtesan.
"How does it feel now? Regretting everything you did to me? Has your conscience finally started working? Do you feel bad now? Do you feel bad now that you realize what you've done to me? That those actions of yours created a monster inside me? How do you feel now, you peasant, under me? Can you finally feel what I've felt, all throughout the years that we've been together? Oh, but don't worry! Consider yourself lucky because you're only going to experience the immense fear once; while I had to. Every. Single. Day."
Venom coated my words, and I felt my anger raising up. I had to control myself from running towards the kitchen to get the butcher's knife and start cutting him up like the pig he was. There were so many ways he could die in my hands -- death by asphyxiation, by arsenic poisoning, by thrusting a knife in his anus until he bleeds to death -- hah, the list was endless! Butchering him up came second next to fire. I chose the latter in the end because I felt it would give him more time to get bonkers due to the pain. It would be slow, and excruciating -- perfect.
I began laughing maniacally, my eyes twitching as the euphoric feeling enveloped my entirety. No more of that constant fear. I was finally ridding the earth of yet another monster. I was doing the world a favor by removing this unwanted dirt together with its worms. And I knew, deep in my bones, that this was only the beginning of a vast purge.
"See you in hell."
I said, lighting the match. His whimpers grew louder -- more panicked -- and the mistress seemed to have changed her mind, as she began to twist, her eyes filled with tears. I relished the scene before me. It was fun seeing people get what they truly deserve; though a little detail irked me, I couldn't lie. I wished Grell had left the workers conscious so they would know how it felt to have people watch as you suffer and turn a blind eye on it.
The match was now lit, its flames reflected on their eyes as I walked towards them. By then I was about to drop the match, but took a moment to appreciate the look of despair on their faces. I frowned, trying to mimic their expressions, but laughed, realizing that it was futile -- I couldn't even see theirĀ full expressions! Their mouths were covered in duct tape! Though it would have to stay that way. Being unable to speak must suck, right?
I smiled as I finally dropped the match. Flames began engulfing their desperately struggling figures. The whimpers were much louder now; stifled screams of agony which only gave me serotonin. I watched them burn for a minute or two. They were beginning to get crazy! My eyes lit in anticipation. They were gonna die with their minds unhinged! It was so fun to watch!
At last, I turned my back as the flames grew bigger. Grell and I had walked a bit further from the inferno that I -- no, we -- created. The flames doubled up in size in no time, successfully encircling the mansion. I could see everyone's burnt, dead figures still being consumed by the tangible fury that they had placed upon me. I laughed. And laughed. And laughed. Served them right!
I turned to look at Grell, who was staring at me with adoration. I had been with the devil -- but now, an angel had saved me. Though, she didn't much radiate the aura of an angelic being. She was an enigma, and the aura of death surrounded her.
Death. It was more apt. Death had saved me.
"Now that that's been taken care of, shall we go back to where we left off?"
Before I could answer, she slammed my back against the nearest post, our lips and bodies meeting in a harsh collision. I closed my eyes as this time, it was her who dominated my mouth, her tongue encircling mine, pushing it back as sloppy, wet sounds emanated from the both of us. The tongue-fucking continued until I was once again half-dazed, intoxicated by her sweet taste.
Thank God, for I wasn't wearing a petticoat that evening. I had chosen to wear a relatively thin, green longsleeved dress which had puffy shoulders on it and ruffles in the front. Grell had easier access to my thighs, slipping her delicate fingers underneath my skirt and squeezing my inner thigh, sending shivers down my spine and causing me to let out an uninvited moan which she giggled at. I felt a bulge hit my heated core as she wrapped my right leg around her waist, and this time the moan that I emitted was louder, needier as she created a friction that had enslaved my mind between our sexes.
Grell whined, just as needy as I was. She had then begun marking my neck, unaware of the right spot at first, which was why she had made every bite fiercely, waiting for my reaction until finally, I let out a growl, throwing my head back in pure bliss, both from the way she rutted her sex against mine, and from how tall the flames were now; the mansion was completely engulfed by it, and for certain by then, someone had already noticed it.
