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Today is Larry Itliong Day! Itliong was a Filipino-American labor organizer who is remembered as one of the âfathers of the West Coast labor movement.â
Itliong is best known for co-founding the United Farm Workers Union with fellow activist Cesar Chavez in 1967. He was also key in launching the 1965â1966 grape strike and boycott in California, which led to increased workersâ pay and protections.
We honor Larry Itliong and all who have tirelessly fought for the rights of farm workers, immigrants, and Asian Americans.
#larry itliong#larry itliong day#labor rights#labor movement#united farm workers union#grape strike#grape boycott#farm workers#farm worker rights#immigrants#immigrant rights#asian americans#asian american rights
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEEE!!!!! âšâïžđ«đâŽïžđ
#ate grapes under the table when midnight strike#may 2025 be goooooood for me and you and all of us#*ri
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Daily ponies #111 - #120
#mlp#my little pony#amethyst treasure#ketamine#roller strike#morning sun#sparkleberry blast#grape juice#gabe#nikki#berry serenity#a pony a day#my art#personal photos
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Iâve now had two students make callbacks to previous units, is this what success feels like??
#one of them connected wedge issues to gridlock which was like 4 units and three months ago#and another just connected a core value to the Delano grape strike from our previous unit two weeks ago#oh my god did they actually learn from me#iâm grading tests rn for context but holy shit
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If thereâs one thing about me itâs that Iâm #1 at sleeping for thirteen hours and laying in bed enjoying the sunlight streaming through my window for five more.
#I was not created for this life#Bring me giant palm leaves for shade and a bowl of grapes held by a striking young man and Iâll be fine#I donât want to go to work#I just bought new pillows
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Studio Sour Grapes
83 years ago, 20th Century Studios (now 20th Century Fox) released the masterpiece, Grapes Of Wrath, based upon the best selling novel by *John Steinbeck. Here is a reminder that the struggle for labor, for content creators, for artists, for writers, for all of us to be seen and valued as human has been a long one. Outright slavery was replaced with other institutions and legal methods designed to marginalize and control specific groups and socioeconomic classes and further divide labor based on race, gender, etc. Those in the arts who tried to call attention to this never ending struggle were (and in some cases still are) labeled with slurs, blacklists, and so on.
The point I am trying to make is that while highlighting the experiences of a downtrodden group of people resulted in some absolutely fantastic written, filmed, acted, and directed artistic endeavors, those endeavors resulted from the hardship and plight of ordinary people and their situation was the result of the greed and antipathy of the 'corporate' owners. Across a multitude of industries and types of labor, the many have been at the mercy of the few. It's easy to vilify the highest paid celebrities and writers in order to sow division and obfuscate the reality for most workers in America, whether within the art industry itself or any other form of labor.
The producers and owners have tried to say that the grapes are sour, that the writers don't make good wine, that the actors have plenty of money to pay for healthcare (not true), and so on.
Don't believe them: feed them the grapes of wrath. Feed them the truth.
*Without getting into the weeds regarding the controversy surrounding Steinbeck's novel & the novel by Sanora Babb's Whose Names Are Unknown (do look it up on wiki; fascinating story), it serves as a tale and backdrop for some of the current topics being discussed right now with respect to appropriation, equal pay, gender, as well as the name, image, and likeness.
#SAG-AFTRA#sag aftra#SAG-AFTRA strike#sag aftra strike#WGA#WGA strike#writers' strike#WGA solidarity#support the WGA#grapes of wrath#John Ford#Henry Fonda#sanora babb#Whose Names Are Unknown#20th Century Fox#labor#unions#workers rights#labor rights#Strike
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Cesar Chavez grew up on a farm in Yuma, Arizona with his two brothers and two sisters. His family owned a farm and a local grocery store. When Cesar was around eleven years old, hard times from the Great Depression caused his father to lose the farm, so his family packed up all they owned and moved to California to find work. Cesar's family became migrant workers. They moved from farm to farm in California looking for work. All the family members had to work, even Cesar. He worked in all sorts of different fields from grapes to beets, orchards and vineyards. The days were long and the work was very hard. Despite working so hard, the family barely had enough to eat.
Moving so often, Cesar didn't go to school much any more. In just a few short years he had attended thirty-five different schools. The teachers were tough on him. After graduating from the eighth grade, Cesar stopped going to school and the working conditions at the fields for Cesar and his family were horrible. The farmers seldom treated them like people. They had to work long hours with no breaks, there weren't any bathrooms for them, and they didn't have clean water to drink. Anyone who complained was fired.
When Cesar was nineteen he joined the navy, but he left after two years and returned home to marry his sweetheart Helen Fabela in 1948. He worked in the fields for the next few years until he got a job at the Community Service Organization (CSO). At the CSO Cesar worked for the civil rights of Latinos. He worked for the CSO for ten years helping register voters and work for equal rights. Eventually Cesar quit his job in the CSO to start a union of migrant farm workers and he formed the National Farm Workers Association.
One of Cesar's first major actions was to strike against grape farmers. Cesar and sixty-seven workers decided to march to Sacramento, the state capital. It took them several weeks to march the 340 miles. On the way there people joined them. The crowd grew larger and larger until thousands of workers arrived in Sacramento to protest. In the end, the grape growers agreed to many of the worker's conditions and signed a contract with the union. Over the next several decades the union would grow and continue to fight for the rights and working conditions of the migrant farmer.
Born Cesar Estrada Chavez on March 31, 1927 in Yuma, Arizona and died April 23, 1993 in San Luis, Arizona at the age of 66.
#cesar chavez#love#migrants#california#civil rights#farmers#grapes#latino#cso#union#arizona#great depression#strike#human rights#pesticides#mexican#farmworkers
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It makes me so mad how Filipinos have been surgically removed from the history of the Delano Grape Strike. They started it!!! The Mexicans were originally scabs! Cesar Chavez was the face of the movement because he was the most charismatic leader, but it was Larry Itliong, the Filipino leader, who approached Chavez to join their strike. It started with the Agricultural Workers Organizing Committee, it started with the Filipinos!
#history#racism#anti-asian racism#delano grape strike#asian american history#filipino american#larry itliong#I said this
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laithe: yeah if we could hurry this up so i can revivify my wizard that would be great
#KANFIENDJS WHY DKES SHE LOOK LIKE THAT#hale plays#gale died of course#literally like 3 turns in he got pushed off a cliff#fucking idiot#nuked ole balthy with call lightning and flame strike#literally 2 shot that ugly grape#this whole thing with shadowheart tho has been insane#like insane payoff
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Cw: cum eating lol
Goddess!Reader as a forgotten deityâ a small temple hidden in a cave, completely overgrown with vines and moss. The marble of the flooring is cracked and split with the dripping water and the roots of the overgrowth. There is a statue of youâ life sized, not grand or impressive. The skylight of the cave bathes it in sun and moonlight as the days go by.
Warrior!König who finds your little shrine and is enchanted. He has always felt like an outsiderâ that he has never belonged, and never looked at with familiarity. Maybe itâs his loneliness getting to him, but he feels warmth in the gaze of the statue. Youâre a beautiful figure. Despite the state of the place, he feels at home. He doesnât have muchâ but he clears some vines and dust off of the offering altar and leaves a fig and a handful of oats.
In his next battle, he finds some uncanny things happening around him. Heâll be dueling an enemy, when a stray beam of light will move in just the right way to blind him for a moment, allowing König to land the killing blow. Heâs about to be struck from behind with his assailantâs sword catches in the scabbard for just a momentâ long enough for König to turn and fend him off. Could this be his offering at work?
He comes back. This time with an orange, and a gold piece. He gives himself a few moments to admire your formâ your breasts perfect, your smile gentle and content. He uses his sword to clear a bit more debrisâ enough to leave you more clearly visible.
He continues to excel. Not through any supernatural strength, but due to these small strokes of luck finding him at the perfect moment. His sword striking at just the right angle to land in the chip of his enemyâs weapon, cracking it in the fault and rendering it useless. One of his arrows manages to pierce through one target and into another.
He becomes your single worshipperâ and the most devoted. He brings fruits, coin, fresh cloth, milkâŠ. And his visits become longer. He lets his hands linger when he touches the cool marble of your statue. Heâs taken in a moment of weaknessâ infatuated with the one figure that seems to care for himâ and he touches himself to your image, spilling his seed across your altarâ against the red grapes heâd brought for you.
König falls asleep looking at your form. There is no plaque nor writing in your templeâ he doesnât even know your name. When he wakes, the pedestal holding your statue is empty, but he feels a warmth curled into his side, looking down to see you finishing the last of a stem of grapes.
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10 MINUTES PEOPLE
#âł the fool speaks#i have an ENTIRE bottle of white grape and peach sparkling juice#who wants a glass when the clock strikes 12 đ„đ„đ„ (<- juice)
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it's silly, you know, but you have to try it. may the grapes work.
nanami kento canât find you when the clock strikes midnight.
there was a ruckus, the release of fireworks outside (who permitted fireworks on school premises?), and cheers of happy new year. itadori toots one of those awful noisemakers. tuna mayos and hugs are exchanged. as planned, nanami maintains a wide berth from gojo, recalling his attempts at a sloppy kiss the previous year. it is a new year; the year of the snake.
but you are nowhere in sight.
why does nanami's belly feel like it's sinking? he smiles, but there is an ache in the centre of his chest. his eyes flick left and right, the festivities unfolding before his eyes. the school had been decorated by the students with the funding of gojo's shiny black card, reds and golds streaming along the walls. stuffed snakes (inumaki's idea) were thrown haphazardly onto the ground. the remnants of the party games from earlier scatter the table-clothed tables.
in your stead, shoko meets nanami's eyes. he nods, giving her a brief hug, sure to grip her just below the shoulder and just above the waist.
"happy new year," he mumbles. shoko smiles. it is politeness exchanged with a colleague and friend, but this is not how he pictured his first interaction of the year (and with whom it was shared).
kento had planned it down to the tee: your favourite wine, no more than two whiskeys, arriving just after you to seemingly rescue you from forcing yourself to yap about things you did not care about (work) with a person you could not care less about (gojo). kento was meticulous, more meticulous than he was at that awful firm he worked at in his early twenties. he had to be. the moment must be perfect. you deserved a wonderful evening. yet, there was a variable he forgot to consider: he couldn't find you.
"ah, nanamin," shoko hums. kento steps back, offering his full attention. there's that awful look on that face of hers, one that dates back more than ten years. the teasing one that reminds kento he is nothing but a lost junior; a silly, unkowing little boy with punk bangs. one that is about to be berated by the scary bobbed girl with a cigarette habit.
a force seizes his lungs, halting their movement. may the berating begin.
"are you looking for someone?" shoko teases. that tone. how grating.
"what gave it away?" no frustration laces kento's voice, only soft desperation.
shoko stacks her hands together and brings them to the side of her face. she tilts her head, her voice sing-song-y. "nothing, just that look of yearning."
kento huffs in frustration. his fists curl in impatience. "where is she, shoko?"
shoko steps to the side, an evil scientist revealing her latest experiment.
when kento sees what is behind her, the world tilts just right.
there you are, under the table, crouched and feral. kento draws back at the sight of you: a monkey, primitive and on the hunt for food. in quick succession, large and luscious green grapes were thrown into your mouth. you were a chipmunk. you stuffed your face full of grapes before you even finished chewing.Â
you were always a wonder.
shoko's voice is soft, her note of contentment complimenting kento's sudden leisure at the sight of you. "happy new year, nanamin." she pads away.
kento makes a note to gift shoko a red envelope the following day.
there you are; his little star. kento moves, crouches, and parts the red tablecloth.
"you never told me you liked grapes."
your grape-a-thon veers to a halt. absolute horror stills your chewing. you have at least five grapes in your mouth.Â
kento smiles wide. a rush of warmth washes over him. he could squish you.
this too much attention from a too handsome man. you turn your head away to fend off the rush of blood to your face.
"they're soh exsensiv hare," kento makes out between your voice and the grapes. you chew rigorously, averting your eyes. you hold a hand in between your wobbly mouth and kentoâs eyes, falsely creating a front to maintain your dignity. "thaâs why you don seh meh eaving them. gofo saeh he woulv give them tah me."
kento bristles. he would get grapes for you anyday. command or none.
"may i join you?"
you chew a little more in thought, grimacing as you swallow. kento tries hard not to watch your throat, but he canât resist.Â
âof course.â youâre sincere. youâve gone shy. his heart aches. he wants to make you get bashful like this every day.
you scooch over to make room for large and long nanami kento to sit beside you under the table. heâs still wearing those winged shoes you love, but opted for a white knitted sweater that makes you wonder how soft it is. you almost reach for kentoâs arm, but you draw back. youâre under the table eating grapes for a reason. you deflate. five more grapes to go.
âyou donât need to be under here with me,â you reassure kento. kento looks like a stuffy that got pounded into a too small toy chest. his neck cranes and his bottom is awkwardly sat in a cross cross. you smile. you want this to last forever.Â
âi canât let you be here alone. itâs new years.â
you wring your hands together. you need to eat four more grapes. âthanks, kento.â
you eat your grapes now, but slower. this wasnât how it was supposed to go. werenât you supposed to eat all twelve grapes before midnight was over? you glance over at the clock. itâs already too late.Â
you open your palms: four beautiful green grapes, grown and harvested in japan. when you arrived here, you hadnât realized fruit was a luxury. fruit is difficult to grow. the majority of land is ill-suited for fruit.Â
four wasted beautiful grapes.
âthatâs enough grapes for tonight.â kento gently takes your hand and rests them on his own. he cups yours, creating a shield. his hands are warm. theyâre so much bigger than yours. âyou never needed them.â
âyes i did,â you insisted.Â
kento shakes his head. âno. you donât need any of that nonsense.â
your frown is deep. your eyes are in a different place. kento cups your hands more firmly now. âyou never needed the grapes, darling.â
itâs instinct, the little ânoâ that forms on the tip of your tongue. it takes a second, another, to realize the precious thing kento had called you.
darling. YOU. darling?!
suddenly, youâre the one gripping kentoâs hands. âwhat did you say?!â
kento shakes his head, patting your hand. âyou make this difficult.âÂ
âyou! you called meââ you guffaw like a fish when kento nods a tired affirmative, like it was obvious all along. âplease donât lie.â
kentoâs eyes turn icy. âi would never lie to you.â
your lips wobble pathetically. you hate this man. he makes you silly and makes your heart beat too fast. he makes you want to turn away and stare all the same because he is too handsome. too kind. so him. and you had always wanted him. but the yearning? you never expected it to be returned.
