#good lordddddddddddd

[soapyakships]

*coughs up blood* hey guys.... im ... im fine...

[melissa-titanium]

made both of theSE FUCKING AGES ago.... its time for a remake *smile*

[angeltism]

mummy ven.ture.... good lordddddddddddd

[thoughtslikeocean]

February 18, 2024 7:09 AM

Only two months into moving to Texas and it feels like I've been here for a year. Things have been MOVING! The back yard is coming together, boards studying has been coming along, my health is going great (I've been working out multiple times a week and keeping up with my supplements). I'm about to start substitute teaching, the office is halfway set up. Like when I say there hasn't been a dull day, there really hasn't.

Nothing has been OVERLY stressful though, which I appreciate. Just the normal amount of day to day cortisol I need to keep up with what I need to keep up with. I've been doing a decent job with keeping up with my capacity.

I just spent about a week in New Orleans for Mardi Gras season. the first couple of nights, I spent with my dad. He shared with me how he's been struggling with the loss of grandpa and anxiety as it relates to the business. Something I really never thought my dad would struggle with. He's so good at what he does. So for him to tell me he has imposter syndrome is WILD. I'd imagine any and everyone can fall victim to that

Side thought: Imposter syndrome isn't exactly a bad thing. Imagine taking on one of God's greatest assignments and going into it like you're SUPPOSED to be there, you have it all together, you don't need help. I think those are the people that end up failing... Failing hard. I do think there is a middle ground between imposter syndrome and arrogance; and as a Christian, its the perfect place to be. We are vessels for God to use. By definition, we are all walking imposters lol (except for the deceit part)

So every time you get that "imposter feeling" use it as a little reminder that you're in that room, that position, that business, that top CPA firm list, that tax bracket!!! because God chose you to be there to do His business.

Had to send that to my dad real quick lol anywaysssss....

Uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm lets talk about J. I've been scared to talk about it tbh cause my thoughts are all over the place.

Is he my husband? Is he the father of my children? Am I jumping the gun? Am I making a decision out of anxiety? Do I REALLY want this? Do I want this NOW? Like what in the world does all of this look like?

My "feelings" like the true emotional ones lol change everyday when it comes to him. But the commitment part doesn't really change. It's easy to show up for him and it's easy to love him (like action word love). He just doesn't make my neurotransmitters go wild like before lmao And now I'm left to think if that's actually important or if thats something I thought was supposed to be important. LORDDDDDDDDDDDD HELP!

Im confuddled. Cause the men that make my neurotransmitters soar are men I know good and well I should never marry. So what's really up?!!? Why is it like this?

[princessloverboy]

AHHH TYSM FOR THE TAG!!!!!!! 🩷🩷

in no particular order-

rusty from oceans 11

chuuya nakahara from bsd

keitch kogane from voltron (IM SORRY)

ango sakaguchi from bsd

conan gray

ranpo edogawa from bsd

owen wilson (specifically in natm)

BILLY LOOMIS GOOD LORDDDDDDDDDDDD

diego hargreeves from tua

ryan as well 😭

tagging- @bugbxyjunk @mlm-blues @rowans-blues @demisexual-eddie-diaz and anyone else who sees this !!!!

New tag game!!!

Post 10 pictures of guys you find attractive and tag 10 people!!

1. Spencer Charnas

2. Chris Motionless

3. Oli Sykes

4. Vic Fuentes

5. Billie Jo Armstrong

6. Tom Hardy

7. David Boreanaz

8. David Duchovny

9. Harrison Ford

10. Kevin Ratajczak ft. Nico Sallach

Tagging @mlm-blues @mlmshark @hoodieanon @abilify-for-boys @cupiditas-and-ao3 @c0ffeeboy @of-mushrooms-and-men @prettygayboyfriend @musical-mastermind @pogaytosalad

[tellywoodtrash]

sanjivani 14.10.19 lb

pft. false alarm.

also ishani ran up there and sid didn't? unrealistic. blocked.

ALSO, ouff ishani, you're a doctor; stop getting into a panic and yelling OMG GET UPPPPPP like the rest of us plebs.

juhiiiiiiiiiii i love you, you are bestttttt.

oh boy, what news? aaj kal "news" word se darr lagta hai, coz there's literally nothing good on the fucking news.

