#gonna suck when I have to go potty since its raining

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im so at peace I was gonna go to the campus' library to do homework but I decided to just park the car as far away from anyone as possible and do hw in here!!!!!! alas secluded from other peoples energy its a liberating feeling.

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This is what I am about

About me.WARNING:::: I do have a potty mouth,  I can get bad at times.. I will do my best to not let the sailor loose..lol..Im  40 years old..At home caregiver for fiances mother who has Dementia. A mother.. Animal lover, nature lover, movie lover. Love to laugh, especially when I feel down. I am a people person, people like to talk to me, sometimes confide in me shortly after meeting me and having a conversation.. Must be a gift.. I am silly and cut up out of the blue. My mind sometimes is going 90 to nothing so I want to talk about all kinds of stuff.. Here lately I have been down, but you know us momma's and how we put on a smile while wanted to scream or run and hide from the every day bullshit and stress. I do not have insurance and SINCE I believe in therapy, and myself has 8 classes left to take before getting my Bachelors in PSY, I thought about this..Its honestly gonna be hard because of my self esteem to a large amount of people, but I think this is what I am needing to get out of the funk I am in. This blog is for me to express myself to those I dont know(out of my comfort zone) and keep my mind distracted, bc I battle with depression daily and hide it well. Lost my mother to cancer in February, and it messed with my head more than I thought.  I dont come from the Brady Bunch type of family.. we are all messed up in our own way..lol.. I am one of 5 siblings and lets just say we come from the Average Dysfunctional Family... Writing in a journal has helped me more than I thought it ever could.. so, I am taking a bigger step.. it may flop, if so ohhhh well.. I am doing this to help myself, to help others, and to work on different ways to come beaming thru your computer screen. I am a nervous wreck but screw it.. you only live once.. why not.. hell they didnt have all this technology when I was groing up, I would have had a ball... totallly not fair.. so I am raining in on the younger generations parade.. If you want to know something just ask, try and not be hateful.. you can have an opinion but no need to be rude... BULLYS SUCK, they are not welcome here..K... ok.. I want a place wherewe can post, talk about whatever , trade stories, help others who just need to vent and rant some.. EVeryone has there own problems some worse than others so I am going to post and I am going to upload video to see if I can get people like me, we just need someone to listen from time to time... Fixing to be on Twitter, Instagram, Tumblr, Pinterest, and probably more.. so if you like what you see, follow me, refer me if you think a friend will enjoy.. I will share each of my links as I join.. Cant wait for the sessions to start..LOL