ânanami kento, were you always on tiktok?â
kento throws back his head and laughs. you stare for too long. youâre allowed to now. âi have three wonderful students.â
the year of the snake will be a wonderful one.
you leave the remaining grapes for gojo. he needed them more than you.
i can't stare at this anymore please take it as it is. happy year of the snake everyone :) hissss
#nanami kento#nanami kento x you#nanami kento x reader#nanami#nanami kento jjk#nanami jjk#nanami fluff#jjk#jjk x you#jjk x reader
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Writing a Schizophrenic Character: Everything But Hallucinations
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Hey! Mod Bert here.Â
So: youâve decided to write a character with schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder (there are other disorders on the schizophrenia spectrum but I will be focusing on these for today)
Youâve done it, you have their hallucinations and maybe even delusions picked out. Maybe they are one of many who experience auditory hallucinations or maybe they also have visual hallucinations or a combination. Maybe they have olfactory hallucinations as well. They may have persecutory delusions or delusions of reference or something like Cotardâs delusion or clinical lycanthropy. Awesome, youâve done it!
What, I hear you say? What do you mean thatâs only 2 of the 5 components needed to be diagnosed with schizophrenia? What do you mean, you donât need to hallucinate at all to be schizophrenic?
What Goes Into a Diagnosis of Schizophrenia
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Not a lot of people realize thereâs more to schizophrenia and schizoaffective than just hallucinations or delusions. There are 5 diagnostic criterias that are needed for schizophrenia, and only 2 of the 5 are needed for a month, with larger symptoms happening for six months or more. Letâs get into it.
Delusions
Hallucinations
Disorganized speech or thinking*
Disorganized or unusual motor behavior (catatonia)*
Negative symptoms (avolition, anhedonia, flat affect)*
Iâm going to focus on disorganized speech/thinking, catatonia, and negative symptoms.
Disorganized Speech/Thinking
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Schizophrenia and related disorders are often called âthought disordersâ for a reason. Speech and thinking can be extremely affected, and for people like me this can be one of the first and most striking examples of an episode coming. Some people will always have disorganized symptoms that will flare during episodes. A myth is that schizophrenia can be indistinguishable with medicine: most people will have some level of symptoms even during moments of peace or âremissionâ. More on remission later.Â
So, disorganized speech. Some examples are: word salad (schizoaphasia), thought blocking, poverty of speech (alogia), pressurized speech, clanging, and echolalia.
Word salad: a combination of words that do not make sense together. Often called schizoaphasia for its similarity to jargon in Wernickeâs aphasia, this is instead a disconnection with the brain and not due to damage to the language part of the brain.
(Example: the salad would be yellow in the fat cow).
Thought blocking: A severe loss of thought, often paired with connecting two trains of thought that are not connected
(Example: I went to theâŠâŠâŠDo you like grapes?)
Poverty of speech: A lack of organic responses to speech or organically speaking, it can be severe enough that a person only responds to questions or in one word responses. Can also happen in severe depression.
(Example: Person A: Did you do anything fun today?
Person B: Yes.
Person A: Oh, what did you do?
Person B: Store
Person A: How was it?
Person B: Fun)
Pressurized speech: A sort of frenzied way of speaking associated with psychosis or mania.
Clanging: Connecting phrases together because of what they sound like instead of meaning
(Example: I went bent tent rent).
Echolalia: Repeating wordâs and phrases. Commonly also associated with Autism Spectrum Disorder.Â
(Example: Person A: I went to the store.
Person B: To the store.)
These are not the only examples but they are some ones I thought I'd highlight, either because theyâre well known or I have experience with them, or because theyâre famously thought of with other disorders as well and I wanted to point out how things overlap.
Personal experience: I had severe alogia for the duration of my last and worst episode. People thought I was mad at them because of the clipped way I spoke and the lack of really speaking. It got me in a lot of trouble. I didnât realize what I was saying was different or weird (I have the least insight when it comes to my speaking patterns affected by my schizoaffective, meaning I canât hear any difference and all of this is from repeated conversations with my mom, who was my caretaker for a bit and knows the most about my speech and what it means). The best solution was talking with people and being honest and educating myself and others. I donât know about others, but I couldnât have used AAC at that time.
Catatonia
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Fun fact: catatonia means unusual motor behaviors! Any unusual motor behaviors mean catatonia. This includes what we think of when we think of catatonia in schizophrenia (inability to move) as well as the opposite (being unable to stop moving) as well as strange movements and ways of holding and moving the body! Catatonia in the DSM-5 includes 3 or more of these 12 behaviors:
-Agitation unrelated to external stimuli
-Catalepsy
-Echolalia
-Echopraxia
-Grimacing
-Mannerism
-Mutism
-Negativism
-Posturing
-Stereotypy
-Stupor
-waxy flexibility
I have some experiences with catatonia-like symptoms but since they were never identified as such Iâll skip those for now. I will say that catatonia is a symptom that can happen in many disorders besides schizophrenia as well.
Negative Symptoms! Yay!
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So a positive symptom (Hallucinations or delusions) are symptoms that add something to reality or a person. Negative symptoms are symptoms that take away. There are 5 Aâs:
-Alogia (Again, poverty of speech, our favorite)
-Avolition (Lack of energy and motivation)
-Affect (Blunted affect, or a flat way of speaking)
-Anhedonia (Lack of pleasure in things that used to bring you pleasure, often thought of with depression)
-Asociality (Lack of interest in social events and relationships)
There are also often cognitive changes including thinking and memory, information recall, understanding, and acquisition, and so forth.Â
Schizophrenia and schizoaffective often (but not always) happen with whatâs called a prodromal period. This period can be months to years (mine was a little less than a year) and mainly consists of negative symptoms. Slowly, positive symptoms are added. There are thought to be stages to schizophrenia including prodrome, active phases, and remission.
Iâll talk about that a little for a second because Iâm currently in remission and no one knows what that means. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective depressive type in January 2021. As of February 2024, I no longer qualified to be rediagnosed because my symptoms were strongly under control and no longer severe enough to qualify for a diagnosis. They also didnât distress me or impact my daily life severely. Day to day now I still have mild symptoms and take my antipsychotics (trying to go off them have made it clear that I still have some symptoms I choose to keep medicating) but I havenât had a delusion in 2 years and been hospitalized in 3. Thereâs always a possibility of another episode but I work with my team to keep myself one step ahead if that happens.
What I want from a character with schizophrenia
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Alright the writing advice part. What do I want from a character with schizophrenia or schizoaffective (which is schizophrenia plus either depression or bipolar).Â
-Characters with caregivers.
-Characters using coping strategies (recording hallucinations to tell if theyre hallucinations, taking medication, having service animals that greet people so they know if theyâre a hallucination, using aids for the cognitive symptoms like sticky notes and organizational tools)
-Characters who know other characters with their disorder, either online or in support group or through running in similar circles
-Characters having autonomy
-Characters who arenât the killer or horror victim. I know itâs cool to have the schizophrenic protagonist in horror, and I love horror, but I donât want to read about the horror being symptoms the whole time
-Characters who are in magical scenarios, who are in fantasy and sci-fi. The schizophrenic princess and the schizoaffective robot technician aboard the spaceship.
-Medication and hospitalization treated casually. Sometimes we need higher care. Thatâs morally neutral
-Characters with negative symptoms and speech symptoms.
-Characters with catatonia!Â
-Characters with other disorders as well
-characters with side effects from medicine treated casually
-Characters with cognitive symptoms
Thank you for reading this incredibly long thing! Happy writing!
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Stroke of Midnight
Max Verstappen x Alonso!Reader
Summary: New Yearâs Eve sees you crouched under a table, shoving grapes into your mouth as the seconds tick by in a desperate attempt to find love in 2025 ⊠but it just so happens that love finds you a whole lot sooner than you expect
Note: Happy (almost) New Year! Wishing everyone a sweet and fulfilling 2025 â€ïž
The club is too loud, too crowded, too much. Somewhere near the DJ booth, your father is probably breaking it down to the worst remix of an already bad pop song.
You donât want to know whatâs happening. You donât even want to be here, except here is Monaco on New Yearâs Eve, and itâs supposed to be magical. Thatâs what the internet said when you Googled it this morning. But so far, the magic feels more like sweat and regret.
And desperation. Thereâs no use pretending otherwise anymore.
Your legs cramp as you shift under the table, pulling your knees to your chest to avoid the sharp heel of a passing stranger. The white tablecloth is a flimsy barrier between you and the chaos outside â limbs, perfume, champagne flutes tipped at precarious angles.
You check your phone. Eleven fifty-seven.
âGod,â you whisper to yourself, clutching the little plastic bag in your hand. âThis is rock bottom.â
But is it? The thought stops you short. You could argue thereâve been worse moments.
There was your first boyfriend, for starters. The trust fund baby who somehow thought being wealthy made cheating excusable. âItâs not like I need you,â he had said when you caught him. Yeah, no kidding.
Then came the mechanic. Charming, sweet, and exactly what you thought you needed â until you overheard him laughing with his friends about how he only asked you out on a bet. The details are blurry now, but the humiliation is crystal clear.
And, of course, the summer of horror: introducing your third boyfriend to your dad, only to walk in on him rummaging through your fatherâs underwear drawer. âI just wanted to see what greatness looks like,â he had explained with a sheepish grin, clutching a pair of Fernando Alonsoâs boxer briefs like they were relics from the Vatican.
Three strikes. Youâre out.
âNot this year,â you mutter, shaking your head. This year, youâre taking things into your own hands.
You dig into the bag, spilling green grapes into your lap. Twelve of them. One for each second before midnight, each representing a wish for the year ahead. You glance at the clock again â eleven fifty-eight now. Two minutes to go.
Someone shifts the table above you, and you nearly choke on your gasp. The tablecloth lifts slightly, and a pair of curious eyes meet yours.
âWhat the hell?â
Itâs a man â dark-haired, stubble-jawed, vaguely familiar, though everyone in Monaco looks like they could be a movie star. Heâs crouched, trying to see past the shadows. You stare back, frozen.
âAre you hiding?â He asks, tilting his head. His accent is clipped and Dutch, which somehow makes this all worse.
âUh â no,â you stammer, holding up a grape like itâs evidence in court. âIâm ⊠Iâm doing something. Itâs a tradition.â
âUnder a table?â
âYes.â
Thereâs a pause. He blinks at you, then ducks his head fully under the tablecloth. âAlright, Iâll bite. What kind of tradition involves grapes and hiding under furniture?â
âItâs Spanish.â Youâre not sure why you feel defensive, but you do. âYou eat twelve grapes, one for each second before midnight, for good luck in the new year.â
âGood luck.â He glances pointedly at the table legs surrounding you. âHowâs that working out?â
You scowl. âItâs not midnight yet.â
He snorts. âFair enough. Carry on.â He starts to retreat, but something stops him. âWait. Why under the table?â
âBecause âŠâ You hesitate, not wanting to explain that part of the superstition involves being in a confined space to focus your intentions. It sounds ridiculous out loud, even to you. âBecause itâs quieter down here.â
âRight.â His tone is skeptical, but mercifully, he leaves it at that. âGood luck, grape girl.â Heâs gone before you can respond.
The clock ticks closer to midnight. Eleven fifty-nine. You clutch the grapes tighter, willing yourself to focus.
âOkay,â you whisper, heart pounding. âThis is it. Love. Luck. Anything but whatever the hell the last three years were.â
You pop the first grape into your mouth as the countdown begins, the music fading just enough for the crowd to yell, Twelve!
Itâs sour, but you swallow it quickly, reaching for the next. Eleven!
The third grape is sweeter. Ten!
Someone bumps the table above you, but you keep going. Nine!
The fifth grape tastes like possibility. Eight!
Youâre halfway through the sixth when the tablecloth lifts again.
âSorry, but I just-â Itâs him again, the Dutch guy. He ducks under the table fully this time, looking half-apologetic, half-curious. âI couldnât help it. What happens if you donât finish in time?â
You glare at him, cheeks puffed like a chipmunk. âWhuh ah oo doinâ?â
âTrying to understand the stakes here,â he says, crouching beside you. âItâs fascinating.â
âGo âway!â You manage, scrambling for the eighth grape. Five!
âIs this, like, a universal Spanish thing? Or just your family?â
You shove the ninth grape in your mouth, ignoring him. Four!
âYouâre really committed,â he notes, watching you chew furiously. âI respect that.â
You jab a finger toward the edge of the tablecloth, signaling him to leave.
âAlright, alright,â he says, hands up in surrender. âGood luck, truly. I hope it works.â
He disappears just as the countdown hits Three!
The eleventh grape is a struggle, but you manage. Two!
You grab the last one, cramming it in just as the crowd roars, One! Happy New Year!
Itâs chaos â cheering, champagne popping, music surging back to full volume. You sit there under the table, sticky with grape juice and feeling utterly ridiculous.
âHappy New Year to me,â you mutter, wiping your hands on your dress.
Above you, the tablecloth shifts again.
âI had a feeling youâd make it,â the Dutch guy says, grinning. Heâs holding two glasses of champagne. âFigured you might need this.â
You stare at him, utterly baffled. âDo you always bother strangers under tables?â
âOnly the ones who look like theyâre about to choke on tradition.â
You take the glass hesitantly, unsure whether to thank him or tell him to leave you alone. He raises his own in a toast.
âTo luck,â he says simply, his smile oddly sincere.
You sigh, clinking your glass against his. âTo luck.â
And for the first time in years, you think it might actually work.
***
The Dutch guy, whose name you still donât know, doesnât leave. You expect him to. After all, who bothers someone under a table, offers them champagne, and then sticks around? But here he is, leaning casually against the table, like this is his New Yearâs Eve tradition too.
âSo,â he says, studying you over the rim of his glass, âhow do you know it worked?â
âWhat worked?â
âThe grapes. Your luck in love.â
âItâs not instant,â you reply dryly. âI donât think someoneâs going to walk up and propose to me tonight.â
âShame,â he says, smirking. âWouldâve been a great story.â
You roll your eyes, standing up carefully to avoid smacking your head on the table. The club is still throbbing with music, the crowd a drunken sea of sequins and suits. Your father is nowhere to be seen, probably charming half the room with drunken stories from his glory days.
The Dutch guy follows you, holding his champagne like itâs an extension of himself.
âSo, do I get a name?â He asks.
âDo I get a name?â You counter.
He laughs, setting his glass on a passing waiterâs tray. âMartin. Martin Garrix.â
It clicks immediately. The Martin Garrix. Youâve seen him on magazine covers, his face plastered on Spotify playlists, his name on Coachella lineups.
âOh,â you say, a little surprised. âYouâre that Martin Garrix.â
âDepends,â he says with a grin. âIs that a good thing or a bad thing?â
âI havenât decided yet.â
He laughs again, an easy sound that somehow cuts through the noise around you.
âAnd you are?â
You hesitate. The last thing you want is to be recognized as Fernando Alonsoâs daughter tonight. âJust ⊠me,â you say, shrugging.
