#good idea im going to draw it someday

[xxplastic-cubexx]

personal happiness or what the fuck ever

bonus:

[tarteggs]

i have too many au ideas and approximately negative writing skills but i still want to see these come to life someday T_T

[monamipencil]

— jealousy, jealousy | k.mg

“want me to fuck you loudly so that she could hear it?” 

synopsis; a trip to the convenience store with your boyfriend takes an unexpected turn.

pairings; mingyu x fem! reader | genre; slight angst, smut, established relationship | w.c; 800+ | warnings; mentions of food, marking kink, possessiveness, exhibitionism, fingering, overuse of 'baby', slight dry humping, orgasm denial (f. receiving), a mention of punishment. | a/n; yea.. my old blog was deleted and im reposting.. dont mind me.

you’re jealous. quite jealous. 

The taste of iron greets your tongue when you lick your lips. The bruise he had given you. You lift your hand involuntarily to touch the blooms of hickeys that sit on your neck, discreetly covered by your boyfriend’s hoodie. He marked you up in all ways. For everyone to see. to know. That you’re his. But him? 

Your eyes reluctantly dart towards mingyu and the part-timer, who is clearly hitting on him. You can’t help but roll your eyes and scoff. The annoying knot in your stomach tightens when you hear him laugh at whatever stupid joke she just made. You resort to picking on your nails, trying to drown out everything. 

But you know you have to address this someday. And it might be today. Address the fact that your boyfriend will never be just yours. Your heart uncomfortably twists at that. It was indeed true. 

Mingyu is an eye candy. The heartstopper. No matter where you go, the limelight will always be on him. Good looks, personality, intelligence. He’s got the whole pack. It’s as if God took his sweet time sculpting his heart, mind, and body.  

“Hey, baby,” you flinch at the sound of his voice and sigh, placing a hand over your heart. mingyu eyes you in confusion, and with a small smile on his lips, he apologizes for scaring you. Sending a half-hearted nod his way, you bring the food closer to your side. 

It was your idea. To go to the nearby convenience store to get food after an intense love-making session that left you tired and hungry. You didn’t accept his offer to cook, knowing that he was tired too. But frankly, you lost your appetite. You toy with your food, drawing shapes in the sauce. 

With a loud sigh, you stand, muttering to him that you want to buy something. He nods and tries his best to reply with his ramen-filled mouth. You groan as soon as you’re out of his sight. A part of you knows it’s not his fault. And the other part reasons that he should know how it would feel since he, himself is the possessive type. 

You take something random from the aisle after a moment of consideration and turn to return to the table when a hand roughly pulls your hips back. You gasp, hearing mingyu’s hushed voice, “want me to fuck you loudly so that she could hear it?” 

You bite your lip, swallowing the moan that the lewd thought elicited in you. His fingers dig into the exposed skin of your thigh, and he grinds his clothed crotch against your hip. You let out small gasps and bated breaths as he continues to grind himself harder. Your (his) hoodie is unzipped halfway to expose your neck, which he marks yet again. 

“I’m yours, baby. don’t you know that? hmm? I can prove it.” he whispers, his hands slipping into your panties. His other hand keeps your mouth open, and a moan escapes your lips. The cool wind hitting your skin makes you shiver, and him toying with your clit adds to it. 

“mingyu,” you mewl out his name, your hips grind onto his fingers, chasing friction. 

“God, you’re so wet. And we just fucked a hour ago.” 

He pushes two fingers into your soaking cunt, pushing them in and out at a comfortable pace. mingyu stops his ministrations and curls his fingers against that spot. It forces you to gasp and tug at his hair. He removes his hand from your mouth, and the saliva-coated fingers find your nipple under your shirt. 

Your body hasn’t yet recovered from the previous carnal venture. Every touch has you seeing stars, and you can feel the orgasm ripping through already. But it stops when he removes his hands from your needy core. “Not here. Can’t have my baby walking with wet shorts back home,” he laughs at your needy figure and kisses your strained neck muscles. 

Mingyu holds you against him till you come down from your high. His hands massage your body, and he softly whispers that he’s only yours. It brings a smile to your face, and all ugly feelings are thrown out the window. 

“I love you, baby,” he whispers against your cheeks with a love-sick look in his eyes. You chuckle and whisper the same back to him. Reaching to hold his face, you lean in, but you’re cut off by the part-timer. 

Annoyance runs through your veins, but you’re satisfied to find her shocked state at your intimate position with mingyu. You press a kiss to his lips, eyes still on her. A cocky smile plays on your lips, and your heart feels light when you pull back. Mingyu shakes his head when you shoot him a sickeningly-sweet smile and laughs, playing into your game. 

