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emeraldcreeper · 1 year ago

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It sucks to know everything’s made up and bullshit when it’s fully midnight and you’ve been cranky for 3 days straight, the mortgage budget we had is now shot to shit because 5 months is… too long to try and get a house????? The FUCK man

#vent #I don’t want to hear the it wasn’t the right house I told god to say if it wasn’t right #I want a house damnit #I don’t care about the rates changing for the worse which will wreck our shot at a turnkey fucking house #I don’t care #I want to live in a real house #it’s dumb I was editing but now I’m crying and feeling stupid about it #I can’t do anything to feel better #gratitude is bullshit I don’t wanna be grateful for scraps #I want nice things #like a house #and not fucking renting ever again fuck renting #I’m gonna go back to my writing and wallowing the word I was looking for was wallowing #I was looking for that word like an hour ago it was wallowing #thanks vent post for reminding me I am wallowing like my pet old man #he’s gonna get kissed and probably jerk off between 2 wips and 4 chapters I’m working on simultaneously #it’s fun it’s keeping me sane right now besides my emotional support romcom novels

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