âAlright, Just Me,â he teases. âWhatâs the plan now? Back to the dance floor?â
âI donât really have a plan.â You glance toward the bar, but itâs swamped. The thought of pushing through that crowd makes your skin crawl.
Martin tilts his head, considering you. âYou know,â he says after a moment, âIâve got to play a set in a bit. But before that, I could introduce you to someone.â
Your brow furrows. âIntroduce me?â
âYeah. A friend of mine. Youâll like him.â
You cross your arms. âWhy do I feel like youâre trying to get rid of me?â
âNot at all,â he says, grinning. âBut if youâre looking for luck, heâs got plenty of it.â
Before you can argue, heâs already motioning for you to follow him.
Martin weaves through the crowd effortlessly, stopping just long enough to charm security guards and exchange handshakes with people who look vaguely important. You trail behind, clutching your champagne glass like a lifeline.
âVIP,â he explains over his shoulder, as if that answers anything.
âI was in VIP,â you mutter. âThen I left to crawl under a table.â
âYour loss,â he quips.
The VIP section is smaller than you remember, cordoned off with velvet ropes and guarded by men in black suits. Martin flashes a wristband, and the guard steps aside.
Youâre led to a booth tucked in the farthest corner, hidden from most of the chaos. Someone is slouched in the corner seat, a drink dangling from his fingers. His head tilts up when Martin approaches, and your stomach flips.
Max Verstappen.
You stop dead in your tracks, heat rushing to your face. Of all the people â of course itâs him.
Max looks at you, then at Martin, then back at you. His brow furrows in confusion, his normally sharp blue eyes a little unfocused.
âMartin,â he says, voice thick with alcohol, âwhoâs this?â
Martin grins, gesturing toward you. âStray kitten I found under a table. Thought you might want company.â
You gape at him. âI am not a stray kitten.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â Martin says, completely unbothered.
Max blinks, then sets his drink on the table. âWait. I know you.â
âYeah,â you say quickly, âI know you too.â
Itâs a terrible response, but youâre too flustered to think straight. Max Verstappen, reigning Formula 1 world champion, is sitting in front of you, looking unfairly handsome even in his clearly drunk state.
Martin claps Max on the shoulder. âIâll leave you two to it. Donât scare her off, mate.â
âWait, what-â You start to protest, but Martin is already disappearing into the crowd.
Youâre left standing there awkwardly, clutching your glass like itâs a shield. Max watches you, his expression softening into something unreadable.
âSit,â he says, gesturing to the empty seat beside him.
You hesitate, then slide into the booth, leaving just enough space between you that it doesnât feel too intimate.
âSo,â he says, leaning back. âWhatâs this about a table?â
You sigh, rubbing your temple. âItâs a Spanish tradition. You eat twelve grapes at midnight for good luck in the new year. I was under the table to-â
âFocus your intentions,â he finishes, surprising you.
Your eyes widen. âHow do you know that?â
âCarlos told me about it once back when we were teammates,â he says with a small smile. âHe thought it was funny.â
You relax slightly. âWell, itâs not funny. Itâs practical.â
âUnder a table, though?â His smile widens.
âItâs quieter!â
He laughs, and itâs the kind of laugh that makes your heart twist in your chest. Youâve always found Max intimidating â cool, calm, untouchable. But right now, with his hair slightly messy and his guard down, he seems ⊠human.
âYouâre drunk,â you blurt out.
He nods, unabashed. âA little.â
âA lot,â you correct.
âFair.â He leans forward, resting his elbows on the table. âBut what about you? Youâre here on New Yearâs Night, eating grapes under tables. Whatâs that about?â
You hesitate, then shrug. âBad luck. Bad ⊠everything, really. I figured it couldnât hurt.â
He studies you for a moment, his gaze steady despite the alcohol. âBad everything?â
âLove life,â you admit, looking away. âItâs been a disaster.â
âJoin the club,â he mutters, taking a sip of his drink.
You glance at him, surprised. âWhat do you mean? Youâre-â You stop yourself, realizing how stupid it sounds. Heâs Max Verstappen. He could have anyone.
âExactly,â he says, reading your expression. âAnd thatâs the problem. No one takes me seriously. They just see the driver, the fame, the money.â
You soften. âThat sounds lonely.â
âIt is.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, heavy with unspoken words.
âYou know,â he says finally, his voice quieter now, âI always wondered what itâd be like to talk to you.â
Your breath catches. âWhat?â
âIn the paddock. Youâre always with your dad, or with someone else. I never knew how to âŠâ He trails off, rubbing the back of his neck. âIt doesnât matter.â
âIt does,â you say quickly, surprising yourself. âI always wondered too.â
He looks at you then, really looks at you, and for a moment, the noise of the club fades into the background.
âYeah?â He asks softly.
You nod, suddenly shy. âYeah.â
His lips twitch into a small smile. âMaybe Martin was right.â
âAbout what?â
âLuck.â
You laugh, the sound light and unexpected. âMaybe.â
He leans back, the tension in his shoulders easing. âSo, what now? Are you going to wait for the grapes to work, or are we going to make our own luck?â
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd how do we do that?â
âWell,â he says, a playful glint in his eye, âwe could start by getting out of here.â
âAnd go where?â
âAnywhere,â he says, standing up and holding out his hand.
You stare at his hand, then take it, letting him pull you to your feet.
âAlright,â you say, your heart pounding. âLetâs see where this luck takes us.â
***
The valet pulls up with the car, and itâs ⊠a Ferrari Monza SP2. Of course it is. Sleek, black, and absurdly expensive, it looks like something out of a Bond movie. The kind of car you donât just drive; you wear it, command it.
Max grins at you as the valet hands him the keys, his drunken sway almost imperceptible â almost. He heads straight for the driverâs side, but you grab his arm before he can open the door.
âAre you serious?â You ask, wide-eyed.
âWhat?â His expression is equal parts innocence and mischief.
âYouâve been drinking.â
He glances at the keys in his hand, then back at you, shrugging like itâs no big deal. âIâve had worse nights.â
âMax,â you say firmly, your voice cutting through the noise of passing cars and drunken revelers spilling out onto the Monaco streets. âYouâre not driving.â
He raises an eyebrow, his grin widening. âSo, what? Youâre offering?â
You blink, caught off guard. âI-I didnât mean-â
But heâs already opening the driverâs side door and stepping aside, holding it open for you with a dramatic flourish. âYour chariot awaits, madam.â
Your first instinct is to argue, to remind him that this is his car and youâre not exactly in the habit of taking over Ferraris from Formula 1 champions unless theyâre your father. But the glint in his eye dares you to say yes.
âFine,â you mutter, slipping past him and sliding into the driverâs seat.
The leather feels luxurious under your fingers, the steering wheel practically begging to be gripped. You know Ferraris â you grew up around them, after all â but this one feels different. It feels ⊠alive.
Max climbs into the passenger seat with surprising agility for someone whoâs had more than a few drinks. He looks entirely too pleased with himself, leaning back like he owns not just the car, but the world.
âWhere to?â You ask, trying to sound nonchalant as you adjust the seat and mirrors.
He shrugs, a lazy smile on his face. âSurprise me.â
The car roars to life under your hands, the engine purring with a deep, satisfying growl. You pull out of the valet lane and into the Monaco streets, the city lights sparkling like theyâve been sprinkled with diamonds.
You have no plan, no destination in mind. So, you let the roads guide you. Past the harbor, where yachts bob gently against their moorings, and out onto the open road leading away from Monaco.
Max watches you drive, his gaze heavy but not uncomfortable. âYouâre good at this,â he says, his voice cutting through the low hum of the engine.
You glance at him, one hand on the wheel. âI should be. My dad made sure I could handle cars before I could even ride a bike.â
He chuckles. âSounds about right.â
The road begins to curve as you head toward Nice, the cityâs glow fading behind you. The winding asphalt hugs the coastline, offering glimpses of the dark sea shimmering under the moonlight.
Max leans his head back against the seat, his eyes half-closed. âThis is nice,â he murmurs, almost to himself.
You smile, focusing on the road. âIt is.â
The stretch of beach comes out of nowhere, a small, deserted slice of sand tucked between rocky cliffs. You might have driven past it without a second thought, but Max suddenly sits up, pointing wildly.
âStop!â He yells.
You react instinctively, slamming on the brakes. The tires screech against the pavement, and the car comes to a jarring halt.
âJesus, Max!â You exclaim, turning to glare at him. âWhat is wrong with you?â
Heâs already unbuckling his seatbelt, his eyes sparkling with excitement. âWeâre going skinny dipping.â
âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â He grins like a kid who just discovered a hidden jar of candy. âCome on. The waterâs right there.â
You stare at him, dumbfounded. âYou canât be serious.â
âWhy not?â He pushes open the door and climbs out, gesturing for you to follow. âItâs New Yearâs. Perfect time to do something stupid.â
âSkinny dipping isnât just stupid, Max. Itâs-â You gesture vaguely, your cheeks heating. âItâs ridiculous.â
He leans down, resting his arms on the open car door. âExactly. Thatâs the point. Live a little.â
You hesitate, glancing toward the beach. The moonlight glints off the waves, the sound of the surf mingling with the gentle rustle of wind through the grass. Thereâs no one else around.
âMax,â you start, your voice uncertain.
He tilts his head, his expression softening. âHey. Itâs just water. I wonât look if you donât want me to.â
You laugh despite yourself, shaking your head. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd youâre stalling.â He steps back, holding his arms out as if to say, whatâs the worst that could happen?
You sigh, unbuckling your seatbelt. âIf I freeze to death, Iâm haunting you.â
âDeal.â
The sand is cool under your feet as you follow Max toward the water. Heâs already pulled off his shirt and pants, tossing them carelessly onto the beach. The moonlight catches on his skin, highlighting the lean muscles of his back.
You hesitate at the waterâs edge, the waves lapping at your toes.
âThis is crazy,â you mutter, crossing your arms.
âThatâs the point,â Max calls over his shoulder, already wading into the surf.
You bite your lip, glancing around one last time to make sure youâre alone. Then, with a deep breath, you pull off your dress, leaving it in a heap beside Maxâs clothes.
The water is shockingly cold as you step in, but itâs not unbearable. You wade in deeper, the waves swirling around your waist, then your chest.
Max is already floating on his back a few meters ahead, his arms stretched out like heâs completely at peace.
âSee?â He says, his voice carrying over the water. âNot so bad.â
You tread water, glaring at him. âI hate that youâre right.â
He laughs, the sound echoing across the beach. âYouâll get used to it.â
For a while, neither of you says anything. The water is calm, the world around you eerily quiet except for the soft crash of waves.
âThis is nice,â you admit finally, your voice barely above a whisper.
âTold you,â he says, tilting his head to look at you. His expression is softer now, less playful. âThanks for indulging me.â
You shrug, a small smile tugging at your lips. âThanks for trusting me with your car.â
He grins. âI figured it was in good hands.â
The silence stretches between you again, but itâs not uncomfortable. It feels ⊠easy. Like the two of you have always been here, floating in the moonlit water, sharing something unspoken.
âIâve always liked you,â Max says suddenly, his voice quiet but firm.
You freeze, your heart skipping a beat. âWhat?â
He turns onto his side, treading water to face you. âI mean it. For years, Iâve ⊠I donât know. I never thought youâd feel the same, so I didnât say anything. But tonight âŠâ He trails off, shaking his head. âI donât know. It felt like the right time.â
Your throat tightens, your mind racing. Youâve always thought Max was out of your league, untouchable. But here he is, confessing in the most Max way possible â honest, straightforward, no games.
âIâve always liked you too,â you admit, your voice trembling.
His eyes widen, a slow smile spreading across his face. âYeah?â
âYeah.â
He laughs, the sound full of relief and joy. âWell, I guess the grapes worked after all.â
You roll your eyes, but youâre smiling. âDonât make me regret this.â
âNever,â he says, his voice soft.
It feels like a promise.
***
When you and Max finally stumble out of the water, shivering and laughing, you head straight to the spot where youâd left your clothes. Only, when you get there, the beach doesnât look quite the same.
Your dress isnât where you left it.
âOh no,â you mutter, scanning the dark sand.
âWhat?â Max asks, standing next to you, his arms crossed against the cold.
âMy clothes.â You point at the waterline, which has crept much closer during your impromptu swim. âThe waves mustâve gotten to them.â
Max glances down and then back at you with a smirk. âYou mean those clothes?â
You follow his gaze to a small, soggy heap half-buried in the sand.
âOh, for the love of-â You dart toward them, scooping up your dress and underwear, which are completely soaked and dripping.
Max doesnât even try to suppress his laugh. âWell, this is awkward.â
âDonât,â you warn, glaring at him.
âI didnât say anything!â He holds up his hands defensively, still grinning.
You groan, holding up your dress, which now feels about ten pounds heavier with seawater. âWhat am I supposed to do? I canât wear this.â
Max tilts his head, considering. âGuess youâll have to drive back naked.â
âMax!â
âKidding, kidding!â He steps closer, tugging his own damp shirt over his head and holding it out to you. âHere. Problem solved.â
You hesitate, eyeing the shirt. âWhat about you?â
âIâll live,â he says with a shrug, clearly unbothered by the chilly night air. âTake it.â
You sigh, knowing you donât have much of a choice. âFine. Turn around.â
Max smirks but obeys, turning his back to you.
You quickly pull the oversized shirt over your head, the fabric still warm from his body. It smells like him, too â a mix of salt, sweat, and something distinctly Max. You tug it down as far as it will go, grateful that itâs long enough to cover everything important.
âOkay,â you say.
Max turns back around, and his grin is immediate and wide. âWow.â
âWhat?â You ask, crossing your arms.
âYou look good in my clothes,â he says, his voice dropping slightly.
You roll your eyes, but your cheeks burn at the way heâs looking at you, his gaze lingering a little too long. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd youâre beautiful,â he counters, his tone light but earnest.
You open your mouth to respond, but the words catch in your throat. Instead, you shake your head, muttering, âLetâs just go.â
Max doesnât argue, but his grin lingers as the two of you make your way back to the car.
âWhere are we going?â Max asks as you slide back into the driverâs seat, the leather cool against your bare thighs.
âI was going to ask you the same thing,â you say, adjusting the mirrors again.
He shrugs, leaning back in his seat. âWe could go back to my place.â
You snort. âWhy does that sound like the setup to a bad pickup line?â
âHey,â he protests, mock-offended. âIâm a gentleman.â
You glance at him, raising an eyebrow. âAre you, though?â
âSometimes,â he says, grinning. âDepends on the company.â
You laugh, shaking your head. âWell, as much as Iâd love to see your undoubtedly bachelor-esque apartment, I have a better idea.â
âOh?â
âMy dadâs place,â you say, pulling onto the road.