You pack the food, not wanting to waste the money, and leave the store. But not before you flaunt the love bites gifted by your boyfriend. All exhaustion seems to have left you as you happily skip in the street. He skips along with you, blushing and laughing at the scandalising act you both pulled. You let him do so while he can. And your boyfriend links hands with you, oblivious to the punishment awaiting him. 

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tags; @seungkwanschicken @aaa-sia

[amenalyme]

So I went to Desucon Frostbite!!

So long story short I’d heard good things about artist alleys in Finland and had been trying and failing to get into one for some time. But then by some miracle Desucon finally let me in! so me and my dear friend @kotikaleo went there. It was both of ours first con in Finland and my first time selling outside the Baltics.

This was our table. And ohh did people not lie about the Finnish artist alleys - it was insanely busy I’ve never seen masses like this in front of my table before. I think since the first people came up until the very end of the selling period there was MAXIMUM 5 minutes when there was nobody in front of the table and it took like an hour before we could even get a proper picture

needless to say it was my best sales yet at any event, which is especially insane considering we only had one day for selling. I definitely hope to come back here in the future

Additionally this was all of the stuff I bought

I was really bad at taking usernames this time so alas I don’t have names for most of them (but i can probably find if needed)

But I especially wanna draw attention to the slugcat print and Hunter charm - by @ javicterry on instagram. From what they said they were seen as The Rain World artist at finnish cons and I LOOVEd the initial interaction when they came to our table like “I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE !!!”. We also got to hang out a bit on the second day of the event and after the con and it was really nice. It was my first time seeing someone I didn’t already know selling rw art at a con and I’d been looking forward to that happening. I really hope we can interact more in the future

Speaking of cool finnish rain world artists-

I already showed this before but of course I have to mention it again for this summary post. But I got to meet @excessive-moisture as well!! Since I first did the Moon in a suit cosplay we’d been floating around the idea of meeting at a con at some point since neighboring countries and all so I’m so so happy we actually got to make it happen. I was a bit nervous that the interactions would not go smoothly and it’d just turn into slightly awkward onesided fan behavior on my end but noooo it actually went really really well and it was a nice egoboost to see someone I semi-look-up-to see me as a cool person as well. Holding out hope we can make something happen again in the future

As mentioned I was cosplaying Moon again. I actuallyyyy didn’t get more than a couple pictures and none of them even from myself. The first day I was busy sitting at my artist table and the second day I was busy sitting at various other artist and not artist tables and fighting stomach problems

but here’s the little bit that I do have. Saturday in a suit and Sunday with the regular white cloak Moon

(I forgot to put on the gloves in that one but shhhh)

I wish Id had the energy to walk around more but its fine i still had a good time for the most part

Also no smooth transition for this one but here’s also a collection of art exchanges between some people, including myself!

I just thought it was cool :) theres a few more things that arent visible bc they were either on other sketchbook pages or the person wasn’t there at that moment

ANYWAY the event was really great im so glad i went. Probably going to stay as one of my top favorite con experiences for a long time. I hope to be back someday, at least at other cons in Finland! As for general cons I currently have no confirmed ones for the future but I applied to and hope to be at J-Tsoon 6 in Tallinn 🇪🇪 and Comic Con Baltics in Vilnius 🇱🇹 in spring!

[yooo-lets-go]

Answering some asks as usual:

As always thank you for all the nice words and fun drawing ideas (some are already in my bigass WIP folder)

To everybody apologizing for spam reblogging : don’t worry about it, it’s always a compliment for me:)))

Hey thank you, I’m happy you enjoy my stuff and the Polish content! I really like seeing niche stuff from different countries, call it cultural exchange lol. Also I think that every place in the world has people who love it at least a bit - home is home after all.

As for anatomy book recommendations, I have this:

There is more good ones im sure, for example I’ve heard good things about the Morpho (?) series. Sending best wishes to Wisconsin 🫡 I’d love to go there someday

Thanks a lot! I love it when I manage to convince people to enjoy the things I like. Besides, liking Depeche Mode and Sisters of Mercy is just called having a good taste 💯. Btw you have some really nice drawings on your blog! Your shading is 👌 keep it up! And good luck with learning Polish, I’ve heard it’s not the easiest 😅

Si, hablo un poquito 🤏 but I really should get back to learning

Yeah it’s Procreate, there should be a link to the place I downloaded brushes from in my pinned post, I hope it still works.

