#grain of salt....like she is a fat woman. most of my family are and theyre all so obsessed about weight and pick it apart and are like damn | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

evandorepart2 · 2 years ago

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oh also when i get to school i need to start like eating lunch...maybe not school lunch but bringing my own stuff. i never ate lunch from middle to highschool cause it was a hassle and also never had money. but that probably did not help cause i would also skip breakfast most times too since i had to get up so early eugh..

#i look back on my childhood and im like wow! thats really fucked up actually. but im choosing not to acknowledge it #the worst part about it is that mother literally worked as a nutritionist < but she was also obsessed with diets so i take her things with #grain of salt....like she is a fat woman. most of my family are and theyre all so obsessed about weight and pick it apart and are like damn #i need to lose weight !!! and its like. no. you need to stop drinking so much then youll be healthy. your weight has nothing to do with #anything you just have body issues so go talk with your therapist oh my god #< literally like the first month i came over and i started eating more consistently. so i put on some actual weight and i was super proud #cause right b4 i left my doctor told me i was very underweight and doing bad. and i called my mother and the first thing she told me was #that i looked fatter and was probably eating unhealthy GIRL?????? shes so fucking insane maybe i shouldnt consider asking for health advice #weight mention #ed tw #once again not really but like. yea.

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