Max raises an eyebrow. âFernandoâs?â
âHeâs not there,â you assure him quickly. âHeâs probably still at the club, or passed out somewhere. And I happen to know he stocked the apartment with some really good champagne.â
Max hums, considering. âFancy champagne, empty apartment ⊠I like the sound of this.â
You smile, turning onto the highway. âI thought you might.â
The drive back to Monaco feels different this time. The adrenaline from the beach has faded, replaced by a quiet comfort. Max sits beside you, his head tilted back against the seat, humming softly to himself.
You glance at him out of the corner of your eye. âYouâre not falling asleep, are you?â
He shakes his head, reaching for the radio. âNope. Just thinking.â
âDangerous,â you tease.
He laughs, fiddling with the dial until he lands on a station playing 80s hits. The familiar opening chords of Take On Me by A-ha fill the car, and Max immediately starts singing along.
âTalking away,â he belts out, completely off-key but fully committed.
You canât help but laugh. âOh my God, Max.â
âWhat?â He says, grinning at you. âYou donât like my singing?â
âIâm just saying, maybe stick to driving cars.â
He clutches his chest dramatically. âOuch. Thatâs harsh.â
The chorus kicks in, and Max leans closer to you, practically shouting the lyrics. âIâll be gone, in a day or twoooooo!â
Youâre laughing so hard you can barely keep your hands steady on the wheel. âYouâre ridiculous.â
âAnd you love it,â he says, winking.
You roll your eyes, but the truth is, you kind of do. Thereâs something about the way Max is so unapologetically himself, even when heâs being completely ridiculous. Itâs endearing in a way you didnât expect.
The next song comes on â Africa by Toto (not that Toto, the other one) â and Max doesnât miss a beat, launching into another impromptu performance.
âI bless the rains down in AfricAAAA!â
âPlease stop,â you beg, though your cheeks hurt from smiling.
âNever,â he says, grinning at you like this is the most fun heâs had in ages.
And as the lights of Monaco come back into view, you realize youâve never felt more at ease with someone. Maxâs off-tune singing, the salty breeze still clinging to your hair, and the warmth of his shirt against your skin â it all feels like something out of a dream.
âHey,â Max says suddenly, his voice softer now.
âYeah?â You glance at him, and for once, heâs not smiling. His expression is thoughtful, almost serious.
âIâm glad it was you tonight,â he says simply.
Your heart skips a beat, but you manage to keep your voice steady. âMe too.â
He turns back to the radio, cranking up the volume as another song starts. And as you drive toward the city, the two of you singing along to the music, it feels like the beginning of something youâre not quite ready to name â but it feels right all the same.
***
The apartment is just as you left it â sleek, minimalist, and undoubtedly your fatherâs. Clean lines, muted colors, and an expansive view of Monacoâs twinkling lights spilling in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Max whistles low as he steps inside, running a hand through his damp hair. âYour dad has good taste.â
You scoff, kicking off your shoes by the door. âHe has a good interior designer. Thereâs a difference.â
Max chuckles, padding after you as you head straight for the kitchen. âWhereâs this fancy champagne you promised?â
You open the fridge, scanning its contents. Sure enough, five bottles of Dom PĂ©rignon are lined up like soldiers, condensation clinging to their dark glass.
âHere,â you say, pulling one out and setting it on the marble countertop. âBut donât complain if it ruins you for whatever it is that Formula 1 uses on podiums these days.â
Max grabs two flutes from the cabinet you pointed to and shrugs. âI think Iâll survive.â
You pop the cork with a satisfying pop, pouring the sparkling liquid into the glasses he offers.
âTo questionable life choices,â Max says, raising his glass.
You laugh, clinking yours against his. âTo new beginnings.â
The first sip is crisp and effervescent, the kind of taste that makes you close your eyes for a second to savor it. Max seems equally impressed, letting out a low hum of approval.
âYou werenât kidding,â he says, taking another sip. âThis is good.â
âOnly the best for Fernando Alonso,â you say, rolling your eyes.
The two of you settle on the couch, the city lights casting a soft glow over the room. Conversation flows easily, the champagne loosening whatever walls you might have had left after the events of the night.
By the second bottle, youâre both leaning into each other, laughing at stories youâve never told anyone else.
âSo, wait,â Max says, his voice slightly slurred. âYou actually punched him?â
âI didnât punch him,â you correct, giggling. âI just ⊠shoved him. Hard. With my fist.â
Max snorts. âThatâs literally a punch.â
âSemantics.â You wave him off, taking another sip of champagne. âHe deserved it.â
âRemind me never to get on your bad side,â Max says, shaking his head with a grin.
By the time you open the third bottle, everything is a blur of laughter, shared glances, and a warmth that has nothing to do with the alcohol.
Youâre halfway through another story when Max interrupts, leaning closer. âYouâve got âŠâ He gestures vaguely at your face.
âWhat?â You ask, frowning.
âHold on.â He reaches out, brushing the corner of your mouth with his thumb. The touch is light, almost hesitant, but it sends a jolt of electricity through you.
âThere,â he says softly, his thumb lingering a second too long before he pulls back.
The room feels suddenly smaller, quieter. Your eyes meet his, and for a moment, neither of you says anything.
Then, without thinking, you lean in.
The kiss is messy, fueled by champagne and years of unspoken tension. Maxâs lips are soft but insistent, his hands finding your waist and pulling you closer.
You barely register the sound of your glass clattering onto the coffee table as you climb onto his lap, your fingers tangling in his hair.
âIs this okay?â He murmurs against your lips, his breath warm and ragged.
You nod, your hands already tugging at the waistband of his jeans. âMore than okay.â
His hands slide under the shirt youâre wearing â his shirt â his palms warm against your skin. The touch makes you shiver, but you canât tell if itâs from the cold or something else entirely.
âYou look so good in this,â he whispers, his lips trailing down your neck.
âStop talking,â you mutter, pulling him back up for another kiss.
He laughs softly but obeys, his hands roaming freely now, exploring every curve like heâs trying to memorize you.
You lose track of time, of where you end and he begins. The champagne bubbles in your veins, making everything feel hazy and light.
Somehow, you both end up half-naked on the leather sectional, your legs tangled together. Maxâs hands stay under the shirt, resting against your waist like heâs anchoring himself to you.
Your hand drifts lower, brushing against the waistband of his briefs. He lets out a low groan, his head falling back against the couch.
âCareful,â he says, his voice thick with a mix of amusement and warning.
You smirk, leaning down to press a kiss to his jaw. âYouâre the one who said to live a little.â
He laughs, pulling you back down into another kiss.
Eventually, exhaustion gets the better of both of you. The kisses slow, turning softer, lazier, until youâre both too tired to do anything but collapse against each other.
Maxâs arms wrap around you, his body warm and solid beneath you.
âDonât let me fall asleep like this,â you mumble, your voice muffled against his chest.
âToo late,â he replies, his voice already heavy with sleep.
And as your eyes flutter closed, you canât help but think that this might be the best questionable life choice youâve ever made.
***
The first hint of dawn spills into the apartment, a soft, golden hue creeping through the glass walls. The city below comes to life slowly, but up here, in the quiet sanctuary of your fatherâs apartment, everything feels frozen in time.
Youâre vaguely aware of the early morning light as you stir, still half-asleep, tangled in the warmth of Maxâs arms. His hands are still under the shirt youâre wearing â his shirt â resting against your bare waist. Your head rests on his chest, his steady heartbeat like a metronome beneath your ear.
You should feel embarrassed, maybe even regretful. Instead, you feel ⊠safe. Content.
The sound of keys jingling outside the door doesnât register immediately.
Then, the lock turns, and the door creaks open.
âAh, mierda.â
The low curse comes from the entryway. The unmistakable, groggy voice of your father.
You jolt upright, your blood turning ice-cold as the realization sinks in.
Max stirs beside you, groaning softly. âWhatâs going on?â
You donât have time to answer before Fernando appears in the living room doorway, his hair disheveled, his jacket slung over one shoulder, and the beginnings of a hangover etched across his face.
His gaze lands on the two of you â your bare legs, Maxâs shirt haphazardly covering you, and the obvious fact that both your pants are nowhere to be seen.
Thereâs a long, excruciating silence.
âPapĂĄ,â you manage to squeak, your voice higher than you intended.
Fernando blinks once, twice. Then his eyes narrow. âWhat is this?â
Max freezes, his brain clearly struggling to catch up. âUh âŠâ
You scramble for words, any words, but your mind is a complete blank.
Fernando steps closer, his voice sharp. âYou. Verstappen. What are you doing here?â
Max raises a hand, as though heâs trying to surrender. âI can explain-â
âOh, you better,â Fernando interrupts, his tone dark. âBecause from where Iâm standing, this looks like âŠâ He gestures vaguely at the two of you, his expression a mix of disbelief and fury. â⊠a very bad decision.â
You hastily pull a throw pillow over your lap, trying to muster some semblance of dignity. âItâs not what it looks like.â
Fernando arches a brow. âIt looks like I came home to find my daughter and Max Verstappen half-naked on my couch.â
âOkay, so maybe itâs a little what it looks like,â you admit, cringing.
Max finally seems to snap out of his stupor. He sits up, running a hand through his already messy hair. âListen, Fernando, I-â
âYou donât get to call me Fernando,â your father snaps. âNot right now.â
âOkay,â Max backtracks quickly, holding up his hands. âLook, this isnât her fault. Itâs on me.â
You turn to him, frowning. âMax-â
âNo, itâs true,â he continues, his voice steady despite the situation. âI shouldnât have let things get ⊠out of hand.â
Fernando crosses his arms, his eyes narrowing further. âOut of hand?â
âI mean-â Max stumbles over his words, clearly realizing heâs digging himself deeper. âItâs not like we planned for this to happen.â
Fernandoâs gaze flicks to you, his expression unreadable. âIs that true?â
You open your mouth, then close it, your cheeks burning. âWell ⊠yes. Kind of.â
âKind of?â
âItâs complicated!â You blurt out, throwing your hands up in frustration.
Fernando pinches the bridge of his nose, muttering something under his breath that youâre pretty sure isnât complimentary.
âI donât even know where to start,â he says after a moment, his voice tight. âYou-â He points at Max. âWhy are you even here?â
âWe were ⊠celebrating,â Max says hesitantly.
âCelebrating,â Fernando repeats flatly. âBy taking your pants off on my couch?â
âOkay, that part was-â Max starts, but you cut him off.
âCan we not talk about pants right now?â You plead, your face hot enough to fry an egg.
Fernando gives you a look that could melt steel. âNo, weâre absolutely going to talk about it. What were you thinking?â
âMaybe we werenât thinking,â you admit quietly, avoiding his gaze.
âThat much is obvious,â he mutters.
âPapĂĄ, please,â you say, your voice softening. âItâs not like we meant to disrespect you or your home.â
Fernando sighs, the anger in his expression giving way to something else â disappointment. It stings more than you care to admit.
Max shifts uncomfortably beside you, breaking the silence. âI know this looks bad-â
âIt is bad,â Fernando interrupts. âDo you have any idea what this could do to your reputation? To hers?â
Max frowns, his jaw tightening. âWith all due respect, I care more about her than my reputation.â
Your breath catches at his words, but Fernando doesnât seem impressed.
âConvenient to say that now,â he mutters, crossing his arms again.
Maxâs expression hardens. âItâs the truth.â
The tension in the room is suffocating, the silence stretching out until you canât take it anymore.
âCan we just ⊠take a minute?â You say, looking between them. âPlease?â
Fernando stares at you for a long moment, his expression softening just a fraction. âFine. One minute.â
He turns on his heel, muttering something under his breath yet again as he storms toward the kitchen.
As soon as heâs out of earshot, you let out a shaky breath, turning to Max.
âThis is a disaster,â you whisper.
Max reaches for your hand, his touch grounding. âWeâll figure it out.â
âHow?â You ask, your voice tinged with panic.
He squeezes your hand gently. âTogether.â
Despite everything, his confidence is reassuring. You take another deep breath, trying to steady yourself.
âOkay,â you say quietly. âTogether.â
Fernandoâs voice cuts through the moment from the kitchen. âYou better be decent when I come back.â
Max lets out a low chuckle, and you canât help but smile despite the situation.
âLetâs just survive the next five minutes,â you murmur, standing to pull on your still-damp jeans.
Max grins up at you, his eyes warm. âI like our odds.â
You glance toward the kitchen, where your father is undoubtedly fuming, and pray heâs right.
***
The tension in the room is suffocating as your father storms back from the kitchen, a cup of coffee in his hand and a sharp glare aimed squarely at Max. You sit on the edge of the couch, trying to make yourself as small as possible. Max, to his credit, doesnât flinch under the weight of Fernandoâs gaze, though his posture is tense, shoulders squared like heâs bracing for impact.
Fernando takes a long sip of his coffee before setting the cup down on the counter with a decisive clink. âAlright,â he says, folding his arms across his chest. âLetâs talk.â
Max leans forward, his elbows on his knees. âI-â
Fernando holds up a hand, cutting him off. âNo. Iâll talk first. Youâll listen.â
Max glances at you briefly, then nods. âOkay.â
Your father steps closer, his eyes narrowing. âSo. Verstappen. Tell me â were you trying to sleep with my daughter under my own roof?â
The bluntness of the question makes you choke on air. âPapĂĄ!â
âStay out of this,â Fernando says sharply, not even sparing you a glance. His eyes are locked on Max, who blinks in surprise before straightening in his seat.
âNo!â Max says quickly, his voice firm. âOf course not.â
Fernando tilts his head, his lips twitching as though heâs fighting back a smirk. âOh, so sheâs not attractive enough for you to want to sleep with?â
âWhat?â You gasp, standing up. âWhat is wrong with you?â
âSit down,â Fernando says over his shoulder, though thereâs an unmistakable gleam of amusement in his eyes.
Max looks like heâs been thrown into the deep end of a pool without warning. âThatâs not â what? No!â
Fernando raises an eyebrow. âNo, sheâs not attractive, or no, you werenât trying to sleep with her?â
Max glares at him, his jaw tightening. âYouâre twisting my words.â
âAm I?â Fernando says, taking another slow sip of his coffee.
âYes!â Max snaps, then seems to catch himself. He exhales, running a hand through his hair. âLook, I wasnât trying to disrespect you or your home. I swear.â
Fernando steps closer, looming over Max. âYou swear, huh?â
âYes,â Max says firmly.
âAnd yet,â Fernando says, gesturing at the couch with a dramatic wave of his hand, âI walked in on this. My daughter, half-naked, tangled up with you.â
You groan, burying your face in your hands. âOh my god, stop.â
Fernando ignores you. âExplain that, Verstappen.â
Max meets his gaze, unflinching. âI care about her. Thatâs the truth.â
Fernandoâs eyebrows lift slightly, but he doesnât respond immediately. He paces a few steps, tapping his fingers against his coffee cup as though mulling over his next move.
