#got double shifted in overtime so maybe he's been a little fucked this whole time. tyson is going to have a field day with this revalation.
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scoringeffects · 4 months ago
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#guys i was in such a baking kick over the summer i cannot stop thinking abuot a natejo bakery au#doesnt matter why french canadian jo is in colorado with a cafe/bakery but he is#nate is nate as we know him osmething or other tyson finds the bakery#introduces them dududu nate CANNOT stop just dropping by every time he heads to practice#his daily order is black drip/americano + whatever jo's special is for the day#this is like circa 2017 or smth so nate's done going thru it (avs 16-17 season) and hes in his chickpea pasta if i dont hit my protien goal#something terrible is going to happen era#but sweet sweet jo and the way he goes all shy and pleased when nate compliments his pastries and cakes and what have you that hes#desperately convincing himself that the fibre in the apple turnovers outweigh the refined sugar + sat. fats definately for sure#(one morning he's in and jo's so fucking gorgeous under the morning light that he couldve handed him a spoonful of buttercream frosting and#the macros wouldve been worth it just for seeing him)#idk one day jo makes low fat high protien banana bread ('theyre real chocolate chips though' jo's telling nate 'but there's also walnuts'#nates not thinking much beyond jo made this for /me/ and he's a little fucked if he falls in love with a damn pastry chef but jo's placing#peice in his hand and it's still a little warm and his fingers brush against his palm and his heart is beating out his chest like he just#got double shifted in overtime so maybe he's been a little fucked this whole time. tyson is going to have a field day with this revalation.#bc tyson mentioned that youve been focusing on healthy eating right?#anyway.
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seventeenpins · 2 months ago
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just like heaven
pairing: best friend's mom!Tess x stoner!reader word count: 5k summary: Your best friend's mom catches you smoking in her living room. She teaches you a lesson. content/warnings: dubcon, intoxication, Tess is predatory, age gap, an exceptional amount of weed smoking, virgin!reader, smut smut smut, mommy kink, a lil bit of softness because I’m the one writing it 🤷, Tess gets you high and fucks you a/n: okay this is literally just a porn scenario, with the express purpose of celebrating morally grey predatory lesbians, working on pushing my own boundaries as I write, and an ode to Tess Servopoulos, who I would be honoured to have step on me. Shoutout to @ozarkthedog for the title, for being my whole heart and for allowing me to scream horny Tess thoughts at you every minute of the day, and to @ems-chaos-corner whose feedback and beautiful reactions are deeply appreciated, truly cherished, and an absolute fucking joy! ����
It's Friday night and the week's been a shit show. The week kicked off with a work catastrophe, and the second the fires had been put out, up started the roommate drama.  You had just picked up fresh bud, but you'd left your bong at the home of your friend. Or rather, his mom's home, in whose basement he resides.
You and Charlie have known each other most of your lives, but his mother had been a workaholic, rarely at home, and memorable only from birthdays and holidays. Near the end of her marriage, she discovered her husband had been having an affair. To settle the score, she fucked his mistress.
It was the most enduring of the neighborhood gossip, and though you knew Tess, at least a little bit, you found yourself almost mythologizing her.
Since the divorce, Tess became much more present as a mother. She worked a few less hours and invited her son to live in her lavish, post-divorce home, rent free, as he made his way through college.
You didn’t see her often, but you liked her. And, she thought of you as one of Charlie’s “good” friends, as the two of you had never gotten into any legal trouble, and you always felt a little special, knowing she was cool with you. You’d seen her glare down Charlie’s other friends, but you swear, she even winked at you once.
So now, the plan–
Charlie was gonna meet you here, and then you were gonna hang out and smoke together. He assured you his mom wouldn't be home for hours–she’s got a big press conference tonight. 
But you'd just gotten a call from him; one of your coworkers called out, and he's already there, so he's gonna pull a double and get that sweet, sweet overtime pay.
(He did ask if you wanted the shift. You told him absolutely not, but appreciated the consideration.)
He texts you when he's on his break. Sorry I bailed! Will make it up to you! You can chill at mine as long as you like. You can crash too. I know you hate the basement, so go smoke in the living room. Mom won't be home till late, and the fan works great. I do it all the time.
It's a relief, not feeling relegated to his room. It was a fine room, you supposed, but stumbling upon crispy socks twice has been two times too many. And, maybe, you’d have a chance to snoop.
It's eight pm. You've been at Charlie's for an hour, and you're finally starting to feel the stress of the day ebb away. You let your eyes flutter closed as you clear the chamber and hold in the smoke. You start to let it out, but reel back coughing when the lights are suddenly switched on, startling you badly enough you jump a foot into the air.
"Didn't your mother teach you any manners?" says a cool voice, and you feel your stomach flip with sudden terror, eyes flying open.
Tess stands in the doorway, glowering.
It takes you a minute, a mortifyingly long minute, for the coughing to subside. The more you try to suppress it, the worse it gets, and the whole time, she’s glaring at you.
"I'm not really close to my mom." You tell her. She stares at you blankly.
"Not the fucking point." She says, but now she looks like she's holding back a laugh.
"Sorry," you try to explain, "I didn't know anyone would be home, I thought you had a work thing–"
She rolls her eyes before turning and making a show of opening all of the windows.
"Remember, this is my fuckin house, kid," she snaps at you, "Press conference was cancelled.”
“Oh,” you frown, “That sucks.”
“Jesus fucking Christ,” Tess rolls her eyes. "Yeah. It fucking sucks. The production’s truck got broken into at the last fucking second and we lost half our gear.”
“Well, shit.” You're not quite sure where to go with this, what to say.
You look away for a moment, awkward and uncomfortable, but she makes no move to go anywhere. When you look back, you realize she's still looking at you, eyes sweeping you up and down before landing on your emptied water glass, still damp with condensation, sitting next to a coaster. Quickly, you scramble to correct it.
"We gotta work on your manners," she says and nods, decision made.
“Hey, I’m– I’m sorry. I should go. I shouldn’t be here, didn't mean to be in your way- And I’m sorry, again—"
She ignores you, your rambling falling on deaf ears. She strides across the room and seats herself down on the sofa opposite you. You envy the way she carries herself, the way she seems to swagger pussy-first, sits down with her legs spread, commands the entire space. She's kind of... magnetic. There's something about her that makes your stomach do flips.
"Aren't you gonna offer me a hit?"
"Oh." You weren't expecting this. "I– Yeah, do you want–"
"Why don't you come over here. Sit with me."
"Um, sure-" you say, and you pick up the bong and lighter and start to sit down next to her, nearly trying to budge up next to her outspread legs.
But she stops you before you can touch her and grabs you by the wrist, patting her knee.
"Right here, sweetheart," she smirks.
Your stomach flips. "Oh no, I don't think that-"
"It's alright, honey, I don't bite."
It's less of a request and more of a command. Your heart, which had only been a little settled for a moment, started to race again.
"Oh- okay."
You lower yourself down.
"Face me," she corrects you. You'd been going to sit on her knee with your own knees pressed together. You redirect your limbs and swing a leg over her, so you're straddling her thigh.
"Good girl," she tells you, and as if you don't need a whole moment to reevaluate your entire life, she continues, seemingly oblivious. It's a casual, almost disinterested, "So, what is it we're smoking?"
"Um, it's... it's weed-"
She barks a laugh and it nearly startles you. It doesn't mean anything, the way you feel yourself bounce on her leg, the pressure at the inseam- "Yeah, kid," she snorts, "I figured that bit out myself."
"Of course," you mumble, humiliated, "Sorry, being stupid-"
She cuts you off. "When I was your age- well actually, how old are you? You even old enough to buy this shit?"
"Twenty-one," you admit with a wince, suddenly wishing you had at least a decade on your actual age.
"You're killin' me, kid," she huffs out a long breath and shakes her head.
It only derails her for a moment.
"Well, when I was your age, this shit wasn’t even close to making it onto the ballot, let alone get legalized. We didn't know anything about strains. We'd get a dry little dime bag for ten bucks. It usually turned out to be mostly shake and seeds, but that's all we could get, so we'd pay the creep who lived down the street and tried not to piss him off cause he was the only weed guy we knew."
"Well." You're not quite sure what to say. "That sounds like it sucked. I guess times aren’t so different though. There’s a really creepy budtender at the shop this side of town. But there’s also a cute girl who works there. It’s overpriced and looks like a fuckin’ Apple Store. Whenever she’s working, though, she slips me a couple extra pre-rolls. So it’s kinda worth it."
You see something in her eyes flash and then return to her steady gaze.
"It's been years since I've smoked," she admits. "Well, weed at least. Still smoke the occasional cig.”
"Oh really, why’d you stop?
"Well, I don't think I've smoked regularly since my early twenties. We lost our dealer and it just didn't seem worth it to find another. It was really just word of mouth, where I was living.”
"Your dealer get caught or something?"
"Not exactly. See, he'd tried to slip his hand up a girls' skirt and the girl was decidedly not into it. The asshole ended up with a shattered nose. I've always loved how they described it. Shattered. Served him right."
You nod.
"He decided it maybe wasn't worth it." She pauses. "So. I guess your generation has fancy fuckin dispensaries, and my generation had the weed guy. Your generation has such dumbass names for strains and, and mine crossed our fingers hoping we weren’t just gettin’ stems and seeds."
You're silent for a moment.
Then, stumbling and foolish, you ask her a question.
"How old are you?"
"Old enough to be your mother." She smirks and your stomach flips. “Now, let's see what it's like these days, shall we?"
From her jeans pocket she withdraws a flint-wheel lighter. It’s old, but it's nice. The initials TS are engraved on the case.
She opens it and flicks it a couple of times with practiced ease. It doesn't take at first, and she mutters something about dammit–! need to refill it–, but on the third spark it lights.
You start to pass her the bong, but she lights the bowl and pushes it back towards you.
"Fill the chamber for me? It's been a while-"
You do. Smoke swirls through it, thick as soup and glossy. You pass it back to her.
Tess doesn't break eye contact with you as she almost clears it, only a thin whisper left circling the chamber.
It's a lot of smoke, and either she's lying about not having smoked, or she's insane, because that's a lot of smoke.
When she clears the chamber, she only holds it for a moment, places the bong on the floor next to her and, to your surprise, pulls you in.
It's not quite a kiss but she's holding the back of your head so you lean in, open mouthed, as if it were. Instead of kissing you properly, she exhales the smoke into your mouth, floods you with it, and when she's done breathing out, she places a palm over your mouth and blocks any breath from escaping.
"Hold it, honey, that's right-" she praises.
You can feel your eyes start to water, the way you're not quite coughing yet but you're pretty sure the second you try to breathe any of it out, you'll be lost.
With her pinky knuckle, she prods into the bowl of the bong again and moves the bud around, so the most charred bit is discarded and fresh bud is at the top.
"You can let go now," Tess tells you, finally pulling her hand away.
You let out the smoke and, as you predicted, fold over yourself starting to cough. Tess just smiles, and fills the chamber again.
By the third time she has you clear the chamber, not even using her lungs as proxy anymore, you can taste your heartbeat and the room isn't fading, exactly, it's more dotting. The world around you is a pointillism piece that's unfinished in inexplicable spots.
Your skin feels like it's dancing, and there are hands gliding along your hips, up your waist, grazing your breast-
"How’re you feeling, kid?" a voice asks, and you know where you are.
"Mmmm- Good." you sigh, "I feel good. You feel good."
"Oh, do I?" she asks. The hands continue to trace paths all over your body.
"Your hands. Real nice. You feel real nice."
Her eyebrows raise. Her head tilts. She's examining you.
Tess's hands settle on your waist. You barely notice the way she's rocking you gently towards her, and back again. Forwards, and backwards.
You hear a moan, desperate and raw, and you don't realize you're the source of it until you watch the way her eyes darken.
"Have you been with a woman before?" Tess asks.
You grin, sheepish. "Not really-"
Her eyebrows shoot up. "What does ‘not really’ mean?"
“I…” you chew your lip. “I guess I haven’t technically done… much. With anyone.”
Tess’s eyes widen.
You try to backpedal, worried it sounds too silly, too immature, that it's a turn-off for her. That wherever this was going, it's about to make a swift one-eighty. Suddenly sobered, you stammer on. “I mean, I’ve kissed girls before. And, like, played with their tits, you know?”
"Shit," Tess's voice is close to a growl, and for one awful moment you're certain she's about to call the whole thing off and tell you to get off her lap.
You know where you've found yourself. On the lap of someone far too old for you, rocking you against her thigh, letting her hands grope you however she pleases-
Her hands still, and you’re shocked at how immediately you feel bereft.
“And you want me to be your first woman?” She asks, voice velvety and dangerous.
“Yes,” you say, not even thinking about it. “I want you to be my first.”
Tess breathes out slowly, and only then do you realize exactly what you’ve said. The silence is terrifying, and with every microsecond that passes, you’re more sure she’s going to throw you out.
Then she starts bouncing her thigh, the motion creating the most unexpected and desperately needed friction. It’s gentle, but you can feel the way her muscles tense and relax, and every part of it might drive you insane.
You stifle a moan, needing her to say something, but not wanting to jeopardize the position you’ve found yourself in. Maybe if she thinks about it, she’ll stop, and that’s a risk you’re not willing to take.
"I bet I can teach you a thing or two."
Your jaw drops comically.
"Teach me?" you ask.
"Teach you how to make a woman feel good. How to use your fingers, put that pretty mouth to use-"
You feel yourself heat at her praise, and she grins, brushing a thumb against your lower lip.
"I think-" you know your voice sounds pathetic and worn and woozy from the harshness of the hits you took, "I think I maybe.. I think I have a lot to learn."
“But first,” her grin becomes truly wicked and you feel the tension that's been building in you start to twist, get hot and slick and desperate. Her hand trails down to your neck, her thumb resting over your pulse point. “You seem nervous, honey. Let’s help you relax a little more.”
She picks the bong back up. “Pack us a fresh bowl, will you?”
“More?” you ask. You can already feel the redness of your eyes, and know that any more will make you stupid.
“More.” Tess agrees.
“We could just, like, start by making out?” you suggest.
Tess doesn’t even try to hide her smirk.
“You wanna make out?” she taunts, lip curled.
“Fuck, Tess, I’m high–” you whine, “I didn’t mean that to sound so high school.”
“God,” she sighs, shaking her head, “You’re so damn young.”
And after a moment elapses.
“Go on,” she nods to the bong, and you remember what you were meant to be doing.
You stand up, immediately aching, missing the way her strong thigh had rubbed between your legs. It occurs to you that you may have left a wet spot on her pants.
You make quick work of it, emptying out the ash and packing a fresh bowl.
“You wanna kiss me, pretty girl?” she asks.
“Yes-” you sigh, and you all but dive forward, only to receive a gentle hand to your shoulder, holding you back.
“Here’s the deal, sweetheart. Every hit you take, you get a kiss.”
“I– Tess I can’t– I’ll be so high I’ll be stupid–”
“No, baby,” Tess croons, “You’ll be nice and relaxed. You’ll get to feel my hands all over that beautiful body of yours. You’ll be my good girl.”
She grins when you let out an involuntary whine.
“You wanna be a good girl for me, don’t you? And when you really need to tap out, I’m sure we can find another way to make sure you get all the kisses you need. Okay?”
You nod, suddenly desperate to please. Of course you can take it. You’ll be so, so good for her. And you’ll get to feel her lips on yours, feel her hands explore you, touch you, take–
The first hit is dizzying, but it mellows out quickly.
Emboldened, you grin at her. “Fair’s fair,” you declare.
Tess rolls her eyes, but she’s smiling, too. “C’mon up, honey.”
You put the pipe down and straddle her. You give yourself just a moment to feel her here, hot and soft and lovely between your thighs. You love the way you can feel her abdomen rise and fall with her breath, and smell her hair.
Slowly, carefully, you lean in. Soft, firm lips press against yours, and you feel a heat inside you immediately combust, roar to life. You’re filled with such unadulterated need, you think you might die.
Then, she pulls away, and you reel.
“No-“ you whimper, and she lifts the bong back up to you.
You don’t know how many hits you take, each punctuated with another press of her lips to yours. You’ve never smoked like this, never this much. The world is dizzy and foggy, but her hands are grounding. They rub broad circles into your aching shoulders, tease you with feather-light touches. 
It’s unclear how much time has passed, but after she pulls away from another kiss, she holds you back when you move to pick up the pipe.
“I think you’ve had enough,” she croons. You love her voice, the way she’s soft with you.
You blink lazily at her and lean in for another kiss.
Instead, she pulls back.
“Honey, don’t forget. Like I said, you’ll have another way to earn these kisses.”
“Want you,” you mumble. Being apart from her for even these moments feels torturous. You need her skin against yours.
“For every article of clothing you take off, you’ll get to touch me.”
You focus on her words, making sure you’re getting it right through the fog in your head.
“Can I—” you trail off.
“Can you what?”
“Can I take it all off? And then I can touch you as much as you like?”
“Well, aren't you ambitious?” She smirks, and then considers, tilting her head side to side. “I suppose that would work. But I want you to put on a show for me.”
You scramble up, with much speed and little grace. She huffs a laugh when you nearly topple as you pull your jeans down.
“Slowly, baby. Want to watch you.”
You do your best to slow down, peeling each garment off, one by one, and leaving them in a disorganized heap.
“That’s it,” she praises, “Doing such a good job.”
When you’re nearly bare, you hesitate, fumbling with the band of your panties. This moment, this moment, feels like the point of no return.
“I— I wanna see you.” You say, suddenly more focused, and very nervous.
“Baby, you’re still wearing your panties.”
She says it sweetly, but you know it’s not a request. It’s a command. You slip them down, now totally naked before her. 
You realize; this is the first time you’ve been so fully naked in front of someone who wants to fuck you.
Doubt and anxiety start to cloud your mind as Tess looks you up and down.
You speak without thinking, “Am I pretty?”
It’s such a simple, inane question. But Tess doesn’t hesitate.
“Of course you are, baby. You’re stunning.” She states, and it’s definitive. Who would ever question Tess?
Warmth rushes back through you, your body suddenly hot again with arousal, banishing any lingering fear. You let yourself feel the fog, feel the sensation.
You relax as you stand, enjoying the feeling of ambient air on your body, the breeze from outside sifting through the hair on your arms and legs.
“Come back to me,” Tess prods, and you realize you’ve been standing with your eyes closed. You open your eyes, and you’re shocked when you see that Tess herself is naked before you. Her hair cascades down her shoulders, golden-brown silk adorning her, streaks of gray at her temples. Her body is firm and toned, but she has her fair share of scars and dimples and cellulite. Stretch marks decorate her belly, old but beautiful with the way they gleam pearlescent in the light.
“You want to touch me?” She asks, and you nod. Hand outstretched, you move towards her. She reaches her hand out to meet you, grasps your palm and kisses your fingertips.
It feels like worship.
“Come with me,” she tells you, and you follow, hand in hers. She brings you to her bedroom, one room in this house you’ve never seen. You want to pay attention to all of it, but you cannot focus. You cannot tear yourself away from her.
She guides you, seating you at the head of the bed with legs spread. Then, she settles herself in between them, spreading her own legs. You can feel her ass against your thighs, the heat radiating from her. You want so badly to touch.
“How do you like to touch yourself?” She asks, and you pause.
You know what you like, but you’ve never actually had to describe it before.
“I, um-“ you swallow. “I like to, uh, work myself up. Play with myself all around, um—“
“Your pussy?”
“Yeah, all around my pussy. And then, when I’m ready, I rub my clit. Make little circles above it. Maybe put a finger or two in, if I feel like it, but usually it’s enough with just my clit.”
Tess nods, and you feel the rumble of a sigh through her body. 
“Touch me like that,” she commands.
And you do.
You slip your arms around her, stroking her thighs. Muscles tense beneath your fingers, and you hear her groan.