AWWWWWWWWWW YISSSSSSSSSSSSSS JESSI GOT INTO THE CLINICAL TRIAL IN HOUSTON!

jess ne toh 7 janmon ki bucket list bana di, and wants to fulfill it all now now now.

of course. financial issues.

sid is like “paiso ka jugaad kar lenge....”, and instantly vardhan is like biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch; coz he knows sid's about to start frauding some rich peeps around here, lol.

juhi seems to have a pretty hard to believe solution but ok. i don't wanna dwell on this reality waala problem in my fantasy feel-good show.

where dr. shashank and his tumour headache disappear off to btw? anjali, maybe you should check on him.

vardhan is such a grinch, lord. man, can you just die?

and rishabh's nice mood was too good to last as well. he's back to hatin' on sid. (for what reason????? he didn’t even do anything to you today!!!?!!?)

stop bitching about my boy like this, fuckers. keedein padein tumhare mooh mein.

NO. STOP OGLING ANJALI LIKE THIS. I HATE YOU.

ohhhhhhhhh no. ohhhhhhhh sid.

BTW WHO IS THIS GIRL WHO'S GETTING TO DANCE WITH ALL THE HOTTIES, HEIN????? FIRST RAHIL AND NOW THIS ONE ALSO???? TELL US YOUR SECRETS, SIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

fucking dumbass. wipe that grin off your face before i get into the screen and do it for ya.

lol what even is going on, literally no one else is dancing, is this whole event just an excuse for sid to get all up on all the girls around here??

rishabh is about to do mauke pe chauka, and y'know what, i'm not so mad, lol. in your face, sid.

oh ho, compliment AND apology for posters. fake as fuck, but appreciated for the moment.

lmao the fuck is this idiot even doing???? i can't watch!!!!!!

oh damn, rishabh got moves.

ghungroo nahi, tera mooh todna hai, sid. idiot fellow.

OH. DON'T LIKE A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE HUH??? FUCKING DUMBASS. PLAY STUPID GAMES, WIN STUPID PRIZES.

LMAO I LOVE HOW BOTH ISHANI AND RISHABH ARE JUST FOCUSED ON MAKING SID AS UNCOMFORTABLE AS POSSIBLE. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU INVOLVED IN THIS SITUATION IS SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT, I CAN’T WITH Y’ALL.

oh ho. OHHHHHHHHHHHH HO.

also aye chal na, take this neanderthal act somewhere else.

tere mooh pe na maar de yeh taali, sid?

OH HO ISHANI YOU'RE SO EASILY PLACATED. EITHER HAVE THIS AIR OF NONCHALANCE AT ALL TIMES, OR HOLD ON TO THAT ANGER.

"mera naam bade bade akshar mein likhna, sabko pata chalna chahiye ki jessi sirf jignesh ki hai!"

"tum kaho toh main tumhara naam apne maathe pe likhwaaloon?"

LOL MAN, I LOVE JESSI THE MOST.

oh boy why he sending everyone away?

ohhhhhhhhh jessi, false alarm nahi thaaaaaa. also ouff, this siddhu is worming his way back into my heart.

"jab kissi se itna pyaar ho jaaye na, toh unki koi bhi baat, chaahe woh kitni bhi badi ho, chupaani padd jaaye toh chupa lenge. unki khushi ke liye, khud taqleef seh lenge."

HEY SIDDHANT, WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT THE FUCK KINDA BITCHASS SACRIFICIAL BULLSHIT ARE YOU IMPLYING YOU'RE GONNA PULL?????????

fuckkkkkkkkkk, stupid boy is back in my heart even though i don't want him there, coz i know he’s about to do some real dumb shit.

"yeh kaisa function hai, itna rukha sukha, kuch karo, naach gaana vaghera..."

"vardhan sir mera mood nahi hai." lol understandable; sid ne patta jo kaat diya tera.

"tumhara mood nahi hai? tumhe anarkali banke logon ka mann behlaane ke liye nahi keh raha hoon!" ok i legit lold.

oh boy is he implying what i thought he was implying??? aur rishabh ghadde ko samajh aayi bhi ki nahi?????

SO SUBTLE. FUCKING N0OBS.

"chhe baje."

"kya?"

"jisse tu dhoond rahi hai, woh chhe baje khada hai." [ecstatic tone] "CHHE BAJE!"

lmaoooooooooooooo asha the real G. (but her accent is gone???? they should just have had chandni play a new character instead of asha. coz i like chandni, she just doesn’t fit asha’s character.)

aklsjflskjflkslkj rahil.

ohhhhhhhhhhh boy. asha wrote sid's name in her mehendi, didn't she??

mamu's here with...... mehendi for sid?

lol ofc rahil has to pour not only ghee, but also petrol, kerosene, and all other available flammable substances on this fire and uksaaofy mamu.

hein yeh kaunsa katti hai? humaare yahaan toh katti pinky finger dikha ke hota hai????

pls to leave your local katti conventions in the comments, for anthropological research purposes.

they have successfully hounded himmmmmmmm into it. sakjfkjfsljflk this ought to be goooooood.

asha toh up to bhaaaaaari kaand.

what nonsense, who gets something written on them and doesn't look???

