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leviathiane · 14 days ago

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This is what i mean by Killua and Gon's stubbornness being the same level of willpower, stemming from different desires-- Gon is scarily goal-oriented. He doesn't care what happens to him, so long as he comes out of it the victor in his own head.

The cost doesn't matter, so long as it doesn't conflict with/cancel out his result.

That's terrifying.

#he's so fucking scary jskdahbjvdbska #gon is the sweetest ever and hes a genuienly good kid. gons not a damn monster #but hes scary as hell. hes alien in the way he processes and acts upon desire #there is such a sheer and utter disregard for himself. inturn this becomes disregard upon others #and i all stems from the subtle self hatred of abandonment HAHAHHA #this kids been suicidal his entire fucking life and no one helped him until it was too late #every adult looked at him and went oh thats a ticking time bomb in the shape of a child. anyway--#after CAA i really appreciate every bit of gon foreshadowing i get. his character is fascinating #depths' watches #hxh #hxh 1999 #ajskdhbbdsa heavens arena arc is a bunch of fun fights and endorphins #to distract you from: killua is a child abuse victim and gon is passively suicidal

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