Gently, slowly, you trace fingertips closer and closer to her apex. You brush along her inner thighs, and feel victorious when she stifles a gasp. Then, you stroke the outer confines of her vulva, feeling how hot she is between her thighs. The hair between her legs feels sensational against your skin, especially in your high, and you get lost in the feeling of it. You’re touching her. You’re touching her. And she likes it.
She lets you continue to stroke at her, all around her, everywhere but the place she wants you most. Then, you realize you feel a trickle of wetness from her, and you dip your fingertips down to catch it. You slide back up, through her folds, catching so much slickness. She’s wet, she’s so fucking wet, and she’s wet for you. 
You rub your fingers together, obsessed with the almost egg-white slick stringing translucent between them. Everything that you wondered about yourself, worried was an anomaly, proven absent in porn–it’s like a revelation. She’s just like you. And she’s totally different. She’s a mirror, and an entity complete and singular.
She’s a fucking goddess.
You pull her hood back and swipe a slick thumb lightly against her clit. Immediately, you’re dizzy at the sensation of her rolling her hips against you, pressing against you, towards your fingers, trying to get more friction. You barely get any physical contact from her the way you need, but the proximity alone is overwhelming. 
You rut up against her, knowing there’s nothing for you to get yourself off on here without changing position entirely. But the closeness is incredible. You feel your own wetness smear on her back and her ass, the way you’re dripping. And Tess, her back pressed against your breasts, occasionally dipping to nibble kisses along your throat and jaw.
Lost between sensation, and curiosity, you reach through the fog. You want to do a good job. You want to make her feel good. It’s interesting, you think, all the ways she feels different to you. Her labia are a little longer, spreading over your fingers as you stroke along her slit again and again. She’s making the loveliest sounds, whines and moans and whimpers, sounds you never thought you’d hear from her.
When you press your fingers against her clit again, she almost yelps, but the yelp morphs into a deep moan as she starts rocking against the pressure, chasing the sensation. It feels so similar, but totally foreign at the same time. You dip a couple of fingers into her opening. You stroke her how you stroke yourself. And then you move to press in deeper, and the angle’s all wrong. You suddenly feel embarrassed. Of course vaginas aren’t all the same! You try again, relaxing your fingers, slowly massaging into her. She gently rests her hand on yours. You think she might pull it back. Instead, she guides it, angling your fingers just right so they’re slipping into her tight heat and lets out a heaving sigh.
If she’d been trying to stay quiet, to hide from you the effect you’re having on her, that all goes out the window when you start pumping into her.
Now that you have the angle right, you drive your fingers in again and again, scissoring her open, pressing all the soft and lovely bits inside her till she’s howling.
“Fuck,” she hisses, “Oh baby that’s it, keep fucking me with those lovely fingers, you’re doing such a good job–”
You slip in a third finger and her words turn to a breathy jumble of yes, please, more—
She feels so delicious against your fingertips, massaging into her again and again. You love the texture of her. 
Flicking a thumb over her clit as you pump in and out in measured strokes, her whole body begins to convulse.
“Fuck!” She shouts, “Fuck, I’m—”
She comes with a cry, shaking in your lap, and you continue to stroke her through it.
When her body stops trembling and her breathing slows, she tilts her head back, resting on your shoulder, gracing you with a throaty laugh.
“Shit, kid,” she she looks dazed, totally fucked out. You should really get a trophy for this. Or a medal. Made Tess Servoupolous Nut So Hard She Saw God, it would say.
As she finishes catching her breath, she reaches her arm around you and strokes your hair. “You did good,” she tells you, “A real natural.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah,” she nods. “Fuck if I haven’t been needing that.”
She peels herself from you, the sweat between you adhering your tits to her back, and it’s almost funny the squelch that your bodies make. 
And then, she’s on top of you, moving you again, body soft and malleable. She’s spreading your thighs, your soaked cunt grinding against her own– puffy, slick and spent. 
She smiles at you. “Last chance, sweetheart. You want me to make you feel good? Play with that pretty pussy? Pop that cherry, once and for all?”
The haze returns, and it can’t be just the high, not coming over you like this. No. It’s her. It’s her scent, her power, her skin against yours, and you need need need–
“Give it to me–,” you beg, and she does.
Long fingers part you, slide inside, scissor and twist. It’s slow at first, almost gentle. But you don’t need gentle right now. You need her, every part of her.
You grind against her fingers, the heel of her palm putting pressure right against your clit. 
“You’re being such a good girl,” she coos, “Opening up nice and wide for mommy, that’s it–”
It’s unexpected, and if you’re being honest, it’s a little bit weird.
But that doesn’t fucking matter because fuck it’s hot–
Your legs spread further, in part from Tess’s coaxing, and in part because they seem to want to fling themselves open all on their own. 
Two fingers increase to three, and then to four, and she’s pumping in for all she’s worth with her hand, her thumb pressed against your clit, pressing your button like she’s made for it. You’re trying to find words but you can’t–all you can do is moan and whine and rut against her, with nothing more than “Tess, please– Mommy mommy oh my god mommy your fingers feel so fucking good—”
And she grins at you wickedly, and keeps at her ministrations as she praises you– “Taking my fingers so fucking well. That’s a good girl, that’s it, oh honey– I can feel how you’re dripping down my wrist, how good you’re clenching round me. It’s okay, baby, you can let go. Let go for me, sweetheart, c’mon, let go–”
You come with a shout, pussy drenching her as she fucks you through it.
As you catch your breath and come down, she strokes your thighs, trails pruney fingertips across your stomach.
“You’ve been so good for mommy,” she smiles, eyes crinkling, “Big girl, taking all of that her first time, huh?”
“Mhmm,” you agree, totally worn out. “Thank– thank you, Tess–” you sigh.
“Hmm,” she snorts, “I thought you’d do well with a lesson.”
“I did good?” you ask.
“You did great, honey,” she laughs. “And what did we learn?”
You take stock of yourself. Of your body, your mind, the fog and the lingering high, and the absolute euphoria of the past however long you’ve been fucking and being fucked.
A smile creeps across your face. You try to tamp it down, but it’s pointless. “I’ve learned that I should always smoke weed in Charlie’s mom’s house, and maybe, if I’m very lucky, I’ll even get caught!”
Tess laughs, a full-bellied, beautiful thing. 
“I think, princess, you’ve got a lot more to learn.”
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thisapplepielife · 1 month ago
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Written for @steddiebingo.
You're a Fucking Dickhead
12 Days of Christmas Prompt: Soulmate | Word Count: 1894 | Rating: T | CW: Language | POV: Steve | Tags: Soulmate AU, College AU, Modern AU, Meet Cute, Or: Meet Ugly, Soulmarks, Invisible Strings, Hijinks Ensue, The Universe Had to Work Overtime on These Two
I actually got assigned the prompt "soulmates" on both of my Christmas and New Year's bingo cards. Instead of trying to double-up, I decided to just make them companion pieces. Here are the links to both:
Part 1: Steve POV | Part 2: Eddie POV | Also on AO3
They are intended so they could be read standalone, but I wrote Steve's first, so I suggest starting here if you want to read both.
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Steve pushes his sleeves up, realizes, and pushes them right back down despite it being sweltering in this auditorium. As much as he prides himself on being confident in his own skin, on being exactly who he is, no apologies, this little three inch line of text scrawled on his arm is the bane of his whole existence. He hates it. 
Robin glances over at him, and gives him a raised eyebrow. Yeah, yeah. He had promised he would cut it out once they were at college, but fuck, old habits die hard. He's only a senior. Maybe he'll go to grad school and he can stop hiding his arm then. Plenty of time.
"I know," he hisses at her, and he's told himself over and over that someday he won't care. That someday he'll just let it all hang out. So what if his so called soulmate is out there somewhere waiting to meet him, only to say: You're a fucking dickhead!
Yeah, sign him up for that. Not.
No matter who it is, Steve isn't interested. He's going tell them to fuck right off. If he ever meets them. He hasn't yet, and he's not exactly frothing at the bit to do it soon.
He focuses back on the professor, and he's almost made it through undergrad. Six more weeks. He can do this.
"A frat party? Steve. No," Robin says, and Steve is just nodding.
"Steve, yes," he says, smiling wide. "We'll get some bathtub punch, maybe bum a joint. C'mon. Maybe we'll even get laid."
"Dingus, the odds of me getting laid at a frat party are negative seventy-five thousand."
"Then let me get laid. Rob, please. For me," and he gives her the eyes. They always work, and he spins around after she reluctantly nods her consent to his plan. 
"You've gotten laid plenty," she argues.
"That's patently untrue," he lies. "I'm in a dry spell."
"It's been four days."
"It gets mighty cold at night," he says, and she laughs and pushes him, but she'll go.
He might not have good soulmate prospects, but he does have the best best friend a guy could ask for, and his charm, which he's applied liberally all up and down the eastern seaboard.
So, yeah. Tonight is gonna be awesome, he just knows it.
Tonight is not awesome, Steve thinks, as he's shoved so hard he stumbles. The guy is bigger than him, but honestly just caught him off guard. Steve doesn't know what the fuck his problem is. It's a party. They're supposed to be having fun. But this? This is not fun.
All Steve did is walk by, and now he's fucking stumbling like he's drunk, which unfortunately he is not since he hasn't even had one drink yet, but his balance is already a distant memory. He catches his shin on the edge of a coffee table, and that really fucking smarts. Then, he's going down. There's no other possibility. No way to catch himself.
"Goddamn, fuck you, motherfucker!" Steve shouts, sliding over the table on his knees, tipping over cups and bottles, knocking everything in his path off to the hardwood floor with a clatter, before finally coming to a stop with a thud on top of the person sitting on the couch. That's fucking embarrassing.
"You're a fucking dickhead!" The guy under him laughs while patting Steve's back, and it sounds amused, not angry. But those words. Those are his words. Steve freezes. But not for long, because he's unceremoniously being shifted and dumped into the lap of the guy on the right. 
Big blue eyes, and a mop of curls, looking down at him, asking, "What'd you say?"
"Huh?" Steve asks, trying to right himself.
Oh. The guy — his soulmate? — wasn't talking to him. He was talking to the guy who shoved him.
"What did you say when you literally fell in Eddie's lap?" he asks.
Eddie. His soulmate's name is Eddie. Steve has no fucking clue what he said, but he's guessing that whatever it is, it's scrawled somewhere on Eddie's body and his friend here knows that. 
Steve's ignoring ol' blue eyes, and trying to turn to get another glimpse of Eddie, to see what he's doing, to see if he's gonna fight for his honor or some shit.
He's not fighting, but he does have the guy in a headlock. But they're both laughing. What the fuck is happening right now?
"What the fuck, Goods? You just laid that poor guy out, say you're sorry," Eddie is telling the dude who shoved him. Who looks far less scary with his head tucked under Eddie's armpit. He's all red-faced and curly-headed, squirming, but looking amused. 
"I'm sorry," the shover laughs out, and Steve is still trying to slide off the other guy's lap. "It was an instinct! A remnant from high school. Get bullied, push back, that's what you always said!"
His supposed soulmate knows the asshole that knocked him clean off his feet for no good reason? Well, that's just great. Very promising. He knew he was in for a bad time with the words alone, and now he's been knocked clean off his feet, and not in a good way.
"He was bullying you?" Eddie asks, face looking serious.
"I was not!" Steve says. He's never even seen this guy before. He walked by him in the crowded room, and then was shoved.
"He stepped on my foot!" 
Eddie laughs, "He stepped on your foot, so you shoved him in my lap?"
"Well, I didn't think you'd mind!"
"What's going on here?! I just went to the bathroom, there wasn't even a line!" Robin screeches. "Now Steve is sitting in Gareth's lap? How do you know Gareth? You can't sleep with Gareth!" Robin is rambling, talking with her hands, flailing and fluttering with all her might. 
How do you know Gareth? Steve thinks. 
She's all worked up. Well, she can join the club.
"I'm fine. We're fine, I think? I'm not sleeping with Gareth?" Steve says, but his voice trails upward, unsure. 
"Not a question. Absolutely not. No offense," Gareth says, and well, that's kinda rude.
"Look what you've done, now you've made his girlfriend mad," Eddie says, still not releasing the guy who caused this whole situation. 
"Ew, gross. Not my boyfriend," Robin says, way too fast. 
"She's a lesbian," Gareth says, and Steve wants to wheel on him. Gareth better not have a problem with that, but Steve can only fight one battle at a time, and Robin offending him always takes precedence.
"Don't be so disgusted," Steve complains, and then turns to look back at Gareth, "Same for you. I'm a catch."
"Do you still have a dick?" Robin asks, her go-to response in this situation. He knows the script.
"What she said," Gareth adds.
"I still have a dick," he confirms quietly.
"Well, we're all glad to hear it," Eddie says, finally letting his friend go. 
Another guy walks up, looks between all of them, "What's going on?"
"Jeff?" Robin questions.
Robin knows Jeff? Who's Jeff?
"Hey, Robin," Jeff says
"How do you know Jeff and Gareth?" Steve asks, whoever the fuck they are, but he's being ignored.
 "Oh, Jeff, you picked the exact worst time to wander off. Short story: Goodie pushed this guy—"
"Goodie's here, too?" Robin interrupts.
Gareth keeps talking, "—and get this, turns out, this dude is Eddie's soulmate."
Eddie turns his head, "What'd you say? Gareth, why do you think…" he trails off, and then looks down at his arm.
"You're Goddamn, Fuck You, Motherfucker?" Jeff asks, as if that's Steve's legal name.
Steve laughs, "Well, I prefer Steve, but I'll answer to anything, I guess."
Everybody laughs.
"Jeff, help me. Eddie tried to take my head off my neck," Goodie complains. Which, honestly, the nerve. He started this whole fiasco. Steve was minding his own goddamn business.
"You pushed my soulmate. You got off easy, my child," Eddie says, circling Goodie, clearly teasing him. 
Eddie. Gareth. Goodie. Jeff. Steve's putting these names to faces, because he's afraid it might all be important later. Maybe forever. 
These people are a circus and a rodeo all rolled into one. 
He feels sick to his stomach. In a good way? A bad way? He isn't sure. All this time, and he still somehow wasn't ready for it. This scenario wasn't even in his wildest of dreamed up scenarios. Yeah, he got pushed. But his proposed soulmate doesn't appear to be a total dickhead either. 
"Let me see," Steve says quietly, a demand more than a question, and Eddie stops what he was doing, stepping closer. His arm is right out there, uncovered, for all the world to see. And that's for sure his own handwriting.
Goddamn, fuck you, motherfucker!
Plain as day.
Steve reaches out and brushes his thumb against Eddie's mark, and suddenly he feels like he's riding lightning.
"Holy shit," Eddie says.
"Uh, yeah," Steve answers. 
"Wanna get out of here?" Eddie asks, and Steve is nodding before Eddie's finished asking. 
His body feels warm.
But Robin, "I'm with Robin. I need to-"
"Nope, dingus. Go. I'll ride with Jeff. Or Gareth. Or Goodie," she says. "I can take my pick. I know them all."
"How do you know Jeff, Gareth and Goodie?" Steve asks, because he feels like he's losing his mind.
Jeff waves. So the other two follow suit.
"Jeff and I have had like a thousand classes together," Robin says, and Jeff is nodding in agreement. "We studied together all last year. Do you not recall all the, 'I'm going to study at Jeff's' that I said, week after week?"
Steve shakes his head. He does not.
"You were in our house! All the time!" Eddie says, pointing at Robin. "I have seen you before! I knew you looked familiar!" 
"Yeah, obviously," she says, rolling her eyes, "Anyway. Gareth's in my film class. And Goodie's in the marching band."
Steve feels like he's going insane. He got pushed by a marching band geek? Then there's Eddie, his soulmate, and apparently Robin's just been running in Eddie's whole goddamn circle without his knowledge. What? How?
He can't. Not right now. He needs to process this later. Maybe with a flow chart pointing out all the invisible strings that have been forming, trying to connect them.
"You'll get her home safe?" Steve asks, because that's all that matters.
"They will," Eddie assures, and puts his palm in the middle of Steve's back. Steve can feel it even through his shirt.
Steve looks back at Robin, slightly helpless. 
She takes a step forward, "If you don't-"
"I do," he interrupts, "I do."
He really does.
"Gross, go then," she says, holding up her hands, and when Eddie takes a step forward to lead them out, he goes.
Steve sneaks looks at Eddie as they make their way through the crowded house. He's pretty. Not what he'd expected, not that he'd ever really had a good mental picture of what his soulmate might look like. He'd been too focused on the harsh words, that he hadn't tried to form them into a real person.
Eddie's real.
He's so fucking real.
They step out into the night, and Eddie stops on the sidewalk, meeting Steve's eyes, smiling wide, "Your place or mine?"
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Notes: I don't think I've written soulmates before, so I'm not sure if I've stayed with the trope or veered into left field, but I know I had fun with this one. I loved the idea that their first words in each other's presence would be something so unhinged, lol. And Goodie shall never let either of them forget that their soulmarks were spoken to him not each other.
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magnagaruzenmon · 26 days ago
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The first part of heavy metal, and woo this is a doozy to start on…fuck you dino. Also happy new years. I hope you've been having fun with Daigo's holiday specials, because this is the last one for now
I just wanna thank @coldfanbou and @lustspren for writing cool stuff. No smut yet needed to world build hope that’s okay.
“Ah, come on, Daigo, it’ll be fun! Picture this: a three-day music festival entirely dedicated to girl groups. Some of your favorites—Dreamcatcher, Twice, Eunbi, and so many more! How could you say no to that?”
Jonas’s enthusiasm was infectious, but I wasn’t in the mood. I leaned back in my chair, rubbing the bridge of my nose. The chaos from recent riots at music festivals played on a loop in my mind—overcrowding, fights breaking out, people getting hurt. I’d seen it up close before, and I wasn’t eager to put myself in the middle of it again.
“I don’t know…” I hesitated, glancing at the stack of bills on my counter that never seemed to shrink. “It’s just—with all the violence lately, I don’t think it’s a good idea.”
Jonas let out an exaggerated sigh on the other end of the line. “Daigo, you’re killing me here. Look, I need someone I can trust for this gig. You’ve got experience, you’re good under pressure, and—let’s be real—you’re the biggest fangirl I know when it comes to these groups.”
I chuckled despite myself. “Fangirl? That’s rich coming from the guy who cried when LOONA disbanded.”
“That was different, and you know it!” Jonas shot back, feigning indignation. “Tell you what, though. You help me out this one time, and I’ll sweeten the deal: I’ll get you backstage access for your top three groups. You can say hi, do the whole meet-and-greet thing, and—” he paused for dramatic effect, “I’ll pay you double time.”
“Double time and a meet-and-greet?” I raised an eyebrow, skeptical. “You must be desperate.”
“Desperate doesn’t even cover it,” Jonas admitted. “But I know you, Daigo. You’ll do it. You just need a little incentive.”
I leaned forward, considering his offer. The idea of meeting Dreamcatcher, Twice, and Eunbi backstage was tempting. Hell, it was more than tempting—it was a dream come true. But I wasn’t about to let him off easy.
“Okay,” I said, dragging the word out. “I’ll do it. But on one condition: you pay me in advance for the regular eight-hour shifts. When overtime inevitably hits—and we both know it will—you can pay me after.”
I expected him to balk, to try to negotiate or talk me down. Instead, Jonas practically shouted into the phone. “Fine! Deal!”
I sighed, shaking my head. “You’re way too excited about this. I’m gonna regret this, aren’t I?”
“Only if you don’t bring something for your bias to sign!” Jonas teased, and before I could respond, he added, “I’ll send you the details. And, Daigo? Thanks, man. I owe you big time.”
As I hung up, I stared at my phone, torn between dread and anticipation. The job might be chaos, sure, but the thought of meeting my idols backstage was enough to nudge me into action. Maybe—just maybe—it wouldn’t be so bad.