"yeh bataa tere dil mein poori ki poori kaun hai?"

"maamu uska naam I se... I.... I... I.... I don't know maamu... kaun hai?????" pfffffffffffffft this shadyass fuck i love him more than anyone else in this showwwwwwww

lol rishabh finally figured out which salim-anarkali vardhan was talking about.

waah rishabh quite good at the emotional blackmail. yaar iss bande ko negative kyun banaya, itna masoom sa face hai iska, dil maanta nahi isko hate karne ko!

anjali rushing here and forbidding out of what looks to be genuine worry for dad's health.

MAN SHASHANK ALWAYS HAS THE CUTEST LITTLE IN-JOKES WITH ANJALI; HOW CAN SHE THINK SHE'S SECOND TO ANYONE WITH HIM??????

wow anjali is getting really hyper.

shashank, honestly, is this a good idea? you were clutching at your head/neck like..... minutes ago.

shady fucks, shady fucks, shaaaaaaaaaady fucks.

oh anjali.

"aap toh jaanti hai humein nachna nahi aata. humaari izzat aapke hawaale."

oh ho you didn't have to make it all sultry like that. Y'ALL NEED TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT BETWEEN YOURSELVES AND SOON.

does aman levy a high 5 tax as dj? har koi usko dance karne se pehle high 5 diye jaa hai.

me at all social events, wishing i was back home chilling with my cat, blissfully braless.

eventually working up to being this mad when the people i’m with just don’t take the hint that i was ready to leave 2 hours ago.

fwding the naach gaana.

but lord, juhi is so damn beautiful. if this was a different show in a different land, i'd be shipping juhi/anjali coz honestly........... fuck, the hotness.

tell me this doesn’t exactly mirror sid/ishani watching the other dance with someone else.

vardhan, burn in hell, fucker. honestly.

yup, asha wrote sid's name in ishani's mehendi.

wooooooooooooooop.

oh boy, guddu mama. THAT'S NOT THE COUPLE YOU SHOULD BE MAKING AWKWARDDDDDDDDD. FOCUS ON SIDDHU!

goood lordddddddddddd juhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ek conversation, ek din mein kitniiiiiiiiiii baaaaaaaar dohraogi????? matbal..... upar tak lift jaa nahi raha kya????? problem kya hai? nahi batao mujhe. does he have to draw it out for you, pictionary style??? mime it charades style??? what????????

also, appropriate placement of the song's "ae le!" lmaooooooo

oh shit. grabbing.

well. guess we got a definitive answer to that one. 

welp. it's been a good 3, 4-ish weeks knowing you as a good, sorted dude with minimal mental complexes, siddhant. bade hi dukh ke saath, we'll be reverting to our regularly scheduled programming of thinking men are fucking dipshits even if (probably???) well-intentioned. 🙄🙄🙄

[lostjulys]

good lordddddddddddd why do i feel like SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!

[anodyne-sunflower]

Lordddddddddddd! Omg I love this so much 😭 Ugh. Thank you, my luv!! I’m saving these too lol they’re just so good. Balem is just fine, and seeing this in gifs just made that scene better for me lol

I. Adore. This. And you!

@sinuhmyn-apple I COME BEARING FAN ART FOR CHAPTER 27!!!! 

This chapter was glorious. And I cant wait for Balem to find reader and then beat the SHIT out of Titus. I am here for the epic fight between sexy brother and nasty wears-ugly-clothes brother. 

I’m finishing up the other graphic too! So there’s more, my friend!!! ^_^ 

[sugarfile]

Christen Press is more of a model in one sweaty soccer game than I’ll be in my entire life

(USA vs SWE)

[tellywoodtrash]

ebss 20.06.19 lb

ooooooooop. looks like janhvi bhaabi is no longer the favt. of “kabir”.

can't blame him. she dug that hole herself, with the kavya should leave nonsense.

damn, that ice cold look in her eyes.

oh kavya. you beautiful, stupid, idealist. i hope to god that you succeed. i won't bet on it, but i really hope you clear your name before your exit.

bada hi focused smile of krishna on kavya.

abbe oh, this isn't the 90s anymore. we don't do this shit when we're anxious; we scroll mindlessly through the internet and feel worse about ourselves.

