#graveyard musing

[tragedry]

Now we need you to write a tyden confession scene............ y'know, to make things even. Or you can talk about when they realized their feeling for each other 🥺

the fact that y'all are starting to associate me to both ashler and tyden is hilarious cause i'm pretty sure i started this side blog to only talk about ashler asfhafla

but here we are, so let me try to put together a coherent enough tyden confession for you at 4 am:

side note: this got really long way too fast, and i'm pretty sure this only tackled aiden's feelings, but i hope you like it anyway anon!

when aiden realizes he's starting to like tyler, everything just clicks.

he's laying on his bed, his eyes staring up at the glow in the dark stars he's poorly glued on his ceiling back when he was ten when the realization hits him, and he's finally put a name to the emotion tyler manages to invoke inside his chest whenever the other boy would stop scowling and actually offer him one of those once-in-a-blue-moon, downright stunning smiles that probably belonged on a movie poster whenever one of aiden's jokes finally lands.

it's like the last step of figuring out how to solve a brand new rubik's cube, and for a moment he revels in the satisfaction of just knowing, except by the time he tries to figure out how to proceed from such a revelation, he’s coming up blank.

for the first time in his life, his crush on tyler is the only puzzle he has no idea how to move forward to.

if he’s being honest with himself, knowing that he actually likes the halfwit doesn't really change much of their situation, if anything it would probably only make things worse if tyler found out.

and it's not like he's stupid enough to actually believe he's got a shot, not when he's made it his entire personality to annoy the ever living shit out of the baseball player any chance he’s got.

the thought of tyler’s possible rejection inflicts a pain that courses through his entire body, stilling him until he has to remind himself to breathe.

aiden decides he doesn’t really like thinking about this particular puzzle anymore—not when his own emotions have cursed him.

he refuses to think about the problem any further. he’ll set his feelings for tyler aside and ignore it till it goes away completely. 

he’s always been good at ignoring his problems, and this is no different.

with his mind made up, he lets himself relax until the pang in his chest dulls out and he’s ready to forget it was ever there in the first place.

and just when things were finally starting to feel normal again, that’s when the halfwit decided to reply to his text. 

the reply is short, dry, and straight to the point– and it’s just so like him that aiden catches himself snorting when he reads the simple, “fuck if i know.” right after aiden’s last annoying question. 

he hadn’t even expected the other boy to reply, except tyler always did.

no matter how much he purposely tries to piss him off or how many memes he sends the other boy, tyler will reply, whether it was a sarcastic comment or a curse, all of his messages are read and answered.

it was kind of addicting, to be heard-to have his existence acknowledged by someone who had every right to tell him to shut up and walk away.

he can feel his heartbeat racing all over again as he re-read tyler’s text, and as he typed out a reply he knew it was going to be hard for him to fall asleep.

the clock on his phone reads past 1 am, and he wants to point it out to tyler cause he’s always complaining about staying up late whenever aiden’s in the mood to mess with him.

but before he could say anything about it, tyler’s already sending him a brand new text, and this one’s even more humorless than before.

his earlier thought is momentarily forgotten, and he ends up sending the other boy a series of memes pointing out how badly tyler’s killing their convo with his lackluster replies, and aiden selfishly hopes that tyler takes the bait and talks to him even longer, even if just to prove him wrong.

aiden wonders if tyler would hate him for it.

he lifts his eyes back to the stars on his ceiling and hopes.

he hopes that tyler won’t hate him for being selfish, hopes that his feelings for the other boy won’t last, and hopes that by the time he wakes up the following day, the pain in his chest disappears completely. 

his phone lights up with a brand new text and aiden begins to type out a reply without really reading what the text said.

'can you promise you won’t hate me too?'

the reply gets deleted, and he sends tyler another meme instead.

[dwampygoose]

Me: Finds 3 unfinished dakavendish stories with amazing interaction/dialogue in my old docs

Me@Me: why didnt you finish these

[quietlyblooms]

i wanna talk about chiyo's familiar being a dog in her witch au bc her loyalty is such a defining trait, but my brain can't flesh it out more than that statement. so we're doing some bullet point headcanons tonight <3

chiyo gave her familiar the name jun, named after her childhood dog. though instead of a german shepherd, this jun is a tosa inu or japanese mastiff. large, daunting, and often dozing at her side while she works, jun protects chiyo from harm.

in fact, jun appeared in front of chiyo during middle school, chasing away a group of her classmates and following her home. her father explained he came because he was needed; he stayed because he must have seen something in her that he trusted.

chiyo 100% has a bunch of photos on her phone of spells from her family's book so that she doesn't have to flip through the pages every time she needs an incantation, ingredients, or directions. she'd like to use sticky tabs to make it easier to find certain spells, but her father and grandmother threaten to hit her hands if she does.

the paintings hung up in the shop are all chiyo's, and if you find yourself inexplicably drawn towards one of them, that probably means something. those paintings are sometimes just a reflection of her creativity, but sometimes they are a reflection of the future, too.