Also, you want to draw better than me Sergeant 🫡🫡

Now I have🫡 Witold from Warsaw, 1st Mechanised Division hell yeah🫡🫡

Ohh good question:

Of course Depeche Mode: “Speak to me” (more of a Ghost related song but where there’s Ghost there’s Soap)

Also Depeche Mode “Ghosts again”

For some reason Love and Rockets “so alive” (could work if you adjust lyrics a bit)

Also “all we ever wanted was everything” by Bauhaus (idk why)

Me before drawing that: gotta find some Scottish rapper, idk any

Me after: Shogun my man, I hope you made it 🙏🔥

You also need “Bóbr kurwa! Jakie wielkie bydle!!” And that’s pretty much it 🫡

Australia?? My reach continues to surprise me

Say hi to your cattle from me

[jojo-schmo]

hi jojo! im just wondering but ive been wanting to make a comic for a little while but im not too sure where to start 😅. i really love your style of art and your forgotten land roleswap, and i was wondering if you had any tips for beginners?

Hello, hello! Thank you for enjoying my Forgotten Land Roleswap comic, it means a lot! <3

I'm very honored that people have been asking me for tips and advice. All of this is coming from a hobbyist who draws these comics purely for fun outside of my regular day job. Some of my methods would probably deal psychic damage to a professional, LOL. But I'm more than happy to share some things I've personally learned! :)

First of all, the book, "Understanding Comics" by Scott McCloud ROCKS. It literally gave me a new dimension to understand the medium of comics and how it presents ideas and emotions to readers! And I haven't even had the chance to finish it all the way! I'm very happy I own a copy and I recommend having one of your own if you can, but it's archived here if you want to read it :D

I also like analyzing other comics and thinking about how they get information across to me as a reader. It's helped me learn more effective ways to visually tell a story, like what to include in a frame, how zooming in or out affects the feeling from the panel, maybe building a scene by focusing on other stuff if someone is talking a lot... etc.

ANYWAYS-! Some other tips I've learned through my personal experience-

I had to overcome a lot of negative self-talk in order to tackle a huge comic project like this and stay committed. I was a pretty severe self-deprecator for most of my life so far, and getting help has allowed me to catch myself when I'm slipping back into those habits, look in the mirror, and go, "NO, JOJO! You pour your heart into what you make and that is a wonderful thing! You are appreciated and loved and you deserve to have fun making something you are passionate about!!" Some examples of the negative self-talk I catch myself in....

"I'm a noob at writing and making a story interesting... What's the point of even trying?"

When it comes to starting a project, whether it's 2 pages or 2000 pages, is to just jump in and start! It's okay to be a little insecure or nervous about your technical art skills, writing skills, etc... But writing a "bad" scene is better than no scene- because you can always edit a "bad" scene down the line, but what can you do with nothing? Nothing!! I also put "bad" in quotation marks because I am trying to use that term less, and instead call them "early drafts." or "works in progress."

The first Roleswap scene I fleshed-out was the first Bandee boss fight, in May 2022. I made this drawing on an impulse, getting my ideas down on the page without thinking about the technical stuff like comic panel borders. I consider it like a "pilot episode" almost, haha. The final project is going to be very different from how things play out here. But it got me interested in the concept and excited to see where I could take it, and I made the decision to commit to an entire game plot's worth of AU comics!!

Also, what's the point in trying you ask? The point is to have fun! Making a fan comic in my free time means I don't have restrictions like deadlines, nobody's telling me what I can and can't write, and I can make the story as long or as short as I want! I have full control, which means the world I'm writing is all mine to create! Yes, with a fan comic there is a pre-established world with existing characters. But a universe like Kirby has enough open-ended concepts for people to take basic concepts in the world and take them to whole new levels! I think that's why there are so many amazing fan interpretations of Kirby characters and OCs. The rules are so vague, you can just make up your own a lot of the time!! And it's a wonderful exercise to learn skills for someday building an original world with all original characters from scratch! Magical!!!

"I'm not good enough to make a comic. I don't understand perspective or color and other stuff. Anything I make will look bad.

I once read a two panel comic on here. I can't find it anymore but I remember most of it. First panel showed the artist looking at what they're drawing on their tablet, looking defeated and sad. "Man, I don't even know how to draw this....."The next panel was like them smiling and shrugging, I think rainbows and sparkles were coming out of their tablet, ".....I GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO DRAW IT SHITTY!! :D "

IF ANYONE KNOWS THIS COMIC I'M REFERENCING, PLEASE TELL ME AND I'LL LINK IT!!! Because it permanently and positively changed my brain chemistry.

No kidding, making the decision to just do my best even if it's not perfect, helped me a LOT. I was always waiting to "reach a certain level" to tackle a huge project because I felt like I'd never do it justice at my current state. Except I had been telling myself that kind of stuff for years and I still didn't start any projects!!

So the day I said, "Oh well! If I draw backgrounds shitty, then it is what it is! I'll learn from it and draw the next background a little better," Was the day I could commit fully to the project. I'll keep studying how to draw them better for my own benefit, but I won't let my skill issues stop me from even trying!

