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[lieu-rey]

thinking about javier after the gang fell apart...

uhhh some thoughts below⬇️

what javier did between the events of rdr2 and rdr1 has always been in my mind. I just think he was an absolute mess. he wasn't coping with the fact that he not only lost the family he tried so desperately to hold onto, he also realized that he fucked up horrendously, and there's no going back to fix it and the guilt and regret eats at him like nothing else.

he really just. stops taking care of himself, I don't think he cuts his hair short yet but he lets it grow and doesn't care for it like he used to. he doesn't sleep, he never bathes, he drinks and cries when he's alone, he just wanders between cantinas in nuevo paraiso, hoping he stays under the radar of the government.

i like to think something happens that makes him snap out of it, whatever it might be. when he does, his hair is so matted he just ends up cutting it all off with his knife

like those 12 years are something I want to elaborate on bc it's still wild to me that rdr2 javier and rdr1 javier are the same person

[t4t-scout]

Your eyes cast a spell that bewitches

The last time I needed twenty stitches <3

[boobgoogler]

this drawing took shrimply everything from my soul and turned it into soup to bare at the turn of the century Haii kay bye

[firehydrant00]

been having fun drawing fnaf jesters....

[mookmayor]

ipad broke this is all i have from the past few weeks,,

[goldennika]

this guy i’m talking to is so nice and understanding and patient and thoughtful and funny??? i’m not used to this???

[thekidsare-not-alright]

I forgot that fall out boy is the most comforting when you're feeling like a lonely loser

[babylion]

[spaceratprodigy]

🎶 Music WIP Whenever 🎶

Thank you for the tags @captastra @darkfire1177 @the-lastcall 💖💫

I don't have much for wips floating around rn BUT I do have something I was sketching around for funsies that could be fun to share

The way I get inspired by music can be a lil strange sometimes and I especially more often than not listen to songs that don't fit the vibe of what I'm working on at all 😭

Had a few songs come on while drawing last week that made me extra motivated to wanna work on Faith and Max Fallbrook/Scylla arcs again so I'll drop those

Last week I allowed ThemTM to be as unapologetically in love as they wanted and this week they're getting thrown back into their reconciliation stage!!! >:)

[forffax]

dragon day ! some dragons (n dragonborn) from last night :]

[sirnica]

If by some miracle of modern medicine I menage to leave this depressive episode (or as kids call it "flop era"), I am making a vow that I will never, ever not in a milion years even attempt to date again, no matter what.

Do you know how much money I've given to doctors and therapists and pharmacies in the last six months? Do you know how much time I've wasted talking to doctors, going to doctors, crying to them?

I'm not going through this again. No one is going to convince me otherwise.

If you see me flirting or even showing interested in anyone just punch me in the face with all your might.

My bank account will be thankful.

[a9saga]

"jesus" by luna sea, as performed by hatsune miku... because fuck you

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

While we're here, I just want to add an example of a good response to Harris' video.

In the first half of the video, Harris briefly mentions a creator called Lukeypoo (who now goes by Luke Stephens) who had plagiarised Harris' Bloodborne review, and his response at the time was to deny it, signal to his alt right buddies and insult Harris.

After the video came out, Luke Stephens made a post on his community page regarding it:

For those, who can't see the screenshots, it reads:

A video went up on YouTube last night that showed something I did 6 years ago in early 2017, of which I'm very ashamed. I've talked about it on stream plenty since then and try to be very open about it, but I know a lot of people haven't been watching me since 2017 or have not heard me discuss this before. I don't want to hide from my mistakes or deflect, so very plainly here's what happened:

I was just starting on YouTube and I ripped off a phenomenal video on Bloodborne. It was a fantastic video by hbomberguy and after finding it through a Reddit post I tried to take his 1.5 hour masterpiece and make my own suckier version at around 7 minutes. I copied the premise, jokes, structure, and then pretended like it was all just a coincidence that they were so similar. I was a 19 year old idiot who thought it didn't matter because "he's a bigger creator so it's fine" and "it's just the internet." When I was rightly called out for copying his video I dodged, lied, and even attacked and insulted the appearance of those holding me to account, including hbomberguy himself. I copied someone's video, in parts word-for-word, and I pretended like *I* was the victim and *they* were being unreasonable. Unbelievable. There is no question at all: I was in the wrong, fully.

Let me be very clear: I whole heartedly disown who I was back then and what I did. Politically, religiously, and even morally/ethically I was a person that I hate today. I was an extremist, a bully, a religious zealot, and above all, a prick. This event sparked a spiral in my personal life that I didn't document online, but that has led me to who I am today. Someone who tries very hard to respect my fellow creators, audience, and to uphold a high ethical standard for myself. I strive every day to be a better man for myself, my family and kids, and for the community around me. And that's why I'm writing this, because I don't think we should hide from our mistakes or pretend they didn't happen. I screwed up, big time, and I stole the hard work of an incredibly talented creator and for that I'm incredibly sorry. I was 19, hard headed, and above all arrogant and unwilling to acknowledge I had screwed up. It took a couple years after that before I could openly admit what I had actually done, and that it took that long is all the more shameful.

I don't expect a response or certainly forgiveness, but for what it's worth, I am truly sorry for everything, @hbomberguy

For the last 6 years I've been working my butt off to be someone I can be proud of being and I hope you all can see that the man I am today is not the shameful excuse of a person I was back then.

I've never watched a video or stream by Luke Stephens so I can't attest as to his content, but this is one of the best responses I've seen to any kind of accusation, and so I lean towards believing him to be a better man than he was six years.

I thinks it's important to highlight the good response/s to Harris' video, to remind ourselves that plagiarism is not such an immoral action that from which you can't redeem yourself (though in Somerton's case, I'm less sure of that) if you take accountability for your actions, and to remember that in most cases, we should give people space to grow and become better.

The swiftness and brutality of Hbomberguy’s complete evisceration of James Somerton’s career cannot be overstated.

[violet-jessop]

i think that after spending $11,691 on my teeth in the last 18 months, if one of my front teeth falls out then killing myself can't be considered drastic or unreasonable action

[uitzinnigmp3]

hm . kinda want a new url

[average-acorn]

I just did a fuckies woopsie