#godfuck ME this is absolutely insane

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right, and with that, i have officially done it. lost my mind. (AKA published over 100k of fanfiction in half a year)

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for the ask meme: 21, 22, 37, 38, 75 (I rolled 5 d100s for you <3)

ROLLING D100S? SWOON. almost as many as i rolled on sunday when you were beating my wizard half to death(delighted)

21. Would you ever collaborate with another writer for a story?

well. (looks at lsoh.) yes! i’ve done a lot of rp in my time and i really enjoy collaborative storytelling, and i think it would be super fun to make a more formalized collaborative narrative—i don’t know if i’d do a short-answer-rp-turned-fic again, since those can get choppy, but if i ever drag my head above water on all my other ideas? man. with another writer i trust and work well with i’d LOVE to give it a shot, i say, blinking slowly and meaningfully at the person who sent me this ask,

22.Are there certain types of writing you won’t do? (style, pov, genre, tropes, etc)

I mean, yeah, probably! I can’t name them off the top of my head because there’s exceptions to every rule, but I have comfort zones and I have things I’m just not that into— but generally speaking I write the way whatever story i’ve been possessed by most recently feels best, you know? which means that i’ll do just about any POV and a LOT of genres and tropes. I guess I’d say I’m uncomfortable writing things that feel like I’m making Gender Roles Again, But This Time We Like Them— that’s a pretty broad statement but it has a bunch of different applications, whoops.

I also don’t like to take characters that are source-material equals and make them ontologically, fundamentally, irrecoverably unbalanced to a point where there is simply no hope of gaining that equality— I was thinking about this the other day, actually. Like, it’s a little weird coming from Godfucker McEldritchguy, but I think. hmm how do I describe this. a) i love to make a story where gods get dragged down to a human level, b)in ones where they don’t, they tend to have been Designed to be gods, not designed to be an equal, and i can have a character be their most specialest little bug in a jar, and c) god i am so obsessed with guys that are mutually obsessed with each other. i am so weird about it. and it’s challenging for me to write something lacking that mutualism, although i can write it in a way where it’s antagonistic instead of positive or whatever. does that make sense? i don’t know.

anyway, at the end of the day I’d say my limits depend on the characters I’m working with; there’s things I’d do with some of my OCs that I’d rather die than touch akeshuake with, and things I do with them that I would never in a thousand years hand to karkat homestuck, And So On. dunno!

37. How do you choose where to end a chapter?

(hysterical laughter) if you figure it out please god tell me

38. Would you ever write commissions?

god, I wish I could, but my brain simply would not allow it. I do not determine the subject matter or length of what I write, I set out the ouija board of concepts and lay my hands on my ADHD planchette and hope to hell that what comes out isn’t more absolutely balls to the wall insane nigh-unreadable clown nonsense

75. What scene in [Winner Take All]took the longest to write? What was difficult about it? 

oh boy okay uh. WTA was written in a feverish haze over the course of like two weeks, so it’s hard to remember, really, but I remember driving myself INSANE with the opener of chapter 2; I kept sending messages to the group chat like “i’m 5k in and they Still Haven’t Fucked, help, this chapter wasn’t even supposed to exist”