The first two days of the festival passed in a blur. I worked with Lightsum alongside a guy named Dinozen, a chill dude with a sharp sense of humor, and covered the super-secret IZ*ONE reunion stage with someone named Dexter, a no-nonsense guy who seemed to have everything under control. Unsurprisingly, the girls were all the sweetest. Chowon, Sakura, and Eunbi even signed my photocards, which was an experience I’d never forget.
Hyewon, though, surprised me. She noticed my Night of the Living Dead phone case while I was setting up security near the backstage area.
“Oh my God, is that Romero’s Night of the Living Dead?” she asked, her eyes lighting up as she leaned in closer to get a better look.
“Yeah,” I said, holding up the phone so she could see it better. “You’re a fan?”
“Are you kidding? I love zombie movies. Do you like Train to Busan?”
“Of course! A classic,” I replied, and we spent a few minutes geeking out about the genre before she got whisked away for rehearsals.
The last day of the festival was intense, to say the least. The lineup was packed: IVE, LE SSERAFIM, QWER, GFRIEND (yes, Eunha and Lil Uzi Vert were there), KISS OF LIFE, Dreamcatcher, and finally, Twice.
For the first two stages, Sakura, Chaewon, Yujin, and Wonyoung spotted me lingering around during the early morning soundchecks.
“Did you even sleep last night?” Wonyoung called out, grinning mischievously as she approached with the others in tow.
“Barely,” I admitted, stifling a yawn.
“You’re here earlier than us! Are you secretly a sasaeng?” Sakura teased, elbowing me lightly as the others burst into laughter.
“Yeah, what’s your bias list?” Chaewon added with mock suspicion, crossing her arms and squinting at me.
“Okay, first of all,” I said, holding up a finger, “I’m not a sasaeng. Second, I’m here working. You know, security?”
“Uh-huh. That’s what they all say,” Yujin quipped.
“Don’t worry, oppa, we’ll keep your secret,” Wonyoung said, winking.
“Oppa?!” I exclaimed, rolling my eyes at their antics. “You’re all impossible.”
Truth be told, I didn’t mind. Their teasing broke the ice, and by the end of their set, they were thanking me profusely for keeping everything running smoothly.
Later, I found myself working security for GFRIEND. Eunha caught me lingering backstage and decided to strike up a conversation.
“You’re awfully quiet for a security guy,” she said, tilting her head. “Do we intimidate you?”
“Not at all,” I said with a smirk. “I’m just professional. But since we’re chatting—big fan, by the way.”
Eunha grinned, leaning in slightly. “Oh? Do you have a favorite song?”
“‘Time for the Moon Night.’ No contest.”
“Good choice,” she said, clearly pleased. “You’ve got good taste. But…” She paused, her expression turning playful. “What’s your bias list for Twice?”
“You’re not getting that out of me,” I said, laughing.
“Oh, come on!” she said, punching my arm lightly before getting called away for rehearsal.
QWER was an entirely different vibe. From the moment they showed up, they were absolute chaos gremlins. Magenta spotted my Ultraman keychain dangling from my belt and let out a gasp loud enough to make heads turn.
“Is that Ultraman?!” she exclaimed, running over.
“Yeah. You a fan?”
“Am I a fan?!” she said, practically bouncing on her heels. “Ultraman Tiga is my favorite! What about you?”
We ended up on a massive tangent about tokusatsu, until Hina chimed in about Final Fantasy when I mentioned I love girls who can fight like Tifa from FFVII. “Tifa’s the best, hands down,” she said, crossing her arms as if daring anyone to argue.
“Agreed,” I said, nodding. “What’s your go-to build for her?”
“Oh, don’t get her started,” Chodan cut in, laughing. “But seriously, what’s your take on League of Legends?” After hearing me say someone was inting in the previous conversation.
That led to another rabbit hole of nerd talk, with Chodan grilling me about champs and strategies while Magenta playfully teased her for his “tryhard vibes.”
After their performance, Magenta pulled me aside. “Hey, if you want a job after this, come to Korea,” she said, a surprising seriousness in her tone. “I’m sure we can find a spot for you.”
I rolled my eyes, thinking it was just more teasing. “Yeah, sure. I’ll get right on that.”
“No, really,” she said, locking eyes with me. “Think about it. You’d fit in.”
Her sincerity caught me off guard, but before I could respond, she was already running off to join the others.
Sure! Here’s an expanded version of the scene with more dialogue and detail:
Dreamcatcher’s set was a whirlwind. They came in, stole the show with their energy and charisma, and left just as quickly. It was clear they were pros, used to the hectic schedule of being on tour. I barely had a chance to speak with them, but as I was walking backstage, Yoohyeon caught sight of my shirt peeking out from under my security uniform.
“Wait—is that a Kaiju No. 8 shirt?” she asked, pointing excitedly.
I froze, caught off guard. “Uh, yeah. Big fan of the series.”
“Same here!” Yoohyeon said, her eyes lighting up. “Dami got me into it. Isn’t Kafka’s transformation just the coolest?”
Dami, standing nearby, smirked. “Yoohyeon keeps trying to get everyone in the group to read it.”
“It’s worth it!” Siyeon chimed in, adjusting her jacket. “But, seriously, where’d you get that shirt? I’ve been looking for merch everywhere.”
I laughed nervously. “Online. Limited drop, though, so it might be hard to find now.”
“Lucky,” Dami said, shaking her head. “Anyway, we’d better go. Tour schedule’s tight.”
They waved as they hurried out, leaving me feeling both starstruck and a little bummed that I didn’t have more time to talk to them.
As Dreamcatcher’s bus pulled away, Twice was arriving. Their energy was palpable even before they stepped out, fans screaming from behind the barricades as they made their way inside. I was checking the perimeter when I heard a familiar voice.
“You were at our LA concert a few years ago.”
I turned to see Dahyun, smiling warmly as she approached. For a second, I was stunned.
“Uh, yeah,” I stammered. “How did you remember that?”
Dahyun tilted her head, still smiling. “We don’t have many fans that look like…you, so I always try to remember their faces. Plus, you brought that light-up ring instead of our Candybong.”
I laughed, embarrassed but also flattered. “Yeah, the Candybong was sold out, so I improvised.”
“Well, it worked! We all thought it was cool.”
Before I could say anything else, the ground beneath us seemed to shift. setting everyone on edge.
“What was that?” someone whispered behind me.
And then the screams began.
From the crowd near the main stage, people started to thrash and convulse, their movements jerky and unnatural. Others began growling, their voices guttural and animalistic. The sight was surreal—like something out of a horror movie.
“Everyone, move!” I yelled, springing into action.
I turned to Dahyun and the rest of Twice. “Get to the evacuation buses. Now!”
They didn’t argue, following my lead as I herded them and the remaining girl groups backstage toward the buses. The screams and chaos grew louder as the infected began attacking others in the crowd, tearing into them with horrifying ferocity.
“Keep moving!” I shouted, adrenaline surging as I kept the idols together, forming a protective barrier between them and the chaos.
One by one, the groups boarded the buses. I stayed behind to make sure everyone was accounted for, scanning the area for any stragglers.
“Daigo, get on!” someone shouted from inside the last bus.
As I turned to board, a hand grabbed me, yanking me backward with incredible strength. The bus door shut just as I lost my footing.
The man who had grabbed me was no longer human. His eyes were bloodshot, black veins bulging across his face and neck like spiderwebs. He growled, the sound primal and terrifying, before lunging at me.
I struggled against him, barely managing to shove him off, but not before his teeth sank into my arm. Pain shot through me as I kicked him away, slamming a nearby door into his face before scrambling to my car.
Blood was dripping from my arm as I started the engine, my hands shaking. My phone buzzed with an emergency alert:
“EMERGENCY ALERT: FERAL RAGE VIRUS OUTBREAK IN LOS ANGELES. AVOID INFECTED INDIVIDUALS. IF BITTEN, SELF-ISOLATE IMMEDIATELY.”
A wave of dread washed over me as the words sank in. A zombie apocalypse—and I’d been bitten.
By the time I got home, I was running on autopilot. I found a note from my family on the kitchen counter:
“We evacuated. Stay safe. We love you.”
I smiled faintly, relieved that they had made it out, even as the reality of my situation settled in. I sat down on the couch, clutching my arm as I waited—waited for the inevitable.
But as the hours passed, nothing happened. No fever, no loss of control, no primal urge to attack. Just silence.
Something was wrong—or maybe something was right. Whatever it was, I wasn’t turning. At least, not yet. 28 weeks later
California had been decimated by the undead in a matter of days. The infection spread faster than anyone could have predicted, turning the Golden State into a graveyard of abandoned cities and roaming hordes of the infected. Military barricades crumbled, evacuation plans failed, and those who were lucky got out while they could. Planes were packed with desperate refugees, cars clogged the highways leading east, and boats left the coastlines overcrowded with those willing to risk open waters.
For me, leaving wasn’t an option.
I didn’t have the luxury of escape, not because I couldn’t find a way out, but because of the bite on my arm. By the time the infection reached its peak, there were no confirmed cases of immunity. A bite was a death sentence—or worse, an eternity as one of the infected. The thought of being trapped in that kind of existence kept me grounded, unwilling to risk spreading the infection to anyone else.
But something strange happened.
I didn’t turn.
Days turned into weeks, and then months. The black veins that had crawled up my arm after the attack faded away within hours, leaving only a faint scar where the infected’s teeth had punctured my skin. I waited for the fever to come, for the primal urges, for the hallucinations people had described before losing themselves. None of it happened.
In fact, the only time I got remotely sick was from a bad batch of shrimp I’d scavenged off an abandoned food truck near the Santa Monica pier.
At first, I thought maybe I was just a late bloomer, that the virus would eventually catch up to me and take over. I avoided people, avoided crowded safe zones, not wanting to risk spreading whatever was inside me. I spent most of my time moving quietly through the ruins of Los Angeles, scavenging supplies and avoiding the Zs as best I could.
The thing was, the Zs avoided me too.
It wasn’t immediate, but over time, I started noticing that they didn’t react to me the way they did to others. If I stayed still, they would stumble past as if I weren’t even there. If I walked into a horde, they would part like a school of fish around a predator.
It was unsettling at first, terrifying even, but I couldn’t deny the advantage it gave me. I became a ghost in the city, slipping through once-busy streets and long-abandoned suburbs. I didn’t need to hide anymore.
Whatever was inside me, whatever had stopped the virus from taking hold, had made me different.
And in a world where survival was everything, being different wasn’t necessarily a bad thing.
At first, surviving felt like an achievement. I kept moving, kept scavenging, and avoided any unnecessary risks. But as the weeks bled into months, that sense of urgency faded, replaced by something else: boredom.
The excitement of sneaking through an abandoned city, the thrill of dodging Zs, even the satisfaction of finding a can of beans in the back of an overturned truck—it all started to feel routine. The days blurred together.
Wake up. Scavenge. Avoid Zs. Sleep.
For a while, I wandered aimlessly. I retraced old memories, revisiting places I’d once loved. The Santa Monica Pier, now eerily quiet except for the creak of its abandoned rides. Griffith Park, where the Hollywood sign still stood, a crumbling symbol of a bygone world. But eventually, even nostalgia wasn’t enough to fill the emptiness.
So I headed south.
San Diego seemed as good a place as any to settle. The Zs were thinner here, the population having fled or been wiped out in the first waves of the outbreak. The weather was mild, the ocean breeze cutting through the silence, and the naval base offered plenty of resources for the taking if I could get past the wreckage.
I found an old house in a quiet suburb, tucked away behind overgrown trees and hedges. It was small but sturdy, with thick walls and a decent vantage point from the second floor. The backyard had a rusted swing set, a reminder of the family that had once lived here.
Over time, I turned it into my safe haven.
The front door was reinforced with scrap metal I’d scavenged from a nearby junkyard. Windows were boarded up, and the second-floor balcony became my lookout point. I rigged up a crude rainwater collection system with a tarp and some old gutters and managed to get a small solar panel working, enough to power a single lightbulb and charge my radio.
I spent my days scavenging for supplies, fortifying the house, and exploring the surrounding neighborhoods. Grocery stores, gas stations, and even old military supply depots had been picked clean, but every once in a while, I’d find something useful—tools, canned food, medicine.
It was a life, I suppose.
But it was also mind-numbingly dull.
I tried to keep myself busy. I’d read old books I found in abandoned houses, patch holes in my clothes, and even attempted to learn how to cook properly with the limited ingredients I had. But there were only so many ways to make canned beans and rice interesting, and only so many times I could read Dune before the words started to blur together.
The worst part was the silence.
I used to think I hated noise—traffic jams, crowded malls, loud neighbors. But now, I would have given anything to hear another human voice, even just in passing. The only sounds were the distant groans of Zs, the wind rattling through broken windows, and the occasional creak of the house settling under its own weight.
Sometimes, I’d sit on the roof at night, staring at the stars and wondering if there was anyone else out there. Were there other people like me, survivors trying to rebuild? Or was I really the last one left, wandering through the ruins of the world?
Whatever the answer, one thing was clear: this life wasn’t sustainable.
I needed a purpose. Something to do, somewhere to go. Anything to break the monotony.
But until then, I kept moving through the same routine, day after day, wondering how long I could keep going before the boredom consumed me entirely.
Life alone in San Diego wasn’t just about surviving anymore—it was about mastering survival. The boredom had driven me to find ways to fill my days, and in doing so, I’d turned what was once a simple safe house into a fortress of modern conveniences.
The first breakthrough came with the solar panels. I’d stumbled across a half-abandoned solar farm about a mile from my safe house. It had been overrun with Zs, but they didn’t notice me as I worked my way through the facility, scavenging what I could. I started small, hauling back a single panel and an inverter to test if I could rig it up to charge my car battery. When that worked, I went back for more.
It took weeks of trial and error, piecing together wiring and jerry-rigging connections, but eventually, I had enough solar power to light my house, charge a working phone, and even run a small TV. The TV only played old DVDs I found in people’s basements or streaming content saved offline, but it was better than staring at the walls in silence.
Next, I tackled the water situation. Collecting rainwater was easy enough, but I wanted something more. I scavenged pipes, valves, and even an old water heater from a hardware store and figured out how to reroute collected water through the system. After several failed attempts—and one near-disaster involving a busted valve and a flooded basement—I managed to create a working setup. Hot water was a luxury I never thought I’d have again, but on cold nights, a hot shower made all the difference.
Siphoning gas was easier than I expected, though it came with risks. I learned to be fast and cautious, always checking my surroundings before sticking the hose into an abandoned car or truck. Over time, I built up a stockpile of fuel, which I stored in metal barrels I kept in the garage. The gas wasn’t just for the occasional use of my car but also for running a small generator when the solar panels didn’t get enough sunlight.
The freezers were my crowning achievement. I found a pair of them in a strip mall appliance store that had been untouched—probably because most people didn’t think about long-term food storage during the chaos of an apocalypse. Getting them back to my safe house was a nightmare involving a borrowed pickup truck, a makeshift ramp, and more muscle than I thought I had. But once I hooked them up to the solar grid, they became indispensable.
One freezer was stocked with frozen food I’d scavenged from long-abandoned grocery stores, still surprisingly edible thanks to the cold temperatures in the freezers I’d found them in. The other I filled with supplies I processed myself—vacuum-sealed meats, vegetables, and even some wild game I managed to hunt with a crossbow I’d picked up along the way.
Over time, I built up reserves that would have made a doomsday prepper jealous: shelves lined with canned goods, jars of pickled vegetables, packets of instant coffee, and more tools and spare parts than I’d probably ever need.
I even managed to get my hands on a working smartphone, though the lack of cell service meant it was little more than a glorified camera and notepad. Still, I found ways to make it useful, storing downloaded survival guides, maps of San Diego, and even the occasional audiobook.
It wasn’t the life I’d imagined for myself, but it was a life nonetheless.
Yet as I sat in my makeshift living room one evening, surrounded by the quiet hum of the solar-powered TV and the faint glow of LED lights, I couldn’t help but feel the weight of the silence pressing down on me. I had everything I needed to survive and more, but I still felt the gnawing emptiness of isolation.
I’d conquered boredom with ingenuity, but what I couldn’t conquer was the longing for human connection. For someone to talk to, to laugh with, to share all these little victories with.
The sound of glass crunching underfoot woke me, followed by the unmistakable creak of the front door being pushed open. I sighed, sitting up and grabbing the mattock I kept leaned against my nightstand. Another break-in. It had been months since any zombies had even stumbled across my safe house, and I’d started to think I was truly alone out here.
Guess not.
Descending the stairs quietly, I prepared for the worst. My muscles tensed as I reached the ground floor, but when I rounded the corner into the living room, I froze at the sight of the intruders. They were surprisingly not undead.
A group of about ten people stood huddled together, illuminated by the dim glow of my solar-powered lights. Among them were familiar faces that stopped me dead in my tracks: Loona alum Hyeju, Twice’s Jeongyeon and Dahyun, Yunjin from Le Sserafim, Chodan from QWER, and Yena from IZ*ONE.
Their wide-eyed stares mirrored my own surprise, though for different reasons.
“You know,” I said, breaking the silence and hefting the mattock onto my shoulder, “you could have just knocked.”
The group flinched slightly, but Dahyun and Chodan were the first to recover.
“Daigo?” they said in unison, their voices filled with disbelief.
I nodded, leaning the mattock against the wall. “The one and only. Now,” I said, gesturing toward the group, “how can I help you survivors out?”
Dahyun stepped forward, her face a mix of relief and confusion. “We didn’t think… I mean, we heard rumors that someone was living out here, but we didn’t expect it to be you.”
“Well, here I am,” I said, crossing my arms. “Looking exactly like I did last time you saw me, minus the security guard uniform.”
Chodan laughed, though it was more from nerves than humor. “Leave it to Daigo to survive the apocalypse and somehow look like he’s thriving.”
“I’ve had some practice,” I replied, motioning toward the group. “Now, you all look like you’ve been through hell. Sit down, and let’s figure out what you need.”
Hyeju finally spoke up, her voice quiet but firm. “We’re out of options. Supplies are running low, and we’ve been moving nonstop for weeks. We need food, shelter—anything you can spare.”
Yunjin, standing close to Hyeju, added, “We didn’t mean to break in. We thought this place was abandoned.”
I raised an eyebrow, glancing at the reinforced door now hanging slightly ajar. “Does this look abandoned to you? The lights didn’t give it away?”
Yena chimed in, her tone apologetic. “In our defense, we’ve seen plenty of powered-up places that were overrun. We didn’t want to take any chances.”
“Fair enough,” I said, letting out a breath. “Lucky for you, I’m feeling generous today. Follow me.”
I led the group into the dining room, which I’d converted into a makeshift supply depot. Shelves lined the walls, stocked with canned goods, first aid supplies, and neatly folded clothes. Two freezers hummed quietly in the corner, a rare sound in the apocalypse.
“Holy crap,” Jeongyeon whispered, her eyes scanning the room. “You’ve got more here than most of the settlements we’ve passed through.”
“Like I said,” I replied, opening one of the freezers to reveal vacuum-sealed packages of meat and frozen vegetables, “I’ve had practice. Take what you need, but don’t get greedy. This isn’t a charity.”
The group quickly got to work organizing supplies, redistributing their belongings, and planning what they needed most. Meanwhile, Dahyun lingered near me, her expression unreadable.
“You really made it out here on your own,” she said softly, her voice tinged with disbelief and something close to admiration. “I thought… I thought you might’ve been gone, like everyone else.”
“Would’ve been,” I replied with a small, wry smile, “but I got bit. Bright side? Didn’t turn.”
Her brows furrowed slightly as she digested that information. “You’re immune?”
“Guess so. Though it wasn’t a walk in the park,” I admitted. “But what about you? Didn’t expect to see you out here.”
Dahyun shrugged, her gaze dropping to the floor. “We’ve been running since day one. Some of us made it; others didn’t. It’s been… rough.”
I nodded, understanding more than I wanted to. “I can imagine. Well, you’re safe here for now. Take a breather. You’ve earned it.”
The tension in her shoulders eased slightly, and she gave me a small, grateful smile before joining the others.