"Oh.." I gasped when she wrapped my left leg around her waist, and now that both my legs were around her, she lifted me up and pushed my back further against the post. Grell took my gasp as an opportunity to enter my mouth once more. Sounds of lust mixed with the sound of burning as the new position gave us both a new wave of pleasure. Gnawing on my lower lip, her right hand trailed from my stomach up to my breast, which she began to squeeze. Not too hard, gentle, but not so. Like a creature in heat, I moaned against her lips and squeezed my eyes. It was beginning to grow too hot, the fire was nearing the distance we'd deemed safe before. She pulled away from the kiss, a sliver of saliva connecting our swollen lips.
"Grell... It's getting hot..."
She looked at me with ravenous, wide eyes, a lecherous look on them as she smiled coyly. "Mmh yeah? Take off your clothes for me, darling. I want to see you. All of you."
I panted. She was making it extremely difficult to focus. "G-Grell you misunderstood. It's getting hot... Literally. The flames."
A digit was suddenly put inside my mouth, and then another. It was her index and middle fingers, which she began to thrust inside. Drool slipped from mouth, down to my jawline, and to my neck. Grell licked it off, slowly, almost teasingly. Goosebumps were all over me, and all I could do was whimper with her fingers still thrusting inside my mouth. I glazed my tongue over them, and feeling the action, Grell stopped thrusting and instead focused on circling her digits around my tongue, her working counterclockwise and my tongue going clockwise. Unexpectedly, she pushed her digits further in my mouth, and in return, more drool came gushing out of it.
"Were you saying anything, darling?" She asked through half-lidded eyes, her voice like velvet. A knot formed in my stomach given how ravishing she looked at me at the moment, with the flames blurry behind her attractive figure. A different flame danced in her eyes, one which I had wanted to indulge in every passing moment.
"We're not even halfway through our exuberant time, right, partner?"
Sighing fondly, I gave into the exhilarating feeling vibrating all over my body, with no heed to the physical heat that conquered the darkness of the night, nearing towards us. We still had ample of time before it got too hot to the point of scorching us; in the mean time, we allowed ourselves to indulge in the luxury of succumbing into our desires.
The monster was gone for good. I was safe now; safe in her embrace.
And I would never let go.
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Hi ! Since request are open, could you write a yandere grell scenario where her darling finally manages to escape, but is caught and returned to her by one of her reaper friends. Tysm I love ur writing <33
A/N: I am sorry if this got long!!! I hope you enjoy this!!! :]]]
Never Again. Yandere! Grell x Darling Who Managed to Escape but Gets Returned
CW/TW: yandere tendencies, implications of kidnapping, reader fails at escaping, Grell gets mean at the end but stops, reader crying, reader gets injured, reader is gender neutral.
The odds had been in your favor, and you had managed to escape the red reaper known as Grell Sutcliff. You had been plotting your escape for a while now but had lacked the time to actually execute it. Grell had said sheād be working a few hours longer than usual, and you decided this would be the perfect window of opportunity to escape. Your plan was to break open a window, run and figure things out from there. You had packed a couple things such as spare clothes and food so you would have stuff while you figured out where you would go.
After you got some stuff frantically packed into a bag, you walked over to the nearest window and thought of what you could use to break open the window. Suddenly, you came up with the idea to throw a chair at the window. You grabbed the nearest chair and dragged it over to the area where the window was. You nervously pick up the chair and hurl it at the window with all the strength you could muster. The window shattered, giving you an exit to the place you had to callĀ āhomeā for who knows how long but also giving you some cuts from the glass shards while doing so.
You wasted no time in climbing out the window and running as fast as you can. You keep running until you reach a more populated area and ask someone for a place to stay. The person you asked helped patch you up from the cuts you got from breaking open the window. They also gave you directions to a hotel. Thankfully, you had some spare money to book a room for two days to get yourself and your situation sorted out. Everything felt unreal, you had actually escaped!