And for my limited confidence in full-color art, I solved that by making the comic in black and white with no-to-minimal shading lolol. Because I can only address one skill issue at a time before it takes me 25 years to finish this HAHAHA.

It saves a BUNCH of time to work with skill issues rather than against them! Because at least experience is gained in other ways, and who knows, maybe that new knowledge will help address the skill issues someday! So identifying your personal skill issues and deciding which one to try to grow stronger, and which one to work around, could help with big projects!

"Nobody will read this. I'm going to put months or years of my life into a dumb little thing nobody will even care about."

Learning how to draw for my own enjoyment instead of somebody else's was one of the biggest breakthroughs I ever made. Enjoying the feeling of being challenged artistically and just doing my best, even if it's not technically perfect, is the reason why I was even able to start this!

And just because someone doesn't directly like, comment or whatever on a post doesn't mean nobody saw it! I used to get really down on myself for the lack of engagement on my art on other websites.

I was a lurker for pretty much my entire teenage years and never posted my own stuff or commented much. But that didn't take away the fact that I really enjoyed the things I saw online. Those positive feelings were real to me, even when I didn't know how to articulate it in words. Granted, I grew up into a Words of Affirmation main, and I use words to tell people the positive things I think about them as much as I can! But I know not everyone prefers words to express themselves. So I think about the people that I don't know enjoy my work- that just because I don't see it doesn't mean I didn't make a positive impact on someone by sharing my stories.

THIS IS GETTING LONG-- UHHH, STORY TIPS!!

If you work best on technology, start building the story in a Notes app, or a Google Doc! If you work best with pen and paper, start a notebook and rearrange stuff as you need to!

Or if you're chaotic like me, a mix of tech and paper!! I bought a notebook with ring binding so I can remove and rearrange pages of drafts as much as I wanted to! Like here's two very rough concept pages of one Chapter 1 scene made months apart.

I'd say planning out the biggest basic plot points and then filling in between as I went was most helpful! I also have separate notes for character motivations, important story-changing events, etc... So I can have my own reference when I'm writing new scenes!

Okay this was a lot, sorry about the yapping! Hopefully it helps even a tiny bit. If you have any specific questions I'm happy to talk about my experience in the creation process! Or elaborate on anything I said above.

And finally, because I'm not a professional there are probably plenty of other tactics that could work better for some people. My ADHD probably doesn't help with the chaos of my process either, HAHA. But thank you for reading this far and enjoying the peek into the rainbow glitter and soap bubbles that inhabit the right side of my brain, heehee.

[hyena-matas]

Sisters, Raili and Raija

Raili was a sister of My grandmorher, never had kids of her own, she kinda was like third grandmorher to me as achild. She fell in love with a Canadian scam man when se was younger, he Brooke her into such pieces she eventually she never loved again, and passed away about a decde ago. I miss her, she was kind, helpfull and truly loving. I miss her and I regret that some toxic person made me run away from Every body and i missed her lasr y years while fueled with alcohol and and helplesness, i fell like i was s burden for her to meet or even speak to. But i think she loved me as i am, truly.

Raija is My fathers mother, so basically The woman who gave birth to a man who would become My worst nightmare. Which is so hard to understand, because she is the sweetest lady whod you ever meet. How would someone like herself raise such and toxic, dangerous and unhealty person. All the the love she gave was in vein. I hope she has found The peace within herself, since she never did anything wrong, except once she got high on clonazepam on her sister birthday birthy and was it was delightful.

I know i should calll her, i want to, but something still need healing before going Back to them, If i ever Will. B

But to me she truly is a woman who gave me My body The Day it is and moves and relaxes. And she has brought lot of good on My charecter. , she made me a good drawer, Explorer and she made me funny. She made me feel beatyful and powerfull, while somehow i have always known smothing she went through is something we dont talk about, and I wish i do not share her future as a crazy old lonely artist who hids parts of herself under bibe, tradition orn fear. When on her age (If i heti so unlucky) i want to dance en in The rain like her without actually doing ot, but The idea is sucha beautiful thouhgt. I Need more thoughts like this and i Will fucking win this war for The mothers before me.

But she is the bestest mummo in The world, when i turned to Vegan she immeaditly made me a vegan pizza with a fucking vegan cheese. Shes an grestt artistwith sculptructing, drawing ne making places feel aeatetich and homely is something few can. I guess The asnwer is prbobabbly behind accepting yotourself as you are and understnding youre worty (and filthy hahaha) of love whatever you Carryon with you from past. And If no one Else loved you, you can. Its takes Time but im sure i Will someday.