For the first time in months, my house felt alive. Voices filled the air as the group settled in, sharing stories and laughter over the first real meal they’d had in days. They were hesitant at first, like the silence of survival had been ingrained into their instincts. But as the night went on, the weight on their shoulders seemed to lift, even if only temporarily.
After everyone had eaten and showered, Chodan approached me, her sharp eyes scanning the room before settling on me.
“You know,” she began, leaning casually against the kitchen counter, “you’re living like a king here. You could easily take your talents to a settlement and help a lot of people.”
I sighed, setting my water bottle down and rolling up my sleeve to show her the faint remnants of my bite mark.
“I’m infected. Can’t really risk being around people. I could turn at any moment.”
Chodan raised an eyebrow, her lips twitching into a smirk. “Really?” she said, before lifting her shirt just enough to reveal a faint scar near her side.
My brain short-circuited for a moment. It had been months since I’d seen anyone this close, let alone someone this… distracting. I quickly looked away, feeling the heat rise in my face.
“Relax, caveman,” she teased, lowering her shirt. “Just showing you my bite mark. I got bit three weeks ago. The gestation period is supposed to be 48 hours max, and yet… here I am. Still human. So, either we’re both lucky, or we’re both immune. Oh, and by the way,” she added with a mischievous grin, “Dahyun got bit too. Day before yesterday.”
“Wait, what?” I blinked, looking over at Dahyun, who was now watching us with a sheepish expression.
“It’s true,” Dahyun admitted, stepping closer. “I was afraid to say anything at first, but… then I collapsed. As you can see i got better.”
I nodded slowly, piecing it together. “Well, I got bit 28 weeks ago—so I guess I’m either immune or just incredibly unlucky.”
Chodan’s eyebrows shot up. “Twenty-eight weeks? That’s… day zero.”
I nodded again. “Yeah. It happened during the initial outbreak.”
Her expression shifted, a mix of curiosity and intrigue. “Did you hear anything on the first day? There were reports of a high-pitched whine right before people started turning.”
I frowned, thinking back. “Nope. Didn’t hear a thing.”
Chodan’s eyes widened. “Oh. Then you’re truly immune.”
I squinted at her, confused. “What do you mean?”
She leaned closer, lowering her voice as if delivering a secret. “The virus can’t infect you at all. If you didn’t hear the sound, it means your body isn’t affected by the signal it sends. You can’t turn, period.”
“But,” I interjected, “when I got bit, my veins turned black.”
“Did you have any other symptoms? Fever? Rage? Loss of consciousness?” she asked.
I shook my head. “Nope. Nothing.”
“That’s what I thought,” Chodan said, standing upright again. “You’re not a regular immune, though. You’re not a Slayer either.”
“Wait—Slayer?” I asked, now thoroughly confused.
Hyeju, who had been quietly observing, chimed in. “Slayers are people who’ve had the virus evolve them instead of killing or turning them. We’re stronger, faster��� better, basically.”
I glanced around at the group, now realizing the mix of reactions on their faces. “Wait—you’re all Slayers?”
Chodan grinned. “Me, Hyeju, and Dahyun, yeah.”
“Oh, thanks for explaining it so thoroughly, Hyeju,” I said, shooting her a grateful look.
Hyeju smiled sweetly. “You’re welcome, Daigo. Oh, and thanks for the food.”
“You’re very welcome,” I replied, shaking my head. Of course, my safe house had gone from a sanctuary to a den of superpowered survivors in less than a day.
After the group had cleaned themselves up and prepared to leave, I directed them to the vehicles scattered throughout the neighborhood.
“They should still be working,” I explained, gesturing to the trucks and sedans.
The group looked at me in surprise. “Wait, you’ve been keeping all these in working condition?” Dahyun asked, her eyebrows raised.
I shook my head. “Not exactly. I haven’t repaired them or anything major, but I’ve kept the batteries charged, fluids topped up, and tires inflated. Basic upkeep,” I said with a shrug.
A few of them smiled as they hopped into the trucks. The group packed quickly, clearly practiced in loading supplies efficiently, though their movements carried the exhaustion of constant survival.
As the last of the supplies were loaded, Chodan and Dahyun approached me. They exchanged a glance before Dahyun stepped forward, her voice almost pleading.
“Please come with us,” she said.
Chodan chimed in, her tone more assertive. “We kind of need someone like you.”
I raised an eyebrow, leaning casually on my mattock. “You need a socially awkward hothead?”
Chodan laughed, but Dahyun shook her head, her expression serious. “No. A leader.”
I blinked, caught off guard by her sincerity. My gut reaction was to brush it off, but something in her tone gave me pause. I mulled it over for a moment before sighing. “Sure. Why not?”
The group let out a collective breath of relief, and I found myself helping them secure the last of their supplies before climbing into my car and following their convoy.
When we arrived at their settlement near the military base, my optimism took a nosedive. The place was barely holding together. Makeshift walls surrounded a cluster of tents and scavenged buildings. People wandered the grounds with hollow eyes, looking malnourished and weary.
“Jeez,” I muttered under my breath. “This is what you’re working with?”
As we parked, Eunha stood with a young man near the entrance. They were holding hands, their expressions tinged with equal parts hope and surprise as they saw the trucks pull in.
Yunjin jumped out of one of the vehicles, her voice ringing with triumph. “We got food! And water!”
The settlement erupted into cheers, a wave of relief sweeping over the ragged residents.
I, however, was less than impressed. “Wait, wait, wait,” I called out, holding up a hand. “You have access to water, energy, and military-grade weapons, and yet you look like you’re on the brink of starvation?”
The young man was the first to respond, his voice heavy with frustration. “The base proper is overrun. If you’re so eager to fix it, be my guest.”
I turned to the group, stunned. “So you’re telling me you haven’t even secured the base?”
The residents nodded sheepishly. I groaned, rubbing my temples. Without a word, I popped the trunk of my car and began pulling out weapons: a pair of customized gauntlets and boots I’d tinkered with during my long months alone.
“What are you doing?” one of the settlers asked nervously.
I sighed, strapping on the gear. “Making sure you all don’t die,” I muttered.
Before I could head toward the base, Chodan and Dahyun stepped in front of me, blocking my path.
“You can’t go in there,” Chodan said firmly. “There are rippers and changers inside.”
I froze, the names sparking a connection in my mind. Rippers—zombies with bladed arms capable of slicing through steel—and changers—fast, intelligent zombies that evolved in real time. Apex predators in a world of monsters.
“Are there whippers and spitters?” I asked, scanning the group for confirmation.
Everyone looked at me blankly. “What?” Chodan asked.
“Big zombies that spew acid, napalm, or spikes,” I clarified. “Or ones with long tongues that whip around like grappling hooks?”
Chodan and Dahyun exchanged a glance before shaking their heads. “No. None of that,” Dahyun said.
I gave them a thumbs-up. “Great. Then I’m going in, pummeling anything that moves and isn’t human, and we’ll secure the base so we can all stop living in this mess.”
I started toward the base, but Chodan stepped closer—so close I could feel her breath on my chest. My heart stuttered for a moment, and I cursed my brain for its caveman reaction.
“Daigo,” she said, her voice low and urgent. “You can’t. It’s too dangerous.”
I laughed softly, shaking my head. “For how I fight? Not really. Besides, as long as I follow the first rule of zombie apocalypses, I’ll be fine.”
The group stared at me, confused. “What’s that?” Dahyun finally asked.
I grinned. “Be smart, not scared.”
Without another word, I climbed the fence.
Before I could take another step, Chodan effortlessly vaulted over the fence after me in a single, graceful bound. I looked at her and realized she could easily fend off whatever was in there.
Chodan smirked, falling into step beside me. “You’re going to need me in there,” she said.
I glanced at her, then back at the base. “Guess we’ll see.”
We walked in with weapons raised, every sense heightened as we approached the entrance to the base. The stench of rot and decay hit us like a wall, the ground littered with body parts and unidentifiable chunks of flesh. The once-pristine military structure was now a grotesque tableau of death. Every step squelched against blood-soaked concrete, a grim reminder of what waited for us inside.
The first zombie to spot us let out a guttural screech, its twisted body lurching forward at an unnatural speed. Its milky-white eyes locked onto me as it sprinted, claws outstretched. I snapped my fingers, and flames erupted from my gauntlets and boots, wrapping around them like living entities.
With a single step forward, I swung my fist. The punch connected with the zombie's head, obliterating it in an instant. The headless body collapsed to the floor in a heap, twitching violently before going still.
I glanced over at Chodan, who raised an eyebrow in surprise, a smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. “Not bad,” she said, her tone impressed but still teasing.
I shrugged, brushing off her compliment. “You ain’t seen nothing yet.”
Over the next few minutes, more zombies emerged from the shadows, drawn by the noise and the scent of fresh prey. Five of them charged at me in quick succession. I moved through them with a fiery ferocity, each punch igniting their decaying flesh. With every strike, I could feel the heat coursing through my body, the fire making short work of the infected.
Just as I finished off the last one, I turned to see Chodan spring into action. She unsheathed a short katana—I think it’s called a wakizashi or something like that—and moved with a lethal grace that was mesmerizing. Each slice of her blade was precise, every motion deliberate.
She ducked and spun, her strikes fluid and elegant as she danced through the undead. Her blade flashed in the dim light, leaving trails of crimson in the air. Within moments, the horde around her lay in pieces. It wasn’t just impressive—it was downright sexy. (What can I say? I like women who can fight, and after six months of isolation, watching Chodan in action was… distracting, to say the least.)
Together, we made our way deeper into the base, clearing out every corridor, room, and hallway we came across. Along the way, we gathered access cards and files, carefully choosing the ones that weren’t completely soaked in blood or viscera. Mapping out the base was crucial if we wanted to make it a safe haven.
Two grueling hours later, we emerged from the base, our task for the day complete.
The camp was waiting for us when we returned. Their faces lit up in shock and awe at the sight of us alive and—well, mostly intact. Thanks to the fiery nature of my weapons, I was relatively clean, save for a few smudges of soot. Chodan, on the other hand, looked like she’d walked straight out of Kill Bill. Her clothes were drenched in blood, and her katana was dripping crimson.
The group stared for a moment before breaking into cheers. Their joy was infectious, and I found myself smiling despite the exhaustion.
Over the next two weeks, the slayers and I worked tirelessly to clear the rest of the base. The deeper sections were overrun, and each encounter with the infected felt like a battle against time and attrition. We couldn’t risk leaving a single zombie behind, knowing even one could cause a mini-outbreak once the camp moved in.
During this time, we also worked to fully map out the base, identifying areas that could be repurposed for agriculture, water purification, and living quarters. One of the larger open-air courtyards became the designated zone for growing vegetables and fruits, a necessary counterbalance to the endless supply of fish we’d soon be consuming.
By the end of the second week, we had restored power to the base and set up a desalination system to provide fresh water. The once-derelict military base was beginning to transform into a functional, self-sufficient community. By the end of the month, we had fortified the perimeter, secured resources, and established a sustainable living environment that could endure the apocalypse indefinitely.
Yet, despite our progress, I couldn’t shake the restless feeling gnawing at the back of my mind.
Sensing this, Yunjin and Hyeju decided to lift everyone’s spirits by organizing a celebration. The party was small but lively, with music, laughter, and a rare sense of warmth filling the air. People danced and shared stories, the weight of survival temporarily forgotten.
For the first time in what felt like forever, I felt connected—to them, to this place, and maybe even to something greater than myself.
The celebration was in full swing by the time I made my way to the center of the courtyard. Lanterns we’d scavenged from the base cast a warm glow over the party, and the air buzzed with a mix of laughter, music, and the clinking of makeshift cups. For the first time in months, the weight of the apocalypse seemed to lift, even if only temporarily.
I leaned against a crate of supplies, enjoying the scene as I nursed a glass of something Yunjin had proudly labeled “party punch.” (It tasted like motor oil with a hint of lemon, but hey, it was the thought that counted.)
Out of the corner of my eye, I spotted Dahyun making her way toward me. Her smile was soft, and there was something unspoken in her eyes. “Hey,” she said, holding up her cup as she leaned against the crate beside me.
“Hey,” I replied, offering a small smile.
“I was just thinking,” she began, “none of this would’ve been possible without you. Clearing the base, organizing everything—you’ve done more in a few weeks than we’ve managed in months.”
I shrugged, trying to downplay it. “It’s not like I did it alone. You all worked just as hard.”
She shook her head, her expression earnest. “Don’t sell yourself short, Daigo. You brought people together. That’s not something everyone can do.”
Before I could respond, Chodan appeared on my other side, seemingly out of nowhere. She slid in smoothly, her confident smirk firmly in place. “Are we talking about how great Daigo is? Because I’ve got a list.”
I blinked, caught off guard by her sudden arrival. Dahyun stiffened beside me, her relaxed posture shifting as her grip tightened on her cup.
“Didn’t realize I had a fan club,” I joked, trying to ease the tension.
Chodan ignored me, her gaze focused on Dahyun. “You’re right, though,” she said, her tone just a little too pointed. “Daigo’s been a real asset. Honestly, I don’t know how we managed without him.”
“Guess you’ll have to start getting used to it,” Dahyun replied, her smile polite but strained. “It’s not like he’s going anywhere.”
Chodan tilted her head, her smirk widening. “Oh, I don’t know. He might decide to come on a few missions with me. You know, something more exciting than farming and base maintenance.”
“Farming is exciting when it’s keeping people alive,” Dahyun shot back, her voice calm but firm. “Not everyone needs to play the hero to make a difference.”
I glanced between the two of them, sensing the subtle sparks flying. “Uh, you guys okay?” I asked, trying to break the tension.
“Perfectly fine,” Dahyun said quickly, taking a sip of her drink.
“Just fine,” Chodan echoed, crossing her arms as she leaned closer to me. “Speaking of heroes, Daigo, you’ve got to tell me how you learned to fight like that. I’ve never seen anyone take on a group of zombies the way you did.”
Dahyun raised an eyebrow. “It’s not all about fighting. He’s got other skills too, like keeping the base running and making sure we don’t starve. That’s just as important.”
“Of course,” Chodan replied smoothly, her tone dripping with faux agreement. “But let’s be real—there’s no base to run if you can’t keep it safe.” She turned to me, her expression playful but loaded. “Right, Daigo?”
I felt like a deer caught in headlights. “Uh… I mean, both are important?”
Dahyun rolled her eyes, but there was a hint of amusement in her expression now. “Nice save,” she said, bumping her shoulder lightly against mine.
Chodan laughed, the tension easing slightly. “Guess that’s why he’s the leader, huh?”
The three of us stood there for a moment, the awkwardness lingering but not entirely unpleasant. As the party carried on around us, I couldn’t help but feel a little flattered, even if the attention was overwhelming.
Yunjin’s voice cut through the noise, calling everyone to the center for a toast. I used the opportunity to excuse myself, slipping away from the growing crowd and finding a quieter corner to breathe.
As I leaned against the wall, I couldn’t help but chuckle to myself. The apocalypse sure had a funny way of complicating things.
The camp had grown exponentially since we first cleared the base. Word spread fast, and survivors from across the region trickled in, desperate for safety and stability. Among the newcomers were two slayers: Hyewon, a quiet yet sharp-eyed scout from a decimated group, and Tsuki, a high-energy fighter with a knack for unconventional tactics.
Their arrival was a turning point.
I was inspecting the desalination system one morning when Hyewon approached me, her movements were measured but purposeful. She didn’t say much at first—just hovered nearby, watching as I adjusted a valve. Finally, she spoke.
“You really run this place?” she asked, her tone neutral but her eyes cautious.
“I guess so,” I replied with a shrug. “Not much of a title, but I try to keep things running smoothly.”
She nodded, her expression softening slightly. “You treat slayers… differently.”
“Differently how?”
“Like people,” she said simply. “My last group didn’t.”
Before I could respond, Tsuki bounded up, her energy a stark contrast to Hyewon’s reserved demeanor.
“This place is amazing!” she exclaimed, practically bouncing on her heels. “Food, water, even showers! And no one’s looking at us like we’re monsters.” She paused, giving me a wide grin. “You’re the boss, right?”
“I wouldn’t call myself that,” I said, standing up and wiping my hands on a rag. “But I try to keep everyone alive.”
“Well, count me in!” Tsuki declared, sticking out her hand. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Hyewon, still standing a few feet away, added quietly, “Me neither.”
At first, their attachment was subtle. Hyewon would shadow me during supply runs, her sharp eyes scanning for threats. Tsuki, on the other hand, was more overt, always offering to help with repairs or sparring with other slayers under my supervision.
But as more survivors arrived, the camp’s dynamics began to shift. With new faces came new opinions—and new power struggles.
One evening, after a long day of clearing more space in the base for new arrivals, a meeting was called in the main hall. It was supposed to be a discussion about resource management, but it quickly spiraled into a debate over leadership.
“Daigo’s done a great job, but we need more structure,” a man named Mark, one of the newer arrivals, said. “We can’t just rely on one person’s decisions.”
“I agree,” chimed in Lisa, a former teacher who’d quickly become a voice for the non-slayer survivors. “We should have a council or something. It’s too risky to have all the power in one person’s hands.”
“I don’t think he’s been abusing it,” Dahyun countered, her voice calm but firm.
Mark shot her a look. “That’s not the point. The camp’s grown too big for one person to handle.”
Before I could speak, Tsuki jumped to her feet.
“Are you kidding me?” she said, her voice rising. “Daigo’s the reason this place isn’t a pile of ash. If it weren’t for him, half of you wouldn’t even be here!”
Hyewon, still seated, added quietly but pointedly, “He treats slayers like equals. That’s more than I can say for most of you.”
The room grew tense, the divide between slayers and non-slayers suddenly glaring.
“I’m not saying we don’t appreciate him,” Mark said, his tone defensive. “But this camp belongs to all of us, not just the slayers.”
“And yet you’re here because of us,” Chodan interjected, standing next to Dahyun. “You think you’d survive a day out there without us?”
The argument grew louder, voices overlapping as the group fractured into factions. Some sided with Mark and Lisa, calling for more democratic leadership. Others, particularly the slayers, stood by me, pointing out the unique challenges we faced in keeping everyone alive.
I raised my hand, and slowly the room quieted.
“Enough,” I said, my voice firm but not angry. “This isn’t about me, or anyone else. It’s about survival. We can figure out the leadership structure later. Right now, we focus on what matters: keeping this camp safe and functional.”
The room was silent for a moment, then Lisa spoke up. “Fair enough. But this conversation isn’t over.”
She and Mark left the hall, and slowly, others followed, leaving only the slayers and a few loyal survivors. Tsuki crossed her arms, glaring at the door.
“They don’t get it,” she muttered.
“They’re scared,” I said, leaning against the table. “Can’t blame them for that.”
Hyewon stood, her gaze steady. “You’re too nice, Daigo. But that’s why we trust you.”
Chodan nodded, and even Dahyun offered a rare smile.
As the others filed out, I sat alone in the hall for a while, the weight of the growing camp pressing down on me. Leadership wasn’t something I’d ever asked for, but it seemed I didn’t have much of a choice.
Later that night I found myself struggling to sleep. My quarters were as simple as it got: a small bed with a lumpy mattress, a desk buried under maps and scavenged files, and a single lamp casting just enough light to keep the darkness at bay. After the day I’d had, all I wanted was to pass out. But sleep wasn’t coming easily. Too many faces were swimming in my head—worried faces, hopeful faces, faces looking to me for answers.
I was lying there, staring at the ceiling, when a soft knock came at the door.
“It’s open,” I called, too tired to sit up.
The door creaked open, and I glanced over to see Chodan stepping inside. She looked calm, but I knew her well enough by now to notice the subtle tension in her posture.
“Hey,” she said, closing the door behind her. “Figured you’d still be awake.”
“Barely,” I muttered, letting my head fall back onto the pillow. “What’s up?”
She didn’t answer right away. Instead, she walked over to the bed and knelt down beside me. Before I could ask what she was doing, I felt her hands on my shoulders.
