#gotta fit in ig

[kuijoon]

Sampo and Seele look kind of similar, especially their clothing

So I like to think that when Sampo came to Jarilo-VI the first person he saw was Seele and he just rolled with it.

[dukeofthomas]

Do you see my vision

[mammomlette]

People don’t talk about MC needing to wear a magical ring to not accidentally yk cause NATURAL DISASTERS with their powers??? Not only accidentally but without realising???

Diavolo or smthn is asking too much of MC or being a bit too annoying and their other hand slowly drifts towards the ring and they hold onto it while maintaining dead eye contact. Like continue to piss me off hoe I’ll blink and blow a hole in your castle idk

Obv they never do it (or do they?) but the threat is there and it’s a risk dia (or whoever but I’m using dia) can’t take

[introspectivememories]

Do you ship timberkon? or just timber?

only timber. i just dont see the point in adding kon to timber's dynamic and while i get the whole "tim has 2 hands" thing, timberkon has always felt like a "here's how timkon can still win" kinda situation. also if we're being honest, i like bartkon more than i like timkon so.....

[creature-of-pizza]

What kind of critter would Peppino be if he was one?

oh uhhhhhhhhh

*spills these*

need i say more?

also live footage of me drawing these for the past hour:

[23z567]

DECEMBER 2024 - JULY 2024

[dee-daa]

i met a lolita yesterday, her coord was cherry themed and she looked so cool and cute at the same time >∆<

[cacturnia]

amy and blaze as sayaka and kyoko in the sonic madoka au........ like we already have silver and espio in those roles, but blazamy as kyosaya would go SO hard too ugghhhh

[kindahoping4forever]

The 5SOS Show Tour Stuttgart

📸: Liz Hemmings

[mspeevee]

oh yeah update on the shelter for my cat, they emailed me back but it's cuz they're moving locations so i won't be able to surrender her till mid january at the earliest.........

[cream-and-tea]

i love love looooove doing whatever tf i want with structure in lay me down BEYOND belief. have just decided that chapter eleven is basically a romcom montage except it’s set in the evil apocalypse library and also there’s no romance and it also uhhhhhhh makes me want to cry ❤️

[acronym49]

A handful of animations I've done over the month!

[telesodalite]

Uhhh, I'm having thoughts about fulfire and sparkmerging. But like, not in a sexy fun way, and more in that there is a stark divide in how they'd feel about expressing such vulnerability, and how it could be interesting character exploration-wise.

I considered writing it as a fic, but it seemed intent on being only a vague thought instead, so yeah. Long ramble below 👍

So, this is all in the context of the more soul magic-y kind of smarkmerging concept. With memories and feelings bared, and just, that sort of all encompassing, "I see all of you, you see all of me" way. Light and energy imprints and all that. Still something that can be casual, it doesn't mean you're bound by it, rather its more of a very indepth transfer of soul data. But depending on ones beliefs and such ig, it could be "not casual", idk.

But anyways-

So, Fulcrum. Besides the DJD affair, it doesn't seem he has much else to hide? He's honest, more so than the other's at times. He doesn't seem to shy away from speaking his mind, or sharing his feelings, (even if it puts him in a hypocritical position, but this isn't exactly about self awareness lol), and in turn, he's receptive to other's feelings and honest thoughts.

He's hurt if he doesn't know something, and he tries to reach out, even when it's not particularly wanted. (*cough* krok *cough*) But even when trying to reach out, he's blunt about his opinions, too honest perhaps.

So, what might that all say about him? Well, at the very least, I think him trying to lay his whole traumatic experience out to uncaring audials early on could be an interesting starting point to speculate and build off of perhaps?

He wants to be known. He wants to be acknowledged. Or at the very least, he wants to be understood. So vulnerability is a release, a weight off his shoulders, an open offering in the hopes of being accepted and seen.

But none of the others offered up a similar offer, rather they chose to ignore his and move on. So? What was he to do if he wanted to be understood? Obviously work to understand them first, to try and pry and crack them open, dig up old wounds, so that they might acknowledge his own open wounds in return.

That's how reciprocation works, right? ...Ehhhh, no. And it obviously didn't get him super duper far with anybody, even with years worth of time to work on it. Maybe that blunt honesty got in the way? They're all trying to keep shit buried, and here he comes, unprovoked, with a shovel, trying fruitlessly to dig it all up as they stubbornly throw more dirt in the way.

But for the sake of this whole thought thing, let's imagine that somehow it did work for him, at least enough to get him into Misfire's bed.

So, ok, what's Misfire deal then? Well, its uh, not as simple.

He's also honest and blunt about his thoughts and opinions, very much so. But, a line is drawn at feelings, not angry feelings or fearful feelings or friendly affections, but vulnerable feelings, vulnerable emotions. Weak points and shortcomings. Those don't get bared so easily, those are kept balled up like a fist, until they start to slip between his fingers.

He doesn't talk about his history or his hurts. He doesn't offer up his wounds for them to be considered. It has to be dug out of him, only to be spat out short and bitter, or spoken only as something vague and distant and not wholly his.

He doesn't want to touch it, and he doesn't want anyone else to touch it, or really even see it. He wants it to be ignored. And yet he tries to reach out to see and understand others despite this. At least, he tries for Grimlock (*cough* Thundersaur haunting the narrative *cough*), and he tries for Connie, and maybe even towards Swerve, in a way.

So, taking Mr "I would bare my soul at a pin drop", and siccing him on Mr "I would rather die than say how I earnestly feel deep down", well, that's gotta make for an interesting pair, yeah?

Things are easy mostly, casual, comfortable, hell, even comforting. But eventually there's a line Misfire drags his feet at crossing that Fulcrum is desperate to reach. And what encompasses the very heart of this issue more succinctly, than baring their very sparks to eachother.

It's not necessary, not even something they'd probably consider initially, but once thought of, the idea would probably seem great to Fulcrum.

Explaining and offering every aspect of himself, his true self, with a piece of him untouched by reformatting, still whole and original and solely his? Well, sign him up. How simple and easy it'd be compared to wasting all those words trying to explain every hurt and affection instead.

Of course, on the other hand, once thought of, it probably seems like a form of cruel and unusual torture to Misfire

Bare his soul? Share every single aspect of himself? All the good, and all the bad? All his secrets, and all his fears, his hopes, his pain, his love, his grief, all of his weaknesses? Each and every single one of them? Just laid out like a buffet to pick and tear at? He'd rather put a barrel of a gun to the roof of his mouth instead.

But... he wants to know Fulcrum. He wants to take the soul thats offered to him so openly, he wants to know it, he wants to understand it, he wants to see it, he wants it. But there's a price for getting that, for appeasing that want, that curiosity, that fondness.

Would he pay that price? Set aside walls he's been desperate to keep standing to claw open his own armored chest and bare what he's kept hidden away to the warm light of Fulcrum's thinly guarded spark?

Would he risk being truly seen for all he his? Just to know what it's like to feel all of someone else again, someone who doesn't hide, someone who offers all their good and all their bad so easily to him. Could he do that?

*shrug*

You decide.

[j-esbian]

HOAs are fucking wild. you're telling me that even if i legally own this home, i still have landlord rules. who the fuck cares if i have pets in the house that i own. it's my problem to clean up after them.

and who the fuck cares!!! about the color of my curtains!!!!!!!

[rystiel]

fuck i can’t believe they made me care about izzy just to do that