Sorry i had mushrooms yesyersay so i feel connectwed to people from past. Its. Good to let it out, please consider it If youre going through something that feells owherwhelming. Sharing is Caring and when it involves a cock count me on, daddy 🥰😘

Tank you for spending Time with My thoughts, hopefully it wasnt all about being loser, but i DI know how to go that best.

I am doing fine, no Need to worry, thanks for asking, im just going through some heavy shit but i can put it on My pictuers and on My stories and songs or even a fucking pornomovie If ot would Make me fwel happy. Not a Bad idea thouhgt, keep asking pervwrerts. Weidr to talk about your Granada and your desire to Be gay pro0stiture in a Woods with Lost of lovely ladys and one special Guy who sing me songs that i love and Make sure i drink enoughh water and hold me when i lose The grip. And fucks me sensless and loves me gently.

[noellefan101]

I´ll Keep You Warm-Albedo Oneshot

Characters: Albedo x gn Reader

Summary: you give Albedo an unexpected visit in Dragonspine, and he warms you up(+crushes on you).

"Warnings": established relationship, not proof-read

Note: im tired, i wanna sleep aahhhhhh

He wasn't expecting you to visit him on Dragonspine today, although you told him you´d be visiting him, he just wasn't quite expecting it to be today. It doesn't bother him, but he was quite focused on the experiment he was currently working on, and you were already distracting. But he paid his experiment no mind when he saw the state you were in, though you had on a good few layers of clothes and some food for him in your hands(your man needs to eat, badly)but you were freezing. He was quick to take the food out of your hands, lay you down on his mattress he never uses, and give you a nice thick blanket to warm you up a little.

The experiment had long gone from his mind, now he all thought about was making sure you were warm enough. Even through all your protests that he shouldn´t worry about you, and go back to whatever he was working on. But how could he ever do that when your normally warm and soft skin was now freezing cold.

Making sure you were alright and well was much more important to him than working right now. He also didn't want to deal with you being sick, but he didn't tell you that.

He waited for you to fall asleep, brushing your hair with his fingers, doing his very best to make you feel safe and warm. It didn't take you long to fall asleep, your face peacefully lying on the pillow he brought for you.

He didnt actually do much while you were sleeping, to distracted by your face to go do something else. Looking at your mesmerizing face was enough to entertain him for longer than he thought and would like to admit.

Its not like what he was doing before wasnt interesting to him anymore, it definitely was, he just found something else to spend his time on. Though its not productive, he will admit that, he couldn´t take his eyes off of you for longer than a few seconds. he considered drawing you, sealing your beauty on a piece of paper, but decided not to. He would rather have this memory all on his own, only within him and him alone. He also didnt even think he could capture your beauty with even the prettiest of paints.

People always compliment him on his art, drawings, paintings, or whatever they´ll call it at the time. But he doesn't think he´ll be even close to doing your beauty justice, he knows you´ll disagree, you always do when he says he can´t.

Maybe he´ll do it someday, but not know, as he is too lost in your beauty to process anything else other than you.

He loves you more than you and him realises.

thank u for reading, im very sorry for not posting, I'm trying to write but I just have no ideas and my mind is blank(also dealing with mental health issues), luv ya-Masterlist

You are welcome to reblog and like any of my posts, but you CAN NOT translate, copy or hate on anybody for liking my posts

[cherrycherryking]

Hi! I love your stuff with Wally!! I was wondering if you could do Wally (Or Eddie if you write for him) with a reader who likes to write and make up fun stories to share with friends? (You don’t have to but I think it’d be cute) Oki have a nice daaaay :))

sooo idk if you just wanted this to be just and x reader or a character ideas, so, i did both!! hope you like it <3

(+some drawings!)

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Wally Darling x Gen!Reader (platonic or romantic) Eddie Dearest x Gen!Reader (platonic or romantic)

Writer Character

✧We got ourselves a little writer!

✧Or maybe an author, or a librarian, or a poet- point is! You love to write and create this silly funny stories for all of your friends to see.

✧Some fun concepts for a character like this could be a bee cause spelling bee! Or a mouse because library mouse (or just whatever you like)

✧We know in the show there was storybook sections. I think a lot of these would be narrated and a lot of times even created by you!

✧I can picture your segment starting with the camera focusing on you reading or writing, then inviting the viewer to follow the story along. As you may imagine for a kids show they all had a neat message at the end.

✧Oh, and another resident smarty pants! I can think of some chapters or scenes where you teach spelling and grammar. "No, is not t-h-e-y-r-e, they're birthday, but t-h-e-i-r, their birthday!" (or maybe like me you suck at spelling, so ignore this lol)

✧For outfits i can suggest plaid pattern, glasses, a vest or maybe a cardigan! You can either go for a well put together smart little guy or a mess of a bookworm (that's like a scale on my head.)