“What are you—”
“You’re tense,” she interrupted, already working at the knots in my muscles. “Let me help.”
I opened my mouth to argue, but the words didn’t come. Her hands were strong, and as much as I wanted to protest, I couldn’t deny it felt good. So I just sighed and let her work, the tension slowly melting away.
“You’ve got your hands full,” she said after a while, her tone light. “Especially with your little ducklings.”
“My what now?” I asked, glancing at her out of the corner of my eye.
“Hyewon and Tsuki,” she said with a smirk. “They’ve imprinted on you like a couple of baby ducks.”
I groaned, rolling my eyes. “They’re not ducklings. They’re just… adjusting.”
“Adjusting to following you around like lost puppies?” she teased. “You can’t take two steps without one of them popping up to ask if you need anything.”
“They’re slayers,” I said defensively. “They’ve been through hell. Of course they’re going to stick close to someone who treats them with basic respect.”
Chodan’s smirk softened into something more thoughtful. “And that’s exactly why they follow you, you know. Most people don’t look at us the way you do.”
“The way I do?”
“Like we’re just people,” she said quietly. “Not monsters. Not weapons. Just… people.”
I was silent for a moment, staring up at the ceiling. “Because you are just people,” I said finally. “You didn’t ask for this any more than the rest of us asked for zombies. You’re just trying to survive like everyone else.”
Chodan’s hands stilled on my shoulders, and when I looked over, her expression was softer than I’d ever seen it.
“That’s not how everyone sees it,” she said. “Since more survivors started showing up, Dahyun and I… we’ve felt it. The whispers, the stares. It’s like we don’t belong here anymore. Like we’re dangerous.”
I sat up, brushing her hands aside so I could look her in the eye. “You belong here,” I said firmly. “Both of you. I don’t care what anyone else thinks.”
She studied me for a long moment, then smiled—a small, genuine smile that made her look younger, almost vulnerable. “You’re a strange guy, Daigo,” she said. “But I think that’s why people follow you. Even when they don’t agree with you, they trust you.”
I chuckled, leaning back against the wall. “Strange, huh? I’ll take it.”
Chodan tilted her head, her smile turning sly again. “You know, you’ve done more than any of us. You’re not a slayer, but you’ve taken down more zombies than all of us combined. And you’re immune on top of that. It’s like you’re something else entirely.”
“Just a guy with a lot of stubbornness and a decent punch,” I said with a shrug.
She shook her head. “No, you’re more than that. You’ve earned a title.”
I raised an eyebrow. “A title?”
She nodded, a mischievous glint in her eye. “Yeah. From now on, you’re ‘The Vanquisher.’”
I laughed, shaking my head. “The Vanquisher? That’s a bit dramatic, don’t you think?”
“Maybe,” she said with a grin. “But it fits. You’re the guy who doesn’t back down, no matter what’s in front of you. And you’ve given all of us hope. You deserve it.”
For a moment, I didn’t know what to say. Finally, I managed, “Thanks, Chodan. That… means a lot.”
She stood, stretching and giving me one last playful look. “Get some rest, Vanquisher. Tomorrow’s another busy day.”
As she left the room, I lay back down, the weight on my chest feeling a little lighter. For the first time in weeks, I drifted off to sleep with a small smile on my face.
The door to my quarters closed softly behind Chodan, but her teasing smirk lingered in my mind as I lay back down. Her parting remark about my “little ducklings” had been a low blow. She wasn’t wrong, though. Tsuki and Hyewon had latched onto me like lost kids, which wasn’t a problem—until you factored in Chodan and Dahyun, who had both been… friendlier lately.
I didn’t know what to make of it. They were strong, capable women, and maybe I was imagining things, but their lingering glances and playful jabs felt like more than camaraderie. It was something I’d need to ask them about. Tomorrow, I decided.
Only tomorrow didn’t start the way I planned.
The yelling pulled me from a restless sleep. I threw on my boots and stepped out into the chilly morning air to find Gil, Eunha’s boyfriend, squaring off with one of Martin’s goons.
“You left her to die!” Gil snarled, shoving the guy hard enough that he stumbled.
Martin’s man pushed back, and before things escalated further, I stepped between them. “What’s going on here?”
Gil’s chest was heaving, his hands clenched into fists. “Eunha’s out there, Daigo. Alone. She got bit because of them!”
Martin sauntered up, wearing his usual smug expression. “It’s simple,” he said, shrugging like this wasn’t life and death. “She wasn’t cut out for supply runs. Not my problem.”
For a second, I was too stunned to respond. I glanced back at Gil, who looked ready to explode, and said the only thing I could. “Let’s go get her.”
The commotion had drawn a crowd. Lisa’s group, always eager for drama, arrived first. Mark wasn’t far behind, his posse trailing like shadows.
“What’s going on?” Lisa asked, her tone sharp.
“This crazy bastard is going to help that lovesick idiot find his zombie girlfriend,” Martin sneered.
I ignored him, turning instead to Chodan and Dahyun, who had pushed their way through the growing throng. I handed them the site keycards without a word. If something happened to me, they’d keep the camp together.
Before I could leave, Tsuki and Hyewon appeared, weapons already strapped on.
“We’re coming with you,” Tsuki said, her tone resolute.
I sighed but didn’t argue. It wasn’t worth the fight. The four of us set out, Gil fuming silently at my side while Hyewon and Tsuki kept pace behind us.
Once we were out of earshot of the camp, my frustration boiled over.
“Those idiots are going to get everyone killed,” I growled, my voice low but seething.
Gil, Tsuki, and Hyewon stopped in their tracks, stunned.
“They’re so caught up in their fear and egos that they’re making stupid choices,” I continued, pacing now. “And when they screw up, people die. Or worse, they turn into slayers.”
Gil looked at me, shocked. “I… I didn’t realize…”
I stopped and pinched the bridge of my nose, trying to keep my temper in check. “It’s not your fault, Gil. You’re good. They’re the ones twisting everything. These supply runs? They’re not about survival. They’re about power. Credibility. They’re trying to build themselves up while tearing the rest of us down.”
The others didn’t reply, their silence heavy. We reached the edge of the horde soon after. Eunha was there, fighting for her life, her movements erratic but fierce.
I whistled, drawing the zombies’ attention away from her. “Let’s get her out of this mess.”
When we returned to the camp, Eunha was barely conscious. Her slayer transformation was starting, and it wasn’t going to be pleasant. I sent Gil to the infirmary with her while I headed back toward the center of camp.
That’s when I saw them—a new group of survivors, all slayers. And among them, three familiar faces: Momo Hirai, Sana Minatozaki, and Mina Myoui.
Dahyun’s cry of joy echoed through the air as she ran to embrace her friends. The reunion was heartwarming, but it didn’t last long. Lisa, Mark, and Martin arrived like clockwork, their expressions darkening the moment they spotted the new arrivals.
“Who are they?” Lisa demanded, her voice like a whip crack.
Sana stepped forward, her radiant smile disarming. “We’re survivors, just like you. And we’re slayers. We can help.”
The word “slayers” hit like a bomb. I watched as Lisa’s face twisted in disgust, while Mark and Martin exchanged uneasy glances.
“No,” Lisa said, her voice dripping with venom. “We have enough slayers already.”
Something inside me snapped.
I stepped forward, my presence enough to silence the crowd. “I am sick and tired of your bullshit,” I said, my voice low and measured, every word cutting like a blade.
The tension in the air was palpable as I continued, “We’re all just trying to survive, and you three are doing the absolute most while somehow doing the least. You put people in danger, then leave them for dead. Why? For what? Por qué? 무어?”
Lisa, to her credit, didn’t back down. “You protect these freaks because two of them are your paramours,” she spat.
The camp went deathly quiet. My vision blurred at the edges as my anger surged. For a brief moment, I felt something—something primal, something dark—stir within me.
I stepped closer to Lisa, my voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. “Do you know what the Black Rage is?”
She hesitated, but her defiance didn’t waver. “No.”
I leaned in, my gaze locked on hers. “It’s from Warhammer 40k. There’s a militia cursed with it because their leader, Sanguinius, sacrificed himself to save the galaxy. It’s a state of murderous blind rage that festers in the soul, brought out under massive stress. Your words, Lisa, are pushing me there.”
She paled but didn’t respond.
I straightened, addressing the entire camp now. “If you don’t want slayers here, you can leave. But while I’m leading this settlement, you will treat them with respect and dignity. Am I clear?”
The silence that followed was deafening. Finally, Lisa turned and stormed off, Mark and Martin trailing behind her.
As I looked back at the camp, my eyes met Sana’s. She smiled softly, a look of gratitude and understanding that made the tension in my chest ease just a little.
Scene: “The Breaking Point” (Revised Ending)
The silence was unbearable as Lisa stormed off, Mark and Martin following behind like shadows. I exhaled deeply, trying to steady my racing heart. The crowd began to disperse, though I could feel their eyes on me—some wide with awe, others wary, as if they’d seen something they couldn’t quite explain.
My knuckles ached. I looked down and realized my fists were clenched so tightly they’d gone white. Slowly, I loosened them, flexing my fingers as I willed the anger to fade.
That’s when I heard it—a whisper, faint but undeniable.
“Daigo?”
I turned to see Tsuki and Hyewon standing nearby, both looking more shaken than I’d ever seen them. Tsuki’s usual bubbly demeanor was gone, replaced by an unease that didn’t suit her. Hyewon seemed like she wanted to speak but couldn’t find the words.
“What is it?” I asked, my voice rougher than I intended.
The two exchanged glances before Tsuki stepped forward hesitantly. “Your eyes…” she began, her voice barely above a whisper.
“What about them?” I asked, frowning.
“They… changed,” she said. “For a second, they weren’t… normal.”
Hyewon nodded, adding softly, “And we heard something.”
“What do you mean, something?” I asked, feeling a knot form in my stomach.
“It was like… a crack,” Tsuki said, her hands gesturing as if she could grasp the sound. “Not outside. Inside you. Like something broke open.”
I stared at them, my mind racing. A part of me wanted to brush it off, to say they were imagining things. But the way they looked at me—half in awe, half in fear—told me they weren’t exaggerating.
“I don’t know what you think you saw or heard,” I said finally, my voice steady despite the storm brewing inside me. “But I’m fine.”
Tsuki frowned, stepping closer. “Are you? Because I don’t think anyone else could have stood up to Lisa like that. Or said what you did.”
Hyewon nodded again, her voice gaining strength. “You didn’t just talk to them, Daigo. You commanded them. It was… different.”
I sighed, running a hand through my hair. “I’m just tired of their crap, that’s all.”
“But it’s more than that,” Tsuki pressed. “You don’t act like the rest of us. You don’t feel like the rest of us. Even the slayers here—none of us have done what you’ve done. It’s like…” She hesitated, searching for the right words.
“Like what?” I asked, my patience wearing thin.
“Like you’re something else,” she said, meeting my eyes with a mixture of curiosity and reverence.
Hyewon nodded one last time, her expression solemn. “Something more.”
The words hung in the air, heavy and undeniable. I didn’t know how to respond, so I didn’t. Instead, I turned and walked away, their voices echoing in my mind.
Scene: “Something More” (Expanded)
Something more.
The words lingered in my head like an echo, an itch I couldn’t scratch. As I made my way back to my quarters, exhaustion hit me like a freight train. My legs gave out beneath me, and the world went dark.
When I came to, the sterile smell of the infirmary greeted me. My body ached in ways I couldn’t describe. The faint hum of machinery filled the air, and the soft glow of fluorescent lights buzzed overhead.
A familiar voice pulled me back to reality. “Well, you did turn,” the nurse said, her smile a mix of wariness and curiosity.
I frowned, propping myself up on the thin cot. “I’m immune,” I replied, my voice gravelly.
The nurse raised an eyebrow, her lips quirking into an almost playful smirk. “Didn’t say normal,” she retorted.
She moved to the counter and grabbed a set of charts and X-rays, holding them up for me to see. “Take a look at this.”
The first X-ray showed something alien—a massive growth in my chest, a twisted knot of tissue that seemed to intertwine with every major organ. My stomach churned just looking at it.
“What the hell is that?” I asked, the unease creeping into my voice.
“That,” the nurse said, flipping to the next image, “was in your chest.”
I blinked. The second X-ray was… different. The growth was gone. In its place was something just as bizarre: a second heart, perfectly formed and sitting comfortably next to the first.
I stared at the images, my mind struggling to process what I was seeing. “How?” was all I managed to say.
The nurse set the charts down and folded her arms. “When you were exposed to the necrophage virus, your body didn’t react like a normal immune person’s. Instead of fighting it off or succumbing to it, your body… evolved. It built that growth to house the virus, to contain it. And then, over time, your body started to metabolize the virus, integrating it into your cells.”
I rubbed my temples, trying to keep up. “So, what? I was a carrier?”
The nurse shook her head. “Not quite. The virus never spread from you like it would from a typical carrier. Instead, it stayed inside that structure. But yesterday, something changed. That growth cracked open. Your body finished… whatever it was doing.”
I felt a cold sweat forming. “What does that mean? Am I a slayer now?”
The nurse tilted her head, studying me like I was some rare specimen. “Honestly? I don’t know what you are,” she admitted. “But here’s what I do know: your body has fully integrated the virus into its DNA. You’ve got new cells—ones I’m calling D-cells, because, well…” She grinned. “Your name’s Daigo. Thought it was fitting.”
I rolled my eyes, but her grin didn’t falter.
“These D-cells are doing things I’ve never seen before,” she continued. “They’re healing you, regulating you, enhancing you. And that second heart? It’s not just an extra organ. It’s part of the whole system now, like your body’s leveling up in ways I can’t fully understand yet. I’ll need to do more tests, but…” She hesitated.
“But what?” I pressed.
She leaned in slightly, her tone turning serious. “Daigo, you’re not human anymore. Not entirely, anyway.”
The words hit me harder than I expected. I sat there, letting them sink in.
After a moment, I swung my legs off the cot and stood up, testing my balance. My body felt… different. Stronger. Lighter, even.
The nurse watched me carefully. “Also,” she added with a sly smile, “don’t tell anyone about this. I’m the only one who knows, and honestly? I like you in charge. My boyfriend is a slayer and you make us feel welcome. Don’t want anyone getting ideas.”
I chuckled despite myself. “Thanks for the vote of confidence.”
“Just don’t go growing a third heart or sprouting wings, okay?” she teased, already jotting down notes on her clipboard.
I walked out of the infirmary, her words replaying in my mind. Not human anymore.
And yet, as unsettling as that was, a part of me couldn’t help but wonder what that meant for the future.
I barely made it ten steps from the infirmary when I heard hurried footsteps behind me. I turned just as Dahyun came barreling toward me, her eyes wide and shimmering with emotion. Before I could say a word, her arms were around me, clutching me like I was about to disappear.
“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice breaking slightly.
“For what?” I asked, startled.
She pulled back just enough to look at me, her hands still gripping my jacket. “For Momo, Sana, and Mina. For bringing them in, for standing up for them. For keeping them safe.”
I blinked, caught off guard by the intensity of her gratitude. “Dahyun, they’re survivors. Of course I’m going to protect them.”
She shook her head fiercely. “No, it’s more than that. You didn’t just let them in; you defended them. You treated them like people. You don’t know how rare that is for slayers—how rare that is for us.” Her voice wavered on the last word, and I realized she was trembling.
I placed my hands on her shoulders, steadying her. “Hey, it’s okay. They’re here now. You don’t have to worry about them anymore.”
Her grip on my jacket tightened. “You don’t understand. Do you know what it felt like to see them again? To see their faces after thinking I’d never—” She stopped, her voice catching in her throat.
I waited, giving her the space to collect herself.
“They were my family,” she continued softly. “Before all of this, before the outbreak… we were together. We were everything to each other. And then I lost them. I thought I’d never see them again.”
Her tears spilled over, but she didn’t seem to care. “And now they’re here, alive, because of you.”
I didn’t know what to say. Words felt inadequate, so I did the only thing I could think of: I pulled her into a hug. She buried her face in my chest, her sobs muffled against me.
“You’re safe now,” I said quietly. “All of you.”
For a moment, we just stood there, the weight of everything unspoken between us.
When Dahyun finally pulled back, her expression had shifted. The tears were still there, but her gaze was steady, determined.
“You’re more than just a leader, Daigo,” she said. “You’re… you’re a protector. For all of us.”
I scratched the back of my neck, feeling a little uncomfortable with the intensity of her praise. “I’m just doing what needs to be done.”
She smiled, a mixture of sadness and warmth. “You don’t give yourself enough credit.”
Before I could respond, she leaned up and pressed a quick kiss to my cheek. It wasn’t romantic—it was more like a gesture of gratitude, of trust.
“Thank you,” she said again, her voice steady now. “For everything.”
Scene: “Two Heartbeats”
As Dahyun hugged me, her head pressed against my chest, I noticed her shift slightly. Her body stiffened, and she pulled back just enough to stare at me, her brow furrowed in confusion.
“Wait…” she whispered, her hands pressing gently against my chest. “Daigo…”
I froze. “What is it?”
Her gaze darted to my chest, then back to my face. “I… I felt two heartbeats.”
I tried to play it off, forcing a dry chuckle. “You must be imagining things. Probably the adrenaline—”
“Don’t lie to me,” she interrupted, her tone firm, her eyes narrowing. “Daigo, I know what I felt.”
For a moment, I debated what to say. The nurse’s words about keeping it secret echoed in my mind. I let out a slow breath, keeping my voice calm but firm.
“You can’t tell anyone about this,” I said, lowering my voice. “Not a soul. Promise me.”
Dahyun’s eyes widened, but she nodded. “I promise. But… Daigo, what’s going on? What’s happening to you?”
I hesitated, knowing I owed her some explanation. “It’s… complicated. I’ll explain later, okay? Just trust me for now.”
She didn’t look convinced, but she nodded slowly. “Okay. But I’m not letting this go.”
“Fair enough,” I said, offering her a faint smile to ease the tension. “Just… keep it between us.”
She nodded again, reluctantly letting the subject drop, but the concern in her eyes didn’t fade as she walked away.
Scene: “Confrontation”
Later that evening, I was back in my quarters, sprawled on my bed, trying to process everything. My body felt heavier than usual, like my own heartbeat—their rhythm—was a constant reminder that I was no longer the same.
A knock on my door snapped me out of my thoughts. Before I could answer, the door creaked open, and Dahyun and Chodan stepped inside.
I sat up, my instincts telling me this wasn’t a casual visit. “What’s up?”
Chodan folded her arms, her gaze sharp. “Don’t ‘what’s up’ us, Daigo. Dahyun told me.”
I shot Dahyun a look, but she raised her hands defensively. “I didn’t tell her everything! Just… enough. We’re worried about you.”
Chodan stepped closer, her voice softer now. “She said you’ve got two heartbeats. What’s going on? Are you okay?”
I sighed, knowing there was no avoiding this. “Close the door,” I said.
Dahyun obeyed, and both of them sat down on the edge of the bed, their expressions a mix of concern and curiosity.
“I went to the infirmary earlier,” I began. “After I collapsed. The nurse ran some tests… and apparently, I’m not human anymore.”
Both of their eyes widened.
“Not human?” Dahyun echoed.
Chodan leaned forward. “Explain.”
I rubbed the back of my neck, feeling the weight of their stares. “The virus… the necrophage or whatever it’s called. It didn’t infect me like it does everyone else. My body ignored it, adapted to it instead. It built this… structure in my chest to house the virus, and eventually, it merged with me on a cellular level.”
Dahyun looked horrified. “So… you’re infected?”
“No,” I said quickly. “Not like that. I’m immune, but the virus evolved inside me. It’s part of me now. My body has these new cells—D-cells, the nurse called them. They heal me, regulate me, even enhance me a little. But when that structure in my chest broke open, it triggered something… different. That’s when the second heart formed.”
Chodan whistled low, sitting back. “Damn. That’s… a lot.”
“You think?” I said dryly.