You had decided that youād be going to stay with one of your friends for a while until you are financially stable to be on your own. Eventually your time at the hotel was up and you packed your things to head to your friendās house. After you exited the hotel, you began looking for a cab to take you to your friendās house. Soon, you found someone to take you to your friendās house for a small amount of money. As you looked out the window, you began feeling proud of yourself for managing to escape.
The cab eventually got to your friendās street, and you got off. Once you got off you began walking to your friendās house, but you bumped into someone. As you collided with the man, you stumbled back a little bit and got a good look at him. He had blond hair that was so blond it was almost a shade of orange with the underside dyed black, green eyes, and glasses. You frantically apologized to him for him to interrupt you telling you not to apologize.
āNo need to apologize! I wasnāt watching where I was going!ā he said. You thought that would be the end of your interaction and that you could carry on with what you were doing, only to be proven wrong. As you walked away you felt him put his hand on your shoulder.Ā āI feel like Iāve seen you before.ā he states. You turn around, filled with confusion. He looks at you for a moment before finally breaking the silence.
āWait I have! I know you! Youāre Sutcliffās partner, arenāt you? Sheās shown me pictures of you before! Iām one of her coworkers, nameās Ronald!ā he exclaims, making you panic. You freeze up, not knowing what to say.Ā āSpeaking of Sutcliff, sheās been worried sick about you! What are you doing all the way out here? Donāt you guys live far away from here?ā he said. Before you could respond heās picking you up and running with you.Ā āWhat are you doing?!ā you ask him,Ā āTaking you to Grell of course, donāt you want to see your wife again?!ā he asks back.
You squirm, kick and scream at Ronald to put you down but are ignored. Before you know it, Ronald stops and shouts outĀ āGrell! Grell! I found your partner!ā. Your heart sinks to places lower than your stomach as he walks closer to her, giving you a view of your captor. Grell immediately snatches you from Ronaldās arms.Ā āThank you, Ronald. Me and (Y/N) have some talking to do.ā she says, venom laced within her voice. Grell begins running off with you, her grip being so strong that you feel like sheās clawing into you.
In a matter of minutes, youāre back at your oldĀ āhomeā and are terrified of what awaits you. The silence fills you with dread and fear to the point where you almost donāt notice yourself being thrown onto the bed face down, Grell pinning your hands down. A minuteās silence passes by before you can swear you hear snarling.Ā ā(Y/N)... what the hell where you doing?ā Grell asks.Ā āI-Iām sorry.ā is all you can say.Ā
You feel Grell lifting up her leg so she can step on your ass, making you cry out. She leans into your ear.Ā āSorry isnāt going to cut it dollface.ā she says, making you shiver. It doesnāt take too long for your ass being stepped on to feel painful, so you make an attempt to get Grell to take her foot off your ass.Ā āI-it hurts, p-please donāt step o-on me.ā you whimper out.Ā
āIt hurts? Too bad, because I donāt care.ā she says. She takes one of her hands off yours, being strong enough to keep you pinned down with only one hand so she can grab a fistful of your hair and tug at it to make you look up at her.Ā āI thought I could trust you to be on your own, but apparently not.ā she said.Ā āHey, look at me when Iām speaking to you.ā she demanded. You looked up at her, now crying.Ā
Thank goodness Grell has a soft spot for you. Suddenly, Grell unpinned your hands and began rocking you in her arms.Ā āHey hey, donāt cry darling.ā she cooed. She brushed some hair off your face to get a closer look at you.Ā āWhat happened to you? You have cuts on your face.ā she said.Ā āI got them when I broke that window open.ā you sobbed and stuttered out.Ā
āPoor thing, you really canāt be left alone, can you?ā she said. Suddenly Grell got up, with you in her arms and walked over to the restroom where she sat you down on the sink to disinfect your cuts. You hissed in pain as she pressed a cotton round with rubbing alcohol on it against a cut on your cheek. Once she was finished tending to your cuts, she gave you a bath while inspecting your body to make sure you didnāt have any injuries. As you changed into some pajamas after your bath, you began thinking about just how easily you got off.