✧Sally and you could be good friends now that i think about it! She loooves to make her friends perform her plays and you're just the perfect helper for that.

(if you use this as a base credit me and tag me so i can see!!)

✧Maybe appear with Frank as well, I think he could borrow books if you have a library or even have a little book club with other neighbors :]

───────────.★..─╮ Eddie x Reader ─..★.───────────╯

✧Oh you appear to help when he's teaching arts and crafts!

✧If you're big into reading, or trying to publish a book or any other sort of thing then you would see Eddie pretty often because he would always have a package or letter for you.

✧He's a bit of a forgetful klutz so you always make sure to help him a little by organizing a calendar for him! Writing down stuff you know for sure he'll forget.

✧Yes it makes him a little bit embarrassed to say the least but he's infinitely grateful of your help.

✧Every single morning in his usual route if he has the time, he always goes past your house to say hello and catch up on what you have been writing! Eddie is interested in the story you have and always listens to it with so much focus, almost as if you were telling him the hottest latest gossip of them all.

(help my poor soul im getting into an art block. eddie someday i will make you justice i promise.)

✧Or maybe you walk with him a little to accompany him. Just a heads up! Be ready to catch him when he inevitably falls because of some marbles julie forgot to pick up, a plastic duck (Barnaby- pick up your trash!) or just because!!

✧But is all worth it at the end of the day. Eddie always has time for you and your rambles. Only problem is he likes everything you write so he's not the best person if you're searching for criticism!

───────────.★..─╮ Wally x Reader ─..★.───────────╯

✧As the most prominent character of the series the plot follows Wally, and that's a way you two end up talking so much for a starters.

✧Any time Wally is staring at his canvas with no idea of what to draw he thinks "Well, they surely will have an idea" and go search for you (that is if you're not already there).

✧Thinking about how many chapters could follow the formula of you and Wally brainstorming ideas for a story, with him drawing what you narrate (and we come back to the storybook sections of the show!)

✧He would ask you "what are you doing today, neighbor?" to which you respond that you are writing about something! He asks what, you respond, he asks for more context of your story and- well now you're infodumping to him telling him all about what you have so far.

✧Oh but he would definitely be the type to draw your characters because "they are a lot of fun".

✧Picturing calm afternoons consisting of the two of you doing parallel play and every so often showing the other your progress <3

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by the end i kinda got into an artblock 😭😭 og plan was to make two rendered drawings, one for wally other for eddit yet it appears i flew too close to the sun. my god.

also this is my first time writing eddie so i'm not sure if i captured him correctly! in any case thank you so much for reading.

[quirkle2]

I read most of the zombie au stuff you have in here and I am being 100% honest with you here that I started tearing up while reading, ESPECIALLY when it was anything related to the kageyama brothers…

All of this is so so so good, so I came to ask if you would be interested in making a fic about this story someday? I would love to read it if so. If not then I have another question!! Will there be more content about it in the future? It’s just so awesome I’m gonna crumble to the ground now thinking about it

THAT'SWHAT I LIKE TO HEEEAAARRR not the you crying part that's sad im sorry.but also yay emotional turmoil <3

i answered a similar question here ! although lately it's been getting harder and harder to ignore the urge to make a fic. i already have like a rough timeline written of how things go, just to keep my head on straight abt it. there ? seems to be more demand for a fic than i thought there'd be (read: like three people) and the fact that some of u Want a fic of it is reassuring. still not super confident it'd be a good zombie story, but i think i could make something worth reading around the characters themselves ? hrrrmmmmm

and ofc there will !! i lovea this au and i was Just drawing zombie au ritsu like half an hour ago <3 there's more art comin, and likely more written snippets if i get any ideas for a good one :]

[eggdrawsthings]

Re the prev ask/answer... Yeah that's totally valid and understandable! I'm also feeling kinda sad and conflicted about Sol at this point

I still love his character for the most part, but also yikes.. I almost want to just live in a fanon universe where he didn't act the way he did back in Brendok but that's easier said than done emotionally

I was lowkey wanting to draw him and maybe I still will someday, portraits are a different vibe after all, but yeah I definitely get why it'd feel weird now to draw more character/interaction focused art like yours

Love Grogu and Din too, they're adorable! I actually didn't watch much of the Mandalorian but maybe I'll check it out again when the Acolyte's finally over. Also sorry for the long rambly ask! XD

gonna put both of your asks into one here.

Yeah you get me. I can still draw Jecki, im used to character death in media now it's no big deal. More angst more ideas lol. But it's a diff story for Sol tho. I admit I have my own bias towards Sol cuz of his father's instinct, and also it's the first time I have an Asian Jedi Master who's wise and likable (my other fav was Plo Koon). So the reveal hurts way worse. I still think that there's a much better way to handle their story while staying in character and still having the same tragic outcome, still putting Sol in the position of someone living w his guilt and shame. The canon event did make him a much more interesting and complex character, yes, but I can't help feeling like he's made to be a punching bag for the narrative atp. Again, great premise, not so good execution, imo.