[annahanover]

can ghosts possess people? this is totally 100% unrelated to the headless thing I said I was writing earlier

[tofumoons]

just had the vividest memory of reading purple hyacinth in 7th grade on the way to fencing at the parks and rec center on monday night in the fall and its dark outside and maybe its misty or raining and the headlights are on and the earbud are in and i am in 7th grade and my mom is driving me home.

[neverendingparable]

"Every atom in our body used to be a part of the stars. Maybe we're not leaving, maybe we are just going home."

[mysterious-secret-garden]

Philippe Jacques de Loutherbourg - A Philosopher in a Moonlit Churchyard, 1790.

[annahanover]

unreliable narrator by the fact that the character narrating was possessed for two weeks and is fucked up from that

[ancientgreekyuri]

the unofficial Aznerine fankid is named Arisa... She's named after AZ's mama

[smallhatlogan]

Dark Urge using "in a different life you could have lured me here instead of bringing me that moonlit grove 🥺" or w/e at romanced Astarion, as if in that different life they wouldn't have gone along fully intending to murder the fuck out of him

[radicheart-a]

Those gravestones you use for decoration are fake, right?

...right?

Alastor??

[all-fleshed-out]

DIY GOOBER MAKER:

[deathfavor]

@ofsavior​ said: Headcanon prompt: How does Yukari express that he cares about someone? Is he usually honest with how he presents himself to people? Or does he change what mask he wears around individuals?

   By not being easy on them. Yukari wants people at their best. He wants to see them shine at their brightest and reach their full potential, and going easy on people isn’t going to allow for that. They need to be challenged, they need to push forward. If he doesn’t care about you, then he won’t bother with trying to see you do your best or to see them dazzle the way he knows polished jewels can. Sometimes it comes off as aggressive or simply brutal. It can be. He was knocking Sukuna around before later saying he sees himself in Sukuna and thatn he wants to see him flourish.

   Yukari’s also very good at reading people. He has an emotional intelligence (though care is a separate matter). He recognizes and keeps an eye on the moods of those around him who he cares about and will adjust things as need be. No one can be happy all the time, even he isn’t. Sometimes its cheering them up, other times its just cooking a favorite meal for them. Whatever might help. If he invests his time, it means that he cares.

   As for presenting himself....Yukari is pretty honest about how he presents himself and doesn’t do much to change it. He knows theres a time and a place for his dramatics ; he doesn’t use them when JUNGLE is acting as a company and hosting that meeting for the elite for example. And he doesn’t like letting others see when he’s melancholic. But overall, he is true to himself. Brutally so at times, like his approach to fighting Ichigen or showing his bloodlust at certain panels. ( First meeting Nagare for example when the wise thing would have been to conceal. ) He might not say his goal per se or let people assume something wrong, bu he’s not hiding truth. Yukari doesn’t find it very beautiful to hide oneself. Aspects at times, perhaps, but even then it isn’t his preference. Beautiful things should be seen - Yukari is true to himself almost all the time and showcases that to the world. Whether they like it or not is up to them, it is not his problem. 

[dxneuve]

.. .

"Ah, fascinating choices," L remarked, a glimmer of satisfaction dancing in his eyes "Venus flytraps, renowned for their carnivorous appetite, and pitcher plants, known for their deceptive allure to unsuspecting insects. Quite an intriguing combination indeed..."

[shoelacestied]

tags debut!

[sapphiredhearts-a]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄?

a picture

A   picture.  A single image reminding you of someone or something you've lost, something you don't want to live without. You can't seem to move on, to accept life has changed, to live again. You're trapped in the picture, in the past.  Maybe this was a lost family member or friend, maybe this was a sickness that isn't going away, maybe this was sinking into depression. But you can't help but remember how life was before, how life after will never be the same, and can't help but feel that nothing in the future will be able to fill the hole the past left.  Nothing lasts forever... Right?

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