Dahyun looked at me, her voice trembling. “Why didn’t you tell us?”
“The nurse told me to keep it secret,” I admitted. “If people find out, it could cause chaos. They already look to me as a leader. If they knew I wasn’t… normal, it could go either way. They’d either worship me like some kind of savior or fear me like a monster. Neither is good for the camp.”
Chodan nodded slowly, processing. “Okay, I get it. But Daigo, you can’t keep this to yourself. If something happens—”
“Nothing’s going to happen,” I cut her off, my tone firmer than I intended. “I’m fine. Better than fine, actually. And for now, the fewer people who know, the better.”
Dahyun hesitated, then reached out to place a hand on mine. “We won’t tell anyone. But you have to promise us something.”
“What?” I asked.
Chodan leaned in, her tone serious. “If anything changes—if you start feeling worse, or different—you come to us. No hiding, no tough-guy act. Deal?”
I looked between them, seeing the genuine concern in their eyes. I nodded. “Deal.”
Dahyun exhaled in relief, and Chodan gave me a faint smirk. “Good. Now get some rest, Vanquisher. You’ve got a camp full of idiots to deal with tomorrow.”
I chuckled despite myself. “Thanks for the reminder.”
As the door clicked shut behind them, I hesitated for a moment before speaking.
“Hey… can you two stay the night with me?”
Dahyun and Chodan both turned to me, their eyes widening in surprise. They exchanged a quick glance, silent communication passing between them, before Dahyun gave a small smile and nodded.
“Of course,” she said softly.
“Sure thing, big guy,” Chodan added, her tone teasing but warm.
I felt a small wave of relief as they started settling in. At first, there was some debate about the sleeping arrangement.
“You’re in the middle,” Chodan declared, pointing at me.
Dahyun laughed, shaking her head. “No way. If he’s in the middle, he’ll be too stiff to sleep. I’ll take the middle.”
Chodan raised an eyebrow. “You sure about that?”
“Positive,” Dahyun replied, giving her a playful shove.
In the end, Dahyun ended up sandwiched between us. Somehow, it felt… right. Too right.
As we all lay there, I couldn’t help but notice the way their warmth seeped into me, calming a part of my mind that was always on high alert. Their presence, their quiet breathing, the shared comfort—it was disgusting how good it felt.
I slept better that night than I had in years.
The morning light filtered through the cracked blinds, and I woke to find Dahyun already sitting up, her hair slightly mussed as she stretched. Chodan was still sprawled out, half-asleep, but her eyes opened when she noticed me stir.
“Morning,” Dahyun said with a smile, her voice soft and pleasant.
Chodan grinned lazily, propping herself up on an elbow. “You look like you actually slept for once.”
I couldn’t help but chuckle. “Yeah, I did.”
As I sat up, I glanced between them, both looking so at ease, so… perfect in this moment. My chest tightened with something I couldn’t quite name, and before I could stop myself, the words came out.
“Okay, it’s official. I love both of you.”
The room froze. Dahyun’s cheeks turned a deep red, her lips parting in surprise. Chodan, for once, looked genuinely caught off guard, her usual confidence replaced with wide eyes and a blush creeping up her neck.
“W-What?” Dahyun stammered, her voice barely above a whisper.
Chodan let out a nervous laugh, scratching the back of her head. “Well, uh… that’s one hell of a way to start the morning.”
I ran a hand through my hair, suddenly feeling more exposed than I ever had in my life. But I pressed on, because if I didn’t say it now, I might never.
“Listen, I don’t want to hurt either of you,” I said, my voice quieter now. “But I also don’t want to be alone anymore. I… I don’t think I can handle choosing between you. I care about both of you too much.”
They both stared at me for a long moment, and for the first time in what felt like forever, I couldn’t read the room.
Dahyun finally broke the silence, her voice trembling but sincere. “We… we don’t want to hurt you either, Daigo.”
Chodan nodded, her usual bravado replaced with something softer. “Yeah. We get it.”
The tension eased slightly, and I gave them a small, grateful smile. “Thank you. For understanding.”
I stood up, stretching and preparing myself for another day in the chaos outside. “Let’s just take things one step at a time, okay?”
As I headed for the door, I glanced back at them one last time. Dahyun was fiddling with the hem of her shirt, her blush still lingering, while Chodan gave me a look that was equal parts amused and thoughtful.
I stepped outside, the weight of the camp’s problems settling back onto my shoulders. But for the first time in a long time, I didn’t feel completely alone.
The morning air was crisp, the faint hum of the camp stirring to life all around me. But the moment I stepped into the central yard, I could feel the tension in the air like a cord stretched too tight. Mark, Lisa, and Martin were waiting for me near the supply tent, their expressions carefully neutral. Too carefully neutral.
“Daigo,” Lisa greeted, her voice dripping with faux warmth. “We wanted to have a word with you about some… concerns.”
I stopped a few feet from them, crossing my arms. “Concerns about what?”
Martin stepped forward, hands clasped behind his back like some kind of self-appointed general. “Leadership. We’ve been talking, and we’re worried you might be… overburdened.”
The words were polite, but the tone was anything but.
“Overburdened,” I repeated, my eyes narrowing.
Mark, who had been quiet until now, leaned against a nearby crate, feigning nonchalance. “It’s not personal, Daigo. It’s just… you’re young. This camp needs someone with experience, someone who knows how to make the hard calls.”
I felt a flicker of something at the edge of my vision—something imperceptible to anyone else but clear as day to me. My mind was racing, processing their every movement, every twitch, every glance they cast at each other. Their words didn’t align with their bodies.
Lisa’s arms were crossed tightly, her fingers gripping her elbows like she was holding herself together. Her gaze darted between Mark and Martin when she spoke, looking for approval she didn’t fully trust she’d get.
Martin’s jaw was clenched, his shoulders slightly hunched, as if he were bracing for something. He avoided making eye contact with Mark altogether, his focus squarely on me.
Mark’s relaxed posture was an act, his fingers tapping a subtle rhythm on the crate’s edge. The tapping stopped every time Lisa spoke, only to resume when Martin chimed in.
They weren’t united. Not really.
They weren’t a team; they were a loose coalition of distrust, bound together by their mutual disdain for Slayers—and for me.
“You think I’m ill-suited for leadership,” I said, cutting through whatever diplomatic phrasing they were about to throw at me.
Lisa hesitated, her lips parting as if to argue, but Martin stepped in quickly. “We just think the camp might benefit from a more… collective approach.”
“Right,” I said slowly. “A collective approach where the three of you call the shots.”
Mark smirked, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “We’re not saying that. We just think you’ve got a lot on your plate. You’ve been making some questionable calls, like bringing in more Slayers. It’s upsetting people.”
I tilted my head, my mind still cataloging every twitch and glance. Lisa didn’t agree with Mark’s phrasing; her lips pressed into a thin line when he spoke. Martin didn’t either—his fingers flexed briefly, like he wanted to grab Mark by the collar and shut him up.
They weren’t here for the camp. They were here for themselves.
“You know what I think?” I said, my voice calm, almost conversational.
Lisa raised an eyebrow. “What’s that?”
“I think the three of you don’t trust each other any more than you trust me,” I said bluntly. “And the only thing keeping you from tearing each other apart is your shared desire for power.”
Their reactions were immediate, though none of them spoke. Lisa’s arms uncrossed, her hands balling into fists. Martin’s shoulders squared, and his mouth opened as if to argue, but I cut him off.
“You think because I’m younger than you, you can manipulate me. Make me doubt myself. Convince me that I’m not capable of leading this camp. But let me tell you something.”
I took a step closer, my voice low but firm.
“I’ve seen what fear and desperation do to people. I’ve seen what happens when you let ambition cloud your judgment. This camp doesn’t need more politicians. It needs people who are willing to get their hands dirty. People who put survival over ego.”
Lisa took a step back, her confidence faltering. Mark’s smirk disappeared entirely, replaced by a tight-lipped glare. Martin, for all his posturing, looked like he wanted to be anywhere else.
“I don’t trust you,” I said plainly. “Not because you disagree with me, but because I see through you. And if you think you can divide this camp, undermine me, or turn people against each other, let me make one thing clear: I won’t let that happen.”
The silence that followed was deafening.
“Are we done here?” I asked, my tone making it clear the conversation was over.
Lisa opened her mouth, then closed it, glaring at me like she wanted to say something but thought better of it. Mark and Martin exchanged a glance, their earlier bravado now replaced with unease.
“Yeah,” Martin finally muttered, his voice lacking the confidence it had earlier. “We’re done.”
They turned and walked away, their uneasy silence speaking louder than any argument could have.
Lust’s voice slid into my thoughts before I even saw her.
“Brooding doesn’t suit you, Daigo.”
I turned and found her leaning against a pole, arms crossed, watching me like I was some puzzle she’d already figured out. Lust always had this effortless confidence about her, like she knew exactly where she stood and where everyone else didn’t.
“Lust,” I said, keeping my tone neutral. “What do you want?”
She tilted her head, a small smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. “Saw you dealing with the Three Stooges over there. Figured I’d save you before your brain melted from their bullshit.”
I huffed out a faint laugh despite myself. “Thanks, but I’m good. If you’ve got something to say, say it.”
She pushed off the pole and took a slow step forward, her smirk fading into something more serious. “Alright, then. Let’s cut to the chase. We need to talk about the Slayers’ place in this camp.”
Her words hit me harder than I expected, but I kept my face blank. “Go on.”
She gestured around us with a sweep of her arm. “This camp is crumbling, Daigo. You can feel it, can’t you? The survivors are scared of us. Some of them outright hate us. And those three idiots you just dealt with? They’re not going to stop until they take control. They see us as a threat—something they can’t predict, something they can’t control.”
“They’re wrong,” I said firmly.
“Of course they are,” she shot back with a shrug. “But what does that matter? What matters is perception. And right now, we’re the monsters under their beds, the things keeping them up at night.”
I folded my arms, trying to keep my frustration in check. “What’s your point?”
“My point,” she said, stepping closer, “is that maybe it’s time for us to move on.”
Her words threw me off balance. “You’re suggesting the Slayers leave the camp?”
“Not all of us,” she clarified. “But yeah, most of us. Think about it, Daigo. We’re stronger, faster, harder to kill. We don’t need the same resources they do. Half of them are terrified every time we walk past. We could be more useful out there—clearing zones, securing supplies, doing what we do best—without dragging this camp deeper into its own mess.”
I clenched my jaw, my thoughts racing. She wasn’t wrong. The tension between the Slayers and the regular survivors had been growing for weeks. Still, leaving? That felt like giving up.
“And what about the people here?” I asked. “The ones who rely on us? The ones who see us as hope?”
Her expression softened, and for a moment, she dropped the smirk she always wore like armor. “You think I don’t care about them? I do. But you can’t save everyone, Daigo. And if we stay here too long, we’re just going to make things worse—for them and for us.”
Her words hit harder than I wanted to admit. I looked away, staring at the horizon as doubts churned in my mind. “And where would we go?”
“That’s the thing about Slayers, isn’t it?” she said, her voice quieter now. “We don’t belong anywhere. We carve out a place for ourselves, or we die trying.”
I let her words sink in, the weight of them pressing down on my shoulders. She wasn’t wrong, but leaving wasn’t a decision I could make lightly.
“You’re not wrong,” I admitted, finally breaking the silence. “But I can’t make this decision on a whim.”
“I wouldn’t expect you to,” she said, her tone softer now. “You’re the leader. It’s your call. But think about it—for all our sakes.”
She turned to leave but paused and glanced back over her shoulder, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “You’ve got a good heart, Daigo. Even if you’ve got two of them now.”
A few days later, I woke up to chaos. Shouting, pounding on my door—it felt like a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from. Still half-asleep, I fumbled for my gauntlets and boots, instinct kicking in. Before I could even ask what was happening, the door slammed open, and a tide of bodies surged into my quarters.
They were on me before I could process anything. Arms grabbed at me, forcing my weapons from my hands. I swung once, twice, but there were too many. Too many voices, too many hands pulling me down. My head was spinning, and the shouts all blurred together until they were just noise.
“Traitor.” “Unfit.” “You’ve failed us.”
I heard bits and pieces, but none of it made sense. The more I struggled, the tighter they held me, their grip like iron as they dragged me out into the open. The morning sun was too bright, and the cold bit into my skin as if punishing me for something I didn’t even understand.
I tried to speak, but no one was listening. I stumbled as they pushed me forward, my boots scraping against the ground. The gauntlets weighed heavy on my wrists, my only connection to the strength I once thought I had.
They forced me past the camp’s main gates. My camp. The place I’d fought to protect. The people I’d bled for. And now, I was being tossed out like I was nothing.
The crowd gathered, a sea of faces filled with contempt, distrust, and apathy. No one spoke for me. No one stood in my defense.
Mark stood at the front, smug as ever, his voice carrying over the noise like a judge pronouncing a sentence. “You were a fool to think you could lead this place. You were never cut out for it. Now, get out.”
I clenched my fists, the leather of my gauntlets creaking under the strain. “You think this will end well for you?” My voice sounded weak even to me, the weight of it all pressing down.
Mark just smirked. “It’s not about you anymore.”
With that, he shoved me hard, sending me stumbling into the dirt. Behind me, the gates slammed shut, the echo like a final punctuation to the betrayal.
For a moment, I didn’t move. I couldn’t. My chest felt hollow, like someone had reached in and pulled out whatever kept me standing all this time. My gauntlets and boots—the only things they’d left me—felt like relics of a life I no longer belonged to.
I got to my feet eventually, numb and directionless, and started walking. Each step away from the camp felt heavier than the last. The cold air stung my face, but I didn’t bother wiping the tears that streaked my cheeks. They froze against my skin like scars.
By the time I reached my old safe house, I felt like a ghost, moving on autopilot. My motorcycle sat there, still as I’d left it, a reminder of a time when I thought I was building something good. I climbed on, gripping the handlebars, and kicked it to life.
I drove for hours, the road stretching endlessly ahead of me. California disappeared in the rearview mirror, replaced by the barren landscapes of Arizona. At a checkpoint, a guard asked for my name and my race.
“Daigo,” I said, my voice dry. “And I’m a Vanquisher.”
The guard laughed. “Well, you’re definitely not a zombie. Too funny for that.”
I forced a chuckle, but it felt hollow.
Eventually, I found myself in Colorado. The air was quiet there, too quiet. There were no zombies, no people, no purpose. Just me and my thoughts. I settled into a rhythm: work, eat, sleep. Repeat.
But the loneliness clawed at me. Nights were the worst. I’d lie awake, staring at the ceiling, thinking of Dahyun, Chodan, my ducklings. The camp. Even the ones who betrayed me. I missed them all, and the ache never went away.
Twenty-eight days passed like that. I told myself I was healing, but really, I was just surviving. Then I heard the news: a new group of slayers was moving into the area. I didn’t think much of it until I saw their vehicles rolling in.
The sight of familiar license plates made my chest tighten. I sat on my porch, sipping fruit punch, watching them unload. It was all too familiar. Too close to home.
Then I heard their voices. Two voices I’d know anywhere.
“Do you hear that?” “Yeah, it sounds like someone on this block has two hearts.”
I froze, my drink forgotten, and stood. When I saw them—Chodan and Dahyun—my heart felt like it might break all over again. They turned, and when they saw me, Chodan’s eyes welled up with tears as she rushed forward to hug me.
“Hey, big guy,” Dahyun said, her voice soft but steady.
I tried to smile, but it faltered when I saw the two men behind them. Slayers, obviously, their postures protective as they approached. My heart sank as Chodan and Dahyun introduced them—boyfriends.
I nodded, polite and distant, the ache in my chest threatening to swallow me whole. “Daigo,” I said, offering a handshake. “Just an old friend.”
They smiled, the moment slipping through my fingers like sand, and left me standing there.
As I walked back into my empty house, I felt the weight of my exile all over again. Even now, even here, I was still on the outside looking in.
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alocalband · 6 years ago
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What Happens in Vegas Bennguin, 3k, Mature Also on AO3
A few of the boys are still lounging around the pool even though the party’s died down. The rest of them drunkenly found their way into Jamie’s hotel room for video games and more drinking.
Jamie is loose and content on the bed, leaning back against the headboard. It’s the first time since the game seven double overtime loss that he hasn’t felt like throwing himself off a cliff, and he’s indulging the feeling. Drinking whatever shitty beer one of the guys hands him, watching Dicky absolutely mop the floor with Brett in Madden, letting Tyler be overly handsy and obnoxious beside him as he chirps the boys a little too loudly.
Eventually everyone breaks off to find their own fun. The sun’s still up, but they’ve been at it all day, so Jamie honestly wouldn’t mind just putting on a movie and then sleeping all the way up to their flight back tomorrow.
Tyler ends up the last one in the room with him, still sitting on the bed beside each other, as Janny determinedly heads out the door on his way to an ill-advised hookup that Tyler won’t stop falling all over himself laughing about.
Once Tyler’s able to catch his breath, he snorts and shrugs. “Well. ’What happens in Vegas,’ am I right?” he grins and takes another swig of his beer.
Jamie is just sober enough to know the next words out of his mouth are a bad idea, and just drunk enough to say them anyway. “Hey, does that mean-- Like, if I were to tell you something while we’re here, we could just leave it behind when we get back to Dallas? Just, you know, pretend I never said it?”
Tyler laughs again and nudges Jamie with his elbow, raising a crooked eyebrow. “This you asking for a free pass to rip me a new one? Go for it, man, I can take it.”
Jamie frowns. “What would I want to lay into you for?”
“I don’t know. Lack of scoring? Snagging the last beer?” He raises said beer up for emphasis, and then knocks back the rest of it.
“If I’m pissed at anyone for lack of scoring, Seggy, it’s myself.”
The change in Tyler’s expression at that is immediate, from drunken goofball to Serious Business Alternate Captain mode in .2 seconds flat. Jamie’s kind of in awe of the way the look highlights just how much Tyler’s grown up in the years since he got to Dallas.
“Hey man, we talked about this. We both had slumps. And we both did a lot of good shit too. If you start beating up on yourself again, I swear I’m gonna--”
“No, Segs, I’m not-- I’m good. You don’t have to worry.”
An easy smile tugs at Tyler’s lips as he slips right back into being pleasantly inebriated and carefree, slinging an arm around Jamie’s shoulders as if to emphasize that. “I always worry about you, Chubbs.”
He says it so casually that the words really shouldn’t make Jamie feel like he just got run into the boards.
But that breathless, helpless feeling that Tyler always manages to inspire in Jamie without even trying doesn’t excuse what Jamie does next.
“I’m gay,” he says.
Because he’s an idiot.
Tyler blinks dumbly at him for a couple seconds, and then starts to laugh.
And then abruptly stops when he sees Jamie is obviously not gonna be laughing with him.
“Holy shit,” he breathes, pulling his arm off of Jamie’s shoulders.
Jamie swallows thickly at the loss of its comforting weight, wondering if that’s his answer to the unspoken question of, Is that okay? Are we still good? He suddenly feels a lot more sober than he did thirty seconds ago.
“Stays in Vegas,” he reiterates, trying not to pass out in fear of how the rest of this conversation is going to go. Why the fuck did he finally say it out loud. And to Tyler of all people, the one guy it would pretty much devastate Jamie to get a bad reaction to this from.
Tyler puts both hands up, wide-eyed. “Of course! I wouldn’t-- fuck, are you actually serious right now? Chubbs, it’s been years. And you never--”
“It’s the NHL, Segs,” he interrupts. “And with the C... Obviously none of the guys can know.”
“They wouldn’t--”
“You don’t know that.”
Tyler looks down at his now empty beer bottle, picking at the peeling label for a long moment.
The prolonged silence is doing nothing to help Jamie’s looming panic attack. “Look, if you’re uncomfortable, it’s fine.” It’s really not, but Jamie is used to hiding heartache. “Like I said, we’re gonna pretend this whole conversation never happened, right? Nothing has to change.”
