#great meg. great megstiel too obviously. great sam & meg interaction too actually

[godlesscity]

i think watching goodbye stranger changed me as a person

[laufire]

supernatural

the first character I ever fell in love with: way back when, over a decade go, my gal Ruby. Although the fact that I knew beforehand that she was a demon contributed lol (either way, chronologically it would’ve happened first upon that reveal, as Bela debuted in the next episode).

a character that I used to love/like, but now do not: I’ve had my ups and downs with Crowley. Any genuine fondness was gone with 8x17 on Meg’s behalf, if I’m honest. He still has interesting moments, especially with Rowena, but his writing in the later seasons was... subpar.

a ship that I used to love/like, but now do not: I think Dabb era Destiel is a borefest lol. It’s done more to lessen my interest in the ship that the actual shit they do to each other. I still like some moments and have plenty leftover feelings for the previous eras, but at that time, I really don’t care for it.

my ultimate favourite character™: Castiel. It’s so inconvenient smh xDD

prettiest character: it used to be Meg 2.0, whose face just speaks to me xD, but I fear Rowena has dethroned. She’s my ideal woman in so many ways!!! There’s not a single scene of hers where I haven’t gotten all heart-eyes about it.

my most hated character: sometimes Dean xD (I don’t call him my Schrödingers fave for nothing), always John.

my OTP: Megstiel, although Samruby will always have a special place in my heart.

my NOTP: John/Mary. Dear fuck I hate it. It’s horrifying.

favourite episode: I’m going to actually pick one for each season (that I’ve finished so far), because why the fuck not lol:

Kripke’s era: 1x16 (the reunion with John, Meg’s trap); 2x01 (hospital episode, ghost Dean, John’s deal); 3x12 (too many candidates, but it has both Bela -briefly- AND Ruby, with a vindicating plot for the later lol); 4x16 (4x09 comes close for obvious SAMRUBY SEX reasons, but this one has Samruby bloodsharing, Castiel inner conflict, Dean vs. Alastair, Anna being badass... c’mon); 5x10 (Megstiel’s first meeting! Castiel vs. Lucifer! Crowley’s gr10 introduction! 5x04 with the post-apocalyptic AU is another contender, obviously; 5x13 with the brothers travelling to see their younger parents, 5x18... But, yk. Megstiel xD).

Gamble era: 6x20 (AS IF I could pick anything else but Castiel’s POV episode slash betrayal reveal lmfao); 7x21 (Megstiel content, Kevin as prophet).

Carver era: 8x17 (for my girl Meg, Megstiel content, the Destiel scene... shotout to 8x13 “Everybody Hates Hitler”, too); 9x09 (for Castiel stealing himself some grace, yes. Like that demon Cecily, I thought it was very sexy of him xD); 10x17 (Sastiel and Rowena content); 11x10 or 11x12 (Sam in the cage, Castiel offers himself; or the Claire episode; Chuck’s & Metatron ep and the finale episode(s) are contenders too, because I actually love the Chuck-Amara storyline lol)

Dabb era (12-13 only): it’s between 12x10 (Castiel’s backstory! Lily Sunder! Jack foreshadowing!) and 12x13 (what Rowena does to Crowley in that episode is about one of the few interesting choices Dabb has made yet lmao); s13 is more about subplots as well lol -13x04 for Castiel’s stance against The Empty and how sweet Jack is; the Wayward sisters backdoor pilot not because it’s good (it was very green), but because there was ~possibility; and 13x19 for the Rowena and Samwena content. But really, in this era nothing stands out *as* an episode :/

saddest death: Meg’s. Ruby’s was infuriating, Bela was both tragic and vindicating... with Meg, I just miss her and what she brought to the show. I want her back :(((

favourite season: there’s no one answer for this one either lol. s3 had Bela and Ruby, s4 was intense, s5 had great moments but treated its female characters even worse than usual, s6 was Something, s10 was.... REALLY something xDD

least favourite season: s12. The BMOL plot sucks, Mary’s plot was a disappointment with how much I was looking forward to it, everything starts to really decline there...

character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but I hate: sometimes Dean xDD. Though the issue is more that I fundamentally disagree with fandom’s view of him than about hate -sometimes I love him as a character, after all lol.

my ‘you’re a piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave: well, I guess that’s Dean lmao. But I mean, I think most of the relevant show’s characters fit the “piece of trash” description xD

my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave: Kevin, Claire, Bela, (I said what I said), Jack.

my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but I still love it’ ship: Dean/Alastair, for the opposite reasons for my conflicted feelings on every other Dean ship xDD. Castiel/The Empty. Gadreel/Sam a little lmao (the possession stuff... it gets to me). Also, this is 99% a joke, but if I were to ship incest in this show, it’d be Amara/Chuck lmao.

my ‘they’re kind of cute, and I lowkey ship them, but I’m not too invested’ ship: Samwena (although I like it more and more and I prefer it to most of Sam’s canon ships); Claire/Kaia (but only because we didn’t see more lbr); Castiel/Jo (their interactions were cute); Chuck/Rowena.