Finally, he stops, turning back to Max. âYou care about her,â he repeats, his tone skeptical.
âYes,â Max says, his voice unwavering.
Fernando tilts his head again, studying Max like heâs a puzzle heâs trying to solve. âAlright. Letâs test that.â
Max frowns. âTest what?â
âYour commitment,â Fernando says simply.
You groan again, standing up. âPapĂĄ, this isnât some kind of-â
âSit,â Fernando says, pointing at the couch.
âStop telling me to sit!â You snap, but you drop back down anyway, crossing your arms over your chest.
Fernando turns back to Max, a small, mischievous smile playing at the corners of his mouth. âSo. Verstappen. If you care about her, you wonât mind answering a few questions.â
Max hesitates but nods. âAlright.â
Fernando sets his coffee cup down again, cracking his knuckles for dramatic effect. âFirst question. Do you even know her middle name?â
Maxâs eyes flick to you, then back to Fernando. âOf course I do. Itâs-â He pauses, frowning. âWait. Do you have one?â
Fernando lets out a bark of laughter. âStrike one.â
You roll your eyes. âMax, I donât have a middle name. Donât listen to him.â
Max glares at Fernando. âThatâs not fair.â
âLife isnât fair,â Fernando says with a shrug. âNext question. Whatâs her favorite color?â
Maxâs frown deepens. âPink?â
Fernando shakes his head. âWrong.â
âWrong?â Max turns to you. âItâs not pink?â
âItâs not pink,â you confirm, biting back a smile.
Fernando smirks. âStrike two.â
Max leans back, exhaling slowly. âAlright. What is it, then?â
Fernando opens his mouth, but you cut him off. âItâs burgundy.â
âBurgundy,â Max repeats, nodding to himself. âGot it.â
âToo late,â Fernando says, waving him off. âYouâre already failing.â
âPapĂĄ,â you say, your tone a warning.
Fernando raises his hands in mock surrender. âFine, fine. One last question.â
Max leans forward again, his expression determined. âGo ahead.â
Fernandoâs smirk returns. âWhat are your intentions with my daughter?â
The question hangs in the air like a loaded gun.
Max doesnât flinch. He meets Fernandoâs gaze head-on and says, âI donât know yet.â
You blink in surprise, as does your father.
Max continues, his voice steady. âBut I know I want to figure it out. I care about her, and I want to spend more time with her. Thatâs all I can say right now.â
Fernando studies him for a long moment, his expression unreadable.
Then, to your astonishment, he nods. âFair enough.â
âFair enough?â You echo, staring at him in disbelief.
Fernando shrugs, picking up his coffee cup again. âAt least heâs honest.â
Max lets out a breath he probably didnât realize he was holding, and you shake your head, still trying to process what just happened.
âJust one thing,â Fernando adds, turning back to Max with a pointed look.
âWhatâs that?â Max asks cautiously.
Fernando leans in slightly, his voice low but firm. âIf you hurt her, Iâll make sure you regret it.â
Max doesnât hesitate. âUnderstood.â
Fernando nods once, then steps back, his demeanor relaxing slightly. âGood. Now, get dressed. Both of you.â
You groan, covering your face with your hands again. âThis is the worst day of my life.â
âCouldâve been worse,â Max says, nudging you gently.
You glare at him, but thereâs a small smile tugging at your lips despite everything.
Fernando smirks, heading toward his bedroom. âYouâve got ten minutes before I come back with more questions.â
âPapĂĄ!â You call after him, but heâs already gone.
Max chuckles softly, leaning back on the couch. âThat went well, all things considered.â
You stare at him, incredulous. âYou think that went well?â
He grins, shrugging. âIâm still alive, arenât I?â
You canât help but laugh, shaking your head. âYouâre unbelievable.â
âAnd you like me anyway,â he says, his grin widening.
You roll your eyes, but you donât argue.
***
One Year Later
The club is just as loud and chaotic as it was a year ago, but it feels different this time. Maybe itâs the crowd, maybe itâs the glow of the New Yearâs lights, or maybe itâs the fact that Maxâs hand hasnât left yours all night.
Youâre back where it all started, tucked into the VIP section of the Monaco club where you had once crouched under a table eating grapes in a last-ditch attempt to find love. That night had been nothing short of chaotic, but looking back, it had been the beginning of something you wouldnât trade for the world.
âIs it how you remembered it?â Max asks, leaning in close to be heard over the music.
You glance around at the glittering lights and pulsing crowd, then back at him. âItâs definitely less embarrassing this time around.â
Max grins, brushing a thumb over your knuckles. âI donât know. You were pretty cute in your desperation.â
You groan, nudging him with your shoulder. âAre you ever going to let me live that down?â
âNot a chance,â he says, laughing. âItâs one of my favorite stories to tell.â
âGreat. Glad my suffering is so entertaining for you,â you tease, though you canât help but smile.
Max tugs you closer, his voice softer now. âYou know, Iâm really glad you ate those grapes.â
You look up at him, your heart fluttering at the way his eyes crinkle when he smiles. âMe too.â
The DJ announces that itâs nearly midnight, and the crowd buzzes with excitement. Max pulls you to your feet, his hands resting lightly on your waist.
âReady to count down?â He asks, his voice warm and low.
âWith you? Always,â you say, grinning.
The countdown begins, and the energy in the room spikes. You can feel the excitement in the air, the anticipation of a new year, a fresh start.
âTen!â The crowd shouts.
Maxâs hands tighten slightly on your waist, and you lean into him, your pulse racing.
âNine!â
You look up at him, your eyes locking.
âEight!â
His gaze softens, his smile turning gentle.
âSeven!â
You bite your lip, butterflies fluttering in your stomach.
âSix!â
Max leans down, his forehead brushing against yours.
âFive!â
Your breath catches as the noise of the crowd fades into the background.
âFour!â
âThree!â
âTwo!â
You close your eyes, tilting your head up.
âOne!â
Midnight strikes, and Maxâs lips meet yours, soft and certain. The room erupts in cheers and confetti, but all you can focus on is the way heâs holding you, like youâre the only person in the world.
The kiss deepens, his hands sliding to your back, pulling you closer. You smile against his lips, your heart full and light-
Only to be rudely interrupted by someone literally wedging themselves between you.
âAlright, break it up!â
You stumble back a step, blinking in surprise. Max looks just as stunned, his hands still midair where theyâd been resting on your waist.
Fernando stands between you, his arms crossed and a deeply unimpressed look on his face. âLeave room for Jesus.â
You gape at him, your cheeks burning. âPapĂĄ! What the hell are you doing?â
âI think the better question,â he says, looking pointedly at Max, âis what you two were doing.â
Max stares at him, then throws his hands up. âWe were kissing. Itâs New Yearâs!â
Fernando raises an eyebrow. âAnd you couldnât do that with a little more ⊠decorum?â
âYouâre not even religious!â You protest, exasperated.
Fernando smirks, clearly enjoying himself. âAnd thatâs why, by Jesus, I mean me.â
Max blinks. âYou mean ⊠you?â
You stare at your father, your frustration warring with the urge to laugh. âAre you serious right now?â
âCompletely,â Fernando says, deadpan. âNow, why donât we all take a nice step back, breathe, and reflect on the fact that Iâm allowing this relationship to exist at all.â
âAllowing?â Max echoes, crossing his arms. âWith all due respect, I donât think you get to allow anything anymore.â
Fernando turns to him, one eyebrow raised. âOh, is that so?â
âYes,â Max says firmly. âWeâre adults. And weâre together. Whether you approve or not.â
Fernando looks at him for a long moment, then lets out a low chuckle. âWell, at least youâve got guts.â
âMore than that,â you interject, stepping between them. âHeâs good to me. Better than anyone else ever has been. And I love him.â
Fernandoâs smirk fades, replaced by something softer. He looks at you, his expression unreadable, then nods slowly. âI know.â
âYou know?â You ask, surprised.
He shrugs. âOf course I know. Iâm your father.â
Max exchanges a glance with you, clearly just as confused. âSo ⊠whatâs with all the drama, then?â
Fernando grins, stepping back. âBecause itâs fun.â
You groan, burying your face in your hands again. âI canât believe this.â
Max laughs, pulling you into his side. âI can.â
Fernando claps Max on the shoulder, his grin widening. âHappy New Year, Verstappen. Donât screw it up.â
Max meets his gaze, his expression serious. âI wonât.â
Fernando nods, then turns to you. âAnd you â try to keep him out of trouble, will you?â
You smile, leaning into Max. âIâll do my best.â
Fernando waves you off, disappearing back into the crowd with a casual, âDonât make me come back over here.â
Max watches him go, then turns to you, shaking his head. âYour dadâs insane.â
âWelcome to my world,â you say, laughing.
He grins, leaning down to kiss you again. This time, no one interrupts.
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Edea laughed that big bellied laugh that always seemed to remind Mahzer of her husband as she held onto Saiph. When the others rolled into the room, she put him down so he could walk over to Lena. He put his arm over her shoulder, laughing a bit while shaking his head. In another soft light, Saiph's body grew a little taller and fuller. When it dissipated, he appeared to be an older man.
"I can take the form of any person I meet if I really wanted to. I just knew Edea recognized me if I was the younger looking lad rather than just the dragon." with his explanation done, he slowly reverted back to the cat sized dragon to lay himself over Lena's shoulders before looking to Edea, "Why are you here, Edie?"
"I heard what was going on and I wanted to make sure everything was alright, and offer my help if need be." Edea leaned against the edge of the desk as she rested her hands over the hilt of her blade. From what she heard from both Yew and Nuriel, this dragon debacle was slowly seeping into Luxendarc... And she knew the dragons were still around back home, as well as other prime candidates DeRogna could use to fulfill the ritual Hell, if she can pinpoint DeRose... She figured she wouldn't stop there.
The young woman sighed, crossing her arms while she retreated to her mind palace for a few moments. She muddled around in the information until she was brought back with the sound of the Grandfather clock.
"3pm... Your group was the first to report back, it seems. Shall we check in on DeRosa while we wait for the others?"
[ A Little Fright ]
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Summary: No matter how hard you try, you can't seem to escape your new husband, not that your father makes it any easier for you.
Warnings: DUB-CON (Forced/Arranged marriage) SMUT, grinding, unprotected pinv (wrap it before you tap it), Implied age gap, Scars, Voyeurism, Spitting, both give switch vibes, the reader has a little angsty past, biting, misogyny, almost drowning
A/n: I've never been so grateful for the amount of love this has received. I hope I do it justice with this part two. Lots of love and joy. ALSO, WE GET A MARCUS POV AT ONE POINT hehe
It had been three days since your "marriage" to Marcus, and the silence between you two had been a welcome respite. The tension in the air was thick, each of you occupying your own space, minding your own business. You hoped it would stay that way. Mornings were spent in relative peace, with Marcus at one end of the breakfast table and you at the other.
Taking a bite of a grape, you glared across the table where your father sat with his mistress, Aurelia. The sight of her playing with your father's hair made your stomach churn. The woman who had tormented you for so long was now lounging comfortably in your home, smugly flaunting her relationship with your father. They exchanged whispered words and glances filled with a shared history that excluded you. Aurelia's laughter echoed off the walls, a sound that grated against your nerves.
You noticed Marcus watching them too, his expression unreadable as he observed the easy familiarity between your father and his lover. As if sensing your gaze, Aurelia's eyes flicked towards you, a knowing smirk playing on her lips. She raised an eyebrow, a silent challenge in her gaze as if daring you to disrupt their blissful morning routine. It was a calculated move, a reminder that despite your marriage to Marcus, some things remained unchanged.
"My love, we should go to the villa," Aurelia cooed, her eyes darting towards you with a malicious glint. She was clearly enjoying your discomfort. You could practically taste the bile rising in your throat at the sight and sound of her.
Your father chuckled, his voice warm and affectionate. "Ah, my dear Aurelia, always full of wonderful ideas," he replied, his hand finding hers across the table. His gaze met yours briefly, a hint of apology in his eyes before returning his attention to Aurelia. "Perhaps we should make a day of it. Just the two of us."
Aurelia leaned in closer to him, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "Or we could make it a family affair," she suggested with a sly smile, her gaze flickering towards Marcus and then back to you, her implication clear.
Marcus tensed beside you, his jaw clenching subtly as he watched the exchange. His eyes briefly met yours, a silent question lingering between you. You shrugged imperceptibly, unsure of what to make of Aurelia's suggestion.
"We'll see," Marcus finally interjected, his tone neutral but his gaze fixed on Aurelia. "It might be a good idea to get some fresh air."
Aurelia chuckled softly, her gaze lingering on Marcus for a moment longer than necessary before turning back to your father. "Yes, fresh air could do us all some good," she agreed, her smile widening as if she had won some small victory.
The comment landed heavily, striking you with a mix of embarrassment and anger. "Father, that is notâ" you began to protest, but Marcus cut you off.
"Parents don't come on a honeymoon," Marcus interjected firmly. "We'll go alone. It's tradition."
Your father looked to protest, but Marcus continued, a subtle urgency in his tone. "Itâs important for us to have time alone to... solidify our bond," he explained, casting a meaningful glance at your father. "Besides, it would give her a break from the current... dynamics here."
Your father's brows furrowed as he considered Marcus's words, his gaze shifting between you and Aurelia. It was clear he was torn, wanting to spend time with his lover but also recognizing the benefit of giving you some space away from Aurelia's influence.
"Very well," your father conceded, though his expression remained stern. "But remember, you must be back by fall. And I expect you to return with news of an heir."
The ultimatum hung heavily in the air, weighing down your heart. Visiting your mother was a rare privilege, one you couldn't afford to pass up. But the thought of being with Marcus, of possibly bearing his child, filled you with dread.
"You can't be serious," you whispered, turning to face your father. "You can't make me do this."
His expression was unwavering, a stern reminder of the power he held over you. "It's for your own good," he said simply. "And for the good of our family."
Marcus's gaze remained locked onto yours, a blend of authority and challenge. "It's settled, then," he declared firmly. "We'll leave in the morning."
You bristled, your skin tingling with a mixture of anger and an unwelcome flicker of desire. "This isn't over," you warned, your voice quivering with emotion. "I won't be your pawn."
A dark chuckle escaped Marcus, his eyes glinting with amusement. "I never thought you were," he replied coolly. "But we are bound together now. Whether you like it or not."
The next morning, you found yourself in a lavish carriage, the countryside rolling by in a blur of green and gold. Marcus sat opposite you, his gaze unwavering as he watched you. The silence between you was heavy, fraught with unspoken words and simmering tension.
"I hate you," you said suddenly, the words spilling out before you could stop them. "I hate everything about this."
He raised an eyebrow, a small smile playing at the corners of his mouth. "Do you?" he asked, his tone almost mocking. "Or do you hate that you can't control it?"
You glared at him, your fists clenching in your lap. "You think you're so clever," you muttered. "But you don't know me. You don't know anything about me."