God, he hopes nothing changes. It would fucking break him if Seggy started treating him differently because of this. Damn it, why did he open his mouth at all?
Tyler’s eyes are still downcast. But then he sighs and leans over to set the beer bottle on the night stand. When he straightens, he locks his gaze with Jamie’s, his expression almost solemn. “Are you seeing anyone?”
The question catches Jamie off guard. He frowns, his brow furrowed in confusion. “No?”
Tyler nods once, decisive. And then leans in and kisses him.
To say Jamie is shocked would be an understatement. His whole body locks up, frozen, and his thoughts stutter to a halt. He doesn’t even have the presence of mind to catalogue the feeling of Tyler’s lips on his before Tyler is pulling back with a small frown. “Shit. Did I read that wrong?”
Jamie just stares at him, unable to process what’s just happened.
“Ah fuck, I’m sorry, man. I totally thought--”
“You kissed me,” Jamie manages.
Tyler looks at him like he thinks Jamie’s being intentionally obtuse. “Yeah? Duh? And I woulda done it a bajillion years ago if I thought I wouldn’t get punched for it.” He leans a little further away from Jamie. “Wait, am I gonna get punched for it?”
A hysterical little laugh bubbles up out of Jamie. He never thought this was a possibility, never allowed himself to even imagine...
He grabs a handful of Tyler’s T-shirt and reels him back in.
This kiss is long, slow and searching, the both of them active participants moving together like they already know exactly how the other will respond. Like the sixth sense they have on the ice somehow miraculously also applies to this.
When they come up for air, panting against each other’s swollen lips, Jamie has to squeeze his eyes shut tight and grip Tyler’s hips with bruising fingers to try to ground himself.
“What happens in Vegas?” Tyler asks breathlessly, but with a sort of timid caution that lets Jamie know what he’s really asking.
“It doesn’t have to. If you... It doesn’t have to stay here.”
“You sure?” He’s got one hand in Jamie’s hair and the other resting on Jamie’s thigh, slowly inching its way higher.
“Do you wanna know exactly how long I’ve been trying not to fall in love with you? Because it’s been a while.”
Tyler laughs, delighted. His face is so open and bright with his joy that Jamie can’t help but kiss him again. He wants to wrap Tyler up in his arms and never let go. He wants to be the cause of Tyler’s joy for the rest of their lives.
“If you need the receipts on how long I’ve been mooning over your stupid ass just ask Spez. He’s been throwing balls of tape at my head in the locker room every time I get too obvious about it since day fucking one.”
“Good to know.” Jamie grins. And then, a nervous stutter of his heart: “So Spez is cool with...”
Tyler purses his lips into something not quite a frown but close enough. It looks a little sad. “You know, a lot of them would be.” Jamie opens his mouth to argue, but Tyler beats him to it. “Just consider it, Cap. But not now. Right now the only thing I want you considering is my dick.”
Jamie doesn’t have the chance to roll his eyes and groan at that because Tyler heaves himself up to straddle him and start kissing again in earnest. And then Jamie’s groaning for an entirely different reason, bucking his hips up against the hard line of Tyler’s growing erection beneath his swim shorts.
Jamie tugs at Tyler’s shirt. “Off, off,” he pants against Tyler’s mouth. “Can’t believe you put a shirt on at all today.”
Tyler leans back and pulls she shirt over his head, while Jamie does the same with his own. “You keep your hotel room too cold,” he whines with an over the top pout.
Jamie gives him an unimpressed look. “You’re from Canada. You make a living being on ice.”
“Okay, okay, quit fucking chirping me and get naked already,” he says around laughter, like he’s never had this much fun. Jamie feels the same way. Being turned on while making fun of each other is a unique concept for him in the bedroom and he doesn’t know why it’s never been like this before. Maybe because he’s never had sex with someone who was a friend first.
Tyler rolls off of him so he can take off his shorts and then toss them clear across the room while Jamie eases out of his own. When Tyler turns back to face him, Jamie pounces and pins him to the bed with all of his weight.
“God that’s hot,” Tyler breathes, pupils blown.
Jamie grinds down into him, causing Tyler to close his eyes and throw his head back with a low groan. Then Jamie reaches down between them and takes them both in hand.
There is always something about watching Tyler without clothes on that feels like watching a performance. He is so fully aware when even a random phone’s camera is nearby, or where everyone’s eyes are immediately drawn whether they want to be or not. But it is very much a show, even at his most relaxed. Like he’s certain that no one in proximity would ever look at him as more than what he wants them to see: something to admire, to covet, to watch.
This is different. This feels like the show is just for Jamie’s eyes alone, and if anyone else were to try to intrude, everything about Tyler would shift. This is a Tyler just for the two of them. A Tyler that knows that Jamie’s lust is about more than just his body.
Neither of them last long, and thank god because Jamie’s embarrassingly hard just from getting to put his dick anywhere near those abs.
Tyler comes with a choked off shout. Jamie is so surprised by the fact that he goes first, and so turned on by the face Tyler makes, that he’s coming himself seconds later.
Tyler strokes him through the aftershocks. And when Jamie starts to softly whine at the overstimulation, he shimmies up the bed until they’re face to face, heads lying on the same pillow.
For a long moment the only sounds are their labored breaths and the muted noise of the strip outside the hotel room window. The further from the high of his orgasm Jamie gets, the more worried he is about what’s going through Tyler’s head. He admitted to an attraction to Jamie, but that doesn’t mean...
“...Hey,” Tyler says, oddly cautious, like he’s dipping his toes into water he’s already certain will be too cold.
“Uh, hey,” Jamie shoots back on reflex, a little too short for the situation, a little too closed off just on instinct. Shit. He can feel the air in the room shift to something wary, and this whole thing is about to get blamed on alcohol and fucking Vegas, isn’t it?
Tyler studies Jamie’s left shoulder for a long moment, pointedly not meeting his eyes. And then he rolls over so he’s on his back, several inches of space between them. He keeps his gaze on the ceiling as he says, evenly, “Okay. So. I’m gonna go.”
Jamie reaches out for him before he can second guess himself, wrapping a hand around Tyler’s tattooed forearm to keep him from getting out of bed. “Wait.”
“It’s fine, man. We don’t have to--”
“You said ‘since day one.’”
Tyler swallows thickly. “I did. And you said ‘falling in love.’”
Jamie nods. “I did.”
A small smile starts to tug at the edge of Tyler’s lips, and he does a poor job of tamping it down. “Well then I guess I’m not going anywhere, am I?”
His tone is amused and hopeful, but there’s enough of a question in his eyes that Jamie feels the need to confirm what he now suspects is true. He pulls Tyler into him, and Tyler falls against his chest without resistance. Jamie kisses him, quick and firm. “I’m keeping you for as long as I can get away with.”
“Might be awhile.” he smirks a little, playful and coy.
Jamie smirks right back. “Good.”
They manage to fit a couple more rounds in, along with room service and an HBO doc that Jamie is going to remember exactly zero of thanks to Tyler’s rudely talented mouth.
Jamie wakes up the next morning to Tyler having stolen all the blankets, burrowed down into them, his face hardly visible while his forehead is pressed into Jamie’s shoulder. It’s possibly the best way Jamie’s ever woken up, even with the mild hangover.
At the airport, waiting for their flight back to Dallas, Jamie finds himself in line at Starbucks next to Klinger. The guy is very obviously hungover, so are the rest of them, and looks like he’s going to fall over if he doesn’t get some coffee into his system in the next five minutes.
Jamie can relate, even if he’s more just tired than hungover, and so doesn’t chirp him when he yawns twice in a row and then nearly stumbles backwards into a shelf of travel mugs. He does laugh though, to which Klinger rolls his eyes and slugs him the arm, but he’s got a smile on his face.
“Hey, you have fun last night after we left? Or did you just stay in and watch TV like the old man you are?” His tone is teasing as they shuffle forward in line, though still a good six people away from the register.
Jamie considers his answer for a moment, and then considers John. His other A. Dependable and honest and just... a good guy. A guy Jamie trusts.
“Nah, I hung out with Seggy. He kept me pretty busy.” He doesn’t imbue any innuendo into it, his tone light. But he figures if Tyler really has been that obvious in the past, that maybe Klinger will read into it anyway.
And judging by the way John’s eyes widen slightly as he stares at Jamie and Jamie stares evenly right back, it looks like he was right. “Oh.”
Jamie purses his lips and waits, heart in his throat.
But then Klinger grins and punches Jamie in the arm again, only this time hard enough in his enthusiasm that Jamie winces. “Fuck yeah, man. It’s about god damn time.”
Jamie laughs and throws an arm around John to pull him into a side hug. “Yeah, I guess it is.”
He glances over at where the rest of the guys are sitting at the terminal several yards away, immediately homing in on one body in particular. Sunk down low in his seat, limbs sprawled out wide, nodding his head along to whatever music he’s got coming through his air pods. Tyler looks as relaxed as ever, and so casually, effortlessly gorgeous that Jamie can’t believe he gets to have that.
No, not just have, but keep.
And maybe even get to tell a few people about it. Have people be happy for him out in the open, instead of solely in his most rare and hidden and buried fantasies.
It doesn’t feel real, especially beneath the hot desert sun streaming in through the big windows and the slot machines making noise at the other end of the causeway. But Klinger wrapping an arm around Jamie’s waist and hugging back, laughing delightedly against Jamie’s shoulder, solidifies it. Helps Jamie feel even more confident that this definitely doesn’t have to stay in Vegas.
He gets to take this feeling home with him.
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fuck-customers · 6 years ago
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Please just go home
This is kinda long so TD;LR this really drunk guy came in and didn’t know how to order and trying to find out what he wanted and getting him to pay was like pulling teeth.
So this guy comes in SUPER drunk and when it’s his turn to order he goes “my order will be.. the burger.. it is for [name].” And he just walks away before I can ask about clarification on any of that and charge him (our entire menu is fuckin burgers so I had no idea which one he wanted.) I still have all this shit to do so I can’t go up to him and ask for clarification and/or give him a cup of water cause he is... gone. He sits waiting at this table staring at me while I take all the orders and stuff and eventually it finally slows down to the point there’s no line, dining room is decent, and I just have a few delivery drivers waiting for their orders cause they got there a little early.
I’m just about to check to see if the drunk guy is still there and he’s at my till again. Conversation goes like this (M=e, G=drunk guy, D1= driver 1, and D2= driver 2)
G: Hey I’ve been waiting here for so long. I think you forgot my order
M: oh yes, I’m sorry sir I didn’t have time to reapproach you when it happened but you never actually gave me an order. You asked for “a burger”, gave me your name, and walked away without paying. I’m sorry for the wait but I can help you now.
G: No I ordered a long time ago I’m still waiting for it.
M: yes I remember you coming to my till but you didn’t actually order anything and walked away before I could get clarification, it will only take a few moments to get your food out to you now though, I can throw in something for free for the trouble. What can I get you.
G: I just ordered a long time ago, I just want my order now.
M:... okay, I may have misheard you since it was loud in here so I didn’t catch what you ordered and in any case you walked away without paying-
G: oh I didn’t pay?
M: ... no.
G: [hands me a 5$ bill] there you go I’ll just sit over here and wait.
M: sir I can’t do anything with your money until you tell me what it is you ordered.
(D1 is sitting and kind of chuckling at this whole ordeal and I’m getting stressed out because half the order is ready already and I haven’t even got the bag or drinks ready for it yet.)
G: oh you don’t need that?
M: I need you to tell me what you would like to eat before I can do anything with your money.
G: oh I’ll take it back then.
M: so you aren’t getting anything?
G:no I’ll just wait for my order over here. [he takes his fiver back and drops it on the way to where he goes to sit.]
M: sir you dropped your money on the floor.
G:yeah that’s okay.
M:.... okay [I go to get D1’s order together and out to him when D2 walks in and see’s the money on the floor. He picks it up and goes to put it in his pocket.]
M: excuse me sir, I believe this gentlemen over here actually dropped that on the floor, it belongs to him.
D2: [apologizes and goes to hand it to G]
G: I don’t need that you can have it I’m just waiting for my order.
D2: are.. you sure?
G: yeah it’s okay.
M: [i have D1’s order for him and I go to double check the order number with both drivers to make sure the right ones going to the right driver.]
G: hey is that my order?
M: no sir, you haven’t ordered anything.
G: yeah I did I ordered a long time ago I’m still waiting.
M: yes as we have been over, you were at my till but asked for nothing specific-
G:look I just want my order.
D1: listen dude, she doesn’t remember what you got you have to tell her again.
G: oh I got the new burger.
M: oh the new [x] burger?
G: no.
M:..... alright well.. which burger did you want sir?
G: I’ll get the popular one.
M: ... the [y] burger?
G: sure.
M: ...........okay so one [y] burger, and that’s all for you tonight?
G: no.
M: ......
G: I want 2.
M: ..okay 2 [y] burgers. And is that all for you tonight?
G: yes I’ll be waiting over here.
M: sir wait, you need to pay.
G: I can’t. THAT GUY [points at D2] stile my money.
D2: I’m sorry sir I tried to give it back to you.
G: well maybe next time.. you should try harder...
(D2 and I exchange a knowing look)
G: [tries to pay with the fiver]
M: I’m sorry sir your total is actually $12
G: oh.. what? For a burger?
M: no sir you ordered 2 of them and they’re $6 each.
G: ridiculous... [pushes a card into the machine before telling me he was doing that or what kind of card it is]
M: sir is that on debit or credit?
G: on card.
M: yes, but is it debit or credit?
G: why does it matter?
M:....... so I can press the right button on my screen and your payment can go through.
G: oh. That’s dumb.
M: yeah sure so is that debit or credit?
G: um.. I’m not sure can you tell me? [shoves cars in my face]
M: okay... it’s credit ... you’re good to go.
G: oh I can leave? But I want my order.
M: I mean the pinpad is ready.
G:ohhhh okay [he finally fucking pays for his food]
M: thank you, would you like your receipt?
G: what’s that?
M:.......................... here you can have it.
G: oh thanks [he later drops it on the floor and leaves it there.]
His food is ready by the time it’s paid for but so is D2’s order so I put together that one first out of spite but they both go out at practically the same time because 2 burgers takeout is a lot easier to bag than a big delivery order. The guy ends up apologizing to the driver and asks for a hug to which the driver declines. He is about to leave when another group of people walk in (right when I think I can finally clean the damn restaurant because it’s 4am and usually that’s the fuckin quiet time where I’m able to clean after the bar rushes)
He begins talking to these people very loudly and it becomes apparent he doesn’t know them. After being loud a little bit longer he discards his bag still full of 2 half eaten burgers on the floor and finally leaves. I didn’t get my cleaning done by the time my shift was over 2 hours later and my boss made me stay for 2 more hours of unpaid overtime (I was on salary) to get it all done even though technically more than half of those cleaning tasks are the morning persons to do.
I don’t work there anymore.
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snarky-badger · 6 years ago
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Hey, love your beautiful writing and how you portray venom as a cat (fucking love that shit!). If your open for story ideas, what about a reader who has sever anxiety and depression and is having a panic attack at the house after a long, mentally draining day? How would Eddie/Venom react to this? What would they try to do to make the reader feel better? Maybe some fluff to calm them down? (I’ve been having a ruff time mentally lately and need some Eddie/Venom overprotective fluff :>)
I hope this is alright!
Warnings for mentions of depression, anxiety, panic attacks. Just in case.
You’d once heard someone describe depression as a cancer of the soul.
Which, in a way, was true. It was inoperable, but could be controlled with medication, sometimes even wiped out completely, the patient going into a ‘remission’ of sorts.
It was a constant battle, and you were tired of it. Some days were better than others, naturally. But lately, too many problems had been piling up, weighing you down, making you teeter on the edge of an overwhelmed breakdown.
You could usually hide your mental illness behind a mask of cheerfulness. A carefully crafted costume of smiles, jokes and a fake upbeat attitude that hid the darkness within.
But work had been stressful - more than usual. Working in Customer Service at a Wal*Mart meant that you dealt with people at their most annoyed. Usually you could handle the complaints and snide remarks. Usually.
But being screamed at that afternoon by an irate man had started a chain reaction, a spiral into depression and anxiety and self-loathing that you failed to to control. Once the reaction started, everything else just piled on: you’d dropped food onto your blouse - forcing you to wear it all afternoon amidst jokes from your coworkers -  had been forced to work at a cash due to someone else calling sick, had your shift extended by six hours, got sworn at by some woman, learned that your next two shifts had been cancelled because you’d logged in too many hours the week before, and then missed the last bus on your route.
Walking home in the dark, all you’d wanted to do was find a hole, curl up in it, and die.
The apartment was dark when you finally reached it almost an hour later, feet sore, a headache pounding in your temples, and shoulders so stiff you could have had someone break a chair over your back with little consequence.
Sighing, you kicked the apartment door shut, toed off your sneakers, flicked on some lights, then went to get changed. Shucking out of that damned blue vest was like having weight lift off of you, and you chucked it into a corner before changing into some yoga pants and a tee shirt. The laundry basket was overflowing, and you cringed at the sight before ignoring it completely and heading for the kitchen.
You needed a drink.
There was a bottle of wine in the fridge, and you grabbed it, and your favorite wine glass, before rummaging through the drawers for the corkscrew, your irritation rising with every failed search.
Finally found it wedged behind a ladle. Your headache was getting worse.
The cork was stubborn, and you had to fight with it, tugging and pulling and cursing, and when it finally let go, popping out and spilling white wine over your hands, the recoil of the bottle knocked your wine glass off the counter, whereupon it shattered on the floor, sending shards of glass scattering across the tile.
You froze, staring down at the bits of your favorite wine glass. Slowly, like the the inevitable creeping of the tides, an unstoppable force rose in your chest. Inexorably, the first of many tears gathered in your eyes, your breath hitching in your chest, throat closing up. The first sob that left you was ragged, like a dying animal, and you crumpled, dropping down to sit on the floor, pulling your knees to your chest, your hands digging into your hair as you went utterly to pieces.
Eddie found you in that position who knows how long later, sitting amongst the destruction of every single last bit of you that had the ability to cope with life in it’s entirety.
Lucky for you, your boyfriend knew the perils of dealing with depression and anxiety. Dropping the bags of takeout onto the floor, he kicked the door shut then moved over to you, hands gently taking yours and pulling them out of your hair. Symbiote tendrils of the alien bonded to him gripped your fingers, giving you something to hold on to as Eddie deftly scooped you into his arms, picking you up like some lost, broken, thing, and carrying you over to the couch.
You were still unable to form words, just wheezing and shaking and sobbing and struggling for air, and you distantly felt him press a kiss to your forehead as he sat down, settled you onto his lap, and gently starting rocking you.
Blackness rose from Eddie’s skin, bleeding through the man’s clothing, the symbiote - Venom - reaching for you, wrapping you up in gentle warmth. One tendril rose to stroke your cheek and brush at your tears as you tried, helplessly, to even out your breathing, hiccuping as your diaphragm spasmed.
“Shh,” Eddie murmured to you, arms tighten around you as he pressed his cheek to your forehead, his stubble scritching across your skin. “It’s okay. We’ve got you.”
You clung to him, fingers gripping at his shirt and the symbiote, curling yourself into him. Pressed yourself as close as you could, feeling his arms cradle you, feeling the symbiote tighten around you, the sensations like an anchor, something solid and safe that you could use to pull what remained of your shattered psyche back together.
Slowly, you calmed enough to focus on Eddie’s breathing, the exaggerated breaths he was taking helping you to force your own lungs to match the rhythm. The symbiote shifted over your chest, undulating in time with Eddie’s breathing to help you keep track.
The extra oxygen helped calm you, your heartbeat slowing, the pounding in your head lessening as you slowly relaxed, your body drained and trembling, your mind brittle, unarmed and exposed, like a nerve. “I-I’m s-sorry–”
“None of that,” Eddie murmured to you, hugging you tighter, the symbiote massaging your back and shoulders, helping to calm the jitters that still made your muscles jump and quiver, the adrenaline from the attack still in your veins. “You want, Vee?”