And yeah now I can't draw him without feeling shitty because all I want to draw is his fatherly interaction w the kids. I could, if i want to. But once I post it online, I can't stop ppl from coming in and saying "well uh actually he did that", and "Jecki and Yord would not like him" yada yada. I read everyone's tags and cmt, and as a non-confrontational person, it will affect me and make me feel shitty even more. So im just gonna protect my own peace and go back to my safe space haha. I'm just a silly guy making fanart for fun, im not paid for any of this experience aksjdhalsd

[sylenth-l]

Hi! Hello. I just have to say that your art is some of the most unearthly beautiful art I have ever seen. Absolutely gorgeous. I LOVE your Felwinter so much,, he is Everything to me and I'm pretty sure your art of him was the reason I've been thinking about him nonstop for like, over a month now. He has taken up permanent residence in my brain with Cayde and Shiro, which is, quite frankly, a dangerous combination (BLESS YOU FOR YOUR ART OF THEM TOO THWY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL. IM SO GLAD THAT THERE IS BEAUTIFUL SHIRO ART OUT IN THE WORLD). He is simply unfathomably beautiful. And the black leather pants are sinful 🫣

I love seeing every appearance of him, and your Felwinter and baby bird Osiris are also just so delightful — the stories, emotions, and words unspoken between them that you convey are just.... Wonderful, so wonderful. So much to see on the surface, and yet even more to infer when you dig just a little deeper. They glow with inner light, and I'm not just talking about that amazing effect you create with the inks .... I'm obsessed with that, btw. Someday I will master that too. Maybe not today but oh, I'm going to master it so hard.

Anyway!! I just wanted to say that I love your art so much, thank you for kindly showing it to us all, and I hope you have a good day!!! ❤️

Aah, OMG thank you so much for so many nice words!!!

The black leather pants were certainly the best design decision I took about Felwinter it seems aksdjhfkjsd. Drawing leather is still not easy for me, but he makes it WAY more enjoyable, really wanna render more of it 👀

And oh, I have SO MANY feelings and thoughts about these Warlocks... I'm super happy and grateful for all the support, you have no idea!

(also I got your message back when I was lying super sick and miserable, couldn't answer it right away, but it INSTANTLY made me feel better, I swear 💙 Now I'm almost well and ready to get back to my bullshit ✨ So yeah, thank you again!!!)

[elytrafemme]

i miss my 3rd grade best friend so much. i don't remember very much about us but i remember it like it was yesterday. the kids used to make fun of him / fun of us, never really made much fun of me. he was sweet and so boys ate him alive. we were very slow at running & we were a boy and a girl so everyone thought we were dating, and i always got mad in my head (but soft because i never could get that mad at him) that he would blush because i wanted to tell him if you just disattach, it won't affect you. i don't care to make much out of that. he had very bad handwriting. he liked drawing cartoons and i remember thinking he was going to get big for being a cartoonist (my best friend now draws cartoons so thinking about this again really really affects me). when he left i had hoped i would see him again but he ended up moving to germany with his family, and after that so much happened in my life that i didn't have time to miss him anymore. i don't think about him that often at all, this must be the first time in years, and yet i feel like i see him in everything. i want to meet him someday and tell him im a lesbian. it would change nothing but im convinced, in some deep rooted way, the way that religion works i think-- i'm convinced that i would love him now. that if i saw him i would just know, and he would know me, and he would be beautiful and good and i would tell him every horrible thing about myself and all the good stuff, too, and he would still like me. i think it's good that i never meet him again so i can never see that proven wrong but it's such a fixed part of my universe, even when i'm not looking, this idea that the two of us were together once. deeply outcasted, because i didnt play with girls and i was scared of all the cool things and i wasnt white, and he wasnt white either and he was fat and he was too kind, kinder than i was bc i was nice but not kind, i was kind maybe only to him. we had two other friends who i saw grow up and grew apart from and we dont talk anymore. i dont miss them very much. but i miss Katsuya. i miss Katsuya a lot.