"Maybe not," he conceded. "But I intend to find out."
You turned your gaze away from him, looking out the window as the scenery shifted. The villa was near the ocean, a place you knew well. It was where you had grown up, where you had spent countless days playing in the sand and swimming in the waves. The familiarity of the landscape brought a rush of memories, both comforting and bittersweet.
Despite the beauty of the place, the reality of your situation weighed heavily on you. The promise of seeing your mother again was the only thing that had convinced you to agree to this honeymoon, but the thought of returning pregnant filled you with dread. You knew your fatherâs ultimatum was a trap, a way to ensure your compliance and submission.
"I won't return pregnant," you said firmly, breaking the silence. "I'm only doing this to see my mother."
Marcus leaned forward, his eyes narrowing slightly. "You think you can control that?" he asked, his voice low and dangerous. "You think you can decide what happens between us?"
"I can try," you retorted, meeting his gaze with defiance. "I won't let you dictate my life."
He chuckled darkly, shaking his head. "Youâre stubborn, I'll give you that. But you underestimate the power of our bond. We are married now, and that means something."
"Not to me," you said, your voice trembling with anger. "This marriage is just a prison, a way to control me."
"It doesn't have to be," he said, his tone softening slightly. "We could make it something more, something real."
You scoffed, turning back to the window. "I doubt that," you muttered, your heart heavy with resentment and fear.
As the carriage continued its journey, you lost yourself in thoughts of the past and the uncertain future. The villa by the ocean, once a place of joy and freedom, now seemed like a gilded cage. The waves crashing against the shore were a stark reminder of the turbulent emotions within you, a mix of anger, sadness, and a glimmer of hope that you couldn't quite extinguish.
When the carriage finally arrived at the villa, you were both relieved and apprehensive. The grand entrance and the familiar scent of the sea filled you with a sense of nostalgia, but the presence of Marcus at your side was an ever-present reminder of the new reality you were forced to accept.
As you stepped out of the carriage, Marcus placed a hand on your back, guiding you forward. The touch was both possessive and surprisingly gentle, a contradiction that left you feeling even more conflicted.
"We'll make a fresh start here," he declared, his voice tinged with sincerity. "No more fighting. Let's give this a real chance."
He reached out, brushing a stray lock of hair from your face. "Then we keep trying," he said simply. "Until we do."
You studied him intently, trying to gauge the truth in his words. The weight of his gaze held yours, earnest and unwavering. After a moment of contemplation, you spoke, your voice tinged with skepticism. "What makes you so sure we can make this work?"
Marcus sighed softly, his hand falling to his side. "Because I'm not here to control you," he explained gently. "All I want is communication. That's all we need to make this workâopen and honest communication."
His words resonated with a truth you hadn't expected. Despite your reservations, a flicker of hope stirred within you. "Communication," you echoed, testing the word on your tongue. It sounded simple, yet laden with potential.
You'd been at the villa for two days, and despite everything, you had managed to avoid Marcus and even sleep in separate bedrooms. Meal times were awkward, the silence between you both louder than any words could have been. You had resolved to stay like that for the entire three weeks your father had given you to "get pregnant." But your alcohol tolerance had other plans.
Each morning, you found yourself waking early to escape to the farthest corners of the villa, the sprawling gardens and the serene lake providing a much-needed sanctuary. You spent your days wandering through the lush greenery, finding solace in the chirping of birds and the rustling of leaves. Marcus, it seemed, had taken a similar approach, retreating to his own activities and leaving you undisturbed. The villa was vast enough to make this evasion possible, yet each evening you couldn't help but feel the walls closing in, the loneliness amplifying your homesickness.
The memories of your mother haunted you. The villa, though beautiful, reminded you painfully of the home you'd left behind and the loving presence of your mother. You missed her gentle voice, her comforting embrace, and her wisdom. The separation weighed heavily on your heart, each passing hour a reminder of the emotional distance that now lay between you.
It was late afternoon when you asked one of the maids to bring you a drink. A mistake, you realized too late, not specifying how strong it should be. Without your father's supervision, you had indulged far too much. The room spun around you, and your vision blurred as you stumbled your way toward the dining room.
You pushed open the heavy door, the sudden light from the chandelier making you squint. Marcus was already there, a book in his hands, but his eyes snapped to you the moment you entered. You could feel his gaze like a weight on your skin, making the room feel even hotter than it already was.
"Well, if it isn't my estranged bride," he said, his tone laced with sarcasm. He put down his book, his posture straightening as he watched you struggle to find your footing.
You squinted at him, the light from the chandelier making your head throb. "Don't start," you warned, though your voice came out more slurred than stern.
Marcus raised an eyebrow, amusement flickering in his eyes. "Start what? Observing the obvious? You're drunk."
You staggered forward, trying to maintain some semblance of dignity. "I'm fine," you insisted, though you nearly tripped over your own feet.
"Fine?" he echoed, his voice dripping with skepticism. "You're a mess."
You shot him a glare, your temper flaring. "Like you care," you spat. "You're just loving this, aren't you? Seeing me like this."
He stepped closer, his expression darkening. "No, actually, I'm not. You're making a fool of yourself."
"Better a fool than a tyrant," you retorted, your fists clenching at your sides. "You think you can control me, just like my father."
Marcus's jaw tightened, his eyes narrowing. "I don't need to control you," he replied, his hands gripping your arms. "I just need you to stop acting like a child."
You tried to pull away, but his grip was unyielding. "Don't touch me," you hissed, your anger boiling over. "You don't get to tell me what to do."
His eyes flashed with irritation. "Someone has to since you clearly can't handle yourself."
"You're such a pompous ass," you shot back, your voice rising. "Do you really think I wanted any of this? To be stuck with you?"
His grip tightened, but his voice remained dangerously calm. "You think I wanted this either? To be saddled with a spoiled, reckless girl who can't even hold her liquor?"
Your heart pounded in your chest, the alcohol fueling your reckless words. "I hate you," you said, your voice trembling with emotion. "I hate everything about this, and I hate you."
Marcus's eyes darkened, his grip on your arms firm but not painful. "Good," he said, his voice low and intense. "Use that hate. Let it drive you. But don't you dare make a fool of yourself in front of everyone."
Tears of frustration welled up in your eyes, but you refused to let them fall. "You don't get to tell me how to feel," you choked out. "Or what to do."
He sighed, his expression softening slightly. "I'm not trying to control you," he said quietly. "I'm trying to keep you from hurting yourself."
You glared at him, your vision blurring. "I don't need your help," you insisted, though even you knew how weak it sounded.
"Too bad," he said simply, lifting you into his arms with ease. "You're getting it anyway."
You struggled weakly, your head spinning. "Put me down," you demanded, though your voice lacked conviction.
"Not a chance," he replied, carrying you toward his room. "You're staying where I can keep an eye on you."
You hated the feeling of being so helpless, so dependent on him. "You're insufferable," you muttered, your voice barely more than a whisper.
"And you're stubborn," he retorted, his grip on you firm but gentle. "But I'm not leaving you like this."
He pushed open the door to his room and set you down on the large, plush bed, his hands lingering on your arms for a moment longer than necessary. You tried to sit up, but your body refused to cooperate.
"I'm sleeping in my room," you said, trying to push yourself up, but failing miserably.
"Not tonight," Marcus said, his tone leaving no room for argument. He knelt in front of you, removing your shoes with careful precision. "You're staying here where I can keep an eye on you."
You glared at him, though it lacked any real heat. "You're enjoying this, aren't you?"
He looked up, meeting your gaze with a small, knowing smile. "Maybe a little," he admitted. "But only because I finally get to take care of you, whether you like it or not."
Your heart fluttered at his words, a confusing mix of emotions swirling inside you. "I don't need your help," you repeated weakly.
He stood, his eyes never leaving yours. "Maybe not," he said softly. "But I'm here anyway."
You tried to maintain your defiance, but your vision was blurry and your body was betraying you. The alcohol had dulled your senses, leaving you vulnerable and exposed. You attempted to sit up straighter, to keep the conversation going, to keep your mind sharp. But the effort was in vain. Your head felt heavy, and your eyelids were drooping despite your best efforts.
"Don't fall asleep," you murmured to yourself, the words slurring together.
Marcus's expression softened, and he crouched down beside the bed, his face level with yours. "You need to rest," he said, his voice gentle.
"I can... stay awake," you insisted, but your body had other plans. Your limbs felt like lead, and the comfort of the bed was becoming impossible to resist.
Marcus reached out, his hand brushing a lock of hair from your face. "Just sleep," he urged. "I'll be right here."
You tried to fight it, tried to keep your eyes open, but the pull of sleep was too strong. As you stared into his eyes, the intensity of his gaze was the last thing you saw before everything went dark. His eyes held a depth that made your heart ache, a mixture of frustration, determination, and something else you couldn't quite name.
Your breathing slowed, and you felt yourself slipping away, the warmth of the bed enveloping you. Marcus's presence beside you was a strange comfort, a reminder that despite everything, you weren't alone. His hand lingered on your face for a moment longer, his touch surprisingly tender.
The last thing you saw before sleep claimed you was his face, the worry and care etched into his features. Your final thought was a confused jumble of emotions, a mixture of anger, defiance, and a reluctant sense of safety.
I watched her struggle to stay awake, her eyelids fluttering as the effects of the alcohol took hold. Her earlier defiance had melted into a fragile vulnerability that tightened my chest. Despite everything, there was something about her that stirred a protective instinct in me.
She hated me, and I couldn't blame her. This marriage wasn't her choice, just as it wasn't truly mine. But here we were, bound together by circumstances beyond our control. I had accepted the arrangement with a single, desperate hope â to escape the life of a gladiator. To live a life where survival wasn't measured by the swing of a sword.
I sighed, running a hand through my hair as I watched her sleep. She looked so peaceful now, a stark contrast to the fiery woman who had spat venom at me earlier. Her reputation had preceded her â wild, unladylike, with a rebellious streak that made her father's blood boil. Any other man would have turned her away, seen her as too much trouble. But not me.
I was no stranger to trouble. Hell, I lived in it every day in the arena. So when this opportunity arose, I took it. Perhaps, deep down, I saw a bit of myself in her â trapped, fighting against the current, desperate for a way out.
I leaned back in my chair, the wood creaking softly under my weight. The villa was quiet, save for the soft sounds of the ocean outside. It was beautiful here, far removed from the chaos of our everyday lives. Maybe, just maybe, it could be a place for new beginnings.
But that was wishful thinking, and I knew it. We were too different, too stubborn, and too caught up in our own struggles to see eye to eye. Still, I couldn't help but feel a glimmer of hope. Maybe over time, we could find common ground. Maybe I could help her see that not all men were out to control her, to use her.
As she slept, I couldn't help but reflect on our wedding night. I had been a little drunk, my senses dulled by the wine and the weight of what lay ahead. I hadnât known what to expect, and the confusion of hate and passion made me feel odd, out of place in my own skin. She had initiated sex that night, surprising me with her boldness. Yet now she pretended I was nothing more than a rodent, something to be tolerated.
But I wasnât blind. I saw the way she looked at me, the physical attraction she tried to mask with disdain. It was confusing, this mix of desire and loathing. I wanted her, but I wouldnât force it. I refused to become the monster she seemed to believe I was.
My eyes wandered over her sleeping form, taking in the gentle rise and fall of her chest, the way her hair splayed out over the pillow. She looked peaceful, and for a moment, I allowed myself to imagine a future where she looked at me with that same peace when awake.
I remembered the way she had clung to me on our wedding night, her body warm and pliant against mine. The way she had moaned my name, her defenses lowered, just for a moment. It felt like a betrayal that she could feel so passionately in bed yet treat me with such coldness during the day.
Watching her now, I felt a strange sense of accomplishment. She had fallen asleep in my presence, a small step forward in this tangled mess we found ourselves in. It wasnât much, but it was something. A sign that maybe, just maybe, there was a way for us to find common ground.
The exhaustion from the day's events washed over me, and I settled into the chair, unable to tear my gaze away from her. She shifted slightly, a soft murmur escaping her lips. The urge to go to her, to hold her and comfort her, was strong, but I stayed put. Pushing her now would only drive her further away.
As my eyelids grew heavy, I thought about the road ahead. The days would be long and difficult, filled with arguments and misunderstandings. But for the first time, I felt a flicker of hope. Maybe we could make this work. Maybe we could find a way to understand each other, to build something real from the ashes of our forced union.
With that thought, I let myself drift off, the rhythmic sound of her breathing a strange, comforting lullaby. Tomorrow would bring new challenges, but for now, we had this moment of fragile peace. And in the quiet of the night, it was enough.
You woke up with a slight headache, the overwhelming scent of a man filling your senses. It was a heady mix of sweat, leather, and something distinctly masculine. You sat up, and the room spun a little. A groan escaped your lips as you checked to make sure your clothes were still on. You didn't remember him taking off anything other than your shoes, but he was still a man, after all. Your eyes landed on Marcus, uncomfortably slouched in a chair facing the bed, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. The sight of him asleep, vulnerable, stirred something unfamiliar in you, but you quickly pushed it aside.
Swinging your legs over the edge of the bed, you stood up slowly, testing your balance. The headache pounded behind your eyes, a painful reminder of your overindulgence. You made your way to the washbasin, splashing cold water on your face, hoping it would help clear the fog in your head. After a moment, you straightened, took a deep breath, and left the room, eager to put some distance between yourself and Marcus.
The villa was quiet as you made your way to the dining room, the only sounds the distant call of seabirds and the gentle lap of waves against the shore. The familiarity of it all made you ache with a longing for simpler times. You remembered your childhood here, playing on the beach, carefree and happy before the world became so complicated.
As you entered the dining room, a maid appeared, carrying a tray with a bowl and a single, raw egg. She approached you with a polite smile, her eyes downcast.
"Good morning, my lady. I've brought you something to help with... pregnancy," she said, her voice hesitant.
Your eyes narrowed, and you snapped, "I'm not pregnant. The only remedy from an old wife I want is a hangover remedy."
The maid's eyes widened in surprise and fear. "I'm sorry, my lady. It's just that raw eggs are believed to help with getting pregnant. I meant no offense."
You sighed, rubbing your temples. "Just bring me something for this headache, please."
She nodded quickly and scurried away, leaving you with the bowl and the raw egg. You stared at it with a mixture of disdain and curiosity. The idea of swallowing a raw egg made your stomach churn, but you knew that in the world you lived in, old wives' tales often carried weight.
Moments later, the maid returned with a cup of herbal tea and a damp cloth. "Here, my lady. This should help."
You took the tea gratefully, sipping it slowly. The warm liquid soothed your throat, and the bitter herbs began to work their magic on your pounding head. You sat down at the table, placing the cloth over your eyes and leaning back in the chair.