Your thoughts were interrupted by Grell cupping your face in her hands, now right in front of you.Ā āIām sorry.ā you blurted out, feeling somewhat guilt.Ā āFor what?ā Grell asked.Ā āFor trying to leave.ā you said.Ā āAnd?ā Grell questioned you.Ā You remained quiet for a moment, wondering what else she wanted you to say, until it came to you.
ā... and Iāll never do it again.ā you said.Ā āGood girl~ā said Grell, giving you a kiss on the forehead. She took her hands off your face and began walking off before pausing to say something.Ā āNot to worry you, but you got off easy this time, honey. If you manage to pull a little stunt like that again, I wonāt be as nice as I was today. And you can forget all hopes of managing to do that again, as us reapers are everywhere, and Iāve made sure to tell all my coworkers about you, so either way youāll be returned to me.ā she says.Ā āGo to bed, donāt wait for me, as I have some business to attend to. Goodnight sweetheart.~ā said Grell, walking off. You did as you were told, feeling drained.
To your unawareness, theĀ ābusinessā Grell had to attend to was boarding up the windows and putting extra locks on any exits. She canāt have another accident like this happening, can she? <3
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Heyyy, Iām back :) Hope youāre doing great and I really enjoy the Black Butler head canons you makeā¤ļø. Can I please have some head cannons of Grell, Undertaker, Sebastian, and Claude(separately) with a s/o who is a Powerful witch and presents themselves as quiet, smart, and a serious person. However, their s/o likes to mess with them(Black Butler Characters), prank them, make jokes but when they(Black Butler Characters) tell someone about it no one believes them and think their joking because the significant other is so quiet and looks so serious. Thank you so much, but take your time and please donāt rush yourself :)ā¤ļø
Sebastian, Baldroy, Mey-Rin, Tanaka, Y/N: *Cleaning and Preparing the Ball Room for a party*
Sebastian: *Bends down to kill a Spider he saw*
Y/n: *sees Sebastian bending down and uses magic to give him a playful smack his buttocksļæ¼*
Sebastian: *does high pitched girly scream*
Everyone: *looks at Sebastians*
Y/N: *Innocently* Are you okay Sebastian? āŗļø
Sebastian: *glares at you*
*Later that Day w/ Ciel*
Ceil: Who was the girl screaming earlier?
Sebastian: Girl?
Ceil: Yes, I heard a loud squeaky scream
Sebastian: My Apologies for that, it was me. You see, I saw a spider bent down to kill it and was attack by Y/N
Ciel: *Cocking smiling at Sebastian* You know itās okay to be scared you donāt have to blame it on a Lady.
Black Butler x Powerful Witch Reader
A/n- Sorry I don't Write for Claude but I hope you enjoy everyone else.
I'll be taking inspiration from these headcannons.
Grell
When she first met you she wasn't quite sure how she felt about you.
On the outside you are very different from her but as she gets to know you better she starts liking you more and more.
She is a SIMP for you and will always ask you to show her what cool things your powers can do.
She thinks it's really funny when you play pranks on her and you have a little prank war going between you.
Grell: Darling why is my death scythe covered in cake mix?
Y/n: *Innocently* I don't know Grell why is your death scythe covered in cake mix?
When Grell tells William about all they crazy pranks you get up to he never believes her because your just sitting their innocently and quietly.
Undertaker
I feel like Undertaker would be the same as Grell in that he would really have to get to know before he falls for you.
But after that there's barely ever a quiet moment when you two are around.
To most people you seem very calm and silent, befitting the partner of a mortician but when its just you and him chaos breaks loose.
You two also have a prank war going on and spend your days off forming even crazier pranks.
Because you can't get hurt as easily because of your powers the pranks are always a little dangerous.
Sebastian
He loves you he really does but so God help him if he finds you've replaced all his clothes with bright pink ones again.
The servants are often roped into your elaborate pranks but Sebastian doesn't punish them since he know you the mastermind behind it.
The only rule you two have is that you are not allowed to pranks him on the days when people are coming over.
At first Sebastian thought your pranks were extremely childish but as time goes on he starts forming his own little pranks to get back at you.
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