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valleyyofthemoonnn · 4 months ago

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watching tommys dsmp retrospective and its so bittersweet because on one hand i will truly never experience a fandom like that again and it was some of the best times of my life, but on the other, it has been soured by so many of the people involved turning out to be absolute scum of the earth. seeing tommy himself very meticulously edit out every clip and even any vague mention of You Know Who in his video even though their characters were so intertwined and he played such a huge role in the entire server is kind of .. Yeah .

#godddd godddddd duudeeee #im over it but also im not #i cant bring myself to enjoy any content from that time anymore because of everything that happened. its just bittersweet #rambles of a mad man #sorry its 5am i cant sleep so im reminiscing about the past (mistake)#the 2020-2021 era of my life genuinely feels like a distant fever dream to me now #i was sad but i was the happiest ive ever been i had a dozen friends and large intricate friend groups #i was on calls every day i stayed up until the next morning every day talking to people. i was just excited about everything #everything is just so different now #ive lost a lot

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