The quiet was interrupted by the sound of footsteps. You peeked from under the cloth to see Marcus standing in the doorway, his expression unreadable. He had changed into fresh clothes, but the scent of him from the night before still lingered in your nostrils.
"Feeling better?" he asked, his voice gruff.
"Not really," you replied, your tone sharp. "What do you want?"
He walked over, sitting across from you. "I just wanted to make sure you were alright."
You glared at him, the words from the previous night echoing in your mind. "I don't need your concern."
He leaned back, crossing his arms. "You were quite the handful last night."
"Well, if you hadn't dragged me off to bed like some helpless damsel, maybe I wouldn't have been," you shot back, the anger flaring up again.
"You're right," he said, surprising you. "But I didn't want you hurting yourself. Despite what you think, I don't want to control you."
You scoffed, lowering the cloth and meeting his gaze. "You keep saying that, but your actions say otherwise."
He sighed, rubbing his temples as if he, too, had a headache. "Look, I know you didn't want this marriage any more than I did. But we're in this together now. Fighting each other isn't going to make it any easier."
You stared at him, the sincerity in his eyes catching you off guard. You wanted to lash out, to keep up the walls you had built, but something in his demeanor made you pause.
"Why did you accept this marriage?" you asked quietly, the question that had been nagging at you since the wedding.
He looked away, his jaw tightening. "I hoped it would be a way out," he admitted. "A way to escape the life of a gladiator. And yes, I knew of your reputation. But I also knew that any other man wouldn't have accepted you, not with the rumors."
His honesty disarmed you, the anger slowly seeping out of you. You wanted to understand his motives further, but another question gnawed at you.
"So, you did this for your freedom?" you asked, trying to grasp his intentions.
"And maybe for yours too," he said softly, his eyes meeting yours again. "I know what it's like to be trapped in a life you didn't choose."
The room fell silent, the weight of his words hanging between you. For the first time, you saw a glimpse of the man behind the mask, and it left you feeling more conflicted than ever. You didn't know if you could trust him, but you couldn't deny the small spark of hope his words ignited.
The sound of the waves outside grew louder in the silence, as if echoing the turmoil within you. You took another sip of the tea, letting the warmth spread through you, grounding you in the moment.
Marcus shifted in his seat, breaking the silence. "Do you want to visit the pier?" he asked, his voice tentative.
You blinked, caught off guard by the sudden change in topic. "The pier?" you echoed, memories flooding back. You remembered visiting the pier with your mother, the laughter, the carefree days. Since returning to the villa, you hadn't gone to see it. The thought of revisiting that place brought a mix of nostalgia and longing, but also a sense of trepidation.
"Yes, the pier," Marcus repeated, watching you closely. "I thought you might like to see it."
You felt a surge of conflicting emotions. Part of you wanted to reject his offer out of sheer stubbornness, to prove you didn't need anything from him. But another part of you, the part that missed the simpler times, yearned to go.
"Why do you care?" you snapped, crossing your arms defensively.
Marcus sighed, running a hand through his hair. "It's not about caring. I just thought it might be nice for you to see it again."
You glared at him, trying to keep your walls up. "You think taking me to the pier will make everything better? That I'll suddenly forget everything and be grateful?"
"No," he said firmly, his eyes locking onto yours. "I don't expect anything. I'm just offering."
The sincerity in his voice made you falter. You hated the way he could make you feel so uncertain, so conflicted. But the thought of the pier, of the memories it held, was too tempting to ignore.
"Fine," you said, your tone laced with defiance. "I'll go."
Marcus nodded, standing up. "Meet me at the front door when you're ready."
You finished your tea and stood up, taking a deep breath. You made your way to your room to change into something more suitable for the walk. As you dressed, your mind wandered back to the days with your mother, the laughter and the joy of simpler times. You hadn't realized how much you missed it until now.
When you stepped outside, Marcus was waiting by the villa's front door. He gave you a brief nod, his expression unreadable. You walked down the steps and joined him, the air thick with tension.
"Let's get this over with," you muttered, starting down the path that led to the pier.
The walk down the small hill was silent at first, the only sounds the distant calls of seabirds and the gentle rustling of the trees. You kept your eyes forward, determined not to let Marcus see the turmoil within you.
"Did you ever come here often?" Marcus asked, breaking the silence.
"Yes," you replied curtly. "With my mother."
He nodded, glancing around. "It's a beautiful place."
"It was," you said sharply, quickening your pace.
Marcus matched your stride easily. "You know, you don't have to be so hostile."
You shot him a glare. "I wouldn't have to be if you didn't keep treating me like some delicate flower."
He chuckled, shaking his head. "Trust me, there's nothing delicate about you."
You scoffed, rolling your eyes. "And what exactly do you know about me, Marcus?"
"Enough to know you're stubborn as a mule," he retorted, a smirk playing at his lips.
You bristled, your temper flaring. "Well, at least I'm not a brute who thinks he can solve everything with his fists."
Marcus raised an eyebrow. "Is that what you think of me?"
You turned to face him, your eyes blazing. "That's exactly what I think of you."
He opened his mouth to retort, but you cut him off, quickening your pace down the path to the pier. The sand and salt air grew stronger as you neared the shoreline, the familiar sights and sounds stirring a bittersweet nostalgia.
When you arrived at the pier, you paused, taking in the scene before you. The wooden structure stretched out over the water, the waves gently lapping against the posts. You could almost hear your mother's laughter, feel her hand in yours as you walked together.
Marcus stood beside you, his presence a steadying force despite your irritation. "Shall we?" he said, gesturing towards the pier.
With a sigh, you stepped onto the weathered planks, the wood creaking slightly underfoot. You walked in silence, the only sound the distant call of seabirds and the gentle lapping of the waves.
As you reached the end of the pier, you leaned against the railing, gazing out at the horizon. The sea stretched endlessly before you, a vast expanse of blue that seemed to hold all the secrets of the world.
Marcus joined you, his gaze also fixed on the horizon. "It's peaceful here," he said quietly.
You nodded, feeling a strange sense of calm. "It is."
For a moment, the tension between you seemed to fade, replaced by a shared appreciation for the beauty around you. But the peace was short-lived.
You turned to leave, but your foot caught on a loose board. The world tilted as you stumbled, losing your balance. With a yelp, you plunged into the water below. The icy shock of the sea stole your breath, and you struggled to stay afloat, panic surging through you. The water was a merciless force, dragging you under. Your limbs flailed wildly, but you couldn't seem to break the surface. The salty liquid filled your mouth, choking any attempt at calling for help. Your heart pounded, every beat a frantic plea for air as you fought against the pull of the sea.
In the midst of your panic, a shadow loomed above you. Through the haze of water and fear, you saw Marcus diving in. His strong arms encircled you, pulling you upwards with a force that felt both powerful and reassuring. "I can't swim!" you wanted to shout, but the words were swallowed by the water. Instead, you could only gasp, your chest burning as you fought to breathe. Marcus's grip was unyielding, his strength a lifeline. He hauled you to the surface, your head breaking through to the sweet relief of air. You coughed violently, expelling the seawater that had threatened to drown you. Your vision blurred, but you felt Marcus's steady hands guiding you to the shore.
The sand was a rough but welcome texture beneath you as Marcus laid you down, his grip loosening now that you were safe. You continued to cough, your lungs heaving as you expelled the last of the water. You were soaked to the bone, the chill of the sea clinging to your skin. Marcus stood over you, an amused glint in his eyes despite the concern etched into his features.
"I thought you said you grew up here," he remarked his tone light but edged with teasing.
You glared at him through your exhaustion, still catching your breath. "Just...shut up," you managed to rasp, feeling a fresh wave of embarrassment as you realized how helpless you'd been.
He crouched beside you, his expression softening slightly. "You should have told me you couldn't swim," he said, a hint of genuine concern breaking through his teasing demeanor.
You sat up slowly, brushing sand from your wet hair. "I didn't think it would matter," you muttered, annoyed more at yourself than at him. "And I didn't expect to fall in."
Marcus chuckled, shaking his head. "Well, it's a good thing I was here to save you."
You shot him a withering look. "Don't let it go to your head."
He grinned, clearly enjoying your irritation. "Too late."
You pushed yourself to your feet, shivering as the cool breeze hit your wet skin. "I need to get cleaned up," you said, more to yourself than to him.
"Do you need help with that too?" Marcus asked, his tone mischievous.
You glared at him again, but there was a reluctant smile tugging at the corners of your mouth. "Not a chance."
As you made your way back to the villa, you couldn't shake the conflicting feelings that Marcus stirred in you. His arrogance was infuriating, but there was something about his confidence and the way he had jumped in to save you without hesitation that you couldn't ignore.
"Your father said you grew up here, and you can't swim?" he mocked, shaking his head. "What kind of life have you led?"
You glared at him, anger and humiliation warring within you. "Not that it's any of your business, but my mother didn't want me learning. She was afraid of the sea."
He raised an eyebrow, his expression softening slightly. "And you? Are you afraid of the sea?"
You looked away, the memories of your mother's fear mingling with your own. "Maybe," you admitted quietly.
Marcus sighed, helping you to your feet. "You could have told me."
"And you could stop assuming you know everything about me," you shot back, refusing to meet his gaze.
He paused briefly, then chuckled softly. "Fair enough."
Standing there, dripping wet and shivering, the earlier bickering had faded, leaving behind a tentative peace. The walk back to the villa had taken an unexpected turn, yet as you gazed out over the water, a curious sense of calm settled within you.
He remained quiet, and you welcomed the respite of silence as you reached the villa. You marched inside, heading straight for your room. The maids hurried over, their eyes wide with concern.
"Prepare a bath," you ordered, stripping off your wet clothes. "And make it quick."
The maids hurried to obey, filling the tub with steaming water and adding fragrant oils. You stepped in, sinking into the warmth with a sigh of relief. The water soothed your aching muscles and washed away the sand and salt.
As you soaked, the events of the day replayed in your mind. The bickering with Marcus, the fall into the water, his unexpected rescue. You couldn't deny the conflicting emotions he stirred in you, the blend of anger, frustration, and something else you couldn't quite identify. The bathwater's warmth wrapped around you like a comforting embrace, and you let out a long, slow breath, trying to relax.
Just as you were beginning to feel at ease, the door to your room creaked open. Your eyes snapped open, and you saw Marcus standing in the doorway, his eyes widening as he realized you were still in the bath.
"Gods above, Marcus!" you shrieked, sinking deeper into the water and grabbing a towel to cover yourself.
He quickly turned his back, holding up his hands in a gesture of surrender. "I didn't know you were still in here!"
"What part of the closed door didn't you understand?" you snapped, fumbling to wrap the towel around yourself.
"I just wanted to talk to you," he said, his voice slightly muffled as he faced away from you. "About what happened today."
"Can it wait until I'm dressed?" you asked, your voice dripping with sarcasm.
He sighed. "I suppose it could, but I thought we should clear the air sooner rather than later."
You finished securing the towel and stood up carefully, stepping out of the tub. "Fine, just... turn around and give me a moment."
Marcus nodded and stepped outside, closing the door behind him. You quickly dried off and pulled on a simple, comfortable dress. The fabric felt soft against your skin, and you let out a small sigh of relief.
"Okay, you can come back in," you called, tying your hair back with a ribbon.
The door opened again, and Marcus entered, looking slightly sheepish. "Sorry about that," he said, scratching the back of his neck.
You waved a hand dismissively. "Just don't make a habit of it."
He chuckled, then grew serious. "I wanted to talk to you about learning to swim."
You raised an eyebrow. "Learning to swim? Now?"
He nodded. "Yes. After what happened today, I think it's important. You grew up by the sea, but you can't swim. It's something you should know, for your own safety."
You crossed your arms, narrowing your eyes. "And you think you're the one to teach me?"
"Who else?" he replied with a shrug. "Besides, it might be a way for us to... not bicker so much."
You let out a huff of laughter, shaking your head. "You really think swimming lessons will solve our problems?"
Marcus gave you a small smile. "It couldn't hurt to try."
You thought about it for a moment, the memory of the cold water and the panic still fresh in your mind. As much as you hated to admit it, he had a point. Learning to swim would be useful, and maybe it would help ease the tension between you.
"Fine," you said at last. "I'll let you teach me. But if you mock me, even once, I'll throw you into the sea."
Marcus laughed, a genuine, warm sound that surprised you. "Deal."
You nodded, feeling a mix of apprehension and determination. "When do we start?"
"Tomorrow morning," he said. "We'll go down to the beach and start there."
You gave a reluctant nod. "Alright. Tomorrow morning."
As Marcus turned to leave, you couldn't help but feel a small glimmer of hope. Maybe this would be a step towards something better. Or at the very least, it would give you a chance to prove you weren't as helpless as he seemed to think.
You were dreaming so sweetly, the air from the balcony streaming into the room, bringing with it the scent of the sea. The gentle rustling of leaves and the distant call of seabirds blended into a lullaby that cradled you in its arms. In your dream, you were walking along the beach with your mother, her laughter mingling with the sound of the waves.
Suddenly, a hand on your shoulder jolted you awake. "Get up!" Marcus's voice was a harsh whisper in the pre-dawn darkness.
You blinked, disoriented, your mind still clinging to the remnants of your dream. "What...?" you mumbled, sitting up and rubbing your eyes.
"It's time to start your training," he said, pulling the curtains open. The sky was still a deep indigo, with the faintest hint of light on the horizon.
With a groan, you swung your legs over the side of the bed and stood up, still half-asleep. "Alright, alright. I'm up."
"Good," he said, a hint of satisfaction in his voice. "Get dressed and meet me outside."
You quickly changed into a simple tunic and tied your hair back, the cool morning air nipping at your skin. As you stepped out onto the balcony, the first rays of dawn painted the sky in shades of pink and orange. You made your way to the front of the villa, where Marcus was waiting, looking annoyingly alert.
"Could you be any more enthusiastic?" you muttered, stifling another yawn.
He smirked. "I'm just trying to make the most of the day. Unlike some people who would rather sleep through it."
"Some people prefer not to be woken up at the crack of dawn," you retorted, crossing your arms.
"Maybe if some people had learned to swim earlier, we wouldn't be here now," he shot back, starting down the path towards the beach.
You followed him, the cool sand squishing between your toes. "Or maybe if some people weren't so insistent on dragging others out of bed, they could have a more peaceful morning."
He chuckled. "You know, you could just admit that you need the lessons."
"I don't need them," you grumbled, "I just don't want to drown."
"Same thing," he said, shrugging.
The beach stretched out before you, the waves gently lapping at the shore. As you walked, the sound of the sea grew louder, filling the air with its soothing rhythm. The familiar scent of saltwater brought back memories of playing on the sand as a child, carefree and happy.
"Alright," Marcus said, stopping at the edge of the water. "We'll start with the basics. Just try to relax and trust me."