You nodded, hesitantly, shivering when you felt the body against you grow, the symbiote tendrils around you leaving to add themselves to the mass of the whole. As soon as the transformation was over, a low, baritone, purring vibrated out of the massive form you were cradled against, one of Venom’s taloned hands rising to gently cup the side of your face.
“OUR POOR, MORSEL,” he murmured, licking at your face to clean up your tears. “DO WE NEED TO KILL ANYONE?”
“No,” you whispered, voice rough from crying. Sniffling, you rubbed at your eyes, then nuzzled into Venom’s chest, wrapping your arms around as much of his bulk as you could.
His purring ratcheted up a notch, one hand keeping you close while the other rose to your head, talons deftly undoing the braid you wore to work until he could run his fingers though your hair. The mix of the sound of his purring - a noise he only made for you - and the gentle sensation of him stroking your hair, talons tickling your scalp, helped unravel the last knots of stress and pain and anxiety in your chest.
It was only when you sighed, in exhaustion, in relief, that Venom ducked his head to nuzzle at you, fangs endlessly gentle as he nipped at your lower lip. “BETTER?”
“Yeah.”
“WANT FOOD?”
Slowly, your sense of smell came back, and you could almost taste the aroma of Burgers and Fries from the restaurant nearby. “Sure.”
Where another person would have gotten up to retrieve the takeout, Venom merely lashed a tendril out, reaching across the apartment to snatch up the bags that Eddie had dropped.
Black talons ripped open the bag before a can of soda was offered to you. You took it, feeling the condensation wet your palms as you cracked the drink open, taking a gulp of root beer. The cold liquid soothed your throat, and you sighed as you leaned your head against Venom’s chest again.
“Thank you,” you murmured, inciting a low rumble as Venom pulled a Styrofoam container out of the bag and ripped the cover off to reveal a pile of curly fries.
“SHH. DON’T HAVE TO THANK US,” he soothed, holding the container out to you and letting you snag a fry. A handful of the curled potatoes vanished into his mouth, his tongue licking at his fangs. “MM. WANT TO TELL US?”
“Bad day.” Venom offered you another fry and you let him feed you. “Everything sucked at work: got screamed at, had to work a double shift because they put me on the cash, then I lost two shifts because of the overtime they made me work last week, missed the last bus and when I got home I broke my favorite wine glass and everything just…” You mimed something exploding.
A grumble left him as he leaned down to nuzzle at the top of your head. “WE COULD HUNT DOWN YOUR BOSS.”
“Nah. He’s just as overworked as I am. I don’t think he’s seen his kids in a week. I just… I don’t know. I hate it there, but I need the job.”
Venom was quiet for a moment. “THEN LEAVE,” he rumbled, drawing your gaze. “DON’T STAY IN A PLACE THAT HURTS YOU, MORSEL. THERE ARE OTHER JOBS.”
You opened your mouth to protest, and he fed you a fry to shut you up.
“WE’RE SERIOUS, NIBBLE. WE HATE SEEING YOU HURT, AND THAT PLACE HURTS YOU. WE CAN’T DO ANYTHING… OTHER THAN ADVISE YOU TO LEAVE.”
“We won’t be able to make rent if I don’t–”
“NIBBLE. LET US TAKE CARE OF YOU. EDDIE SAYS THAT HE HAS ‘SAVINGS’, WE WON’T LOSE THE NEST.”
Your fingers clenched around the can of pop in your hands, the thin metal creaking a little under your grip. “…You’re sure?”
He huffed a laugh and gently caught your chin between his thumb and index finger, tilting your head up so he could kiss you gently. “WE WOULD NEVER LIE TO YOU.”
If you were honest with yourself, you’d only been staying at the Wal*Mart to make rent. It was soul-sucking, demeaning, and the workplace was as toxic as it could get. “You’re really sure?” you asked again, because you needed to hear it again.
Venom chuckled, a tendril brushing at your cheek. “WE’RE SURE, OUR NIBBLE. NOW, EAT, AND AFTER, WE’LL BRING YOU WEBSLINGING. MAYBE OUT TO YOUR FAVORITE SPOT ON THE BRIDGE? YOU ALWAYS SMILE WHEN WE GO OUT TO SEE THE STARS.”
The thought of never having to go back to work - past the two weeks you’d have to endure after giving your notice - made a massive weight lift off your shoulders.
Venom started purring again, offering you more food, and you relaxed as he fed you fries and then torn off pieces of the burger in the other container. It was pampering, is what it was. But, it felt nice to be taken care of - something that both Venom and Eddie excelled at.
You were drained, tired, still a little emotionally brittle, but safe in the knowledge that you had a rather powerful support team.
You could do this.
And if not, you could always send Venom to scare the shit out of people.
That was always a plus.
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imaginetonyandbucky · 7 years ago
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Bucky is a janitor working at MIT, he finds Tony holed up in the lab, sick.
Night shift (1 of 2)
Bucky didn't hate his job. There were just a few things that really annoyed him. Like when he had to take over a shift from his colleague unexpectedly and therefore stay longer than usual to clean out the trash cans in the laboratories. At least the labs were almost deserted this late, but unsurprisingly even the brightest of students still made a mess and how they weren't able to put their trash into the trash can instead of right next to it surprised Bucky time and time again. Unsurprising was also the huge amount of beer cans hidden behind a staircase like nobody would find them there. Yeah right, somebody had to pick them up one by one and clean the spilled beer off the floor. Why couldn't they party outside then at least Bucky wouldn't have to scrub the floor.
Bucky was almost done with his round and he only had a few trash cans to empty in the engineering department, which had one advantage that he didn't have the risk of finding some hazardous material in the bins like in the bio or chem departments.  He was ready to call it a day and get home, take off his prosthesis, rub his sore muscles and relax with his cat but apparently his prosthetic arm had other thoughts and decided to clock out early with an unpleasant crack and a clank and then a tiny plink as a screw dropped out of Bucky's sleeve and onto the floor right before the trash can he had been in the process of emptying into his cart followed suit.
His left arm was dangling awkwardly from the elbow joint and Bucky cursed. It wasn't the first time this had happened, he knew that particular screw became loose after a long day at work but he usually tightened it after the work at home and everything was fine. The extra work must have messed it up more than he thought and now the screw was lost under a pile of soda cans, abandoned term paper drafts and granola bar wrappers. And right at the end of his workday too. This was not Bucky's day.
(Watch out for the break!)
After a thorough dig through the trash Bucky found the tiny screw but he soon realized he couldn't do anything with it because he didn't have any tools with him, which he usually kept in his cart, but since this was his colleague's section of campus this was also not his cart and of course his backpack where he kept a small multitool was in the janitors' office in his locker, which was all the way across campus.
There had to be another way. Bucky searched the cart he had but came up with nothing except grease and gunk from spillovers, expected from a cart for trash collecting. Bucky wiped his hand and sat down on the floor and pulled his malfunctioning arm into his lap. He mentally already prepared himself for the walk back to the office. It would add another half an hour to his shift at least and that didn't include tidying the mess he had made spilling the trash and then rummaging through it.
Except he was in the damn engineering department of the best university in the whole country, he'd be damned if he couldn't find a fucking screwdriver around here. He had the keys to all the labs after all and so Bucky got up, tugged his unresponsive left hand into his jacket pocket and started to look around. A few students were still running experiments here and there and he didn't want to bother them, most of them weren't too fond of the cleaning staff and had no hesitation to show it. Bucky looked for an empty lab and soon found one that was dark and deserted. To his surprise, it was unlocked but that wasn't too uncommon, it's the students' problem if their research or experiments get stolen by their classmates, not Bucky's.
He didn't bother turning on the lights, the dim lights from various apparatuses and the monitors that had been left on was enough to guide him around and he really just wanted to find a toolbox and take it with him so he could fix his arm in peace, he didn't want to get caught tinkering in the lab.
A noise made him perk up from where he had been looking through the lower shelves of some cupboards, he had thought he was alone in the lab but that had suspiciously sounded like...sniffling. He got up and walked around the lab tables and sure enough hidden behind some futuristic looking contraption was a student sleeping on his laptop surrounded by energy drink cans both empty and full. Now that Bucky got closer he could clearly hear the soft coughs the other made in his sleep.
A peak on the screen confirmed Bucky's guess that the guy wanted to pull an all-nighter to finish a paper. The title read "Using deep neural networks and sparse autoencoders for high-level feature generation in artificial intelligence" and he had been typing "ffffffff" with his left ear for 159 pages.
Bucky gently nudged his shoulder.
The guy startled awake, leaving a "fffffgjhkkkkkk" on the screen and a very visible keyboard imprint on his cheek before he doubled over into a violent coughing fit.
"Woah, there." Bucky rubbed his back and after several long minutes the coughing turned into wheezing and the guy was able to compose himself, grab an open energy drink and down it in one go after which he took a few long-ish breaths and finally looked up.  He first noticed his messed up document and cursed, then he noticed Bucky standing next to him.
"I'm allowed to be here." He coughed again and a shiver ran through his body. "You can't throw me out, no matter how good looking you are."
"Not really concerned whether you're allowed in here or not, buddy. You look like death warmed over, that's what concerns me." It was true, the guy looked horrible. His skin was paler than it should have been in the blue lighting from the laptop screen and he had deep circle under his eyes, his hair was a mess and he looked like he was going to cough his lungs out again any second. Bucky had also felt how hot the guy was when he had touched his back, he was definitely feverish. "You should be in bed with some Nyquil."
The guy waved at him and turned to his laptop. "'M fine. I need to finish the paper." He moved to open up another can of energy drink but he seemed he had neither the fine motor control nor the strength to do so. "Fuck." He dropped the can on the table and it rolled away knocking over other cans until it came to a rest against a pile of books.
"I came in here looking for something but I'm not going to leave you in that state," Bucky said. "Let me make you a tea or something, I know you folks always got a water kettle hidden somewhere, you always do."
The other swayed slightly, his eyes focusing and unfocusing on the screen in front of him, then he nodded. "Coffee."
Bucky rolled his eyes. At least it was a warm beverage. "Where?" He asked and then went to the corner of the lab the guy nodded towards. The water kettle definitely looked like it had been tampered with and Bucky hoped it wouldn't explode as he set it up. He looked through the cupboard and found several open packages of instant coffee powder as well as a sizeable stash of cup noodles. He prepared both which was tedious with only one hand available and it also meant he had to walk twice after he had finished both the coffee and the cup noodles but the guy looked grateful when he set both in front of him.
"Thanks." He mumbled as he drew in a long waft of coffee aroma, both hands around the mug. "Are you a student here too? Can't be, I'd remember someone as hot as you." The guy asked and Bucky had a to laugh a little.
"Do I look like a student?" He gestured to himself and the other concentrated really hard for a moment before he recognized the janitor uniform Bucky was wearing and with some effort, he squinted at his name tag.
"J. Barnes. So, Mr. Barnes, you don't look like the grumpy guy that usually mopes around here and tries to kick us out?"
Bucky groaned. "Please, I'm Bucky. I'm not old enough to be Mr.ed by college students. I took over a shift from a colleague. Anyway, I'll leave you to your paper, but please don't kill yourself with those energy drinks. I'm not paid enough to clean up a dead body."
Bucky turned to leave, he would need to find a toolkit elsewhere or just swallow the bitter pill and walk to the office, he already wasted a lot of time anyway it mattered little if he wasted more.
"I'm Tony." The student behind him suddenly said. "Maybe I can help you."
Bucky stopped and turned around. "Help with what?"
"You were looking for something." Tony wrapped his arms around himself and sneezed. "And if my deductions are right, there is something wrong with your prosthesis."
Bucky's mouth dropped open for a moment before he composed himself again. "How did you know?"
Tony shrugged, then grinned. "There was talk going around that one of the janitors not only looked incredibly hot but also had a bad-ass metal arm, a Hammer prototype as the rumors go, and you haven't used your left arm at all while preparing the coffee and cup noodles, thanks again by the way. So..." He trailed off and then gestured between them when Bucky didn't say anything. "Engineering problem," he pointed to Bucky, "genius engineering student." He gestured to all of himself. "Come on, get out of that jacket and show me."
Bucky was still too perplexed to say anything.
"I promise I won't steal any tech secrets in case you had to sign an NDA or something, not that Hammer has anything worthwhile to steal." Tony laughed.
Bucky couldn't believe his luck, this guy really was something and so he shrugged out of his jacket and fumbled it off his useless left arm. "Alright, I lost this screw earlier when I lifted a trash can and then my arm just collapsed and let's just say it wasn't a pretty sight and I have to do some additional overtime on top of the stuff I'm already dealing with." Bucky pulled out the tiny screw from his pocket and put it on the table. Tony pushed his books and the laptop aside, causing a bunch of empty cans to tumble to the ground which he didn't seem to care about. He blew his nose and motioned for Bucky to come closer.
"There's gotta be a chair around here, you don't need to stand around."
Bucky settled on one of the other chairs and placed his arm on the desk in front of Tony. "You know if you just give me a screwdriver I can do this myself. I did it a few times already, that thing just comes lose all the time."
"Oh, a recurring problem, interesting. Did you report that?"  Under a few coughs, Tony rolled his chair around and collected a small case from the table that has the futuristic looking apparatus on it.
"Do you know how hard it is to get decent customer support these days? Also, I want to keep the arm and I kinda have a feeling that if I tell them it keeps falling apart on me they will find a new person missing a left arm and give it to them instead."
"Ah... seems like a Hammer thing to do." Tony opened up the case and pulled out a few tiny tools, much more delicate than what Bucky used to use.
"You seem to know a lot about Hammer Industries."
Still sniffling Tony started running his fingers up and down the metal plates on the arm. "Comes with the business... engineering and stuff."
"The screw goes in here." Bucky pointed to the tiny hole at his elbow.
"Yeah I know, but that won't fix your problem of it coming lose all the time now will it?"
Bucky looked flabbergasted and Tony. "You want to repair the whole thing? Can you do that?"
"Can I? Of course, I caaaa- ahchoo" Tony sneezed violently but had the decency to move his face into the crook of his elbow. "That is if I don't die first. Man, this flue is killing me."
"You need to get into bed ASAP."
"Yeah yeah, after this and then the paper and then I need to work on the semester project and then maybe." Tony took one of the tools and inserted it in between the plating and wriggled it around. Bucky got a little scared, but Tony looked like he knew what he was doing.
The metal plate suddenly popped open and Bucky blanched. "Is that supposed to happen?"
"Yep, perfectly normal. It's an access hatch." Tony used a small flashlight to have a better look and poked around in the innards of the arm with a little brush. "You got some gunk in there, aren't you cleaning this regularly?"
"Uh.."
"I guess not. I'll do some rudimentary cleaning but I think you might have to come back so I can get everything polished and oiled. Didn't you notice some other malfunctions? Like loss of motor control?"
Bucky thought about it for a moment. "I guess hand movements get a bit janky sometimes, but I could deal with it. What do you mean I have to come back?"
Tony shrugged. "Can't spend 3 hours doing maintenance when I have to work on a paper too. Okay, see, here's the problem." Tony shone the light into the inner elbow and Bucky had to squint a little to see what he meant. There was a tiny nut stuck in between two cables.
"That's what's supposed to hold the screw." Tony picked it up with a pair of tweezers and then wriggled it into the innards of the elbow, with his other hand he replaced the screw. "That should hold it for longer than a day, but it's still not ideal if it came off once it's going to come off again. This is a fundamental flaw in the design, who allowed this to be tested on humans. It could have caused a lot more damage than just some scattered trash. Imagine if you were carrying something more valuable." Tony huffed. "Incompetent fumblers, all of them."
Without a problem Tony replaced the plate he had removed and Bucky was able to move his arm again. He tested the elbow joint a few times and opened and closed his hand too, everything felt a lot smoother all of a sudden. He hadn't even noticed that the arm was getting less responsive over time, he had just gotten used to it.
"Amazing, I don't know how to thank you." Bucky could hug the guy. He had saved him so much trouble by fixing his arm, but Tony waved him off.
"It was nothing and you already did enough for me." Tony put his tools away and started to devour the almost forgotten cup noodles, which even from Bucky's point of view looked extremely mushy. "I meant it though," Tony said in between slurps and sniffling, "you can come back anytime. I'm here almost every day or night, depending on your perspective." He turned to his laptop and started holding down backspace. "And I'll probably be here all night tonight." He signed and then started coughing again.
Bucky frowned, Tony was sick and he had really come to like the guy and cared for him. "Do you need to finish the paper tonight?"
Tony nodded then rolled his eyes backward and made a grimace before sneezing violently and this time he wasn't so smart to cover his nose and he sneezed right onto the screen of his laptop. Both men made a disgusted noise at the sight.
"I guess I could write an email and ask for a few days more, the professor likes me I think, likes my genius in any case." Tony sniffled pitifully and turned to Bucky, his eyes were watery from all the sneezing and coughing. "You think I should do that?"
"Yes! You probably should have done that hours ago." Bucky said adamantly, but Tony managed a small smile.
"But then you wouldn't have met me." He wriggled his eyebrows in what probably should have been a seductive fashionif it hadn't been interrupted by another sneeze. "You want to know what I'm working on down here, Chappie?"
Bucky didn't know what that had anything to do with it but he was curious what Tony was doing down here. "Yeah, sure, if you write that email after that. Kinda don't want to lose my new-found mechanic to the common cold." Bucky scooted a little closer, assuming Tony wanted to show him something on his laptop. "I'm not that smart though, so maybe you need to dumb it down."
Tony just grinned and pressed a few buttons and a small application popped up with the letters J.A.R.V.I.S in white written over a dark blue background, the icon underneath reminded Bucky of HAL9000 only the "eye" was a swirl of blue instead of menacing red.
"Jarvis?" Tony said.
"Yes, Sir?" A distinctively British voice answered from the laptop. Bucky's eyes went wide.
"Please write an email to Professor Stane explaining to him why I need a few more days to finish the paper for his class. Choose an apologetic tone."
"Of course, Sir, how many details do you want me to include?" The voice asked confidently.
"Nothing embarrassing."
"I will not include your close call with death then."
Tony rolled his eyes. "He's so sassy," he whispered to Bucky.
"I have composed a message to Professor Stane, Sir."
"Display it." The email program opened up and showed the formulated message, Bucky was impressed, it already had the address filled out and when he quickly read it he found it included all formalities. He hadn't expected that. He really hadn't known what to expect.
Tony read through the email as well and with a 'Send it' command it disappeared and the email program closed on its own. The whole progress only took a few seconds and Tony hadn't touched the keyboard once.
"Jarvis is an AI I developed. He's going to help me with research and taking over some boring tasks like scheduling or writing emails." Tony gestured to the computer. "What do you think?"
"Holy shit, that was amazing. He's like a real person!" Bucky was really impressed. "I mean, I know about Siri and Alexa but that's a whole step above that."
Tony tsked. "Forget these amateur AI's. I am aiming to have a real personal assistant who thinks independently and actually does work for me. With those others, you need to spend more time on maintenance than you actually save by using them." He shrugged and closed the document with his paper, then shut his laptop down and yawned. "I guess I'm done for tonight."
That reminded Bucky of his own night which wasn't going to come to an end until he cleaned up the mess outside and he groaned "I still have to work to do." He got up and pulled his jacket back on. "I better get going, I hope you get home alright and get better soon. Thanks again for fixing my arm."
"Hey, no problem, it was my pleasure, it's not every day I get to work on a prosthesis prototype." Tony flashed him a dazzling grin, he had relaxed now that the pressure of finishing a paper was gone. Bucky hadn't noticed how handsome the guy was and yeah, maybe he was going to come back not only for some additional maintenance on the arm. He really liked the guy.
They said their good-byes and Bucky returned to the pile of trash in the hallway which unsurprisingly hadn't changed at all, but Bucky finished the work quickly with two arms available and was able to call it a day, or a night rather, after half an hour and go home.
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