[loveydoveylex]

ngl seeing ur posts actually teared me up a bit. im demiaroace and went thru a rlly bad toxic relationship. its hard for me to fall in love w people in general bc of this but im always loving fictional characters. so this past one has been rlly rlly hard for me, but fictional characters always have made me feel better (this has been a whole thing w me since i was little due to trauma & abuse). i guess i dont rlly consider myself fictosexual? maybe i kinda am? ive drawn personas and self shipped but mostly i just draw ships and live vicariously thru them heh. but seeing you, your posts, how cute you and rayman are together. idk it gives me hope? like im actually tearing up NOW HSSHSH idk i just. find it so sweet? how you guys found each other. and idk it gives me hope that love will happen to me one day ig? IDK how to explain it but im very happy for you guys, congrats on almost 1 year!! and never stop bc you guys have such a deep bond and yeah!! #raylex !!!

anon oh my GOODNESS, you are gonna be the one to make ME tear up! this is such a sweet and lovely message to receive... 🥺 you have no idea how happy I am to know that I can give you even just a little bit of hope that love will come your way someday. I promise it will! I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, but please know that I am cheering you on all the way for a bright future! 💖

[starjasmines]

i resonate deeply with your post about radio breakup music, tho i'd go even further and say i'm very much done with music about love in general. i've vowed to purge my playlists of it and have delved into more and more obscure musics as the time goes, tho more often than not relying on mostly instrumental stuff. i think best case scenario you just make your own at this point. anyway, this is a lead up to a question - if you were a music writer person (assuming you aren't, haven't read much of your blog admittedly), what would you write about?

ive had a whirlwind few days sorry i keep meaning to answer this ask. under readmore bc i wrote a fair bit.

i kind of agree that im done with songs about love, i don't like to think about it but i don't necessarily mind it. i just can't really relate at all to songs about love/romance/exes or even get myself to care that much, and if a song's main draw is its lyrics then that won't capture me. if it's good in other ways then i don't mind. you can like a song for a million different reasons after all. but if it really bothers you then you do you.

ok if i was a songwriter i'd probably write about made up stories and made up people... ive always written a lot of short stories and i think a lot of those could transfer well to music, considering how many of them are based around a core power struggle or piece of imagery. i struggle with longer writing because i like to keep things short and vivid. so i've always thought my writing would probably be better put to music. i actually kind of want to write a short story with a companion music piece someday i think that'd be really fun. i also used to write poetry although i stopped that and i just got too embarrassed to ever look at it again. but maybe for the sake of songwriting i'd start again. i enjoy wordplay and sounds and all the little details of language a lot... theres a reason i studied linguistics in university. ive also always been into the idea of writing music, i used to try to write songs as a kid (they were bad). when i was taking lessons in music theory and singing, i used to imagine the process of writing some of my favorite compositions and i could not wrap my head around it tbh. it's one of my goals to eventually make music . but yeah to answer what subject matter i'd write about it'd just be little fictional stories probably. my life is not interesting enough to write about. long answer but it's something i think about a LOT.

[kachimera]

1, 4, 13, 24 (choose your fave <3)

*sigh* i've been meaning to be more varied with my fandom posts but. Yea castlevania again sorry not sorry

1) OTP?:

Maleon and Saraleon. Idk what can i say that i haven't said already? The pure love and affection, the devotion, the betrayal. My mans Leon got the best gf and the worst bf of all time and the repercussions of their fallout lasted almost a thousand years, iconic. Runner up is Celiakado bc love my toxic manipulative bastards duo. Daddy issues x cringefail girl <3

4) Is there a popular pairing you dont necessarily dislike but aren't too invested in?:

Again, Richtercard. Neat ship, can get it, but not my thing. Idk what other popular ships i could talk abt bc small fandom. Im pretty 👍 abt most of them i guess

13) What's a character or ship you haven't written/drawn yet but would like to someday?:

Ohhh so many. I have a dumped Leonx Isaac wip fic that i'd like to pic back up, and also some Sara x Julia ideas. And well, if i started listing all the ships i'd like to draw i'd never finish, but you kno stuff like belshine, shalaura, hevor, etc. In terms of characters, i wanna do some doodles with the wygol villagers living their lives, and draw the Lecarde twins or Yoko bc oh man the underrated witches of all time. And this is not going into my cv64/LoD comic n fic ideas (help).

24) What's your favourite thing abt [character]?:

You know let's go with Isaac this time. I like... the tragedy his choices lead him to. He keeps getting rejected and hated and losing and the ways he reacts are both understandable (as in, yea i get why he'd do that) and also the absolute worst you could do (both for himself and everyone around him, he's one awful bastard). And, since he is so intrinsically tied to Hector, i like how he is his dark reflection, how he shows what Hector could have been if instead of prioritizing his right to live as a human, he had grabbed all that willpower and instead used it to reduce and dehumanize himself for the sake of love and acceptance. It's like, Isaac is strong, smart, stubborn and determined yet he can't use those qualities for his own good or to help others but to spread misery and make himself worse in the process. He really became Dracula's weapon, at the cost of his own life. I am feeling normal abt him (gonna run him over with a bulldozer <3)