“yeh family kabhi bhi aisi nahi thi.” hard to believe coz your dad was born kameena, but ok?

apparently pk was always “like this” but not a shitty person to his own family it seems. that's better i guess???? for those few lucky ppl who won the lottery to be a mittal.

ofc it started with dhruv's shaadi. apparently kabir had come too. so he has NOT been away for 6 continuous years.

LMAO IT WAS NOT AT ALLLLL NECESSARY TO PLAY AYE DIL LAAYA HAI BAHAAR TO UNDERSCORE HOW AMAAAAZING THE FAMILY WAS.

i cannot believe pk was like this, ever. based on what we saw of him 20 years ago threatening the fam to shut up about ashok/the meds....... he was never nice to his fam. it's the whole reason kabir ran away to join the army?!?! ainvayi retconning nonsense.

kavya asking the right questions.

that's exaaaactly what she's saying, idiot. you didn't have to say it out loud like that and make her defensive.

oh god kabir is convinced there was a third person in the house. Y'ALL ARE LITERALLY SO STUPID. THE SARI KA PATTERN IS VISIBLE ON THE FOOTAGE FFS. AND THE HAIR IS LONG, UNLIKE KAVYA'S. SRSLY YOU GUYS.

now he's giving kavya a lecture on how janhvi bhaabi is doodh ki dhuli. bitch, she'll have the last laugh as she exits the house, leaving your dumb ass. and i can't wait for that now.

kavya gtfo here, dude. this idiot deserves to tussle with janvhi for the rest of his life. you and aarush go live your best life elsewhere.

late night adventure to check dad ka laptop and footage. best.

IT WAS NOT NECESSARY TO HOLD HER HAND FOR THAT. I'M TRYING TO GET THE FUCK OVER YOU AND YOU ARE JUST MAKING IT SO HARD FOR ME. (name of kabir's sex tape.)

the most unrealistic thing here is her wearing this super pushup bra under her pjs at like 2 in the morning. whoooooooo does that? a psychopath, that's who.

is camera ka toh wire kaat diya. but what about the others in the house that could show you entering the study???

...................... itna bada security and thaam jhaam and pk doesn't even have a password on his laptop. fucking dumbass.

oh shit oh shit oh shitttttttttt

also, zain's tshirt so tight, you can see his body mic. mmmhmmm.

oh chup gayi. how though????? she literally didn’t hear them till he opened the door.

secret agent is like oh ho laptop garam hai. kisi ne use kiya hai. some CID level investigation happening here.

oh it got deleted. damn janhvi, luck always on your side huh?

OMG IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU IDIOTS ARE EVEN WORSE? YOU HEARD THE LAMP MOVE AND DIDN'T EVEN MOVE TO CHECK IT OUTTTTTTT? MAN EVERYONE IN THIS SHOW IS DEPLORABLY STUPID THESE DAYS.

why would you leave IMMEDIATELY? what if they were still out there?!?!!?!?!!?

ASALKDFJSLAKDSJLSKJDLSAKJLDJKDSA

good, smartly she put it on kabir/kavya. first akalmandi ka kaam she’s done in over a week now.

ouff now he'll think they cut the wire/deleted the footage. abbe yaaaaaaaar. i'm just so done with this nonsense. ab toh leap ho hi jaaye. aamne saamne se ho jung.

lollllllllllll love your shaatir face tho boo.

some heavy anti-kavya lobbying + “hum kabir ko kho nahi sakte.”

yeah, same.

some more shaatir face appreciation. ouff this face of hers is what’s keeping me here. the things i do for you, shrenu.

yeh kya auntiyon ki tarah apni dost se apni bahu ki shikaayat kar raha hai???? if your election is so impt. to you, focus on that.

how would pk know this random nondescript file contains........... ok you know what, idc. none of the writing makes sense rn, idk why i'm breaking my head.

LOL THANKS TO IDIOT COMMISSIONER'S OVERWROUGHT REACTION HE KNOWS NOW. GOOD GOING, CHAMP.  

LMAO HE SAW URVASHI TRYING TO HIDE IT TOO. LORDDDDDDDDDDDD ABOVE LITERALLY EVERYONE IN THIS SHOW IS OPERATING ON ONE SHARED BRAIN CELL RN.

waah, what athleticism.

the cat is out of the bag.

what even was raghav/urvashi’s reason of hiding it from him though? what's in it for them??????????

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FOR THE LOVE OF GOD KAVYA, TAKE THE DAMN PHOTO TO KABIR TOMORROW INSTEAD OF BEING AN IDIOT AS PER USUAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!