"Trust you," you repeated, raising an eyebrow. "That's a lot to ask."
He gave you a patient look. "I know. But if you can't trust me, trust that I don't want to have to save you every time you fall into the water."
You rolled your eyes. "Fine. But if you mock me, even once, I swear I'll throw you in."
Marcus laughed, a genuine, warm sound that surprised you. "Deal."
As you waded into the water, you could feel your tunic growing heavier, clinging to your skin. You paused, looking down at the soaked fabric. "This tunic is going to get ruined," you muttered, more to yourself than to Marcus.
With a huff, you turned your back to him and carefully pulled your tunic over your head, tossing it onto the shore. The cool air brushed against your skin, sending a shiver down your spine as you stood bare before him. You waded back into the water, feeling exposed but determined not to let it show.
Marcus watched you with an appraising gaze, his eyes tracing the curve of your shoulders and the lines of your back. There was a moment of silence between you, the only sound the gentle lapping of waves against the shore. Then, without a word, Marcus reached for the hem of his own tunic and pulled it over his head.
The sight of his bare chest took you by surprise. His skin was bronzed from days under the sun, muscles defined and powerful. Droplets of water clung to his torso, catching the sunlight in a way that made you momentarily forget your irritation. His presence was commanding yet strangely comforting, like a force of nature you couldn't resist.
You tore your gaze away, feeling a rush of heat to your cheeks. "Alright, enough staring," you muttered, more to yourself than to him.
Marcus chuckled softly, stepping into the water beside you. "Just making sure you're not the only one feeling exposed," he remarked his tone light but tinged with something deeper.
You scowled at him, but there was a hint of a smile playing at your lips. "Don't get too comfortable," you warned, trying to regain your composure.
He raised an eyebrow, his grin widening. "Who says I'm not comfortable already?"
You rolled your eyes, but there was no venom in the gesture. "Enough of your smugness. Let's just get this over with."
He raised an eyebrow, his grin widening. "Who says I'm not comfortable already?"
You rolled your eyes, trying to hide the flutter in your chest. "Just focus on the lesson, Marcus."
He nodded, the teasing glint in his eyes softening. "Alright, let's get started then."
Marcus led you into the shallows, the cool water lapping at your ankles, then your knees. He moved with an easy confidence, his presence reassuring despite the lingering tension between you.
"First, we need to get you comfortable with the water," he said, his tone more serious now. "Can you float on your back?"
You hesitated, the memory of your earlier panic still fresh. "I can try."
"Good," he said. "I'll support you. Just relax and let the water hold you."
You lay back, feeling his hands under your shoulders and lower back. The sensation of the water buoying you up was strange, but Marcus's steady grip kept you grounded. You focused on the sky above, the blue expanse calming your racing heart.
"See?" he murmured. "You're doing fine."
You glanced at him, a small smile tugging at your lips despite yourself. "For now."
Marcus chuckled, his hands firm and reassuring. "Now, try to kick your legs gently."
You did as he instructed, the water resisting your movements. It felt awkward, but you persisted, trying to find a rhythm.
"That's it," Marcus encouraged. "Just like that. You're doing great."
You let out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding, feeling a small sense of accomplishment. "Maybe this isn't so bad."
Marcus grinned. "I told you. Now, let's move a bit deeper."
He guided you further into the water, his grip never faltering. As the water reached your waist, you felt a flicker of unease but pushed it aside. You were determined to prove you could do this.
"Alright," he said, stopping when the water was up to your chest. "Let's try some basic strokes. I'll show you, then you copy me."
You watched as he demonstrated a simple stroke, his movements smooth and confident. His muscles rippled under the water, every action purposeful and efficient. You tried to mimic him, feeling clumsy in comparison.
"Good," he said, nodding. "But keep your elbows higher. Like this."
He corrected your form, his touch gentle yet precise. You adjusted, trying to follow his guidance.
"Better," he praised. "Now, let's keep practicing."
You continued the lesson, each new skill building your confidence. As you practiced, you couldn't help but feel a growing respect for Marcus. Despite his arrogance, he was a patient and effective teacher.
After a while, Marcus called for a break. You waded to shallower water, grateful for the reprieve. As you stood catching your breath, Marcus studied you thoughtfully.
"You're not afraid of the water, are you?" he asked suddenly.
You shook your head, surprised by the question. "No. I just... never learned to swim."
"Why not?" he pressed, curiosity lighting up his eyes.
You hesitated, the memories tugging at your heart. "My mother... she despised the sea," you began softly. "She preferred the safety and serenity of the countryside. My father, on the other hand, adored it. Most of our family's wealth came from his sea trade ventures. He built his entire empire on the waves."
Marcus's eyes narrowed slightly, clearly intrigued. "So your mother didn't share his love for the sea?"
You let out a bitter laugh. "No, quite the opposite. She was terrified of it. She hated the constant worry every time he left on a voyage, the endless nights spent alone. She never understood his obsession with the sea. Their marriage was arranged, just like ours. But unlike us, they never found common ground."
"And your father?" Marcus asked, his tone gentler now.
"My father loved the sea more than anything," you said, your voice tinged with sadness. "He saw it as a source of freedom and wealth. He would spend months at a time on his ships, overseeing his trade routes, and ensuring our fortune grew. The sea was his true mistress."
Marcus seemed to consider this, his expression thoughtful. "So your mother lives in the countryside now?"
You nodded. "Yes. She moved away a few years ago. Couldn't stand the sight of the sea anymore, or the memories it held. She wanted peace, a life without the constant fear and loneliness."
"Do you see her often?" he asked, his curiosity genuine.
"Not as much as I'd like," you admitted. "She visits sometimes, but my father keeps her at a distance. He's still bitter, even after all these years. He sees her as weak, unable to embrace the life he chose."
Marcus sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Sounds like we're both products of difficult marriages."
"Indeed," you replied, meeting his intense gaze with equal fervor. "But I don't want to be trapped like my parents."
Marcus's eyes softened as he stepped closer, his hands finding your waist with a gentle certainty that sent a thrilling shiver through you. Without hesitation, you wrapped your legs around his torso, feeling the strength of his body supporting you effortlessly.
"We won't be trapped," Marcus assured you, his voice low and steady, filled with promise. "Not like them. We'll find our own way, together."
His words, spoken with such conviction, resonated deep within you. The vulnerability in his eyes mirrored your own, forging an unspoken bond between you.
As the first light of dawn painted the sky with hues of gold and pink, casting a serene glow over the water, Marcus leaned in closer. His warm breath mingled with yours, creating an intimate cocoon amidst the tranquil sounds of the sea.
With a tenderness that belied his usual stern demeanor, Marcus brushed his lips against yours in a feather-light kiss. It was a moment suspended in time, charged with unspoken desire and the promise of something more.
You responded eagerly, your heart racing as you deepened the kiss, surrendering to the intoxicating connection between you. The barriers that had once stood firm melted away with each tender caress of his lips, leaving only the raw, undeniable truth of your shared desire.
 As the kiss grew more fervent, Marcus's hands roamed your body, their touch both possessive and tender. He guided you out of the water, each step a testament to his strength and control. The cool breeze hit your wet skin, but the heat between you and Marcus was undeniable, a fire that neither the sea nor the morning chill could extinguish.
 He laid you down gently on the sand, the grains rough yet grounding beneath you. His eyes bore into yours with an intensity that made your breath hitch. "Would it really be so bad to at least try for a baby?" he asked, his voice a mix of longing and challenge.
 You bristled at his words, your defenses rising again. "I'm a child myself," you retorted, your voice trembling with both defiance and uncertainty. "How can I bring another life into this world when I'm still figuring out my own?â
Marcus's gaze softened, his hand brushing a strand of hair from your face. "No one said it had to work," he whispered, his lips grazing your ear. "But we can try. Together. We can make our own Path.
 His words were a balm to your fears, a promise of partnership rather than domination. As he leaned in, capturing your lips in another searing kiss, you felt the last vestiges of resistance crumble. The passion between you was a living thing, a force that demanded to be acknowledged.
 Marcus's hands moved with purpose, exploring every inch of you with a reverence that made you shiver. You arched into his touch, your body responding to his in ways that felt both foreign and achingly familiar. His lips trailed down your neck leaving a path of fire in their wake.
 "Marcus," you breathed your voice a mix of need and wonder. He paused, his eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that took your breath away.
 "We don`t have to do this if you're not ready," he said, his voice strained with the effort of holding back. "But know that I want you. I want us to have a chance."
 You searched his eyes, finding a sincerity that both scared and exhilarated you. "I want you too," you admitted the words a leap of faith. "But this... it changes everything.â
"Then let it change us," he murmured, his lips finding yours once more. The kiss deepened, a blend of urgency and tenderness that left you both breathless.
You felt the rough sand beneath you as Marcus pulled you closer, his hand gripping your cheek firmly as he kissed you passionately. His touch was both possessive and reverent as if he were handling a precious porcelain doll. His hand traveled down your body, caressing every curve with a tenderness that sent shivers down your spine.
He pulled away from the kiss, the sun reflecting off his body, making him glow with an almost ethereal light. His eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that made your breath catch. His hand traveled lower, caressing your upper thigh before spreading them, giving him a place to stabilize himself. You felt his length prod at your thigh, the heat of his desire palpable.
Unable to resist, you pulled him in for another kiss, feeling his hips move into your body, his erection grinding against your thigh. "God, you're hard," you murmured, pulling away from the kiss to take in his disheveled appearance.
"I've been hard as a rock since we started the lesson," he teased, his voice thick with lust. He captured your lips again, his hand wandering down to your clit, circling it in slow, teasing motions.
"Marcus," you gasped your voice a mix of need and frustration.
He smirked against your skin, his lips trailing down to your neck, where he bit softly, making you wince. "You dick," you muttered, but your protest was cut short by a moan as he rubbed his length up and down your slick wetness.
Leaning over you, Marcus positioned himself at your entrance, his eyes dark with desire. "I know you want my dick," he said with a smirk, pushing into you with a slow, deliberate thrust.
Your body arched at the sensation, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist as he began to move. He lifted your legs slightly, pushing your knees to your chest, the new angle allowing him to thrust deeper. The stretch was intense, the feeling of him filling you completely almost overwhelming.
You bit your lip, trying to stifle your whimpers, but they quickly turned into borderline screams as he brutally fucked into you. Each thrust sent shockwaves of pleasure through your body, making you arch your back and frantically grab at the sand for some stability. You could swear he was rearranging your insides, his cock hitting your G-spot with relentless precision.
Your vision blurred, and all you could feel was the intense pleasure he was giving you. You didn't think getting fucked like this was physically possible, didn't think you were capable of feeling such intense pleasure at the hands of a man.
Marcus's smirk widened as he leaned down, his eyes following the bulge on your lower belly. "Yeah, feel it," he mocked, resting his forehead against yours as he bottomed out again. "Got you stuffed all the way in, huh?"
You couldn't even argue, your eyes brimming with tears as he pressed his palm harder against the bulge. Your eyes clenched shut, but his relentless thrusts only edged you further. He gripped your jaw, forcing you to keep looking at him. "No, you keep looking. Taking me so good, gonnaâfuck, gonna have to ruin you."
Tears welled at the corners of your eyes as the pressure within you built to an almost unbearable peak. You were so close, so desperately close to the edge. Sensing your state, Marcus's gaze flicked to your face, taking in your flushed cheeks and the tears that threatened to spill over.
"Ask nicely, goddessâ he grunted, picking up the punishing pace once more. "Use your manners and I'll give you whatever you want." His hands moved to your thighs, forcing them against your stomach, letting him push into you deeper. The sensation made your head spin, the knot in your stomach tightening immediately.
"Please... for fuck's sake, let me cum or I'm gonna rip your stupid perfect cock off the second we're done," you managed to grunt through gritted teeth.
He chuckled breathlessly, his hand returning to your clit, pressing rough and rapid circles against it. "We'll work on that," he laughed softly, feeling you rapidly slipping towards the edge. He didn't let up on his ruthless motions, finally pushing you over the brink.
You were loud. Probably too loud. Your scream of release echoed along the shore, your body convulsing with the force of your orgasm. Marcus followed you over the edge, his thrusts becoming erratic as he spilled into you, the warmth of his release sending one last wave of pleasure through your already trembling body.
As the intensity of the moment faded, you both lay there, tangled together in the sand, breathing heavily. Marcus's forehead rested against yours, his eyes filled with a mix of satisfaction and something deeper.
"Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to try," you whispered, the vulnerability in your voice surprising even you.
"Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to try," you whispered, the vulnerability in your voice surprising even you.
Marcus's smile widened a glint of mischief in his eyes. "If it feels that good every time," you added with a playful smirk, "I might not mind at all."
He chuckled, the sound rich and warm, and leaned in to brush his lips against yours once more. Just as you were beginning to lose yourself in the kiss again, a voice suddenly called out from behind you.
"Hey! What are you two doing here?" The voice was stern, and authoritative.
You and Marcus scrambled to cover yourselves, a mix of embarrassment and amusement bubbling up as you fumbled with your discarded clothes.
Realization dawned on the guard's face as he took in the sight of Marcus's distinctive, regal features and your own disheveled state. His expression quickly turned from stern to horrified as he realized who he was interrupting.
"I-I'm so sorry, my lord, my lady," he stammered, turning an alarming shade of red. "I didn't realizeâ"
Marcus, still half-naked and laughing, held up a hand to stop him. "It's alright," he said, amusement dancing in his eyes. "Just a little... misunderstanding."
The guard's eyes darted around, clearly trying to avoid looking directly at either of you. "I'll just... I'll just be going now," he mumbled, backing away quickly before turning and sprinting down the beach.
You couldn't help but burst into laughter, the absurdity of the situation breaking the tension that had been lingering. Marcus joined in, his laughter a deep, infectious rumble that made you forget all your worries, if only for a moment.
Once the laughter had subsided, Marcus turned to you, a mischievous look in his eyes. "You know," he said, his voice dropping to a flirtatious whisper, "there's always the sea. No guards to interrupt us there."
You raised an eyebrow, your own smile widening. "Is that so?" you asked, the idea sending a thrill through you.
"Absolutely," he replied, standing up and offering you his hand. "Shall we?"
You took his hand, the warmth of his touch sending a shiver of anticipation through you. Together, you made your way to the edge of the water, the cool waves lapping at your feet. Marcus's presence beside you felt grounding, his touch a comforting anchor in the midst of the playful breeze and the gentle rush of the sea.
As you reached the water's edge, Marcus pulled you into his arms. The sea welcomed you both with its refreshing embrace, its coolness a stark contrast to the heat that had built between you. You chuckled softly at Marcus's promise, spoken against your lips.
Marcus pulled you into his arms, the sea providing a refreshing contrast to the heat between you. "I promise," he murmured against your lips, "no interruptions this time."
PART 3
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